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We then put some rails on the fire and maid a kind of shelter out of our wet blankets and laid a parcle of rales on the ground so as to keep it out of the water. By this time we were as wet as we could bee but we had a good fire and managed to get sorter dry and then laid down on the rails to pass the night but did not get much sleep. The next day it rained all day.","About 3 o'clock in the evening the news came that the Yankees were advancing upon Lexington from Salem which place they had taken. We were detailed were then formed in line and 10 men from A \u0026 D companeys to go ahead and fix the crossings as the creaks were very high. I was among the number detailed from my company. We had to waid the watter waist deap and then cut down trees across the creaks to let the others cross on and by night we had marched 2 miles to Cool Sulphur Springs where we had houses to stay in. and the next day we had the same thing over excepting the rain but it was bitter cold when we stopped at my pants were frozen stiff. We stopped at Wilson's Spring where we had the good luck to get houses to stay in again 10 miles from the place that we started from. The next day we arrived at this place and stayed all night and the next day marched 21 miles towards Covington and crossed the north mountain and on Monday returned again to the V.M.I. I stood the trip very well. I don't think that I shall go on another march without the Yankees are nearer than they have ever been yet. This is the 3rd march \nthat I have been on since I have been here and all for nothing. If our going would do any good I am perfectly willing to go but as it is I am not. I don't intend to do it. I might as well be in the army at once as they don't often see any harder times than we had. The examinations comes of[f] on the first Monday in January and I am cirtain to be found deficient. I had some hopes of getting through before I went on this march but I have none now. I heard that Gen. John Morgan had made his escape and was at Col. Cocke's and that he intended raising another command. Perhaps he might have some position that he might give me. If he has, I wish you would accept of it for me. Any position is better than a private which I will certainly have to be as if I am found deficient in July. They will ship me and then I will be 18 and will not have time to wait for a position. I did not know that the Misses Cockes were in Lexington until they had left. Therefore I did not get to see them. I saw Mr. [Creglo] about 10 miles from here as we were returning at a little place called Collarstown. [Collierstown]. He said that his family were all well. I don't think he is looking very well. He asked me to go home with him but I could not. I went to see the Misses Cameron's just before I started and found them to be very nice people. They maid a great many enquiries after Billy and sent their kindest regards to him. I hear that that the Yankees have taken Harrisonburg again. Next Friday is Christmas and a pour one it will bee with me as I have know money or any thing else. John Cocke received a large box this morning and I know that he will have a nice time. By the by I want you to send me a check for about $50 fifty dollars as I want a cap as mine is worn entirely out and then I want some money in case I should have to go on another march because if I have some money I can buy something to eat as the Institute dose not give us enough. For instance one loaf of bakers bread for 3 days. I have not goten the money from Mr. Logan and I owe that to my roommates now. I am sorry to hear of Jack [Bariens] illness. 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By this time we were as wet as we could bee but we had a good fire and managed to get sorter dry and then laid down on the rails to pass the night but did not get much sleep. The next day it rained all day.","About 3 o'clock in the evening the news came that the Yankees were advancing upon Lexington from Salem which place they had taken. We were detailed were then formed in line and 10 men from A \u0026 D companeys to go ahead and fix the crossings as the creaks were very high. I was among the number detailed from my company. We had to waid the watter waist deap and then cut down trees across the creaks to let the others cross on and by night we had marched 2 miles to Cool Sulphur Springs where we had houses to stay in. and the next day we had the same thing over excepting the rain but it was bitter cold when we stopped at my pants were frozen stiff. We stopped at Wilson's Spring where we had the good luck to get houses to stay in again 10 miles from the place that we started from. The next day we arrived at this place and stayed all night and the next day marched 21 miles towards Covington and crossed the north mountain and on Monday returned again to the V.M.I. I stood the trip very well. I don't think that I shall go on another march without the Yankees are nearer than they have ever been yet. This is the 3rd march \nthat I have been on since I have been here and all for nothing. If our going would do any good I am perfectly willing to go but as it is I am not. I don't intend to do it. I might as well be in the army at once as they don't often see any harder times than we had. The examinations comes of[f] on the first Monday in January and I am cirtain to be found deficient. I had some hopes of getting through before I went on this march but I have none now. I heard that Gen. John Morgan had made his escape and was at Col. Cocke's and that he intended raising another command. Perhaps he might have some position that he might give me. 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John Cocke received a large box this morning and I know that he will have a nice time. By the by I want you to send me a check for about $50 fifty dollars as I want a cap as mine is worn entirely out and then I want some money in case I should have to go on another march because if I have some money I can buy something to eat as the Institute dose not give us enough. For instance one loaf of bakers bread for 3 days. I have not goten the money from Mr. Logan and I owe that to my roommates now. I am sorry to hear of Jack [Bariens] illness. Hope he has goten well by this time. Remember me to all my friends and give my love to all the family and write soon to your affectionate son,\nAlfred"],"prefercite_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eAlfred Gibbons letter, 1863 December 22. MS 0119. VMI Archives, Virginia Military Institute, Lexington, Virginia.\u003c/p\u003e  "],"prefercite_tesim":["Alfred Gibbons letter, 1863 December 22. MS 0119. 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Were roused from our slumber about 12 o'clock at night by hearing rain storm and found that our fire was nearley out. We then put some rails on the fire and maid a kind of shelter out of our wet blankets and laid a parcle of rales on the ground so as to keep it out of the water. By this time we were as wet as we could bee but we had a good fire and managed to get sorter dry and then laid down on the rails to pass the night but did not get much sleep. The next day it rained all day.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eAbout 3 o'clock in the evening the news came that the Yankees were advancing upon Lexington from Salem which place they had taken. We were detailed were then formed in line and 10 men from A \u0026amp; D companeys to go ahead and fix the crossings as the creaks were very high. I was among the number detailed from my company. We had to waid the watter waist deap and then cut down trees across the creaks to let the others cross on and by night we had marched 2 miles to Cool Sulphur Springs where we had houses to stay in. and the next day we had the same thing over excepting the rain but it was bitter cold when we stopped at my pants were frozen stiff. We stopped at Wilson's Spring where we had the good luck to get houses to stay in again 10 miles from the place that we started from. The next day we arrived at this place and stayed all night and the next day marched 21 miles towards Covington and crossed the north mountain and on Monday returned again to the V.M.I. I stood the trip very well. I don't think that I shall go on another march without the Yankees are nearer than they have ever been yet. This is the 3rd march \nthat I have been on since I have been here and all for nothing. If our going would do any good I am perfectly willing to go but as it is I am not. I don't intend to do it. I might as well be in the army at once as they don't often see any harder times than we had. The examinations comes of[f] on the first Monday in January and I am cirtain to be found deficient. I had some hopes of getting through before I went on this march but I have none now. I heard that Gen. John Morgan had made his escape and was at Col. Cocke's and that he intended raising another command. Perhaps he might have some position that he might give me. If he has, I wish you would accept of it for me. Any position is better than a private which I will certainly have to be as if I am found deficient in July. They will ship me and then I will be 18 and will not have time to wait for a position. I did not know that the Misses Cockes were in Lexington until they had left. Therefore I did not get to see them. I saw Mr. [Creglo] about 10 miles from here as we were returning at a little place called Collarstown. [Collierstown]. He said that his family were all well. I don't think he is looking very well. He asked me to go home with him but I could not. I went to see the Misses Cameron's just before I started and found them to be very nice people. They maid a great many enquiries after Billy and sent their kindest regards to him. I hear that that the Yankees have taken Harrisonburg again. Next Friday is Christmas and a pour one it will bee with me as I have know money or any thing else. John Cocke received a large box this morning and I know that he will have a nice time. By the by I want you to send me a check for about $50 fifty dollars as I want a cap as mine is worn entirely out and then I want some money in case I should have to go on another march because if I have some money I can buy something to eat as the Institute dose not give us enough. For instance one loaf of bakers bread for 3 days. I have not goten the money from Mr. Logan and I owe that to my roommates now. I am sorry to hear of Jack [Bariens] illness. Hope he has goten well by this time. Remember me to all my friends and give my love to all the family and write soon to your affectionate son,\u003cbr\u003e\nAlfred\u003c/p\u003e"],"odd_heading_ssm":["Transcription"],"odd_tesim":["V.M.I. Dec. the 22nd, 1863","Dear Father\nWe the Corps of Cadets returned to this place yesterday evening after being on the march for 7 days. We started on Tuesday about 12 o'clock and marched 11 miles and camped for the night. Started early the next morning and marched to within sight of Goshen and camped for the night and to wait for \nfurther orders. Were roused from our slumber about 12 o'clock at night by hearing rain storm and found that our fire was nearley out. We then put some rails on the fire and maid a kind of shelter out of our wet blankets and laid a parcle of rales on the ground so as to keep it out of the water. By this time we were as wet as we could bee but we had a good fire and managed to get sorter dry and then laid down on the rails to pass the night but did not get much sleep. The next day it rained all day.","About 3 o'clock in the evening the news came that the Yankees were advancing upon Lexington from Salem which place they had taken. We were detailed were then formed in line and 10 men from A \u0026 D companeys to go ahead and fix the crossings as the creaks were very high. I was among the number detailed from my company. We had to waid the watter waist deap and then cut down trees across the creaks to let the others cross on and by night we had marched 2 miles to Cool Sulphur Springs where we had houses to stay in. and the next day we had the same thing over excepting the rain but it was bitter cold when we stopped at my pants were frozen stiff. We stopped at Wilson's Spring where we had the good luck to get houses to stay in again 10 miles from the place that we started from. The next day we arrived at this place and stayed all night and the next day marched 21 miles towards Covington and crossed the north mountain and on Monday returned again to the V.M.I. I stood the trip very well. I don't think that I shall go on another march without the Yankees are nearer than they have ever been yet. This is the 3rd march \nthat I have been on since I have been here and all for nothing. If our going would do any good I am perfectly willing to go but as it is I am not. I don't intend to do it. I might as well be in the army at once as they don't often see any harder times than we had. The examinations comes of[f] on the first Monday in January and I am cirtain to be found deficient. I had some hopes of getting through before I went on this march but I have none now. I heard that Gen. John Morgan had made his escape and was at Col. Cocke's and that he intended raising another command. Perhaps he might have some position that he might give me. If he has, I wish you would accept of it for me. Any position is better than a private which I will certainly have to be as if I am found deficient in July. They will ship me and then I will be 18 and will not have time to wait for a position. I did not know that the Misses Cockes were in Lexington until they had left. Therefore I did not get to see them. I saw Mr. [Creglo] about 10 miles from here as we were returning at a little place called Collarstown. [Collierstown]. He said that his family were all well. I don't think he is looking very well. He asked me to go home with him but I could not. I went to see the Misses Cameron's just before I started and found them to be very nice people. They maid a great many enquiries after Billy and sent their kindest regards to him. I hear that that the Yankees have taken Harrisonburg again. Next Friday is Christmas and a pour one it will bee with me as I have know money or any thing else. John Cocke received a large box this morning and I know that he will have a nice time. By the by I want you to send me a check for about $50 fifty dollars as I want a cap as mine is worn entirely out and then I want some money in case I should have to go on another march because if I have some money I can buy something to eat as the Institute dose not give us enough. For instance one loaf of bakers bread for 3 days. I have not goten the money from Mr. Logan and I owe that to my roommates now. I am sorry to hear of Jack [Bariens] illness. Hope he has goten well by this time. Remember me to all my friends and give my love to all the family and write soon to your affectionate son,\nAlfred"],"prefercite_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eAlfred Gibbons letter, 1863 December 22. MS 0119. VMI Archives, Virginia Military Institute, Lexington, Virginia.\u003c/p\u003e  "],"prefercite_tesim":["Alfred Gibbons letter, 1863 December 22. MS 0119. 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Numerous are the instances in which vessels have sprung a leak in spite of all the efforts of the sailors to prevent it, have sunk to the bottom of the sea where so many have found an unwelcome and watery. On the other hand when there is nothing to disturb its peaceful waters, and when the sun, unobstructed by clouds from the view is reflected on its polished breast, vessels sail with security to their destined ports whence to discharge their freight. Such is a simile of our existence when the troubles and cares of this life agitate it and also when our cares and troubles are forgotten. Often during life when misfortune seems determined to claim us for her own and when cares beset us at every step, it takes all the moral courage we can summon to our aid to enable us to triumph over them, and at last [reach] the harbors of happiness. The latter scene is like old age, the \"Sunset\" of life, when the busy pursuits of life are laid aside and when you have determined to trust your frail bark no longer to the stormy sea, but float quietly down, a stormless sea too that harbor which is called, \"The End of Life\" Well has the poet exclaimed \"Thou, too, art a sailor, and time is the sea, And life the frail vessel that upholdeth thee.\"\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet B. 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Numerous are the instances in which vessels have sprung a leak in spite of all the efforts of the sailors to prevent it, have sunk to the bottom of the sea where so many have found an unwelcome and watery. On the other hand when there is nothing to disturb its peaceful waters, and when the sun, unobstructed by clouds from the view is reflected on its polished breast, vessels sail with security to their destined ports whence to discharge their freight. Such is a simile of our existence when the troubles and cares of this life agitate it and also when our cares and troubles are forgotten. Often during life when misfortune seems determined to claim us for her own and when cares beset us at every step, it takes all the moral courage we can summon to our aid to enable us to triumph over them, and at last [reach] the harbors of happiness. The latter scene is like old age, the \"Sunset\" of life, when the busy pursuits of life are laid aside and when you have determined to trust your frail bark no longer to the stormy sea, but float quietly down, a stormless sea too that harbor which is called, \"The End of Life\" Well has the poet exclaimed \"Thou, too, art a sailor, and time is the sea, And life the frail vessel that upholdeth thee.\"\u003cbr\u003e\nRespectfully submitted\u003cbr\u003e\nBy\u003cbr\u003e\nCadet B. 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Numerous are the instances in which vessels have sprung a leak in spite of all the efforts of the sailors to prevent it, have sunk to the bottom of the sea where so many have found an unwelcome and watery. On the other hand when there is nothing to disturb its peaceful waters, and when the sun, unobstructed by clouds from the view is reflected on its polished breast, vessels sail with security to their destined ports whence to discharge their freight. Such is a simile of our existence when the troubles and cares of this life agitate it and also when our cares and troubles are forgotten. Often during life when misfortune seems determined to claim us for her own and when cares beset us at every step, it takes all the moral courage we can summon to our aid to enable us to triumph over them, and at last [reach] the harbors of happiness. The latter scene is like old age, the \"Sunset\" of life, when the busy pursuits of life are laid aside and when you have determined to trust your frail bark no longer to the stormy sea, but float quietly down, a stormless sea too that harbor which is called, \"The End of Life\" Well has the poet exclaimed \"Thou, too, art a sailor, and time is the sea, And life the frail vessel that upholdeth thee.\"\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet B. 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He entered VMI in January 1863 as a member of the Class of 1867, and was killed at the Battle of New Market on May 15, 1864, while serving as a Cadet Private, Company B.","Virginia Military Institute\nJanuary the 17th 1863","My Dear Mother\nI have anxiously been looking for a letter from you for some time in reply to my last which I mailed about the 5th or 6th. I hope it has not been lost for it was a long one and I wanted you to see how I spent my Christmas. Mother it has been so long since I wrote that I guess you have been uneasy about me again thinking I might be sick.  Quite to the contrary, for the last weeks I have been having a good time skating. The river was frozen over beautifully for miles. As we were not doing any studying, the Examination being past over. We were all allowed to go. I wish you could have seen the river. It looked like a flock of black birds was on it. I never saw boys seem to enjoy themselves more. Could play [bandy], fox \u0026 goose and many other games to afford us amusement. Sandie P. \u0026 Sisters \u0026 some other ladies were down to see us. Sandy seemed to be a very awkward skater and would get some pretty falls sometimes which added to my fun. I think he is stuck up quite much. I haven't spoken to him yet. I attended Church this morning. Saw his wife there, do not think she is pretty. The [G]  has only preached for us once since he came here, but gave us an excellent sermon then. I suppose in this Peach has reached Orange \u0026 [camp]. He called to see me one evening and only remained about half an hour, promised he would come again the day after and said I must have a letter for him to take home for me, but he never made his appearance. I stayed from church hoping to see him \u0026 show him the VMI sights. He was staying out in the country about three miles. Wanted me to go with him but could not do so. I never saw a boy so changed in my life. Had a little beard and then he was dressed in real soldier style. I don't think I should have known him had I seen him in a crowd. He said himself Geo. M had been having a good time out in the country for 18 days. Really glad they have gotten furloughs for they have both been good soldiers and deserve them. Hope they may be able to reach home. Mr. M seemed somewhat taken with poor Lewis Williams old flame Miss Darden. Wilson Newman called to see me a few days ago. And going from his looks, I think the army must agree with him. Am glad our Orange boys are all so pleasantly stationed. Mother tell Champ to write what has become of [Mr. G]. I feel so sorry for him. Doubtless in this you have received my report and have been worried about the way I have wasted my time \u0026 gotten demerits etc. in the last six months. Myself as well as many others have done but little studying. We have lost about one and a half months going out of these plagued marches and still Old Spex hasn't made a single allowance in the examination and I would not be surprised if there are not 150 cadets shipped soon for being unjustly unjustly found deficient, some over 18, and others for demerits. 15 were shipped yesterday, one of my roommates goes [__] tomorrow, for demerits. Spex a grand old scoundrel coins money by this as most of them have made their deposits which is $600. I think you must not be surprised to see me at any time as my number of demerits is past one hundred, though most of them I got for over staying furlough, and may yet be removed. I shall write to brother in a day or two for money to pay what I owe to Old Spex. Mother to give you an idea what sort of person Gen. S. is after our return from our last march, the government sent up 300 pairs of shoes for the Cadets as presents or to pay for our own that we wore out and now Gen. S. will not let a Cadet have a pair if he has gotten shoes from the Institute within the last 6 month, and if a Cadet is shipped before he can get them, they fall in Spex's hands, who furnishes all his darkeys with a good pair. I shall try hard to get mine, tho' don't expect to wear them, they are course army shoes worth at the present prices 30 or 40 dollars. I have a pair I bought before I went on the march that will do me, so I shall keep mine (if I get them) for Henry, unless he is well supplied. Mother you recollect the box I was so concerned about, it made it to us, after being on the way only 19 days. Although the things were rather old \u0026 stale, yet everything went good even the turkey. I tell you we were not a long time emptying the box. We were all very agreeably surprised yesterday by the receipt of another box for one of our roommates. It contained a splendid ham, two elegant rich cakes  and any quantity of little molasses cakes, sausages, molasses, apples, etc. I never enjoyed anything more. I certainly did justice to it myself. I hope Mr. L has laid in a good supply of provisions. How does Eliza do now. Hope she may not give you all troubles. I can imagine I see the difference in her cooking \u0026 aunt Phoebe's, and hear you complain. Well Mother you see I am 'bout run out for something to write about so I guess I had better stop altogether. You must excuse led pencil, I wrote with, is because I wanted to write fast (which the bad writing \u0026 mistakes will bear evidence of) in order to finish it without being interrupted by any roll call. It seems to me I now commence a letter but what I am called of by the tap of the drum to attend some call. It is really worrying. Well Mother, I shall prepare myself to receive a good scholding [sic] from you soon. You must not be too hard upon me, [phrase unclear] made to stay here for my own good, but at the same time greatly against my will. And now with love to all and a due portion for your darling self,\nI am as ever yr affect\nSon J. B. S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFebruary the 20th 1863","My Dear Sister,\nHaving honored all the family with a letter, except your sweet self, Have determined to drop you a few lines (Tonight since I have no lessons to get.) to show you that you have not been forgotten. The letter I wrote Champe, you were justly entitled to, but as she wrote me such a long letter first, and I had to answer, thought had better do it at once. So you must not think anything of the step I took. I received dear sisters letter yesterday. And you cannot imagine what pleasure it gave me to read it and particularly that part in which it spoke of my darling mother, being so much improved in health. God grant that it may continue to do so, is my sincere prayer. It makes me feel like a new person almost, when I think about it. And Oh! If I could just be there to see her enjoy it. What I would not give? And just to think I have only been here one month today, and have five more long weary ones to spend here. It is awful to think about. But at the end of that time, I must have a furlough. In spite of everything. The boys all laugh at the idea of my expecting even to get one but I guess they will laugh out of the other side of their mouths, In July, when they see me going home. If I staid here I would have to go in Camp and drill, but I think I will get enough of it before them. You would laugh to see me going through double quick step. I look like a frog in the act of jumping. I see I will have to lay my letter aside until tomorrow when I endeavor to finish it though it will not leave here before Monday. Saturday. Have been down today to see them at Mrs. B[ull]'s. Capt. B[ull] has returned from Richmond. Came by G[ordons]ville. Wish he had run on down to Orange, might have sent my things by him. Phil Hiden is trying to get a furlough to go down to Charlottesville to see his brother James married. (To take place on Friday night I believe) If he succeeds, he will come on to Orange, so that will be a good opportunity to send my box. Says he will bring it. I also want my pants that (dark brown) Bob gave me sent. Repair them if they need it, before you send them. The surprise party to the Maj.'s was grand. If I had been there I should have made the girls get before. So that I might be sure they would not fall or get in the mud again. There is so much gold lace, and brass buttons in Orange now that a poor private stands no chance. The girls hardly glance at one, I guess. While I am writing they are drawing a cannon out on the parade ground to test it. I am going out there to see it fired. Bum! She goes; and the boys tremble \u0026 run. I stand my ground. The gun proves a good one. Scott \u0026 myself went up town today to get some thing to eat. Succeeded in getting some pies. Tomorrow is the 22nd and Gen. Smith told Capt. Bull if he could get the turkeys, he might give us a big dinner, but as he cannot get them, we will have the same old fare, Beef \u0026 Bread. I am in hopes there will be a suspension of Studdies until tuesday. (Private) Sister asked if I ever saw the little Madisons. Am sorry to say I have not, And moreover I don't expect to, from what I can hear. Don't say anything about this? I heard from good authority that the children were not allowed to wear socks, until that one \n(the youngest) had its feet frost-bitten. I feel sorry for the little darlings. Mrs. M is master. And every one easily perceives it. Let no one see this but the family? I have seen Mrs. Newman at Church, have never spoken to her, will go up with Scott soon to see her. There is no episcopal preacher here, but they expect to call Henry A. Wise, Jr. hope they may. Have very good music at the Presbyterian church. Sister Mollie certainly is good about writing so often, and her letters are so interesting and amusing. You all must continue to send them over whenever you get them. I intend to write to her soon. It is time for brother to be answering my letter. I think Mr. C. has acted quite strangely. It is too provoking. Tell Mother boiling over does no good. She had better remain quiet. And Mr. S[haw] is in Lynchburg. I wish I could run down to see him. Suppose it was business that took him there. Hope the army have not pressed any of his corn. He must be much incommoded in his farming by not being at Berry Hill. Sunday the 22nd. Ground covered in snow nearly a foot deep and still falling fast. What awful weather we have had in the last month for our army. They must suffer. I never saw such a country as this in my life. And every boy agrees with me. It is either raining or snowing all the time. Write me word what Mrs. R. brought. Wish she had brought my shoes \u0026 knife. And Willy [Fry] has gone to be married. What will take place next. Expect Peach (poor fellow) would liked to have accompanyed him. He is fortunate in being out of the army now. Oh! Fan. How I would like to see you all. I sometimes think that it will be impossible for me to stay away from my dear home and those for whom my love is so great, until July. How is Miss Summer. Give my love to her and tell her I think of her often. Well dear Sister I have written you quite a long letter. You must make due excuses for this miserable ink and writing. Kiss dear little Mary for me and tell her she must not forget Uncle Bev. Be a good girl and tell her when he I[sic] come home I will bring her some good. Give oceans of love to Mr. S[haw] and all the family, and accept for yourself a true brothers love.\nHoping you are all well I bid you Goodbye!\nBeverly","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 14th 1863","My darling Mother\nI received your letter a few days ago also the cloth. Hiden was on the way a week, or more. Which has been the reason why you have not heard from me sooner. I wrote home last Friday as usual but I wrote it in such a hurry and did not even read it over. I really felt ashamed to send it. Know I spelt a word wrong did you notice it? I know better. Well Mother Gen. Smith has at last gotten cloth, and as I had never had a suit my name was put down for one. I have had my jacket made at last so I now have or will have two suits which will do me until July. I don't know whether to have the cloth you sent me made into a pair of pants or sell it. If I have it made up I can save my new suit. I will send you some money by first opportunity. Need not get me any more cloth. How sad the death of poor Hugh Atkins, he was so imprudent. I suppose old Mrs. A is almost frantic, and it will have such a bad effect on Julia. Champe mentioned in her letter Miss Ellen B had gone deranged and been taken to the asylum. Where did she stay? I disremember her. Old Mrs. B has been sick for a week or more I suppose that must have been the cause of it. Be sure an[sic] write me word in your next. I was down to see them yesterday. I suppose your have commenced gardening, such pretty weather for it. It seems strange that I am not at it. Hope you are well enough to go out and superintend. As you are so devoted to it and can't help it. I am not surprised to hear about sister Mollie. She wrote to me and said she had fattened. In my answer I asked her \"Could it be that Ala air was purer than Va. and agreed with her better, Hardly!\" I am glad and then again I am sorry. I don't know why some of them out there do not write to me. Her letter is the only one I have received. I will not write to them until they do. I hope you have written to brother and given him a good scolding about that sugar. He deserves one. Does Ras T. intend to go South to live? Every body in Orange must be buying and selling. I suppose it is to invest their money which they have made by speculating. You will have a near neighbor now, Cousin H. \u0026 I think I should rather live at his old place than Mr. R. by far. I wrote you about making me collars did you ever get the letter. My cap must be black. When is Mary Taliaferro coming back, and so they ever hear from her. Give my love to all at Uncle E's. Suppose Annie is uneasy about her Johnny as the fight has begun. Myself and some of the other Cadets went fishing Saturday caught a few fish and a live ground hog which we had a good deal of fun out. Have to get up now at five, then drill for an hour also in the evening. I do not mind it so much now as it is rather more pleasant. We have abandoned the old drill and begun a new one (Hardie) which I much prefer. Mrs. Newman is in Orange, wish now I had gone to see her. How is Phil \u0026 wife getting along. Suppose they have not moved to Piedmont. Is there a prospect of much fruit at Berry Hill this season. Won't I miss Sisters cherries. I guess she feels lonesome without you all. Don't the children enjoy being at B.H. I expect they stay there all the time. How I would like to have a game of play with them. I expect Mary Beverly will be as wild as a buck soon. Kiss her for me and tell her to write to me. Mrs. C proceedings are shameful. Hope you may get everything back. Everything is so dull here that I have nothing to write interesting. They give us ham now occasionally. I send you a pattern of another collar, you may make some like it. Has Mr. Shaw enclosed his new plantation. Give my love to Miss Summer, tell her to write to me. I do not hear from home as often as I desire. How are the Spring gardens and are they as intimate since the dog quarrel. With much love to all and kisses around to the children I must bid you goodbye.\nAs ever your affect. Son\nBeverly","Send me Charlie Taliaferro direction. There is a Cadet who wants to write him. Excuse this miserable scrawl. What has become of Theodore G. Did he say anything about Taylor.","Camp Jackson Aug 28th 1863","My darling Mother,\nNo doubt you have been wondering what has become of your darling boy and the reason why he had not written before. Well dear Mother I will give you a few of my reasons which I hope will prove satisfactory. In the first place, after reaching Staunton and trotting around some time in search of Mr. G whom I succeeded in finding at last, and it then being too late for me to procure a seat on the stage. Mr. G begged me so very hard to remain over with him until the next day that I at last concluded to do so, knowing that one day longer would make no difference. I left Staunton about 4 ½ Wednesday morning and after a very pleasant trip (Having met with 3 or 4 Cadets returning) reached my old prison house at 1 p.m. and to my surprise found the Corps had left the evening before to reinforce Jackson. I then began to regret and censor myself very much for stopping over in Staun- but about the time we were ready, one of the Officers came in and said the Yankees had fallen back and that the Corps was then on the way back to the Institute after having marched to Staunton Goshen. We then thought after that information that it would be a piece of folly in us to start to meet them in coming back. I felt quite lonesome there being only a few Rats left as a guard. I staid down with Capt. B and made myself at home. He seemed very glad at having me back. And yesterday evening they all returned, broken down, sore footed and quite mad that they were not permitted to go on and engage the enemy. Jackson was very anxious expecially[sic] for the company of artillery to come on and join him, but Old Spex had not the authority to take the Corps out of the County, but had to fight them any when in Rockbridge in defense of the Institute. I am not delighted that I did not get here in time since it has proven such a useless \u0026 fatiguing march. I was on guard last night tho' not compelled, only did so to relieve some of the broken down who would have had to have gone on. I could not help contrasting \u0026 feeling the difference between my bed last night \u0026 the one I have been enjoying for the last month. Just imagine me in the guard quarters on the hard floor and in among a parcel of rats, minks, chickens, lice, etc. and then with my accoutrements all on, I tell you what taking everything into consideration I did not have my pleasant time, but it is all over now, and I hope it may not happen again. I am all OK. We will move into barracks next Monday or Tuesday when I will have a much easier time. I have not seen Old Spex yet to give him the letter. I expect he will be for court marshaling me. I was much worried at having to leave them all so hurriedly at the Village the morning I left. The plagued men at the provost office were the cause of it, they were so very slow. I only had time to kiss them \u0026 tell them all goodbye. Was Annie married on the next morning, I hope not since I could not see it. Tell Sister M to make up some excuse to give Mrs [Miss?] [H?] for not coming to see her again. I suppose every thing still remains quiet and there is no chance of the army leaving you. Has Miss E \u0026 Co. come to board with you yet. You all must write and give me all the news. I have no time to ask questions. I want this to be mailed this eve and it is near time for it to close. I had an elegant time in Staunton which I suppose Bird had written before this. Church did not get me the pillow after all. Get it from him and send it by S_ Hiden, also that knap sack Sam G. gave. You recollect I guess a new one. Tell Felix he had better sell me his cadet overcoat. Well dear mother I have not time to write more but will take time \u0026 write a more satisfactory letter soon. Excuse all mistakes \u0026 bad writing. Show it to no one but burn it. Give my love all inquiring friends. Tell McGuire I desire his letters. With love to all friends I must now bid you goodbye. Kiss the children and Old Sal if she is with you. Write soon \u0026 often to your affect.\nboy Bev.","Send me the Buffingtons letters if you get any. Their brother is here. Will tell you about him in my next.","...one of my favorites, give her my love. Champe so you ever hear from Mr. G now. Poor fellow! I expect he is dying out in N.C. by degrees with the [blues]. Let me hear something from him in your next. You know how I love him. Who are you engaged to at present? I fear you are gaining yourself the name of flirt. I hope not tho. I suppose it is because you have so many extravagant admirers, and not wishing to get married you are necessarily compelled to send some up the spout. I am really glad you are not like most of the girls at present, crazy to get married, for I should hate like all the world to give you up. You recollect I dreampt last summer that you were married and how I told you it distressed me. As my prospects for being a married man are exceedingly doubtful, I think I shall have to consent to the proposition you made some time ago that we should both remain single. Do you not remember it? You say you believe Victoria Is really going to write her fate with Capt. Hardy's. I am sorry for it myself for I never fancied him much. Hasn't she had better offers? She certainly is a changeable girl. Does Uncle E like the \"Capt\" or is he opposed to the match? I suppose they are daily looking for Mary from Baltimore. I guess she will have lots to tell. How I would like to be at home to hear her \u0026 Sister Mollie talk. If Bob \u0026 M. have arrived tell them I will write them both soon. Did Sister go down to R. as she expected or did the Yankees raid frighten her out of the notion? Champe in several of my letters from home they have mentioned Gen. Pizzini's[?] name. Who is he? I have never seen anything about him in the newspapers. You say the young man who took my bundle \u0026 letters home did not call. I did not expect he would, as he is very bashful. He is a very good boy, but one of the ugliest boys you ever saw. He does not intend returning here. Resigned to enter the army. Well dear Sister I I have written you quite a long letter so must stop and mail it. You must excuse all mistakes and bad writing. The boys are discussing the probability of the Corps being ordered out (although rumors circulated here in barracks) etc. and making so much fuss that I scarcely know what I am writing. And now I must bid you adieu. With love to all the family and hoping to have the exquisite pleasure of reading one of your usual interesting letters again soon.\nI am as ever\nYr aft Br","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember the 1st 1863","My dear Sister,\nReally everything is so dull and I write so often that I am puzzled to know how to commence this letter. I don't think I owe you an apology for my long silence. For whenever I write home to any one member of the family, I intend, and I suppose my letters are read by you all. So none need complain. Mother you know deserves most letters, as she is so good about writing to me, and then such long and interesting letters. I am always overjoyed when I see her handwriting. I received her last written on the 27th and you cannot imagine how much I have been worried to think you all would be left in the enemies lines and that I should be cut off from all communication with you. But I am as yet ignorant of whether this has been done. I have commenced this letter with the hope that it may go direct and that you are still spared from the outrage of the enemy. Can it be that Gen. Lee intends falling back again around Richmond? I think it looks very much like it if they are moving commissary stores from Gordonsville. But I suppose before this is done, there will be a second Chancellorsville battle, therefore I will not despair until I hear the result. I am very much afraid that Lee has weakened his army so much by sending aid to Braggs (who it seems is doing nothing but allowing his men to be captured \u0026 falling back) that he will eventually be compelled to fall back to Richmond. When this is done I suppose we will be ordered out. We are rather better equipped now than we were when we went on out last cavalry expedition to Covington. I think if we do leave here, I will go with Dr. McGuire whom Mother says will give me a place. I ought to be there in the army now fighting for my home. Changing the subject, I attended the tableaux given last Friday night by the ladies for the benefit of the poor soldier, although I was dead broke at the time, thought as I had never been to anything of the sort here, and then it was my duty, borrowed the money to go. Some of the scenes were very pretty, but the smallness of the room and the immence[sic] crowd destroyed all the pleasure of being present. Capt. B the only person you know, acted the part of the \"Irish Volunteer\" It would be useless in me to attempt to describe the scenes, dress and etc.  Will send you a programme and you can form an idea for yourself of what they ought to have been, at least how they looked. I don't think it could have been as grand as those given by the ladies of Old Orange as the material was wanting. They realized I understand $600. Leela P. did not act. I don't think she can be very popular. By the by I forgot to tell Champe, that she told a friend of mine that she was one of the wildest girls she ever saw and was wearing Gen. J's ring. Tell C. she had better beware her reputation will be quite broad. I have never spoken to her since I came back. Tell Mother I got the $20. Hope that she has seen Willie's and if he does not intent coming back soon will send me the money to pay for my overcoat \u0026 shoes. How I envy you all, eating fresh meat and sausages. Do you think I hadn't forgotten there was such a thing. I hope you all have gotten your pork and lower than the market price which is frightful. Mr. Shaw is a fortunate man in having any left. So poor Lil is gone at last. I suppose there was a universal weeping. $800 I think was a very good price. What has Mr. C. put where it is. Did Mr. S. go to Gen Lee? Willis is not coming back. Has sent his resignation. Did he give Mr. S the shot I sent. I have drawn a sketch of Charleston \u0026 vicinity from one I have seen. Will send home for you all to see soon. The drum has just beat for dress parade so I must close. Remember me to all enquiring friends, and now for each and every member of the family give oceans of love and accept for yourself \u0026 hubby and little darling a due portion.\nWrite soon, goodbye\nBev.","V.M.I. Dec. 19th 1863","My darling Mother\nI guess you have been wondering what in the world had become of me that I did not write. Well we were ordered out on last Tuesday very unexpectedly to march directly to Goshen and there wait orders from Gen. Imboden. I have not time to give you an account of our march now as we have to leave here in the morning at 5 to go in the direction of Buchanan or Salem after Averell  [\"Averil\" in original] and having marched 13 miles today [page torn] a miserable frozen ground feel as if I could [page torn] a little sleep on my old mattress after taking it out long. Oh! I tell you I can stand Army Service. We were exposed one day and night to the most disagreeable weather I ever saw. Rain fell in perfect torrents freezing as it would fall. We intended to have gone on from here after a rest of 2 hours but as there were a good many boys shoeless and others with sore feet we concluded to stay over. We take 3 days rations (which is very little) I received your letter written on the 13 with the $100 but haven't heard or gotten Mr. S with the $70. Has he written and did he [?] rebels. I hope it may not be lost as I am deep in debt. I took dinner with Miss Louise B. today. She promised to write to you for me if I went on. I hope this letter may reach you safely and relieve your mind somewhat. You must not worry yourself. I am perfectly well \u0026 hardy, ready to give that [page torn] \"Avril\" a  [_ing]. I hope to gracious we may catch the scoundrel and his men. I will not write more at present. Will do so as soon as I return again. So now must bid you all good night with love \u0026 kisses to the family and little ones I am as ever your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember 23rd 1863","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a few days ago, on my return from our Goshen tramp and promised I would write again so soon as I reached here once more. Well dear Mother we reached our journeys end Monday evening and nar'e Yankee did we kill or see after marching us all over this plagued mountainous country and ruining our feet we being badly shod at the time. But thank gracious, there were none seriously hurt by the trip, and now since they have had a little rest would be willing to start out on another, provided they were carried in some other direction than that of Goshen \u0026 Covington, for both of these routs every boy seems disgusted with. And it is a enough to despair anyone for you look upon nothing but huge mountains of rocks the whole way. Once in every ten miles by accident we would pass an old dilapidated looking building. I believe I mentioned in my other letter what a wet time we had of it while at Camp Staunton near Goshen. Although we were so near drowned, yet there was no grumbling, quite the contrary the boys were hollering \u0026 singing the whole time. I wish you could have heard us when a train came up to Goshen whistling \u0026 the bell ringing. I believe every boy joined in a thundering shout which reached throughout the surrounding mountains. It reminded us all so much of home \u0026 especially those who had been here so long without having a furlough that I do believe if the Yankees had been near and we been ordered to keep quiet we could not have resisted the temptation to give vent to our joy at such a pleasant sound. When we left here we thought we were going to Staunton. I took some collars along in case we should, and when I heard this train I could not but help thinking it was coming to take us there and I had made up my mind if we were got that near home I would work my [?] so as to go the whole hog. But alas! There was no such good luck for poor me. I was doomed to be disappointed. The train only came to bring a bearer of dispatches. We laid in our mud puddles until evening when the tap of the drum bid us prepare for marching. There were all sorts of rumors a float before we left camp, some said the Yankees were near Lex. and we had to march there that night a distance of 22 miles. Others said we were going to Covin. but we were all surprised when Col. Ship [Shipp] marched us up to Cool Sulphur Springs to quarter us in the cabins there for the night. Before we reached there we had to wade through mud \u0026 water a foot deep for near ten miles. We managed to build us up a little fire and dry our blankets. There was a still house at this place and every boy got enough to drink to make him sleep and to keep him from taking cold. In fact the majority of the boys were quite merry. I took a little swig Though not enough to make me feel the effects of it. Stanard Buffington had his canteen full and was looking all about for me. Expect if he had found me I should have been tipsy also for I did not think it any [harm] that night. Buffington is a splendid boy. On the next morning we set out for Lex. it had ceased raining and we had a beautiful day before us for marching, but the roads were so bad and the streams we had to pass over so swollen that we did not go more than 12 miles to Wilson Spring before we stopped over again for the night, and slept in some old darkey cabins. Although it was very [quite struck out] cold I had a very good night's rest. While were here Col. Ship received a dispatch from Old Spex (who said in his order before we left he would [?]over [?]) who was then at Lex enjoying the pleasures of home comforts) ordering us hurry back as quick as possible. We had to go in the direction of Buchanan. So we left next morning early \u0026 reach here at 11 ½ although the roads were so bad we marched 4 ¼ miles in one hour. We had orders after reached here. Mother I send with my coat a pair of pants for Henry. I wore them on the last march you will observe that they have seen hard times after mending the seat they will be made a good pair pants by having them turned. I send also a shirt which I could find no owner for and it is too large for me. You can dispose of it as you like. What do you think of the bill in reference to currency. I hope it may prove of some good for money seems to be worthless. Confederate I meant. Suppose Emma Chapman will be married soon. I would like to be present to get some of the good things. Of course they will have a big wedding. Is cousin Vic going down South to see Annie. I heard she was. I was down at Capt. Bull's yesterday. He read me a letter he had just gotten from Mary. You have no idea what a good letter she writes. It would really surprise you to read one. I hope she may pay them a visit here this spring. I would like to see her. Mrs. Powers has gotten back. I promised to kill her some birds, so if it does not rain, shall go out tomorrow. The weather has moderated a good deal today and I am truly glad of it for it was so very cold two or three days ago that I like to have frozen. Well dear Mother, I have written you quite a long letter, and I think all the news, so I must again bid you goodbye or good night rather.\nBev.","P.S. Make some of the family write me soon \u0026 often. You will find in my coat a rough sketch of Charleston \u0026 Vicinity which I drew for amusement. It has been laying up in my drawer so long the plagued mice destroyed it and commenced eating the edges.","Virginia Military Institute\nJanuary the 3rd 1864","My dear Mother\nTaking into consideration the many letters which you have honored me with lately, I think I would be doing my self great injustice if I were to allow a longer period to pass by without dropping you a few lines. I think my last letter was written in the year 1863 and now it is 64. Will you not forgive my seeming negligence. I received your long and interesting letter written on the 27th on the morning of the New Year. I therefore reckon it as among my numerous presents and as being one most valued. I was glad to see from your letter that Christmas had passed so handsomely and pleasantly. The dinner you spoke of was really a \"beautiful\" one, but I am confident when I give you a bill of fare of the one which I had the pleasure of masticating you will not for one moment hesitate in saying mine was still more beautiful. First, we had cold loaf bread (not enough by 16 loaves) also warm corn bread. Second cold beef. For dessert, molasses, water, \u0026 c. \u0026c. Oh! Indeed I fear if I were to go on and enumerate the rest I would not finish this letter soon. So leave it for you to form an idea. You all must have very kind friends to furnish you with so many nice things. You had a lot of big [?] to dine with you. My mouth runs water whenever I think about it. Why couldn't I have been there! Christmas week was the dullest to me I ever spent. Only one day suspension. Few boys tight, owing to the scarcity \u0026 high price of Liquor. I slept most all the time to rid myself of the monotony. Occasionally I would walk up in Lex. and get something to eat. I have looked forward before Xmas with much pleasure to the arrival of two boxes belonging to my roommates which were to have come by the packet boat, but it has not as yet made its appearance, and judging from the looks of the river which I can plainly see from my window, and which is entirely frozen over, that it will not do so for some time to come. We have almost despaired. The first thing we would all say in the morning, and the last I believe at night would be, wonder if the boat has come! I think we spent at least 2/3 of our time in the day standing looking in vain down the river. Isn't it too bad I intended to feast for once. There were a great many boys who were as much interested and disappointed as we were. Well Mother, changing the subject, let me give you an account how nicely I was fooled yesterday, and at the same time right much disappointed. While sitting down in my room thinking over what I should do during the day. One of my roommates (Jonny Wise) came blustering in an handed me a bundle accompanied by a letter directed as follows Cadet Stanard, politeness of Miss Bull. You well know what thought first struck me, I opened it and read it and supposing the girls must be down at Capt. B.'s commenced in great hurry to get on what the boys here term a \"big dike\" after I had finished dressing, and been told two or three times by my roommates that I would certainly captivate those young ladies, I started down to Capt. B. and upon entering the parlor asked Miss Louise where were the girls. The girls, what girls! I think told her, she seemed surprised, and said she had not a word from them. I then took it for granted they must certainly be up in Lexington, some where. So started in search of them. In passing by the Hospital I saw Dr. Madison who had just come the evening before from Petersburg and who told me at least asked me if I had gotten the bundle \u0026 letter. He then told me why they did not come on, and that his little girls had gone on to Staunton that morning on the Stage. You can well imagine my feelings. I thought it strange that they should have selected such an awful cold spell to come in. It was really the coldest weather I ever felt and I was on guard too. Hope they have postponed their visit until Spring. I got the money sent and let me thank yourself and my dear sisters for their nice presents. I am willing to wager any thing that I am the only boy who has received such. Tell Fan \u0026 Champ I will I will write them both soon. So Gen. J is still flying around Old C. Wonder if she can't prevail on him to give me a place on his staff. I am much obliged to you for sending my shirt \u0026 brush. I was in want of both so they come at an acceptable time. I hope dear Mother you will not think I am extravagant because I write so often for money. I will put down on paper how I have disposed of most of it and I know you will not think me so. I attended church this morning. The Methodist had to go there with my Company but deserted \u0026 went to the Episcopal. Saw Sandy P \u0026 bride, but did not speak to him. Lula had a beau so looked pleased. I fear Mr. Shaw's letter is lost for good. There are some grand rascals in this corps. I will go over this week and find out what that notice meant. The deposit for the next five months I think will be near $650. What has become of poor Mr. Gassaway? Let me know. I hope C. will not engage herself to anyone again unless she intends marrying them. I rather fear she is inclined to flirt. I am truly sorry that Aunt Phoebe will leave you. Know you all will see for more trouble the coming year. With Eliza as a cook she is so often sick. I delivered your message to Miss Louise B. She acted on a tableaux a few nights ago. I did not attend, it was so cold. Did you ever get your money back from the man who bought Lil? Sister Mollie said in her letter I was her debtor. I think she is mistaken. They all owe me letters. As for Monsieur Haywood I have despaired of hearing from him again. This is the beginning of the 8th page of my letter. When I began I did not think I could fill four. But I am 'bout run out now for news to write. Suppose Cousin Mollie G. is with you. Give her a buss for me. I wish I was there to do it myself. It is getting late so I must bring my letter to a close, though will not be able to mail it until tomorrow evening. Hope I will continue to hear from home as often as I have the last week. Give my love to Uncle E's family. Remember me to all the girls. Write again soon, and now with oceans of love to each and every member of our family. Kisses to the little ones and for yourself accept that which is one from a true \u0026 devoted son.\nJ.B.S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFeb. the 21st 1864","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a long letter some days ago and promised I believe to write again the last of the weeks. Therefore in accordance with my promise I shall endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines. Since my last letter nothing much of interest has transpired to disturb the monotony of the V.M.I. soldier boys life or daily routine of exercises save the freezing up of the river, which has afforded us a little fun skating. Yesterday being Saturday, it did not interfere with our duties or studies, so all could go that wished. I went down to the river in the morning myself, though not with the intention of skating, as I had a sore toe and then I was minus a pair of skates mine being broken, but the ice was so beautiful that I could not resist the temptation, so borrowed a pair from one of the boys and spent the rest of the morning on the ice. It was really elegant fun, could go down the river as far as you wished. There were also a great many ladies on the ice, who seemed evidently to think there was more fun in falling down than standing up, but unfortunately in the height of their enjoyment, one of them [frisky] fell rather too hard and almost broke her nose. Poor girl, I guess it will spoil her beauty spot and I know will teach her a lesson how to run on ice again. The fall of this unfortunate lady, of course, intimidated and somewhat marred the pleasure of the remainder of the party. My friend Miss L.P. was among the no. and was looking as rosy as usual. Tomorrow being the anniversary of the birthday of the father of our Country, and in order to show due respect to his memory, there will be suspension of academic duties, but owing to the scarcity of powder, will not be able, as is customary to fire a salute. I went up in Lexington yesterday and looked around for the combs you wrote for. Got you these which I hope may suit. The best I could find, and rather high, but you know every thing is now. Though I could have gotten the two large ones for two dollars less if I had only known it in time. The following is what I gave for the three black, $3.75, one of the horn $5.00 the other $6.00, making in all $14.75. Would'nt this frighten you in peace times? I will send my [tal-er], and the combs also some matches which I bought thinking you might want them, by Cadet Harrison who leaves tomorrow for Orange to see his brother who is in a battery stationed near Morton's. I hope the things may reach you safely. Do you think the Yankees will get Mobile? I would not be surprised to hear of its fall any day. Suppose Mollie \u0026 Sallie have moved out of the City as the ladies have all been advised to leave. I think it so strange Haywood don't answer my letter. I wrote him a month ago and he knows my deposit is due at this time. Mr. Norton our Episcopal preacher lectures every Sunday eve during [Lent?] and principally for the benefit of the Cadets, and as it is near time I shall have to close my letter as I want to attend. May add a post script tonight. Goodby with love to all\nI am as ever\nyour darling boy,\nBev.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 13th 1864","My darling Sister\nQuite a long time has elapsed since a letter has passed directly between you and myself and I am still in doubt as to which of us is the debtor. But nevertheless, I shall wave all ceremony and endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines for I honor you home folks so often with my letters that there must be a good deal of sameness in them. This remembering that this is one of the dullest \u0026 meanest places in Christendom that is in my estimation and also of a great many of my fellow Cadets. But I shall not waist[sic] my time by heaping abuse upon Lexington and the V.M.I. You are well aware of my hatred for them both. Before going farther, allow me dear Sister to give vent to my feelings by expressing my grateful thanks for the nice box of eatables which you sent me. I can assure you I have enjoyed them no little and done justice to the box as well as my roommates, who said that it was the best that had been received in No. 38 (my room) and I think we have gotten four since the first of January. We played fearful havoc with the turkey pies and cakes. Nothing now remains I am sorry to say, but my ham which I hope to enjoy for some days yet as it was such a fine one. We only eat this as a snack. Mr. S surely must believe they came out of that small box. I invited or had besides my roommates (five in number) three of four of my friends (S.B. among the no.) to help me eat and there was plenty for all, not withstanding the tremendous appetites of the Cadets are noted for. Fan, where did you get a turkey from?  I did not think there was such a thing left in the county of Orange. Why did you not keep it, also the ham. I had much rather you should have done so, for I know how scarce such things are with you since you have had the army among you so long. You ought not to have deprived yourself of it. I can manage to make out with the beef they give me here, although it makes me sick about once a month. The candy sent was perfectly elegant. I never enjoyed anything more in my life. I would not care if you would send me a small package of that whenever an opportunity presents itself. If not two[sic] much trouble. I have been feasting right much lately on robbin pies. One of my roommates \u0026 myself went out hunting last Saturday week, killed 19 birds. I gave Mrs. Bull six and get the Judge to cook the rest for me. I believe near half of the boys in the Corps were out yesterday, but all had bad luck, frightened every bird for ten miles around. I was wise for once, and did not go. I went up in Lexington yesterday to see young McCown, who brought my box up for me. I shall send this by him as he says he will go by Berry Hill Tuesday. He also takes a little bundle for cousin Sarah Bull, which you will please send her. It is from Mrs. Powers to her husband. Tell Mother when she writes again to send me some stamps. I cannot get them here. Fan, how do you suppose I spent yesterday evening? Why I saw a poor mink court marshalled by the boys (only greening him) for deserting his post, where they had stationed him the night before. After speaking on both sides the jury retired and soon reentered the hall. The sentence was read by the judge. The prisoner found guilty and had to be shot in one hour. The whole court was so much affected at this sentence that the judge had to tell them they must not give way in that moment to their grief. The prisoner was then told that he would only have one hour to live and asked if he had anything to say of if he did not want to write a letter home. He arose and endeavored to make an appeal to the commander the plea of ignorance and a promise to do better in future, but the poor fellow was so frightened that his speech made but little impression upon the court. He was then told to retire into the ante chamber where he could write his last letter, which he did and such a one you never saw. He told his sister when he kissed her and told her goodbye he never thought he would disgrace the family in that way. After finishing his letter he returned in the court room and was so much distressed \u0026 frightened that his lawyer again made an earnest appeal in his behalf and begged that they would grant him a reprieve for ten days, so that he might be better prepared to meet his fate. This was granted by the jury, but subject to the approval of Old Spex. The Sergt. Of the guard was then ordered to post 2 sharp shooters at each corner of barracks so as to prevent the prisoner from talking to anyone or attempting to make his escape. He took the proceedings of the court over to the Genl. who told him we were only greening him. When he returned and told us what Old Spex said, every boy roared out laughing. Our fun was then ended, the poor boy relived from his misery. He actually thought he was going to be shot sure 'nough. These are the kind of Cadets which are being admitted in the V.M.I. now. Do you blame us for having a little fun some times? Old Spex says we can substitute greening in the place of bucking for the new cadets. I was sorry to hear Tom Fry was wounded, hope he may recover. Will Mrs. F. go out to see him? Well I suppose Bob \u0026 Mollie are with you by this. What would I not give to be with you all. The receipt or arrival of my box and the thought of their living with you has made me awful homesick. I never was more so. I saw Dr. McGuire's mother at church this morning. She is a very sweet looking old lady. Say to Mother I believe I will wait for the new currency. I send the letter Mother mentioned. Now dear Sister I have written you a much longer letter than I expected to write when I first commenced and as it is getting late \u0026 I want to take this up town I shall have to bring it to a close. I have been writing in a great hurry which you can plainly see, so you must excuse this miserable scrawl. The paper sent was very acceptable. You see I have made use of it soon. Give my love to all the family and now for your darling self \u0026 husband accept a due portion. Kisses without number to Mary, Bev, and a kind remembrance to all enquiring friends.\nI remain your affect. brother\nBev.","P.S. Write soon \u0026 tell the other members of the family to do the same.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 22nd 1864","My dear Mother\nIt had now been ten or twelve days since I had a line from home. I now write to demand an explination for such treatment. Upon the receipt of my box I wrote Sister Fan a long letter thanking her \u0026 c. Prior to that time I wrote Champe and I certainly expected by this time to have a few lines (at least) from one of them as they well know how anxious I was to hear from Bob \u0026 Mollie whom I suppose are with you at present. My letter to Fan was sent by Young McCown, who brought my box. I suppose he is reliable. Is the son of a Saddler in Lexington. Well Mother I guess you will wonder why it is, that I am writing with a lead pencil. The reason is first this, we are upon the eve of freezing up. It has been one week since we had a particle of heat (there not being a stick of wood at the V.M.I.) You know what a change has taken place in the weather. Today it is snowing hard, and a cold wind blowing, and still we are having the same duties to attend to, both academic \u0026 military. It is outrageous for the boys can't study a bit. I wish you could step in and take a peep at us. It got so cold we could not stand it any longer. So we call the roommates and went out and made a raid on Old Spex laths and have built us up some sort of a fire and are all gathered around like a gang of chickens under its mothers wing. If the officers of the day should by chance visit our room and catch us we would get a hard report and a few demerits. Peach came by here on last Saturday morning to see me, has just returned from Ark. Martin and one of his friends were taken prisoners. The day he stopped over to see me, Ex. Gov. Letcher made a very fine speech, also Judge Brockenbrough. So we went up and heard them. Both were very encouraging and thought the war would not last a year longer. In the evening I walked out in the country with him to get his horse. I came back, but he staid[sic] with one of his company friends until yesterday when he called to see me again on his way to Orange. I guess he will get home before this letter and tell you all you would like to hear about me and about his trip, so I will leave it for him to do. Mother you think I didn't sit down and write Cousin Vic a long letter a few days ago. Felt so interested about her. Hope she will condescend to reply to it. Suppose Bob had gone to his command ere this. What is his rank, and what is that of Gen. Long? Gen. Smith got a letter a few days ago from some gentleman over towards Hot Springs, who had, I believe, been in Gen. Averil's Camp and says Averil is preparing to make a raid in this direction. He advised Spex to fortify all the mountain passes, which he is going to do. Major Williamson \u0026 two of the Cadets left this morning to make a survey. I suppose we will have to go the last of the week to first of next. We will have the fortification to build ourselves. Is this what I was sent here for, to shovel with the spade \u0026 dig with the hoe for the protection of Rockbridge Negroes? This is the reason in which our studies are to be interfered with of[f] \u0026 on this Spring \u0026 Summer and I think you had just as well give your consent at once to my resigning and entering the Army. I want to have some of the glory of the [trenches] in the year 64 attached to my name, and this war can't last much longer it is certain, and it will be my only chance. Are you not willing to have it said you had a son in this war? I was down at Mrs. Bulls the other night, spent a very pleasant evening. The Capt's duck was there. He (the Capt.) is one of my best friends, and is very kind to me as well as the other members of the family.\n[This part written in the margins of pages 2 and 3] \nAs is so cold I shall have to stop writing, with the hope of getting a letter, certain this eve. I shall write again the last of the week. Hope you are all well. How is Mollie looking? Write me a long letter soon giving me all the news. With much love to all the family, yourself amongst them. Goodby, Your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 8th 1864","My dear Sister\nI hope you will not deem me indifferent as to writing or to yourself. I have been intending writing for some time, but you were away and I took it for granted that my letter would be more acceptable upon your return. And then another consideration, the other members of our family have been quite good in writing me so often and of course I had to give them the preference, though had you been there I should have waved all ceremony and dropped you a few lines at any rate, for I suppose my letters generally go the rounds. Even though they do not bear inspection: I received one from Sister Mollie this morning inclosing Aunt Lucy's. I suppose they will soon begin to look for Mary. How I wish for Aunt L. would accompany her. She writes so affectionately and seems so anxious to see all her relatives and friends. She says she wants to come over to see something of the War. Do you not think she could be gratified? The sad changes wrought in Old Orange by it alone would be enough to shock and sadden her heart. I hope Monsieur Taylor may get his due in the coming campaign. I would like to be the one to greet him with a bullet. Don't you think he deserves such, though he seems sorry he ever thus acted. Will Willie T. postpone his marriage now until Mary's arrival? He ought for she will be dreadfully disappointed if he does not. Please say to Cousin Vic I am anxiously looking for an answer to my letter. Suppose you saw Willie Buffington while in Richmond. Eugie writes me she expects to go down soon to attend Cousin Martha S. marriage. Eugie is a sweet girl and is one of the best correspondents I ever had. Why don't some of you write her. She always inquires about some of this family when she writes. I promised I would give Champe a scolding (I generally spell this word wrong. Did you ever notice it?) for being so neglectful but I think mine have ceased to be of any virtue, so will merely remind her of the fact. Suppose she is occupied all the time with her many beaus but this is not sufficient excuse. Ask her if Gen. Pizzini has any vacant place that she can secure for me, if so she must do it, for I do not intend to remain here after this month. Just think I am a plagued conscript. If I can't get some place I am stout and hardy enough to rough it as a private. Do you not candidly think I ought to be in the Army. I am over 18. I think I have been very obedient in remaining here as long as I have, and only done so because I hated to go contrary to the wish of a fond and devoted Mother. I think Mother might very willingly give her consent now that the prospect of the war ending soon is very great. Write me your views on the subject. I got a long letter some time ago from Sister S. brother Hay added a post script of a few lines (2) and said he would write one in a few days which I suppose will be a few months. He has neglected to send my deposit until this time (after the first of Apr) when he will I suppose have to loose right much money, owing to the change in currency. He should not be so negligent especially when money matters are concerned. Glad to hear Bob is so well satisfied and likes the service so well. It will be the making of him, I mean his health, don't you agree with me? Hope he has some rank and is in the line of promotion. Know he will climb high in the intimation of his superiors. He must make himself the worthy representative of the Stanard family. I suppose his being separated from his darling Mol goes rather hard with him, but he must learn to stand it like a true soldier. I guess he will think this is great advice. Mollie writes they are quite worried about her sugar and liquors not having been heard from. It will indeed be quite a serious affair if they never turn up or come to hand. Was sorry to hear of the loss of your cow. What do you so for milk? It is something we never may our eyes on here. Our fare is not good by any means, been feeding us off [Stanard purposefully omits word here] beef. (I don't like to use the word) for some time, and I hardly ever get enough bread to eat. It is a hard matter though to satisfy our appetites we take so much exercise, drilling, \u0026 c. and then our meals are so regular. I believe I have really grown a little since last Summer, and know I have fattened, weigh 137 lbs. Tried on some of my summer clothes a few nights ago out of curiosity. You know they were full large for me then. Now my jacket won't meet around me, and my pants require a little sugar or molasses on my shoes to induce them to come down a little. Sister did you ever see anything like the snow and rain we have been having for the last week or ten days. The clouds really seem weakened from exhaustion, but after two days of spring weather, they seem to have been replenished as it were, and from the present appearances, out doors, now I am inclined to think they are preparing to take us by storm. I wrote before how we suffered during the cold weather for the want of fire. It was the same this last spell, had to have suspension and let us lay in our beds to keep from freezing. Old Spex was well prepared to meet his own individual comfort. Plenty of the best coal that could be started in peace times. We were not at all indignant at his having suspension. I believe the majority of the boys preferred it and the cold weather to fire. Very natural feeling for school boys. One if my roommates has just come in and told me the mail would be taken up in a few minutes. So I shall have to bring my letter to a close. I did intend giving you an account of a review of the Corps by Gen. Rossum. Will do so in my next. I guess I have already tired you with such a long letter. I have not time to read it over and make the necessary corrections, so please excuse all mistakes. Give my best love to all the family, and for yourself \u0026 baby and the little ones. Accept that which is due from a fond and devoted brother.\nJ.B.S.","V.M.I. April the 24th 1864","My darling Mother\nYour long and interesting letter has been received and I have been intending for the last two or three days to answer it, but something has always interfered and prevented my good intentions. You say that you had begun to get uneasy at my silence, for fear I might be sick. Why I wrote two or three letters home but a very short time ago. I can't imagine what became of them. I seems to me that I am always writing home but very seldom get letters from there myself. You all are not as good about writing as you ought to be. I am not alluding to you but to the other members of the family. I have not as yet heard a word from Hay and the $9.00. Am going to drop him a few lines this evening. I am dead broke at present, wish the check would hurry up and make its appearance. Had to borrow some money the other night to go up town and get some thing to eat. They are starving us out now. Don't give us half enough bread, miserable rye coffee without sugar or milk (and it has caused an eruption to break out on a good many of the Cadets, I believe it is a prison) and for the last two weeks they have been giving us nothing but rotten beef. I declare it is perfectly awful. Old Spex has some 50 or 60 barrels of it put away and will keep feeing us on it. An old scamp, he has about ten or eleven barrels of molasses and won't give us any. All the cadets are grumbling and asking him for it. I am glad to hear Bob has improved so much and is so well please with his place. Didn't I tell you he would be. Hope he is up near [home] now. Mother you ask me why I don't call Mollie Sister when I write. I was not aware before that I failed to do so. It was thoughtlessness on my part I can assure her and not for the want of love that I did not make use of sister instead of Mollie. Why I am sure my letters to her have always been very affectionate. I hope she will banish all idea that I meant anything by my manner of writing. Well Mother every body (or Cadet at least) has been right much excited today to join in the coming battle. You need not be surprised if I am one, if they raise a company I shall join. Remember I will be 19 on the 27th of this month and ought to be ashamed of myself to be here. When you are advised to keep me here as long as possible, people don't know my age, and of course they would not tell you they thought I ought to be in the army. They are going to take us in service I expect in July out in the mountains here. But I prefer being with Lee. Mother I don't want to desert or be shipped from here against your wish, therefore I beg that you will write me permission to resign, and I can then use my own discretion whether I will or not. If you give your consent, mention that it is concerned with family matters (except name) that prevents your sending me here longer. Mother I hope you will not let what I have written distress you. You should be more firm and patriotic and want me to be in the army, but this is an unnatural feeling for an affectionate Mother like yourself. When is the big fight to come off. Is there any chance of its taking place in Orange. I think the Yankees are going to get the worst whipping that they have ever gotten, and it will almost wind up the war. If Lee whips them, he ought to follow up his victory and drive them as far North as he can, the same time burning all their cities. Well dear Mother I have written you quite a long letter, and one I have no doubt you will be sorry to see. The mail will be taken up in a short while, so I shall have to bring my letter to a close. Wish I had something interesting to write about, and now darling Mother with love to all the family and oceans to your sweet self I must bid you good evening. Hoping what I have written will not cause you trouble and that I will soon hear from you\nI am as ever your\nown darling boy\nBev.","I am in want of draws.","Virginia Military Institute\nMay the 9th 1864","My darling Mother\nHere I am, no longer a freeman, but a prisoner within the lofty walls of the V.M.I. I reached here safely on Friday evening and it has been a source of regret to me ever since, that I should have been goose enough to leave when I did. And have to leave my trunk behind. So much for not taking the advice of a wise man (Mr. Chapman). Doubtless they told you at the village about my being left by the train. I did not care myself but I was afraid poor brother would swear himself to death about it was the only reason which actuated me to promptness in acquiring some means of conveyance to take me to Gordonsville, and after all I did not get there in time to see him, but unfortunately in time for the Staunton train. Plague on it! I wish it had left before I got there. I should certainly have returned after getting there and finding the Richmond train gone, had I not feared that I would be greeted by a scolding from some member of the family. Yes, I expect all of you would have pitched into me. Even Mr. C. for driving his horse so far and not listening to him on the first place. Just think, if I had remained I could have seen some of the Yankee prisoners, and heard something of the result of the fight. My trunk has not reached me yet. I hope it may not be lost. I would like to see the person that I would leave it behind for again. I wrote to Nat Catlette about it this morning. I hope Mr. Chapman wrote when he sent my trunk up. He seemed very much amused at me when I found it was left. I didn't blame him, for I imagine I was quite a laughable object about that time. I was so worried I came very near letting an ugly word escape my mouth, I wonder if I didn't. I went to see some young ladies while I was in Staunton, staid until half past eleven had no idea it was so late. Met with one of the most interesting and agreeable and pretty young ladies I have seen since the War. A Miss Gregory, refugee from Alexandria. She is the one Madame [?] at one time, said Vandergrift was engaged to. I was sorry to see that Col. Brown was killed. Suppose Brig. Gen Stanard \u0026 Long win in the fight. The stage has come in this evening but bring no news, this is generally the way. Tell brother William is he hasn't too much to do I wish he would keep me posted as to the movement of our army. I received his letter, thank him for attending to my trunk for me. Tell Sister Mary she ought to have been at home that morning and not down at the depot. She urged me to go to Goville [Gordonsville] anyhow. Hope Mr. Shaw didn't think anything of the manner in which I told him goodbye I was in a big hurry about that time. Tomorrow there will be a suspension of academic duties in order to raise the flag sent from Europe, over the grave of out lamented leader Jackson. Well Mother it has been very warm all day, and this evening I had to attend drill for two hours. Wound up with 2 charges 100 yards across the parade on on pretend breastworks. It was very exciting in the first charge I was the first to mount the dreaded works. In the second the 3rd man, but as I was so fat and excited, I had to leave ranks at Dress Parade from a violent headache and fainty feeling. But I have rested and feel all right and ready for another now. The drum is beating for tattoo so I must close. I only wrote to let you know I had arrived safely. Please write soon. I am anxious to hear the result of the battle, who of our friends were killed. Good night, with much love to all,\nI am as ever yr darling boy\nBev.","P.S. Excuse this miserable scrawl.","Staunton May the 12th 1864","My darling Mother\nNo doubt a letter written from this place will take you greatly by surprise. Well to relieve your anxiety I will tell you before going further and keep you from uneasiness. On Tuesday night an order came from Gen. Breckenridge calling us immediately to Staunton. In obedience to his orders we fixed up and left on Wednesday Morning at half past 8, marched 18 miles by half past 2. when we camped. The roads were very good but were quite dusty and then it was very warm. This morning we left camp under quite different circumstances, it having rained during the night and has continued to do so all day. The roads were awful perfect loblolly all the way and we had to wade through like hogs. We came 18 miles from 5 to 12 however and are tonight encamped one mile out of town. I have run the blockade and come in to take tea with Cary Taylor, and that I might write this letter. Am I not good? I have a strong notion of staying in until 2 tonight with him so as to dry of[f] for I have been like a wet mouse all day. So disagreeable in camp. We will leave in the morning early and expect to have to march to Harrisonburg (down the Valley) a distance of 26 miles. The Yankees are reported coming up the Valley with a force of 9000 strong. Our Corps will run Gen. B. up to 5000 maybe more. I hope we may be able to lick them out. I have suffered more with my feet this march (so far) than I ever did on all the others together. I hope to get me a more comfortable pair of shoes when this will be remedied. I got my trunk the evening before I left all safe. It was in the nick of time and my biscuit and ham for my rations. If you want to write to me direct your letter to me at this place Care of Edmond M. Taylor, Staunton, he will send them to me. I expect we will be down out this time for some weeks. I told you that you had better let me join Lee at once that this could be the way, but you must not make yourself uneasy about me. I will take care of myself. One of my messmates from this place is going to fill my haversack with something better than what we draw so I wont suffer for some days at any rate, though I hope not at all. Well darling Mother I have written enough I suppose to relieve your mind as to our destination so I must stop and go in the parlor. Some young ladies there. You will have a hard time trying to make this out I shan't undertake it. Saw Fedic T. this evening. Give my love to all [acquaintance] \u0026 friends. Hope Bob come out all right and all the Berry Hill friends \u0026 visitors. I shall write when ever I have an opportunity. And now dear Mother that I may be spared to see you all again, and that you may continue in good health will be the nightly prayer of Your darling Boy Bev.","The Southern Telegraph Companies.\nReceived at Orange CH, May 16, 1864\nFrom Staunton. To W. H. Chapman\nCadet Stanards body is at New Market I presume.\nS. Yates","Telegram Fragment.\nReceived at Orange C.H. May 16 [1864]\nBy telegraph from Harrisonburg.\nB. Stanard was k[illed]\nwill be sent to","Life\nLife has beautifully and appropriately been compared to an Ocean, whose surges when the storm sweeps over its surface, bear a striking resemblance to that portion of our life in which troubles and cares beset us, and whose smooth surface when there is nothing to disturb its accustomed tranquility, bears a simile to that portion of our existence in which the busy scenes of this life are laid aside and which has been fitly called the \"sunset\" of life, often the billows of the ocean, when the pitiless storm sweeps over its surface with unrelenting fury rise to such a height that it is with great difficulty that vessels can ride triumphantly on them and bid defiance to their efforts as it were to bury them beneath their briny folds. Numerous are the instances in which vessels have sprung a leak in spite of all the efforts of the sailors to prevent it, have sunk to the bottom of the sea where so many have found an unwelcome and watery. On the other hand when there is nothing to disturb its peaceful waters, and when the sun, unobstructed by clouds from the view is reflected on its polished breast, vessels sail with security to their destined ports whence to discharge their freight. Such is a simile of our existence when the troubles and cares of this life agitate it and also when our cares and troubles are forgotten. Often during life when misfortune seems determined to claim us for her own and when cares beset us at every step, it takes all the moral courage we can summon to our aid to enable us to triumph over them, and at last [reach] the harbors of happiness. The latter scene is like old age, the \"Sunset\" of life, when the busy pursuits of life are laid aside and when you have determined to trust your frail bark no longer to the stormy sea, but float quietly down, a stormless sea too that harbor which is called, \"The End of Life\" Well has the poet exclaimed \"Thou, too, art a sailor, and time is the sea, And life the frail vessel that upholdeth thee.\"\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet B. Stanard\nTo\nDr. Madison","War\nOf all the punishments which Divine Providence sees fit to inflict upon a sinful nation, none so severe as that of war, which is now being so frightfully carried on throughout this once peaceful and prosperous republic. Although I am well aware, that this is a subject on which better pens than mine have exhausted their eloquence, yet I think, especially at a time like this, it is one, on which we may profitably reflect.\nFrom the Statesman to the school boy, Every one is occupied with this absorbing topic. \nThe preacher from the pulpit thunders into our ears threats of the increased wrath of God, already visited upon us in this cruel war. The poor man shudders at the thought of the coming winter, and curses the hard times and high prices. All alike seem to think it an unmitigated evil. But it would be far better for us to trust in the old saying, \"Look on the bright side,\" and I think that if we would allow the exercise of a little reason, we may bring ourselves to believe that there is a bright side to this picture. I do believe that it is a punishment, but that as a loving father corrects his erring son, so it is send for our own good. Let us but suppose there were no such punishments for mankind, and what would this world of ours be? We may but turn to the pages of history, and selecting a few from the many examples before us, find a sad response to this question. Look at Rome! For hundreds of years enemies without and fierce dissentions within, had humbled her proud eagles, and at length she stands without a rival, none dare call her enemy. But prosperity has accomplished that which her enemies have in vain assayed and the \"City of Seven Hills\" lies prostrate at the feet of her own vices. A handful of barbarians have devastated her fair provinces and beautiful cities, and Rome is no more. Look to England. Twice she has been intensely overrun and ground under the feet of Roman and Norman invaders. And behold the fruit of suffering. England the mistress of the seas! But a speck on the map of the world she has possessions on which the sun never sets. And lastly, we have a striking striking example in our own once peaceful land. After a comparatively short contest, she has enjoyed blessings totally unprecedented in the history of a nation of free government, the most beautiful country in the world, and a large territory, nothing seemed wanting to fill up the measures of her happiness. But what were its effects? A Government rotten to its very core, and an effeminate people, divided into little factions. The smiles of prosperous fortune has accomplished that which our enemies tried in vain and War, the only specific for a nations diseases, has come upon us.\nLet us bear it like men, and remember that terrible as it is there are evils far worse.\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet Stanard","\"Berry Hill\"\nOrange Ct Ho\nJuly 28th 1864","Cadet L.C. Wise\nI scarcely know how to thank my dear young friend for his thoughtful kindness, \u0026 beautiful tribute to the memory of our dear one, now sleeping under the shadows of his own home! Tis true my dear friend no earthly consolation can be given to sooth entirely the heart sorrow we are all compelled to bear, but it is sweet \u0026 above all things comforting to hear his praises from those among whom he lately dwelled! Your name sounds like a household word- so often has it fallen from his dear lips. Indeed I feel as if I know all his roommates, \u0026 could call them Brothers. Most anxious were we to have them come and see us. We have received such evidence of their generous hearted tender thoughtfulness that we long to express in words our gratitude. I should have answered all their letters received with much pleasure, but yours is the first which bears a \"Post Mark\". Will you not extend for us, to his friends, from whom we have received letters- \"W. Overton Harris\" \"Jn S. Wise\" \"Ed\"ward Harvie Smith Jr.\" \"E. Berkley\" our sincere thanks \u0026 say to each that we would be most happy to return our gratitude in person, \u0026 to none would give such a warm welcome to our home \u0026 hearts, as the friends of our darling Brother! Now that you all have vacation we would be glad to have a visit from you, a sad but pleasant","Hd Qrs Arty Corps V.D.\nAug 3d 1864","My Darling Mother\nI have anticipated the pleasure of sending you a letter for some time but being so continually on the wing have been deprived of doing so. To day being my birthday have concluded to write and I hope I shall not be molested by any couriers riding up with orders to move until my letter is finished.","I have written Mollie so often giving her all the news (which of course you get through her) that there is but little left me to day to make up a letter. Still I know my Darling Mother will be glad to get my letter though it may be a very dull one. And then too I am aware of my inability to write a letter which will compare with those you are mow deprived of by the death of that Darling \u0026 Christian child. Still my Dear Mother, that feeling shall not deter me from writing and I trust to God that in the deprivation you have sustained in those sweet \u0026 loving letters, mine may serve to cheer you, and assure you have a son whose love is as great as a child's could be, although he may be incompetent to control words to express that love. I know my Darling Mother how you miss those sweet letters from that dear child, and feel how very incompetent I am to send you such messages of love as he always sent, still feeling assured of bearing you all the love a dutiful son can bear I commence this letter (knowing as I have before marked) it will be properly appreciated while at the same time hoping it may serve to cheer you \u0026 assure you that you have those dear ones to live for who love you very dearly \u0026 for whose sake you should cheer up, and not grieve for that lost one taken from this world of sin \u0026 trouble to dwell with his God on high.","I was much distressed my dear Mother to hear you were suffering so much with your old complaint, dysphasia, and hope ere this reaches you you will have been entirely relieved, have you any of the Alleghany water left and do you continue to drink it. Mollie writes me she is making you take bitters regularly which she thinks benefits you. You must continue to take your tonic and not think of the spirit you consume. \nNo doubt your trip to the village benefitted you a good deal, a change is a great thing sometimes. You should ride every evening.","I wrote Mollie yesterday and just after sending of my letter received hers of the 24th by Bester's boy. He also brought my over cape which I was glad to get. I wrote Aunt Lucy long letter and left it at Martinsburg to be mailed when the Yankees get possession. We are now encamped at a place called Bunkers Hill but don't think we shall remain here very long. Here comes Genl. Early's courier, wonder what order he brings.","Just what I expected, the order is to cook two days rations and be ready to move at day light tomorrow. This will not however interfere with my letter writing to day. I have no idea which way we will move but every body seems to think up the Valley. I hope it may be so for I am always better satisfied when moving towards the dear ones at home. Why has brother never written how he managed to remain at home. I don't know to this day in what position he is in the service still. I hear he is still at home. I shall be truly glad to know that he is permanently stationed there. We were all very much rejoiced at Hood's victory but fear it was only temporary. If he can whip Sherman in front of Atlanta his army will be destroyed. We have a rumor here to day (Coming from Baltimore paper Sun by some of the Citizens at Charlestown) that Genl. Lee has given Grant another terrible whipping. I trust it will prove true and that it will force Grant to get away from Richmond. Our army here is recuperating considerably and is as strong now as when it first started. All the stragglers lost on the long march around have been gathered up.","Was very glad to hear you had a fine rain in Orange. It will do some good although much more may be needed. We have had lowering clouds here for several days but no rain and the people are almost in despair. They will make no corn at all. I hope Mr. Shaw will make more than he thinks. We can get no vegetables in this country. I sent Lewis fifteen miles yesterday and he returned with one pound of butter and one doz eggs. Mollie writes me that all the children had the whooping cough. I hope they will all get through it easily. I was glad to hear you enjoyed the cheese so much. You must not let the others have too much of it but keep it for your own use. What sort of an article did the tea turn out. Good I hope. So Tom wants to wait until after the war to get married. If he does he will not get Vic. He can I think make arrangements now that would put him in a position to marry at once. I am going to write him a few lines to day. Mollie writes me Mrs. Fry objects. Why is this. How does Aunt Octavia and uncle [?] like it. They should be delighted. My horse hurt her foot about a week ago so I have been in the ambulance while on the march. She is well again, but I fear she is too young for service. She is a splendid animal \u0026 if I could get another to ride wound send her to Mr. Shaw for light service. What is the matter with [Ross?] Hear he is at home sick. I suppose Mollie calls on Aunt Martha \u0026 uncle Jaq. very often. Tell her I expect to hear of a dreadful intimacy between herself \u0026 the former. Early's campaign up here is looked upon as a failure by every one. He is fit to command nothing but a division [that] under General Lee. I heard Mrs. Gordon was at Winchester but hardly believe it. If she is there she has seen very little of the Genl. as I know he had not left his command to visit her. I feel too sorry for poor Jane Carter. Has she gone south, poor soul. I hope she will fine with her husband's relatives a kind \u0026 good home. Doubtless he will leave her well off as he was considered rich. Well my Darling Mother, I must bring my letter to a close as I must write several others to day. Give my love to all and kiss the children for me and believe me ever My Dearest Mother\nYour fond \u0026 devoted son\nRobt\n24 to day. Feel quite aged.","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n11 Jany 1865","My Darling Mother\nI have been intending to write to you for several days but have been kept from doing so in consequence of having a great deal of writing to do for the office. [Shook] being absent on a 15 day furlough I have to do all his work during his absence and we have had more to do since his departure than for 6 months previous. I rec'd a letter from brother several days since dated the 1th Dec. and would send it to you to read but it is merely a business letter and he writes no one must read it. He was still stationed at a battery some distance from the city but expected in a short time to receive through Judge Campbell an appointment as Ordnance Sgt placed on duty there. I hope sincerely he may not be disappointed. He writes me he has made very little money since I left him and that his expenses are very heavy. When he gets back to town he hopes to be able to make something. He writes me Sallie and the little ones are very well and that Willie is the prettiest child in the city of Mobile. The baby he says has hair like Chandler. I am sorry for this, Mr. Chandler is fast declining and he says he will not live but a short time longer. Mr. John Battle was there and he thought he was giving away every day. I was truly sorry to hear this as we were led to believe he was better, at the time he wrote this. Was great excitement in the city caused by the approach of the enemy. Said the bells were ringing \u0026 things were in a mess generally. He congratulated himself that he was out of the excitement being over at his battery in the bay.","Mollie wrote you of her safe arrival the day after she got here and told you how nicely she was fixed and now I regret to tell you after all out trouble to get fixed etc. that Genl. Long had concluded to move his Hd Qrs to Staunton so we will have to look out quarters there. He took command to day and will move the office in a few days. Col. Carter's command will be here so he will remain here. Dr. [Straith] has gone to Staunton to see what can be done in the way of accommodations but I feel certain we will not be as comfortably or agreeably fixed as we would eventually have been here. I shall hate very much to part with Col. Carter and not be with Mrs. C as she would be such a pleasant person for Mollie to be with. I wish Genl. Long would let the Dr. \u0026 myself remain down here. I have done a good deal of work for nothing. Hereafter will do nothing until every thing is definitely settled. The Genl. inquired particularly after you all. He is looking very well but I don't think well by any means. This is a miserable neighborhood, the meanest people I ever saw and the greatest [extortionists]. I wish the Yankees would come here and take every thing they have got.","Now that Mollie is away from you and you will not have the benefit of my letters to her I intend to write you regularly. Mollie will I know keep you all posted besides. How I wish we could have been stationed near Orange, that we could have seen more of you all during the winter. Never mind I am entitled to a furlough which I will take after a while and spend it with you all. Mollie seems very happy being with me and I am too happy at having her. Matilda does first rate and I am too thankful that you allowed us to have her. Mollie could not have done without a maid. Mollie rec'd Fan's note by Botts yesterday. He went on up to Staunton. She has some nice brooms to send Fan.","With much love to all\nYour devoted son\nRobert\nMollie sends love to all.\nThis was written in a hurry","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n16 Jany 1865","My Dear Mother\nI wrote you a short letter last week since which we have heard nothing from Orange. Mollie wrote you I had been up to Staunton to procure rooms as Genl. Long had moved his HdQuarters to that place and would of course require my presence there. I am happy to state that after much trouble I yesterday succeeded in getting board with Mrs. Harman a widow lady and on very moderate terms. We will be delightfully fixed when we get settled. We will move up tonight and take possession. Hope after getting settled this time we will not have to move again as it gives much trouble. We will be some two or three squares from Mrs. Long and a little farther from the Dr. I regret exceedingly breaking up our arrangements here as we would have been all together. We will too lose Mrs. Carters pleasant company which we are both very sorry for. Col. Carter will remain down here and of course Mrs. Carter will prefer being with him although the Col. is much in favor of her going to Staunton as she would have no society here at all.","Mollie wishes her bonnet box with bonnet sent up by first good opportunity or by express if it can be done. She says the key is on her bunch of keys in her large black trunk. She will require her bonnet to wear to church. I am exceed[ing]ly glad we will be where I can attend church regularly as I have been debarred of the pleasure for some time. Tell Fan I saw Mrs. Long on Saturday and she inquired after all. She seems a very fine woman and is delighted at having us in Staunton. Tell  Champe that Dr. [McGuire] is the finest dressed man in Staunton. All of old Early's staff seem to be having a very gay time. Dr. Straith went to the wedding and came home disgusted of course. Says he spent the entire night in getting out of other people's way. They had a fine [supper] the Dr. has heard nothing more from his wife but is looking for her every day. I hope sister wrote and explained to Cousin Eliza my dispatch. I sent it at the Dr.'s request. He thinking his wife might have reached that place. Corbin Welford is going to Culpepper to look for her in a few days. The weather had been very fine for the last week and I hope will continue so. No doubt the bright sun has persuaded you just to peek your head out of the door. Matilda is still much pleased. I will keep a good watch over her in Staunton and try and return her improved as Mollie will learn her to be very patient. Has Vic heard anything from Tom recently. Willie was here today and says they have heard nothing from him for months. Hope Vic put an end to Hardy's coming to see him. His independence in staying so long at uncle E's beat anything I ever heard of. Mollie would have written today but has been busy packing. She will write as soon as we get to Staunton. Tell Champe she might write us often.","Mollie joins me in much love to all. Tell Sister I will write her very soon.","As ever your fond \u0026 affect.\nSon\nRobert","Many of these letters, as well as material from other sources and background information, appear in the book \"Letters of a New Market Cadet\", edited by John G. Barrett and Robert K. Turner, Jr. (Chapel Hill, University of North Carolina Press, 1961).","The Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers (approximately 20 items) consist of letters from Cadet Stanard to his family (dated 1863 to 1864), a telegram concerning Stanard's body, letters from his brother Robert to their mother (dated 1865), and two essays written at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards ice skating on the frozen river, attending church, academics, and demerits.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia to his sister. Letter regards family health matters and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards financials, family matters, and daily life at VMI.","Letter written from \"Camp Jackson.\" Letter regards a trip to Staunton, Virginia, the Corps of Cadets leaving VMI to reinforce Stonewall Jackson, and family matters.","Letter regards family matters and daily life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards cadet life, family matters, and a desire to fight in the war.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards march to Camp Staunton, Virginia and family matters.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, Christmas dinner, cadet life, and finances.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards ice skating, George Washington's birthday, finances, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards receipt of a package, family matters, \"greening\" of a cadet, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards winter weather, cadet life, fortifications of VMI, and a desire to enter the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, a desire to join the Army, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances, potential for battle, and a request to resign and join the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards return to VMI, family matters, cadet life, and suspension of academic duties to honor the anniversary Stonewall Jackson's death.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards orders from General Breckenridge to march to Staunton, news of the Civil War, and life at camp.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and the location of his body.","Written from Harrisonburg, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard.","Two essays written for an assignment at VMI.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on life.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on war.","Stanard family letters written after the death of Cadet Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and envelopes addressed to family members.","Four letters. One letter fragment (dated July 28, 1864) is from Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sister to VMI Cadet Louis C. Wise and mentions the death of her brother. Three letters (dated 1864-1865) are written from Stanard's brother Robert to their mother.","Written from Orange County, Virginia by one of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sisters. Letter regards the death of her brother.","Written from Bunker Hill, Virginia. Letter regards to Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death, family matters, and news of the Civil War.","Written from Fishersville, Virginia. Letter regards family matters and troop movements.","Written from Head Quarters Army V.D. Letter regards traveling to Staunton, Virginia and family matters.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters and financials.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death at the Battle of New Market.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death.","Written from Christiansburg, Virginia. Letter regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death and family matters.","Manuscript collections in the VMI Archives are made available for educational and research use. The VMI Archives should be cited as the source. The user assumes all responsibility for identifying and satisfying any copyright holders. Materials from our collections may not be redistributed, published or reproduced without permission from the VMI Archives. 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Quite to the contrary, for the last weeks I have been having a good time skating. The river was frozen over beautifully for miles. As we were not doing any studying, the Examination being past over. We were all allowed to go. I wish you could have seen the river. It looked like a flock of black birds was on it. I never saw boys seem to enjoy themselves more. Could play [bandy], fox \u0026 goose and many other games to afford us amusement. Sandie P. \u0026 Sisters \u0026 some other ladies were down to see us. Sandy seemed to be a very awkward skater and would get some pretty falls sometimes which added to my fun. I think he is stuck up quite much. I haven't spoken to him yet. I attended Church this morning. Saw his wife there, do not think she is pretty. The [G]  has only preached for us once since he came here, but gave us an excellent sermon then. I suppose in this Peach has reached Orange \u0026 [camp]. He called to see me one evening and only remained about half an hour, promised he would come again the day after and said I must have a letter for him to take home for me, but he never made his appearance. I stayed from church hoping to see him \u0026 show him the VMI sights. He was staying out in the country about three miles. Wanted me to go with him but could not do so. I never saw a boy so changed in my life. Had a little beard and then he was dressed in real soldier style. I don't think I should have known him had I seen him in a crowd. He said himself Geo. M had been having a good time out in the country for 18 days. Really glad they have gotten furloughs for they have both been good soldiers and deserve them. Hope they may be able to reach home. Mr. M seemed somewhat taken with poor Lewis Williams old flame Miss Darden. Wilson Newman called to see me a few days ago. And going from his looks, I think the army must agree with him. Am glad our Orange boys are all so pleasantly stationed. Mother tell Champ to write what has become of [Mr. G]. I feel so sorry for him. Doubtless in this you have received my report and have been worried about the way I have wasted my time \u0026 gotten demerits etc. in the last six months. Myself as well as many others have done but little studying. We have lost about one and a half months going out of these plagued marches and still Old Spex hasn't made a single allowance in the examination and I would not be surprised if there are not 150 cadets shipped soon for being unjustly unjustly found deficient, some over 18, and others for demerits. 15 were shipped yesterday, one of my roommates goes [__] tomorrow, for demerits. Spex a grand old scoundrel coins money by this as most of them have made their deposits which is $600. I think you must not be surprised to see me at any time as my number of demerits is past one hundred, though most of them I got for over staying furlough, and may yet be removed. I shall write to brother in a day or two for money to pay what I owe to Old Spex. Mother to give you an idea what sort of person Gen. S. is after our return from our last march, the government sent up 300 pairs of shoes for the Cadets as presents or to pay for our own that we wore out and now Gen. S. will not let a Cadet have a pair if he has gotten shoes from the Institute within the last 6 month, and if a Cadet is shipped before he can get them, they fall in Spex's hands, who furnishes all his darkeys with a good pair. I shall try hard to get mine, tho' don't expect to wear them, they are course army shoes worth at the present prices 30 or 40 dollars. I have a pair I bought before I went on the march that will do me, so I shall keep mine (if I get them) for Henry, unless he is well supplied. Mother you recollect the box I was so concerned about, it made it to us, after being on the way only 19 days. Although the things were rather old \u0026 stale, yet everything went good even the turkey. I tell you we were not a long time emptying the box. We were all very agreeably surprised yesterday by the receipt of another box for one of our roommates. It contained a splendid ham, two elegant rich cakes  and any quantity of little molasses cakes, sausages, molasses, apples, etc. I never enjoyed anything more. I certainly did justice to it myself. I hope Mr. L has laid in a good supply of provisions. How does Eliza do now. Hope she may not give you all troubles. I can imagine I see the difference in her cooking \u0026 aunt Phoebe's, and hear you complain. Well Mother you see I am 'bout run out for something to write about so I guess I had better stop altogether. You must excuse led pencil, I wrote with, is because I wanted to write fast (which the bad writing \u0026 mistakes will bear evidence of) in order to finish it without being interrupted by any roll call. It seems to me I now commence a letter but what I am called of by the tap of the drum to attend some call. It is really worrying. Well Mother, I shall prepare myself to receive a good scholding [sic] from you soon. You must not be too hard upon me, [phrase unclear] made to stay here for my own good, but at the same time greatly against my will. And now with love to all and a due portion for your darling self,\nI am as ever yr affect\nSon J. B. S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFebruary the 20th 1863","My Dear Sister,\nHaving honored all the family with a letter, except your sweet self, Have determined to drop you a few lines (Tonight since I have no lessons to get.) to show you that you have not been forgotten. The letter I wrote Champe, you were justly entitled to, but as she wrote me such a long letter first, and I had to answer, thought had better do it at once. So you must not think anything of the step I took. I received dear sisters letter yesterday. And you cannot imagine what pleasure it gave me to read it and particularly that part in which it spoke of my darling mother, being so much improved in health. God grant that it may continue to do so, is my sincere prayer. It makes me feel like a new person almost, when I think about it. And Oh! If I could just be there to see her enjoy it. What I would not give? And just to think I have only been here one month today, and have five more long weary ones to spend here. It is awful to think about. But at the end of that time, I must have a furlough. In spite of everything. The boys all laugh at the idea of my expecting even to get one but I guess they will laugh out of the other side of their mouths, In July, when they see me going home. If I staid here I would have to go in Camp and drill, but I think I will get enough of it before them. You would laugh to see me going through double quick step. I look like a frog in the act of jumping. I see I will have to lay my letter aside until tomorrow when I endeavor to finish it though it will not leave here before Monday. Saturday. Have been down today to see them at Mrs. B[ull]'s. Capt. B[ull] has returned from Richmond. Came by G[ordons]ville. Wish he had run on down to Orange, might have sent my things by him. Phil Hiden is trying to get a furlough to go down to Charlottesville to see his brother James married. (To take place on Friday night I believe) If he succeeds, he will come on to Orange, so that will be a good opportunity to send my box. Says he will bring it. I also want my pants that (dark brown) Bob gave me sent. Repair them if they need it, before you send them. The surprise party to the Maj.'s was grand. If I had been there I should have made the girls get before. So that I might be sure they would not fall or get in the mud again. There is so much gold lace, and brass buttons in Orange now that a poor private stands no chance. The girls hardly glance at one, I guess. While I am writing they are drawing a cannon out on the parade ground to test it. I am going out there to see it fired. Bum! She goes; and the boys tremble \u0026 run. I stand my ground. The gun proves a good one. Scott \u0026 myself went up town today to get some thing to eat. Succeeded in getting some pies. Tomorrow is the 22nd and Gen. Smith told Capt. Bull if he could get the turkeys, he might give us a big dinner, but as he cannot get them, we will have the same old fare, Beef \u0026 Bread. I am in hopes there will be a suspension of Studdies until tuesday. (Private) Sister asked if I ever saw the little Madisons. Am sorry to say I have not, And moreover I don't expect to, from what I can hear. Don't say anything about this? I heard from good authority that the children were not allowed to wear socks, until that one \n(the youngest) had its feet frost-bitten. I feel sorry for the little darlings. Mrs. M is master. And every one easily perceives it. Let no one see this but the family? I have seen Mrs. Newman at Church, have never spoken to her, will go up with Scott soon to see her. There is no episcopal preacher here, but they expect to call Henry A. Wise, Jr. hope they may. Have very good music at the Presbyterian church. Sister Mollie certainly is good about writing so often, and her letters are so interesting and amusing. You all must continue to send them over whenever you get them. I intend to write to her soon. It is time for brother to be answering my letter. I think Mr. C. has acted quite strangely. It is too provoking. Tell Mother boiling over does no good. She had better remain quiet. And Mr. S[haw] is in Lynchburg. I wish I could run down to see him. Suppose it was business that took him there. Hope the army have not pressed any of his corn. He must be much incommoded in his farming by not being at Berry Hill. Sunday the 22nd. Ground covered in snow nearly a foot deep and still falling fast. What awful weather we have had in the last month for our army. They must suffer. I never saw such a country as this in my life. And every boy agrees with me. It is either raining or snowing all the time. Write me word what Mrs. R. brought. Wish she had brought my shoes \u0026 knife. And Willy [Fry] has gone to be married. What will take place next. Expect Peach (poor fellow) would liked to have accompanyed him. He is fortunate in being out of the army now. Oh! Fan. How I would like to see you all. I sometimes think that it will be impossible for me to stay away from my dear home and those for whom my love is so great, until July. How is Miss Summer. Give my love to her and tell her I think of her often. Well dear Sister I have written you quite a long letter. You must make due excuses for this miserable ink and writing. Kiss dear little Mary for me and tell her she must not forget Uncle Bev. Be a good girl and tell her when he I[sic] come home I will bring her some good. Give oceans of love to Mr. S[haw] and all the family, and accept for yourself a true brothers love.\nHoping you are all well I bid you Goodbye!\nBeverly","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 14th 1863","My darling Mother\nI received your letter a few days ago also the cloth. Hiden was on the way a week, or more. Which has been the reason why you have not heard from me sooner. I wrote home last Friday as usual but I wrote it in such a hurry and did not even read it over. I really felt ashamed to send it. Know I spelt a word wrong did you notice it? I know better. Well Mother Gen. Smith has at last gotten cloth, and as I had never had a suit my name was put down for one. I have had my jacket made at last so I now have or will have two suits which will do me until July. I don't know whether to have the cloth you sent me made into a pair of pants or sell it. If I have it made up I can save my new suit. I will send you some money by first opportunity. Need not get me any more cloth. How sad the death of poor Hugh Atkins, he was so imprudent. I suppose old Mrs. A is almost frantic, and it will have such a bad effect on Julia. Champe mentioned in her letter Miss Ellen B had gone deranged and been taken to the asylum. Where did she stay? I disremember her. Old Mrs. B has been sick for a week or more I suppose that must have been the cause of it. Be sure an[sic] write me word in your next. I was down to see them yesterday. I suppose your have commenced gardening, such pretty weather for it. It seems strange that I am not at it. Hope you are well enough to go out and superintend. As you are so devoted to it and can't help it. I am not surprised to hear about sister Mollie. She wrote to me and said she had fattened. In my answer I asked her \"Could it be that Ala air was purer than Va. and agreed with her better, Hardly!\" I am glad and then again I am sorry. I don't know why some of them out there do not write to me. Her letter is the only one I have received. I will not write to them until they do. I hope you have written to brother and given him a good scolding about that sugar. He deserves one. Does Ras T. intend to go South to live? Every body in Orange must be buying and selling. I suppose it is to invest their money which they have made by speculating. You will have a near neighbor now, Cousin H. \u0026 I think I should rather live at his old place than Mr. R. by far. I wrote you about making me collars did you ever get the letter. My cap must be black. When is Mary Taliaferro coming back, and so they ever hear from her. Give my love to all at Uncle E's. Suppose Annie is uneasy about her Johnny as the fight has begun. Myself and some of the other Cadets went fishing Saturday caught a few fish and a live ground hog which we had a good deal of fun out. Have to get up now at five, then drill for an hour also in the evening. I do not mind it so much now as it is rather more pleasant. We have abandoned the old drill and begun a new one (Hardie) which I much prefer. Mrs. Newman is in Orange, wish now I had gone to see her. How is Phil \u0026 wife getting along. Suppose they have not moved to Piedmont. Is there a prospect of much fruit at Berry Hill this season. Won't I miss Sisters cherries. I guess she feels lonesome without you all. Don't the children enjoy being at B.H. I expect they stay there all the time. How I would like to have a game of play with them. I expect Mary Beverly will be as wild as a buck soon. Kiss her for me and tell her to write to me. Mrs. C proceedings are shameful. Hope you may get everything back. Everything is so dull here that I have nothing to write interesting. They give us ham now occasionally. I send you a pattern of another collar, you may make some like it. Has Mr. Shaw enclosed his new plantation. Give my love to Miss Summer, tell her to write to me. I do not hear from home as often as I desire. How are the Spring gardens and are they as intimate since the dog quarrel. With much love to all and kisses around to the children I must bid you goodbye.\nAs ever your affect. Son\nBeverly","Send me Charlie Taliaferro direction. There is a Cadet who wants to write him. Excuse this miserable scrawl. What has become of Theodore G. Did he say anything about Taylor.","Camp Jackson Aug 28th 1863","My darling Mother,\nNo doubt you have been wondering what has become of your darling boy and the reason why he had not written before. Well dear Mother I will give you a few of my reasons which I hope will prove satisfactory. In the first place, after reaching Staunton and trotting around some time in search of Mr. G whom I succeeded in finding at last, and it then being too late for me to procure a seat on the stage. Mr. G begged me so very hard to remain over with him until the next day that I at last concluded to do so, knowing that one day longer would make no difference. I left Staunton about 4 ½ Wednesday morning and after a very pleasant trip (Having met with 3 or 4 Cadets returning) reached my old prison house at 1 p.m. and to my surprise found the Corps had left the evening before to reinforce Jackson. I then began to regret and censor myself very much for stopping over in Staun- but about the time we were ready, one of the Officers came in and said the Yankees had fallen back and that the Corps was then on the way back to the Institute after having marched to Staunton Goshen. We then thought after that information that it would be a piece of folly in us to start to meet them in coming back. I felt quite lonesome there being only a few Rats left as a guard. I staid down with Capt. B and made myself at home. He seemed very glad at having me back. And yesterday evening they all returned, broken down, sore footed and quite mad that they were not permitted to go on and engage the enemy. Jackson was very anxious expecially[sic] for the company of artillery to come on and join him, but Old Spex had not the authority to take the Corps out of the County, but had to fight them any when in Rockbridge in defense of the Institute. I am not delighted that I did not get here in time since it has proven such a useless \u0026 fatiguing march. I was on guard last night tho' not compelled, only did so to relieve some of the broken down who would have had to have gone on. I could not help contrasting \u0026 feeling the difference between my bed last night \u0026 the one I have been enjoying for the last month. Just imagine me in the guard quarters on the hard floor and in among a parcel of rats, minks, chickens, lice, etc. and then with my accoutrements all on, I tell you what taking everything into consideration I did not have my pleasant time, but it is all over now, and I hope it may not happen again. I am all OK. We will move into barracks next Monday or Tuesday when I will have a much easier time. I have not seen Old Spex yet to give him the letter. I expect he will be for court marshaling me. I was much worried at having to leave them all so hurriedly at the Village the morning I left. The plagued men at the provost office were the cause of it, they were so very slow. I only had time to kiss them \u0026 tell them all goodbye. Was Annie married on the next morning, I hope not since I could not see it. Tell Sister M to make up some excuse to give Mrs [Miss?] [H?] for not coming to see her again. I suppose every thing still remains quiet and there is no chance of the army leaving you. Has Miss E \u0026 Co. come to board with you yet. You all must write and give me all the news. I have no time to ask questions. I want this to be mailed this eve and it is near time for it to close. I had an elegant time in Staunton which I suppose Bird had written before this. Church did not get me the pillow after all. Get it from him and send it by S_ Hiden, also that knap sack Sam G. gave. You recollect I guess a new one. Tell Felix he had better sell me his cadet overcoat. Well dear mother I have not time to write more but will take time \u0026 write a more satisfactory letter soon. Excuse all mistakes \u0026 bad writing. Show it to no one but burn it. Give my love all inquiring friends. Tell McGuire I desire his letters. With love to all friends I must now bid you goodbye. Kiss the children and Old Sal if she is with you. Write soon \u0026 often to your affect.\nboy Bev.","Send me the Buffingtons letters if you get any. Their brother is here. Will tell you about him in my next.","...one of my favorites, give her my love. Champe so you ever hear from Mr. G now. Poor fellow! I expect he is dying out in N.C. by degrees with the [blues]. Let me hear something from him in your next. You know how I love him. Who are you engaged to at present? I fear you are gaining yourself the name of flirt. I hope not tho. I suppose it is because you have so many extravagant admirers, and not wishing to get married you are necessarily compelled to send some up the spout. I am really glad you are not like most of the girls at present, crazy to get married, for I should hate like all the world to give you up. You recollect I dreampt last summer that you were married and how I told you it distressed me. As my prospects for being a married man are exceedingly doubtful, I think I shall have to consent to the proposition you made some time ago that we should both remain single. Do you not remember it? You say you believe Victoria Is really going to write her fate with Capt. Hardy's. I am sorry for it myself for I never fancied him much. Hasn't she had better offers? She certainly is a changeable girl. Does Uncle E like the \"Capt\" or is he opposed to the match? I suppose they are daily looking for Mary from Baltimore. I guess she will have lots to tell. How I would like to be at home to hear her \u0026 Sister Mollie talk. If Bob \u0026 M. have arrived tell them I will write them both soon. Did Sister go down to R. as she expected or did the Yankees raid frighten her out of the notion? Champe in several of my letters from home they have mentioned Gen. Pizzini's[?] name. Who is he? I have never seen anything about him in the newspapers. You say the young man who took my bundle \u0026 letters home did not call. I did not expect he would, as he is very bashful. He is a very good boy, but one of the ugliest boys you ever saw. He does not intend returning here. Resigned to enter the army. Well dear Sister I I have written you quite a long letter so must stop and mail it. You must excuse all mistakes and bad writing. The boys are discussing the probability of the Corps being ordered out (although rumors circulated here in barracks) etc. and making so much fuss that I scarcely know what I am writing. And now I must bid you adieu. With love to all the family and hoping to have the exquisite pleasure of reading one of your usual interesting letters again soon.\nI am as ever\nYr aft Br","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember the 1st 1863","My dear Sister,\nReally everything is so dull and I write so often that I am puzzled to know how to commence this letter. I don't think I owe you an apology for my long silence. For whenever I write home to any one member of the family, I intend, and I suppose my letters are read by you all. So none need complain. Mother you know deserves most letters, as she is so good about writing to me, and then such long and interesting letters. I am always overjoyed when I see her handwriting. I received her last written on the 27th and you cannot imagine how much I have been worried to think you all would be left in the enemies lines and that I should be cut off from all communication with you. But I am as yet ignorant of whether this has been done. I have commenced this letter with the hope that it may go direct and that you are still spared from the outrage of the enemy. Can it be that Gen. Lee intends falling back again around Richmond? I think it looks very much like it if they are moving commissary stores from Gordonsville. But I suppose before this is done, there will be a second Chancellorsville battle, therefore I will not despair until I hear the result. I am very much afraid that Lee has weakened his army so much by sending aid to Braggs (who it seems is doing nothing but allowing his men to be captured \u0026 falling back) that he will eventually be compelled to fall back to Richmond. When this is done I suppose we will be ordered out. We are rather better equipped now than we were when we went on out last cavalry expedition to Covington. I think if we do leave here, I will go with Dr. McGuire whom Mother says will give me a place. I ought to be there in the army now fighting for my home. Changing the subject, I attended the tableaux given last Friday night by the ladies for the benefit of the poor soldier, although I was dead broke at the time, thought as I had never been to anything of the sort here, and then it was my duty, borrowed the money to go. Some of the scenes were very pretty, but the smallness of the room and the immence[sic] crowd destroyed all the pleasure of being present. Capt. B the only person you know, acted the part of the \"Irish Volunteer\" It would be useless in me to attempt to describe the scenes, dress and etc.  Will send you a programme and you can form an idea for yourself of what they ought to have been, at least how they looked. I don't think it could have been as grand as those given by the ladies of Old Orange as the material was wanting. They realized I understand $600. Leela P. did not act. I don't think she can be very popular. By the by I forgot to tell Champe, that she told a friend of mine that she was one of the wildest girls she ever saw and was wearing Gen. J's ring. Tell C. she had better beware her reputation will be quite broad. I have never spoken to her since I came back. Tell Mother I got the $20. Hope that she has seen Willie's and if he does not intent coming back soon will send me the money to pay for my overcoat \u0026 shoes. How I envy you all, eating fresh meat and sausages. Do you think I hadn't forgotten there was such a thing. I hope you all have gotten your pork and lower than the market price which is frightful. Mr. Shaw is a fortunate man in having any left. So poor Lil is gone at last. I suppose there was a universal weeping. $800 I think was a very good price. What has Mr. C. put where it is. Did Mr. S. go to Gen Lee? Willis is not coming back. Has sent his resignation. Did he give Mr. S the shot I sent. I have drawn a sketch of Charleston \u0026 vicinity from one I have seen. Will send home for you all to see soon. The drum has just beat for dress parade so I must close. Remember me to all enquiring friends, and now for each and every member of the family give oceans of love and accept for yourself \u0026 hubby and little darling a due portion.\nWrite soon, goodbye\nBev.","V.M.I. Dec. 19th 1863","My darling Mother\nI guess you have been wondering what in the world had become of me that I did not write. Well we were ordered out on last Tuesday very unexpectedly to march directly to Goshen and there wait orders from Gen. Imboden. I have not time to give you an account of our march now as we have to leave here in the morning at 5 to go in the direction of Buchanan or Salem after Averell  [\"Averil\" in original] and having marched 13 miles today [page torn] a miserable frozen ground feel as if I could [page torn] a little sleep on my old mattress after taking it out long. Oh! I tell you I can stand Army Service. We were exposed one day and night to the most disagreeable weather I ever saw. Rain fell in perfect torrents freezing as it would fall. We intended to have gone on from here after a rest of 2 hours but as there were a good many boys shoeless and others with sore feet we concluded to stay over. We take 3 days rations (which is very little) I received your letter written on the 13 with the $100 but haven't heard or gotten Mr. S with the $70. Has he written and did he [?] rebels. I hope it may not be lost as I am deep in debt. I took dinner with Miss Louise B. today. She promised to write to you for me if I went on. I hope this letter may reach you safely and relieve your mind somewhat. You must not worry yourself. I am perfectly well \u0026 hardy, ready to give that [page torn] \"Avril\" a  [_ing]. I hope to gracious we may catch the scoundrel and his men. I will not write more at present. Will do so as soon as I return again. So now must bid you all good night with love \u0026 kisses to the family and little ones I am as ever your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember 23rd 1863","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a few days ago, on my return from our Goshen tramp and promised I would write again so soon as I reached here once more. Well dear Mother we reached our journeys end Monday evening and nar'e Yankee did we kill or see after marching us all over this plagued mountainous country and ruining our feet we being badly shod at the time. But thank gracious, there were none seriously hurt by the trip, and now since they have had a little rest would be willing to start out on another, provided they were carried in some other direction than that of Goshen \u0026 Covington, for both of these routs every boy seems disgusted with. And it is a enough to despair anyone for you look upon nothing but huge mountains of rocks the whole way. Once in every ten miles by accident we would pass an old dilapidated looking building. I believe I mentioned in my other letter what a wet time we had of it while at Camp Staunton near Goshen. Although we were so near drowned, yet there was no grumbling, quite the contrary the boys were hollering \u0026 singing the whole time. I wish you could have heard us when a train came up to Goshen whistling \u0026 the bell ringing. I believe every boy joined in a thundering shout which reached throughout the surrounding mountains. It reminded us all so much of home \u0026 especially those who had been here so long without having a furlough that I do believe if the Yankees had been near and we been ordered to keep quiet we could not have resisted the temptation to give vent to our joy at such a pleasant sound. When we left here we thought we were going to Staunton. I took some collars along in case we should, and when I heard this train I could not but help thinking it was coming to take us there and I had made up my mind if we were got that near home I would work my [?] so as to go the whole hog. But alas! There was no such good luck for poor me. I was doomed to be disappointed. The train only came to bring a bearer of dispatches. We laid in our mud puddles until evening when the tap of the drum bid us prepare for marching. There were all sorts of rumors a float before we left camp, some said the Yankees were near Lex. and we had to march there that night a distance of 22 miles. Others said we were going to Covin. but we were all surprised when Col. Ship [Shipp] marched us up to Cool Sulphur Springs to quarter us in the cabins there for the night. Before we reached there we had to wade through mud \u0026 water a foot deep for near ten miles. We managed to build us up a little fire and dry our blankets. There was a still house at this place and every boy got enough to drink to make him sleep and to keep him from taking cold. In fact the majority of the boys were quite merry. I took a little swig Though not enough to make me feel the effects of it. Stanard Buffington had his canteen full and was looking all about for me. Expect if he had found me I should have been tipsy also for I did not think it any [harm] that night. Buffington is a splendid boy. On the next morning we set out for Lex. it had ceased raining and we had a beautiful day before us for marching, but the roads were so bad and the streams we had to pass over so swollen that we did not go more than 12 miles to Wilson Spring before we stopped over again for the night, and slept in some old darkey cabins. Although it was very [quite struck out] cold I had a very good night's rest. While were here Col. Ship received a dispatch from Old Spex (who said in his order before we left he would [?]over [?]) who was then at Lex enjoying the pleasures of home comforts) ordering us hurry back as quick as possible. We had to go in the direction of Buchanan. So we left next morning early \u0026 reach here at 11 ½ although the roads were so bad we marched 4 ¼ miles in one hour. We had orders after reached here. Mother I send with my coat a pair of pants for Henry. I wore them on the last march you will observe that they have seen hard times after mending the seat they will be made a good pair pants by having them turned. I send also a shirt which I could find no owner for and it is too large for me. You can dispose of it as you like. What do you think of the bill in reference to currency. I hope it may prove of some good for money seems to be worthless. Confederate I meant. Suppose Emma Chapman will be married soon. I would like to be present to get some of the good things. Of course they will have a big wedding. Is cousin Vic going down South to see Annie. I heard she was. I was down at Capt. Bull's yesterday. He read me a letter he had just gotten from Mary. You have no idea what a good letter she writes. It would really surprise you to read one. I hope she may pay them a visit here this spring. I would like to see her. Mrs. Powers has gotten back. I promised to kill her some birds, so if it does not rain, shall go out tomorrow. The weather has moderated a good deal today and I am truly glad of it for it was so very cold two or three days ago that I like to have frozen. Well dear Mother, I have written you quite a long letter, and I think all the news, so I must again bid you goodbye or good night rather.\nBev.","P.S. Make some of the family write me soon \u0026 often. You will find in my coat a rough sketch of Charleston \u0026 Vicinity which I drew for amusement. It has been laying up in my drawer so long the plagued mice destroyed it and commenced eating the edges.","Virginia Military Institute\nJanuary the 3rd 1864","My dear Mother\nTaking into consideration the many letters which you have honored me with lately, I think I would be doing my self great injustice if I were to allow a longer period to pass by without dropping you a few lines. I think my last letter was written in the year 1863 and now it is 64. Will you not forgive my seeming negligence. I received your long and interesting letter written on the 27th on the morning of the New Year. I therefore reckon it as among my numerous presents and as being one most valued. I was glad to see from your letter that Christmas had passed so handsomely and pleasantly. The dinner you spoke of was really a \"beautiful\" one, but I am confident when I give you a bill of fare of the one which I had the pleasure of masticating you will not for one moment hesitate in saying mine was still more beautiful. First, we had cold loaf bread (not enough by 16 loaves) also warm corn bread. Second cold beef. For dessert, molasses, water, \u0026 c. \u0026c. Oh! Indeed I fear if I were to go on and enumerate the rest I would not finish this letter soon. So leave it for you to form an idea. You all must have very kind friends to furnish you with so many nice things. You had a lot of big [?] to dine with you. My mouth runs water whenever I think about it. Why couldn't I have been there! Christmas week was the dullest to me I ever spent. Only one day suspension. Few boys tight, owing to the scarcity \u0026 high price of Liquor. I slept most all the time to rid myself of the monotony. Occasionally I would walk up in Lex. and get something to eat. I have looked forward before Xmas with much pleasure to the arrival of two boxes belonging to my roommates which were to have come by the packet boat, but it has not as yet made its appearance, and judging from the looks of the river which I can plainly see from my window, and which is entirely frozen over, that it will not do so for some time to come. We have almost despaired. The first thing we would all say in the morning, and the last I believe at night would be, wonder if the boat has come! I think we spent at least 2/3 of our time in the day standing looking in vain down the river. Isn't it too bad I intended to feast for once. There were a great many boys who were as much interested and disappointed as we were. Well Mother, changing the subject, let me give you an account how nicely I was fooled yesterday, and at the same time right much disappointed. While sitting down in my room thinking over what I should do during the day. One of my roommates (Jonny Wise) came blustering in an handed me a bundle accompanied by a letter directed as follows Cadet Stanard, politeness of Miss Bull. You well know what thought first struck me, I opened it and read it and supposing the girls must be down at Capt. B.'s commenced in great hurry to get on what the boys here term a \"big dike\" after I had finished dressing, and been told two or three times by my roommates that I would certainly captivate those young ladies, I started down to Capt. B. and upon entering the parlor asked Miss Louise where were the girls. The girls, what girls! I think told her, she seemed surprised, and said she had not a word from them. I then took it for granted they must certainly be up in Lexington, some where. So started in search of them. In passing by the Hospital I saw Dr. Madison who had just come the evening before from Petersburg and who told me at least asked me if I had gotten the bundle \u0026 letter. He then told me why they did not come on, and that his little girls had gone on to Staunton that morning on the Stage. You can well imagine my feelings. I thought it strange that they should have selected such an awful cold spell to come in. It was really the coldest weather I ever felt and I was on guard too. Hope they have postponed their visit until Spring. I got the money sent and let me thank yourself and my dear sisters for their nice presents. I am willing to wager any thing that I am the only boy who has received such. Tell Fan \u0026 Champ I will I will write them both soon. So Gen. J is still flying around Old C. Wonder if she can't prevail on him to give me a place on his staff. I am much obliged to you for sending my shirt \u0026 brush. I was in want of both so they come at an acceptable time. I hope dear Mother you will not think I am extravagant because I write so often for money. I will put down on paper how I have disposed of most of it and I know you will not think me so. I attended church this morning. The Methodist had to go there with my Company but deserted \u0026 went to the Episcopal. Saw Sandy P \u0026 bride, but did not speak to him. Lula had a beau so looked pleased. I fear Mr. Shaw's letter is lost for good. There are some grand rascals in this corps. I will go over this week and find out what that notice meant. The deposit for the next five months I think will be near $650. What has become of poor Mr. Gassaway? Let me know. I hope C. will not engage herself to anyone again unless she intends marrying them. I rather fear she is inclined to flirt. I am truly sorry that Aunt Phoebe will leave you. Know you all will see for more trouble the coming year. With Eliza as a cook she is so often sick. I delivered your message to Miss Louise B. She acted on a tableaux a few nights ago. I did not attend, it was so cold. Did you ever get your money back from the man who bought Lil? Sister Mollie said in her letter I was her debtor. I think she is mistaken. They all owe me letters. As for Monsieur Haywood I have despaired of hearing from him again. This is the beginning of the 8th page of my letter. When I began I did not think I could fill four. But I am 'bout run out now for news to write. Suppose Cousin Mollie G. is with you. Give her a buss for me. I wish I was there to do it myself. It is getting late so I must bring my letter to a close, though will not be able to mail it until tomorrow evening. Hope I will continue to hear from home as often as I have the last week. Give my love to Uncle E's family. Remember me to all the girls. Write again soon, and now with oceans of love to each and every member of our family. Kisses to the little ones and for yourself accept that which is one from a true \u0026 devoted son.\nJ.B.S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFeb. the 21st 1864","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a long letter some days ago and promised I believe to write again the last of the weeks. Therefore in accordance with my promise I shall endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines. Since my last letter nothing much of interest has transpired to disturb the monotony of the V.M.I. soldier boys life or daily routine of exercises save the freezing up of the river, which has afforded us a little fun skating. Yesterday being Saturday, it did not interfere with our duties or studies, so all could go that wished. I went down to the river in the morning myself, though not with the intention of skating, as I had a sore toe and then I was minus a pair of skates mine being broken, but the ice was so beautiful that I could not resist the temptation, so borrowed a pair from one of the boys and spent the rest of the morning on the ice. It was really elegant fun, could go down the river as far as you wished. There were also a great many ladies on the ice, who seemed evidently to think there was more fun in falling down than standing up, but unfortunately in the height of their enjoyment, one of them [frisky] fell rather too hard and almost broke her nose. Poor girl, I guess it will spoil her beauty spot and I know will teach her a lesson how to run on ice again. The fall of this unfortunate lady, of course, intimidated and somewhat marred the pleasure of the remainder of the party. My friend Miss L.P. was among the no. and was looking as rosy as usual. Tomorrow being the anniversary of the birthday of the father of our Country, and in order to show due respect to his memory, there will be suspension of academic duties, but owing to the scarcity of powder, will not be able, as is customary to fire a salute. I went up in Lexington yesterday and looked around for the combs you wrote for. Got you these which I hope may suit. The best I could find, and rather high, but you know every thing is now. Though I could have gotten the two large ones for two dollars less if I had only known it in time. The following is what I gave for the three black, $3.75, one of the horn $5.00 the other $6.00, making in all $14.75. Would'nt this frighten you in peace times? I will send my [tal-er], and the combs also some matches which I bought thinking you might want them, by Cadet Harrison who leaves tomorrow for Orange to see his brother who is in a battery stationed near Morton's. I hope the things may reach you safely. Do you think the Yankees will get Mobile? I would not be surprised to hear of its fall any day. Suppose Mollie \u0026 Sallie have moved out of the City as the ladies have all been advised to leave. I think it so strange Haywood don't answer my letter. I wrote him a month ago and he knows my deposit is due at this time. Mr. Norton our Episcopal preacher lectures every Sunday eve during [Lent?] and principally for the benefit of the Cadets, and as it is near time I shall have to close my letter as I want to attend. May add a post script tonight. Goodby with love to all\nI am as ever\nyour darling boy,\nBev.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 13th 1864","My darling Sister\nQuite a long time has elapsed since a letter has passed directly between you and myself and I am still in doubt as to which of us is the debtor. But nevertheless, I shall wave all ceremony and endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines for I honor you home folks so often with my letters that there must be a good deal of sameness in them. This remembering that this is one of the dullest \u0026 meanest places in Christendom that is in my estimation and also of a great many of my fellow Cadets. But I shall not waist[sic] my time by heaping abuse upon Lexington and the V.M.I. You are well aware of my hatred for them both. Before going farther, allow me dear Sister to give vent to my feelings by expressing my grateful thanks for the nice box of eatables which you sent me. I can assure you I have enjoyed them no little and done justice to the box as well as my roommates, who said that it was the best that had been received in No. 38 (my room) and I think we have gotten four since the first of January. We played fearful havoc with the turkey pies and cakes. Nothing now remains I am sorry to say, but my ham which I hope to enjoy for some days yet as it was such a fine one. We only eat this as a snack. Mr. S surely must believe they came out of that small box. I invited or had besides my roommates (five in number) three of four of my friends (S.B. among the no.) to help me eat and there was plenty for all, not withstanding the tremendous appetites of the Cadets are noted for. Fan, where did you get a turkey from?  I did not think there was such a thing left in the county of Orange. Why did you not keep it, also the ham. I had much rather you should have done so, for I know how scarce such things are with you since you have had the army among you so long. You ought not to have deprived yourself of it. I can manage to make out with the beef they give me here, although it makes me sick about once a month. The candy sent was perfectly elegant. I never enjoyed anything more in my life. I would not care if you would send me a small package of that whenever an opportunity presents itself. If not two[sic] much trouble. I have been feasting right much lately on robbin pies. One of my roommates \u0026 myself went out hunting last Saturday week, killed 19 birds. I gave Mrs. Bull six and get the Judge to cook the rest for me. I believe near half of the boys in the Corps were out yesterday, but all had bad luck, frightened every bird for ten miles around. I was wise for once, and did not go. I went up in Lexington yesterday to see young McCown, who brought my box up for me. I shall send this by him as he says he will go by Berry Hill Tuesday. He also takes a little bundle for cousin Sarah Bull, which you will please send her. It is from Mrs. Powers to her husband. Tell Mother when she writes again to send me some stamps. I cannot get them here. Fan, how do you suppose I spent yesterday evening? Why I saw a poor mink court marshalled by the boys (only greening him) for deserting his post, where they had stationed him the night before. After speaking on both sides the jury retired and soon reentered the hall. The sentence was read by the judge. The prisoner found guilty and had to be shot in one hour. The whole court was so much affected at this sentence that the judge had to tell them they must not give way in that moment to their grief. The prisoner was then told that he would only have one hour to live and asked if he had anything to say of if he did not want to write a letter home. He arose and endeavored to make an appeal to the commander the plea of ignorance and a promise to do better in future, but the poor fellow was so frightened that his speech made but little impression upon the court. He was then told to retire into the ante chamber where he could write his last letter, which he did and such a one you never saw. He told his sister when he kissed her and told her goodbye he never thought he would disgrace the family in that way. After finishing his letter he returned in the court room and was so much distressed \u0026 frightened that his lawyer again made an earnest appeal in his behalf and begged that they would grant him a reprieve for ten days, so that he might be better prepared to meet his fate. This was granted by the jury, but subject to the approval of Old Spex. The Sergt. Of the guard was then ordered to post 2 sharp shooters at each corner of barracks so as to prevent the prisoner from talking to anyone or attempting to make his escape. He took the proceedings of the court over to the Genl. who told him we were only greening him. When he returned and told us what Old Spex said, every boy roared out laughing. Our fun was then ended, the poor boy relived from his misery. He actually thought he was going to be shot sure 'nough. These are the kind of Cadets which are being admitted in the V.M.I. now. Do you blame us for having a little fun some times? Old Spex says we can substitute greening in the place of bucking for the new cadets. I was sorry to hear Tom Fry was wounded, hope he may recover. Will Mrs. F. go out to see him? Well I suppose Bob \u0026 Mollie are with you by this. What would I not give to be with you all. The receipt or arrival of my box and the thought of their living with you has made me awful homesick. I never was more so. I saw Dr. McGuire's mother at church this morning. She is a very sweet looking old lady. Say to Mother I believe I will wait for the new currency. I send the letter Mother mentioned. Now dear Sister I have written you a much longer letter than I expected to write when I first commenced and as it is getting late \u0026 I want to take this up town I shall have to bring it to a close. I have been writing in a great hurry which you can plainly see, so you must excuse this miserable scrawl. The paper sent was very acceptable. You see I have made use of it soon. Give my love to all the family and now for your darling self \u0026 husband accept a due portion. Kisses without number to Mary, Bev, and a kind remembrance to all enquiring friends.\nI remain your affect. brother\nBev.","P.S. Write soon \u0026 tell the other members of the family to do the same.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 22nd 1864","My dear Mother\nIt had now been ten or twelve days since I had a line from home. I now write to demand an explination for such treatment. Upon the receipt of my box I wrote Sister Fan a long letter thanking her \u0026 c. Prior to that time I wrote Champe and I certainly expected by this time to have a few lines (at least) from one of them as they well know how anxious I was to hear from Bob \u0026 Mollie whom I suppose are with you at present. My letter to Fan was sent by Young McCown, who brought my box. I suppose he is reliable. Is the son of a Saddler in Lexington. Well Mother I guess you will wonder why it is, that I am writing with a lead pencil. The reason is first this, we are upon the eve of freezing up. It has been one week since we had a particle of heat (there not being a stick of wood at the V.M.I.) You know what a change has taken place in the weather. Today it is snowing hard, and a cold wind blowing, and still we are having the same duties to attend to, both academic \u0026 military. It is outrageous for the boys can't study a bit. I wish you could step in and take a peep at us. It got so cold we could not stand it any longer. So we call the roommates and went out and made a raid on Old Spex laths and have built us up some sort of a fire and are all gathered around like a gang of chickens under its mothers wing. If the officers of the day should by chance visit our room and catch us we would get a hard report and a few demerits. Peach came by here on last Saturday morning to see me, has just returned from Ark. Martin and one of his friends were taken prisoners. The day he stopped over to see me, Ex. Gov. Letcher made a very fine speech, also Judge Brockenbrough. So we went up and heard them. Both were very encouraging and thought the war would not last a year longer. In the evening I walked out in the country with him to get his horse. I came back, but he staid[sic] with one of his company friends until yesterday when he called to see me again on his way to Orange. I guess he will get home before this letter and tell you all you would like to hear about me and about his trip, so I will leave it for him to do. Mother you think I didn't sit down and write Cousin Vic a long letter a few days ago. Felt so interested about her. Hope she will condescend to reply to it. Suppose Bob had gone to his command ere this. What is his rank, and what is that of Gen. Long? Gen. Smith got a letter a few days ago from some gentleman over towards Hot Springs, who had, I believe, been in Gen. Averil's Camp and says Averil is preparing to make a raid in this direction. He advised Spex to fortify all the mountain passes, which he is going to do. Major Williamson \u0026 two of the Cadets left this morning to make a survey. I suppose we will have to go the last of the week to first of next. We will have the fortification to build ourselves. Is this what I was sent here for, to shovel with the spade \u0026 dig with the hoe for the protection of Rockbridge Negroes? This is the reason in which our studies are to be interfered with of[f] \u0026 on this Spring \u0026 Summer and I think you had just as well give your consent at once to my resigning and entering the Army. I want to have some of the glory of the [trenches] in the year 64 attached to my name, and this war can't last much longer it is certain, and it will be my only chance. Are you not willing to have it said you had a son in this war? I was down at Mrs. Bulls the other night, spent a very pleasant evening. The Capt's duck was there. He (the Capt.) is one of my best friends, and is very kind to me as well as the other members of the family.\n[This part written in the margins of pages 2 and 3] \nAs is so cold I shall have to stop writing, with the hope of getting a letter, certain this eve. I shall write again the last of the week. Hope you are all well. How is Mollie looking? Write me a long letter soon giving me all the news. With much love to all the family, yourself amongst them. Goodby, Your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 8th 1864","My dear Sister\nI hope you will not deem me indifferent as to writing or to yourself. I have been intending writing for some time, but you were away and I took it for granted that my letter would be more acceptable upon your return. And then another consideration, the other members of our family have been quite good in writing me so often and of course I had to give them the preference, though had you been there I should have waved all ceremony and dropped you a few lines at any rate, for I suppose my letters generally go the rounds. Even though they do not bear inspection: I received one from Sister Mollie this morning inclosing Aunt Lucy's. I suppose they will soon begin to look for Mary. How I wish for Aunt L. would accompany her. She writes so affectionately and seems so anxious to see all her relatives and friends. She says she wants to come over to see something of the War. Do you not think she could be gratified? The sad changes wrought in Old Orange by it alone would be enough to shock and sadden her heart. I hope Monsieur Taylor may get his due in the coming campaign. I would like to be the one to greet him with a bullet. Don't you think he deserves such, though he seems sorry he ever thus acted. Will Willie T. postpone his marriage now until Mary's arrival? He ought for she will be dreadfully disappointed if he does not. Please say to Cousin Vic I am anxiously looking for an answer to my letter. Suppose you saw Willie Buffington while in Richmond. Eugie writes me she expects to go down soon to attend Cousin Martha S. marriage. Eugie is a sweet girl and is one of the best correspondents I ever had. Why don't some of you write her. She always inquires about some of this family when she writes. I promised I would give Champe a scolding (I generally spell this word wrong. Did you ever notice it?) for being so neglectful but I think mine have ceased to be of any virtue, so will merely remind her of the fact. Suppose she is occupied all the time with her many beaus but this is not sufficient excuse. Ask her if Gen. Pizzini has any vacant place that she can secure for me, if so she must do it, for I do not intend to remain here after this month. Just think I am a plagued conscript. If I can't get some place I am stout and hardy enough to rough it as a private. Do you not candidly think I ought to be in the Army. I am over 18. I think I have been very obedient in remaining here as long as I have, and only done so because I hated to go contrary to the wish of a fond and devoted Mother. I think Mother might very willingly give her consent now that the prospect of the war ending soon is very great. Write me your views on the subject. I got a long letter some time ago from Sister S. brother Hay added a post script of a few lines (2) and said he would write one in a few days which I suppose will be a few months. He has neglected to send my deposit until this time (after the first of Apr) when he will I suppose have to loose right much money, owing to the change in currency. He should not be so negligent especially when money matters are concerned. Glad to hear Bob is so well satisfied and likes the service so well. It will be the making of him, I mean his health, don't you agree with me? Hope he has some rank and is in the line of promotion. Know he will climb high in the intimation of his superiors. He must make himself the worthy representative of the Stanard family. I suppose his being separated from his darling Mol goes rather hard with him, but he must learn to stand it like a true soldier. I guess he will think this is great advice. Mollie writes they are quite worried about her sugar and liquors not having been heard from. It will indeed be quite a serious affair if they never turn up or come to hand. Was sorry to hear of the loss of your cow. What do you so for milk? It is something we never may our eyes on here. Our fare is not good by any means, been feeding us off [Stanard purposefully omits word here] beef. (I don't like to use the word) for some time, and I hardly ever get enough bread to eat. It is a hard matter though to satisfy our appetites we take so much exercise, drilling, \u0026 c. and then our meals are so regular. I believe I have really grown a little since last Summer, and know I have fattened, weigh 137 lbs. Tried on some of my summer clothes a few nights ago out of curiosity. You know they were full large for me then. Now my jacket won't meet around me, and my pants require a little sugar or molasses on my shoes to induce them to come down a little. Sister did you ever see anything like the snow and rain we have been having for the last week or ten days. The clouds really seem weakened from exhaustion, but after two days of spring weather, they seem to have been replenished as it were, and from the present appearances, out doors, now I am inclined to think they are preparing to take us by storm. I wrote before how we suffered during the cold weather for the want of fire. It was the same this last spell, had to have suspension and let us lay in our beds to keep from freezing. Old Spex was well prepared to meet his own individual comfort. Plenty of the best coal that could be started in peace times. We were not at all indignant at his having suspension. I believe the majority of the boys preferred it and the cold weather to fire. Very natural feeling for school boys. One if my roommates has just come in and told me the mail would be taken up in a few minutes. So I shall have to bring my letter to a close. I did intend giving you an account of a review of the Corps by Gen. Rossum. Will do so in my next. I guess I have already tired you with such a long letter. I have not time to read it over and make the necessary corrections, so please excuse all mistakes. Give my best love to all the family, and for yourself \u0026 baby and the little ones. Accept that which is due from a fond and devoted brother.\nJ.B.S.","V.M.I. April the 24th 1864","My darling Mother\nYour long and interesting letter has been received and I have been intending for the last two or three days to answer it, but something has always interfered and prevented my good intentions. You say that you had begun to get uneasy at my silence, for fear I might be sick. Why I wrote two or three letters home but a very short time ago. I can't imagine what became of them. I seems to me that I am always writing home but very seldom get letters from there myself. You all are not as good about writing as you ought to be. I am not alluding to you but to the other members of the family. I have not as yet heard a word from Hay and the $9.00. Am going to drop him a few lines this evening. I am dead broke at present, wish the check would hurry up and make its appearance. Had to borrow some money the other night to go up town and get some thing to eat. They are starving us out now. Don't give us half enough bread, miserable rye coffee without sugar or milk (and it has caused an eruption to break out on a good many of the Cadets, I believe it is a prison) and for the last two weeks they have been giving us nothing but rotten beef. I declare it is perfectly awful. Old Spex has some 50 or 60 barrels of it put away and will keep feeing us on it. An old scamp, he has about ten or eleven barrels of molasses and won't give us any. All the cadets are grumbling and asking him for it. I am glad to hear Bob has improved so much and is so well please with his place. Didn't I tell you he would be. Hope he is up near [home] now. Mother you ask me why I don't call Mollie Sister when I write. I was not aware before that I failed to do so. It was thoughtlessness on my part I can assure her and not for the want of love that I did not make use of sister instead of Mollie. Why I am sure my letters to her have always been very affectionate. I hope she will banish all idea that I meant anything by my manner of writing. Well Mother every body (or Cadet at least) has been right much excited today to join in the coming battle. You need not be surprised if I am one, if they raise a company I shall join. Remember I will be 19 on the 27th of this month and ought to be ashamed of myself to be here. When you are advised to keep me here as long as possible, people don't know my age, and of course they would not tell you they thought I ought to be in the army. They are going to take us in service I expect in July out in the mountains here. But I prefer being with Lee. Mother I don't want to desert or be shipped from here against your wish, therefore I beg that you will write me permission to resign, and I can then use my own discretion whether I will or not. If you give your consent, mention that it is concerned with family matters (except name) that prevents your sending me here longer. Mother I hope you will not let what I have written distress you. You should be more firm and patriotic and want me to be in the army, but this is an unnatural feeling for an affectionate Mother like yourself. When is the big fight to come off. Is there any chance of its taking place in Orange. I think the Yankees are going to get the worst whipping that they have ever gotten, and it will almost wind up the war. If Lee whips them, he ought to follow up his victory and drive them as far North as he can, the same time burning all their cities. Well dear Mother I have written you quite a long letter, and one I have no doubt you will be sorry to see. The mail will be taken up in a short while, so I shall have to bring my letter to a close. Wish I had something interesting to write about, and now darling Mother with love to all the family and oceans to your sweet self I must bid you good evening. Hoping what I have written will not cause you trouble and that I will soon hear from you\nI am as ever your\nown darling boy\nBev.","I am in want of draws.","Virginia Military Institute\nMay the 9th 1864","My darling Mother\nHere I am, no longer a freeman, but a prisoner within the lofty walls of the V.M.I. I reached here safely on Friday evening and it has been a source of regret to me ever since, that I should have been goose enough to leave when I did. And have to leave my trunk behind. So much for not taking the advice of a wise man (Mr. Chapman). Doubtless they told you at the village about my being left by the train. I did not care myself but I was afraid poor brother would swear himself to death about it was the only reason which actuated me to promptness in acquiring some means of conveyance to take me to Gordonsville, and after all I did not get there in time to see him, but unfortunately in time for the Staunton train. Plague on it! I wish it had left before I got there. I should certainly have returned after getting there and finding the Richmond train gone, had I not feared that I would be greeted by a scolding from some member of the family. Yes, I expect all of you would have pitched into me. Even Mr. C. for driving his horse so far and not listening to him on the first place. Just think, if I had remained I could have seen some of the Yankee prisoners, and heard something of the result of the fight. My trunk has not reached me yet. I hope it may not be lost. I would like to see the person that I would leave it behind for again. I wrote to Nat Catlette about it this morning. I hope Mr. Chapman wrote when he sent my trunk up. He seemed very much amused at me when I found it was left. I didn't blame him, for I imagine I was quite a laughable object about that time. I was so worried I came very near letting an ugly word escape my mouth, I wonder if I didn't. I went to see some young ladies while I was in Staunton, staid until half past eleven had no idea it was so late. Met with one of the most interesting and agreeable and pretty young ladies I have seen since the War. A Miss Gregory, refugee from Alexandria. She is the one Madame [?] at one time, said Vandergrift was engaged to. I was sorry to see that Col. Brown was killed. Suppose Brig. Gen Stanard \u0026 Long win in the fight. The stage has come in this evening but bring no news, this is generally the way. Tell brother William is he hasn't too much to do I wish he would keep me posted as to the movement of our army. I received his letter, thank him for attending to my trunk for me. Tell Sister Mary she ought to have been at home that morning and not down at the depot. She urged me to go to Goville [Gordonsville] anyhow. Hope Mr. Shaw didn't think anything of the manner in which I told him goodbye I was in a big hurry about that time. Tomorrow there will be a suspension of academic duties in order to raise the flag sent from Europe, over the grave of out lamented leader Jackson. Well Mother it has been very warm all day, and this evening I had to attend drill for two hours. Wound up with 2 charges 100 yards across the parade on on pretend breastworks. It was very exciting in the first charge I was the first to mount the dreaded works. In the second the 3rd man, but as I was so fat and excited, I had to leave ranks at Dress Parade from a violent headache and fainty feeling. But I have rested and feel all right and ready for another now. The drum is beating for tattoo so I must close. I only wrote to let you know I had arrived safely. Please write soon. I am anxious to hear the result of the battle, who of our friends were killed. Good night, with much love to all,\nI am as ever yr darling boy\nBev.","P.S. Excuse this miserable scrawl.","Staunton May the 12th 1864","My darling Mother\nNo doubt a letter written from this place will take you greatly by surprise. Well to relieve your anxiety I will tell you before going further and keep you from uneasiness. On Tuesday night an order came from Gen. Breckenridge calling us immediately to Staunton. In obedience to his orders we fixed up and left on Wednesday Morning at half past 8, marched 18 miles by half past 2. when we camped. The roads were very good but were quite dusty and then it was very warm. This morning we left camp under quite different circumstances, it having rained during the night and has continued to do so all day. The roads were awful perfect loblolly all the way and we had to wade through like hogs. We came 18 miles from 5 to 12 however and are tonight encamped one mile out of town. I have run the blockade and come in to take tea with Cary Taylor, and that I might write this letter. Am I not good? I have a strong notion of staying in until 2 tonight with him so as to dry of[f] for I have been like a wet mouse all day. So disagreeable in camp. We will leave in the morning early and expect to have to march to Harrisonburg (down the Valley) a distance of 26 miles. The Yankees are reported coming up the Valley with a force of 9000 strong. Our Corps will run Gen. B. up to 5000 maybe more. I hope we may be able to lick them out. I have suffered more with my feet this march (so far) than I ever did on all the others together. I hope to get me a more comfortable pair of shoes when this will be remedied. I got my trunk the evening before I left all safe. It was in the nick of time and my biscuit and ham for my rations. If you want to write to me direct your letter to me at this place Care of Edmond M. Taylor, Staunton, he will send them to me. I expect we will be down out this time for some weeks. I told you that you had better let me join Lee at once that this could be the way, but you must not make yourself uneasy about me. I will take care of myself. One of my messmates from this place is going to fill my haversack with something better than what we draw so I wont suffer for some days at any rate, though I hope not at all. Well darling Mother I have written enough I suppose to relieve your mind as to our destination so I must stop and go in the parlor. Some young ladies there. You will have a hard time trying to make this out I shan't undertake it. Saw Fedic T. this evening. Give my love to all [acquaintance] \u0026 friends. Hope Bob come out all right and all the Berry Hill friends \u0026 visitors. I shall write when ever I have an opportunity. And now dear Mother that I may be spared to see you all again, and that you may continue in good health will be the nightly prayer of Your darling Boy Bev.","The Southern Telegraph Companies.\nReceived at Orange CH, May 16, 1864\nFrom Staunton. To W. H. Chapman\nCadet Stanards body is at New Market I presume.\nS. Yates","Telegram Fragment.\nReceived at Orange C.H. May 16 [1864]\nBy telegraph from Harrisonburg.\nB. Stanard was k[illed]\nwill be sent to","Life\nLife has beautifully and appropriately been compared to an Ocean, whose surges when the storm sweeps over its surface, bear a striking resemblance to that portion of our life in which troubles and cares beset us, and whose smooth surface when there is nothing to disturb its accustomed tranquility, bears a simile to that portion of our existence in which the busy scenes of this life are laid aside and which has been fitly called the \"sunset\" of life, often the billows of the ocean, when the pitiless storm sweeps over its surface with unrelenting fury rise to such a height that it is with great difficulty that vessels can ride triumphantly on them and bid defiance to their efforts as it were to bury them beneath their briny folds. Numerous are the instances in which vessels have sprung a leak in spite of all the efforts of the sailors to prevent it, have sunk to the bottom of the sea where so many have found an unwelcome and watery. On the other hand when there is nothing to disturb its peaceful waters, and when the sun, unobstructed by clouds from the view is reflected on its polished breast, vessels sail with security to their destined ports whence to discharge their freight. Such is a simile of our existence when the troubles and cares of this life agitate it and also when our cares and troubles are forgotten. Often during life when misfortune seems determined to claim us for her own and when cares beset us at every step, it takes all the moral courage we can summon to our aid to enable us to triumph over them, and at last [reach] the harbors of happiness. The latter scene is like old age, the \"Sunset\" of life, when the busy pursuits of life are laid aside and when you have determined to trust your frail bark no longer to the stormy sea, but float quietly down, a stormless sea too that harbor which is called, \"The End of Life\" Well has the poet exclaimed \"Thou, too, art a sailor, and time is the sea, And life the frail vessel that upholdeth thee.\"\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet B. Stanard\nTo\nDr. Madison","War\nOf all the punishments which Divine Providence sees fit to inflict upon a sinful nation, none so severe as that of war, which is now being so frightfully carried on throughout this once peaceful and prosperous republic. Although I am well aware, that this is a subject on which better pens than mine have exhausted their eloquence, yet I think, especially at a time like this, it is one, on which we may profitably reflect.\nFrom the Statesman to the school boy, Every one is occupied with this absorbing topic. \nThe preacher from the pulpit thunders into our ears threats of the increased wrath of God, already visited upon us in this cruel war. The poor man shudders at the thought of the coming winter, and curses the hard times and high prices. All alike seem to think it an unmitigated evil. But it would be far better for us to trust in the old saying, \"Look on the bright side,\" and I think that if we would allow the exercise of a little reason, we may bring ourselves to believe that there is a bright side to this picture. I do believe that it is a punishment, but that as a loving father corrects his erring son, so it is send for our own good. Let us but suppose there were no such punishments for mankind, and what would this world of ours be? We may but turn to the pages of history, and selecting a few from the many examples before us, find a sad response to this question. Look at Rome! For hundreds of years enemies without and fierce dissentions within, had humbled her proud eagles, and at length she stands without a rival, none dare call her enemy. But prosperity has accomplished that which her enemies have in vain assayed and the \"City of Seven Hills\" lies prostrate at the feet of her own vices. A handful of barbarians have devastated her fair provinces and beautiful cities, and Rome is no more. Look to England. Twice she has been intensely overrun and ground under the feet of Roman and Norman invaders. And behold the fruit of suffering. England the mistress of the seas! But a speck on the map of the world she has possessions on which the sun never sets. And lastly, we have a striking striking example in our own once peaceful land. After a comparatively short contest, she has enjoyed blessings totally unprecedented in the history of a nation of free government, the most beautiful country in the world, and a large territory, nothing seemed wanting to fill up the measures of her happiness. But what were its effects? A Government rotten to its very core, and an effeminate people, divided into little factions. The smiles of prosperous fortune has accomplished that which our enemies tried in vain and War, the only specific for a nations diseases, has come upon us.\nLet us bear it like men, and remember that terrible as it is there are evils far worse.\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet Stanard","\"Berry Hill\"\nOrange Ct Ho\nJuly 28th 1864","Cadet L.C. Wise\nI scarcely know how to thank my dear young friend for his thoughtful kindness, \u0026 beautiful tribute to the memory of our dear one, now sleeping under the shadows of his own home! Tis true my dear friend no earthly consolation can be given to sooth entirely the heart sorrow we are all compelled to bear, but it is sweet \u0026 above all things comforting to hear his praises from those among whom he lately dwelled! Your name sounds like a household word- so often has it fallen from his dear lips. Indeed I feel as if I know all his roommates, \u0026 could call them Brothers. Most anxious were we to have them come and see us. We have received such evidence of their generous hearted tender thoughtfulness that we long to express in words our gratitude. I should have answered all their letters received with much pleasure, but yours is the first which bears a \"Post Mark\". Will you not extend for us, to his friends, from whom we have received letters- \"W. Overton Harris\" \"Jn S. Wise\" \"Ed\"ward Harvie Smith Jr.\" \"E. Berkley\" our sincere thanks \u0026 say to each that we would be most happy to return our gratitude in person, \u0026 to none would give such a warm welcome to our home \u0026 hearts, as the friends of our darling Brother! Now that you all have vacation we would be glad to have a visit from you, a sad but pleasant","Hd Qrs Arty Corps V.D.\nAug 3d 1864","My Darling Mother\nI have anticipated the pleasure of sending you a letter for some time but being so continually on the wing have been deprived of doing so. To day being my birthday have concluded to write and I hope I shall not be molested by any couriers riding up with orders to move until my letter is finished.","I have written Mollie so often giving her all the news (which of course you get through her) that there is but little left me to day to make up a letter. Still I know my Darling Mother will be glad to get my letter though it may be a very dull one. And then too I am aware of my inability to write a letter which will compare with those you are mow deprived of by the death of that Darling \u0026 Christian child. Still my Dear Mother, that feeling shall not deter me from writing and I trust to God that in the deprivation you have sustained in those sweet \u0026 loving letters, mine may serve to cheer you, and assure you have a son whose love is as great as a child's could be, although he may be incompetent to control words to express that love. I know my Darling Mother how you miss those sweet letters from that dear child, and feel how very incompetent I am to send you such messages of love as he always sent, still feeling assured of bearing you all the love a dutiful son can bear I commence this letter (knowing as I have before marked) it will be properly appreciated while at the same time hoping it may serve to cheer you \u0026 assure you that you have those dear ones to live for who love you very dearly \u0026 for whose sake you should cheer up, and not grieve for that lost one taken from this world of sin \u0026 trouble to dwell with his God on high.","I was much distressed my dear Mother to hear you were suffering so much with your old complaint, dysphasia, and hope ere this reaches you you will have been entirely relieved, have you any of the Alleghany water left and do you continue to drink it. Mollie writes me she is making you take bitters regularly which she thinks benefits you. You must continue to take your tonic and not think of the spirit you consume. \nNo doubt your trip to the village benefitted you a good deal, a change is a great thing sometimes. You should ride every evening.","I wrote Mollie yesterday and just after sending of my letter received hers of the 24th by Bester's boy. He also brought my over cape which I was glad to get. I wrote Aunt Lucy long letter and left it at Martinsburg to be mailed when the Yankees get possession. We are now encamped at a place called Bunkers Hill but don't think we shall remain here very long. Here comes Genl. Early's courier, wonder what order he brings.","Just what I expected, the order is to cook two days rations and be ready to move at day light tomorrow. This will not however interfere with my letter writing to day. I have no idea which way we will move but every body seems to think up the Valley. I hope it may be so for I am always better satisfied when moving towards the dear ones at home. Why has brother never written how he managed to remain at home. I don't know to this day in what position he is in the service still. I hear he is still at home. I shall be truly glad to know that he is permanently stationed there. We were all very much rejoiced at Hood's victory but fear it was only temporary. If he can whip Sherman in front of Atlanta his army will be destroyed. We have a rumor here to day (Coming from Baltimore paper Sun by some of the Citizens at Charlestown) that Genl. Lee has given Grant another terrible whipping. I trust it will prove true and that it will force Grant to get away from Richmond. Our army here is recuperating considerably and is as strong now as when it first started. All the stragglers lost on the long march around have been gathered up.","Was very glad to hear you had a fine rain in Orange. It will do some good although much more may be needed. We have had lowering clouds here for several days but no rain and the people are almost in despair. They will make no corn at all. I hope Mr. Shaw will make more than he thinks. We can get no vegetables in this country. I sent Lewis fifteen miles yesterday and he returned with one pound of butter and one doz eggs. Mollie writes me that all the children had the whooping cough. I hope they will all get through it easily. I was glad to hear you enjoyed the cheese so much. You must not let the others have too much of it but keep it for your own use. What sort of an article did the tea turn out. Good I hope. So Tom wants to wait until after the war to get married. If he does he will not get Vic. He can I think make arrangements now that would put him in a position to marry at once. I am going to write him a few lines to day. Mollie writes me Mrs. Fry objects. Why is this. How does Aunt Octavia and uncle [?] like it. They should be delighted. My horse hurt her foot about a week ago so I have been in the ambulance while on the march. She is well again, but I fear she is too young for service. She is a splendid animal \u0026 if I could get another to ride wound send her to Mr. Shaw for light service. What is the matter with [Ross?] Hear he is at home sick. I suppose Mollie calls on Aunt Martha \u0026 uncle Jaq. very often. Tell her I expect to hear of a dreadful intimacy between herself \u0026 the former. Early's campaign up here is looked upon as a failure by every one. He is fit to command nothing but a division [that] under General Lee. I heard Mrs. Gordon was at Winchester but hardly believe it. If she is there she has seen very little of the Genl. as I know he had not left his command to visit her. I feel too sorry for poor Jane Carter. Has she gone south, poor soul. I hope she will fine with her husband's relatives a kind \u0026 good home. Doubtless he will leave her well off as he was considered rich. Well my Darling Mother, I must bring my letter to a close as I must write several others to day. Give my love to all and kiss the children for me and believe me ever My Dearest Mother\nYour fond \u0026 devoted son\nRobt\n24 to day. Feel quite aged.","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n11 Jany 1865","My Darling Mother\nI have been intending to write to you for several days but have been kept from doing so in consequence of having a great deal of writing to do for the office. [Shook] being absent on a 15 day furlough I have to do all his work during his absence and we have had more to do since his departure than for 6 months previous. I rec'd a letter from brother several days since dated the 1th Dec. and would send it to you to read but it is merely a business letter and he writes no one must read it. He was still stationed at a battery some distance from the city but expected in a short time to receive through Judge Campbell an appointment as Ordnance Sgt placed on duty there. I hope sincerely he may not be disappointed. He writes me he has made very little money since I left him and that his expenses are very heavy. When he gets back to town he hopes to be able to make something. He writes me Sallie and the little ones are very well and that Willie is the prettiest child in the city of Mobile. The baby he says has hair like Chandler. I am sorry for this, Mr. Chandler is fast declining and he says he will not live but a short time longer. Mr. John Battle was there and he thought he was giving away every day. I was truly sorry to hear this as we were led to believe he was better, at the time he wrote this. Was great excitement in the city caused by the approach of the enemy. Said the bells were ringing \u0026 things were in a mess generally. He congratulated himself that he was out of the excitement being over at his battery in the bay.","Mollie wrote you of her safe arrival the day after she got here and told you how nicely she was fixed and now I regret to tell you after all out trouble to get fixed etc. that Genl. Long had concluded to move his Hd Qrs to Staunton so we will have to look out quarters there. He took command to day and will move the office in a few days. Col. Carter's command will be here so he will remain here. Dr. [Straith] has gone to Staunton to see what can be done in the way of accommodations but I feel certain we will not be as comfortably or agreeably fixed as we would eventually have been here. I shall hate very much to part with Col. Carter and not be with Mrs. C as she would be such a pleasant person for Mollie to be with. I wish Genl. Long would let the Dr. \u0026 myself remain down here. I have done a good deal of work for nothing. Hereafter will do nothing until every thing is definitely settled. The Genl. inquired particularly after you all. He is looking very well but I don't think well by any means. This is a miserable neighborhood, the meanest people I ever saw and the greatest [extortionists]. I wish the Yankees would come here and take every thing they have got.","Now that Mollie is away from you and you will not have the benefit of my letters to her I intend to write you regularly. Mollie will I know keep you all posted besides. How I wish we could have been stationed near Orange, that we could have seen more of you all during the winter. Never mind I am entitled to a furlough which I will take after a while and spend it with you all. Mollie seems very happy being with me and I am too happy at having her. Matilda does first rate and I am too thankful that you allowed us to have her. Mollie could not have done without a maid. Mollie rec'd Fan's note by Botts yesterday. He went on up to Staunton. She has some nice brooms to send Fan.","With much love to all\nYour devoted son\nRobert\nMollie sends love to all.\nThis was written in a hurry","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n16 Jany 1865","My Dear Mother\nI wrote you a short letter last week since which we have heard nothing from Orange. Mollie wrote you I had been up to Staunton to procure rooms as Genl. Long had moved his HdQuarters to that place and would of course require my presence there. I am happy to state that after much trouble I yesterday succeeded in getting board with Mrs. Harman a widow lady and on very moderate terms. We will be delightfully fixed when we get settled. We will move up tonight and take possession. Hope after getting settled this time we will not have to move again as it gives much trouble. We will be some two or three squares from Mrs. Long and a little farther from the Dr. I regret exceedingly breaking up our arrangements here as we would have been all together. We will too lose Mrs. Carters pleasant company which we are both very sorry for. Col. Carter will remain down here and of course Mrs. Carter will prefer being with him although the Col. is much in favor of her going to Staunton as she would have no society here at all.","Mollie wishes her bonnet box with bonnet sent up by first good opportunity or by express if it can be done. She says the key is on her bunch of keys in her large black trunk. She will require her bonnet to wear to church. I am exceed[ing]ly glad we will be where I can attend church regularly as I have been debarred of the pleasure for some time. Tell Fan I saw Mrs. Long on Saturday and she inquired after all. She seems a very fine woman and is delighted at having us in Staunton. Tell  Champe that Dr. [McGuire] is the finest dressed man in Staunton. All of old Early's staff seem to be having a very gay time. Dr. Straith went to the wedding and came home disgusted of course. Says he spent the entire night in getting out of other people's way. They had a fine [supper] the Dr. has heard nothing more from his wife but is looking for her every day. I hope sister wrote and explained to Cousin Eliza my dispatch. I sent it at the Dr.'s request. He thinking his wife might have reached that place. Corbin Welford is going to Culpepper to look for her in a few days. The weather had been very fine for the last week and I hope will continue so. No doubt the bright sun has persuaded you just to peek your head out of the door. Matilda is still much pleased. I will keep a good watch over her in Staunton and try and return her improved as Mollie will learn her to be very patient. Has Vic heard anything from Tom recently. Willie was here today and says they have heard nothing from him for months. Hope Vic put an end to Hardy's coming to see him. His independence in staying so long at uncle E's beat anything I ever heard of. Mollie would have written today but has been busy packing. She will write as soon as we get to Staunton. Tell Champe she might write us often.","Mollie joins me in much love to all. Tell Sister I will write her very soon.","As ever your fond \u0026 affect.\nSon\nRobert"],"prefercite_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eJaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863-1865. MS 0083. VMI Archives, Virginia Military Institute, Lexington, Virginia.\u003c/p\u003e  "],"prefercite_tesim":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863-1865. MS 0083. VMI Archives, Virginia Military Institute, Lexington, Virginia."],"relatedmaterial_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eMany of these letters, as well as material from other sources and background information, appear in the book \"Letters of a New Market Cadet\", edited by John G. Barrett and Robert K. 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Letter regards return to VMI, family matters, cadet life, and suspension of academic duties to honor the anniversary Stonewall Jackson's death.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards orders from General Breckenridge to march to Staunton, news of the Civil War, and life at camp.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and the location of his body.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Harrisonburg, Virginia. 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Letter regards ice skating on the frozen river, attending church, academics, and demerits.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia to his sister. Letter regards family health matters and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards financials, family matters, and daily life at VMI.","Letter written from \"Camp Jackson.\" Letter regards a trip to Staunton, Virginia, the Corps of Cadets leaving VMI to reinforce Stonewall Jackson, and family matters.","Letter regards family matters and daily life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards cadet life, family matters, and a desire to fight in the war.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards march to Camp Staunton, Virginia and family matters.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, Christmas dinner, cadet life, and finances.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards ice skating, George Washington's birthday, finances, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards receipt of a package, family matters, \"greening\" of a cadet, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards winter weather, cadet life, fortifications of VMI, and a desire to enter the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, a desire to join the Army, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances, potential for battle, and a request to resign and join the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards return to VMI, family matters, cadet life, and suspension of academic duties to honor the anniversary Stonewall Jackson's death.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards orders from General Breckenridge to march to Staunton, news of the Civil War, and life at camp.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and the location of his body.","Written from Harrisonburg, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard.","Two essays written for an assignment at VMI.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on life.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on war.","Stanard family letters written after the death of Cadet Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and envelopes addressed to family members.","Four letters. One letter fragment (dated July 28, 1864) is from Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sister to VMI Cadet Louis C. Wise and mentions the death of her brother. Three letters (dated 1864-1865) are written from Stanard's brother Robert to their mother.","Written from Orange County, Virginia by one of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sisters. Letter regards the death of her brother.","Written from Bunker Hill, Virginia. Letter regards to Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death, family matters, and news of the Civil War.","Written from Fishersville, Virginia. Letter regards family matters and troop movements.","Written from Head Quarters Army V.D. Letter regards traveling to Staunton, Virginia and family matters.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters and financials.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death at the Battle of New Market.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death.","Written from Christiansburg, Virginia. Letter regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death and family matters."],"userestrict_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eManuscript collections in the VMI Archives are made available for educational and research use. The VMI Archives should be cited as the source. 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It looked like a flock of black birds was on it. I never saw boys seem to enjoy themselves more. Could play [bandy], fox \u0026amp; goose and many other games to afford us amusement. Sandie P. \u0026amp; Sisters \u0026amp; some other ladies were down to see us. Sandy seemed to be a very awkward skater and would get some pretty falls sometimes which added to my fun. I think he is stuck up quite much. I haven't spoken to him yet. I attended Church this morning. Saw his wife there, do not think she is pretty. The [G]  has only preached for us once since he came here, but gave us an excellent sermon then. I suppose in this Peach has reached Orange \u0026amp; [camp]. He called to see me one evening and only remained about half an hour, promised he would come again the day after and said I must have a letter for him to take home for me, but he never made his appearance. I stayed from church hoping to see him \u0026amp; show him the VMI sights. He was staying out in the country about three miles. Wanted me to go with him but could not do so. I never saw a boy so changed in my life. Had a little beard and then he was dressed in real soldier style. I don't think I should have known him had I seen him in a crowd. He said himself Geo. M had been having a good time out in the country for 18 days. Really glad they have gotten furloughs for they have both been good soldiers and deserve them. Hope they may be able to reach home. Mr. M seemed somewhat taken with poor Lewis Williams old flame Miss Darden. Wilson Newman called to see me a few days ago. And going from his looks, I think the army must agree with him. Am glad our Orange boys are all so pleasantly stationed. Mother tell Champ to write what has become of [Mr. G]. I feel so sorry for him. Doubtless in this you have received my report and have been worried about the way I have wasted my time \u0026amp; gotten demerits etc. in the last six months. Myself as well as many others have done but little studying. We have lost about one and a half months going out of these plagued marches and still Old Spex hasn't made a single allowance in the examination and I would not be surprised if there are not 150 cadets shipped soon for being unjustly unjustly found deficient, some over 18, and others for demerits. 15 were shipped yesterday, one of my roommates goes [__] tomorrow, for demerits. Spex a grand old scoundrel coins money by this as most of them have made their deposits which is $600. I think you must not be surprised to see me at any time as my number of demerits is past one hundred, though most of them I got for over staying furlough, and may yet be removed. I shall write to brother in a day or two for money to pay what I owe to Old Spex. Mother to give you an idea what sort of person Gen. S. is after our return from our last march, the government sent up 300 pairs of shoes for the Cadets as presents or to pay for our own that we wore out and now Gen. S. will not let a Cadet have a pair if he has gotten shoes from the Institute within the last 6 month, and if a Cadet is shipped before he can get them, they fall in Spex's hands, who furnishes all his darkeys with a good pair. I shall try hard to get mine, tho' don't expect to wear them, they are course army shoes worth at the present prices 30 or 40 dollars. I have a pair I bought before I went on the march that will do me, so I shall keep mine (if I get them) for Henry, unless he is well supplied. Mother you recollect the box I was so concerned about, it made it to us, after being on the way only 19 days. Although the things were rather old \u0026amp; stale, yet everything went good even the turkey. I tell you we were not a long time emptying the box. We were all very agreeably surprised yesterday by the receipt of another box for one of our roommates. It contained a splendid ham, two elegant rich cakes  and any quantity of little molasses cakes, sausages, molasses, apples, etc. I never enjoyed anything more. I certainly did justice to it myself. I hope Mr. L has laid in a good supply of provisions. How does Eliza do now. Hope she may not give you all troubles. I can imagine I see the difference in her cooking \u0026amp; aunt Phoebe's, and hear you complain. Well Mother you see I am 'bout run out for something to write about so I guess I had better stop altogether. You must excuse led pencil, I wrote with, is because I wanted to write fast (which the bad writing \u0026amp; mistakes will bear evidence of) in order to finish it without being interrupted by any roll call. It seems to me I now commence a letter but what I am called of by the tap of the drum to attend some call. It is really worrying. Well Mother, I shall prepare myself to receive a good scholding [sic] from you soon. You must not be too hard upon me, [phrase unclear] made to stay here for my own good, but at the same time greatly against my will. And now with love to all and a due portion for your darling self,\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever yr affect\u003cbr\u003e\nSon J. B. S.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nFebruary the 20th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Sister,\u003cbr\u003e\nHaving honored all the family with a letter, except your sweet self, Have determined to drop you a few lines (Tonight since I have no lessons to get.) to show you that you have not been forgotten. The letter I wrote Champe, you were justly entitled to, but as she wrote me such a long letter first, and I had to answer, thought had better do it at once. So you must not think anything of the step I took. I received dear sisters letter yesterday. And you cannot imagine what pleasure it gave me to read it and particularly that part in which it spoke of my darling mother, being so much improved in health. God grant that it may continue to do so, is my sincere prayer. It makes me feel like a new person almost, when I think about it. And Oh! If I could just be there to see her enjoy it. What I would not give? And just to think I have only been here one month today, and have five more long weary ones to spend here. It is awful to think about. But at the end of that time, I must have a furlough. In spite of everything. The boys all laugh at the idea of my expecting even to get one but I guess they will laugh out of the other side of their mouths, In July, when they see me going home. If I staid here I would have to go in Camp and drill, but I think I will get enough of it before them. You would laugh to see me going through double quick step. I look like a frog in the act of jumping. I see I will have to lay my letter aside until tomorrow when I endeavor to finish it though it will not leave here before Monday. Saturday. Have been down today to see them at Mrs. B[ull]'s. Capt. B[ull] has returned from Richmond. Came by G[ordons]ville. Wish he had run on down to Orange, might have sent my things by him. Phil Hiden is trying to get a furlough to go down to Charlottesville to see his brother James married. (To take place on Friday night I believe) If he succeeds, he will come on to Orange, so that will be a good opportunity to send my box. Says he will bring it. I also want my pants that (dark brown) Bob gave me sent. Repair them if they need it, before you send them. The surprise party to the Maj.'s was grand. If I had been there I should have made the girls get before. So that I might be sure they would not fall or get in the mud again. There is so much gold lace, and brass buttons in Orange now that a poor private stands no chance. The girls hardly glance at one, I guess. While I am writing they are drawing a cannon out on the parade ground to test it. I am going out there to see it fired. Bum! She goes; and the boys tremble \u0026amp; run. I stand my ground. The gun proves a good one. Scott \u0026amp; myself went up town today to get some thing to eat. Succeeded in getting some pies. Tomorrow is the 22nd and Gen. Smith told Capt. Bull if he could get the turkeys, he might give us a big dinner, but as he cannot get them, we will have the same old fare, Beef \u0026amp; Bread. I am in hopes there will be a suspension of Studdies until tuesday. (Private) Sister asked if I ever saw the little Madisons. Am sorry to say I have not, And moreover I don't expect to, from what I can hear. Don't say anything about this? I heard from good authority that the children were not allowed to wear socks, until that one \n(the youngest) had its feet frost-bitten. I feel sorry for the little darlings. Mrs. M is master. And every one easily perceives it. Let no one see this but the family? I have seen Mrs. Newman at Church, have never spoken to her, will go up with Scott soon to see her. There is no episcopal preacher here, but they expect to call Henry A. Wise, Jr. hope they may. Have very good music at the Presbyterian church. Sister Mollie certainly is good about writing so often, and her letters are so interesting and amusing. You all must continue to send them over whenever you get them. I intend to write to her soon. It is time for brother to be answering my letter. I think Mr. C. has acted quite strangely. It is too provoking. Tell Mother boiling over does no good. She had better remain quiet. And Mr. S[haw] is in Lynchburg. I wish I could run down to see him. Suppose it was business that took him there. Hope the army have not pressed any of his corn. He must be much incommoded in his farming by not being at Berry Hill. Sunday the 22nd. Ground covered in snow nearly a foot deep and still falling fast. What awful weather we have had in the last month for our army. They must suffer. I never saw such a country as this in my life. And every boy agrees with me. It is either raining or snowing all the time. Write me word what Mrs. R. brought. Wish she had brought my shoes \u0026amp; knife. And Willy [Fry] has gone to be married. What will take place next. Expect Peach (poor fellow) would liked to have accompanyed him. He is fortunate in being out of the army now. Oh! Fan. How I would like to see you all. I sometimes think that it will be impossible for me to stay away from my dear home and those for whom my love is so great, until July. How is Miss Summer. Give my love to her and tell her I think of her often. Well dear Sister I have written you quite a long letter. You must make due excuses for this miserable ink and writing. Kiss dear little Mary for me and tell her she must not forget Uncle Bev. Be a good girl and tell her when he I[sic] come home I will bring her some good. Give oceans of love to Mr. S[haw] and all the family, and accept for yourself a true brothers love.\u003cbr\u003e\nHoping you are all well I bid you Goodbye!\u003cbr\u003e\nBeverly\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nApril the 14th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI received your letter a few days ago also the cloth. Hiden was on the way a week, or more. Which has been the reason why you have not heard from me sooner. I wrote home last Friday as usual but I wrote it in such a hurry and did not even read it over. I really felt ashamed to send it. Know I spelt a word wrong did you notice it? I know better. Well Mother Gen. Smith has at last gotten cloth, and as I had never had a suit my name was put down for one. I have had my jacket made at last so I now have or will have two suits which will do me until July. I don't know whether to have the cloth you sent me made into a pair of pants or sell it. If I have it made up I can save my new suit. I will send you some money by first opportunity. Need not get me any more cloth. How sad the death of poor Hugh Atkins, he was so imprudent. I suppose old Mrs. A is almost frantic, and it will have such a bad effect on Julia. Champe mentioned in her letter Miss Ellen B had gone deranged and been taken to the asylum. Where did she stay? I disremember her. Old Mrs. B has been sick for a week or more I suppose that must have been the cause of it. Be sure an[sic] write me word in your next. I was down to see them yesterday. I suppose your have commenced gardening, such pretty weather for it. It seems strange that I am not at it. Hope you are well enough to go out and superintend. As you are so devoted to it and can't help it. I am not surprised to hear about sister Mollie. She wrote to me and said she had fattened. In my answer I asked her \"Could it be that Ala air was purer than Va. and agreed with her better, Hardly!\" I am glad and then again I am sorry. I don't know why some of them out there do not write to me. Her letter is the only one I have received. I will not write to them until they do. I hope you have written to brother and given him a good scolding about that sugar. He deserves one. Does Ras T. intend to go South to live? Every body in Orange must be buying and selling. I suppose it is to invest their money which they have made by speculating. You will have a near neighbor now, Cousin H. \u0026amp; I think I should rather live at his old place than Mr. R. by far. I wrote you about making me collars did you ever get the letter. My cap must be black. When is Mary Taliaferro coming back, and so they ever hear from her. Give my love to all at Uncle E's. Suppose Annie is uneasy about her Johnny as the fight has begun. Myself and some of the other Cadets went fishing Saturday caught a few fish and a live ground hog which we had a good deal of fun out. Have to get up now at five, then drill for an hour also in the evening. I do not mind it so much now as it is rather more pleasant. We have abandoned the old drill and begun a new one (Hardie) which I much prefer. Mrs. Newman is in Orange, wish now I had gone to see her. How is Phil \u0026amp; wife getting along. Suppose they have not moved to Piedmont. Is there a prospect of much fruit at Berry Hill this season. Won't I miss Sisters cherries. I guess she feels lonesome without you all. Don't the children enjoy being at B.H. I expect they stay there all the time. How I would like to have a game of play with them. I expect Mary Beverly will be as wild as a buck soon. Kiss her for me and tell her to write to me. Mrs. C proceedings are shameful. Hope you may get everything back. Everything is so dull here that I have nothing to write interesting. They give us ham now occasionally. I send you a pattern of another collar, you may make some like it. Has Mr. Shaw enclosed his new plantation. Give my love to Miss Summer, tell her to write to me. I do not hear from home as often as I desire. How are the Spring gardens and are they as intimate since the dog quarrel. With much love to all and kisses around to the children I must bid you goodbye.\u003cbr\u003e\nAs ever your affect. Son\u003cbr\u003e\nBeverly\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eSend me Charlie Taliaferro direction. There is a Cadet who wants to write him. Excuse this miserable scrawl. What has become of Theodore G. Did he say anything about Taylor.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCamp Jackson Aug 28th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother,\u003cbr\u003e\nNo doubt you have been wondering what has become of your darling boy and the reason why he had not written before. Well dear Mother I will give you a few of my reasons which I hope will prove satisfactory. In the first place, after reaching Staunton and trotting around some time in search of Mr. G whom I succeeded in finding at last, and it then being too late for me to procure a seat on the stage. Mr. G begged me so very hard to remain over with him until the next day that I at last concluded to do so, knowing that one day longer would make no difference. I left Staunton about 4 ½ Wednesday morning and after a very pleasant trip (Having met with 3 or 4 Cadets returning) reached my old prison house at 1 p.m. and to my surprise found the Corps had left the evening before to reinforce Jackson. I then began to regret and censor myself very much for stopping over in Staun- but about the time we were ready, one of the Officers came in and said the Yankees had fallen back and that the Corps was then on the way back to the Institute after having marched to Staunton Goshen. We then thought after that information that it would be a piece of folly in us to start to meet them in coming back. I felt quite lonesome there being only a few Rats left as a guard. I staid down with Capt. B and made myself at home. He seemed very glad at having me back. And yesterday evening they all returned, broken down, sore footed and quite mad that they were not permitted to go on and engage the enemy. Jackson was very anxious expecially[sic] for the company of artillery to come on and join him, but Old Spex had not the authority to take the Corps out of the County, but had to fight them any when in Rockbridge in defense of the Institute. I am not delighted that I did not get here in time since it has proven such a useless \u0026amp; fatiguing march. I was on guard last night tho' not compelled, only did so to relieve some of the broken down who would have had to have gone on. I could not help contrasting \u0026amp; feeling the difference between my bed last night \u0026amp; the one I have been enjoying for the last month. Just imagine me in the guard quarters on the hard floor and in among a parcel of rats, minks, chickens, lice, etc. and then with my accoutrements all on, I tell you what taking everything into consideration I did not have my pleasant time, but it is all over now, and I hope it may not happen again. I am all OK. We will move into barracks next Monday or Tuesday when I will have a much easier time. I have not seen Old Spex yet to give him the letter. I expect he will be for court marshaling me. I was much worried at having to leave them all so hurriedly at the Village the morning I left. The plagued men at the provost office were the cause of it, they were so very slow. I only had time to kiss them \u0026amp; tell them all goodbye. Was Annie married on the next morning, I hope not since I could not see it. Tell Sister M to make up some excuse to give Mrs [Miss?] [H?] for not coming to see her again. I suppose every thing still remains quiet and there is no chance of the army leaving you. Has Miss E \u0026amp; Co. come to board with you yet. You all must write and give me all the news. I have no time to ask questions. I want this to be mailed this eve and it is near time for it to close. I had an elegant time in Staunton which I suppose Bird had written before this. Church did not get me the pillow after all. Get it from him and send it by S_ Hiden, also that knap sack Sam G. gave. You recollect I guess a new one. Tell Felix he had better sell me his cadet overcoat. Well dear mother I have not time to write more but will take time \u0026amp; write a more satisfactory letter soon. Excuse all mistakes \u0026amp; bad writing. Show it to no one but burn it. Give my love all inquiring friends. Tell McGuire I desire his letters. With love to all friends I must now bid you goodbye. Kiss the children and Old Sal if she is with you. Write soon \u0026amp; often to your affect.\u003cbr\u003e\nboy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eSend me the Buffingtons letters if you get any. Their brother is here. Will tell you about him in my next.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003e...one of my favorites, give her my love. Champe so you ever hear from Mr. G now. Poor fellow! I expect he is dying out in N.C. by degrees with the [blues]. Let me hear something from him in your next. You know how I love him. Who are you engaged to at present? I fear you are gaining yourself the name of flirt. I hope not tho. I suppose it is because you have so many extravagant admirers, and not wishing to get married you are necessarily compelled to send some up the spout. I am really glad you are not like most of the girls at present, crazy to get married, for I should hate like all the world to give you up. You recollect I dreampt last summer that you were married and how I told you it distressed me. As my prospects for being a married man are exceedingly doubtful, I think I shall have to consent to the proposition you made some time ago that we should both remain single. Do you not remember it? You say you believe Victoria Is really going to write her fate with Capt. Hardy's. I am sorry for it myself for I never fancied him much. Hasn't she had better offers? She certainly is a changeable girl. Does Uncle E like the \"Capt\" or is he opposed to the match? I suppose they are daily looking for Mary from Baltimore. I guess she will have lots to tell. How I would like to be at home to hear her \u0026amp; Sister Mollie talk. If Bob \u0026amp; M. have arrived tell them I will write them both soon. Did Sister go down to R. as she expected or did the Yankees raid frighten her out of the notion? Champe in several of my letters from home they have mentioned Gen. Pizzini's[?] name. Who is he? I have never seen anything about him in the newspapers. You say the young man who took my bundle \u0026amp; letters home did not call. I did not expect he would, as he is very bashful. He is a very good boy, but one of the ugliest boys you ever saw. He does not intend returning here. Resigned to enter the army. Well dear Sister I I have written you quite a long letter so must stop and mail it. You must excuse all mistakes and bad writing. The boys are discussing the probability of the Corps being ordered out (although rumors circulated here in barracks) etc. and making so much fuss that I scarcely know what I am writing. And now I must bid you adieu. With love to all the family and hoping to have the exquisite pleasure of reading one of your usual interesting letters again soon.\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever\u003cbr\u003e\nYr aft Br\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nDecember the 1st 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Sister,\u003cbr\u003e\nReally everything is so dull and I write so often that I am puzzled to know how to commence this letter. I don't think I owe you an apology for my long silence. For whenever I write home to any one member of the family, I intend, and I suppose my letters are read by you all. So none need complain. Mother you know deserves most letters, as she is so good about writing to me, and then such long and interesting letters. I am always overjoyed when I see her handwriting. I received her last written on the 27th and you cannot imagine how much I have been worried to think you all would be left in the enemies lines and that I should be cut off from all communication with you. But I am as yet ignorant of whether this has been done. I have commenced this letter with the hope that it may go direct and that you are still spared from the outrage of the enemy. Can it be that Gen. Lee intends falling back again around Richmond? I think it looks very much like it if they are moving commissary stores from Gordonsville. But I suppose before this is done, there will be a second Chancellorsville battle, therefore I will not despair until I hear the result. I am very much afraid that Lee has weakened his army so much by sending aid to Braggs (who it seems is doing nothing but allowing his men to be captured \u0026amp; falling back) that he will eventually be compelled to fall back to Richmond. When this is done I suppose we will be ordered out. We are rather better equipped now than we were when we went on out last cavalry expedition to Covington. I think if we do leave here, I will go with Dr. McGuire whom Mother says will give me a place. I ought to be there in the army now fighting for my home. Changing the subject, I attended the tableaux given last Friday night by the ladies for the benefit of the poor soldier, although I was dead broke at the time, thought as I had never been to anything of the sort here, and then it was my duty, borrowed the money to go. Some of the scenes were very pretty, but the smallness of the room and the immence[sic] crowd destroyed all the pleasure of being present. Capt. B the only person you know, acted the part of the \"Irish Volunteer\" It would be useless in me to attempt to describe the scenes, dress and etc.  Will send you a programme and you can form an idea for yourself of what they ought to have been, at least how they looked. I don't think it could have been as grand as those given by the ladies of Old Orange as the material was wanting. They realized I understand $600. Leela P. did not act. I don't think she can be very popular. By the by I forgot to tell Champe, that she told a friend of mine that she was one of the wildest girls she ever saw and was wearing Gen. J's ring. Tell C. she had better beware her reputation will be quite broad. I have never spoken to her since I came back. Tell Mother I got the $20. Hope that she has seen Willie's and if he does not intent coming back soon will send me the money to pay for my overcoat \u0026amp; shoes. How I envy you all, eating fresh meat and sausages. Do you think I hadn't forgotten there was such a thing. I hope you all have gotten your pork and lower than the market price which is frightful. Mr. Shaw is a fortunate man in having any left. So poor Lil is gone at last. I suppose there was a universal weeping. $800 I think was a very good price. What has Mr. C. put where it is. Did Mr. S. go to Gen Lee? Willis is not coming back. Has sent his resignation. Did he give Mr. S the shot I sent. I have drawn a sketch of Charleston \u0026amp; vicinity from one I have seen. Will send home for you all to see soon. The drum has just beat for dress parade so I must close. Remember me to all enquiring friends, and now for each and every member of the family give oceans of love and accept for yourself \u0026amp; hubby and little darling a due portion.\u003cbr\u003e\nWrite soon, goodbye\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eV.M.I. Dec. 19th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI guess you have been wondering what in the world had become of me that I did not write. Well we were ordered out on last Tuesday very unexpectedly to march directly to Goshen and there wait orders from Gen. Imboden. I have not time to give you an account of our march now as we have to leave here in the morning at 5 to go in the direction of Buchanan or Salem after Averell  [\"Averil\" in original] and having marched 13 miles today [page torn] a miserable frozen ground feel as if I could [page torn] a little sleep on my old mattress after taking it out long. Oh! I tell you I can stand Army Service. We were exposed one day and night to the most disagreeable weather I ever saw. Rain fell in perfect torrents freezing as it would fall. We intended to have gone on from here after a rest of 2 hours but as there were a good many boys shoeless and others with sore feet we concluded to stay over. We take 3 days rations (which is very little) I received your letter written on the 13 with the $100 but haven't heard or gotten Mr. S with the $70. Has he written and did he [?] rebels. I hope it may not be lost as I am deep in debt. I took dinner with Miss Louise B. today. She promised to write to you for me if I went on. I hope this letter may reach you safely and relieve your mind somewhat. You must not worry yourself. I am perfectly well \u0026amp; hardy, ready to give that [page torn] \"Avril\" a  [_ing]. I hope to gracious we may catch the scoundrel and his men. I will not write more at present. Will do so as soon as I return again. So now must bid you all good night with love \u0026amp; kisses to the family and little ones I am as ever your darling boy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nDecember 23rd 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI wrote you a few days ago, on my return from our Goshen tramp and promised I would write again so soon as I reached here once more. Well dear Mother we reached our journeys end Monday evening and nar'e Yankee did we kill or see after marching us all over this plagued mountainous country and ruining our feet we being badly shod at the time. But thank gracious, there were none seriously hurt by the trip, and now since they have had a little rest would be willing to start out on another, provided they were carried in some other direction than that of Goshen \u0026amp; Covington, for both of these routs every boy seems disgusted with. And it is a enough to despair anyone for you look upon nothing but huge mountains of rocks the whole way. Once in every ten miles by accident we would pass an old dilapidated looking building. I believe I mentioned in my other letter what a wet time we had of it while at Camp Staunton near Goshen. Although we were so near drowned, yet there was no grumbling, quite the contrary the boys were hollering \u0026amp; singing the whole time. I wish you could have heard us when a train came up to Goshen whistling \u0026amp; the bell ringing. I believe every boy joined in a thundering shout which reached throughout the surrounding mountains. It reminded us all so much of home \u0026amp; especially those who had been here so long without having a furlough that I do believe if the Yankees had been near and we been ordered to keep quiet we could not have resisted the temptation to give vent to our joy at such a pleasant sound. When we left here we thought we were going to Staunton. I took some collars along in case we should, and when I heard this train I could not but help thinking it was coming to take us there and I had made up my mind if we were got that near home I would work my [?] so as to go the whole hog. But alas! There was no such good luck for poor me. I was doomed to be disappointed. The train only came to bring a bearer of dispatches. We laid in our mud puddles until evening when the tap of the drum bid us prepare for marching. There were all sorts of rumors a float before we left camp, some said the Yankees were near Lex. and we had to march there that night a distance of 22 miles. Others said we were going to Covin. but we were all surprised when Col. Ship [Shipp] marched us up to Cool Sulphur Springs to quarter us in the cabins there for the night. Before we reached there we had to wade through mud \u0026amp; water a foot deep for near ten miles. We managed to build us up a little fire and dry our blankets. There was a still house at this place and every boy got enough to drink to make him sleep and to keep him from taking cold. In fact the majority of the boys were quite merry. I took a little swig Though not enough to make me feel the effects of it. Stanard Buffington had his canteen full and was looking all about for me. Expect if he had found me I should have been tipsy also for I did not think it any [harm] that night. Buffington is a splendid boy. On the next morning we set out for Lex. it had ceased raining and we had a beautiful day before us for marching, but the roads were so bad and the streams we had to pass over so swollen that we did not go more than 12 miles to Wilson Spring before we stopped over again for the night, and slept in some old darkey cabins. Although it was very [quite struck out] cold I had a very good night's rest. While were here Col. Ship received a dispatch from Old Spex (who said in his order before we left he would [?]over [?]) who was then at Lex enjoying the pleasures of home comforts) ordering us hurry back as quick as possible. We had to go in the direction of Buchanan. So we left next morning early \u0026amp; reach here at 11 ½ although the roads were so bad we marched 4 ¼ miles in one hour. We had orders after reached here. Mother I send with my coat a pair of pants for Henry. I wore them on the last march you will observe that they have seen hard times after mending the seat they will be made a good pair pants by having them turned. I send also a shirt which I could find no owner for and it is too large for me. You can dispose of it as you like. What do you think of the bill in reference to currency. I hope it may prove of some good for money seems to be worthless. Confederate I meant. Suppose Emma Chapman will be married soon. I would like to be present to get some of the good things. Of course they will have a big wedding. Is cousin Vic going down South to see Annie. I heard she was. I was down at Capt. Bull's yesterday. He read me a letter he had just gotten from Mary. You have no idea what a good letter she writes. It would really surprise you to read one. I hope she may pay them a visit here this spring. I would like to see her. Mrs. Powers has gotten back. I promised to kill her some birds, so if it does not rain, shall go out tomorrow. The weather has moderated a good deal today and I am truly glad of it for it was so very cold two or three days ago that I like to have frozen. Well dear Mother, I have written you quite a long letter, and I think all the news, so I must again bid you goodbye or good night rather.\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eP.S. Make some of the family write me soon \u0026amp; often. You will find in my coat a rough sketch of Charleston \u0026amp; Vicinity which I drew for amusement. It has been laying up in my drawer so long the plagued mice destroyed it and commenced eating the edges.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nJanuary the 3rd 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nTaking into consideration the many letters which you have honored me with lately, I think I would be doing my self great injustice if I were to allow a longer period to pass by without dropping you a few lines. I think my last letter was written in the year 1863 and now it is 64. Will you not forgive my seeming negligence. I received your long and interesting letter written on the 27th on the morning of the New Year. I therefore reckon it as among my numerous presents and as being one most valued. I was glad to see from your letter that Christmas had passed so handsomely and pleasantly. The dinner you spoke of was really a \"beautiful\" one, but I am confident when I give you a bill of fare of the one which I had the pleasure of masticating you will not for one moment hesitate in saying mine was still more beautiful. First, we had cold loaf bread (not enough by 16 loaves) also warm corn bread. Second cold beef. For dessert, molasses, water, \u0026amp; c. \u0026amp;c. Oh! Indeed I fear if I were to go on and enumerate the rest I would not finish this letter soon. So leave it for you to form an idea. You all must have very kind friends to furnish you with so many nice things. You had a lot of big [?] to dine with you. My mouth runs water whenever I think about it. Why couldn't I have been there! Christmas week was the dullest to me I ever spent. Only one day suspension. Few boys tight, owing to the scarcity \u0026amp; high price of Liquor. I slept most all the time to rid myself of the monotony. Occasionally I would walk up in Lex. and get something to eat. I have looked forward before Xmas with much pleasure to the arrival of two boxes belonging to my roommates which were to have come by the packet boat, but it has not as yet made its appearance, and judging from the looks of the river which I can plainly see from my window, and which is entirely frozen over, that it will not do so for some time to come. We have almost despaired. The first thing we would all say in the morning, and the last I believe at night would be, wonder if the boat has come! I think we spent at least 2/3 of our time in the day standing looking in vain down the river. Isn't it too bad I intended to feast for once. There were a great many boys who were as much interested and disappointed as we were. Well Mother, changing the subject, let me give you an account how nicely I was fooled yesterday, and at the same time right much disappointed. While sitting down in my room thinking over what I should do during the day. One of my roommates (Jonny Wise) came blustering in an handed me a bundle accompanied by a letter directed as follows Cadet Stanard, politeness of Miss Bull. You well know what thought first struck me, I opened it and read it and supposing the girls must be down at Capt. B.'s commenced in great hurry to get on what the boys here term a \"big dike\" after I had finished dressing, and been told two or three times by my roommates that I would certainly captivate those young ladies, I started down to Capt. B. and upon entering the parlor asked Miss Louise where were the girls. The girls, what girls! I think told her, she seemed surprised, and said she had not a word from them. I then took it for granted they must certainly be up in Lexington, some where. So started in search of them. In passing by the Hospital I saw Dr. Madison who had just come the evening before from Petersburg and who told me at least asked me if I had gotten the bundle \u0026amp; letter. He then told me why they did not come on, and that his little girls had gone on to Staunton that morning on the Stage. You can well imagine my feelings. I thought it strange that they should have selected such an awful cold spell to come in. It was really the coldest weather I ever felt and I was on guard too. Hope they have postponed their visit until Spring. I got the money sent and let me thank yourself and my dear sisters for their nice presents. I am willing to wager any thing that I am the only boy who has received such. Tell Fan \u0026amp; Champ I will I will write them both soon. So Gen. J is still flying around Old C. Wonder if she can't prevail on him to give me a place on his staff. I am much obliged to you for sending my shirt \u0026amp; brush. I was in want of both so they come at an acceptable time. I hope dear Mother you will not think I am extravagant because I write so often for money. I will put down on paper how I have disposed of most of it and I know you will not think me so. I attended church this morning. The Methodist had to go there with my Company but deserted \u0026amp; went to the Episcopal. Saw Sandy P \u0026amp; bride, but did not speak to him. Lula had a beau so looked pleased. I fear Mr. Shaw's letter is lost for good. There are some grand rascals in this corps. I will go over this week and find out what that notice meant. The deposit for the next five months I think will be near $650. What has become of poor Mr. Gassaway? Let me know. I hope C. will not engage herself to anyone again unless she intends marrying them. I rather fear she is inclined to flirt. I am truly sorry that Aunt Phoebe will leave you. Know you all will see for more trouble the coming year. With Eliza as a cook she is so often sick. I delivered your message to Miss Louise B. She acted on a tableaux a few nights ago. I did not attend, it was so cold. Did you ever get your money back from the man who bought Lil? Sister Mollie said in her letter I was her debtor. I think she is mistaken. They all owe me letters. As for Monsieur Haywood I have despaired of hearing from him again. This is the beginning of the 8th page of my letter. When I began I did not think I could fill four. But I am 'bout run out now for news to write. Suppose Cousin Mollie G. is with you. Give her a buss for me. I wish I was there to do it myself. It is getting late so I must bring my letter to a close, though will not be able to mail it until tomorrow evening. Hope I will continue to hear from home as often as I have the last week. Give my love to Uncle E's family. Remember me to all the girls. Write again soon, and now with oceans of love to each and every member of our family. Kisses to the little ones and for yourself accept that which is one from a true \u0026amp; devoted son.\u003cbr\u003e\nJ.B.S.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nFeb. the 21st 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI wrote you a long letter some days ago and promised I believe to write again the last of the weeks. Therefore in accordance with my promise I shall endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines. Since my last letter nothing much of interest has transpired to disturb the monotony of the V.M.I. soldier boys life or daily routine of exercises save the freezing up of the river, which has afforded us a little fun skating. Yesterday being Saturday, it did not interfere with our duties or studies, so all could go that wished. I went down to the river in the morning myself, though not with the intention of skating, as I had a sore toe and then I was minus a pair of skates mine being broken, but the ice was so beautiful that I could not resist the temptation, so borrowed a pair from one of the boys and spent the rest of the morning on the ice. It was really elegant fun, could go down the river as far as you wished. There were also a great many ladies on the ice, who seemed evidently to think there was more fun in falling down than standing up, but unfortunately in the height of their enjoyment, one of them [frisky] fell rather too hard and almost broke her nose. Poor girl, I guess it will spoil her beauty spot and I know will teach her a lesson how to run on ice again. The fall of this unfortunate lady, of course, intimidated and somewhat marred the pleasure of the remainder of the party. My friend Miss L.P. was among the no. and was looking as rosy as usual. Tomorrow being the anniversary of the birthday of the father of our Country, and in order to show due respect to his memory, there will be suspension of academic duties, but owing to the scarcity of powder, will not be able, as is customary to fire a salute. I went up in Lexington yesterday and looked around for the combs you wrote for. Got you these which I hope may suit. The best I could find, and rather high, but you know every thing is now. Though I could have gotten the two large ones for two dollars less if I had only known it in time. The following is what I gave for the three black, $3.75, one of the horn $5.00 the other $6.00, making in all $14.75. Would'nt this frighten you in peace times? I will send my [tal-er], and the combs also some matches which I bought thinking you might want them, by Cadet Harrison who leaves tomorrow for Orange to see his brother who is in a battery stationed near Morton's. I hope the things may reach you safely. Do you think the Yankees will get Mobile? I would not be surprised to hear of its fall any day. Suppose Mollie \u0026amp; Sallie have moved out of the City as the ladies have all been advised to leave. I think it so strange Haywood don't answer my letter. I wrote him a month ago and he knows my deposit is due at this time. Mr. Norton our Episcopal preacher lectures every Sunday eve during [Lent?] and principally for the benefit of the Cadets, and as it is near time I shall have to close my letter as I want to attend. May add a post script tonight. Goodby with love to all\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever\u003cbr\u003e\nyour darling boy,\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nMarch the 13th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Sister\u003cbr\u003e\nQuite a long time has elapsed since a letter has passed directly between you and myself and I am still in doubt as to which of us is the debtor. But nevertheless, I shall wave all ceremony and endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines for I honor you home folks so often with my letters that there must be a good deal of sameness in them. This remembering that this is one of the dullest \u0026amp; meanest places in Christendom that is in my estimation and also of a great many of my fellow Cadets. But I shall not waist[sic] my time by heaping abuse upon Lexington and the V.M.I. You are well aware of my hatred for them both. Before going farther, allow me dear Sister to give vent to my feelings by expressing my grateful thanks for the nice box of eatables which you sent me. I can assure you I have enjoyed them no little and done justice to the box as well as my roommates, who said that it was the best that had been received in No. 38 (my room) and I think we have gotten four since the first of January. We played fearful havoc with the turkey pies and cakes. Nothing now remains I am sorry to say, but my ham which I hope to enjoy for some days yet as it was such a fine one. We only eat this as a snack. Mr. S surely must believe they came out of that small box. I invited or had besides my roommates (five in number) three of four of my friends (S.B. among the no.) to help me eat and there was plenty for all, not withstanding the tremendous appetites of the Cadets are noted for. Fan, where did you get a turkey from?  I did not think there was such a thing left in the county of Orange. Why did you not keep it, also the ham. I had much rather you should have done so, for I know how scarce such things are with you since you have had the army among you so long. You ought not to have deprived yourself of it. I can manage to make out with the beef they give me here, although it makes me sick about once a month. The candy sent was perfectly elegant. I never enjoyed anything more in my life. I would not care if you would send me a small package of that whenever an opportunity presents itself. If not two[sic] much trouble. I have been feasting right much lately on robbin pies. One of my roommates \u0026amp; myself went out hunting last Saturday week, killed 19 birds. I gave Mrs. Bull six and get the Judge to cook the rest for me. I believe near half of the boys in the Corps were out yesterday, but all had bad luck, frightened every bird for ten miles around. I was wise for once, and did not go. I went up in Lexington yesterday to see young McCown, who brought my box up for me. I shall send this by him as he says he will go by Berry Hill Tuesday. He also takes a little bundle for cousin Sarah Bull, which you will please send her. It is from Mrs. Powers to her husband. Tell Mother when she writes again to send me some stamps. I cannot get them here. Fan, how do you suppose I spent yesterday evening? Why I saw a poor mink court marshalled by the boys (only greening him) for deserting his post, where they had stationed him the night before. After speaking on both sides the jury retired and soon reentered the hall. The sentence was read by the judge. The prisoner found guilty and had to be shot in one hour. The whole court was so much affected at this sentence that the judge had to tell them they must not give way in that moment to their grief. The prisoner was then told that he would only have one hour to live and asked if he had anything to say of if he did not want to write a letter home. He arose and endeavored to make an appeal to the commander the plea of ignorance and a promise to do better in future, but the poor fellow was so frightened that his speech made but little impression upon the court. He was then told to retire into the ante chamber where he could write his last letter, which he did and such a one you never saw. He told his sister when he kissed her and told her goodbye he never thought he would disgrace the family in that way. After finishing his letter he returned in the court room and was so much distressed \u0026amp; frightened that his lawyer again made an earnest appeal in his behalf and begged that they would grant him a reprieve for ten days, so that he might be better prepared to meet his fate. This was granted by the jury, but subject to the approval of Old Spex. The Sergt. Of the guard was then ordered to post 2 sharp shooters at each corner of barracks so as to prevent the prisoner from talking to anyone or attempting to make his escape. He took the proceedings of the court over to the Genl. who told him we were only greening him. When he returned and told us what Old Spex said, every boy roared out laughing. Our fun was then ended, the poor boy relived from his misery. He actually thought he was going to be shot sure 'nough. These are the kind of Cadets which are being admitted in the V.M.I. now. Do you blame us for having a little fun some times? Old Spex says we can substitute greening in the place of bucking for the new cadets. I was sorry to hear Tom Fry was wounded, hope he may recover. Will Mrs. F. go out to see him? Well I suppose Bob \u0026amp; Mollie are with you by this. What would I not give to be with you all. The receipt or arrival of my box and the thought of their living with you has made me awful homesick. I never was more so. I saw Dr. McGuire's mother at church this morning. She is a very sweet looking old lady. Say to Mother I believe I will wait for the new currency. I send the letter Mother mentioned. Now dear Sister I have written you a much longer letter than I expected to write when I first commenced and as it is getting late \u0026amp; I want to take this up town I shall have to bring it to a close. I have been writing in a great hurry which you can plainly see, so you must excuse this miserable scrawl. The paper sent was very acceptable. You see I have made use of it soon. Give my love to all the family and now for your darling self \u0026amp; husband accept a due portion. Kisses without number to Mary, Bev, and a kind remembrance to all enquiring friends.\u003cbr\u003e\nI remain your affect. brother\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eP.S. Write soon \u0026amp; tell the other members of the family to do the same.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nMarch the 22nd 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nIt had now been ten or twelve days since I had a line from home. I now write to demand an explination for such treatment. Upon the receipt of my box I wrote Sister Fan a long letter thanking her \u0026amp; c. Prior to that time I wrote Champe and I certainly expected by this time to have a few lines (at least) from one of them as they well know how anxious I was to hear from Bob \u0026amp; Mollie whom I suppose are with you at present. My letter to Fan was sent by Young McCown, who brought my box. I suppose he is reliable. Is the son of a Saddler in Lexington. Well Mother I guess you will wonder why it is, that I am writing with a lead pencil. The reason is first this, we are upon the eve of freezing up. It has been one week since we had a particle of heat (there not being a stick of wood at the V.M.I.) You know what a change has taken place in the weather. Today it is snowing hard, and a cold wind blowing, and still we are having the same duties to attend to, both academic \u0026amp; military. It is outrageous for the boys can't study a bit. I wish you could step in and take a peep at us. It got so cold we could not stand it any longer. So we call the roommates and went out and made a raid on Old Spex laths and have built us up some sort of a fire and are all gathered around like a gang of chickens under its mothers wing. If the officers of the day should by chance visit our room and catch us we would get a hard report and a few demerits. Peach came by here on last Saturday morning to see me, has just returned from Ark. Martin and one of his friends were taken prisoners. The day he stopped over to see me, Ex. Gov. Letcher made a very fine speech, also Judge Brockenbrough. So we went up and heard them. Both were very encouraging and thought the war would not last a year longer. In the evening I walked out in the country with him to get his horse. I came back, but he staid[sic] with one of his company friends until yesterday when he called to see me again on his way to Orange. I guess he will get home before this letter and tell you all you would like to hear about me and about his trip, so I will leave it for him to do. Mother you think I didn't sit down and write Cousin Vic a long letter a few days ago. Felt so interested about her. Hope she will condescend to reply to it. Suppose Bob had gone to his command ere this. What is his rank, and what is that of Gen. Long? Gen. Smith got a letter a few days ago from some gentleman over towards Hot Springs, who had, I believe, been in Gen. Averil's Camp and says Averil is preparing to make a raid in this direction. He advised Spex to fortify all the mountain passes, which he is going to do. Major Williamson \u0026amp; two of the Cadets left this morning to make a survey. I suppose we will have to go the last of the week to first of next. We will have the fortification to build ourselves. Is this what I was sent here for, to shovel with the spade \u0026amp; dig with the hoe for the protection of Rockbridge Negroes? This is the reason in which our studies are to be interfered with of[f] \u0026amp; on this Spring \u0026amp; Summer and I think you had just as well give your consent at once to my resigning and entering the Army. I want to have some of the glory of the [trenches] in the year 64 attached to my name, and this war can't last much longer it is certain, and it will be my only chance. Are you not willing to have it said you had a son in this war? I was down at Mrs. Bulls the other night, spent a very pleasant evening. The Capt's duck was there. He (the Capt.) is one of my best friends, and is very kind to me as well as the other members of the family.\n[This part written in the margins of pages 2 and 3] \nAs is so cold I shall have to stop writing, with the hope of getting a letter, certain this eve. I shall write again the last of the week. Hope you are all well. How is Mollie looking? Write me a long letter soon giving me all the news. With much love to all the family, yourself amongst them. Goodby, Your darling boy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nApril the 8th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Sister\u003cbr\u003e\nI hope you will not deem me indifferent as to writing or to yourself. I have been intending writing for some time, but you were away and I took it for granted that my letter would be more acceptable upon your return. And then another consideration, the other members of our family have been quite good in writing me so often and of course I had to give them the preference, though had you been there I should have waved all ceremony and dropped you a few lines at any rate, for I suppose my letters generally go the rounds. Even though they do not bear inspection: I received one from Sister Mollie this morning inclosing Aunt Lucy's. I suppose they will soon begin to look for Mary. How I wish for Aunt L. would accompany her. She writes so affectionately and seems so anxious to see all her relatives and friends. She says she wants to come over to see something of the War. Do you not think she could be gratified? The sad changes wrought in Old Orange by it alone would be enough to shock and sadden her heart. I hope Monsieur Taylor may get his due in the coming campaign. I would like to be the one to greet him with a bullet. Don't you think he deserves such, though he seems sorry he ever thus acted. Will Willie T. postpone his marriage now until Mary's arrival? He ought for she will be dreadfully disappointed if he does not. Please say to Cousin Vic I am anxiously looking for an answer to my letter. Suppose you saw Willie Buffington while in Richmond. Eugie writes me she expects to go down soon to attend Cousin Martha S. marriage. Eugie is a sweet girl and is one of the best correspondents I ever had. Why don't some of you write her. She always inquires about some of this family when she writes. I promised I would give Champe a scolding (I generally spell this word wrong. Did you ever notice it?) for being so neglectful but I think mine have ceased to be of any virtue, so will merely remind her of the fact. Suppose she is occupied all the time with her many beaus but this is not sufficient excuse. Ask her if Gen. Pizzini has any vacant place that she can secure for me, if so she must do it, for I do not intend to remain here after this month. Just think I am a plagued conscript. If I can't get some place I am stout and hardy enough to rough it as a private. Do you not candidly think I ought to be in the Army. I am over 18. I think I have been very obedient in remaining here as long as I have, and only done so because I hated to go contrary to the wish of a fond and devoted Mother. I think Mother might very willingly give her consent now that the prospect of the war ending soon is very great. Write me your views on the subject. I got a long letter some time ago from Sister S. brother Hay added a post script of a few lines (2) and said he would write one in a few days which I suppose will be a few months. He has neglected to send my deposit until this time (after the first of Apr) when he will I suppose have to loose right much money, owing to the change in currency. He should not be so negligent especially when money matters are concerned. Glad to hear Bob is so well satisfied and likes the service so well. It will be the making of him, I mean his health, don't you agree with me? Hope he has some rank and is in the line of promotion. Know he will climb high in the intimation of his superiors. He must make himself the worthy representative of the Stanard family. I suppose his being separated from his darling Mol goes rather hard with him, but he must learn to stand it like a true soldier. I guess he will think this is great advice. Mollie writes they are quite worried about her sugar and liquors not having been heard from. It will indeed be quite a serious affair if they never turn up or come to hand. Was sorry to hear of the loss of your cow. What do you so for milk? It is something we never may our eyes on here. Our fare is not good by any means, been feeding us off [Stanard purposefully omits word here] beef. (I don't like to use the word) for some time, and I hardly ever get enough bread to eat. It is a hard matter though to satisfy our appetites we take so much exercise, drilling, \u0026amp; c. and then our meals are so regular. I believe I have really grown a little since last Summer, and know I have fattened, weigh 137 lbs. Tried on some of my summer clothes a few nights ago out of curiosity. You know they were full large for me then. Now my jacket won't meet around me, and my pants require a little sugar or molasses on my shoes to induce them to come down a little. Sister did you ever see anything like the snow and rain we have been having for the last week or ten days. The clouds really seem weakened from exhaustion, but after two days of spring weather, they seem to have been replenished as it were, and from the present appearances, out doors, now I am inclined to think they are preparing to take us by storm. I wrote before how we suffered during the cold weather for the want of fire. It was the same this last spell, had to have suspension and let us lay in our beds to keep from freezing. Old Spex was well prepared to meet his own individual comfort. Plenty of the best coal that could be started in peace times. We were not at all indignant at his having suspension. I believe the majority of the boys preferred it and the cold weather to fire. Very natural feeling for school boys. One if my roommates has just come in and told me the mail would be taken up in a few minutes. So I shall have to bring my letter to a close. I did intend giving you an account of a review of the Corps by Gen. Rossum. Will do so in my next. I guess I have already tired you with such a long letter. I have not time to read it over and make the necessary corrections, so please excuse all mistakes. Give my best love to all the family, and for yourself \u0026amp; baby and the little ones. Accept that which is due from a fond and devoted brother.\u003cbr\u003e\nJ.B.S.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eV.M.I. April the 24th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nYour long and interesting letter has been received and I have been intending for the last two or three days to answer it, but something has always interfered and prevented my good intentions. You say that you had begun to get uneasy at my silence, for fear I might be sick. Why I wrote two or three letters home but a very short time ago. I can't imagine what became of them. I seems to me that I am always writing home but very seldom get letters from there myself. You all are not as good about writing as you ought to be. I am not alluding to you but to the other members of the family. I have not as yet heard a word from Hay and the $9.00. Am going to drop him a few lines this evening. I am dead broke at present, wish the check would hurry up and make its appearance. Had to borrow some money the other night to go up town and get some thing to eat. They are starving us out now. Don't give us half enough bread, miserable rye coffee without sugar or milk (and it has caused an eruption to break out on a good many of the Cadets, I believe it is a prison) and for the last two weeks they have been giving us nothing but rotten beef. I declare it is perfectly awful. Old Spex has some 50 or 60 barrels of it put away and will keep feeing us on it. An old scamp, he has about ten or eleven barrels of molasses and won't give us any. All the cadets are grumbling and asking him for it. I am glad to hear Bob has improved so much and is so well please with his place. Didn't I tell you he would be. Hope he is up near [home] now. Mother you ask me why I don't call Mollie Sister when I write. I was not aware before that I failed to do so. It was thoughtlessness on my part I can assure her and not for the want of love that I did not make use of sister instead of Mollie. Why I am sure my letters to her have always been very affectionate. I hope she will banish all idea that I meant anything by my manner of writing. Well Mother every body (or Cadet at least) has been right much excited today to join in the coming battle. You need not be surprised if I am one, if they raise a company I shall join. Remember I will be 19 on the 27th of this month and ought to be ashamed of myself to be here. When you are advised to keep me here as long as possible, people don't know my age, and of course they would not tell you they thought I ought to be in the army. They are going to take us in service I expect in July out in the mountains here. But I prefer being with Lee. Mother I don't want to desert or be shipped from here against your wish, therefore I beg that you will write me permission to resign, and I can then use my own discretion whether I will or not. If you give your consent, mention that it is concerned with family matters (except name) that prevents your sending me here longer. Mother I hope you will not let what I have written distress you. You should be more firm and patriotic and want me to be in the army, but this is an unnatural feeling for an affectionate Mother like yourself. When is the big fight to come off. Is there any chance of its taking place in Orange. I think the Yankees are going to get the worst whipping that they have ever gotten, and it will almost wind up the war. If Lee whips them, he ought to follow up his victory and drive them as far North as he can, the same time burning all their cities. Well dear Mother I have written you quite a long letter, and one I have no doubt you will be sorry to see. The mail will be taken up in a short while, so I shall have to bring my letter to a close. Wish I had something interesting to write about, and now darling Mother with love to all the family and oceans to your sweet self I must bid you good evening. Hoping what I have written will not cause you trouble and that I will soon hear from you\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever your\u003cbr\u003e\nown darling boy\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI am in want of draws.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nMay the 9th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nHere I am, no longer a freeman, but a prisoner within the lofty walls of the V.M.I. I reached here safely on Friday evening and it has been a source of regret to me ever since, that I should have been goose enough to leave when I did. And have to leave my trunk behind. So much for not taking the advice of a wise man (Mr. Chapman). Doubtless they told you at the village about my being left by the train. I did not care myself but I was afraid poor brother would swear himself to death about it was the only reason which actuated me to promptness in acquiring some means of conveyance to take me to Gordonsville, and after all I did not get there in time to see him, but unfortunately in time for the Staunton train. Plague on it! I wish it had left before I got there. I should certainly have returned after getting there and finding the Richmond train gone, had I not feared that I would be greeted by a scolding from some member of the family. Yes, I expect all of you would have pitched into me. Even Mr. C. for driving his horse so far and not listening to him on the first place. Just think, if I had remained I could have seen some of the Yankee prisoners, and heard something of the result of the fight. My trunk has not reached me yet. I hope it may not be lost. I would like to see the person that I would leave it behind for again. I wrote to Nat Catlette about it this morning. I hope Mr. Chapman wrote when he sent my trunk up. He seemed very much amused at me when I found it was left. I didn't blame him, for I imagine I was quite a laughable object about that time. I was so worried I came very near letting an ugly word escape my mouth, I wonder if I didn't. I went to see some young ladies while I was in Staunton, staid until half past eleven had no idea it was so late. Met with one of the most interesting and agreeable and pretty young ladies I have seen since the War. A Miss Gregory, refugee from Alexandria. She is the one Madame [?] at one time, said Vandergrift was engaged to. I was sorry to see that Col. Brown was killed. Suppose Brig. Gen Stanard \u0026amp; Long win in the fight. The stage has come in this evening but bring no news, this is generally the way. Tell brother William is he hasn't too much to do I wish he would keep me posted as to the movement of our army. I received his letter, thank him for attending to my trunk for me. Tell Sister Mary she ought to have been at home that morning and not down at the depot. She urged me to go to Goville [Gordonsville] anyhow. Hope Mr. Shaw didn't think anything of the manner in which I told him goodbye I was in a big hurry about that time. Tomorrow there will be a suspension of academic duties in order to raise the flag sent from Europe, over the grave of out lamented leader Jackson. Well Mother it has been very warm all day, and this evening I had to attend drill for two hours. Wound up with 2 charges 100 yards across the parade on on pretend breastworks. It was very exciting in the first charge I was the first to mount the dreaded works. In the second the 3rd man, but as I was so fat and excited, I had to leave ranks at Dress Parade from a violent headache and fainty feeling. But I have rested and feel all right and ready for another now. The drum is beating for tattoo so I must close. I only wrote to let you know I had arrived safely. Please write soon. I am anxious to hear the result of the battle, who of our friends were killed. Good night, with much love to all,\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever yr darling boy\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eP.S. Excuse this miserable scrawl.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eStaunton May the 12th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nNo doubt a letter written from this place will take you greatly by surprise. Well to relieve your anxiety I will tell you before going further and keep you from uneasiness. On Tuesday night an order came from Gen. Breckenridge calling us immediately to Staunton. In obedience to his orders we fixed up and left on Wednesday Morning at half past 8, marched 18 miles by half past 2. when we camped. The roads were very good but were quite dusty and then it was very warm. This morning we left camp under quite different circumstances, it having rained during the night and has continued to do so all day. The roads were awful perfect loblolly all the way and we had to wade through like hogs. We came 18 miles from 5 to 12 however and are tonight encamped one mile out of town. I have run the blockade and come in to take tea with Cary Taylor, and that I might write this letter. Am I not good? I have a strong notion of staying in until 2 tonight with him so as to dry of[f] for I have been like a wet mouse all day. So disagreeable in camp. We will leave in the morning early and expect to have to march to Harrisonburg (down the Valley) a distance of 26 miles. The Yankees are reported coming up the Valley with a force of 9000 strong. Our Corps will run Gen. B. up to 5000 maybe more. I hope we may be able to lick them out. I have suffered more with my feet this march (so far) than I ever did on all the others together. I hope to get me a more comfortable pair of shoes when this will be remedied. I got my trunk the evening before I left all safe. It was in the nick of time and my biscuit and ham for my rations. If you want to write to me direct your letter to me at this place Care of Edmond M. Taylor, Staunton, he will send them to me. I expect we will be down out this time for some weeks. I told you that you had better let me join Lee at once that this could be the way, but you must not make yourself uneasy about me. I will take care of myself. One of my messmates from this place is going to fill my haversack with something better than what we draw so I wont suffer for some days at any rate, though I hope not at all. Well darling Mother I have written enough I suppose to relieve your mind as to our destination so I must stop and go in the parlor. Some young ladies there. You will have a hard time trying to make this out I shan't undertake it. Saw Fedic T. this evening. Give my love to all [acquaintance] \u0026amp; friends. Hope Bob come out all right and all the Berry Hill friends \u0026amp; visitors. I shall write when ever I have an opportunity. And now dear Mother that I may be spared to see you all again, and that you may continue in good health will be the nightly prayer of Your darling Boy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eThe Southern Telegraph Companies.\u003cbr\u003e\nReceived at Orange CH, May 16, 1864\u003cbr\u003e\nFrom Staunton. To W. H. Chapman\u003cbr\u003e\nCadet Stanards body is at New Market I presume.\u003cbr\u003e\nS. Yates\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eTelegram Fragment.\u003cbr\u003e\nReceived at Orange C.H. May 16 [1864]\u003cbr\u003e\nBy telegraph from Harrisonburg.\u003cbr\u003e\nB. Stanard was k[illed]\u003cbr\u003e\nwill be sent to\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLife\u003cbr\u003e\nLife has beautifully and appropriately been compared to an Ocean, whose surges when the storm sweeps over its surface, bear a striking resemblance to that portion of our life in which troubles and cares beset us, and whose smooth surface when there is nothing to disturb its accustomed tranquility, bears a simile to that portion of our existence in which the busy scenes of this life are laid aside and which has been fitly called the \"sunset\" of life, often the billows of the ocean, when the pitiless storm sweeps over its surface with unrelenting fury rise to such a height that it is with great difficulty that vessels can ride triumphantly on them and bid defiance to their efforts as it were to bury them beneath their briny folds. Numerous are the instances in which vessels have sprung a leak in spite of all the efforts of the sailors to prevent it, have sunk to the bottom of the sea where so many have found an unwelcome and watery. On the other hand when there is nothing to disturb its peaceful waters, and when the sun, unobstructed by clouds from the view is reflected on its polished breast, vessels sail with security to their destined ports whence to discharge their freight. Such is a simile of our existence when the troubles and cares of this life agitate it and also when our cares and troubles are forgotten. Often during life when misfortune seems determined to claim us for her own and when cares beset us at every step, it takes all the moral courage we can summon to our aid to enable us to triumph over them, and at last [reach] the harbors of happiness. The latter scene is like old age, the \"Sunset\" of life, when the busy pursuits of life are laid aside and when you have determined to trust your frail bark no longer to the stormy sea, but float quietly down, a stormless sea too that harbor which is called, \"The End of Life\" Well has the poet exclaimed \"Thou, too, art a sailor, and time is the sea, And life the frail vessel that upholdeth thee.\"\u003cbr\u003e\nRespectfully submitted\u003cbr\u003e\nBy\u003cbr\u003e\nCadet B. Stanard\u003cbr\u003e\nTo\u003cbr\u003e\nDr. Madison\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWar\u003cbr\u003e\nOf all the punishments which Divine Providence sees fit to inflict upon a sinful nation, none so severe as that of war, which is now being so frightfully carried on throughout this once peaceful and prosperous republic. Although I am well aware, that this is a subject on which better pens than mine have exhausted their eloquence, yet I think, especially at a time like this, it is one, on which we may profitably reflect.\nFrom the Statesman to the school boy, Every one is occupied with this absorbing topic. \nThe preacher from the pulpit thunders into our ears threats of the increased wrath of God, already visited upon us in this cruel war. The poor man shudders at the thought of the coming winter, and curses the hard times and high prices. All alike seem to think it an unmitigated evil. But it would be far better for us to trust in the old saying, \"Look on the bright side,\" and I think that if we would allow the exercise of a little reason, we may bring ourselves to believe that there is a bright side to this picture. I do believe that it is a punishment, but that as a loving father corrects his erring son, so it is send for our own good. Let us but suppose there were no such punishments for mankind, and what would this world of ours be? We may but turn to the pages of history, and selecting a few from the many examples before us, find a sad response to this question. Look at Rome! For hundreds of years enemies without and fierce dissentions within, had humbled her proud eagles, and at length she stands without a rival, none dare call her enemy. But prosperity has accomplished that which her enemies have in vain assayed and the \"City of Seven Hills\" lies prostrate at the feet of her own vices. A handful of barbarians have devastated her fair provinces and beautiful cities, and Rome is no more. Look to England. Twice she has been intensely overrun and ground under the feet of Roman and Norman invaders. And behold the fruit of suffering. England the mistress of the seas! But a speck on the map of the world she has possessions on which the sun never sets. And lastly, we have a striking striking example in our own once peaceful land. After a comparatively short contest, she has enjoyed blessings totally unprecedented in the history of a nation of free government, the most beautiful country in the world, and a large territory, nothing seemed wanting to fill up the measures of her happiness. But what were its effects? A Government rotten to its very core, and an effeminate people, divided into little factions. The smiles of prosperous fortune has accomplished that which our enemies tried in vain and War, the only specific for a nations diseases, has come upon us.\nLet us bear it like men, and remember that terrible as it is there are evils far worse.\u003cbr\u003e\nRespectfully submitted\u003cbr\u003e\nBy\u003cbr\u003e\nCadet Stanard\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003e\"Berry Hill\"\u003cbr\u003e\nOrange Ct Ho\u003cbr\u003e\nJuly 28th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCadet L.C. Wise\u003cbr\u003e\nI scarcely know how to thank my dear young friend for his thoughtful kindness, \u0026amp; beautiful tribute to the memory of our dear one, now sleeping under the shadows of his own home! Tis true my dear friend no earthly consolation can be given to sooth entirely the heart sorrow we are all compelled to bear, but it is sweet \u0026amp; above all things comforting to hear his praises from those among whom he lately dwelled! Your name sounds like a household word- so often has it fallen from his dear lips. Indeed I feel as if I know all his roommates, \u0026amp; could call them Brothers. Most anxious were we to have them come and see us. We have received such evidence of their generous hearted tender thoughtfulness that we long to express in words our gratitude. I should have answered all their letters received with much pleasure, but yours is the first which bears a \"Post Mark\". Will you not extend for us, to his friends, from whom we have received letters- \"W. Overton Harris\" \"Jn S. Wise\" \"Ed\"ward Harvie Smith Jr.\" \"E. Berkley\" our sincere thanks \u0026amp; say to each that we would be most happy to return our gratitude in person, \u0026amp; to none would give such a warm welcome to our home \u0026amp; hearts, as the friends of our darling Brother! Now that you all have vacation we would be glad to have a visit from you, a sad but pleasant \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eHd Qrs Arty Corps V.D.\u003cbr\u003e\nAug 3d 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI have anticipated the pleasure of sending you a letter for some time but being so continually on the wing have been deprived of doing so. To day being my birthday have concluded to write and I hope I shall not be molested by any couriers riding up with orders to move until my letter is finished.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI have written Mollie so often giving her all the news (which of course you get through her) that there is but little left me to day to make up a letter. Still I know my Darling Mother will be glad to get my letter though it may be a very dull one. And then too I am aware of my inability to write a letter which will compare with those you are mow deprived of by the death of that Darling \u0026amp; Christian child. Still my Dear Mother, that feeling shall not deter me from writing and I trust to God that in the deprivation you have sustained in those sweet \u0026amp; loving letters, mine may serve to cheer you, and assure you have a son whose love is as great as a child's could be, although he may be incompetent to control words to express that love. I know my Darling Mother how you miss those sweet letters from that dear child, and feel how very incompetent I am to send you such messages of love as he always sent, still feeling assured of bearing you all the love a dutiful son can bear I commence this letter (knowing as I have before marked) it will be properly appreciated while at the same time hoping it may serve to cheer you \u0026amp; assure you that you have those dear ones to live for who love you very dearly \u0026amp; for whose sake you should cheer up, and not grieve for that lost one taken from this world of sin \u0026amp; trouble to dwell with his God on high.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI was much distressed my dear Mother to hear you were suffering so much with your old complaint, dysphasia, and hope ere this reaches you you will have been entirely relieved, have you any of the Alleghany water left and do you continue to drink it. Mollie writes me she is making you take bitters regularly which she thinks benefits you. You must continue to take your tonic and not think of the spirit you consume. \nNo doubt your trip to the village benefitted you a good deal, a change is a great thing sometimes. You should ride every evening.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI wrote Mollie yesterday and just after sending of my letter received hers of the 24th by Bester's boy. He also brought my over cape which I was glad to get. I wrote Aunt Lucy long letter and left it at Martinsburg to be mailed when the Yankees get possession. We are now encamped at a place called Bunkers Hill but don't think we shall remain here very long. Here comes Genl. Early's courier, wonder what order he brings.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eJust what I expected, the order is to cook two days rations and be ready to move at day light tomorrow. This will not however interfere with my letter writing to day. I have no idea which way we will move but every body seems to think up the Valley. I hope it may be so for I am always better satisfied when moving towards the dear ones at home. Why has brother never written how he managed to remain at home. I don't know to this day in what position he is in the service still. I hear he is still at home. I shall be truly glad to know that he is permanently stationed there. We were all very much rejoiced at Hood's victory but fear it was only temporary. If he can whip Sherman in front of Atlanta his army will be destroyed. We have a rumor here to day (Coming from Baltimore paper Sun by some of the Citizens at Charlestown) that Genl. Lee has given Grant another terrible whipping. I trust it will prove true and that it will force Grant to get away from Richmond. Our army here is recuperating considerably and is as strong now as when it first started. All the stragglers lost on the long march around have been gathered up.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWas very glad to hear you had a fine rain in Orange. It will do some good although much more may be needed. We have had lowering clouds here for several days but no rain and the people are almost in despair. They will make no corn at all. I hope Mr. Shaw will make more than he thinks. We can get no vegetables in this country. I sent Lewis fifteen miles yesterday and he returned with one pound of butter and one doz eggs. Mollie writes me that all the children had the whooping cough. I hope they will all get through it easily. I was glad to hear you enjoyed the cheese so much. You must not let the others have too much of it but keep it for your own use. What sort of an article did the tea turn out. Good I hope. So Tom wants to wait until after the war to get married. If he does he will not get Vic. He can I think make arrangements now that would put him in a position to marry at once. I am going to write him a few lines to day. Mollie writes me Mrs. Fry objects. Why is this. How does Aunt Octavia and uncle [?] like it. They should be delighted. My horse hurt her foot about a week ago so I have been in the ambulance while on the march. She is well again, but I fear she is too young for service. She is a splendid animal \u0026amp; if I could get another to ride wound send her to Mr. Shaw for light service. What is the matter with [Ross?] Hear he is at home sick. I suppose Mollie calls on Aunt Martha \u0026amp; uncle Jaq. very often. Tell her I expect to hear of a dreadful intimacy between herself \u0026amp; the former. Early's campaign up here is looked upon as a failure by every one. He is fit to command nothing but a division [that] under General Lee. I heard Mrs. Gordon was at Winchester but hardly believe it. If she is there she has seen very little of the Genl. as I know he had not left his command to visit her. I feel too sorry for poor Jane Carter. Has she gone south, poor soul. I hope she will fine with her husband's relatives a kind \u0026amp; good home. Doubtless he will leave her well off as he was considered rich. Well my Darling Mother, I must bring my letter to a close as I must write several others to day. Give my love to all and kiss the children for me and believe me ever My Dearest Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nYour fond \u0026amp; devoted son\u003cbr\u003e\nRobt\u003cbr\u003e\n24 to day. Feel quite aged.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eHd Qrs Arty V.D.\u003cbr\u003e\n11 Jany 1865\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI have been intending to write to you for several days but have been kept from doing so in consequence of having a great deal of writing to do for the office. [Shook] being absent on a 15 day furlough I have to do all his work during his absence and we have had more to do since his departure than for 6 months previous. I rec'd a letter from brother several days since dated the 1th Dec. and would send it to you to read but it is merely a business letter and he writes no one must read it. He was still stationed at a battery some distance from the city but expected in a short time to receive through Judge Campbell an appointment as Ordnance Sgt placed on duty there. I hope sincerely he may not be disappointed. He writes me he has made very little money since I left him and that his expenses are very heavy. When he gets back to town he hopes to be able to make something. He writes me Sallie and the little ones are very well and that Willie is the prettiest child in the city of Mobile. The baby he says has hair like Chandler. I am sorry for this, Mr. Chandler is fast declining and he says he will not live but a short time longer. Mr. John Battle was there and he thought he was giving away every day. I was truly sorry to hear this as we were led to believe he was better, at the time he wrote this. Was great excitement in the city caused by the approach of the enemy. Said the bells were ringing \u0026amp; things were in a mess generally. He congratulated himself that he was out of the excitement being over at his battery in the bay.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMollie wrote you of her safe arrival the day after she got here and told you how nicely she was fixed and now I regret to tell you after all out trouble to get fixed etc. that Genl. Long had concluded to move his Hd Qrs to Staunton so we will have to look out quarters there. He took command to day and will move the office in a few days. Col. Carter's command will be here so he will remain here. Dr. [Straith] has gone to Staunton to see what can be done in the way of accommodations but I feel certain we will not be as comfortably or agreeably fixed as we would eventually have been here. I shall hate very much to part with Col. Carter and not be with Mrs. C as she would be such a pleasant person for Mollie to be with. I wish Genl. Long would let the Dr. \u0026amp; myself remain down here. I have done a good deal of work for nothing. Hereafter will do nothing until every thing is definitely settled. The Genl. inquired particularly after you all. He is looking very well but I don't think well by any means. This is a miserable neighborhood, the meanest people I ever saw and the greatest [extortionists]. I wish the Yankees would come here and take every thing they have got.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eNow that Mollie is away from you and you will not have the benefit of my letters to her I intend to write you regularly. Mollie will I know keep you all posted besides. How I wish we could have been stationed near Orange, that we could have seen more of you all during the winter. Never mind I am entitled to a furlough which I will take after a while and spend it with you all. Mollie seems very happy being with me and I am too happy at having her. Matilda does first rate and I am too thankful that you allowed us to have her. Mollie could not have done without a maid. Mollie rec'd Fan's note by Botts yesterday. He went on up to Staunton. She has some nice brooms to send Fan.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWith much love to all\u003cbr\u003e\nYour devoted son\u003cbr\u003e\nRobert\u003cbr\u003e\nMollie sends love to all.\u003cbr\u003e\nThis was written in a hurry\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eHd Qrs Arty V.D.\u003cbr\u003e\n16 Jany 1865\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI wrote you a short letter last week since which we have heard nothing from Orange. Mollie wrote you I had been up to Staunton to procure rooms as Genl. Long had moved his HdQuarters to that place and would of course require my presence there. I am happy to state that after much trouble I yesterday succeeded in getting board with Mrs. Harman a widow lady and on very moderate terms. We will be delightfully fixed when we get settled. We will move up tonight and take possession. Hope after getting settled this time we will not have to move again as it gives much trouble. We will be some two or three squares from Mrs. Long and a little farther from the Dr. I regret exceedingly breaking up our arrangements here as we would have been all together. We will too lose Mrs. Carters pleasant company which we are both very sorry for. Col. Carter will remain down here and of course Mrs. Carter will prefer being with him although the Col. is much in favor of her going to Staunton as she would have no society here at all.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMollie wishes her bonnet box with bonnet sent up by first good opportunity or by express if it can be done. She says the key is on her bunch of keys in her large black trunk. She will require her bonnet to wear to church. I am exceed[ing]ly glad we will be where I can attend church regularly as I have been debarred of the pleasure for some time. Tell Fan I saw Mrs. Long on Saturday and she inquired after all. She seems a very fine woman and is delighted at having us in Staunton. Tell  Champe that Dr. [McGuire] is the finest dressed man in Staunton. All of old Early's staff seem to be having a very gay time. Dr. Straith went to the wedding and came home disgusted of course. Says he spent the entire night in getting out of other people's way. They had a fine [supper] the Dr. has heard nothing more from his wife but is looking for her every day. I hope sister wrote and explained to Cousin Eliza my dispatch. I sent it at the Dr.'s request. He thinking his wife might have reached that place. Corbin Welford is going to Culpepper to look for her in a few days. The weather had been very fine for the last week and I hope will continue so. No doubt the bright sun has persuaded you just to peek your head out of the door. Matilda is still much pleased. I will keep a good watch over her in Staunton and try and return her improved as Mollie will learn her to be very patient. Has Vic heard anything from Tom recently. Willie was here today and says they have heard nothing from him for months. Hope Vic put an end to Hardy's coming to see him. His independence in staying so long at uncle E's beat anything I ever heard of. Mollie would have written today but has been busy packing. She will write as soon as we get to Staunton. Tell Champe she might write us often.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMollie joins me in much love to all. Tell Sister I will write her very soon.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eAs ever your fond \u0026amp; affect.\u003cbr\u003e\nSon\u003cbr\u003e\nRobert\u003c/p\u003e"]}]}},"label":"Breadcrumbs"}}},"links":{"self":"https://search.arvasarchive.org/catalog/vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166_c02_c01_c01"}},{"id":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166_c02_c01_c02","type":"Item","attributes":{"title":"Composition \"War\", 1863","abstract_or_scope":{"id":"https://search.arvasarchive.org/catalog/vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166_c02_c01_c02#abstract_or_scope","type":"document_value","attributes":{"value":"\u003cp\u003eComposition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on war.\u003c/p\u003e","label":"Abstract Or Scope"}},"breadcrumbs":{"id":"https://search.arvasarchive.org/catalog/vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166_c02_c01_c02#breadcrumbs","type":"document_value","attributes":{"value":{"ref_ssi":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166_c02_c01_c02","ref_ssm":["vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166_c02_c01_c02"],"id":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166_c02_c01_c02","ead_ssi":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166","_root_":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166","_nest_parent_":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166_c02_c01","parent_ssi":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166_c02_c01","parent_ssim":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863/1865","Jaqueline Beverly Stanard compositions, 1863","Compositions, 1863"],"parent_ids_ssim":["vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166","vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166_c02","vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166_c02_c01"],"title_filing_ssi":"Composition \"War\"","title_ssm":["Composition \"War\""],"title_tesim":["Composition \"War\""],"normalized_title_ssm":["Composition \"War\", 1863"],"text":["Composition \"War\", 1863","Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863/1865","Jaqueline Beverly Stanard compositions, 1863","Compositions, 1863","Virginia Military Institute—Cadet compositions—Prose","Virginia Military Institute—Class of 1867","Virginia Military Institute—Academics—History—19th century","English","War\nOf all the punishments which Divine Providence sees fit to inflict upon a sinful nation, none so severe as that of war, which is now being so frightfully carried on throughout this once peaceful and prosperous republic. Although I am well aware, that this is a subject on which better pens than mine have exhausted their eloquence, yet I think, especially at a time like this, it is one, on which we may profitably reflect.\nFrom the Statesman to the school boy, Every one is occupied with this absorbing topic. \nThe preacher from the pulpit thunders into our ears threats of the increased wrath of God, already visited upon us in this cruel war. The poor man shudders at the thought of the coming winter, and curses the hard times and high prices. All alike seem to think it an unmitigated evil. But it would be far better for us to trust in the old saying, \"Look on the bright side,\" and I think that if we would allow the exercise of a little reason, we may bring ourselves to believe that there is a bright side to this picture. I do believe that it is a punishment, but that as a loving father corrects his erring son, so it is send for our own good. Let us but suppose there were no such punishments for mankind, and what would this world of ours be? We may but turn to the pages of history, and selecting a few from the many examples before us, find a sad response to this question. Look at Rome! For hundreds of years enemies without and fierce dissentions within, had humbled her proud eagles, and at length she stands without a rival, none dare call her enemy. But prosperity has accomplished that which her enemies have in vain assayed and the \"City of Seven Hills\" lies prostrate at the feet of her own vices. A handful of barbarians have devastated her fair provinces and beautiful cities, and Rome is no more. Look to England. Twice she has been intensely overrun and ground under the feet of Roman and Norman invaders. And behold the fruit of suffering. England the mistress of the seas! But a speck on the map of the world she has possessions on which the sun never sets. And lastly, we have a striking striking example in our own once peaceful land. After a comparatively short contest, she has enjoyed blessings totally unprecedented in the history of a nation of free government, the most beautiful country in the world, and a large territory, nothing seemed wanting to fill up the measures of her happiness. But what were its effects? A Government rotten to its very core, and an effeminate people, divided into little factions. The smiles of prosperous fortune has accomplished that which our enemies tried in vain and War, the only specific for a nations diseases, has come upon us.\nLet us bear it like men, and remember that terrible as it is there are evils far worse.\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet Stanard","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on war."],"parent_unittitles_ssm":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863/1865","Jaqueline Beverly Stanard compositions, 1863","Compositions, 1863"],"parent_unittitles_tesim":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863/1865","Jaqueline Beverly Stanard compositions, 1863","Compositions, 1863"],"normalized_date_ssm":["1863"],"unitdate_other_ssim":["circa 1863"],"level_ssm":["Item"],"level_ssim":["Item"],"component_level_isim":[3],"sort_isi":25,"repository_ssim":["Virginia Military Institute Archives"],"collection_ssim":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863/1865"],"has_online_content_ssim":["false"],"child_component_count_isi":0,"parent_access_restrict_tesm":["There are no restrictions."],"parent_access_terms_tesm":["Manuscript collections in the VMI Archives are made available for educational and research use. 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Although I am well aware, that this is a subject on which better pens than mine have exhausted their eloquence, yet I think, especially at a time like this, it is one, on which we may profitably reflect.\nFrom the Statesman to the school boy, Every one is occupied with this absorbing topic. \nThe preacher from the pulpit thunders into our ears threats of the increased wrath of God, already visited upon us in this cruel war. The poor man shudders at the thought of the coming winter, and curses the hard times and high prices. All alike seem to think it an unmitigated evil. But it would be far better for us to trust in the old saying, \"Look on the bright side,\" and I think that if we would allow the exercise of a little reason, we may bring ourselves to believe that there is a bright side to this picture. I do believe that it is a punishment, but that as a loving father corrects his erring son, so it is send for our own good. Let us but suppose there were no such punishments for mankind, and what would this world of ours be? We may but turn to the pages of history, and selecting a few from the many examples before us, find a sad response to this question. Look at Rome! For hundreds of years enemies without and fierce dissentions within, had humbled her proud eagles, and at length she stands without a rival, none dare call her enemy. But prosperity has accomplished that which her enemies have in vain assayed and the \"City of Seven Hills\" lies prostrate at the feet of her own vices. A handful of barbarians have devastated her fair provinces and beautiful cities, and Rome is no more. Look to England. Twice she has been intensely overrun and ground under the feet of Roman and Norman invaders. And behold the fruit of suffering. England the mistress of the seas! But a speck on the map of the world she has possessions on which the sun never sets. And lastly, we have a striking striking example in our own once peaceful land. After a comparatively short contest, she has enjoyed blessings totally unprecedented in the history of a nation of free government, the most beautiful country in the world, and a large territory, nothing seemed wanting to fill up the measures of her happiness. But what were its effects? A Government rotten to its very core, and an effeminate people, divided into little factions. The smiles of prosperous fortune has accomplished that which our enemies tried in vain and War, the only specific for a nations diseases, has come upon us.\nLet us bear it like men, and remember that terrible as it is there are evils far worse.\u003cbr\u003e\nRespectfully submitted\u003cbr\u003e\nBy\u003cbr\u003e\nCadet Stanard\u003c/p\u003e"],"odd_heading_ssm":["Transcription"],"odd_tesim":["War\nOf all the punishments which Divine Providence sees fit to inflict upon a sinful nation, none so severe as that of war, which is now being so frightfully carried on throughout this once peaceful and prosperous republic. Although I am well aware, that this is a subject on which better pens than mine have exhausted their eloquence, yet I think, especially at a time like this, it is one, on which we may profitably reflect.\nFrom the Statesman to the school boy, Every one is occupied with this absorbing topic. \nThe preacher from the pulpit thunders into our ears threats of the increased wrath of God, already visited upon us in this cruel war. The poor man shudders at the thought of the coming winter, and curses the hard times and high prices. All alike seem to think it an unmitigated evil. But it would be far better for us to trust in the old saying, \"Look on the bright side,\" and I think that if we would allow the exercise of a little reason, we may bring ourselves to believe that there is a bright side to this picture. I do believe that it is a punishment, but that as a loving father corrects his erring son, so it is send for our own good. Let us but suppose there were no such punishments for mankind, and what would this world of ours be? We may but turn to the pages of history, and selecting a few from the many examples before us, find a sad response to this question. Look at Rome! For hundreds of years enemies without and fierce dissentions within, had humbled her proud eagles, and at length she stands without a rival, none dare call her enemy. But prosperity has accomplished that which her enemies have in vain assayed and the \"City of Seven Hills\" lies prostrate at the feet of her own vices. A handful of barbarians have devastated her fair provinces and beautiful cities, and Rome is no more. Look to England. Twice she has been intensely overrun and ground under the feet of Roman and Norman invaders. And behold the fruit of suffering. England the mistress of the seas! But a speck on the map of the world she has possessions on which the sun never sets. And lastly, we have a striking striking example in our own once peaceful land. After a comparatively short contest, she has enjoyed blessings totally unprecedented in the history of a nation of free government, the most beautiful country in the world, and a large territory, nothing seemed wanting to fill up the measures of her happiness. But what were its effects? A Government rotten to its very core, and an effeminate people, divided into little factions. The smiles of prosperous fortune has accomplished that which our enemies tried in vain and War, the only specific for a nations diseases, has come upon us.\nLet us bear it like men, and remember that terrible as it is there are evils far worse.\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet Stanard"],"scopecontent_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eComposition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on war.\u003c/p\u003e"],"scopecontent_heading_ssm":["Scope and Contents"],"scopecontent_tesim":["Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on war."],"_nest_path_":"/components#1/components#0/components#1","timestamp":"2026-06-23T06:59:04.198Z","collection":{"numFound":1,"start":0,"numFoundExact":true,"docs":[{"id":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166","ead_ssi":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166","_root_":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166","_nest_parent_":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166","ead_source_url_ssi":"data/oai/VMI/repositories_3_resources_166.xml","title_ssm":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers"],"title_tesim":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers"],"unitdate_ssm":["1863-1865"],"unitdate_inclusive_ssm":["1863-1865"],"normalized_date_ssm":["1863/1865"],"normalized_title_ssm":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863/1865"],"text":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863/1865","MS.0083","/repositories/3/resources/166","Virginia Military Institute—Civil War, 1861-1865","Virginia Military Institute—Cadet compositions—Prose","Virginia Military Institute—Class of 1867","New Market Cadets","Virginia Military Institute—Cadet life—1860-1869","United States—History—Civil War, 1861-1865—Personal narratives—Confederate","Virginia—History—Civil War, 1861-1865","Correspondence","Telegrams","There are no restrictions.","Jacqueline Beverly Stanard was born in 1845 in Orange County, Virginia. He entered VMI in January 1863 as a member of the Class of 1867, and was killed at the Battle of New Market on May 15, 1864, while serving as a Cadet Private, Company B.","Virginia Military Institute\nJanuary the 17th 1863","My Dear Mother\nI have anxiously been looking for a letter from you for some time in reply to my last which I mailed about the 5th or 6th. I hope it has not been lost for it was a long one and I wanted you to see how I spent my Christmas. Mother it has been so long since I wrote that I guess you have been uneasy about me again thinking I might be sick.  Quite to the contrary, for the last weeks I have been having a good time skating. The river was frozen over beautifully for miles. As we were not doing any studying, the Examination being past over. We were all allowed to go. I wish you could have seen the river. It looked like a flock of black birds was on it. I never saw boys seem to enjoy themselves more. Could play [bandy], fox \u0026 goose and many other games to afford us amusement. Sandie P. \u0026 Sisters \u0026 some other ladies were down to see us. Sandy seemed to be a very awkward skater and would get some pretty falls sometimes which added to my fun. I think he is stuck up quite much. I haven't spoken to him yet. I attended Church this morning. Saw his wife there, do not think she is pretty. The [G]  has only preached for us once since he came here, but gave us an excellent sermon then. I suppose in this Peach has reached Orange \u0026 [camp]. He called to see me one evening and only remained about half an hour, promised he would come again the day after and said I must have a letter for him to take home for me, but he never made his appearance. I stayed from church hoping to see him \u0026 show him the VMI sights. He was staying out in the country about three miles. Wanted me to go with him but could not do so. I never saw a boy so changed in my life. Had a little beard and then he was dressed in real soldier style. I don't think I should have known him had I seen him in a crowd. He said himself Geo. M had been having a good time out in the country for 18 days. Really glad they have gotten furloughs for they have both been good soldiers and deserve them. Hope they may be able to reach home. Mr. M seemed somewhat taken with poor Lewis Williams old flame Miss Darden. Wilson Newman called to see me a few days ago. And going from his looks, I think the army must agree with him. Am glad our Orange boys are all so pleasantly stationed. Mother tell Champ to write what has become of [Mr. G]. I feel so sorry for him. Doubtless in this you have received my report and have been worried about the way I have wasted my time \u0026 gotten demerits etc. in the last six months. Myself as well as many others have done but little studying. We have lost about one and a half months going out of these plagued marches and still Old Spex hasn't made a single allowance in the examination and I would not be surprised if there are not 150 cadets shipped soon for being unjustly unjustly found deficient, some over 18, and others for demerits. 15 were shipped yesterday, one of my roommates goes [__] tomorrow, for demerits. Spex a grand old scoundrel coins money by this as most of them have made their deposits which is $600. I think you must not be surprised to see me at any time as my number of demerits is past one hundred, though most of them I got for over staying furlough, and may yet be removed. I shall write to brother in a day or two for money to pay what I owe to Old Spex. Mother to give you an idea what sort of person Gen. S. is after our return from our last march, the government sent up 300 pairs of shoes for the Cadets as presents or to pay for our own that we wore out and now Gen. S. will not let a Cadet have a pair if he has gotten shoes from the Institute within the last 6 month, and if a Cadet is shipped before he can get them, they fall in Spex's hands, who furnishes all his darkeys with a good pair. I shall try hard to get mine, tho' don't expect to wear them, they are course army shoes worth at the present prices 30 or 40 dollars. I have a pair I bought before I went on the march that will do me, so I shall keep mine (if I get them) for Henry, unless he is well supplied. Mother you recollect the box I was so concerned about, it made it to us, after being on the way only 19 days. Although the things were rather old \u0026 stale, yet everything went good even the turkey. I tell you we were not a long time emptying the box. We were all very agreeably surprised yesterday by the receipt of another box for one of our roommates. It contained a splendid ham, two elegant rich cakes  and any quantity of little molasses cakes, sausages, molasses, apples, etc. I never enjoyed anything more. I certainly did justice to it myself. I hope Mr. L has laid in a good supply of provisions. How does Eliza do now. Hope she may not give you all troubles. I can imagine I see the difference in her cooking \u0026 aunt Phoebe's, and hear you complain. Well Mother you see I am 'bout run out for something to write about so I guess I had better stop altogether. You must excuse led pencil, I wrote with, is because I wanted to write fast (which the bad writing \u0026 mistakes will bear evidence of) in order to finish it without being interrupted by any roll call. It seems to me I now commence a letter but what I am called of by the tap of the drum to attend some call. It is really worrying. Well Mother, I shall prepare myself to receive a good scholding [sic] from you soon. You must not be too hard upon me, [phrase unclear] made to stay here for my own good, but at the same time greatly against my will. And now with love to all and a due portion for your darling self,\nI am as ever yr affect\nSon J. B. S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFebruary the 20th 1863","My Dear Sister,\nHaving honored all the family with a letter, except your sweet self, Have determined to drop you a few lines (Tonight since I have no lessons to get.) to show you that you have not been forgotten. The letter I wrote Champe, you were justly entitled to, but as she wrote me such a long letter first, and I had to answer, thought had better do it at once. So you must not think anything of the step I took. I received dear sisters letter yesterday. And you cannot imagine what pleasure it gave me to read it and particularly that part in which it spoke of my darling mother, being so much improved in health. God grant that it may continue to do so, is my sincere prayer. It makes me feel like a new person almost, when I think about it. And Oh! If I could just be there to see her enjoy it. What I would not give? And just to think I have only been here one month today, and have five more long weary ones to spend here. It is awful to think about. But at the end of that time, I must have a furlough. In spite of everything. The boys all laugh at the idea of my expecting even to get one but I guess they will laugh out of the other side of their mouths, In July, when they see me going home. If I staid here I would have to go in Camp and drill, but I think I will get enough of it before them. You would laugh to see me going through double quick step. I look like a frog in the act of jumping. I see I will have to lay my letter aside until tomorrow when I endeavor to finish it though it will not leave here before Monday. Saturday. Have been down today to see them at Mrs. B[ull]'s. Capt. B[ull] has returned from Richmond. Came by G[ordons]ville. Wish he had run on down to Orange, might have sent my things by him. Phil Hiden is trying to get a furlough to go down to Charlottesville to see his brother James married. (To take place on Friday night I believe) If he succeeds, he will come on to Orange, so that will be a good opportunity to send my box. Says he will bring it. I also want my pants that (dark brown) Bob gave me sent. Repair them if they need it, before you send them. The surprise party to the Maj.'s was grand. If I had been there I should have made the girls get before. So that I might be sure they would not fall or get in the mud again. There is so much gold lace, and brass buttons in Orange now that a poor private stands no chance. The girls hardly glance at one, I guess. While I am writing they are drawing a cannon out on the parade ground to test it. I am going out there to see it fired. Bum! She goes; and the boys tremble \u0026 run. I stand my ground. The gun proves a good one. Scott \u0026 myself went up town today to get some thing to eat. Succeeded in getting some pies. Tomorrow is the 22nd and Gen. Smith told Capt. Bull if he could get the turkeys, he might give us a big dinner, but as he cannot get them, we will have the same old fare, Beef \u0026 Bread. I am in hopes there will be a suspension of Studdies until tuesday. (Private) Sister asked if I ever saw the little Madisons. Am sorry to say I have not, And moreover I don't expect to, from what I can hear. Don't say anything about this? I heard from good authority that the children were not allowed to wear socks, until that one \n(the youngest) had its feet frost-bitten. I feel sorry for the little darlings. Mrs. M is master. And every one easily perceives it. Let no one see this but the family? I have seen Mrs. Newman at Church, have never spoken to her, will go up with Scott soon to see her. There is no episcopal preacher here, but they expect to call Henry A. Wise, Jr. hope they may. Have very good music at the Presbyterian church. Sister Mollie certainly is good about writing so often, and her letters are so interesting and amusing. You all must continue to send them over whenever you get them. I intend to write to her soon. It is time for brother to be answering my letter. I think Mr. C. has acted quite strangely. It is too provoking. Tell Mother boiling over does no good. She had better remain quiet. And Mr. S[haw] is in Lynchburg. I wish I could run down to see him. Suppose it was business that took him there. Hope the army have not pressed any of his corn. He must be much incommoded in his farming by not being at Berry Hill. Sunday the 22nd. Ground covered in snow nearly a foot deep and still falling fast. What awful weather we have had in the last month for our army. They must suffer. I never saw such a country as this in my life. And every boy agrees with me. It is either raining or snowing all the time. Write me word what Mrs. R. brought. Wish she had brought my shoes \u0026 knife. And Willy [Fry] has gone to be married. What will take place next. Expect Peach (poor fellow) would liked to have accompanyed him. He is fortunate in being out of the army now. Oh! Fan. How I would like to see you all. I sometimes think that it will be impossible for me to stay away from my dear home and those for whom my love is so great, until July. How is Miss Summer. Give my love to her and tell her I think of her often. Well dear Sister I have written you quite a long letter. You must make due excuses for this miserable ink and writing. Kiss dear little Mary for me and tell her she must not forget Uncle Bev. Be a good girl and tell her when he I[sic] come home I will bring her some good. Give oceans of love to Mr. S[haw] and all the family, and accept for yourself a true brothers love.\nHoping you are all well I bid you Goodbye!\nBeverly","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 14th 1863","My darling Mother\nI received your letter a few days ago also the cloth. Hiden was on the way a week, or more. Which has been the reason why you have not heard from me sooner. I wrote home last Friday as usual but I wrote it in such a hurry and did not even read it over. I really felt ashamed to send it. Know I spelt a word wrong did you notice it? I know better. Well Mother Gen. Smith has at last gotten cloth, and as I had never had a suit my name was put down for one. I have had my jacket made at last so I now have or will have two suits which will do me until July. I don't know whether to have the cloth you sent me made into a pair of pants or sell it. If I have it made up I can save my new suit. I will send you some money by first opportunity. Need not get me any more cloth. How sad the death of poor Hugh Atkins, he was so imprudent. I suppose old Mrs. A is almost frantic, and it will have such a bad effect on Julia. Champe mentioned in her letter Miss Ellen B had gone deranged and been taken to the asylum. Where did she stay? I disremember her. Old Mrs. B has been sick for a week or more I suppose that must have been the cause of it. Be sure an[sic] write me word in your next. I was down to see them yesterday. I suppose your have commenced gardening, such pretty weather for it. It seems strange that I am not at it. Hope you are well enough to go out and superintend. As you are so devoted to it and can't help it. I am not surprised to hear about sister Mollie. She wrote to me and said she had fattened. In my answer I asked her \"Could it be that Ala air was purer than Va. and agreed with her better, Hardly!\" I am glad and then again I am sorry. I don't know why some of them out there do not write to me. Her letter is the only one I have received. I will not write to them until they do. I hope you have written to brother and given him a good scolding about that sugar. He deserves one. Does Ras T. intend to go South to live? Every body in Orange must be buying and selling. I suppose it is to invest their money which they have made by speculating. You will have a near neighbor now, Cousin H. \u0026 I think I should rather live at his old place than Mr. R. by far. I wrote you about making me collars did you ever get the letter. My cap must be black. When is Mary Taliaferro coming back, and so they ever hear from her. Give my love to all at Uncle E's. Suppose Annie is uneasy about her Johnny as the fight has begun. Myself and some of the other Cadets went fishing Saturday caught a few fish and a live ground hog which we had a good deal of fun out. Have to get up now at five, then drill for an hour also in the evening. I do not mind it so much now as it is rather more pleasant. We have abandoned the old drill and begun a new one (Hardie) which I much prefer. Mrs. Newman is in Orange, wish now I had gone to see her. How is Phil \u0026 wife getting along. Suppose they have not moved to Piedmont. Is there a prospect of much fruit at Berry Hill this season. Won't I miss Sisters cherries. I guess she feels lonesome without you all. Don't the children enjoy being at B.H. I expect they stay there all the time. How I would like to have a game of play with them. I expect Mary Beverly will be as wild as a buck soon. Kiss her for me and tell her to write to me. Mrs. C proceedings are shameful. Hope you may get everything back. Everything is so dull here that I have nothing to write interesting. They give us ham now occasionally. I send you a pattern of another collar, you may make some like it. Has Mr. Shaw enclosed his new plantation. Give my love to Miss Summer, tell her to write to me. I do not hear from home as often as I desire. How are the Spring gardens and are they as intimate since the dog quarrel. With much love to all and kisses around to the children I must bid you goodbye.\nAs ever your affect. Son\nBeverly","Send me Charlie Taliaferro direction. There is a Cadet who wants to write him. Excuse this miserable scrawl. What has become of Theodore G. Did he say anything about Taylor.","Camp Jackson Aug 28th 1863","My darling Mother,\nNo doubt you have been wondering what has become of your darling boy and the reason why he had not written before. Well dear Mother I will give you a few of my reasons which I hope will prove satisfactory. In the first place, after reaching Staunton and trotting around some time in search of Mr. G whom I succeeded in finding at last, and it then being too late for me to procure a seat on the stage. Mr. G begged me so very hard to remain over with him until the next day that I at last concluded to do so, knowing that one day longer would make no difference. I left Staunton about 4 ½ Wednesday morning and after a very pleasant trip (Having met with 3 or 4 Cadets returning) reached my old prison house at 1 p.m. and to my surprise found the Corps had left the evening before to reinforce Jackson. I then began to regret and censor myself very much for stopping over in Staun- but about the time we were ready, one of the Officers came in and said the Yankees had fallen back and that the Corps was then on the way back to the Institute after having marched to Staunton Goshen. We then thought after that information that it would be a piece of folly in us to start to meet them in coming back. I felt quite lonesome there being only a few Rats left as a guard. I staid down with Capt. B and made myself at home. He seemed very glad at having me back. And yesterday evening they all returned, broken down, sore footed and quite mad that they were not permitted to go on and engage the enemy. Jackson was very anxious expecially[sic] for the company of artillery to come on and join him, but Old Spex had not the authority to take the Corps out of the County, but had to fight them any when in Rockbridge in defense of the Institute. I am not delighted that I did not get here in time since it has proven such a useless \u0026 fatiguing march. I was on guard last night tho' not compelled, only did so to relieve some of the broken down who would have had to have gone on. I could not help contrasting \u0026 feeling the difference between my bed last night \u0026 the one I have been enjoying for the last month. Just imagine me in the guard quarters on the hard floor and in among a parcel of rats, minks, chickens, lice, etc. and then with my accoutrements all on, I tell you what taking everything into consideration I did not have my pleasant time, but it is all over now, and I hope it may not happen again. I am all OK. We will move into barracks next Monday or Tuesday when I will have a much easier time. I have not seen Old Spex yet to give him the letter. I expect he will be for court marshaling me. I was much worried at having to leave them all so hurriedly at the Village the morning I left. The plagued men at the provost office were the cause of it, they were so very slow. I only had time to kiss them \u0026 tell them all goodbye. Was Annie married on the next morning, I hope not since I could not see it. Tell Sister M to make up some excuse to give Mrs [Miss?] [H?] for not coming to see her again. I suppose every thing still remains quiet and there is no chance of the army leaving you. Has Miss E \u0026 Co. come to board with you yet. You all must write and give me all the news. I have no time to ask questions. I want this to be mailed this eve and it is near time for it to close. I had an elegant time in Staunton which I suppose Bird had written before this. Church did not get me the pillow after all. Get it from him and send it by S_ Hiden, also that knap sack Sam G. gave. You recollect I guess a new one. Tell Felix he had better sell me his cadet overcoat. Well dear mother I have not time to write more but will take time \u0026 write a more satisfactory letter soon. Excuse all mistakes \u0026 bad writing. Show it to no one but burn it. Give my love all inquiring friends. Tell McGuire I desire his letters. With love to all friends I must now bid you goodbye. Kiss the children and Old Sal if she is with you. Write soon \u0026 often to your affect.\nboy Bev.","Send me the Buffingtons letters if you get any. Their brother is here. Will tell you about him in my next.","...one of my favorites, give her my love. Champe so you ever hear from Mr. G now. Poor fellow! I expect he is dying out in N.C. by degrees with the [blues]. Let me hear something from him in your next. You know how I love him. Who are you engaged to at present? I fear you are gaining yourself the name of flirt. I hope not tho. I suppose it is because you have so many extravagant admirers, and not wishing to get married you are necessarily compelled to send some up the spout. I am really glad you are not like most of the girls at present, crazy to get married, for I should hate like all the world to give you up. You recollect I dreampt last summer that you were married and how I told you it distressed me. As my prospects for being a married man are exceedingly doubtful, I think I shall have to consent to the proposition you made some time ago that we should both remain single. Do you not remember it? You say you believe Victoria Is really going to write her fate with Capt. Hardy's. I am sorry for it myself for I never fancied him much. Hasn't she had better offers? She certainly is a changeable girl. Does Uncle E like the \"Capt\" or is he opposed to the match? I suppose they are daily looking for Mary from Baltimore. I guess she will have lots to tell. How I would like to be at home to hear her \u0026 Sister Mollie talk. If Bob \u0026 M. have arrived tell them I will write them both soon. Did Sister go down to R. as she expected or did the Yankees raid frighten her out of the notion? Champe in several of my letters from home they have mentioned Gen. Pizzini's[?] name. Who is he? I have never seen anything about him in the newspapers. You say the young man who took my bundle \u0026 letters home did not call. I did not expect he would, as he is very bashful. He is a very good boy, but one of the ugliest boys you ever saw. He does not intend returning here. Resigned to enter the army. Well dear Sister I I have written you quite a long letter so must stop and mail it. You must excuse all mistakes and bad writing. The boys are discussing the probability of the Corps being ordered out (although rumors circulated here in barracks) etc. and making so much fuss that I scarcely know what I am writing. And now I must bid you adieu. With love to all the family and hoping to have the exquisite pleasure of reading one of your usual interesting letters again soon.\nI am as ever\nYr aft Br","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember the 1st 1863","My dear Sister,\nReally everything is so dull and I write so often that I am puzzled to know how to commence this letter. I don't think I owe you an apology for my long silence. For whenever I write home to any one member of the family, I intend, and I suppose my letters are read by you all. So none need complain. Mother you know deserves most letters, as she is so good about writing to me, and then such long and interesting letters. I am always overjoyed when I see her handwriting. I received her last written on the 27th and you cannot imagine how much I have been worried to think you all would be left in the enemies lines and that I should be cut off from all communication with you. But I am as yet ignorant of whether this has been done. I have commenced this letter with the hope that it may go direct and that you are still spared from the outrage of the enemy. Can it be that Gen. Lee intends falling back again around Richmond? I think it looks very much like it if they are moving commissary stores from Gordonsville. But I suppose before this is done, there will be a second Chancellorsville battle, therefore I will not despair until I hear the result. I am very much afraid that Lee has weakened his army so much by sending aid to Braggs (who it seems is doing nothing but allowing his men to be captured \u0026 falling back) that he will eventually be compelled to fall back to Richmond. When this is done I suppose we will be ordered out. We are rather better equipped now than we were when we went on out last cavalry expedition to Covington. I think if we do leave here, I will go with Dr. McGuire whom Mother says will give me a place. I ought to be there in the army now fighting for my home. Changing the subject, I attended the tableaux given last Friday night by the ladies for the benefit of the poor soldier, although I was dead broke at the time, thought as I had never been to anything of the sort here, and then it was my duty, borrowed the money to go. Some of the scenes were very pretty, but the smallness of the room and the immence[sic] crowd destroyed all the pleasure of being present. Capt. B the only person you know, acted the part of the \"Irish Volunteer\" It would be useless in me to attempt to describe the scenes, dress and etc.  Will send you a programme and you can form an idea for yourself of what they ought to have been, at least how they looked. I don't think it could have been as grand as those given by the ladies of Old Orange as the material was wanting. They realized I understand $600. Leela P. did not act. I don't think she can be very popular. By the by I forgot to tell Champe, that she told a friend of mine that she was one of the wildest girls she ever saw and was wearing Gen. J's ring. Tell C. she had better beware her reputation will be quite broad. I have never spoken to her since I came back. Tell Mother I got the $20. Hope that she has seen Willie's and if he does not intent coming back soon will send me the money to pay for my overcoat \u0026 shoes. How I envy you all, eating fresh meat and sausages. Do you think I hadn't forgotten there was such a thing. I hope you all have gotten your pork and lower than the market price which is frightful. Mr. Shaw is a fortunate man in having any left. So poor Lil is gone at last. I suppose there was a universal weeping. $800 I think was a very good price. What has Mr. C. put where it is. Did Mr. S. go to Gen Lee? Willis is not coming back. Has sent his resignation. Did he give Mr. S the shot I sent. I have drawn a sketch of Charleston \u0026 vicinity from one I have seen. Will send home for you all to see soon. The drum has just beat for dress parade so I must close. Remember me to all enquiring friends, and now for each and every member of the family give oceans of love and accept for yourself \u0026 hubby and little darling a due portion.\nWrite soon, goodbye\nBev.","V.M.I. Dec. 19th 1863","My darling Mother\nI guess you have been wondering what in the world had become of me that I did not write. Well we were ordered out on last Tuesday very unexpectedly to march directly to Goshen and there wait orders from Gen. Imboden. I have not time to give you an account of our march now as we have to leave here in the morning at 5 to go in the direction of Buchanan or Salem after Averell  [\"Averil\" in original] and having marched 13 miles today [page torn] a miserable frozen ground feel as if I could [page torn] a little sleep on my old mattress after taking it out long. Oh! I tell you I can stand Army Service. We were exposed one day and night to the most disagreeable weather I ever saw. Rain fell in perfect torrents freezing as it would fall. We intended to have gone on from here after a rest of 2 hours but as there were a good many boys shoeless and others with sore feet we concluded to stay over. We take 3 days rations (which is very little) I received your letter written on the 13 with the $100 but haven't heard or gotten Mr. S with the $70. Has he written and did he [?] rebels. I hope it may not be lost as I am deep in debt. I took dinner with Miss Louise B. today. She promised to write to you for me if I went on. I hope this letter may reach you safely and relieve your mind somewhat. You must not worry yourself. I am perfectly well \u0026 hardy, ready to give that [page torn] \"Avril\" a  [_ing]. I hope to gracious we may catch the scoundrel and his men. I will not write more at present. Will do so as soon as I return again. So now must bid you all good night with love \u0026 kisses to the family and little ones I am as ever your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember 23rd 1863","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a few days ago, on my return from our Goshen tramp and promised I would write again so soon as I reached here once more. Well dear Mother we reached our journeys end Monday evening and nar'e Yankee did we kill or see after marching us all over this plagued mountainous country and ruining our feet we being badly shod at the time. But thank gracious, there were none seriously hurt by the trip, and now since they have had a little rest would be willing to start out on another, provided they were carried in some other direction than that of Goshen \u0026 Covington, for both of these routs every boy seems disgusted with. And it is a enough to despair anyone for you look upon nothing but huge mountains of rocks the whole way. Once in every ten miles by accident we would pass an old dilapidated looking building. I believe I mentioned in my other letter what a wet time we had of it while at Camp Staunton near Goshen. Although we were so near drowned, yet there was no grumbling, quite the contrary the boys were hollering \u0026 singing the whole time. I wish you could have heard us when a train came up to Goshen whistling \u0026 the bell ringing. I believe every boy joined in a thundering shout which reached throughout the surrounding mountains. It reminded us all so much of home \u0026 especially those who had been here so long without having a furlough that I do believe if the Yankees had been near and we been ordered to keep quiet we could not have resisted the temptation to give vent to our joy at such a pleasant sound. When we left here we thought we were going to Staunton. I took some collars along in case we should, and when I heard this train I could not but help thinking it was coming to take us there and I had made up my mind if we were got that near home I would work my [?] so as to go the whole hog. But alas! There was no such good luck for poor me. I was doomed to be disappointed. The train only came to bring a bearer of dispatches. We laid in our mud puddles until evening when the tap of the drum bid us prepare for marching. There were all sorts of rumors a float before we left camp, some said the Yankees were near Lex. and we had to march there that night a distance of 22 miles. Others said we were going to Covin. but we were all surprised when Col. Ship [Shipp] marched us up to Cool Sulphur Springs to quarter us in the cabins there for the night. Before we reached there we had to wade through mud \u0026 water a foot deep for near ten miles. We managed to build us up a little fire and dry our blankets. There was a still house at this place and every boy got enough to drink to make him sleep and to keep him from taking cold. In fact the majority of the boys were quite merry. I took a little swig Though not enough to make me feel the effects of it. Stanard Buffington had his canteen full and was looking all about for me. Expect if he had found me I should have been tipsy also for I did not think it any [harm] that night. Buffington is a splendid boy. On the next morning we set out for Lex. it had ceased raining and we had a beautiful day before us for marching, but the roads were so bad and the streams we had to pass over so swollen that we did not go more than 12 miles to Wilson Spring before we stopped over again for the night, and slept in some old darkey cabins. Although it was very [quite struck out] cold I had a very good night's rest. While were here Col. Ship received a dispatch from Old Spex (who said in his order before we left he would [?]over [?]) who was then at Lex enjoying the pleasures of home comforts) ordering us hurry back as quick as possible. We had to go in the direction of Buchanan. So we left next morning early \u0026 reach here at 11 ½ although the roads were so bad we marched 4 ¼ miles in one hour. We had orders after reached here. Mother I send with my coat a pair of pants for Henry. I wore them on the last march you will observe that they have seen hard times after mending the seat they will be made a good pair pants by having them turned. I send also a shirt which I could find no owner for and it is too large for me. You can dispose of it as you like. What do you think of the bill in reference to currency. I hope it may prove of some good for money seems to be worthless. Confederate I meant. Suppose Emma Chapman will be married soon. I would like to be present to get some of the good things. Of course they will have a big wedding. Is cousin Vic going down South to see Annie. I heard she was. I was down at Capt. Bull's yesterday. He read me a letter he had just gotten from Mary. You have no idea what a good letter she writes. It would really surprise you to read one. I hope she may pay them a visit here this spring. I would like to see her. Mrs. Powers has gotten back. I promised to kill her some birds, so if it does not rain, shall go out tomorrow. The weather has moderated a good deal today and I am truly glad of it for it was so very cold two or three days ago that I like to have frozen. Well dear Mother, I have written you quite a long letter, and I think all the news, so I must again bid you goodbye or good night rather.\nBev.","P.S. Make some of the family write me soon \u0026 often. You will find in my coat a rough sketch of Charleston \u0026 Vicinity which I drew for amusement. It has been laying up in my drawer so long the plagued mice destroyed it and commenced eating the edges.","Virginia Military Institute\nJanuary the 3rd 1864","My dear Mother\nTaking into consideration the many letters which you have honored me with lately, I think I would be doing my self great injustice if I were to allow a longer period to pass by without dropping you a few lines. I think my last letter was written in the year 1863 and now it is 64. Will you not forgive my seeming negligence. I received your long and interesting letter written on the 27th on the morning of the New Year. I therefore reckon it as among my numerous presents and as being one most valued. I was glad to see from your letter that Christmas had passed so handsomely and pleasantly. The dinner you spoke of was really a \"beautiful\" one, but I am confident when I give you a bill of fare of the one which I had the pleasure of masticating you will not for one moment hesitate in saying mine was still more beautiful. First, we had cold loaf bread (not enough by 16 loaves) also warm corn bread. Second cold beef. For dessert, molasses, water, \u0026 c. \u0026c. Oh! Indeed I fear if I were to go on and enumerate the rest I would not finish this letter soon. So leave it for you to form an idea. You all must have very kind friends to furnish you with so many nice things. You had a lot of big [?] to dine with you. My mouth runs water whenever I think about it. Why couldn't I have been there! Christmas week was the dullest to me I ever spent. Only one day suspension. Few boys tight, owing to the scarcity \u0026 high price of Liquor. I slept most all the time to rid myself of the monotony. Occasionally I would walk up in Lex. and get something to eat. I have looked forward before Xmas with much pleasure to the arrival of two boxes belonging to my roommates which were to have come by the packet boat, but it has not as yet made its appearance, and judging from the looks of the river which I can plainly see from my window, and which is entirely frozen over, that it will not do so for some time to come. We have almost despaired. The first thing we would all say in the morning, and the last I believe at night would be, wonder if the boat has come! I think we spent at least 2/3 of our time in the day standing looking in vain down the river. Isn't it too bad I intended to feast for once. There were a great many boys who were as much interested and disappointed as we were. Well Mother, changing the subject, let me give you an account how nicely I was fooled yesterday, and at the same time right much disappointed. While sitting down in my room thinking over what I should do during the day. One of my roommates (Jonny Wise) came blustering in an handed me a bundle accompanied by a letter directed as follows Cadet Stanard, politeness of Miss Bull. You well know what thought first struck me, I opened it and read it and supposing the girls must be down at Capt. B.'s commenced in great hurry to get on what the boys here term a \"big dike\" after I had finished dressing, and been told two or three times by my roommates that I would certainly captivate those young ladies, I started down to Capt. B. and upon entering the parlor asked Miss Louise where were the girls. The girls, what girls! I think told her, she seemed surprised, and said she had not a word from them. I then took it for granted they must certainly be up in Lexington, some where. So started in search of them. In passing by the Hospital I saw Dr. Madison who had just come the evening before from Petersburg and who told me at least asked me if I had gotten the bundle \u0026 letter. He then told me why they did not come on, and that his little girls had gone on to Staunton that morning on the Stage. You can well imagine my feelings. I thought it strange that they should have selected such an awful cold spell to come in. It was really the coldest weather I ever felt and I was on guard too. Hope they have postponed their visit until Spring. I got the money sent and let me thank yourself and my dear sisters for their nice presents. I am willing to wager any thing that I am the only boy who has received such. Tell Fan \u0026 Champ I will I will write them both soon. So Gen. J is still flying around Old C. Wonder if she can't prevail on him to give me a place on his staff. I am much obliged to you for sending my shirt \u0026 brush. I was in want of both so they come at an acceptable time. I hope dear Mother you will not think I am extravagant because I write so often for money. I will put down on paper how I have disposed of most of it and I know you will not think me so. I attended church this morning. The Methodist had to go there with my Company but deserted \u0026 went to the Episcopal. Saw Sandy P \u0026 bride, but did not speak to him. Lula had a beau so looked pleased. I fear Mr. Shaw's letter is lost for good. There are some grand rascals in this corps. I will go over this week and find out what that notice meant. The deposit for the next five months I think will be near $650. What has become of poor Mr. Gassaway? Let me know. I hope C. will not engage herself to anyone again unless she intends marrying them. I rather fear she is inclined to flirt. I am truly sorry that Aunt Phoebe will leave you. Know you all will see for more trouble the coming year. With Eliza as a cook she is so often sick. I delivered your message to Miss Louise B. She acted on a tableaux a few nights ago. I did not attend, it was so cold. Did you ever get your money back from the man who bought Lil? Sister Mollie said in her letter I was her debtor. I think she is mistaken. They all owe me letters. As for Monsieur Haywood I have despaired of hearing from him again. This is the beginning of the 8th page of my letter. When I began I did not think I could fill four. But I am 'bout run out now for news to write. Suppose Cousin Mollie G. is with you. Give her a buss for me. I wish I was there to do it myself. It is getting late so I must bring my letter to a close, though will not be able to mail it until tomorrow evening. Hope I will continue to hear from home as often as I have the last week. Give my love to Uncle E's family. Remember me to all the girls. Write again soon, and now with oceans of love to each and every member of our family. Kisses to the little ones and for yourself accept that which is one from a true \u0026 devoted son.\nJ.B.S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFeb. the 21st 1864","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a long letter some days ago and promised I believe to write again the last of the weeks. Therefore in accordance with my promise I shall endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines. Since my last letter nothing much of interest has transpired to disturb the monotony of the V.M.I. soldier boys life or daily routine of exercises save the freezing up of the river, which has afforded us a little fun skating. Yesterday being Saturday, it did not interfere with our duties or studies, so all could go that wished. I went down to the river in the morning myself, though not with the intention of skating, as I had a sore toe and then I was minus a pair of skates mine being broken, but the ice was so beautiful that I could not resist the temptation, so borrowed a pair from one of the boys and spent the rest of the morning on the ice. It was really elegant fun, could go down the river as far as you wished. There were also a great many ladies on the ice, who seemed evidently to think there was more fun in falling down than standing up, but unfortunately in the height of their enjoyment, one of them [frisky] fell rather too hard and almost broke her nose. Poor girl, I guess it will spoil her beauty spot and I know will teach her a lesson how to run on ice again. The fall of this unfortunate lady, of course, intimidated and somewhat marred the pleasure of the remainder of the party. My friend Miss L.P. was among the no. and was looking as rosy as usual. Tomorrow being the anniversary of the birthday of the father of our Country, and in order to show due respect to his memory, there will be suspension of academic duties, but owing to the scarcity of powder, will not be able, as is customary to fire a salute. I went up in Lexington yesterday and looked around for the combs you wrote for. Got you these which I hope may suit. The best I could find, and rather high, but you know every thing is now. Though I could have gotten the two large ones for two dollars less if I had only known it in time. The following is what I gave for the three black, $3.75, one of the horn $5.00 the other $6.00, making in all $14.75. Would'nt this frighten you in peace times? I will send my [tal-er], and the combs also some matches which I bought thinking you might want them, by Cadet Harrison who leaves tomorrow for Orange to see his brother who is in a battery stationed near Morton's. I hope the things may reach you safely. Do you think the Yankees will get Mobile? I would not be surprised to hear of its fall any day. Suppose Mollie \u0026 Sallie have moved out of the City as the ladies have all been advised to leave. I think it so strange Haywood don't answer my letter. I wrote him a month ago and he knows my deposit is due at this time. Mr. Norton our Episcopal preacher lectures every Sunday eve during [Lent?] and principally for the benefit of the Cadets, and as it is near time I shall have to close my letter as I want to attend. May add a post script tonight. Goodby with love to all\nI am as ever\nyour darling boy,\nBev.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 13th 1864","My darling Sister\nQuite a long time has elapsed since a letter has passed directly between you and myself and I am still in doubt as to which of us is the debtor. But nevertheless, I shall wave all ceremony and endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines for I honor you home folks so often with my letters that there must be a good deal of sameness in them. This remembering that this is one of the dullest \u0026 meanest places in Christendom that is in my estimation and also of a great many of my fellow Cadets. But I shall not waist[sic] my time by heaping abuse upon Lexington and the V.M.I. You are well aware of my hatred for them both. Before going farther, allow me dear Sister to give vent to my feelings by expressing my grateful thanks for the nice box of eatables which you sent me. I can assure you I have enjoyed them no little and done justice to the box as well as my roommates, who said that it was the best that had been received in No. 38 (my room) and I think we have gotten four since the first of January. We played fearful havoc with the turkey pies and cakes. Nothing now remains I am sorry to say, but my ham which I hope to enjoy for some days yet as it was such a fine one. We only eat this as a snack. Mr. S surely must believe they came out of that small box. I invited or had besides my roommates (five in number) three of four of my friends (S.B. among the no.) to help me eat and there was plenty for all, not withstanding the tremendous appetites of the Cadets are noted for. Fan, where did you get a turkey from?  I did not think there was such a thing left in the county of Orange. Why did you not keep it, also the ham. I had much rather you should have done so, for I know how scarce such things are with you since you have had the army among you so long. You ought not to have deprived yourself of it. I can manage to make out with the beef they give me here, although it makes me sick about once a month. The candy sent was perfectly elegant. I never enjoyed anything more in my life. I would not care if you would send me a small package of that whenever an opportunity presents itself. If not two[sic] much trouble. I have been feasting right much lately on robbin pies. One of my roommates \u0026 myself went out hunting last Saturday week, killed 19 birds. I gave Mrs. Bull six and get the Judge to cook the rest for me. I believe near half of the boys in the Corps were out yesterday, but all had bad luck, frightened every bird for ten miles around. I was wise for once, and did not go. I went up in Lexington yesterday to see young McCown, who brought my box up for me. I shall send this by him as he says he will go by Berry Hill Tuesday. He also takes a little bundle for cousin Sarah Bull, which you will please send her. It is from Mrs. Powers to her husband. Tell Mother when she writes again to send me some stamps. I cannot get them here. Fan, how do you suppose I spent yesterday evening? Why I saw a poor mink court marshalled by the boys (only greening him) for deserting his post, where they had stationed him the night before. After speaking on both sides the jury retired and soon reentered the hall. The sentence was read by the judge. The prisoner found guilty and had to be shot in one hour. The whole court was so much affected at this sentence that the judge had to tell them they must not give way in that moment to their grief. The prisoner was then told that he would only have one hour to live and asked if he had anything to say of if he did not want to write a letter home. He arose and endeavored to make an appeal to the commander the plea of ignorance and a promise to do better in future, but the poor fellow was so frightened that his speech made but little impression upon the court. He was then told to retire into the ante chamber where he could write his last letter, which he did and such a one you never saw. He told his sister when he kissed her and told her goodbye he never thought he would disgrace the family in that way. After finishing his letter he returned in the court room and was so much distressed \u0026 frightened that his lawyer again made an earnest appeal in his behalf and begged that they would grant him a reprieve for ten days, so that he might be better prepared to meet his fate. This was granted by the jury, but subject to the approval of Old Spex. The Sergt. Of the guard was then ordered to post 2 sharp shooters at each corner of barracks so as to prevent the prisoner from talking to anyone or attempting to make his escape. He took the proceedings of the court over to the Genl. who told him we were only greening him. When he returned and told us what Old Spex said, every boy roared out laughing. Our fun was then ended, the poor boy relived from his misery. He actually thought he was going to be shot sure 'nough. These are the kind of Cadets which are being admitted in the V.M.I. now. Do you blame us for having a little fun some times? Old Spex says we can substitute greening in the place of bucking for the new cadets. I was sorry to hear Tom Fry was wounded, hope he may recover. Will Mrs. F. go out to see him? Well I suppose Bob \u0026 Mollie are with you by this. What would I not give to be with you all. The receipt or arrival of my box and the thought of their living with you has made me awful homesick. I never was more so. I saw Dr. McGuire's mother at church this morning. She is a very sweet looking old lady. Say to Mother I believe I will wait for the new currency. I send the letter Mother mentioned. Now dear Sister I have written you a much longer letter than I expected to write when I first commenced and as it is getting late \u0026 I want to take this up town I shall have to bring it to a close. I have been writing in a great hurry which you can plainly see, so you must excuse this miserable scrawl. The paper sent was very acceptable. You see I have made use of it soon. Give my love to all the family and now for your darling self \u0026 husband accept a due portion. Kisses without number to Mary, Bev, and a kind remembrance to all enquiring friends.\nI remain your affect. brother\nBev.","P.S. Write soon \u0026 tell the other members of the family to do the same.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 22nd 1864","My dear Mother\nIt had now been ten or twelve days since I had a line from home. I now write to demand an explination for such treatment. Upon the receipt of my box I wrote Sister Fan a long letter thanking her \u0026 c. Prior to that time I wrote Champe and I certainly expected by this time to have a few lines (at least) from one of them as they well know how anxious I was to hear from Bob \u0026 Mollie whom I suppose are with you at present. My letter to Fan was sent by Young McCown, who brought my box. I suppose he is reliable. Is the son of a Saddler in Lexington. Well Mother I guess you will wonder why it is, that I am writing with a lead pencil. The reason is first this, we are upon the eve of freezing up. It has been one week since we had a particle of heat (there not being a stick of wood at the V.M.I.) You know what a change has taken place in the weather. Today it is snowing hard, and a cold wind blowing, and still we are having the same duties to attend to, both academic \u0026 military. It is outrageous for the boys can't study a bit. I wish you could step in and take a peep at us. It got so cold we could not stand it any longer. So we call the roommates and went out and made a raid on Old Spex laths and have built us up some sort of a fire and are all gathered around like a gang of chickens under its mothers wing. If the officers of the day should by chance visit our room and catch us we would get a hard report and a few demerits. Peach came by here on last Saturday morning to see me, has just returned from Ark. Martin and one of his friends were taken prisoners. The day he stopped over to see me, Ex. Gov. Letcher made a very fine speech, also Judge Brockenbrough. So we went up and heard them. Both were very encouraging and thought the war would not last a year longer. In the evening I walked out in the country with him to get his horse. I came back, but he staid[sic] with one of his company friends until yesterday when he called to see me again on his way to Orange. I guess he will get home before this letter and tell you all you would like to hear about me and about his trip, so I will leave it for him to do. Mother you think I didn't sit down and write Cousin Vic a long letter a few days ago. Felt so interested about her. Hope she will condescend to reply to it. Suppose Bob had gone to his command ere this. What is his rank, and what is that of Gen. Long? Gen. Smith got a letter a few days ago from some gentleman over towards Hot Springs, who had, I believe, been in Gen. Averil's Camp and says Averil is preparing to make a raid in this direction. He advised Spex to fortify all the mountain passes, which he is going to do. Major Williamson \u0026 two of the Cadets left this morning to make a survey. I suppose we will have to go the last of the week to first of next. We will have the fortification to build ourselves. Is this what I was sent here for, to shovel with the spade \u0026 dig with the hoe for the protection of Rockbridge Negroes? This is the reason in which our studies are to be interfered with of[f] \u0026 on this Spring \u0026 Summer and I think you had just as well give your consent at once to my resigning and entering the Army. I want to have some of the glory of the [trenches] in the year 64 attached to my name, and this war can't last much longer it is certain, and it will be my only chance. Are you not willing to have it said you had a son in this war? I was down at Mrs. Bulls the other night, spent a very pleasant evening. The Capt's duck was there. He (the Capt.) is one of my best friends, and is very kind to me as well as the other members of the family.\n[This part written in the margins of pages 2 and 3] \nAs is so cold I shall have to stop writing, with the hope of getting a letter, certain this eve. I shall write again the last of the week. Hope you are all well. How is Mollie looking? Write me a long letter soon giving me all the news. With much love to all the family, yourself amongst them. Goodby, Your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 8th 1864","My dear Sister\nI hope you will not deem me indifferent as to writing or to yourself. I have been intending writing for some time, but you were away and I took it for granted that my letter would be more acceptable upon your return. And then another consideration, the other members of our family have been quite good in writing me so often and of course I had to give them the preference, though had you been there I should have waved all ceremony and dropped you a few lines at any rate, for I suppose my letters generally go the rounds. Even though they do not bear inspection: I received one from Sister Mollie this morning inclosing Aunt Lucy's. I suppose they will soon begin to look for Mary. How I wish for Aunt L. would accompany her. She writes so affectionately and seems so anxious to see all her relatives and friends. She says she wants to come over to see something of the War. Do you not think she could be gratified? The sad changes wrought in Old Orange by it alone would be enough to shock and sadden her heart. I hope Monsieur Taylor may get his due in the coming campaign. I would like to be the one to greet him with a bullet. Don't you think he deserves such, though he seems sorry he ever thus acted. Will Willie T. postpone his marriage now until Mary's arrival? He ought for she will be dreadfully disappointed if he does not. Please say to Cousin Vic I am anxiously looking for an answer to my letter. Suppose you saw Willie Buffington while in Richmond. Eugie writes me she expects to go down soon to attend Cousin Martha S. marriage. Eugie is a sweet girl and is one of the best correspondents I ever had. Why don't some of you write her. She always inquires about some of this family when she writes. I promised I would give Champe a scolding (I generally spell this word wrong. Did you ever notice it?) for being so neglectful but I think mine have ceased to be of any virtue, so will merely remind her of the fact. Suppose she is occupied all the time with her many beaus but this is not sufficient excuse. Ask her if Gen. Pizzini has any vacant place that she can secure for me, if so she must do it, for I do not intend to remain here after this month. Just think I am a plagued conscript. If I can't get some place I am stout and hardy enough to rough it as a private. Do you not candidly think I ought to be in the Army. I am over 18. I think I have been very obedient in remaining here as long as I have, and only done so because I hated to go contrary to the wish of a fond and devoted Mother. I think Mother might very willingly give her consent now that the prospect of the war ending soon is very great. Write me your views on the subject. I got a long letter some time ago from Sister S. brother Hay added a post script of a few lines (2) and said he would write one in a few days which I suppose will be a few months. He has neglected to send my deposit until this time (after the first of Apr) when he will I suppose have to loose right much money, owing to the change in currency. He should not be so negligent especially when money matters are concerned. Glad to hear Bob is so well satisfied and likes the service so well. It will be the making of him, I mean his health, don't you agree with me? Hope he has some rank and is in the line of promotion. Know he will climb high in the intimation of his superiors. He must make himself the worthy representative of the Stanard family. I suppose his being separated from his darling Mol goes rather hard with him, but he must learn to stand it like a true soldier. I guess he will think this is great advice. Mollie writes they are quite worried about her sugar and liquors not having been heard from. It will indeed be quite a serious affair if they never turn up or come to hand. Was sorry to hear of the loss of your cow. What do you so for milk? It is something we never may our eyes on here. Our fare is not good by any means, been feeding us off [Stanard purposefully omits word here] beef. (I don't like to use the word) for some time, and I hardly ever get enough bread to eat. It is a hard matter though to satisfy our appetites we take so much exercise, drilling, \u0026 c. and then our meals are so regular. I believe I have really grown a little since last Summer, and know I have fattened, weigh 137 lbs. Tried on some of my summer clothes a few nights ago out of curiosity. You know they were full large for me then. Now my jacket won't meet around me, and my pants require a little sugar or molasses on my shoes to induce them to come down a little. Sister did you ever see anything like the snow and rain we have been having for the last week or ten days. The clouds really seem weakened from exhaustion, but after two days of spring weather, they seem to have been replenished as it were, and from the present appearances, out doors, now I am inclined to think they are preparing to take us by storm. I wrote before how we suffered during the cold weather for the want of fire. It was the same this last spell, had to have suspension and let us lay in our beds to keep from freezing. Old Spex was well prepared to meet his own individual comfort. Plenty of the best coal that could be started in peace times. We were not at all indignant at his having suspension. I believe the majority of the boys preferred it and the cold weather to fire. Very natural feeling for school boys. One if my roommates has just come in and told me the mail would be taken up in a few minutes. So I shall have to bring my letter to a close. I did intend giving you an account of a review of the Corps by Gen. Rossum. Will do so in my next. I guess I have already tired you with such a long letter. I have not time to read it over and make the necessary corrections, so please excuse all mistakes. Give my best love to all the family, and for yourself \u0026 baby and the little ones. Accept that which is due from a fond and devoted brother.\nJ.B.S.","V.M.I. April the 24th 1864","My darling Mother\nYour long and interesting letter has been received and I have been intending for the last two or three days to answer it, but something has always interfered and prevented my good intentions. You say that you had begun to get uneasy at my silence, for fear I might be sick. Why I wrote two or three letters home but a very short time ago. I can't imagine what became of them. I seems to me that I am always writing home but very seldom get letters from there myself. You all are not as good about writing as you ought to be. I am not alluding to you but to the other members of the family. I have not as yet heard a word from Hay and the $9.00. Am going to drop him a few lines this evening. I am dead broke at present, wish the check would hurry up and make its appearance. Had to borrow some money the other night to go up town and get some thing to eat. They are starving us out now. Don't give us half enough bread, miserable rye coffee without sugar or milk (and it has caused an eruption to break out on a good many of the Cadets, I believe it is a prison) and for the last two weeks they have been giving us nothing but rotten beef. I declare it is perfectly awful. Old Spex has some 50 or 60 barrels of it put away and will keep feeing us on it. An old scamp, he has about ten or eleven barrels of molasses and won't give us any. All the cadets are grumbling and asking him for it. I am glad to hear Bob has improved so much and is so well please with his place. Didn't I tell you he would be. Hope he is up near [home] now. Mother you ask me why I don't call Mollie Sister when I write. I was not aware before that I failed to do so. It was thoughtlessness on my part I can assure her and not for the want of love that I did not make use of sister instead of Mollie. Why I am sure my letters to her have always been very affectionate. I hope she will banish all idea that I meant anything by my manner of writing. Well Mother every body (or Cadet at least) has been right much excited today to join in the coming battle. You need not be surprised if I am one, if they raise a company I shall join. Remember I will be 19 on the 27th of this month and ought to be ashamed of myself to be here. When you are advised to keep me here as long as possible, people don't know my age, and of course they would not tell you they thought I ought to be in the army. They are going to take us in service I expect in July out in the mountains here. But I prefer being with Lee. Mother I don't want to desert or be shipped from here against your wish, therefore I beg that you will write me permission to resign, and I can then use my own discretion whether I will or not. If you give your consent, mention that it is concerned with family matters (except name) that prevents your sending me here longer. Mother I hope you will not let what I have written distress you. You should be more firm and patriotic and want me to be in the army, but this is an unnatural feeling for an affectionate Mother like yourself. When is the big fight to come off. Is there any chance of its taking place in Orange. I think the Yankees are going to get the worst whipping that they have ever gotten, and it will almost wind up the war. If Lee whips them, he ought to follow up his victory and drive them as far North as he can, the same time burning all their cities. Well dear Mother I have written you quite a long letter, and one I have no doubt you will be sorry to see. The mail will be taken up in a short while, so I shall have to bring my letter to a close. Wish I had something interesting to write about, and now darling Mother with love to all the family and oceans to your sweet self I must bid you good evening. Hoping what I have written will not cause you trouble and that I will soon hear from you\nI am as ever your\nown darling boy\nBev.","I am in want of draws.","Virginia Military Institute\nMay the 9th 1864","My darling Mother\nHere I am, no longer a freeman, but a prisoner within the lofty walls of the V.M.I. I reached here safely on Friday evening and it has been a source of regret to me ever since, that I should have been goose enough to leave when I did. And have to leave my trunk behind. So much for not taking the advice of a wise man (Mr. Chapman). Doubtless they told you at the village about my being left by the train. I did not care myself but I was afraid poor brother would swear himself to death about it was the only reason which actuated me to promptness in acquiring some means of conveyance to take me to Gordonsville, and after all I did not get there in time to see him, but unfortunately in time for the Staunton train. Plague on it! I wish it had left before I got there. I should certainly have returned after getting there and finding the Richmond train gone, had I not feared that I would be greeted by a scolding from some member of the family. Yes, I expect all of you would have pitched into me. Even Mr. C. for driving his horse so far and not listening to him on the first place. Just think, if I had remained I could have seen some of the Yankee prisoners, and heard something of the result of the fight. My trunk has not reached me yet. I hope it may not be lost. I would like to see the person that I would leave it behind for again. I wrote to Nat Catlette about it this morning. I hope Mr. Chapman wrote when he sent my trunk up. He seemed very much amused at me when I found it was left. I didn't blame him, for I imagine I was quite a laughable object about that time. I was so worried I came very near letting an ugly word escape my mouth, I wonder if I didn't. I went to see some young ladies while I was in Staunton, staid until half past eleven had no idea it was so late. Met with one of the most interesting and agreeable and pretty young ladies I have seen since the War. A Miss Gregory, refugee from Alexandria. She is the one Madame [?] at one time, said Vandergrift was engaged to. I was sorry to see that Col. Brown was killed. Suppose Brig. Gen Stanard \u0026 Long win in the fight. The stage has come in this evening but bring no news, this is generally the way. Tell brother William is he hasn't too much to do I wish he would keep me posted as to the movement of our army. I received his letter, thank him for attending to my trunk for me. Tell Sister Mary she ought to have been at home that morning and not down at the depot. She urged me to go to Goville [Gordonsville] anyhow. Hope Mr. Shaw didn't think anything of the manner in which I told him goodbye I was in a big hurry about that time. Tomorrow there will be a suspension of academic duties in order to raise the flag sent from Europe, over the grave of out lamented leader Jackson. Well Mother it has been very warm all day, and this evening I had to attend drill for two hours. Wound up with 2 charges 100 yards across the parade on on pretend breastworks. It was very exciting in the first charge I was the first to mount the dreaded works. In the second the 3rd man, but as I was so fat and excited, I had to leave ranks at Dress Parade from a violent headache and fainty feeling. But I have rested and feel all right and ready for another now. The drum is beating for tattoo so I must close. I only wrote to let you know I had arrived safely. Please write soon. I am anxious to hear the result of the battle, who of our friends were killed. Good night, with much love to all,\nI am as ever yr darling boy\nBev.","P.S. Excuse this miserable scrawl.","Staunton May the 12th 1864","My darling Mother\nNo doubt a letter written from this place will take you greatly by surprise. Well to relieve your anxiety I will tell you before going further and keep you from uneasiness. On Tuesday night an order came from Gen. Breckenridge calling us immediately to Staunton. In obedience to his orders we fixed up and left on Wednesday Morning at half past 8, marched 18 miles by half past 2. when we camped. The roads were very good but were quite dusty and then it was very warm. This morning we left camp under quite different circumstances, it having rained during the night and has continued to do so all day. The roads were awful perfect loblolly all the way and we had to wade through like hogs. We came 18 miles from 5 to 12 however and are tonight encamped one mile out of town. I have run the blockade and come in to take tea with Cary Taylor, and that I might write this letter. Am I not good? I have a strong notion of staying in until 2 tonight with him so as to dry of[f] for I have been like a wet mouse all day. So disagreeable in camp. We will leave in the morning early and expect to have to march to Harrisonburg (down the Valley) a distance of 26 miles. The Yankees are reported coming up the Valley with a force of 9000 strong. Our Corps will run Gen. B. up to 5000 maybe more. I hope we may be able to lick them out. I have suffered more with my feet this march (so far) than I ever did on all the others together. I hope to get me a more comfortable pair of shoes when this will be remedied. I got my trunk the evening before I left all safe. It was in the nick of time and my biscuit and ham for my rations. If you want to write to me direct your letter to me at this place Care of Edmond M. Taylor, Staunton, he will send them to me. I expect we will be down out this time for some weeks. I told you that you had better let me join Lee at once that this could be the way, but you must not make yourself uneasy about me. I will take care of myself. One of my messmates from this place is going to fill my haversack with something better than what we draw so I wont suffer for some days at any rate, though I hope not at all. Well darling Mother I have written enough I suppose to relieve your mind as to our destination so I must stop and go in the parlor. Some young ladies there. You will have a hard time trying to make this out I shan't undertake it. Saw Fedic T. this evening. Give my love to all [acquaintance] \u0026 friends. Hope Bob come out all right and all the Berry Hill friends \u0026 visitors. I shall write when ever I have an opportunity. And now dear Mother that I may be spared to see you all again, and that you may continue in good health will be the nightly prayer of Your darling Boy Bev.","The Southern Telegraph Companies.\nReceived at Orange CH, May 16, 1864\nFrom Staunton. To W. H. Chapman\nCadet Stanards body is at New Market I presume.\nS. Yates","Telegram Fragment.\nReceived at Orange C.H. May 16 [1864]\nBy telegraph from Harrisonburg.\nB. Stanard was k[illed]\nwill be sent to","Life\nLife has beautifully and appropriately been compared to an Ocean, whose surges when the storm sweeps over its surface, bear a striking resemblance to that portion of our life in which troubles and cares beset us, and whose smooth surface when there is nothing to disturb its accustomed tranquility, bears a simile to that portion of our existence in which the busy scenes of this life are laid aside and which has been fitly called the \"sunset\" of life, often the billows of the ocean, when the pitiless storm sweeps over its surface with unrelenting fury rise to such a height that it is with great difficulty that vessels can ride triumphantly on them and bid defiance to their efforts as it were to bury them beneath their briny folds. Numerous are the instances in which vessels have sprung a leak in spite of all the efforts of the sailors to prevent it, have sunk to the bottom of the sea where so many have found an unwelcome and watery. On the other hand when there is nothing to disturb its peaceful waters, and when the sun, unobstructed by clouds from the view is reflected on its polished breast, vessels sail with security to their destined ports whence to discharge their freight. Such is a simile of our existence when the troubles and cares of this life agitate it and also when our cares and troubles are forgotten. Often during life when misfortune seems determined to claim us for her own and when cares beset us at every step, it takes all the moral courage we can summon to our aid to enable us to triumph over them, and at last [reach] the harbors of happiness. The latter scene is like old age, the \"Sunset\" of life, when the busy pursuits of life are laid aside and when you have determined to trust your frail bark no longer to the stormy sea, but float quietly down, a stormless sea too that harbor which is called, \"The End of Life\" Well has the poet exclaimed \"Thou, too, art a sailor, and time is the sea, And life the frail vessel that upholdeth thee.\"\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet B. Stanard\nTo\nDr. Madison","War\nOf all the punishments which Divine Providence sees fit to inflict upon a sinful nation, none so severe as that of war, which is now being so frightfully carried on throughout this once peaceful and prosperous republic. Although I am well aware, that this is a subject on which better pens than mine have exhausted their eloquence, yet I think, especially at a time like this, it is one, on which we may profitably reflect.\nFrom the Statesman to the school boy, Every one is occupied with this absorbing topic. \nThe preacher from the pulpit thunders into our ears threats of the increased wrath of God, already visited upon us in this cruel war. The poor man shudders at the thought of the coming winter, and curses the hard times and high prices. All alike seem to think it an unmitigated evil. But it would be far better for us to trust in the old saying, \"Look on the bright side,\" and I think that if we would allow the exercise of a little reason, we may bring ourselves to believe that there is a bright side to this picture. I do believe that it is a punishment, but that as a loving father corrects his erring son, so it is send for our own good. Let us but suppose there were no such punishments for mankind, and what would this world of ours be? We may but turn to the pages of history, and selecting a few from the many examples before us, find a sad response to this question. Look at Rome! For hundreds of years enemies without and fierce dissentions within, had humbled her proud eagles, and at length she stands without a rival, none dare call her enemy. But prosperity has accomplished that which her enemies have in vain assayed and the \"City of Seven Hills\" lies prostrate at the feet of her own vices. A handful of barbarians have devastated her fair provinces and beautiful cities, and Rome is no more. Look to England. Twice she has been intensely overrun and ground under the feet of Roman and Norman invaders. And behold the fruit of suffering. England the mistress of the seas! But a speck on the map of the world she has possessions on which the sun never sets. And lastly, we have a striking striking example in our own once peaceful land. After a comparatively short contest, she has enjoyed blessings totally unprecedented in the history of a nation of free government, the most beautiful country in the world, and a large territory, nothing seemed wanting to fill up the measures of her happiness. But what were its effects? A Government rotten to its very core, and an effeminate people, divided into little factions. The smiles of prosperous fortune has accomplished that which our enemies tried in vain and War, the only specific for a nations diseases, has come upon us.\nLet us bear it like men, and remember that terrible as it is there are evils far worse.\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet Stanard","\"Berry Hill\"\nOrange Ct Ho\nJuly 28th 1864","Cadet L.C. Wise\nI scarcely know how to thank my dear young friend for his thoughtful kindness, \u0026 beautiful tribute to the memory of our dear one, now sleeping under the shadows of his own home! Tis true my dear friend no earthly consolation can be given to sooth entirely the heart sorrow we are all compelled to bear, but it is sweet \u0026 above all things comforting to hear his praises from those among whom he lately dwelled! Your name sounds like a household word- so often has it fallen from his dear lips. Indeed I feel as if I know all his roommates, \u0026 could call them Brothers. Most anxious were we to have them come and see us. We have received such evidence of their generous hearted tender thoughtfulness that we long to express in words our gratitude. I should have answered all their letters received with much pleasure, but yours is the first which bears a \"Post Mark\". Will you not extend for us, to his friends, from whom we have received letters- \"W. Overton Harris\" \"Jn S. Wise\" \"Ed\"ward Harvie Smith Jr.\" \"E. Berkley\" our sincere thanks \u0026 say to each that we would be most happy to return our gratitude in person, \u0026 to none would give such a warm welcome to our home \u0026 hearts, as the friends of our darling Brother! Now that you all have vacation we would be glad to have a visit from you, a sad but pleasant","Hd Qrs Arty Corps V.D.\nAug 3d 1864","My Darling Mother\nI have anticipated the pleasure of sending you a letter for some time but being so continually on the wing have been deprived of doing so. To day being my birthday have concluded to write and I hope I shall not be molested by any couriers riding up with orders to move until my letter is finished.","I have written Mollie so often giving her all the news (which of course you get through her) that there is but little left me to day to make up a letter. Still I know my Darling Mother will be glad to get my letter though it may be a very dull one. And then too I am aware of my inability to write a letter which will compare with those you are mow deprived of by the death of that Darling \u0026 Christian child. Still my Dear Mother, that feeling shall not deter me from writing and I trust to God that in the deprivation you have sustained in those sweet \u0026 loving letters, mine may serve to cheer you, and assure you have a son whose love is as great as a child's could be, although he may be incompetent to control words to express that love. I know my Darling Mother how you miss those sweet letters from that dear child, and feel how very incompetent I am to send you such messages of love as he always sent, still feeling assured of bearing you all the love a dutiful son can bear I commence this letter (knowing as I have before marked) it will be properly appreciated while at the same time hoping it may serve to cheer you \u0026 assure you that you have those dear ones to live for who love you very dearly \u0026 for whose sake you should cheer up, and not grieve for that lost one taken from this world of sin \u0026 trouble to dwell with his God on high.","I was much distressed my dear Mother to hear you were suffering so much with your old complaint, dysphasia, and hope ere this reaches you you will have been entirely relieved, have you any of the Alleghany water left and do you continue to drink it. Mollie writes me she is making you take bitters regularly which she thinks benefits you. You must continue to take your tonic and not think of the spirit you consume. \nNo doubt your trip to the village benefitted you a good deal, a change is a great thing sometimes. You should ride every evening.","I wrote Mollie yesterday and just after sending of my letter received hers of the 24th by Bester's boy. He also brought my over cape which I was glad to get. I wrote Aunt Lucy long letter and left it at Martinsburg to be mailed when the Yankees get possession. We are now encamped at a place called Bunkers Hill but don't think we shall remain here very long. Here comes Genl. Early's courier, wonder what order he brings.","Just what I expected, the order is to cook two days rations and be ready to move at day light tomorrow. This will not however interfere with my letter writing to day. I have no idea which way we will move but every body seems to think up the Valley. I hope it may be so for I am always better satisfied when moving towards the dear ones at home. Why has brother never written how he managed to remain at home. I don't know to this day in what position he is in the service still. I hear he is still at home. I shall be truly glad to know that he is permanently stationed there. We were all very much rejoiced at Hood's victory but fear it was only temporary. If he can whip Sherman in front of Atlanta his army will be destroyed. We have a rumor here to day (Coming from Baltimore paper Sun by some of the Citizens at Charlestown) that Genl. Lee has given Grant another terrible whipping. I trust it will prove true and that it will force Grant to get away from Richmond. Our army here is recuperating considerably and is as strong now as when it first started. All the stragglers lost on the long march around have been gathered up.","Was very glad to hear you had a fine rain in Orange. It will do some good although much more may be needed. We have had lowering clouds here for several days but no rain and the people are almost in despair. They will make no corn at all. I hope Mr. Shaw will make more than he thinks. We can get no vegetables in this country. I sent Lewis fifteen miles yesterday and he returned with one pound of butter and one doz eggs. Mollie writes me that all the children had the whooping cough. I hope they will all get through it easily. I was glad to hear you enjoyed the cheese so much. You must not let the others have too much of it but keep it for your own use. What sort of an article did the tea turn out. Good I hope. So Tom wants to wait until after the war to get married. If he does he will not get Vic. He can I think make arrangements now that would put him in a position to marry at once. I am going to write him a few lines to day. Mollie writes me Mrs. Fry objects. Why is this. How does Aunt Octavia and uncle [?] like it. They should be delighted. My horse hurt her foot about a week ago so I have been in the ambulance while on the march. She is well again, but I fear she is too young for service. She is a splendid animal \u0026 if I could get another to ride wound send her to Mr. Shaw for light service. What is the matter with [Ross?] Hear he is at home sick. I suppose Mollie calls on Aunt Martha \u0026 uncle Jaq. very often. Tell her I expect to hear of a dreadful intimacy between herself \u0026 the former. Early's campaign up here is looked upon as a failure by every one. He is fit to command nothing but a division [that] under General Lee. I heard Mrs. Gordon was at Winchester but hardly believe it. If she is there she has seen very little of the Genl. as I know he had not left his command to visit her. I feel too sorry for poor Jane Carter. Has she gone south, poor soul. I hope she will fine with her husband's relatives a kind \u0026 good home. Doubtless he will leave her well off as he was considered rich. Well my Darling Mother, I must bring my letter to a close as I must write several others to day. Give my love to all and kiss the children for me and believe me ever My Dearest Mother\nYour fond \u0026 devoted son\nRobt\n24 to day. Feel quite aged.","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n11 Jany 1865","My Darling Mother\nI have been intending to write to you for several days but have been kept from doing so in consequence of having a great deal of writing to do for the office. [Shook] being absent on a 15 day furlough I have to do all his work during his absence and we have had more to do since his departure than for 6 months previous. I rec'd a letter from brother several days since dated the 1th Dec. and would send it to you to read but it is merely a business letter and he writes no one must read it. He was still stationed at a battery some distance from the city but expected in a short time to receive through Judge Campbell an appointment as Ordnance Sgt placed on duty there. I hope sincerely he may not be disappointed. He writes me he has made very little money since I left him and that his expenses are very heavy. When he gets back to town he hopes to be able to make something. He writes me Sallie and the little ones are very well and that Willie is the prettiest child in the city of Mobile. The baby he says has hair like Chandler. I am sorry for this, Mr. Chandler is fast declining and he says he will not live but a short time longer. Mr. John Battle was there and he thought he was giving away every day. I was truly sorry to hear this as we were led to believe he was better, at the time he wrote this. Was great excitement in the city caused by the approach of the enemy. Said the bells were ringing \u0026 things were in a mess generally. He congratulated himself that he was out of the excitement being over at his battery in the bay.","Mollie wrote you of her safe arrival the day after she got here and told you how nicely she was fixed and now I regret to tell you after all out trouble to get fixed etc. that Genl. Long had concluded to move his Hd Qrs to Staunton so we will have to look out quarters there. He took command to day and will move the office in a few days. Col. Carter's command will be here so he will remain here. Dr. [Straith] has gone to Staunton to see what can be done in the way of accommodations but I feel certain we will not be as comfortably or agreeably fixed as we would eventually have been here. I shall hate very much to part with Col. Carter and not be with Mrs. C as she would be such a pleasant person for Mollie to be with. I wish Genl. Long would let the Dr. \u0026 myself remain down here. I have done a good deal of work for nothing. Hereafter will do nothing until every thing is definitely settled. The Genl. inquired particularly after you all. He is looking very well but I don't think well by any means. This is a miserable neighborhood, the meanest people I ever saw and the greatest [extortionists]. I wish the Yankees would come here and take every thing they have got.","Now that Mollie is away from you and you will not have the benefit of my letters to her I intend to write you regularly. Mollie will I know keep you all posted besides. How I wish we could have been stationed near Orange, that we could have seen more of you all during the winter. Never mind I am entitled to a furlough which I will take after a while and spend it with you all. Mollie seems very happy being with me and I am too happy at having her. Matilda does first rate and I am too thankful that you allowed us to have her. Mollie could not have done without a maid. Mollie rec'd Fan's note by Botts yesterday. He went on up to Staunton. She has some nice brooms to send Fan.","With much love to all\nYour devoted son\nRobert\nMollie sends love to all.\nThis was written in a hurry","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n16 Jany 1865","My Dear Mother\nI wrote you a short letter last week since which we have heard nothing from Orange. Mollie wrote you I had been up to Staunton to procure rooms as Genl. Long had moved his HdQuarters to that place and would of course require my presence there. I am happy to state that after much trouble I yesterday succeeded in getting board with Mrs. Harman a widow lady and on very moderate terms. We will be delightfully fixed when we get settled. We will move up tonight and take possession. Hope after getting settled this time we will not have to move again as it gives much trouble. We will be some two or three squares from Mrs. Long and a little farther from the Dr. I regret exceedingly breaking up our arrangements here as we would have been all together. We will too lose Mrs. Carters pleasant company which we are both very sorry for. Col. Carter will remain down here and of course Mrs. Carter will prefer being with him although the Col. is much in favor of her going to Staunton as she would have no society here at all.","Mollie wishes her bonnet box with bonnet sent up by first good opportunity or by express if it can be done. She says the key is on her bunch of keys in her large black trunk. She will require her bonnet to wear to church. I am exceed[ing]ly glad we will be where I can attend church regularly as I have been debarred of the pleasure for some time. Tell Fan I saw Mrs. Long on Saturday and she inquired after all. She seems a very fine woman and is delighted at having us in Staunton. Tell  Champe that Dr. [McGuire] is the finest dressed man in Staunton. All of old Early's staff seem to be having a very gay time. Dr. Straith went to the wedding and came home disgusted of course. Says he spent the entire night in getting out of other people's way. They had a fine [supper] the Dr. has heard nothing more from his wife but is looking for her every day. I hope sister wrote and explained to Cousin Eliza my dispatch. I sent it at the Dr.'s request. He thinking his wife might have reached that place. Corbin Welford is going to Culpepper to look for her in a few days. The weather had been very fine for the last week and I hope will continue so. No doubt the bright sun has persuaded you just to peek your head out of the door. Matilda is still much pleased. I will keep a good watch over her in Staunton and try and return her improved as Mollie will learn her to be very patient. Has Vic heard anything from Tom recently. Willie was here today and says they have heard nothing from him for months. Hope Vic put an end to Hardy's coming to see him. His independence in staying so long at uncle E's beat anything I ever heard of. Mollie would have written today but has been busy packing. She will write as soon as we get to Staunton. Tell Champe she might write us often.","Mollie joins me in much love to all. Tell Sister I will write her very soon.","As ever your fond \u0026 affect.\nSon\nRobert","Many of these letters, as well as material from other sources and background information, appear in the book \"Letters of a New Market Cadet\", edited by John G. Barrett and Robert K. Turner, Jr. (Chapel Hill, University of North Carolina Press, 1961).","The Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers (approximately 20 items) consist of letters from Cadet Stanard to his family (dated 1863 to 1864), a telegram concerning Stanard's body, letters from his brother Robert to their mother (dated 1865), and two essays written at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards ice skating on the frozen river, attending church, academics, and demerits.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia to his sister. Letter regards family health matters and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards financials, family matters, and daily life at VMI.","Letter written from \"Camp Jackson.\" Letter regards a trip to Staunton, Virginia, the Corps of Cadets leaving VMI to reinforce Stonewall Jackson, and family matters.","Letter regards family matters and daily life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards cadet life, family matters, and a desire to fight in the war.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards march to Camp Staunton, Virginia and family matters.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, Christmas dinner, cadet life, and finances.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards ice skating, George Washington's birthday, finances, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards receipt of a package, family matters, \"greening\" of a cadet, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards winter weather, cadet life, fortifications of VMI, and a desire to enter the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, a desire to join the Army, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances, potential for battle, and a request to resign and join the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards return to VMI, family matters, cadet life, and suspension of academic duties to honor the anniversary Stonewall Jackson's death.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards orders from General Breckenridge to march to Staunton, news of the Civil War, and life at camp.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and the location of his body.","Written from Harrisonburg, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard.","Two essays written for an assignment at VMI.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on life.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on war.","Stanard family letters written after the death of Cadet Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and envelopes addressed to family members.","Four letters. One letter fragment (dated July 28, 1864) is from Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sister to VMI Cadet Louis C. Wise and mentions the death of her brother. Three letters (dated 1864-1865) are written from Stanard's brother Robert to their mother.","Written from Orange County, Virginia by one of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sisters. Letter regards the death of her brother.","Written from Bunker Hill, Virginia. Letter regards to Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death, family matters, and news of the Civil War.","Written from Fishersville, Virginia. Letter regards family matters and troop movements.","Written from Head Quarters Army V.D. Letter regards traveling to Staunton, Virginia and family matters.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters and financials.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death at the Battle of New Market.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death.","Written from Christiansburg, Virginia. Letter regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death and family matters.","Manuscript collections in the VMI Archives are made available for educational and research use. The VMI Archives should be cited as the source. The user assumes all responsibility for identifying and satisfying any copyright holders. Materials from our collections may not be redistributed, published or reproduced without permission from the VMI Archives. 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Quite to the contrary, for the last weeks I have been having a good time skating. The river was frozen over beautifully for miles. As we were not doing any studying, the Examination being past over. We were all allowed to go. I wish you could have seen the river. It looked like a flock of black birds was on it. I never saw boys seem to enjoy themselves more. Could play [bandy], fox \u0026 goose and many other games to afford us amusement. Sandie P. \u0026 Sisters \u0026 some other ladies were down to see us. Sandy seemed to be a very awkward skater and would get some pretty falls sometimes which added to my fun. I think he is stuck up quite much. I haven't spoken to him yet. I attended Church this morning. Saw his wife there, do not think she is pretty. The [G]  has only preached for us once since he came here, but gave us an excellent sermon then. I suppose in this Peach has reached Orange \u0026 [camp]. He called to see me one evening and only remained about half an hour, promised he would come again the day after and said I must have a letter for him to take home for me, but he never made his appearance. I stayed from church hoping to see him \u0026 show him the VMI sights. He was staying out in the country about three miles. Wanted me to go with him but could not do so. I never saw a boy so changed in my life. Had a little beard and then he was dressed in real soldier style. I don't think I should have known him had I seen him in a crowd. He said himself Geo. M had been having a good time out in the country for 18 days. Really glad they have gotten furloughs for they have both been good soldiers and deserve them. Hope they may be able to reach home. Mr. M seemed somewhat taken with poor Lewis Williams old flame Miss Darden. Wilson Newman called to see me a few days ago. And going from his looks, I think the army must agree with him. Am glad our Orange boys are all so pleasantly stationed. Mother tell Champ to write what has become of [Mr. G]. I feel so sorry for him. Doubtless in this you have received my report and have been worried about the way I have wasted my time \u0026 gotten demerits etc. in the last six months. Myself as well as many others have done but little studying. We have lost about one and a half months going out of these plagued marches and still Old Spex hasn't made a single allowance in the examination and I would not be surprised if there are not 150 cadets shipped soon for being unjustly unjustly found deficient, some over 18, and others for demerits. 15 were shipped yesterday, one of my roommates goes [__] tomorrow, for demerits. Spex a grand old scoundrel coins money by this as most of them have made their deposits which is $600. I think you must not be surprised to see me at any time as my number of demerits is past one hundred, though most of them I got for over staying furlough, and may yet be removed. I shall write to brother in a day or two for money to pay what I owe to Old Spex. Mother to give you an idea what sort of person Gen. S. is after our return from our last march, the government sent up 300 pairs of shoes for the Cadets as presents or to pay for our own that we wore out and now Gen. S. will not let a Cadet have a pair if he has gotten shoes from the Institute within the last 6 month, and if a Cadet is shipped before he can get them, they fall in Spex's hands, who furnishes all his darkeys with a good pair. I shall try hard to get mine, tho' don't expect to wear them, they are course army shoes worth at the present prices 30 or 40 dollars. I have a pair I bought before I went on the march that will do me, so I shall keep mine (if I get them) for Henry, unless he is well supplied. Mother you recollect the box I was so concerned about, it made it to us, after being on the way only 19 days. Although the things were rather old \u0026 stale, yet everything went good even the turkey. I tell you we were not a long time emptying the box. We were all very agreeably surprised yesterday by the receipt of another box for one of our roommates. It contained a splendid ham, two elegant rich cakes  and any quantity of little molasses cakes, sausages, molasses, apples, etc. I never enjoyed anything more. I certainly did justice to it myself. I hope Mr. L has laid in a good supply of provisions. How does Eliza do now. Hope she may not give you all troubles. I can imagine I see the difference in her cooking \u0026 aunt Phoebe's, and hear you complain. Well Mother you see I am 'bout run out for something to write about so I guess I had better stop altogether. You must excuse led pencil, I wrote with, is because I wanted to write fast (which the bad writing \u0026 mistakes will bear evidence of) in order to finish it without being interrupted by any roll call. It seems to me I now commence a letter but what I am called of by the tap of the drum to attend some call. It is really worrying. Well Mother, I shall prepare myself to receive a good scholding [sic] from you soon. You must not be too hard upon me, [phrase unclear] made to stay here for my own good, but at the same time greatly against my will. And now with love to all and a due portion for your darling self,\nI am as ever yr affect\nSon J. B. S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFebruary the 20th 1863","My Dear Sister,\nHaving honored all the family with a letter, except your sweet self, Have determined to drop you a few lines (Tonight since I have no lessons to get.) to show you that you have not been forgotten. The letter I wrote Champe, you were justly entitled to, but as she wrote me such a long letter first, and I had to answer, thought had better do it at once. So you must not think anything of the step I took. I received dear sisters letter yesterday. And you cannot imagine what pleasure it gave me to read it and particularly that part in which it spoke of my darling mother, being so much improved in health. God grant that it may continue to do so, is my sincere prayer. It makes me feel like a new person almost, when I think about it. And Oh! If I could just be there to see her enjoy it. What I would not give? And just to think I have only been here one month today, and have five more long weary ones to spend here. It is awful to think about. But at the end of that time, I must have a furlough. In spite of everything. The boys all laugh at the idea of my expecting even to get one but I guess they will laugh out of the other side of their mouths, In July, when they see me going home. If I staid here I would have to go in Camp and drill, but I think I will get enough of it before them. You would laugh to see me going through double quick step. I look like a frog in the act of jumping. I see I will have to lay my letter aside until tomorrow when I endeavor to finish it though it will not leave here before Monday. Saturday. Have been down today to see them at Mrs. B[ull]'s. Capt. B[ull] has returned from Richmond. Came by G[ordons]ville. Wish he had run on down to Orange, might have sent my things by him. Phil Hiden is trying to get a furlough to go down to Charlottesville to see his brother James married. (To take place on Friday night I believe) If he succeeds, he will come on to Orange, so that will be a good opportunity to send my box. Says he will bring it. I also want my pants that (dark brown) Bob gave me sent. Repair them if they need it, before you send them. The surprise party to the Maj.'s was grand. If I had been there I should have made the girls get before. So that I might be sure they would not fall or get in the mud again. There is so much gold lace, and brass buttons in Orange now that a poor private stands no chance. The girls hardly glance at one, I guess. While I am writing they are drawing a cannon out on the parade ground to test it. I am going out there to see it fired. Bum! She goes; and the boys tremble \u0026 run. I stand my ground. The gun proves a good one. Scott \u0026 myself went up town today to get some thing to eat. Succeeded in getting some pies. Tomorrow is the 22nd and Gen. Smith told Capt. Bull if he could get the turkeys, he might give us a big dinner, but as he cannot get them, we will have the same old fare, Beef \u0026 Bread. I am in hopes there will be a suspension of Studdies until tuesday. (Private) Sister asked if I ever saw the little Madisons. Am sorry to say I have not, And moreover I don't expect to, from what I can hear. Don't say anything about this? I heard from good authority that the children were not allowed to wear socks, until that one \n(the youngest) had its feet frost-bitten. I feel sorry for the little darlings. Mrs. M is master. And every one easily perceives it. Let no one see this but the family? I have seen Mrs. Newman at Church, have never spoken to her, will go up with Scott soon to see her. There is no episcopal preacher here, but they expect to call Henry A. Wise, Jr. hope they may. Have very good music at the Presbyterian church. Sister Mollie certainly is good about writing so often, and her letters are so interesting and amusing. You all must continue to send them over whenever you get them. I intend to write to her soon. It is time for brother to be answering my letter. I think Mr. C. has acted quite strangely. It is too provoking. Tell Mother boiling over does no good. She had better remain quiet. And Mr. S[haw] is in Lynchburg. I wish I could run down to see him. Suppose it was business that took him there. Hope the army have not pressed any of his corn. He must be much incommoded in his farming by not being at Berry Hill. Sunday the 22nd. Ground covered in snow nearly a foot deep and still falling fast. What awful weather we have had in the last month for our army. They must suffer. I never saw such a country as this in my life. And every boy agrees with me. It is either raining or snowing all the time. Write me word what Mrs. R. brought. Wish she had brought my shoes \u0026 knife. And Willy [Fry] has gone to be married. What will take place next. Expect Peach (poor fellow) would liked to have accompanyed him. He is fortunate in being out of the army now. Oh! Fan. How I would like to see you all. I sometimes think that it will be impossible for me to stay away from my dear home and those for whom my love is so great, until July. How is Miss Summer. Give my love to her and tell her I think of her often. Well dear Sister I have written you quite a long letter. You must make due excuses for this miserable ink and writing. Kiss dear little Mary for me and tell her she must not forget Uncle Bev. Be a good girl and tell her when he I[sic] come home I will bring her some good. Give oceans of love to Mr. S[haw] and all the family, and accept for yourself a true brothers love.\nHoping you are all well I bid you Goodbye!\nBeverly","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 14th 1863","My darling Mother\nI received your letter a few days ago also the cloth. Hiden was on the way a week, or more. Which has been the reason why you have not heard from me sooner. I wrote home last Friday as usual but I wrote it in such a hurry and did not even read it over. I really felt ashamed to send it. Know I spelt a word wrong did you notice it? I know better. Well Mother Gen. Smith has at last gotten cloth, and as I had never had a suit my name was put down for one. I have had my jacket made at last so I now have or will have two suits which will do me until July. I don't know whether to have the cloth you sent me made into a pair of pants or sell it. If I have it made up I can save my new suit. I will send you some money by first opportunity. Need not get me any more cloth. How sad the death of poor Hugh Atkins, he was so imprudent. I suppose old Mrs. A is almost frantic, and it will have such a bad effect on Julia. Champe mentioned in her letter Miss Ellen B had gone deranged and been taken to the asylum. Where did she stay? I disremember her. Old Mrs. B has been sick for a week or more I suppose that must have been the cause of it. Be sure an[sic] write me word in your next. I was down to see them yesterday. I suppose your have commenced gardening, such pretty weather for it. It seems strange that I am not at it. Hope you are well enough to go out and superintend. As you are so devoted to it and can't help it. I am not surprised to hear about sister Mollie. She wrote to me and said she had fattened. In my answer I asked her \"Could it be that Ala air was purer than Va. and agreed with her better, Hardly!\" I am glad and then again I am sorry. I don't know why some of them out there do not write to me. Her letter is the only one I have received. I will not write to them until they do. I hope you have written to brother and given him a good scolding about that sugar. He deserves one. Does Ras T. intend to go South to live? Every body in Orange must be buying and selling. I suppose it is to invest their money which they have made by speculating. You will have a near neighbor now, Cousin H. \u0026 I think I should rather live at his old place than Mr. R. by far. I wrote you about making me collars did you ever get the letter. My cap must be black. When is Mary Taliaferro coming back, and so they ever hear from her. Give my love to all at Uncle E's. Suppose Annie is uneasy about her Johnny as the fight has begun. Myself and some of the other Cadets went fishing Saturday caught a few fish and a live ground hog which we had a good deal of fun out. Have to get up now at five, then drill for an hour also in the evening. I do not mind it so much now as it is rather more pleasant. We have abandoned the old drill and begun a new one (Hardie) which I much prefer. Mrs. Newman is in Orange, wish now I had gone to see her. How is Phil \u0026 wife getting along. Suppose they have not moved to Piedmont. Is there a prospect of much fruit at Berry Hill this season. Won't I miss Sisters cherries. I guess she feels lonesome without you all. Don't the children enjoy being at B.H. I expect they stay there all the time. How I would like to have a game of play with them. I expect Mary Beverly will be as wild as a buck soon. Kiss her for me and tell her to write to me. Mrs. C proceedings are shameful. Hope you may get everything back. Everything is so dull here that I have nothing to write interesting. They give us ham now occasionally. I send you a pattern of another collar, you may make some like it. Has Mr. Shaw enclosed his new plantation. Give my love to Miss Summer, tell her to write to me. I do not hear from home as often as I desire. How are the Spring gardens and are they as intimate since the dog quarrel. With much love to all and kisses around to the children I must bid you goodbye.\nAs ever your affect. Son\nBeverly","Send me Charlie Taliaferro direction. There is a Cadet who wants to write him. Excuse this miserable scrawl. What has become of Theodore G. Did he say anything about Taylor.","Camp Jackson Aug 28th 1863","My darling Mother,\nNo doubt you have been wondering what has become of your darling boy and the reason why he had not written before. Well dear Mother I will give you a few of my reasons which I hope will prove satisfactory. In the first place, after reaching Staunton and trotting around some time in search of Mr. G whom I succeeded in finding at last, and it then being too late for me to procure a seat on the stage. Mr. G begged me so very hard to remain over with him until the next day that I at last concluded to do so, knowing that one day longer would make no difference. I left Staunton about 4 ½ Wednesday morning and after a very pleasant trip (Having met with 3 or 4 Cadets returning) reached my old prison house at 1 p.m. and to my surprise found the Corps had left the evening before to reinforce Jackson. I then began to regret and censor myself very much for stopping over in Staun- but about the time we were ready, one of the Officers came in and said the Yankees had fallen back and that the Corps was then on the way back to the Institute after having marched to Staunton Goshen. We then thought after that information that it would be a piece of folly in us to start to meet them in coming back. I felt quite lonesome there being only a few Rats left as a guard. I staid down with Capt. B and made myself at home. He seemed very glad at having me back. And yesterday evening they all returned, broken down, sore footed and quite mad that they were not permitted to go on and engage the enemy. Jackson was very anxious expecially[sic] for the company of artillery to come on and join him, but Old Spex had not the authority to take the Corps out of the County, but had to fight them any when in Rockbridge in defense of the Institute. I am not delighted that I did not get here in time since it has proven such a useless \u0026 fatiguing march. I was on guard last night tho' not compelled, only did so to relieve some of the broken down who would have had to have gone on. I could not help contrasting \u0026 feeling the difference between my bed last night \u0026 the one I have been enjoying for the last month. Just imagine me in the guard quarters on the hard floor and in among a parcel of rats, minks, chickens, lice, etc. and then with my accoutrements all on, I tell you what taking everything into consideration I did not have my pleasant time, but it is all over now, and I hope it may not happen again. I am all OK. We will move into barracks next Monday or Tuesday when I will have a much easier time. I have not seen Old Spex yet to give him the letter. I expect he will be for court marshaling me. I was much worried at having to leave them all so hurriedly at the Village the morning I left. The plagued men at the provost office were the cause of it, they were so very slow. I only had time to kiss them \u0026 tell them all goodbye. Was Annie married on the next morning, I hope not since I could not see it. Tell Sister M to make up some excuse to give Mrs [Miss?] [H?] for not coming to see her again. I suppose every thing still remains quiet and there is no chance of the army leaving you. Has Miss E \u0026 Co. come to board with you yet. You all must write and give me all the news. I have no time to ask questions. I want this to be mailed this eve and it is near time for it to close. I had an elegant time in Staunton which I suppose Bird had written before this. Church did not get me the pillow after all. Get it from him and send it by S_ Hiden, also that knap sack Sam G. gave. You recollect I guess a new one. Tell Felix he had better sell me his cadet overcoat. Well dear mother I have not time to write more but will take time \u0026 write a more satisfactory letter soon. Excuse all mistakes \u0026 bad writing. Show it to no one but burn it. Give my love all inquiring friends. Tell McGuire I desire his letters. With love to all friends I must now bid you goodbye. Kiss the children and Old Sal if she is with you. Write soon \u0026 often to your affect.\nboy Bev.","Send me the Buffingtons letters if you get any. Their brother is here. Will tell you about him in my next.","...one of my favorites, give her my love. Champe so you ever hear from Mr. G now. Poor fellow! I expect he is dying out in N.C. by degrees with the [blues]. Let me hear something from him in your next. You know how I love him. Who are you engaged to at present? I fear you are gaining yourself the name of flirt. I hope not tho. I suppose it is because you have so many extravagant admirers, and not wishing to get married you are necessarily compelled to send some up the spout. I am really glad you are not like most of the girls at present, crazy to get married, for I should hate like all the world to give you up. You recollect I dreampt last summer that you were married and how I told you it distressed me. As my prospects for being a married man are exceedingly doubtful, I think I shall have to consent to the proposition you made some time ago that we should both remain single. Do you not remember it? You say you believe Victoria Is really going to write her fate with Capt. Hardy's. I am sorry for it myself for I never fancied him much. Hasn't she had better offers? She certainly is a changeable girl. Does Uncle E like the \"Capt\" or is he opposed to the match? I suppose they are daily looking for Mary from Baltimore. I guess she will have lots to tell. How I would like to be at home to hear her \u0026 Sister Mollie talk. If Bob \u0026 M. have arrived tell them I will write them both soon. Did Sister go down to R. as she expected or did the Yankees raid frighten her out of the notion? Champe in several of my letters from home they have mentioned Gen. Pizzini's[?] name. Who is he? I have never seen anything about him in the newspapers. You say the young man who took my bundle \u0026 letters home did not call. I did not expect he would, as he is very bashful. He is a very good boy, but one of the ugliest boys you ever saw. He does not intend returning here. Resigned to enter the army. Well dear Sister I I have written you quite a long letter so must stop and mail it. You must excuse all mistakes and bad writing. The boys are discussing the probability of the Corps being ordered out (although rumors circulated here in barracks) etc. and making so much fuss that I scarcely know what I am writing. And now I must bid you adieu. With love to all the family and hoping to have the exquisite pleasure of reading one of your usual interesting letters again soon.\nI am as ever\nYr aft Br","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember the 1st 1863","My dear Sister,\nReally everything is so dull and I write so often that I am puzzled to know how to commence this letter. I don't think I owe you an apology for my long silence. For whenever I write home to any one member of the family, I intend, and I suppose my letters are read by you all. So none need complain. Mother you know deserves most letters, as she is so good about writing to me, and then such long and interesting letters. I am always overjoyed when I see her handwriting. I received her last written on the 27th and you cannot imagine how much I have been worried to think you all would be left in the enemies lines and that I should be cut off from all communication with you. But I am as yet ignorant of whether this has been done. I have commenced this letter with the hope that it may go direct and that you are still spared from the outrage of the enemy. Can it be that Gen. Lee intends falling back again around Richmond? I think it looks very much like it if they are moving commissary stores from Gordonsville. But I suppose before this is done, there will be a second Chancellorsville battle, therefore I will not despair until I hear the result. I am very much afraid that Lee has weakened his army so much by sending aid to Braggs (who it seems is doing nothing but allowing his men to be captured \u0026 falling back) that he will eventually be compelled to fall back to Richmond. When this is done I suppose we will be ordered out. We are rather better equipped now than we were when we went on out last cavalry expedition to Covington. I think if we do leave here, I will go with Dr. McGuire whom Mother says will give me a place. I ought to be there in the army now fighting for my home. Changing the subject, I attended the tableaux given last Friday night by the ladies for the benefit of the poor soldier, although I was dead broke at the time, thought as I had never been to anything of the sort here, and then it was my duty, borrowed the money to go. Some of the scenes were very pretty, but the smallness of the room and the immence[sic] crowd destroyed all the pleasure of being present. Capt. B the only person you know, acted the part of the \"Irish Volunteer\" It would be useless in me to attempt to describe the scenes, dress and etc.  Will send you a programme and you can form an idea for yourself of what they ought to have been, at least how they looked. I don't think it could have been as grand as those given by the ladies of Old Orange as the material was wanting. They realized I understand $600. Leela P. did not act. I don't think she can be very popular. By the by I forgot to tell Champe, that she told a friend of mine that she was one of the wildest girls she ever saw and was wearing Gen. J's ring. Tell C. she had better beware her reputation will be quite broad. I have never spoken to her since I came back. Tell Mother I got the $20. Hope that she has seen Willie's and if he does not intent coming back soon will send me the money to pay for my overcoat \u0026 shoes. How I envy you all, eating fresh meat and sausages. Do you think I hadn't forgotten there was such a thing. I hope you all have gotten your pork and lower than the market price which is frightful. Mr. Shaw is a fortunate man in having any left. So poor Lil is gone at last. I suppose there was a universal weeping. $800 I think was a very good price. What has Mr. C. put where it is. Did Mr. S. go to Gen Lee? Willis is not coming back. Has sent his resignation. Did he give Mr. S the shot I sent. I have drawn a sketch of Charleston \u0026 vicinity from one I have seen. Will send home for you all to see soon. The drum has just beat for dress parade so I must close. Remember me to all enquiring friends, and now for each and every member of the family give oceans of love and accept for yourself \u0026 hubby and little darling a due portion.\nWrite soon, goodbye\nBev.","V.M.I. Dec. 19th 1863","My darling Mother\nI guess you have been wondering what in the world had become of me that I did not write. Well we were ordered out on last Tuesday very unexpectedly to march directly to Goshen and there wait orders from Gen. Imboden. I have not time to give you an account of our march now as we have to leave here in the morning at 5 to go in the direction of Buchanan or Salem after Averell  [\"Averil\" in original] and having marched 13 miles today [page torn] a miserable frozen ground feel as if I could [page torn] a little sleep on my old mattress after taking it out long. Oh! I tell you I can stand Army Service. We were exposed one day and night to the most disagreeable weather I ever saw. Rain fell in perfect torrents freezing as it would fall. We intended to have gone on from here after a rest of 2 hours but as there were a good many boys shoeless and others with sore feet we concluded to stay over. We take 3 days rations (which is very little) I received your letter written on the 13 with the $100 but haven't heard or gotten Mr. S with the $70. Has he written and did he [?] rebels. I hope it may not be lost as I am deep in debt. I took dinner with Miss Louise B. today. She promised to write to you for me if I went on. I hope this letter may reach you safely and relieve your mind somewhat. You must not worry yourself. I am perfectly well \u0026 hardy, ready to give that [page torn] \"Avril\" a  [_ing]. I hope to gracious we may catch the scoundrel and his men. I will not write more at present. Will do so as soon as I return again. So now must bid you all good night with love \u0026 kisses to the family and little ones I am as ever your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember 23rd 1863","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a few days ago, on my return from our Goshen tramp and promised I would write again so soon as I reached here once more. Well dear Mother we reached our journeys end Monday evening and nar'e Yankee did we kill or see after marching us all over this plagued mountainous country and ruining our feet we being badly shod at the time. But thank gracious, there were none seriously hurt by the trip, and now since they have had a little rest would be willing to start out on another, provided they were carried in some other direction than that of Goshen \u0026 Covington, for both of these routs every boy seems disgusted with. And it is a enough to despair anyone for you look upon nothing but huge mountains of rocks the whole way. Once in every ten miles by accident we would pass an old dilapidated looking building. I believe I mentioned in my other letter what a wet time we had of it while at Camp Staunton near Goshen. Although we were so near drowned, yet there was no grumbling, quite the contrary the boys were hollering \u0026 singing the whole time. I wish you could have heard us when a train came up to Goshen whistling \u0026 the bell ringing. I believe every boy joined in a thundering shout which reached throughout the surrounding mountains. It reminded us all so much of home \u0026 especially those who had been here so long without having a furlough that I do believe if the Yankees had been near and we been ordered to keep quiet we could not have resisted the temptation to give vent to our joy at such a pleasant sound. When we left here we thought we were going to Staunton. I took some collars along in case we should, and when I heard this train I could not but help thinking it was coming to take us there and I had made up my mind if we were got that near home I would work my [?] so as to go the whole hog. But alas! There was no such good luck for poor me. I was doomed to be disappointed. The train only came to bring a bearer of dispatches. We laid in our mud puddles until evening when the tap of the drum bid us prepare for marching. There were all sorts of rumors a float before we left camp, some said the Yankees were near Lex. and we had to march there that night a distance of 22 miles. Others said we were going to Covin. but we were all surprised when Col. Ship [Shipp] marched us up to Cool Sulphur Springs to quarter us in the cabins there for the night. Before we reached there we had to wade through mud \u0026 water a foot deep for near ten miles. We managed to build us up a little fire and dry our blankets. There was a still house at this place and every boy got enough to drink to make him sleep and to keep him from taking cold. In fact the majority of the boys were quite merry. I took a little swig Though not enough to make me feel the effects of it. Stanard Buffington had his canteen full and was looking all about for me. Expect if he had found me I should have been tipsy also for I did not think it any [harm] that night. Buffington is a splendid boy. On the next morning we set out for Lex. it had ceased raining and we had a beautiful day before us for marching, but the roads were so bad and the streams we had to pass over so swollen that we did not go more than 12 miles to Wilson Spring before we stopped over again for the night, and slept in some old darkey cabins. Although it was very [quite struck out] cold I had a very good night's rest. While were here Col. Ship received a dispatch from Old Spex (who said in his order before we left he would [?]over [?]) who was then at Lex enjoying the pleasures of home comforts) ordering us hurry back as quick as possible. We had to go in the direction of Buchanan. So we left next morning early \u0026 reach here at 11 ½ although the roads were so bad we marched 4 ¼ miles in one hour. We had orders after reached here. Mother I send with my coat a pair of pants for Henry. I wore them on the last march you will observe that they have seen hard times after mending the seat they will be made a good pair pants by having them turned. I send also a shirt which I could find no owner for and it is too large for me. You can dispose of it as you like. What do you think of the bill in reference to currency. I hope it may prove of some good for money seems to be worthless. Confederate I meant. Suppose Emma Chapman will be married soon. I would like to be present to get some of the good things. Of course they will have a big wedding. Is cousin Vic going down South to see Annie. I heard she was. I was down at Capt. Bull's yesterday. He read me a letter he had just gotten from Mary. You have no idea what a good letter she writes. It would really surprise you to read one. I hope she may pay them a visit here this spring. I would like to see her. Mrs. Powers has gotten back. I promised to kill her some birds, so if it does not rain, shall go out tomorrow. The weather has moderated a good deal today and I am truly glad of it for it was so very cold two or three days ago that I like to have frozen. Well dear Mother, I have written you quite a long letter, and I think all the news, so I must again bid you goodbye or good night rather.\nBev.","P.S. Make some of the family write me soon \u0026 often. You will find in my coat a rough sketch of Charleston \u0026 Vicinity which I drew for amusement. It has been laying up in my drawer so long the plagued mice destroyed it and commenced eating the edges.","Virginia Military Institute\nJanuary the 3rd 1864","My dear Mother\nTaking into consideration the many letters which you have honored me with lately, I think I would be doing my self great injustice if I were to allow a longer period to pass by without dropping you a few lines. I think my last letter was written in the year 1863 and now it is 64. Will you not forgive my seeming negligence. I received your long and interesting letter written on the 27th on the morning of the New Year. I therefore reckon it as among my numerous presents and as being one most valued. I was glad to see from your letter that Christmas had passed so handsomely and pleasantly. The dinner you spoke of was really a \"beautiful\" one, but I am confident when I give you a bill of fare of the one which I had the pleasure of masticating you will not for one moment hesitate in saying mine was still more beautiful. First, we had cold loaf bread (not enough by 16 loaves) also warm corn bread. Second cold beef. For dessert, molasses, water, \u0026 c. \u0026c. Oh! Indeed I fear if I were to go on and enumerate the rest I would not finish this letter soon. So leave it for you to form an idea. You all must have very kind friends to furnish you with so many nice things. You had a lot of big [?] to dine with you. My mouth runs water whenever I think about it. Why couldn't I have been there! Christmas week was the dullest to me I ever spent. Only one day suspension. Few boys tight, owing to the scarcity \u0026 high price of Liquor. I slept most all the time to rid myself of the monotony. Occasionally I would walk up in Lex. and get something to eat. I have looked forward before Xmas with much pleasure to the arrival of two boxes belonging to my roommates which were to have come by the packet boat, but it has not as yet made its appearance, and judging from the looks of the river which I can plainly see from my window, and which is entirely frozen over, that it will not do so for some time to come. We have almost despaired. The first thing we would all say in the morning, and the last I believe at night would be, wonder if the boat has come! I think we spent at least 2/3 of our time in the day standing looking in vain down the river. Isn't it too bad I intended to feast for once. There were a great many boys who were as much interested and disappointed as we were. Well Mother, changing the subject, let me give you an account how nicely I was fooled yesterday, and at the same time right much disappointed. While sitting down in my room thinking over what I should do during the day. One of my roommates (Jonny Wise) came blustering in an handed me a bundle accompanied by a letter directed as follows Cadet Stanard, politeness of Miss Bull. You well know what thought first struck me, I opened it and read it and supposing the girls must be down at Capt. B.'s commenced in great hurry to get on what the boys here term a \"big dike\" after I had finished dressing, and been told two or three times by my roommates that I would certainly captivate those young ladies, I started down to Capt. B. and upon entering the parlor asked Miss Louise where were the girls. The girls, what girls! I think told her, she seemed surprised, and said she had not a word from them. I then took it for granted they must certainly be up in Lexington, some where. So started in search of them. In passing by the Hospital I saw Dr. Madison who had just come the evening before from Petersburg and who told me at least asked me if I had gotten the bundle \u0026 letter. He then told me why they did not come on, and that his little girls had gone on to Staunton that morning on the Stage. You can well imagine my feelings. I thought it strange that they should have selected such an awful cold spell to come in. It was really the coldest weather I ever felt and I was on guard too. Hope they have postponed their visit until Spring. I got the money sent and let me thank yourself and my dear sisters for their nice presents. I am willing to wager any thing that I am the only boy who has received such. Tell Fan \u0026 Champ I will I will write them both soon. So Gen. J is still flying around Old C. Wonder if she can't prevail on him to give me a place on his staff. I am much obliged to you for sending my shirt \u0026 brush. I was in want of both so they come at an acceptable time. I hope dear Mother you will not think I am extravagant because I write so often for money. I will put down on paper how I have disposed of most of it and I know you will not think me so. I attended church this morning. The Methodist had to go there with my Company but deserted \u0026 went to the Episcopal. Saw Sandy P \u0026 bride, but did not speak to him. Lula had a beau so looked pleased. I fear Mr. Shaw's letter is lost for good. There are some grand rascals in this corps. I will go over this week and find out what that notice meant. The deposit for the next five months I think will be near $650. What has become of poor Mr. Gassaway? Let me know. I hope C. will not engage herself to anyone again unless she intends marrying them. I rather fear she is inclined to flirt. I am truly sorry that Aunt Phoebe will leave you. Know you all will see for more trouble the coming year. With Eliza as a cook she is so often sick. I delivered your message to Miss Louise B. She acted on a tableaux a few nights ago. I did not attend, it was so cold. Did you ever get your money back from the man who bought Lil? Sister Mollie said in her letter I was her debtor. I think she is mistaken. They all owe me letters. As for Monsieur Haywood I have despaired of hearing from him again. This is the beginning of the 8th page of my letter. When I began I did not think I could fill four. But I am 'bout run out now for news to write. Suppose Cousin Mollie G. is with you. Give her a buss for me. I wish I was there to do it myself. It is getting late so I must bring my letter to a close, though will not be able to mail it until tomorrow evening. Hope I will continue to hear from home as often as I have the last week. Give my love to Uncle E's family. Remember me to all the girls. Write again soon, and now with oceans of love to each and every member of our family. Kisses to the little ones and for yourself accept that which is one from a true \u0026 devoted son.\nJ.B.S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFeb. the 21st 1864","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a long letter some days ago and promised I believe to write again the last of the weeks. Therefore in accordance with my promise I shall endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines. Since my last letter nothing much of interest has transpired to disturb the monotony of the V.M.I. soldier boys life or daily routine of exercises save the freezing up of the river, which has afforded us a little fun skating. Yesterday being Saturday, it did not interfere with our duties or studies, so all could go that wished. I went down to the river in the morning myself, though not with the intention of skating, as I had a sore toe and then I was minus a pair of skates mine being broken, but the ice was so beautiful that I could not resist the temptation, so borrowed a pair from one of the boys and spent the rest of the morning on the ice. It was really elegant fun, could go down the river as far as you wished. There were also a great many ladies on the ice, who seemed evidently to think there was more fun in falling down than standing up, but unfortunately in the height of their enjoyment, one of them [frisky] fell rather too hard and almost broke her nose. Poor girl, I guess it will spoil her beauty spot and I know will teach her a lesson how to run on ice again. The fall of this unfortunate lady, of course, intimidated and somewhat marred the pleasure of the remainder of the party. My friend Miss L.P. was among the no. and was looking as rosy as usual. Tomorrow being the anniversary of the birthday of the father of our Country, and in order to show due respect to his memory, there will be suspension of academic duties, but owing to the scarcity of powder, will not be able, as is customary to fire a salute. I went up in Lexington yesterday and looked around for the combs you wrote for. Got you these which I hope may suit. The best I could find, and rather high, but you know every thing is now. Though I could have gotten the two large ones for two dollars less if I had only known it in time. The following is what I gave for the three black, $3.75, one of the horn $5.00 the other $6.00, making in all $14.75. Would'nt this frighten you in peace times? I will send my [tal-er], and the combs also some matches which I bought thinking you might want them, by Cadet Harrison who leaves tomorrow for Orange to see his brother who is in a battery stationed near Morton's. I hope the things may reach you safely. Do you think the Yankees will get Mobile? I would not be surprised to hear of its fall any day. Suppose Mollie \u0026 Sallie have moved out of the City as the ladies have all been advised to leave. I think it so strange Haywood don't answer my letter. I wrote him a month ago and he knows my deposit is due at this time. Mr. Norton our Episcopal preacher lectures every Sunday eve during [Lent?] and principally for the benefit of the Cadets, and as it is near time I shall have to close my letter as I want to attend. May add a post script tonight. Goodby with love to all\nI am as ever\nyour darling boy,\nBev.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 13th 1864","My darling Sister\nQuite a long time has elapsed since a letter has passed directly between you and myself and I am still in doubt as to which of us is the debtor. But nevertheless, I shall wave all ceremony and endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines for I honor you home folks so often with my letters that there must be a good deal of sameness in them. This remembering that this is one of the dullest \u0026 meanest places in Christendom that is in my estimation and also of a great many of my fellow Cadets. But I shall not waist[sic] my time by heaping abuse upon Lexington and the V.M.I. You are well aware of my hatred for them both. Before going farther, allow me dear Sister to give vent to my feelings by expressing my grateful thanks for the nice box of eatables which you sent me. I can assure you I have enjoyed them no little and done justice to the box as well as my roommates, who said that it was the best that had been received in No. 38 (my room) and I think we have gotten four since the first of January. We played fearful havoc with the turkey pies and cakes. Nothing now remains I am sorry to say, but my ham which I hope to enjoy for some days yet as it was such a fine one. We only eat this as a snack. Mr. S surely must believe they came out of that small box. I invited or had besides my roommates (five in number) three of four of my friends (S.B. among the no.) to help me eat and there was plenty for all, not withstanding the tremendous appetites of the Cadets are noted for. Fan, where did you get a turkey from?  I did not think there was such a thing left in the county of Orange. Why did you not keep it, also the ham. I had much rather you should have done so, for I know how scarce such things are with you since you have had the army among you so long. You ought not to have deprived yourself of it. I can manage to make out with the beef they give me here, although it makes me sick about once a month. The candy sent was perfectly elegant. I never enjoyed anything more in my life. I would not care if you would send me a small package of that whenever an opportunity presents itself. If not two[sic] much trouble. I have been feasting right much lately on robbin pies. One of my roommates \u0026 myself went out hunting last Saturday week, killed 19 birds. I gave Mrs. Bull six and get the Judge to cook the rest for me. I believe near half of the boys in the Corps were out yesterday, but all had bad luck, frightened every bird for ten miles around. I was wise for once, and did not go. I went up in Lexington yesterday to see young McCown, who brought my box up for me. I shall send this by him as he says he will go by Berry Hill Tuesday. He also takes a little bundle for cousin Sarah Bull, which you will please send her. It is from Mrs. Powers to her husband. Tell Mother when she writes again to send me some stamps. I cannot get them here. Fan, how do you suppose I spent yesterday evening? Why I saw a poor mink court marshalled by the boys (only greening him) for deserting his post, where they had stationed him the night before. After speaking on both sides the jury retired and soon reentered the hall. The sentence was read by the judge. The prisoner found guilty and had to be shot in one hour. The whole court was so much affected at this sentence that the judge had to tell them they must not give way in that moment to their grief. The prisoner was then told that he would only have one hour to live and asked if he had anything to say of if he did not want to write a letter home. He arose and endeavored to make an appeal to the commander the plea of ignorance and a promise to do better in future, but the poor fellow was so frightened that his speech made but little impression upon the court. He was then told to retire into the ante chamber where he could write his last letter, which he did and such a one you never saw. He told his sister when he kissed her and told her goodbye he never thought he would disgrace the family in that way. After finishing his letter he returned in the court room and was so much distressed \u0026 frightened that his lawyer again made an earnest appeal in his behalf and begged that they would grant him a reprieve for ten days, so that he might be better prepared to meet his fate. This was granted by the jury, but subject to the approval of Old Spex. The Sergt. Of the guard was then ordered to post 2 sharp shooters at each corner of barracks so as to prevent the prisoner from talking to anyone or attempting to make his escape. He took the proceedings of the court over to the Genl. who told him we were only greening him. When he returned and told us what Old Spex said, every boy roared out laughing. Our fun was then ended, the poor boy relived from his misery. He actually thought he was going to be shot sure 'nough. These are the kind of Cadets which are being admitted in the V.M.I. now. Do you blame us for having a little fun some times? Old Spex says we can substitute greening in the place of bucking for the new cadets. I was sorry to hear Tom Fry was wounded, hope he may recover. Will Mrs. F. go out to see him? Well I suppose Bob \u0026 Mollie are with you by this. What would I not give to be with you all. The receipt or arrival of my box and the thought of their living with you has made me awful homesick. I never was more so. I saw Dr. McGuire's mother at church this morning. She is a very sweet looking old lady. Say to Mother I believe I will wait for the new currency. I send the letter Mother mentioned. Now dear Sister I have written you a much longer letter than I expected to write when I first commenced and as it is getting late \u0026 I want to take this up town I shall have to bring it to a close. I have been writing in a great hurry which you can plainly see, so you must excuse this miserable scrawl. The paper sent was very acceptable. You see I have made use of it soon. Give my love to all the family and now for your darling self \u0026 husband accept a due portion. Kisses without number to Mary, Bev, and a kind remembrance to all enquiring friends.\nI remain your affect. brother\nBev.","P.S. Write soon \u0026 tell the other members of the family to do the same.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 22nd 1864","My dear Mother\nIt had now been ten or twelve days since I had a line from home. I now write to demand an explination for such treatment. Upon the receipt of my box I wrote Sister Fan a long letter thanking her \u0026 c. Prior to that time I wrote Champe and I certainly expected by this time to have a few lines (at least) from one of them as they well know how anxious I was to hear from Bob \u0026 Mollie whom I suppose are with you at present. My letter to Fan was sent by Young McCown, who brought my box. I suppose he is reliable. Is the son of a Saddler in Lexington. Well Mother I guess you will wonder why it is, that I am writing with a lead pencil. The reason is first this, we are upon the eve of freezing up. It has been one week since we had a particle of heat (there not being a stick of wood at the V.M.I.) You know what a change has taken place in the weather. Today it is snowing hard, and a cold wind blowing, and still we are having the same duties to attend to, both academic \u0026 military. It is outrageous for the boys can't study a bit. I wish you could step in and take a peep at us. It got so cold we could not stand it any longer. So we call the roommates and went out and made a raid on Old Spex laths and have built us up some sort of a fire and are all gathered around like a gang of chickens under its mothers wing. If the officers of the day should by chance visit our room and catch us we would get a hard report and a few demerits. Peach came by here on last Saturday morning to see me, has just returned from Ark. Martin and one of his friends were taken prisoners. The day he stopped over to see me, Ex. Gov. Letcher made a very fine speech, also Judge Brockenbrough. So we went up and heard them. Both were very encouraging and thought the war would not last a year longer. In the evening I walked out in the country with him to get his horse. I came back, but he staid[sic] with one of his company friends until yesterday when he called to see me again on his way to Orange. I guess he will get home before this letter and tell you all you would like to hear about me and about his trip, so I will leave it for him to do. Mother you think I didn't sit down and write Cousin Vic a long letter a few days ago. Felt so interested about her. Hope she will condescend to reply to it. Suppose Bob had gone to his command ere this. What is his rank, and what is that of Gen. Long? Gen. Smith got a letter a few days ago from some gentleman over towards Hot Springs, who had, I believe, been in Gen. Averil's Camp and says Averil is preparing to make a raid in this direction. He advised Spex to fortify all the mountain passes, which he is going to do. Major Williamson \u0026 two of the Cadets left this morning to make a survey. I suppose we will have to go the last of the week to first of next. We will have the fortification to build ourselves. Is this what I was sent here for, to shovel with the spade \u0026 dig with the hoe for the protection of Rockbridge Negroes? This is the reason in which our studies are to be interfered with of[f] \u0026 on this Spring \u0026 Summer and I think you had just as well give your consent at once to my resigning and entering the Army. I want to have some of the glory of the [trenches] in the year 64 attached to my name, and this war can't last much longer it is certain, and it will be my only chance. Are you not willing to have it said you had a son in this war? I was down at Mrs. Bulls the other night, spent a very pleasant evening. The Capt's duck was there. He (the Capt.) is one of my best friends, and is very kind to me as well as the other members of the family.\n[This part written in the margins of pages 2 and 3] \nAs is so cold I shall have to stop writing, with the hope of getting a letter, certain this eve. I shall write again the last of the week. Hope you are all well. How is Mollie looking? Write me a long letter soon giving me all the news. With much love to all the family, yourself amongst them. Goodby, Your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 8th 1864","My dear Sister\nI hope you will not deem me indifferent as to writing or to yourself. I have been intending writing for some time, but you were away and I took it for granted that my letter would be more acceptable upon your return. And then another consideration, the other members of our family have been quite good in writing me so often and of course I had to give them the preference, though had you been there I should have waved all ceremony and dropped you a few lines at any rate, for I suppose my letters generally go the rounds. Even though they do not bear inspection: I received one from Sister Mollie this morning inclosing Aunt Lucy's. I suppose they will soon begin to look for Mary. How I wish for Aunt L. would accompany her. She writes so affectionately and seems so anxious to see all her relatives and friends. She says she wants to come over to see something of the War. Do you not think she could be gratified? The sad changes wrought in Old Orange by it alone would be enough to shock and sadden her heart. I hope Monsieur Taylor may get his due in the coming campaign. I would like to be the one to greet him with a bullet. Don't you think he deserves such, though he seems sorry he ever thus acted. Will Willie T. postpone his marriage now until Mary's arrival? He ought for she will be dreadfully disappointed if he does not. Please say to Cousin Vic I am anxiously looking for an answer to my letter. Suppose you saw Willie Buffington while in Richmond. Eugie writes me she expects to go down soon to attend Cousin Martha S. marriage. Eugie is a sweet girl and is one of the best correspondents I ever had. Why don't some of you write her. She always inquires about some of this family when she writes. I promised I would give Champe a scolding (I generally spell this word wrong. Did you ever notice it?) for being so neglectful but I think mine have ceased to be of any virtue, so will merely remind her of the fact. Suppose she is occupied all the time with her many beaus but this is not sufficient excuse. Ask her if Gen. Pizzini has any vacant place that she can secure for me, if so she must do it, for I do not intend to remain here after this month. Just think I am a plagued conscript. If I can't get some place I am stout and hardy enough to rough it as a private. Do you not candidly think I ought to be in the Army. I am over 18. I think I have been very obedient in remaining here as long as I have, and only done so because I hated to go contrary to the wish of a fond and devoted Mother. I think Mother might very willingly give her consent now that the prospect of the war ending soon is very great. Write me your views on the subject. I got a long letter some time ago from Sister S. brother Hay added a post script of a few lines (2) and said he would write one in a few days which I suppose will be a few months. He has neglected to send my deposit until this time (after the first of Apr) when he will I suppose have to loose right much money, owing to the change in currency. He should not be so negligent especially when money matters are concerned. Glad to hear Bob is so well satisfied and likes the service so well. It will be the making of him, I mean his health, don't you agree with me? Hope he has some rank and is in the line of promotion. Know he will climb high in the intimation of his superiors. He must make himself the worthy representative of the Stanard family. I suppose his being separated from his darling Mol goes rather hard with him, but he must learn to stand it like a true soldier. I guess he will think this is great advice. Mollie writes they are quite worried about her sugar and liquors not having been heard from. It will indeed be quite a serious affair if they never turn up or come to hand. Was sorry to hear of the loss of your cow. What do you so for milk? It is something we never may our eyes on here. Our fare is not good by any means, been feeding us off [Stanard purposefully omits word here] beef. (I don't like to use the word) for some time, and I hardly ever get enough bread to eat. It is a hard matter though to satisfy our appetites we take so much exercise, drilling, \u0026 c. and then our meals are so regular. I believe I have really grown a little since last Summer, and know I have fattened, weigh 137 lbs. Tried on some of my summer clothes a few nights ago out of curiosity. You know they were full large for me then. Now my jacket won't meet around me, and my pants require a little sugar or molasses on my shoes to induce them to come down a little. Sister did you ever see anything like the snow and rain we have been having for the last week or ten days. The clouds really seem weakened from exhaustion, but after two days of spring weather, they seem to have been replenished as it were, and from the present appearances, out doors, now I am inclined to think they are preparing to take us by storm. I wrote before how we suffered during the cold weather for the want of fire. It was the same this last spell, had to have suspension and let us lay in our beds to keep from freezing. Old Spex was well prepared to meet his own individual comfort. Plenty of the best coal that could be started in peace times. We were not at all indignant at his having suspension. I believe the majority of the boys preferred it and the cold weather to fire. Very natural feeling for school boys. One if my roommates has just come in and told me the mail would be taken up in a few minutes. So I shall have to bring my letter to a close. I did intend giving you an account of a review of the Corps by Gen. Rossum. Will do so in my next. I guess I have already tired you with such a long letter. I have not time to read it over and make the necessary corrections, so please excuse all mistakes. Give my best love to all the family, and for yourself \u0026 baby and the little ones. Accept that which is due from a fond and devoted brother.\nJ.B.S.","V.M.I. April the 24th 1864","My darling Mother\nYour long and interesting letter has been received and I have been intending for the last two or three days to answer it, but something has always interfered and prevented my good intentions. You say that you had begun to get uneasy at my silence, for fear I might be sick. Why I wrote two or three letters home but a very short time ago. I can't imagine what became of them. I seems to me that I am always writing home but very seldom get letters from there myself. You all are not as good about writing as you ought to be. I am not alluding to you but to the other members of the family. I have not as yet heard a word from Hay and the $9.00. Am going to drop him a few lines this evening. I am dead broke at present, wish the check would hurry up and make its appearance. Had to borrow some money the other night to go up town and get some thing to eat. They are starving us out now. Don't give us half enough bread, miserable rye coffee without sugar or milk (and it has caused an eruption to break out on a good many of the Cadets, I believe it is a prison) and for the last two weeks they have been giving us nothing but rotten beef. I declare it is perfectly awful. Old Spex has some 50 or 60 barrels of it put away and will keep feeing us on it. An old scamp, he has about ten or eleven barrels of molasses and won't give us any. All the cadets are grumbling and asking him for it. I am glad to hear Bob has improved so much and is so well please with his place. Didn't I tell you he would be. Hope he is up near [home] now. Mother you ask me why I don't call Mollie Sister when I write. I was not aware before that I failed to do so. It was thoughtlessness on my part I can assure her and not for the want of love that I did not make use of sister instead of Mollie. Why I am sure my letters to her have always been very affectionate. I hope she will banish all idea that I meant anything by my manner of writing. Well Mother every body (or Cadet at least) has been right much excited today to join in the coming battle. You need not be surprised if I am one, if they raise a company I shall join. Remember I will be 19 on the 27th of this month and ought to be ashamed of myself to be here. When you are advised to keep me here as long as possible, people don't know my age, and of course they would not tell you they thought I ought to be in the army. They are going to take us in service I expect in July out in the mountains here. But I prefer being with Lee. Mother I don't want to desert or be shipped from here against your wish, therefore I beg that you will write me permission to resign, and I can then use my own discretion whether I will or not. If you give your consent, mention that it is concerned with family matters (except name) that prevents your sending me here longer. Mother I hope you will not let what I have written distress you. You should be more firm and patriotic and want me to be in the army, but this is an unnatural feeling for an affectionate Mother like yourself. When is the big fight to come off. Is there any chance of its taking place in Orange. I think the Yankees are going to get the worst whipping that they have ever gotten, and it will almost wind up the war. If Lee whips them, he ought to follow up his victory and drive them as far North as he can, the same time burning all their cities. Well dear Mother I have written you quite a long letter, and one I have no doubt you will be sorry to see. The mail will be taken up in a short while, so I shall have to bring my letter to a close. Wish I had something interesting to write about, and now darling Mother with love to all the family and oceans to your sweet self I must bid you good evening. Hoping what I have written will not cause you trouble and that I will soon hear from you\nI am as ever your\nown darling boy\nBev.","I am in want of draws.","Virginia Military Institute\nMay the 9th 1864","My darling Mother\nHere I am, no longer a freeman, but a prisoner within the lofty walls of the V.M.I. I reached here safely on Friday evening and it has been a source of regret to me ever since, that I should have been goose enough to leave when I did. And have to leave my trunk behind. So much for not taking the advice of a wise man (Mr. Chapman). Doubtless they told you at the village about my being left by the train. I did not care myself but I was afraid poor brother would swear himself to death about it was the only reason which actuated me to promptness in acquiring some means of conveyance to take me to Gordonsville, and after all I did not get there in time to see him, but unfortunately in time for the Staunton train. Plague on it! I wish it had left before I got there. I should certainly have returned after getting there and finding the Richmond train gone, had I not feared that I would be greeted by a scolding from some member of the family. Yes, I expect all of you would have pitched into me. Even Mr. C. for driving his horse so far and not listening to him on the first place. Just think, if I had remained I could have seen some of the Yankee prisoners, and heard something of the result of the fight. My trunk has not reached me yet. I hope it may not be lost. I would like to see the person that I would leave it behind for again. I wrote to Nat Catlette about it this morning. I hope Mr. Chapman wrote when he sent my trunk up. He seemed very much amused at me when I found it was left. I didn't blame him, for I imagine I was quite a laughable object about that time. I was so worried I came very near letting an ugly word escape my mouth, I wonder if I didn't. I went to see some young ladies while I was in Staunton, staid until half past eleven had no idea it was so late. Met with one of the most interesting and agreeable and pretty young ladies I have seen since the War. A Miss Gregory, refugee from Alexandria. She is the one Madame [?] at one time, said Vandergrift was engaged to. I was sorry to see that Col. Brown was killed. Suppose Brig. Gen Stanard \u0026 Long win in the fight. The stage has come in this evening but bring no news, this is generally the way. Tell brother William is he hasn't too much to do I wish he would keep me posted as to the movement of our army. I received his letter, thank him for attending to my trunk for me. Tell Sister Mary she ought to have been at home that morning and not down at the depot. She urged me to go to Goville [Gordonsville] anyhow. Hope Mr. Shaw didn't think anything of the manner in which I told him goodbye I was in a big hurry about that time. Tomorrow there will be a suspension of academic duties in order to raise the flag sent from Europe, over the grave of out lamented leader Jackson. Well Mother it has been very warm all day, and this evening I had to attend drill for two hours. Wound up with 2 charges 100 yards across the parade on on pretend breastworks. It was very exciting in the first charge I was the first to mount the dreaded works. In the second the 3rd man, but as I was so fat and excited, I had to leave ranks at Dress Parade from a violent headache and fainty feeling. But I have rested and feel all right and ready for another now. The drum is beating for tattoo so I must close. I only wrote to let you know I had arrived safely. Please write soon. I am anxious to hear the result of the battle, who of our friends were killed. Good night, with much love to all,\nI am as ever yr darling boy\nBev.","P.S. Excuse this miserable scrawl.","Staunton May the 12th 1864","My darling Mother\nNo doubt a letter written from this place will take you greatly by surprise. Well to relieve your anxiety I will tell you before going further and keep you from uneasiness. On Tuesday night an order came from Gen. Breckenridge calling us immediately to Staunton. In obedience to his orders we fixed up and left on Wednesday Morning at half past 8, marched 18 miles by half past 2. when we camped. The roads were very good but were quite dusty and then it was very warm. This morning we left camp under quite different circumstances, it having rained during the night and has continued to do so all day. The roads were awful perfect loblolly all the way and we had to wade through like hogs. We came 18 miles from 5 to 12 however and are tonight encamped one mile out of town. I have run the blockade and come in to take tea with Cary Taylor, and that I might write this letter. Am I not good? I have a strong notion of staying in until 2 tonight with him so as to dry of[f] for I have been like a wet mouse all day. So disagreeable in camp. We will leave in the morning early and expect to have to march to Harrisonburg (down the Valley) a distance of 26 miles. The Yankees are reported coming up the Valley with a force of 9000 strong. Our Corps will run Gen. B. up to 5000 maybe more. I hope we may be able to lick them out. I have suffered more with my feet this march (so far) than I ever did on all the others together. I hope to get me a more comfortable pair of shoes when this will be remedied. I got my trunk the evening before I left all safe. It was in the nick of time and my biscuit and ham for my rations. If you want to write to me direct your letter to me at this place Care of Edmond M. Taylor, Staunton, he will send them to me. I expect we will be down out this time for some weeks. I told you that you had better let me join Lee at once that this could be the way, but you must not make yourself uneasy about me. I will take care of myself. One of my messmates from this place is going to fill my haversack with something better than what we draw so I wont suffer for some days at any rate, though I hope not at all. Well darling Mother I have written enough I suppose to relieve your mind as to our destination so I must stop and go in the parlor. Some young ladies there. You will have a hard time trying to make this out I shan't undertake it. Saw Fedic T. this evening. Give my love to all [acquaintance] \u0026 friends. Hope Bob come out all right and all the Berry Hill friends \u0026 visitors. I shall write when ever I have an opportunity. And now dear Mother that I may be spared to see you all again, and that you may continue in good health will be the nightly prayer of Your darling Boy Bev.","The Southern Telegraph Companies.\nReceived at Orange CH, May 16, 1864\nFrom Staunton. To W. H. Chapman\nCadet Stanards body is at New Market I presume.\nS. Yates","Telegram Fragment.\nReceived at Orange C.H. May 16 [1864]\nBy telegraph from Harrisonburg.\nB. Stanard was k[illed]\nwill be sent to","Life\nLife has beautifully and appropriately been compared to an Ocean, whose surges when the storm sweeps over its surface, bear a striking resemblance to that portion of our life in which troubles and cares beset us, and whose smooth surface when there is nothing to disturb its accustomed tranquility, bears a simile to that portion of our existence in which the busy scenes of this life are laid aside and which has been fitly called the \"sunset\" of life, often the billows of the ocean, when the pitiless storm sweeps over its surface with unrelenting fury rise to such a height that it is with great difficulty that vessels can ride triumphantly on them and bid defiance to their efforts as it were to bury them beneath their briny folds. Numerous are the instances in which vessels have sprung a leak in spite of all the efforts of the sailors to prevent it, have sunk to the bottom of the sea where so many have found an unwelcome and watery. On the other hand when there is nothing to disturb its peaceful waters, and when the sun, unobstructed by clouds from the view is reflected on its polished breast, vessels sail with security to their destined ports whence to discharge their freight. Such is a simile of our existence when the troubles and cares of this life agitate it and also when our cares and troubles are forgotten. Often during life when misfortune seems determined to claim us for her own and when cares beset us at every step, it takes all the moral courage we can summon to our aid to enable us to triumph over them, and at last [reach] the harbors of happiness. The latter scene is like old age, the \"Sunset\" of life, when the busy pursuits of life are laid aside and when you have determined to trust your frail bark no longer to the stormy sea, but float quietly down, a stormless sea too that harbor which is called, \"The End of Life\" Well has the poet exclaimed \"Thou, too, art a sailor, and time is the sea, And life the frail vessel that upholdeth thee.\"\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet B. Stanard\nTo\nDr. Madison","War\nOf all the punishments which Divine Providence sees fit to inflict upon a sinful nation, none so severe as that of war, which is now being so frightfully carried on throughout this once peaceful and prosperous republic. Although I am well aware, that this is a subject on which better pens than mine have exhausted their eloquence, yet I think, especially at a time like this, it is one, on which we may profitably reflect.\nFrom the Statesman to the school boy, Every one is occupied with this absorbing topic. \nThe preacher from the pulpit thunders into our ears threats of the increased wrath of God, already visited upon us in this cruel war. The poor man shudders at the thought of the coming winter, and curses the hard times and high prices. All alike seem to think it an unmitigated evil. But it would be far better for us to trust in the old saying, \"Look on the bright side,\" and I think that if we would allow the exercise of a little reason, we may bring ourselves to believe that there is a bright side to this picture. I do believe that it is a punishment, but that as a loving father corrects his erring son, so it is send for our own good. Let us but suppose there were no such punishments for mankind, and what would this world of ours be? We may but turn to the pages of history, and selecting a few from the many examples before us, find a sad response to this question. Look at Rome! For hundreds of years enemies without and fierce dissentions within, had humbled her proud eagles, and at length she stands without a rival, none dare call her enemy. But prosperity has accomplished that which her enemies have in vain assayed and the \"City of Seven Hills\" lies prostrate at the feet of her own vices. A handful of barbarians have devastated her fair provinces and beautiful cities, and Rome is no more. Look to England. Twice she has been intensely overrun and ground under the feet of Roman and Norman invaders. And behold the fruit of suffering. England the mistress of the seas! But a speck on the map of the world she has possessions on which the sun never sets. And lastly, we have a striking striking example in our own once peaceful land. After a comparatively short contest, she has enjoyed blessings totally unprecedented in the history of a nation of free government, the most beautiful country in the world, and a large territory, nothing seemed wanting to fill up the measures of her happiness. But what were its effects? A Government rotten to its very core, and an effeminate people, divided into little factions. The smiles of prosperous fortune has accomplished that which our enemies tried in vain and War, the only specific for a nations diseases, has come upon us.\nLet us bear it like men, and remember that terrible as it is there are evils far worse.\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet Stanard","\"Berry Hill\"\nOrange Ct Ho\nJuly 28th 1864","Cadet L.C. Wise\nI scarcely know how to thank my dear young friend for his thoughtful kindness, \u0026 beautiful tribute to the memory of our dear one, now sleeping under the shadows of his own home! Tis true my dear friend no earthly consolation can be given to sooth entirely the heart sorrow we are all compelled to bear, but it is sweet \u0026 above all things comforting to hear his praises from those among whom he lately dwelled! Your name sounds like a household word- so often has it fallen from his dear lips. Indeed I feel as if I know all his roommates, \u0026 could call them Brothers. Most anxious were we to have them come and see us. We have received such evidence of their generous hearted tender thoughtfulness that we long to express in words our gratitude. I should have answered all their letters received with much pleasure, but yours is the first which bears a \"Post Mark\". Will you not extend for us, to his friends, from whom we have received letters- \"W. Overton Harris\" \"Jn S. Wise\" \"Ed\"ward Harvie Smith Jr.\" \"E. Berkley\" our sincere thanks \u0026 say to each that we would be most happy to return our gratitude in person, \u0026 to none would give such a warm welcome to our home \u0026 hearts, as the friends of our darling Brother! Now that you all have vacation we would be glad to have a visit from you, a sad but pleasant","Hd Qrs Arty Corps V.D.\nAug 3d 1864","My Darling Mother\nI have anticipated the pleasure of sending you a letter for some time but being so continually on the wing have been deprived of doing so. To day being my birthday have concluded to write and I hope I shall not be molested by any couriers riding up with orders to move until my letter is finished.","I have written Mollie so often giving her all the news (which of course you get through her) that there is but little left me to day to make up a letter. Still I know my Darling Mother will be glad to get my letter though it may be a very dull one. And then too I am aware of my inability to write a letter which will compare with those you are mow deprived of by the death of that Darling \u0026 Christian child. Still my Dear Mother, that feeling shall not deter me from writing and I trust to God that in the deprivation you have sustained in those sweet \u0026 loving letters, mine may serve to cheer you, and assure you have a son whose love is as great as a child's could be, although he may be incompetent to control words to express that love. I know my Darling Mother how you miss those sweet letters from that dear child, and feel how very incompetent I am to send you such messages of love as he always sent, still feeling assured of bearing you all the love a dutiful son can bear I commence this letter (knowing as I have before marked) it will be properly appreciated while at the same time hoping it may serve to cheer you \u0026 assure you that you have those dear ones to live for who love you very dearly \u0026 for whose sake you should cheer up, and not grieve for that lost one taken from this world of sin \u0026 trouble to dwell with his God on high.","I was much distressed my dear Mother to hear you were suffering so much with your old complaint, dysphasia, and hope ere this reaches you you will have been entirely relieved, have you any of the Alleghany water left and do you continue to drink it. Mollie writes me she is making you take bitters regularly which she thinks benefits you. You must continue to take your tonic and not think of the spirit you consume. \nNo doubt your trip to the village benefitted you a good deal, a change is a great thing sometimes. You should ride every evening.","I wrote Mollie yesterday and just after sending of my letter received hers of the 24th by Bester's boy. He also brought my over cape which I was glad to get. I wrote Aunt Lucy long letter and left it at Martinsburg to be mailed when the Yankees get possession. We are now encamped at a place called Bunkers Hill but don't think we shall remain here very long. Here comes Genl. Early's courier, wonder what order he brings.","Just what I expected, the order is to cook two days rations and be ready to move at day light tomorrow. This will not however interfere with my letter writing to day. I have no idea which way we will move but every body seems to think up the Valley. I hope it may be so for I am always better satisfied when moving towards the dear ones at home. Why has brother never written how he managed to remain at home. I don't know to this day in what position he is in the service still. I hear he is still at home. I shall be truly glad to know that he is permanently stationed there. We were all very much rejoiced at Hood's victory but fear it was only temporary. If he can whip Sherman in front of Atlanta his army will be destroyed. We have a rumor here to day (Coming from Baltimore paper Sun by some of the Citizens at Charlestown) that Genl. Lee has given Grant another terrible whipping. I trust it will prove true and that it will force Grant to get away from Richmond. Our army here is recuperating considerably and is as strong now as when it first started. All the stragglers lost on the long march around have been gathered up.","Was very glad to hear you had a fine rain in Orange. It will do some good although much more may be needed. We have had lowering clouds here for several days but no rain and the people are almost in despair. They will make no corn at all. I hope Mr. Shaw will make more than he thinks. We can get no vegetables in this country. I sent Lewis fifteen miles yesterday and he returned with one pound of butter and one doz eggs. Mollie writes me that all the children had the whooping cough. I hope they will all get through it easily. I was glad to hear you enjoyed the cheese so much. You must not let the others have too much of it but keep it for your own use. What sort of an article did the tea turn out. Good I hope. So Tom wants to wait until after the war to get married. If he does he will not get Vic. He can I think make arrangements now that would put him in a position to marry at once. I am going to write him a few lines to day. Mollie writes me Mrs. Fry objects. Why is this. How does Aunt Octavia and uncle [?] like it. They should be delighted. My horse hurt her foot about a week ago so I have been in the ambulance while on the march. She is well again, but I fear she is too young for service. She is a splendid animal \u0026 if I could get another to ride wound send her to Mr. Shaw for light service. What is the matter with [Ross?] Hear he is at home sick. I suppose Mollie calls on Aunt Martha \u0026 uncle Jaq. very often. Tell her I expect to hear of a dreadful intimacy between herself \u0026 the former. Early's campaign up here is looked upon as a failure by every one. He is fit to command nothing but a division [that] under General Lee. I heard Mrs. Gordon was at Winchester but hardly believe it. If she is there she has seen very little of the Genl. as I know he had not left his command to visit her. I feel too sorry for poor Jane Carter. Has she gone south, poor soul. I hope she will fine with her husband's relatives a kind \u0026 good home. Doubtless he will leave her well off as he was considered rich. Well my Darling Mother, I must bring my letter to a close as I must write several others to day. Give my love to all and kiss the children for me and believe me ever My Dearest Mother\nYour fond \u0026 devoted son\nRobt\n24 to day. Feel quite aged.","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n11 Jany 1865","My Darling Mother\nI have been intending to write to you for several days but have been kept from doing so in consequence of having a great deal of writing to do for the office. [Shook] being absent on a 15 day furlough I have to do all his work during his absence and we have had more to do since his departure than for 6 months previous. I rec'd a letter from brother several days since dated the 1th Dec. and would send it to you to read but it is merely a business letter and he writes no one must read it. He was still stationed at a battery some distance from the city but expected in a short time to receive through Judge Campbell an appointment as Ordnance Sgt placed on duty there. I hope sincerely he may not be disappointed. He writes me he has made very little money since I left him and that his expenses are very heavy. When he gets back to town he hopes to be able to make something. He writes me Sallie and the little ones are very well and that Willie is the prettiest child in the city of Mobile. The baby he says has hair like Chandler. I am sorry for this, Mr. Chandler is fast declining and he says he will not live but a short time longer. Mr. John Battle was there and he thought he was giving away every day. I was truly sorry to hear this as we were led to believe he was better, at the time he wrote this. Was great excitement in the city caused by the approach of the enemy. Said the bells were ringing \u0026 things were in a mess generally. He congratulated himself that he was out of the excitement being over at his battery in the bay.","Mollie wrote you of her safe arrival the day after she got here and told you how nicely she was fixed and now I regret to tell you after all out trouble to get fixed etc. that Genl. Long had concluded to move his Hd Qrs to Staunton so we will have to look out quarters there. He took command to day and will move the office in a few days. Col. Carter's command will be here so he will remain here. Dr. [Straith] has gone to Staunton to see what can be done in the way of accommodations but I feel certain we will not be as comfortably or agreeably fixed as we would eventually have been here. I shall hate very much to part with Col. Carter and not be with Mrs. C as she would be such a pleasant person for Mollie to be with. I wish Genl. Long would let the Dr. \u0026 myself remain down here. I have done a good deal of work for nothing. Hereafter will do nothing until every thing is definitely settled. The Genl. inquired particularly after you all. He is looking very well but I don't think well by any means. This is a miserable neighborhood, the meanest people I ever saw and the greatest [extortionists]. I wish the Yankees would come here and take every thing they have got.","Now that Mollie is away from you and you will not have the benefit of my letters to her I intend to write you regularly. Mollie will I know keep you all posted besides. How I wish we could have been stationed near Orange, that we could have seen more of you all during the winter. Never mind I am entitled to a furlough which I will take after a while and spend it with you all. Mollie seems very happy being with me and I am too happy at having her. Matilda does first rate and I am too thankful that you allowed us to have her. Mollie could not have done without a maid. Mollie rec'd Fan's note by Botts yesterday. He went on up to Staunton. She has some nice brooms to send Fan.","With much love to all\nYour devoted son\nRobert\nMollie sends love to all.\nThis was written in a hurry","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n16 Jany 1865","My Dear Mother\nI wrote you a short letter last week since which we have heard nothing from Orange. Mollie wrote you I had been up to Staunton to procure rooms as Genl. Long had moved his HdQuarters to that place and would of course require my presence there. I am happy to state that after much trouble I yesterday succeeded in getting board with Mrs. Harman a widow lady and on very moderate terms. We will be delightfully fixed when we get settled. We will move up tonight and take possession. Hope after getting settled this time we will not have to move again as it gives much trouble. We will be some two or three squares from Mrs. Long and a little farther from the Dr. I regret exceedingly breaking up our arrangements here as we would have been all together. We will too lose Mrs. Carters pleasant company which we are both very sorry for. Col. Carter will remain down here and of course Mrs. Carter will prefer being with him although the Col. is much in favor of her going to Staunton as she would have no society here at all.","Mollie wishes her bonnet box with bonnet sent up by first good opportunity or by express if it can be done. She says the key is on her bunch of keys in her large black trunk. She will require her bonnet to wear to church. I am exceed[ing]ly glad we will be where I can attend church regularly as I have been debarred of the pleasure for some time. Tell Fan I saw Mrs. Long on Saturday and she inquired after all. She seems a very fine woman and is delighted at having us in Staunton. Tell  Champe that Dr. [McGuire] is the finest dressed man in Staunton. All of old Early's staff seem to be having a very gay time. Dr. Straith went to the wedding and came home disgusted of course. Says he spent the entire night in getting out of other people's way. They had a fine [supper] the Dr. has heard nothing more from his wife but is looking for her every day. I hope sister wrote and explained to Cousin Eliza my dispatch. I sent it at the Dr.'s request. He thinking his wife might have reached that place. Corbin Welford is going to Culpepper to look for her in a few days. The weather had been very fine for the last week and I hope will continue so. No doubt the bright sun has persuaded you just to peek your head out of the door. Matilda is still much pleased. I will keep a good watch over her in Staunton and try and return her improved as Mollie will learn her to be very patient. Has Vic heard anything from Tom recently. Willie was here today and says they have heard nothing from him for months. Hope Vic put an end to Hardy's coming to see him. His independence in staying so long at uncle E's beat anything I ever heard of. Mollie would have written today but has been busy packing. She will write as soon as we get to Staunton. Tell Champe she might write us often.","Mollie joins me in much love to all. Tell Sister I will write her very soon.","As ever your fond \u0026 affect.\nSon\nRobert"],"prefercite_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eJaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863-1865. MS 0083. VMI Archives, Virginia Military Institute, Lexington, Virginia.\u003c/p\u003e  "],"prefercite_tesim":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863-1865. MS 0083. VMI Archives, Virginia Military Institute, Lexington, Virginia."],"relatedmaterial_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eMany of these letters, as well as material from other sources and background information, appear in the book \"Letters of a New Market Cadet\", edited by John G. Barrett and Robert K. 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Letter regards return to VMI, family matters, cadet life, and suspension of academic duties to honor the anniversary Stonewall Jackson's death.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards orders from General Breckenridge to march to Staunton, news of the Civil War, and life at camp.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and the location of his body.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Harrisonburg, Virginia. 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Letter regards ice skating on the frozen river, attending church, academics, and demerits.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia to his sister. Letter regards family health matters and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards financials, family matters, and daily life at VMI.","Letter written from \"Camp Jackson.\" Letter regards a trip to Staunton, Virginia, the Corps of Cadets leaving VMI to reinforce Stonewall Jackson, and family matters.","Letter regards family matters and daily life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards cadet life, family matters, and a desire to fight in the war.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards march to Camp Staunton, Virginia and family matters.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, Christmas dinner, cadet life, and finances.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards ice skating, George Washington's birthday, finances, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards receipt of a package, family matters, \"greening\" of a cadet, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards winter weather, cadet life, fortifications of VMI, and a desire to enter the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, a desire to join the Army, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances, potential for battle, and a request to resign and join the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards return to VMI, family matters, cadet life, and suspension of academic duties to honor the anniversary Stonewall Jackson's death.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards orders from General Breckenridge to march to Staunton, news of the Civil War, and life at camp.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and the location of his body.","Written from Harrisonburg, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard.","Two essays written for an assignment at VMI.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on life.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on war.","Stanard family letters written after the death of Cadet Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and envelopes addressed to family members.","Four letters. One letter fragment (dated July 28, 1864) is from Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sister to VMI Cadet Louis C. Wise and mentions the death of her brother. Three letters (dated 1864-1865) are written from Stanard's brother Robert to their mother.","Written from Orange County, Virginia by one of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sisters. 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It looked like a flock of black birds was on it. I never saw boys seem to enjoy themselves more. Could play [bandy], fox \u0026amp; goose and many other games to afford us amusement. Sandie P. \u0026amp; Sisters \u0026amp; some other ladies were down to see us. Sandy seemed to be a very awkward skater and would get some pretty falls sometimes which added to my fun. I think he is stuck up quite much. I haven't spoken to him yet. I attended Church this morning. Saw his wife there, do not think she is pretty. The [G]  has only preached for us once since he came here, but gave us an excellent sermon then. I suppose in this Peach has reached Orange \u0026amp; [camp]. He called to see me one evening and only remained about half an hour, promised he would come again the day after and said I must have a letter for him to take home for me, but he never made his appearance. I stayed from church hoping to see him \u0026amp; show him the VMI sights. He was staying out in the country about three miles. Wanted me to go with him but could not do so. I never saw a boy so changed in my life. Had a little beard and then he was dressed in real soldier style. I don't think I should have known him had I seen him in a crowd. He said himself Geo. M had been having a good time out in the country for 18 days. Really glad they have gotten furloughs for they have both been good soldiers and deserve them. Hope they may be able to reach home. Mr. M seemed somewhat taken with poor Lewis Williams old flame Miss Darden. Wilson Newman called to see me a few days ago. And going from his looks, I think the army must agree with him. Am glad our Orange boys are all so pleasantly stationed. Mother tell Champ to write what has become of [Mr. G]. I feel so sorry for him. Doubtless in this you have received my report and have been worried about the way I have wasted my time \u0026amp; gotten demerits etc. in the last six months. Myself as well as many others have done but little studying. We have lost about one and a half months going out of these plagued marches and still Old Spex hasn't made a single allowance in the examination and I would not be surprised if there are not 150 cadets shipped soon for being unjustly unjustly found deficient, some over 18, and others for demerits. 15 were shipped yesterday, one of my roommates goes [__] tomorrow, for demerits. Spex a grand old scoundrel coins money by this as most of them have made their deposits which is $600. I think you must not be surprised to see me at any time as my number of demerits is past one hundred, though most of them I got for over staying furlough, and may yet be removed. I shall write to brother in a day or two for money to pay what I owe to Old Spex. Mother to give you an idea what sort of person Gen. S. is after our return from our last march, the government sent up 300 pairs of shoes for the Cadets as presents or to pay for our own that we wore out and now Gen. S. will not let a Cadet have a pair if he has gotten shoes from the Institute within the last 6 month, and if a Cadet is shipped before he can get them, they fall in Spex's hands, who furnishes all his darkeys with a good pair. I shall try hard to get mine, tho' don't expect to wear them, they are course army shoes worth at the present prices 30 or 40 dollars. I have a pair I bought before I went on the march that will do me, so I shall keep mine (if I get them) for Henry, unless he is well supplied. Mother you recollect the box I was so concerned about, it made it to us, after being on the way only 19 days. Although the things were rather old \u0026amp; stale, yet everything went good even the turkey. I tell you we were not a long time emptying the box. We were all very agreeably surprised yesterday by the receipt of another box for one of our roommates. It contained a splendid ham, two elegant rich cakes  and any quantity of little molasses cakes, sausages, molasses, apples, etc. I never enjoyed anything more. I certainly did justice to it myself. I hope Mr. L has laid in a good supply of provisions. How does Eliza do now. Hope she may not give you all troubles. I can imagine I see the difference in her cooking \u0026amp; aunt Phoebe's, and hear you complain. Well Mother you see I am 'bout run out for something to write about so I guess I had better stop altogether. You must excuse led pencil, I wrote with, is because I wanted to write fast (which the bad writing \u0026amp; mistakes will bear evidence of) in order to finish it without being interrupted by any roll call. It seems to me I now commence a letter but what I am called of by the tap of the drum to attend some call. It is really worrying. Well Mother, I shall prepare myself to receive a good scholding [sic] from you soon. You must not be too hard upon me, [phrase unclear] made to stay here for my own good, but at the same time greatly against my will. And now with love to all and a due portion for your darling self,\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever yr affect\u003cbr\u003e\nSon J. B. S.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nFebruary the 20th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Sister,\u003cbr\u003e\nHaving honored all the family with a letter, except your sweet self, Have determined to drop you a few lines (Tonight since I have no lessons to get.) to show you that you have not been forgotten. The letter I wrote Champe, you were justly entitled to, but as she wrote me such a long letter first, and I had to answer, thought had better do it at once. So you must not think anything of the step I took. I received dear sisters letter yesterday. And you cannot imagine what pleasure it gave me to read it and particularly that part in which it spoke of my darling mother, being so much improved in health. God grant that it may continue to do so, is my sincere prayer. It makes me feel like a new person almost, when I think about it. And Oh! If I could just be there to see her enjoy it. What I would not give? And just to think I have only been here one month today, and have five more long weary ones to spend here. It is awful to think about. But at the end of that time, I must have a furlough. In spite of everything. The boys all laugh at the idea of my expecting even to get one but I guess they will laugh out of the other side of their mouths, In July, when they see me going home. If I staid here I would have to go in Camp and drill, but I think I will get enough of it before them. You would laugh to see me going through double quick step. I look like a frog in the act of jumping. I see I will have to lay my letter aside until tomorrow when I endeavor to finish it though it will not leave here before Monday. Saturday. Have been down today to see them at Mrs. B[ull]'s. Capt. B[ull] has returned from Richmond. Came by G[ordons]ville. Wish he had run on down to Orange, might have sent my things by him. Phil Hiden is trying to get a furlough to go down to Charlottesville to see his brother James married. (To take place on Friday night I believe) If he succeeds, he will come on to Orange, so that will be a good opportunity to send my box. Says he will bring it. I also want my pants that (dark brown) Bob gave me sent. Repair them if they need it, before you send them. The surprise party to the Maj.'s was grand. If I had been there I should have made the girls get before. So that I might be sure they would not fall or get in the mud again. There is so much gold lace, and brass buttons in Orange now that a poor private stands no chance. The girls hardly glance at one, I guess. While I am writing they are drawing a cannon out on the parade ground to test it. I am going out there to see it fired. Bum! She goes; and the boys tremble \u0026amp; run. I stand my ground. The gun proves a good one. Scott \u0026amp; myself went up town today to get some thing to eat. Succeeded in getting some pies. Tomorrow is the 22nd and Gen. Smith told Capt. Bull if he could get the turkeys, he might give us a big dinner, but as he cannot get them, we will have the same old fare, Beef \u0026amp; Bread. I am in hopes there will be a suspension of Studdies until tuesday. (Private) Sister asked if I ever saw the little Madisons. Am sorry to say I have not, And moreover I don't expect to, from what I can hear. Don't say anything about this? I heard from good authority that the children were not allowed to wear socks, until that one \n(the youngest) had its feet frost-bitten. I feel sorry for the little darlings. Mrs. M is master. And every one easily perceives it. Let no one see this but the family? I have seen Mrs. Newman at Church, have never spoken to her, will go up with Scott soon to see her. There is no episcopal preacher here, but they expect to call Henry A. Wise, Jr. hope they may. Have very good music at the Presbyterian church. Sister Mollie certainly is good about writing so often, and her letters are so interesting and amusing. You all must continue to send them over whenever you get them. I intend to write to her soon. It is time for brother to be answering my letter. I think Mr. C. has acted quite strangely. It is too provoking. Tell Mother boiling over does no good. She had better remain quiet. And Mr. S[haw] is in Lynchburg. I wish I could run down to see him. Suppose it was business that took him there. Hope the army have not pressed any of his corn. He must be much incommoded in his farming by not being at Berry Hill. Sunday the 22nd. Ground covered in snow nearly a foot deep and still falling fast. What awful weather we have had in the last month for our army. They must suffer. I never saw such a country as this in my life. And every boy agrees with me. It is either raining or snowing all the time. Write me word what Mrs. R. brought. Wish she had brought my shoes \u0026amp; knife. And Willy [Fry] has gone to be married. What will take place next. Expect Peach (poor fellow) would liked to have accompanyed him. He is fortunate in being out of the army now. Oh! Fan. How I would like to see you all. I sometimes think that it will be impossible for me to stay away from my dear home and those for whom my love is so great, until July. How is Miss Summer. Give my love to her and tell her I think of her often. Well dear Sister I have written you quite a long letter. You must make due excuses for this miserable ink and writing. Kiss dear little Mary for me and tell her she must not forget Uncle Bev. Be a good girl and tell her when he I[sic] come home I will bring her some good. Give oceans of love to Mr. S[haw] and all the family, and accept for yourself a true brothers love.\u003cbr\u003e\nHoping you are all well I bid you Goodbye!\u003cbr\u003e\nBeverly\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nApril the 14th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI received your letter a few days ago also the cloth. Hiden was on the way a week, or more. Which has been the reason why you have not heard from me sooner. I wrote home last Friday as usual but I wrote it in such a hurry and did not even read it over. I really felt ashamed to send it. Know I spelt a word wrong did you notice it? I know better. Well Mother Gen. Smith has at last gotten cloth, and as I had never had a suit my name was put down for one. I have had my jacket made at last so I now have or will have two suits which will do me until July. I don't know whether to have the cloth you sent me made into a pair of pants or sell it. If I have it made up I can save my new suit. I will send you some money by first opportunity. Need not get me any more cloth. How sad the death of poor Hugh Atkins, he was so imprudent. I suppose old Mrs. A is almost frantic, and it will have such a bad effect on Julia. Champe mentioned in her letter Miss Ellen B had gone deranged and been taken to the asylum. Where did she stay? I disremember her. Old Mrs. B has been sick for a week or more I suppose that must have been the cause of it. Be sure an[sic] write me word in your next. I was down to see them yesterday. I suppose your have commenced gardening, such pretty weather for it. It seems strange that I am not at it. Hope you are well enough to go out and superintend. As you are so devoted to it and can't help it. I am not surprised to hear about sister Mollie. She wrote to me and said she had fattened. In my answer I asked her \"Could it be that Ala air was purer than Va. and agreed with her better, Hardly!\" I am glad and then again I am sorry. I don't know why some of them out there do not write to me. Her letter is the only one I have received. I will not write to them until they do. I hope you have written to brother and given him a good scolding about that sugar. He deserves one. Does Ras T. intend to go South to live? Every body in Orange must be buying and selling. I suppose it is to invest their money which they have made by speculating. You will have a near neighbor now, Cousin H. \u0026amp; I think I should rather live at his old place than Mr. R. by far. I wrote you about making me collars did you ever get the letter. My cap must be black. When is Mary Taliaferro coming back, and so they ever hear from her. Give my love to all at Uncle E's. Suppose Annie is uneasy about her Johnny as the fight has begun. Myself and some of the other Cadets went fishing Saturday caught a few fish and a live ground hog which we had a good deal of fun out. Have to get up now at five, then drill for an hour also in the evening. I do not mind it so much now as it is rather more pleasant. We have abandoned the old drill and begun a new one (Hardie) which I much prefer. Mrs. Newman is in Orange, wish now I had gone to see her. How is Phil \u0026amp; wife getting along. Suppose they have not moved to Piedmont. Is there a prospect of much fruit at Berry Hill this season. Won't I miss Sisters cherries. I guess she feels lonesome without you all. Don't the children enjoy being at B.H. I expect they stay there all the time. How I would like to have a game of play with them. I expect Mary Beverly will be as wild as a buck soon. Kiss her for me and tell her to write to me. Mrs. C proceedings are shameful. Hope you may get everything back. Everything is so dull here that I have nothing to write interesting. They give us ham now occasionally. I send you a pattern of another collar, you may make some like it. Has Mr. Shaw enclosed his new plantation. Give my love to Miss Summer, tell her to write to me. I do not hear from home as often as I desire. How are the Spring gardens and are they as intimate since the dog quarrel. With much love to all and kisses around to the children I must bid you goodbye.\u003cbr\u003e\nAs ever your affect. Son\u003cbr\u003e\nBeverly\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eSend me Charlie Taliaferro direction. There is a Cadet who wants to write him. Excuse this miserable scrawl. What has become of Theodore G. Did he say anything about Taylor.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCamp Jackson Aug 28th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother,\u003cbr\u003e\nNo doubt you have been wondering what has become of your darling boy and the reason why he had not written before. Well dear Mother I will give you a few of my reasons which I hope will prove satisfactory. In the first place, after reaching Staunton and trotting around some time in search of Mr. G whom I succeeded in finding at last, and it then being too late for me to procure a seat on the stage. Mr. G begged me so very hard to remain over with him until the next day that I at last concluded to do so, knowing that one day longer would make no difference. I left Staunton about 4 ½ Wednesday morning and after a very pleasant trip (Having met with 3 or 4 Cadets returning) reached my old prison house at 1 p.m. and to my surprise found the Corps had left the evening before to reinforce Jackson. I then began to regret and censor myself very much for stopping over in Staun- but about the time we were ready, one of the Officers came in and said the Yankees had fallen back and that the Corps was then on the way back to the Institute after having marched to Staunton Goshen. We then thought after that information that it would be a piece of folly in us to start to meet them in coming back. I felt quite lonesome there being only a few Rats left as a guard. I staid down with Capt. B and made myself at home. He seemed very glad at having me back. And yesterday evening they all returned, broken down, sore footed and quite mad that they were not permitted to go on and engage the enemy. Jackson was very anxious expecially[sic] for the company of artillery to come on and join him, but Old Spex had not the authority to take the Corps out of the County, but had to fight them any when in Rockbridge in defense of the Institute. I am not delighted that I did not get here in time since it has proven such a useless \u0026amp; fatiguing march. I was on guard last night tho' not compelled, only did so to relieve some of the broken down who would have had to have gone on. I could not help contrasting \u0026amp; feeling the difference between my bed last night \u0026amp; the one I have been enjoying for the last month. Just imagine me in the guard quarters on the hard floor and in among a parcel of rats, minks, chickens, lice, etc. and then with my accoutrements all on, I tell you what taking everything into consideration I did not have my pleasant time, but it is all over now, and I hope it may not happen again. I am all OK. We will move into barracks next Monday or Tuesday when I will have a much easier time. I have not seen Old Spex yet to give him the letter. I expect he will be for court marshaling me. I was much worried at having to leave them all so hurriedly at the Village the morning I left. The plagued men at the provost office were the cause of it, they were so very slow. I only had time to kiss them \u0026amp; tell them all goodbye. Was Annie married on the next morning, I hope not since I could not see it. Tell Sister M to make up some excuse to give Mrs [Miss?] [H?] for not coming to see her again. I suppose every thing still remains quiet and there is no chance of the army leaving you. Has Miss E \u0026amp; Co. come to board with you yet. You all must write and give me all the news. I have no time to ask questions. I want this to be mailed this eve and it is near time for it to close. I had an elegant time in Staunton which I suppose Bird had written before this. Church did not get me the pillow after all. Get it from him and send it by S_ Hiden, also that knap sack Sam G. gave. You recollect I guess a new one. Tell Felix he had better sell me his cadet overcoat. Well dear mother I have not time to write more but will take time \u0026amp; write a more satisfactory letter soon. Excuse all mistakes \u0026amp; bad writing. Show it to no one but burn it. Give my love all inquiring friends. Tell McGuire I desire his letters. With love to all friends I must now bid you goodbye. Kiss the children and Old Sal if she is with you. Write soon \u0026amp; often to your affect.\u003cbr\u003e\nboy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eSend me the Buffingtons letters if you get any. Their brother is here. Will tell you about him in my next.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003e...one of my favorites, give her my love. Champe so you ever hear from Mr. G now. Poor fellow! I expect he is dying out in N.C. by degrees with the [blues]. Let me hear something from him in your next. You know how I love him. Who are you engaged to at present? I fear you are gaining yourself the name of flirt. I hope not tho. I suppose it is because you have so many extravagant admirers, and not wishing to get married you are necessarily compelled to send some up the spout. I am really glad you are not like most of the girls at present, crazy to get married, for I should hate like all the world to give you up. You recollect I dreampt last summer that you were married and how I told you it distressed me. As my prospects for being a married man are exceedingly doubtful, I think I shall have to consent to the proposition you made some time ago that we should both remain single. Do you not remember it? You say you believe Victoria Is really going to write her fate with Capt. Hardy's. I am sorry for it myself for I never fancied him much. Hasn't she had better offers? She certainly is a changeable girl. Does Uncle E like the \"Capt\" or is he opposed to the match? I suppose they are daily looking for Mary from Baltimore. I guess she will have lots to tell. How I would like to be at home to hear her \u0026amp; Sister Mollie talk. If Bob \u0026amp; M. have arrived tell them I will write them both soon. Did Sister go down to R. as she expected or did the Yankees raid frighten her out of the notion? Champe in several of my letters from home they have mentioned Gen. Pizzini's[?] name. Who is he? I have never seen anything about him in the newspapers. You say the young man who took my bundle \u0026amp; letters home did not call. I did not expect he would, as he is very bashful. He is a very good boy, but one of the ugliest boys you ever saw. He does not intend returning here. Resigned to enter the army. Well dear Sister I I have written you quite a long letter so must stop and mail it. You must excuse all mistakes and bad writing. The boys are discussing the probability of the Corps being ordered out (although rumors circulated here in barracks) etc. and making so much fuss that I scarcely know what I am writing. And now I must bid you adieu. With love to all the family and hoping to have the exquisite pleasure of reading one of your usual interesting letters again soon.\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever\u003cbr\u003e\nYr aft Br\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nDecember the 1st 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Sister,\u003cbr\u003e\nReally everything is so dull and I write so often that I am puzzled to know how to commence this letter. I don't think I owe you an apology for my long silence. For whenever I write home to any one member of the family, I intend, and I suppose my letters are read by you all. So none need complain. Mother you know deserves most letters, as she is so good about writing to me, and then such long and interesting letters. I am always overjoyed when I see her handwriting. I received her last written on the 27th and you cannot imagine how much I have been worried to think you all would be left in the enemies lines and that I should be cut off from all communication with you. But I am as yet ignorant of whether this has been done. I have commenced this letter with the hope that it may go direct and that you are still spared from the outrage of the enemy. Can it be that Gen. Lee intends falling back again around Richmond? I think it looks very much like it if they are moving commissary stores from Gordonsville. But I suppose before this is done, there will be a second Chancellorsville battle, therefore I will not despair until I hear the result. I am very much afraid that Lee has weakened his army so much by sending aid to Braggs (who it seems is doing nothing but allowing his men to be captured \u0026amp; falling back) that he will eventually be compelled to fall back to Richmond. When this is done I suppose we will be ordered out. We are rather better equipped now than we were when we went on out last cavalry expedition to Covington. I think if we do leave here, I will go with Dr. McGuire whom Mother says will give me a place. I ought to be there in the army now fighting for my home. Changing the subject, I attended the tableaux given last Friday night by the ladies for the benefit of the poor soldier, although I was dead broke at the time, thought as I had never been to anything of the sort here, and then it was my duty, borrowed the money to go. Some of the scenes were very pretty, but the smallness of the room and the immence[sic] crowd destroyed all the pleasure of being present. Capt. B the only person you know, acted the part of the \"Irish Volunteer\" It would be useless in me to attempt to describe the scenes, dress and etc.  Will send you a programme and you can form an idea for yourself of what they ought to have been, at least how they looked. I don't think it could have been as grand as those given by the ladies of Old Orange as the material was wanting. They realized I understand $600. Leela P. did not act. I don't think she can be very popular. By the by I forgot to tell Champe, that she told a friend of mine that she was one of the wildest girls she ever saw and was wearing Gen. J's ring. Tell C. she had better beware her reputation will be quite broad. I have never spoken to her since I came back. Tell Mother I got the $20. Hope that she has seen Willie's and if he does not intent coming back soon will send me the money to pay for my overcoat \u0026amp; shoes. How I envy you all, eating fresh meat and sausages. Do you think I hadn't forgotten there was such a thing. I hope you all have gotten your pork and lower than the market price which is frightful. Mr. Shaw is a fortunate man in having any left. So poor Lil is gone at last. I suppose there was a universal weeping. $800 I think was a very good price. What has Mr. C. put where it is. Did Mr. S. go to Gen Lee? Willis is not coming back. Has sent his resignation. Did he give Mr. S the shot I sent. I have drawn a sketch of Charleston \u0026amp; vicinity from one I have seen. Will send home for you all to see soon. The drum has just beat for dress parade so I must close. Remember me to all enquiring friends, and now for each and every member of the family give oceans of love and accept for yourself \u0026amp; hubby and little darling a due portion.\u003cbr\u003e\nWrite soon, goodbye\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eV.M.I. Dec. 19th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI guess you have been wondering what in the world had become of me that I did not write. Well we were ordered out on last Tuesday very unexpectedly to march directly to Goshen and there wait orders from Gen. Imboden. I have not time to give you an account of our march now as we have to leave here in the morning at 5 to go in the direction of Buchanan or Salem after Averell  [\"Averil\" in original] and having marched 13 miles today [page torn] a miserable frozen ground feel as if I could [page torn] a little sleep on my old mattress after taking it out long. Oh! I tell you I can stand Army Service. We were exposed one day and night to the most disagreeable weather I ever saw. Rain fell in perfect torrents freezing as it would fall. We intended to have gone on from here after a rest of 2 hours but as there were a good many boys shoeless and others with sore feet we concluded to stay over. We take 3 days rations (which is very little) I received your letter written on the 13 with the $100 but haven't heard or gotten Mr. S with the $70. Has he written and did he [?] rebels. I hope it may not be lost as I am deep in debt. I took dinner with Miss Louise B. today. She promised to write to you for me if I went on. I hope this letter may reach you safely and relieve your mind somewhat. You must not worry yourself. I am perfectly well \u0026amp; hardy, ready to give that [page torn] \"Avril\" a  [_ing]. I hope to gracious we may catch the scoundrel and his men. I will not write more at present. Will do so as soon as I return again. So now must bid you all good night with love \u0026amp; kisses to the family and little ones I am as ever your darling boy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nDecember 23rd 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI wrote you a few days ago, on my return from our Goshen tramp and promised I would write again so soon as I reached here once more. Well dear Mother we reached our journeys end Monday evening and nar'e Yankee did we kill or see after marching us all over this plagued mountainous country and ruining our feet we being badly shod at the time. But thank gracious, there were none seriously hurt by the trip, and now since they have had a little rest would be willing to start out on another, provided they were carried in some other direction than that of Goshen \u0026amp; Covington, for both of these routs every boy seems disgusted with. And it is a enough to despair anyone for you look upon nothing but huge mountains of rocks the whole way. Once in every ten miles by accident we would pass an old dilapidated looking building. I believe I mentioned in my other letter what a wet time we had of it while at Camp Staunton near Goshen. Although we were so near drowned, yet there was no grumbling, quite the contrary the boys were hollering \u0026amp; singing the whole time. I wish you could have heard us when a train came up to Goshen whistling \u0026amp; the bell ringing. I believe every boy joined in a thundering shout which reached throughout the surrounding mountains. It reminded us all so much of home \u0026amp; especially those who had been here so long without having a furlough that I do believe if the Yankees had been near and we been ordered to keep quiet we could not have resisted the temptation to give vent to our joy at such a pleasant sound. When we left here we thought we were going to Staunton. I took some collars along in case we should, and when I heard this train I could not but help thinking it was coming to take us there and I had made up my mind if we were got that near home I would work my [?] so as to go the whole hog. But alas! There was no such good luck for poor me. I was doomed to be disappointed. The train only came to bring a bearer of dispatches. We laid in our mud puddles until evening when the tap of the drum bid us prepare for marching. There were all sorts of rumors a float before we left camp, some said the Yankees were near Lex. and we had to march there that night a distance of 22 miles. Others said we were going to Covin. but we were all surprised when Col. Ship [Shipp] marched us up to Cool Sulphur Springs to quarter us in the cabins there for the night. Before we reached there we had to wade through mud \u0026amp; water a foot deep for near ten miles. We managed to build us up a little fire and dry our blankets. There was a still house at this place and every boy got enough to drink to make him sleep and to keep him from taking cold. In fact the majority of the boys were quite merry. I took a little swig Though not enough to make me feel the effects of it. Stanard Buffington had his canteen full and was looking all about for me. Expect if he had found me I should have been tipsy also for I did not think it any [harm] that night. Buffington is a splendid boy. On the next morning we set out for Lex. it had ceased raining and we had a beautiful day before us for marching, but the roads were so bad and the streams we had to pass over so swollen that we did not go more than 12 miles to Wilson Spring before we stopped over again for the night, and slept in some old darkey cabins. Although it was very [quite struck out] cold I had a very good night's rest. While were here Col. Ship received a dispatch from Old Spex (who said in his order before we left he would [?]over [?]) who was then at Lex enjoying the pleasures of home comforts) ordering us hurry back as quick as possible. We had to go in the direction of Buchanan. So we left next morning early \u0026amp; reach here at 11 ½ although the roads were so bad we marched 4 ¼ miles in one hour. We had orders after reached here. Mother I send with my coat a pair of pants for Henry. I wore them on the last march you will observe that they have seen hard times after mending the seat they will be made a good pair pants by having them turned. I send also a shirt which I could find no owner for and it is too large for me. You can dispose of it as you like. What do you think of the bill in reference to currency. I hope it may prove of some good for money seems to be worthless. Confederate I meant. Suppose Emma Chapman will be married soon. I would like to be present to get some of the good things. Of course they will have a big wedding. Is cousin Vic going down South to see Annie. I heard she was. I was down at Capt. Bull's yesterday. He read me a letter he had just gotten from Mary. You have no idea what a good letter she writes. It would really surprise you to read one. I hope she may pay them a visit here this spring. I would like to see her. Mrs. Powers has gotten back. I promised to kill her some birds, so if it does not rain, shall go out tomorrow. The weather has moderated a good deal today and I am truly glad of it for it was so very cold two or three days ago that I like to have frozen. Well dear Mother, I have written you quite a long letter, and I think all the news, so I must again bid you goodbye or good night rather.\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eP.S. Make some of the family write me soon \u0026amp; often. You will find in my coat a rough sketch of Charleston \u0026amp; Vicinity which I drew for amusement. It has been laying up in my drawer so long the plagued mice destroyed it and commenced eating the edges.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nJanuary the 3rd 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nTaking into consideration the many letters which you have honored me with lately, I think I would be doing my self great injustice if I were to allow a longer period to pass by without dropping you a few lines. I think my last letter was written in the year 1863 and now it is 64. Will you not forgive my seeming negligence. I received your long and interesting letter written on the 27th on the morning of the New Year. I therefore reckon it as among my numerous presents and as being one most valued. I was glad to see from your letter that Christmas had passed so handsomely and pleasantly. The dinner you spoke of was really a \"beautiful\" one, but I am confident when I give you a bill of fare of the one which I had the pleasure of masticating you will not for one moment hesitate in saying mine was still more beautiful. First, we had cold loaf bread (not enough by 16 loaves) also warm corn bread. Second cold beef. For dessert, molasses, water, \u0026amp; c. \u0026amp;c. Oh! Indeed I fear if I were to go on and enumerate the rest I would not finish this letter soon. So leave it for you to form an idea. You all must have very kind friends to furnish you with so many nice things. You had a lot of big [?] to dine with you. My mouth runs water whenever I think about it. Why couldn't I have been there! Christmas week was the dullest to me I ever spent. Only one day suspension. Few boys tight, owing to the scarcity \u0026amp; high price of Liquor. I slept most all the time to rid myself of the monotony. Occasionally I would walk up in Lex. and get something to eat. I have looked forward before Xmas with much pleasure to the arrival of two boxes belonging to my roommates which were to have come by the packet boat, but it has not as yet made its appearance, and judging from the looks of the river which I can plainly see from my window, and which is entirely frozen over, that it will not do so for some time to come. We have almost despaired. The first thing we would all say in the morning, and the last I believe at night would be, wonder if the boat has come! I think we spent at least 2/3 of our time in the day standing looking in vain down the river. Isn't it too bad I intended to feast for once. There were a great many boys who were as much interested and disappointed as we were. Well Mother, changing the subject, let me give you an account how nicely I was fooled yesterday, and at the same time right much disappointed. While sitting down in my room thinking over what I should do during the day. One of my roommates (Jonny Wise) came blustering in an handed me a bundle accompanied by a letter directed as follows Cadet Stanard, politeness of Miss Bull. You well know what thought first struck me, I opened it and read it and supposing the girls must be down at Capt. B.'s commenced in great hurry to get on what the boys here term a \"big dike\" after I had finished dressing, and been told two or three times by my roommates that I would certainly captivate those young ladies, I started down to Capt. B. and upon entering the parlor asked Miss Louise where were the girls. The girls, what girls! I think told her, she seemed surprised, and said she had not a word from them. I then took it for granted they must certainly be up in Lexington, some where. So started in search of them. In passing by the Hospital I saw Dr. Madison who had just come the evening before from Petersburg and who told me at least asked me if I had gotten the bundle \u0026amp; letter. He then told me why they did not come on, and that his little girls had gone on to Staunton that morning on the Stage. You can well imagine my feelings. I thought it strange that they should have selected such an awful cold spell to come in. It was really the coldest weather I ever felt and I was on guard too. Hope they have postponed their visit until Spring. I got the money sent and let me thank yourself and my dear sisters for their nice presents. I am willing to wager any thing that I am the only boy who has received such. Tell Fan \u0026amp; Champ I will I will write them both soon. So Gen. J is still flying around Old C. Wonder if she can't prevail on him to give me a place on his staff. I am much obliged to you for sending my shirt \u0026amp; brush. I was in want of both so they come at an acceptable time. I hope dear Mother you will not think I am extravagant because I write so often for money. I will put down on paper how I have disposed of most of it and I know you will not think me so. I attended church this morning. The Methodist had to go there with my Company but deserted \u0026amp; went to the Episcopal. Saw Sandy P \u0026amp; bride, but did not speak to him. Lula had a beau so looked pleased. I fear Mr. Shaw's letter is lost for good. There are some grand rascals in this corps. I will go over this week and find out what that notice meant. The deposit for the next five months I think will be near $650. What has become of poor Mr. Gassaway? Let me know. I hope C. will not engage herself to anyone again unless she intends marrying them. I rather fear she is inclined to flirt. I am truly sorry that Aunt Phoebe will leave you. Know you all will see for more trouble the coming year. With Eliza as a cook she is so often sick. I delivered your message to Miss Louise B. She acted on a tableaux a few nights ago. I did not attend, it was so cold. Did you ever get your money back from the man who bought Lil? Sister Mollie said in her letter I was her debtor. I think she is mistaken. They all owe me letters. As for Monsieur Haywood I have despaired of hearing from him again. This is the beginning of the 8th page of my letter. When I began I did not think I could fill four. But I am 'bout run out now for news to write. Suppose Cousin Mollie G. is with you. Give her a buss for me. I wish I was there to do it myself. It is getting late so I must bring my letter to a close, though will not be able to mail it until tomorrow evening. Hope I will continue to hear from home as often as I have the last week. Give my love to Uncle E's family. Remember me to all the girls. Write again soon, and now with oceans of love to each and every member of our family. Kisses to the little ones and for yourself accept that which is one from a true \u0026amp; devoted son.\u003cbr\u003e\nJ.B.S.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nFeb. the 21st 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI wrote you a long letter some days ago and promised I believe to write again the last of the weeks. Therefore in accordance with my promise I shall endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines. Since my last letter nothing much of interest has transpired to disturb the monotony of the V.M.I. soldier boys life or daily routine of exercises save the freezing up of the river, which has afforded us a little fun skating. Yesterday being Saturday, it did not interfere with our duties or studies, so all could go that wished. I went down to the river in the morning myself, though not with the intention of skating, as I had a sore toe and then I was minus a pair of skates mine being broken, but the ice was so beautiful that I could not resist the temptation, so borrowed a pair from one of the boys and spent the rest of the morning on the ice. It was really elegant fun, could go down the river as far as you wished. There were also a great many ladies on the ice, who seemed evidently to think there was more fun in falling down than standing up, but unfortunately in the height of their enjoyment, one of them [frisky] fell rather too hard and almost broke her nose. Poor girl, I guess it will spoil her beauty spot and I know will teach her a lesson how to run on ice again. The fall of this unfortunate lady, of course, intimidated and somewhat marred the pleasure of the remainder of the party. My friend Miss L.P. was among the no. and was looking as rosy as usual. Tomorrow being the anniversary of the birthday of the father of our Country, and in order to show due respect to his memory, there will be suspension of academic duties, but owing to the scarcity of powder, will not be able, as is customary to fire a salute. I went up in Lexington yesterday and looked around for the combs you wrote for. Got you these which I hope may suit. The best I could find, and rather high, but you know every thing is now. Though I could have gotten the two large ones for two dollars less if I had only known it in time. The following is what I gave for the three black, $3.75, one of the horn $5.00 the other $6.00, making in all $14.75. Would'nt this frighten you in peace times? I will send my [tal-er], and the combs also some matches which I bought thinking you might want them, by Cadet Harrison who leaves tomorrow for Orange to see his brother who is in a battery stationed near Morton's. I hope the things may reach you safely. Do you think the Yankees will get Mobile? I would not be surprised to hear of its fall any day. Suppose Mollie \u0026amp; Sallie have moved out of the City as the ladies have all been advised to leave. I think it so strange Haywood don't answer my letter. I wrote him a month ago and he knows my deposit is due at this time. Mr. Norton our Episcopal preacher lectures every Sunday eve during [Lent?] and principally for the benefit of the Cadets, and as it is near time I shall have to close my letter as I want to attend. May add a post script tonight. Goodby with love to all\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever\u003cbr\u003e\nyour darling boy,\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nMarch the 13th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Sister\u003cbr\u003e\nQuite a long time has elapsed since a letter has passed directly between you and myself and I am still in doubt as to which of us is the debtor. But nevertheless, I shall wave all ceremony and endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines for I honor you home folks so often with my letters that there must be a good deal of sameness in them. This remembering that this is one of the dullest \u0026amp; meanest places in Christendom that is in my estimation and also of a great many of my fellow Cadets. But I shall not waist[sic] my time by heaping abuse upon Lexington and the V.M.I. You are well aware of my hatred for them both. Before going farther, allow me dear Sister to give vent to my feelings by expressing my grateful thanks for the nice box of eatables which you sent me. I can assure you I have enjoyed them no little and done justice to the box as well as my roommates, who said that it was the best that had been received in No. 38 (my room) and I think we have gotten four since the first of January. We played fearful havoc with the turkey pies and cakes. Nothing now remains I am sorry to say, but my ham which I hope to enjoy for some days yet as it was such a fine one. We only eat this as a snack. Mr. S surely must believe they came out of that small box. I invited or had besides my roommates (five in number) three of four of my friends (S.B. among the no.) to help me eat and there was plenty for all, not withstanding the tremendous appetites of the Cadets are noted for. Fan, where did you get a turkey from?  I did not think there was such a thing left in the county of Orange. Why did you not keep it, also the ham. I had much rather you should have done so, for I know how scarce such things are with you since you have had the army among you so long. You ought not to have deprived yourself of it. I can manage to make out with the beef they give me here, although it makes me sick about once a month. The candy sent was perfectly elegant. I never enjoyed anything more in my life. I would not care if you would send me a small package of that whenever an opportunity presents itself. If not two[sic] much trouble. I have been feasting right much lately on robbin pies. One of my roommates \u0026amp; myself went out hunting last Saturday week, killed 19 birds. I gave Mrs. Bull six and get the Judge to cook the rest for me. I believe near half of the boys in the Corps were out yesterday, but all had bad luck, frightened every bird for ten miles around. I was wise for once, and did not go. I went up in Lexington yesterday to see young McCown, who brought my box up for me. I shall send this by him as he says he will go by Berry Hill Tuesday. He also takes a little bundle for cousin Sarah Bull, which you will please send her. It is from Mrs. Powers to her husband. Tell Mother when she writes again to send me some stamps. I cannot get them here. Fan, how do you suppose I spent yesterday evening? Why I saw a poor mink court marshalled by the boys (only greening him) for deserting his post, where they had stationed him the night before. After speaking on both sides the jury retired and soon reentered the hall. The sentence was read by the judge. The prisoner found guilty and had to be shot in one hour. The whole court was so much affected at this sentence that the judge had to tell them they must not give way in that moment to their grief. The prisoner was then told that he would only have one hour to live and asked if he had anything to say of if he did not want to write a letter home. He arose and endeavored to make an appeal to the commander the plea of ignorance and a promise to do better in future, but the poor fellow was so frightened that his speech made but little impression upon the court. He was then told to retire into the ante chamber where he could write his last letter, which he did and such a one you never saw. He told his sister when he kissed her and told her goodbye he never thought he would disgrace the family in that way. After finishing his letter he returned in the court room and was so much distressed \u0026amp; frightened that his lawyer again made an earnest appeal in his behalf and begged that they would grant him a reprieve for ten days, so that he might be better prepared to meet his fate. This was granted by the jury, but subject to the approval of Old Spex. The Sergt. Of the guard was then ordered to post 2 sharp shooters at each corner of barracks so as to prevent the prisoner from talking to anyone or attempting to make his escape. He took the proceedings of the court over to the Genl. who told him we were only greening him. When he returned and told us what Old Spex said, every boy roared out laughing. Our fun was then ended, the poor boy relived from his misery. He actually thought he was going to be shot sure 'nough. These are the kind of Cadets which are being admitted in the V.M.I. now. Do you blame us for having a little fun some times? Old Spex says we can substitute greening in the place of bucking for the new cadets. I was sorry to hear Tom Fry was wounded, hope he may recover. Will Mrs. F. go out to see him? Well I suppose Bob \u0026amp; Mollie are with you by this. What would I not give to be with you all. The receipt or arrival of my box and the thought of their living with you has made me awful homesick. I never was more so. I saw Dr. McGuire's mother at church this morning. She is a very sweet looking old lady. Say to Mother I believe I will wait for the new currency. I send the letter Mother mentioned. Now dear Sister I have written you a much longer letter than I expected to write when I first commenced and as it is getting late \u0026amp; I want to take this up town I shall have to bring it to a close. I have been writing in a great hurry which you can plainly see, so you must excuse this miserable scrawl. The paper sent was very acceptable. You see I have made use of it soon. Give my love to all the family and now for your darling self \u0026amp; husband accept a due portion. Kisses without number to Mary, Bev, and a kind remembrance to all enquiring friends.\u003cbr\u003e\nI remain your affect. brother\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eP.S. Write soon \u0026amp; tell the other members of the family to do the same.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nMarch the 22nd 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nIt had now been ten or twelve days since I had a line from home. I now write to demand an explination for such treatment. Upon the receipt of my box I wrote Sister Fan a long letter thanking her \u0026amp; c. Prior to that time I wrote Champe and I certainly expected by this time to have a few lines (at least) from one of them as they well know how anxious I was to hear from Bob \u0026amp; Mollie whom I suppose are with you at present. My letter to Fan was sent by Young McCown, who brought my box. I suppose he is reliable. Is the son of a Saddler in Lexington. Well Mother I guess you will wonder why it is, that I am writing with a lead pencil. The reason is first this, we are upon the eve of freezing up. It has been one week since we had a particle of heat (there not being a stick of wood at the V.M.I.) You know what a change has taken place in the weather. Today it is snowing hard, and a cold wind blowing, and still we are having the same duties to attend to, both academic \u0026amp; military. It is outrageous for the boys can't study a bit. I wish you could step in and take a peep at us. It got so cold we could not stand it any longer. So we call the roommates and went out and made a raid on Old Spex laths and have built us up some sort of a fire and are all gathered around like a gang of chickens under its mothers wing. If the officers of the day should by chance visit our room and catch us we would get a hard report and a few demerits. Peach came by here on last Saturday morning to see me, has just returned from Ark. Martin and one of his friends were taken prisoners. The day he stopped over to see me, Ex. Gov. Letcher made a very fine speech, also Judge Brockenbrough. So we went up and heard them. Both were very encouraging and thought the war would not last a year longer. In the evening I walked out in the country with him to get his horse. I came back, but he staid[sic] with one of his company friends until yesterday when he called to see me again on his way to Orange. I guess he will get home before this letter and tell you all you would like to hear about me and about his trip, so I will leave it for him to do. Mother you think I didn't sit down and write Cousin Vic a long letter a few days ago. Felt so interested about her. Hope she will condescend to reply to it. Suppose Bob had gone to his command ere this. What is his rank, and what is that of Gen. Long? Gen. Smith got a letter a few days ago from some gentleman over towards Hot Springs, who had, I believe, been in Gen. Averil's Camp and says Averil is preparing to make a raid in this direction. He advised Spex to fortify all the mountain passes, which he is going to do. Major Williamson \u0026amp; two of the Cadets left this morning to make a survey. I suppose we will have to go the last of the week to first of next. We will have the fortification to build ourselves. Is this what I was sent here for, to shovel with the spade \u0026amp; dig with the hoe for the protection of Rockbridge Negroes? This is the reason in which our studies are to be interfered with of[f] \u0026amp; on this Spring \u0026amp; Summer and I think you had just as well give your consent at once to my resigning and entering the Army. I want to have some of the glory of the [trenches] in the year 64 attached to my name, and this war can't last much longer it is certain, and it will be my only chance. Are you not willing to have it said you had a son in this war? I was down at Mrs. Bulls the other night, spent a very pleasant evening. The Capt's duck was there. He (the Capt.) is one of my best friends, and is very kind to me as well as the other members of the family.\n[This part written in the margins of pages 2 and 3] \nAs is so cold I shall have to stop writing, with the hope of getting a letter, certain this eve. I shall write again the last of the week. Hope you are all well. How is Mollie looking? Write me a long letter soon giving me all the news. With much love to all the family, yourself amongst them. Goodby, Your darling boy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nApril the 8th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Sister\u003cbr\u003e\nI hope you will not deem me indifferent as to writing or to yourself. I have been intending writing for some time, but you were away and I took it for granted that my letter would be more acceptable upon your return. And then another consideration, the other members of our family have been quite good in writing me so often and of course I had to give them the preference, though had you been there I should have waved all ceremony and dropped you a few lines at any rate, for I suppose my letters generally go the rounds. Even though they do not bear inspection: I received one from Sister Mollie this morning inclosing Aunt Lucy's. I suppose they will soon begin to look for Mary. How I wish for Aunt L. would accompany her. She writes so affectionately and seems so anxious to see all her relatives and friends. She says she wants to come over to see something of the War. Do you not think she could be gratified? The sad changes wrought in Old Orange by it alone would be enough to shock and sadden her heart. I hope Monsieur Taylor may get his due in the coming campaign. I would like to be the one to greet him with a bullet. Don't you think he deserves such, though he seems sorry he ever thus acted. Will Willie T. postpone his marriage now until Mary's arrival? He ought for she will be dreadfully disappointed if he does not. Please say to Cousin Vic I am anxiously looking for an answer to my letter. Suppose you saw Willie Buffington while in Richmond. Eugie writes me she expects to go down soon to attend Cousin Martha S. marriage. Eugie is a sweet girl and is one of the best correspondents I ever had. Why don't some of you write her. She always inquires about some of this family when she writes. I promised I would give Champe a scolding (I generally spell this word wrong. Did you ever notice it?) for being so neglectful but I think mine have ceased to be of any virtue, so will merely remind her of the fact. Suppose she is occupied all the time with her many beaus but this is not sufficient excuse. Ask her if Gen. Pizzini has any vacant place that she can secure for me, if so she must do it, for I do not intend to remain here after this month. Just think I am a plagued conscript. If I can't get some place I am stout and hardy enough to rough it as a private. Do you not candidly think I ought to be in the Army. I am over 18. I think I have been very obedient in remaining here as long as I have, and only done so because I hated to go contrary to the wish of a fond and devoted Mother. I think Mother might very willingly give her consent now that the prospect of the war ending soon is very great. Write me your views on the subject. I got a long letter some time ago from Sister S. brother Hay added a post script of a few lines (2) and said he would write one in a few days which I suppose will be a few months. He has neglected to send my deposit until this time (after the first of Apr) when he will I suppose have to loose right much money, owing to the change in currency. He should not be so negligent especially when money matters are concerned. Glad to hear Bob is so well satisfied and likes the service so well. It will be the making of him, I mean his health, don't you agree with me? Hope he has some rank and is in the line of promotion. Know he will climb high in the intimation of his superiors. He must make himself the worthy representative of the Stanard family. I suppose his being separated from his darling Mol goes rather hard with him, but he must learn to stand it like a true soldier. I guess he will think this is great advice. Mollie writes they are quite worried about her sugar and liquors not having been heard from. It will indeed be quite a serious affair if they never turn up or come to hand. Was sorry to hear of the loss of your cow. What do you so for milk? It is something we never may our eyes on here. Our fare is not good by any means, been feeding us off [Stanard purposefully omits word here] beef. (I don't like to use the word) for some time, and I hardly ever get enough bread to eat. It is a hard matter though to satisfy our appetites we take so much exercise, drilling, \u0026amp; c. and then our meals are so regular. I believe I have really grown a little since last Summer, and know I have fattened, weigh 137 lbs. Tried on some of my summer clothes a few nights ago out of curiosity. You know they were full large for me then. Now my jacket won't meet around me, and my pants require a little sugar or molasses on my shoes to induce them to come down a little. Sister did you ever see anything like the snow and rain we have been having for the last week or ten days. The clouds really seem weakened from exhaustion, but after two days of spring weather, they seem to have been replenished as it were, and from the present appearances, out doors, now I am inclined to think they are preparing to take us by storm. I wrote before how we suffered during the cold weather for the want of fire. It was the same this last spell, had to have suspension and let us lay in our beds to keep from freezing. Old Spex was well prepared to meet his own individual comfort. Plenty of the best coal that could be started in peace times. We were not at all indignant at his having suspension. I believe the majority of the boys preferred it and the cold weather to fire. Very natural feeling for school boys. One if my roommates has just come in and told me the mail would be taken up in a few minutes. So I shall have to bring my letter to a close. I did intend giving you an account of a review of the Corps by Gen. Rossum. Will do so in my next. I guess I have already tired you with such a long letter. I have not time to read it over and make the necessary corrections, so please excuse all mistakes. Give my best love to all the family, and for yourself \u0026amp; baby and the little ones. Accept that which is due from a fond and devoted brother.\u003cbr\u003e\nJ.B.S.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eV.M.I. April the 24th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nYour long and interesting letter has been received and I have been intending for the last two or three days to answer it, but something has always interfered and prevented my good intentions. You say that you had begun to get uneasy at my silence, for fear I might be sick. Why I wrote two or three letters home but a very short time ago. I can't imagine what became of them. I seems to me that I am always writing home but very seldom get letters from there myself. You all are not as good about writing as you ought to be. I am not alluding to you but to the other members of the family. I have not as yet heard a word from Hay and the $9.00. Am going to drop him a few lines this evening. I am dead broke at present, wish the check would hurry up and make its appearance. Had to borrow some money the other night to go up town and get some thing to eat. They are starving us out now. Don't give us half enough bread, miserable rye coffee without sugar or milk (and it has caused an eruption to break out on a good many of the Cadets, I believe it is a prison) and for the last two weeks they have been giving us nothing but rotten beef. I declare it is perfectly awful. Old Spex has some 50 or 60 barrels of it put away and will keep feeing us on it. An old scamp, he has about ten or eleven barrels of molasses and won't give us any. All the cadets are grumbling and asking him for it. I am glad to hear Bob has improved so much and is so well please with his place. Didn't I tell you he would be. Hope he is up near [home] now. Mother you ask me why I don't call Mollie Sister when I write. I was not aware before that I failed to do so. It was thoughtlessness on my part I can assure her and not for the want of love that I did not make use of sister instead of Mollie. Why I am sure my letters to her have always been very affectionate. I hope she will banish all idea that I meant anything by my manner of writing. Well Mother every body (or Cadet at least) has been right much excited today to join in the coming battle. You need not be surprised if I am one, if they raise a company I shall join. Remember I will be 19 on the 27th of this month and ought to be ashamed of myself to be here. When you are advised to keep me here as long as possible, people don't know my age, and of course they would not tell you they thought I ought to be in the army. They are going to take us in service I expect in July out in the mountains here. But I prefer being with Lee. Mother I don't want to desert or be shipped from here against your wish, therefore I beg that you will write me permission to resign, and I can then use my own discretion whether I will or not. If you give your consent, mention that it is concerned with family matters (except name) that prevents your sending me here longer. Mother I hope you will not let what I have written distress you. You should be more firm and patriotic and want me to be in the army, but this is an unnatural feeling for an affectionate Mother like yourself. When is the big fight to come off. Is there any chance of its taking place in Orange. I think the Yankees are going to get the worst whipping that they have ever gotten, and it will almost wind up the war. If Lee whips them, he ought to follow up his victory and drive them as far North as he can, the same time burning all their cities. Well dear Mother I have written you quite a long letter, and one I have no doubt you will be sorry to see. The mail will be taken up in a short while, so I shall have to bring my letter to a close. Wish I had something interesting to write about, and now darling Mother with love to all the family and oceans to your sweet self I must bid you good evening. Hoping what I have written will not cause you trouble and that I will soon hear from you\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever your\u003cbr\u003e\nown darling boy\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI am in want of draws.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nMay the 9th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nHere I am, no longer a freeman, but a prisoner within the lofty walls of the V.M.I. I reached here safely on Friday evening and it has been a source of regret to me ever since, that I should have been goose enough to leave when I did. And have to leave my trunk behind. So much for not taking the advice of a wise man (Mr. Chapman). Doubtless they told you at the village about my being left by the train. I did not care myself but I was afraid poor brother would swear himself to death about it was the only reason which actuated me to promptness in acquiring some means of conveyance to take me to Gordonsville, and after all I did not get there in time to see him, but unfortunately in time for the Staunton train. Plague on it! I wish it had left before I got there. I should certainly have returned after getting there and finding the Richmond train gone, had I not feared that I would be greeted by a scolding from some member of the family. Yes, I expect all of you would have pitched into me. Even Mr. C. for driving his horse so far and not listening to him on the first place. Just think, if I had remained I could have seen some of the Yankee prisoners, and heard something of the result of the fight. My trunk has not reached me yet. I hope it may not be lost. I would like to see the person that I would leave it behind for again. I wrote to Nat Catlette about it this morning. I hope Mr. Chapman wrote when he sent my trunk up. He seemed very much amused at me when I found it was left. I didn't blame him, for I imagine I was quite a laughable object about that time. I was so worried I came very near letting an ugly word escape my mouth, I wonder if I didn't. I went to see some young ladies while I was in Staunton, staid until half past eleven had no idea it was so late. Met with one of the most interesting and agreeable and pretty young ladies I have seen since the War. A Miss Gregory, refugee from Alexandria. She is the one Madame [?] at one time, said Vandergrift was engaged to. I was sorry to see that Col. Brown was killed. Suppose Brig. Gen Stanard \u0026amp; Long win in the fight. The stage has come in this evening but bring no news, this is generally the way. Tell brother William is he hasn't too much to do I wish he would keep me posted as to the movement of our army. I received his letter, thank him for attending to my trunk for me. Tell Sister Mary she ought to have been at home that morning and not down at the depot. She urged me to go to Goville [Gordonsville] anyhow. Hope Mr. Shaw didn't think anything of the manner in which I told him goodbye I was in a big hurry about that time. Tomorrow there will be a suspension of academic duties in order to raise the flag sent from Europe, over the grave of out lamented leader Jackson. Well Mother it has been very warm all day, and this evening I had to attend drill for two hours. Wound up with 2 charges 100 yards across the parade on on pretend breastworks. It was very exciting in the first charge I was the first to mount the dreaded works. In the second the 3rd man, but as I was so fat and excited, I had to leave ranks at Dress Parade from a violent headache and fainty feeling. But I have rested and feel all right and ready for another now. The drum is beating for tattoo so I must close. I only wrote to let you know I had arrived safely. Please write soon. I am anxious to hear the result of the battle, who of our friends were killed. Good night, with much love to all,\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever yr darling boy\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eP.S. Excuse this miserable scrawl.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eStaunton May the 12th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nNo doubt a letter written from this place will take you greatly by surprise. Well to relieve your anxiety I will tell you before going further and keep you from uneasiness. On Tuesday night an order came from Gen. Breckenridge calling us immediately to Staunton. In obedience to his orders we fixed up and left on Wednesday Morning at half past 8, marched 18 miles by half past 2. when we camped. The roads were very good but were quite dusty and then it was very warm. This morning we left camp under quite different circumstances, it having rained during the night and has continued to do so all day. The roads were awful perfect loblolly all the way and we had to wade through like hogs. We came 18 miles from 5 to 12 however and are tonight encamped one mile out of town. I have run the blockade and come in to take tea with Cary Taylor, and that I might write this letter. Am I not good? I have a strong notion of staying in until 2 tonight with him so as to dry of[f] for I have been like a wet mouse all day. So disagreeable in camp. We will leave in the morning early and expect to have to march to Harrisonburg (down the Valley) a distance of 26 miles. The Yankees are reported coming up the Valley with a force of 9000 strong. Our Corps will run Gen. B. up to 5000 maybe more. I hope we may be able to lick them out. I have suffered more with my feet this march (so far) than I ever did on all the others together. I hope to get me a more comfortable pair of shoes when this will be remedied. I got my trunk the evening before I left all safe. It was in the nick of time and my biscuit and ham for my rations. If you want to write to me direct your letter to me at this place Care of Edmond M. Taylor, Staunton, he will send them to me. I expect we will be down out this time for some weeks. I told you that you had better let me join Lee at once that this could be the way, but you must not make yourself uneasy about me. I will take care of myself. One of my messmates from this place is going to fill my haversack with something better than what we draw so I wont suffer for some days at any rate, though I hope not at all. Well darling Mother I have written enough I suppose to relieve your mind as to our destination so I must stop and go in the parlor. Some young ladies there. You will have a hard time trying to make this out I shan't undertake it. Saw Fedic T. this evening. Give my love to all [acquaintance] \u0026amp; friends. Hope Bob come out all right and all the Berry Hill friends \u0026amp; visitors. I shall write when ever I have an opportunity. And now dear Mother that I may be spared to see you all again, and that you may continue in good health will be the nightly prayer of Your darling Boy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eThe Southern Telegraph Companies.\u003cbr\u003e\nReceived at Orange CH, May 16, 1864\u003cbr\u003e\nFrom Staunton. To W. H. Chapman\u003cbr\u003e\nCadet Stanards body is at New Market I presume.\u003cbr\u003e\nS. Yates\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eTelegram Fragment.\u003cbr\u003e\nReceived at Orange C.H. May 16 [1864]\u003cbr\u003e\nBy telegraph from Harrisonburg.\u003cbr\u003e\nB. Stanard was k[illed]\u003cbr\u003e\nwill be sent to\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLife\u003cbr\u003e\nLife has beautifully and appropriately been compared to an Ocean, whose surges when the storm sweeps over its surface, bear a striking resemblance to that portion of our life in which troubles and cares beset us, and whose smooth surface when there is nothing to disturb its accustomed tranquility, bears a simile to that portion of our existence in which the busy scenes of this life are laid aside and which has been fitly called the \"sunset\" of life, often the billows of the ocean, when the pitiless storm sweeps over its surface with unrelenting fury rise to such a height that it is with great difficulty that vessels can ride triumphantly on them and bid defiance to their efforts as it were to bury them beneath their briny folds. Numerous are the instances in which vessels have sprung a leak in spite of all the efforts of the sailors to prevent it, have sunk to the bottom of the sea where so many have found an unwelcome and watery. On the other hand when there is nothing to disturb its peaceful waters, and when the sun, unobstructed by clouds from the view is reflected on its polished breast, vessels sail with security to their destined ports whence to discharge their freight. Such is a simile of our existence when the troubles and cares of this life agitate it and also when our cares and troubles are forgotten. Often during life when misfortune seems determined to claim us for her own and when cares beset us at every step, it takes all the moral courage we can summon to our aid to enable us to triumph over them, and at last [reach] the harbors of happiness. The latter scene is like old age, the \"Sunset\" of life, when the busy pursuits of life are laid aside and when you have determined to trust your frail bark no longer to the stormy sea, but float quietly down, a stormless sea too that harbor which is called, \"The End of Life\" Well has the poet exclaimed \"Thou, too, art a sailor, and time is the sea, And life the frail vessel that upholdeth thee.\"\u003cbr\u003e\nRespectfully submitted\u003cbr\u003e\nBy\u003cbr\u003e\nCadet B. Stanard\u003cbr\u003e\nTo\u003cbr\u003e\nDr. Madison\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWar\u003cbr\u003e\nOf all the punishments which Divine Providence sees fit to inflict upon a sinful nation, none so severe as that of war, which is now being so frightfully carried on throughout this once peaceful and prosperous republic. Although I am well aware, that this is a subject on which better pens than mine have exhausted their eloquence, yet I think, especially at a time like this, it is one, on which we may profitably reflect.\nFrom the Statesman to the school boy, Every one is occupied with this absorbing topic. \nThe preacher from the pulpit thunders into our ears threats of the increased wrath of God, already visited upon us in this cruel war. The poor man shudders at the thought of the coming winter, and curses the hard times and high prices. All alike seem to think it an unmitigated evil. But it would be far better for us to trust in the old saying, \"Look on the bright side,\" and I think that if we would allow the exercise of a little reason, we may bring ourselves to believe that there is a bright side to this picture. I do believe that it is a punishment, but that as a loving father corrects his erring son, so it is send for our own good. Let us but suppose there were no such punishments for mankind, and what would this world of ours be? We may but turn to the pages of history, and selecting a few from the many examples before us, find a sad response to this question. Look at Rome! For hundreds of years enemies without and fierce dissentions within, had humbled her proud eagles, and at length she stands without a rival, none dare call her enemy. But prosperity has accomplished that which her enemies have in vain assayed and the \"City of Seven Hills\" lies prostrate at the feet of her own vices. A handful of barbarians have devastated her fair provinces and beautiful cities, and Rome is no more. Look to England. Twice she has been intensely overrun and ground under the feet of Roman and Norman invaders. And behold the fruit of suffering. England the mistress of the seas! But a speck on the map of the world she has possessions on which the sun never sets. And lastly, we have a striking striking example in our own once peaceful land. After a comparatively short contest, she has enjoyed blessings totally unprecedented in the history of a nation of free government, the most beautiful country in the world, and a large territory, nothing seemed wanting to fill up the measures of her happiness. But what were its effects? A Government rotten to its very core, and an effeminate people, divided into little factions. The smiles of prosperous fortune has accomplished that which our enemies tried in vain and War, the only specific for a nations diseases, has come upon us.\nLet us bear it like men, and remember that terrible as it is there are evils far worse.\u003cbr\u003e\nRespectfully submitted\u003cbr\u003e\nBy\u003cbr\u003e\nCadet Stanard\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003e\"Berry Hill\"\u003cbr\u003e\nOrange Ct Ho\u003cbr\u003e\nJuly 28th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCadet L.C. Wise\u003cbr\u003e\nI scarcely know how to thank my dear young friend for his thoughtful kindness, \u0026amp; beautiful tribute to the memory of our dear one, now sleeping under the shadows of his own home! Tis true my dear friend no earthly consolation can be given to sooth entirely the heart sorrow we are all compelled to bear, but it is sweet \u0026amp; above all things comforting to hear his praises from those among whom he lately dwelled! Your name sounds like a household word- so often has it fallen from his dear lips. Indeed I feel as if I know all his roommates, \u0026amp; could call them Brothers. Most anxious were we to have them come and see us. We have received such evidence of their generous hearted tender thoughtfulness that we long to express in words our gratitude. I should have answered all their letters received with much pleasure, but yours is the first which bears a \"Post Mark\". Will you not extend for us, to his friends, from whom we have received letters- \"W. Overton Harris\" \"Jn S. Wise\" \"Ed\"ward Harvie Smith Jr.\" \"E. Berkley\" our sincere thanks \u0026amp; say to each that we would be most happy to return our gratitude in person, \u0026amp; to none would give such a warm welcome to our home \u0026amp; hearts, as the friends of our darling Brother! Now that you all have vacation we would be glad to have a visit from you, a sad but pleasant \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eHd Qrs Arty Corps V.D.\u003cbr\u003e\nAug 3d 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI have anticipated the pleasure of sending you a letter for some time but being so continually on the wing have been deprived of doing so. To day being my birthday have concluded to write and I hope I shall not be molested by any couriers riding up with orders to move until my letter is finished.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI have written Mollie so often giving her all the news (which of course you get through her) that there is but little left me to day to make up a letter. Still I know my Darling Mother will be glad to get my letter though it may be a very dull one. And then too I am aware of my inability to write a letter which will compare with those you are mow deprived of by the death of that Darling \u0026amp; Christian child. Still my Dear Mother, that feeling shall not deter me from writing and I trust to God that in the deprivation you have sustained in those sweet \u0026amp; loving letters, mine may serve to cheer you, and assure you have a son whose love is as great as a child's could be, although he may be incompetent to control words to express that love. I know my Darling Mother how you miss those sweet letters from that dear child, and feel how very incompetent I am to send you such messages of love as he always sent, still feeling assured of bearing you all the love a dutiful son can bear I commence this letter (knowing as I have before marked) it will be properly appreciated while at the same time hoping it may serve to cheer you \u0026amp; assure you that you have those dear ones to live for who love you very dearly \u0026amp; for whose sake you should cheer up, and not grieve for that lost one taken from this world of sin \u0026amp; trouble to dwell with his God on high.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI was much distressed my dear Mother to hear you were suffering so much with your old complaint, dysphasia, and hope ere this reaches you you will have been entirely relieved, have you any of the Alleghany water left and do you continue to drink it. Mollie writes me she is making you take bitters regularly which she thinks benefits you. You must continue to take your tonic and not think of the spirit you consume. \nNo doubt your trip to the village benefitted you a good deal, a change is a great thing sometimes. You should ride every evening.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI wrote Mollie yesterday and just after sending of my letter received hers of the 24th by Bester's boy. He also brought my over cape which I was glad to get. I wrote Aunt Lucy long letter and left it at Martinsburg to be mailed when the Yankees get possession. We are now encamped at a place called Bunkers Hill but don't think we shall remain here very long. Here comes Genl. Early's courier, wonder what order he brings.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eJust what I expected, the order is to cook two days rations and be ready to move at day light tomorrow. This will not however interfere with my letter writing to day. I have no idea which way we will move but every body seems to think up the Valley. I hope it may be so for I am always better satisfied when moving towards the dear ones at home. Why has brother never written how he managed to remain at home. I don't know to this day in what position he is in the service still. I hear he is still at home. I shall be truly glad to know that he is permanently stationed there. We were all very much rejoiced at Hood's victory but fear it was only temporary. If he can whip Sherman in front of Atlanta his army will be destroyed. We have a rumor here to day (Coming from Baltimore paper Sun by some of the Citizens at Charlestown) that Genl. Lee has given Grant another terrible whipping. I trust it will prove true and that it will force Grant to get away from Richmond. Our army here is recuperating considerably and is as strong now as when it first started. All the stragglers lost on the long march around have been gathered up.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWas very glad to hear you had a fine rain in Orange. It will do some good although much more may be needed. We have had lowering clouds here for several days but no rain and the people are almost in despair. They will make no corn at all. I hope Mr. Shaw will make more than he thinks. We can get no vegetables in this country. I sent Lewis fifteen miles yesterday and he returned with one pound of butter and one doz eggs. Mollie writes me that all the children had the whooping cough. I hope they will all get through it easily. I was glad to hear you enjoyed the cheese so much. You must not let the others have too much of it but keep it for your own use. What sort of an article did the tea turn out. Good I hope. So Tom wants to wait until after the war to get married. If he does he will not get Vic. He can I think make arrangements now that would put him in a position to marry at once. I am going to write him a few lines to day. Mollie writes me Mrs. Fry objects. Why is this. How does Aunt Octavia and uncle [?] like it. They should be delighted. My horse hurt her foot about a week ago so I have been in the ambulance while on the march. She is well again, but I fear she is too young for service. She is a splendid animal \u0026amp; if I could get another to ride wound send her to Mr. Shaw for light service. What is the matter with [Ross?] Hear he is at home sick. I suppose Mollie calls on Aunt Martha \u0026amp; uncle Jaq. very often. Tell her I expect to hear of a dreadful intimacy between herself \u0026amp; the former. Early's campaign up here is looked upon as a failure by every one. He is fit to command nothing but a division [that] under General Lee. I heard Mrs. Gordon was at Winchester but hardly believe it. If she is there she has seen very little of the Genl. as I know he had not left his command to visit her. I feel too sorry for poor Jane Carter. Has she gone south, poor soul. I hope she will fine with her husband's relatives a kind \u0026amp; good home. Doubtless he will leave her well off as he was considered rich. Well my Darling Mother, I must bring my letter to a close as I must write several others to day. Give my love to all and kiss the children for me and believe me ever My Dearest Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nYour fond \u0026amp; devoted son\u003cbr\u003e\nRobt\u003cbr\u003e\n24 to day. Feel quite aged.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eHd Qrs Arty V.D.\u003cbr\u003e\n11 Jany 1865\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI have been intending to write to you for several days but have been kept from doing so in consequence of having a great deal of writing to do for the office. [Shook] being absent on a 15 day furlough I have to do all his work during his absence and we have had more to do since his departure than for 6 months previous. I rec'd a letter from brother several days since dated the 1th Dec. and would send it to you to read but it is merely a business letter and he writes no one must read it. He was still stationed at a battery some distance from the city but expected in a short time to receive through Judge Campbell an appointment as Ordnance Sgt placed on duty there. I hope sincerely he may not be disappointed. He writes me he has made very little money since I left him and that his expenses are very heavy. When he gets back to town he hopes to be able to make something. He writes me Sallie and the little ones are very well and that Willie is the prettiest child in the city of Mobile. The baby he says has hair like Chandler. I am sorry for this, Mr. Chandler is fast declining and he says he will not live but a short time longer. Mr. John Battle was there and he thought he was giving away every day. I was truly sorry to hear this as we were led to believe he was better, at the time he wrote this. Was great excitement in the city caused by the approach of the enemy. Said the bells were ringing \u0026amp; things were in a mess generally. He congratulated himself that he was out of the excitement being over at his battery in the bay.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMollie wrote you of her safe arrival the day after she got here and told you how nicely she was fixed and now I regret to tell you after all out trouble to get fixed etc. that Genl. Long had concluded to move his Hd Qrs to Staunton so we will have to look out quarters there. He took command to day and will move the office in a few days. Col. Carter's command will be here so he will remain here. Dr. [Straith] has gone to Staunton to see what can be done in the way of accommodations but I feel certain we will not be as comfortably or agreeably fixed as we would eventually have been here. I shall hate very much to part with Col. Carter and not be with Mrs. C as she would be such a pleasant person for Mollie to be with. I wish Genl. Long would let the Dr. \u0026amp; myself remain down here. I have done a good deal of work for nothing. Hereafter will do nothing until every thing is definitely settled. The Genl. inquired particularly after you all. He is looking very well but I don't think well by any means. This is a miserable neighborhood, the meanest people I ever saw and the greatest [extortionists]. I wish the Yankees would come here and take every thing they have got.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eNow that Mollie is away from you and you will not have the benefit of my letters to her I intend to write you regularly. Mollie will I know keep you all posted besides. How I wish we could have been stationed near Orange, that we could have seen more of you all during the winter. Never mind I am entitled to a furlough which I will take after a while and spend it with you all. Mollie seems very happy being with me and I am too happy at having her. Matilda does first rate and I am too thankful that you allowed us to have her. Mollie could not have done without a maid. Mollie rec'd Fan's note by Botts yesterday. He went on up to Staunton. She has some nice brooms to send Fan.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWith much love to all\u003cbr\u003e\nYour devoted son\u003cbr\u003e\nRobert\u003cbr\u003e\nMollie sends love to all.\u003cbr\u003e\nThis was written in a hurry\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eHd Qrs Arty V.D.\u003cbr\u003e\n16 Jany 1865\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI wrote you a short letter last week since which we have heard nothing from Orange. Mollie wrote you I had been up to Staunton to procure rooms as Genl. Long had moved his HdQuarters to that place and would of course require my presence there. I am happy to state that after much trouble I yesterday succeeded in getting board with Mrs. Harman a widow lady and on very moderate terms. We will be delightfully fixed when we get settled. We will move up tonight and take possession. Hope after getting settled this time we will not have to move again as it gives much trouble. We will be some two or three squares from Mrs. Long and a little farther from the Dr. I regret exceedingly breaking up our arrangements here as we would have been all together. We will too lose Mrs. Carters pleasant company which we are both very sorry for. Col. Carter will remain down here and of course Mrs. Carter will prefer being with him although the Col. is much in favor of her going to Staunton as she would have no society here at all.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMollie wishes her bonnet box with bonnet sent up by first good opportunity or by express if it can be done. She says the key is on her bunch of keys in her large black trunk. She will require her bonnet to wear to church. I am exceed[ing]ly glad we will be where I can attend church regularly as I have been debarred of the pleasure for some time. Tell Fan I saw Mrs. Long on Saturday and she inquired after all. She seems a very fine woman and is delighted at having us in Staunton. Tell  Champe that Dr. [McGuire] is the finest dressed man in Staunton. All of old Early's staff seem to be having a very gay time. Dr. Straith went to the wedding and came home disgusted of course. Says he spent the entire night in getting out of other people's way. They had a fine [supper] the Dr. has heard nothing more from his wife but is looking for her every day. I hope sister wrote and explained to Cousin Eliza my dispatch. I sent it at the Dr.'s request. He thinking his wife might have reached that place. Corbin Welford is going to Culpepper to look for her in a few days. The weather had been very fine for the last week and I hope will continue so. No doubt the bright sun has persuaded you just to peek your head out of the door. Matilda is still much pleased. I will keep a good watch over her in Staunton and try and return her improved as Mollie will learn her to be very patient. Has Vic heard anything from Tom recently. Willie was here today and says they have heard nothing from him for months. Hope Vic put an end to Hardy's coming to see him. His independence in staying so long at uncle E's beat anything I ever heard of. Mollie would have written today but has been busy packing. She will write as soon as we get to Staunton. Tell Champe she might write us often.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMollie joins me in much love to all. 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Do not grieve for her but be thankful it was not one of the large children who knew right from wrong. We all know how much happier she is now than she would possibly have been on this troublesome world.","I am enjoying very good health now. I hope you have gotten entirely well before now. I know how glad you will be to see Pa for I heard he had started for Evergreen. I am getting on very well indeed. The last time I went to see about my demerits which was two or three days ago I did not have a single one. I have made a 3 every day this week on Mathematick which is the highest mark. I believe I study harder than any one I know of here but I came here so late that I am not certain of standing the January examination.  We have very poor fare here. Today for breakfast we had only two pieces of bread and about a half gill of milk with what we call growly which is made of mutton beef beef feet or any other thing they can make for dinner. We have beef and cabbage or turnips one day and beef-steak and soup the next. We have nothing that I would have eaten at home but I am so hungry when I go to meals that I think even turnips delicious, but I live off of it very well. [Neph] is as fat as a hog and every one says I have fattened very much. I like here very much but do not like the idea of staying here two years before coming home. If you are sick please send for me. Miss Herriot is very anxious to get to you she was very kind indeed to me when I was at the Rockbridge with the Corps.  If Mr. M. and Mr. B. come out with a wagon send Mr. B. to the springs and Miss H. will certainly come. Give my best love to Cousins L. and M. and my dear Sister. Kiss my precious little darlings from Louis down. Do keep Louis at home. Make them all kiss you every night and morning for me. Take care of yourself my precious Mother. Write soon. Give my love to Francis \u0026 Mr. Spring and remember me to all the Neighbors and servants and believe me ever your devoted son.\n[Neph] sends his love to all.\nEdmund Berkely","This collection consists of one letter from Edmund Berkeley to his mother Mary Lawson Berkeley (Williams). Berkeley has been informed of his sister's death and offers consolation to his mother. He also gives VMI news and complains about the food (early reference to \"growley\" a VMI slang word used for mess hall food).","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Edmund Berkeley has been informed of his sister's death and offers consolation to his mother. He also gives VMI news and complains about the food (early reference to \"growley\" a VMI slang word used for mess hall food).","Manuscript collections in the VMI Archives are made available for educational and research use. The VMI Archives should be cited as the source. The user assumes all responsibility for identifying and satisfying any copyright holders. 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If Mr. M. and Mr. B. come out with a wagon send Mr. B. to the springs and Miss H. will certainly come. Give my best love to Cousins L. and M. and my dear Sister. Kiss my precious little darlings from Louis down. Do keep Louis at home. Make them all kiss you every night and morning for me. Take care of yourself my precious Mother. Write soon. Give my love to Francis \u0026amp; Mr. Spring and remember me to all the Neighbors and servants and believe me ever your devoted son.\u003cbr\u003e\n[Neph] sends his love to all.\u003cbr\u003e\nEdmund Berkely\u003c/p\u003e"],"odd_heading_ssm":["Transcription"],"odd_tesim":["V. M. Institute Nov the 26th 1863","My beloved Mother,\nI received cousin Mary's letter yesterday evening informing me of the death of my precious little sister. I was never more grieved in my life. We must not grieve for her now for she has happily escaped the troubles of time to come. I remember how sweetly she used to sing the little hymn I Want to be an Angel. 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If Mr. M. and Mr. B. come out with a wagon send Mr. B. to the springs and Miss H. will certainly come. Give my best love to Cousins L. and M. and my dear Sister. Kiss my precious little darlings from Louis down. Do keep Louis at home. Make them all kiss you every night and morning for me. Take care of yourself my precious Mother. Write soon. Give my love to Francis \u0026 Mr. Spring and remember me to all the Neighbors and servants and believe me ever your devoted son.\n[Neph] sends his love to all.\nEdmund Berkely"],"prefercite_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eEdmund Berkeley letter, 1863 November 26. MS 0154. VMI Archives, Virginia Military Institute, Lexington, Virginia.\u003c/p\u003e  "],"prefercite_tesim":["Edmund Berkeley letter, 1863 November 26. MS 0154. VMI Archives, Virginia Military Institute, Lexington, Virginia."],"scopecontent_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eThis collection consists of one letter from Edmund Berkeley to his mother Mary Lawson Berkeley (Williams). 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He entered VMI in January 1863 as a member of the Class of 1867, and was killed at the Battle of New Market on May 15, 1864, while serving as a Cadet Private, Company B.","Virginia Military Institute\nJanuary the 17th 1863","My Dear Mother\nI have anxiously been looking for a letter from you for some time in reply to my last which I mailed about the 5th or 6th. I hope it has not been lost for it was a long one and I wanted you to see how I spent my Christmas. Mother it has been so long since I wrote that I guess you have been uneasy about me again thinking I might be sick.  Quite to the contrary, for the last weeks I have been having a good time skating. The river was frozen over beautifully for miles. As we were not doing any studying, the Examination being past over. We were all allowed to go. I wish you could have seen the river. It looked like a flock of black birds was on it. I never saw boys seem to enjoy themselves more. Could play [bandy], fox \u0026 goose and many other games to afford us amusement. Sandie P. \u0026 Sisters \u0026 some other ladies were down to see us. Sandy seemed to be a very awkward skater and would get some pretty falls sometimes which added to my fun. I think he is stuck up quite much. I haven't spoken to him yet. I attended Church this morning. Saw his wife there, do not think she is pretty. The [G]  has only preached for us once since he came here, but gave us an excellent sermon then. I suppose in this Peach has reached Orange \u0026 [camp]. He called to see me one evening and only remained about half an hour, promised he would come again the day after and said I must have a letter for him to take home for me, but he never made his appearance. I stayed from church hoping to see him \u0026 show him the VMI sights. He was staying out in the country about three miles. Wanted me to go with him but could not do so. I never saw a boy so changed in my life. Had a little beard and then he was dressed in real soldier style. I don't think I should have known him had I seen him in a crowd. He said himself Geo. M had been having a good time out in the country for 18 days. Really glad they have gotten furloughs for they have both been good soldiers and deserve them. Hope they may be able to reach home. Mr. M seemed somewhat taken with poor Lewis Williams old flame Miss Darden. Wilson Newman called to see me a few days ago. And going from his looks, I think the army must agree with him. Am glad our Orange boys are all so pleasantly stationed. Mother tell Champ to write what has become of [Mr. G]. I feel so sorry for him. Doubtless in this you have received my report and have been worried about the way I have wasted my time \u0026 gotten demerits etc. in the last six months. Myself as well as many others have done but little studying. We have lost about one and a half months going out of these plagued marches and still Old Spex hasn't made a single allowance in the examination and I would not be surprised if there are not 150 cadets shipped soon for being unjustly unjustly found deficient, some over 18, and others for demerits. 15 were shipped yesterday, one of my roommates goes [__] tomorrow, for demerits. Spex a grand old scoundrel coins money by this as most of them have made their deposits which is $600. I think you must not be surprised to see me at any time as my number of demerits is past one hundred, though most of them I got for over staying furlough, and may yet be removed. I shall write to brother in a day or two for money to pay what I owe to Old Spex. Mother to give you an idea what sort of person Gen. S. is after our return from our last march, the government sent up 300 pairs of shoes for the Cadets as presents or to pay for our own that we wore out and now Gen. S. will not let a Cadet have a pair if he has gotten shoes from the Institute within the last 6 month, and if a Cadet is shipped before he can get them, they fall in Spex's hands, who furnishes all his darkeys with a good pair. I shall try hard to get mine, tho' don't expect to wear them, they are course army shoes worth at the present prices 30 or 40 dollars. I have a pair I bought before I went on the march that will do me, so I shall keep mine (if I get them) for Henry, unless he is well supplied. Mother you recollect the box I was so concerned about, it made it to us, after being on the way only 19 days. Although the things were rather old \u0026 stale, yet everything went good even the turkey. I tell you we were not a long time emptying the box. We were all very agreeably surprised yesterday by the receipt of another box for one of our roommates. It contained a splendid ham, two elegant rich cakes  and any quantity of little molasses cakes, sausages, molasses, apples, etc. I never enjoyed anything more. I certainly did justice to it myself. I hope Mr. L has laid in a good supply of provisions. How does Eliza do now. Hope she may not give you all troubles. I can imagine I see the difference in her cooking \u0026 aunt Phoebe's, and hear you complain. Well Mother you see I am 'bout run out for something to write about so I guess I had better stop altogether. You must excuse led pencil, I wrote with, is because I wanted to write fast (which the bad writing \u0026 mistakes will bear evidence of) in order to finish it without being interrupted by any roll call. It seems to me I now commence a letter but what I am called of by the tap of the drum to attend some call. It is really worrying. Well Mother, I shall prepare myself to receive a good scholding [sic] from you soon. You must not be too hard upon me, [phrase unclear] made to stay here for my own good, but at the same time greatly against my will. And now with love to all and a due portion for your darling self,\nI am as ever yr affect\nSon J. B. S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFebruary the 20th 1863","My Dear Sister,\nHaving honored all the family with a letter, except your sweet self, Have determined to drop you a few lines (Tonight since I have no lessons to get.) to show you that you have not been forgotten. The letter I wrote Champe, you were justly entitled to, but as she wrote me such a long letter first, and I had to answer, thought had better do it at once. So you must not think anything of the step I took. I received dear sisters letter yesterday. And you cannot imagine what pleasure it gave me to read it and particularly that part in which it spoke of my darling mother, being so much improved in health. God grant that it may continue to do so, is my sincere prayer. It makes me feel like a new person almost, when I think about it. And Oh! If I could just be there to see her enjoy it. What I would not give? And just to think I have only been here one month today, and have five more long weary ones to spend here. It is awful to think about. But at the end of that time, I must have a furlough. In spite of everything. The boys all laugh at the idea of my expecting even to get one but I guess they will laugh out of the other side of their mouths, In July, when they see me going home. If I staid here I would have to go in Camp and drill, but I think I will get enough of it before them. You would laugh to see me going through double quick step. I look like a frog in the act of jumping. I see I will have to lay my letter aside until tomorrow when I endeavor to finish it though it will not leave here before Monday. Saturday. Have been down today to see them at Mrs. B[ull]'s. Capt. B[ull] has returned from Richmond. Came by G[ordons]ville. Wish he had run on down to Orange, might have sent my things by him. Phil Hiden is trying to get a furlough to go down to Charlottesville to see his brother James married. (To take place on Friday night I believe) If he succeeds, he will come on to Orange, so that will be a good opportunity to send my box. Says he will bring it. I also want my pants that (dark brown) Bob gave me sent. Repair them if they need it, before you send them. The surprise party to the Maj.'s was grand. If I had been there I should have made the girls get before. So that I might be sure they would not fall or get in the mud again. There is so much gold lace, and brass buttons in Orange now that a poor private stands no chance. The girls hardly glance at one, I guess. While I am writing they are drawing a cannon out on the parade ground to test it. I am going out there to see it fired. Bum! She goes; and the boys tremble \u0026 run. I stand my ground. The gun proves a good one. Scott \u0026 myself went up town today to get some thing to eat. Succeeded in getting some pies. Tomorrow is the 22nd and Gen. Smith told Capt. Bull if he could get the turkeys, he might give us a big dinner, but as he cannot get them, we will have the same old fare, Beef \u0026 Bread. I am in hopes there will be a suspension of Studdies until tuesday. (Private) Sister asked if I ever saw the little Madisons. Am sorry to say I have not, And moreover I don't expect to, from what I can hear. Don't say anything about this? I heard from good authority that the children were not allowed to wear socks, until that one \n(the youngest) had its feet frost-bitten. I feel sorry for the little darlings. Mrs. M is master. And every one easily perceives it. Let no one see this but the family? I have seen Mrs. Newman at Church, have never spoken to her, will go up with Scott soon to see her. There is no episcopal preacher here, but they expect to call Henry A. Wise, Jr. hope they may. Have very good music at the Presbyterian church. Sister Mollie certainly is good about writing so often, and her letters are so interesting and amusing. You all must continue to send them over whenever you get them. I intend to write to her soon. It is time for brother to be answering my letter. I think Mr. C. has acted quite strangely. It is too provoking. Tell Mother boiling over does no good. She had better remain quiet. And Mr. S[haw] is in Lynchburg. I wish I could run down to see him. Suppose it was business that took him there. Hope the army have not pressed any of his corn. He must be much incommoded in his farming by not being at Berry Hill. Sunday the 22nd. Ground covered in snow nearly a foot deep and still falling fast. What awful weather we have had in the last month for our army. They must suffer. I never saw such a country as this in my life. And every boy agrees with me. It is either raining or snowing all the time. Write me word what Mrs. R. brought. Wish she had brought my shoes \u0026 knife. And Willy [Fry] has gone to be married. What will take place next. Expect Peach (poor fellow) would liked to have accompanyed him. He is fortunate in being out of the army now. Oh! Fan. How I would like to see you all. I sometimes think that it will be impossible for me to stay away from my dear home and those for whom my love is so great, until July. How is Miss Summer. Give my love to her and tell her I think of her often. Well dear Sister I have written you quite a long letter. You must make due excuses for this miserable ink and writing. Kiss dear little Mary for me and tell her she must not forget Uncle Bev. Be a good girl and tell her when he I[sic] come home I will bring her some good. Give oceans of love to Mr. S[haw] and all the family, and accept for yourself a true brothers love.\nHoping you are all well I bid you Goodbye!\nBeverly","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 14th 1863","My darling Mother\nI received your letter a few days ago also the cloth. Hiden was on the way a week, or more. Which has been the reason why you have not heard from me sooner. I wrote home last Friday as usual but I wrote it in such a hurry and did not even read it over. I really felt ashamed to send it. Know I spelt a word wrong did you notice it? I know better. Well Mother Gen. Smith has at last gotten cloth, and as I had never had a suit my name was put down for one. I have had my jacket made at last so I now have or will have two suits which will do me until July. I don't know whether to have the cloth you sent me made into a pair of pants or sell it. If I have it made up I can save my new suit. I will send you some money by first opportunity. Need not get me any more cloth. How sad the death of poor Hugh Atkins, he was so imprudent. I suppose old Mrs. A is almost frantic, and it will have such a bad effect on Julia. Champe mentioned in her letter Miss Ellen B had gone deranged and been taken to the asylum. Where did she stay? I disremember her. Old Mrs. B has been sick for a week or more I suppose that must have been the cause of it. Be sure an[sic] write me word in your next. I was down to see them yesterday. I suppose your have commenced gardening, such pretty weather for it. It seems strange that I am not at it. Hope you are well enough to go out and superintend. As you are so devoted to it and can't help it. I am not surprised to hear about sister Mollie. She wrote to me and said she had fattened. In my answer I asked her \"Could it be that Ala air was purer than Va. and agreed with her better, Hardly!\" I am glad and then again I am sorry. I don't know why some of them out there do not write to me. Her letter is the only one I have received. I will not write to them until they do. I hope you have written to brother and given him a good scolding about that sugar. He deserves one. Does Ras T. intend to go South to live? Every body in Orange must be buying and selling. I suppose it is to invest their money which they have made by speculating. You will have a near neighbor now, Cousin H. \u0026 I think I should rather live at his old place than Mr. R. by far. I wrote you about making me collars did you ever get the letter. My cap must be black. When is Mary Taliaferro coming back, and so they ever hear from her. Give my love to all at Uncle E's. Suppose Annie is uneasy about her Johnny as the fight has begun. Myself and some of the other Cadets went fishing Saturday caught a few fish and a live ground hog which we had a good deal of fun out. Have to get up now at five, then drill for an hour also in the evening. I do not mind it so much now as it is rather more pleasant. We have abandoned the old drill and begun a new one (Hardie) which I much prefer. Mrs. Newman is in Orange, wish now I had gone to see her. How is Phil \u0026 wife getting along. Suppose they have not moved to Piedmont. Is there a prospect of much fruit at Berry Hill this season. Won't I miss Sisters cherries. I guess she feels lonesome without you all. Don't the children enjoy being at B.H. I expect they stay there all the time. How I would like to have a game of play with them. I expect Mary Beverly will be as wild as a buck soon. Kiss her for me and tell her to write to me. Mrs. C proceedings are shameful. Hope you may get everything back. Everything is so dull here that I have nothing to write interesting. They give us ham now occasionally. I send you a pattern of another collar, you may make some like it. Has Mr. Shaw enclosed his new plantation. Give my love to Miss Summer, tell her to write to me. I do not hear from home as often as I desire. How are the Spring gardens and are they as intimate since the dog quarrel. With much love to all and kisses around to the children I must bid you goodbye.\nAs ever your affect. Son\nBeverly","Send me Charlie Taliaferro direction. There is a Cadet who wants to write him. Excuse this miserable scrawl. What has become of Theodore G. Did he say anything about Taylor.","Camp Jackson Aug 28th 1863","My darling Mother,\nNo doubt you have been wondering what has become of your darling boy and the reason why he had not written before. Well dear Mother I will give you a few of my reasons which I hope will prove satisfactory. In the first place, after reaching Staunton and trotting around some time in search of Mr. G whom I succeeded in finding at last, and it then being too late for me to procure a seat on the stage. Mr. G begged me so very hard to remain over with him until the next day that I at last concluded to do so, knowing that one day longer would make no difference. I left Staunton about 4 ½ Wednesday morning and after a very pleasant trip (Having met with 3 or 4 Cadets returning) reached my old prison house at 1 p.m. and to my surprise found the Corps had left the evening before to reinforce Jackson. I then began to regret and censor myself very much for stopping over in Staun- but about the time we were ready, one of the Officers came in and said the Yankees had fallen back and that the Corps was then on the way back to the Institute after having marched to Staunton Goshen. We then thought after that information that it would be a piece of folly in us to start to meet them in coming back. I felt quite lonesome there being only a few Rats left as a guard. I staid down with Capt. B and made myself at home. He seemed very glad at having me back. And yesterday evening they all returned, broken down, sore footed and quite mad that they were not permitted to go on and engage the enemy. Jackson was very anxious expecially[sic] for the company of artillery to come on and join him, but Old Spex had not the authority to take the Corps out of the County, but had to fight them any when in Rockbridge in defense of the Institute. I am not delighted that I did not get here in time since it has proven such a useless \u0026 fatiguing march. I was on guard last night tho' not compelled, only did so to relieve some of the broken down who would have had to have gone on. I could not help contrasting \u0026 feeling the difference between my bed last night \u0026 the one I have been enjoying for the last month. Just imagine me in the guard quarters on the hard floor and in among a parcel of rats, minks, chickens, lice, etc. and then with my accoutrements all on, I tell you what taking everything into consideration I did not have my pleasant time, but it is all over now, and I hope it may not happen again. I am all OK. We will move into barracks next Monday or Tuesday when I will have a much easier time. I have not seen Old Spex yet to give him the letter. I expect he will be for court marshaling me. I was much worried at having to leave them all so hurriedly at the Village the morning I left. The plagued men at the provost office were the cause of it, they were so very slow. I only had time to kiss them \u0026 tell them all goodbye. Was Annie married on the next morning, I hope not since I could not see it. Tell Sister M to make up some excuse to give Mrs [Miss?] [H?] for not coming to see her again. I suppose every thing still remains quiet and there is no chance of the army leaving you. Has Miss E \u0026 Co. come to board with you yet. You all must write and give me all the news. I have no time to ask questions. I want this to be mailed this eve and it is near time for it to close. I had an elegant time in Staunton which I suppose Bird had written before this. Church did not get me the pillow after all. Get it from him and send it by S_ Hiden, also that knap sack Sam G. gave. You recollect I guess a new one. Tell Felix he had better sell me his cadet overcoat. Well dear mother I have not time to write more but will take time \u0026 write a more satisfactory letter soon. Excuse all mistakes \u0026 bad writing. Show it to no one but burn it. Give my love all inquiring friends. Tell McGuire I desire his letters. With love to all friends I must now bid you goodbye. Kiss the children and Old Sal if she is with you. Write soon \u0026 often to your affect.\nboy Bev.","Send me the Buffingtons letters if you get any. Their brother is here. Will tell you about him in my next.","...one of my favorites, give her my love. Champe so you ever hear from Mr. G now. Poor fellow! I expect he is dying out in N.C. by degrees with the [blues]. Let me hear something from him in your next. You know how I love him. Who are you engaged to at present? I fear you are gaining yourself the name of flirt. I hope not tho. I suppose it is because you have so many extravagant admirers, and not wishing to get married you are necessarily compelled to send some up the spout. I am really glad you are not like most of the girls at present, crazy to get married, for I should hate like all the world to give you up. You recollect I dreampt last summer that you were married and how I told you it distressed me. As my prospects for being a married man are exceedingly doubtful, I think I shall have to consent to the proposition you made some time ago that we should both remain single. Do you not remember it? You say you believe Victoria Is really going to write her fate with Capt. Hardy's. I am sorry for it myself for I never fancied him much. Hasn't she had better offers? She certainly is a changeable girl. Does Uncle E like the \"Capt\" or is he opposed to the match? I suppose they are daily looking for Mary from Baltimore. I guess she will have lots to tell. How I would like to be at home to hear her \u0026 Sister Mollie talk. If Bob \u0026 M. have arrived tell them I will write them both soon. Did Sister go down to R. as she expected or did the Yankees raid frighten her out of the notion? Champe in several of my letters from home they have mentioned Gen. Pizzini's[?] name. Who is he? I have never seen anything about him in the newspapers. You say the young man who took my bundle \u0026 letters home did not call. I did not expect he would, as he is very bashful. He is a very good boy, but one of the ugliest boys you ever saw. He does not intend returning here. Resigned to enter the army. Well dear Sister I I have written you quite a long letter so must stop and mail it. You must excuse all mistakes and bad writing. The boys are discussing the probability of the Corps being ordered out (although rumors circulated here in barracks) etc. and making so much fuss that I scarcely know what I am writing. And now I must bid you adieu. With love to all the family and hoping to have the exquisite pleasure of reading one of your usual interesting letters again soon.\nI am as ever\nYr aft Br","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember the 1st 1863","My dear Sister,\nReally everything is so dull and I write so often that I am puzzled to know how to commence this letter. I don't think I owe you an apology for my long silence. For whenever I write home to any one member of the family, I intend, and I suppose my letters are read by you all. So none need complain. Mother you know deserves most letters, as she is so good about writing to me, and then such long and interesting letters. I am always overjoyed when I see her handwriting. I received her last written on the 27th and you cannot imagine how much I have been worried to think you all would be left in the enemies lines and that I should be cut off from all communication with you. But I am as yet ignorant of whether this has been done. I have commenced this letter with the hope that it may go direct and that you are still spared from the outrage of the enemy. Can it be that Gen. Lee intends falling back again around Richmond? I think it looks very much like it if they are moving commissary stores from Gordonsville. But I suppose before this is done, there will be a second Chancellorsville battle, therefore I will not despair until I hear the result. I am very much afraid that Lee has weakened his army so much by sending aid to Braggs (who it seems is doing nothing but allowing his men to be captured \u0026 falling back) that he will eventually be compelled to fall back to Richmond. When this is done I suppose we will be ordered out. We are rather better equipped now than we were when we went on out last cavalry expedition to Covington. I think if we do leave here, I will go with Dr. McGuire whom Mother says will give me a place. I ought to be there in the army now fighting for my home. Changing the subject, I attended the tableaux given last Friday night by the ladies for the benefit of the poor soldier, although I was dead broke at the time, thought as I had never been to anything of the sort here, and then it was my duty, borrowed the money to go. Some of the scenes were very pretty, but the smallness of the room and the immence[sic] crowd destroyed all the pleasure of being present. Capt. B the only person you know, acted the part of the \"Irish Volunteer\" It would be useless in me to attempt to describe the scenes, dress and etc.  Will send you a programme and you can form an idea for yourself of what they ought to have been, at least how they looked. I don't think it could have been as grand as those given by the ladies of Old Orange as the material was wanting. They realized I understand $600. Leela P. did not act. I don't think she can be very popular. By the by I forgot to tell Champe, that she told a friend of mine that she was one of the wildest girls she ever saw and was wearing Gen. J's ring. Tell C. she had better beware her reputation will be quite broad. I have never spoken to her since I came back. Tell Mother I got the $20. Hope that she has seen Willie's and if he does not intent coming back soon will send me the money to pay for my overcoat \u0026 shoes. How I envy you all, eating fresh meat and sausages. Do you think I hadn't forgotten there was such a thing. I hope you all have gotten your pork and lower than the market price which is frightful. Mr. Shaw is a fortunate man in having any left. So poor Lil is gone at last. I suppose there was a universal weeping. $800 I think was a very good price. What has Mr. C. put where it is. Did Mr. S. go to Gen Lee? Willis is not coming back. Has sent his resignation. Did he give Mr. S the shot I sent. I have drawn a sketch of Charleston \u0026 vicinity from one I have seen. Will send home for you all to see soon. The drum has just beat for dress parade so I must close. Remember me to all enquiring friends, and now for each and every member of the family give oceans of love and accept for yourself \u0026 hubby and little darling a due portion.\nWrite soon, goodbye\nBev.","V.M.I. Dec. 19th 1863","My darling Mother\nI guess you have been wondering what in the world had become of me that I did not write. Well we were ordered out on last Tuesday very unexpectedly to march directly to Goshen and there wait orders from Gen. Imboden. I have not time to give you an account of our march now as we have to leave here in the morning at 5 to go in the direction of Buchanan or Salem after Averell  [\"Averil\" in original] and having marched 13 miles today [page torn] a miserable frozen ground feel as if I could [page torn] a little sleep on my old mattress after taking it out long. Oh! I tell you I can stand Army Service. We were exposed one day and night to the most disagreeable weather I ever saw. Rain fell in perfect torrents freezing as it would fall. We intended to have gone on from here after a rest of 2 hours but as there were a good many boys shoeless and others with sore feet we concluded to stay over. We take 3 days rations (which is very little) I received your letter written on the 13 with the $100 but haven't heard or gotten Mr. S with the $70. Has he written and did he [?] rebels. I hope it may not be lost as I am deep in debt. I took dinner with Miss Louise B. today. She promised to write to you for me if I went on. I hope this letter may reach you safely and relieve your mind somewhat. You must not worry yourself. I am perfectly well \u0026 hardy, ready to give that [page torn] \"Avril\" a  [_ing]. I hope to gracious we may catch the scoundrel and his men. I will not write more at present. Will do so as soon as I return again. So now must bid you all good night with love \u0026 kisses to the family and little ones I am as ever your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember 23rd 1863","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a few days ago, on my return from our Goshen tramp and promised I would write again so soon as I reached here once more. Well dear Mother we reached our journeys end Monday evening and nar'e Yankee did we kill or see after marching us all over this plagued mountainous country and ruining our feet we being badly shod at the time. But thank gracious, there were none seriously hurt by the trip, and now since they have had a little rest would be willing to start out on another, provided they were carried in some other direction than that of Goshen \u0026 Covington, for both of these routs every boy seems disgusted with. And it is a enough to despair anyone for you look upon nothing but huge mountains of rocks the whole way. Once in every ten miles by accident we would pass an old dilapidated looking building. I believe I mentioned in my other letter what a wet time we had of it while at Camp Staunton near Goshen. Although we were so near drowned, yet there was no grumbling, quite the contrary the boys were hollering \u0026 singing the whole time. I wish you could have heard us when a train came up to Goshen whistling \u0026 the bell ringing. I believe every boy joined in a thundering shout which reached throughout the surrounding mountains. It reminded us all so much of home \u0026 especially those who had been here so long without having a furlough that I do believe if the Yankees had been near and we been ordered to keep quiet we could not have resisted the temptation to give vent to our joy at such a pleasant sound. When we left here we thought we were going to Staunton. I took some collars along in case we should, and when I heard this train I could not but help thinking it was coming to take us there and I had made up my mind if we were got that near home I would work my [?] so as to go the whole hog. But alas! There was no such good luck for poor me. I was doomed to be disappointed. The train only came to bring a bearer of dispatches. We laid in our mud puddles until evening when the tap of the drum bid us prepare for marching. There were all sorts of rumors a float before we left camp, some said the Yankees were near Lex. and we had to march there that night a distance of 22 miles. Others said we were going to Covin. but we were all surprised when Col. Ship [Shipp] marched us up to Cool Sulphur Springs to quarter us in the cabins there for the night. Before we reached there we had to wade through mud \u0026 water a foot deep for near ten miles. We managed to build us up a little fire and dry our blankets. There was a still house at this place and every boy got enough to drink to make him sleep and to keep him from taking cold. In fact the majority of the boys were quite merry. I took a little swig Though not enough to make me feel the effects of it. Stanard Buffington had his canteen full and was looking all about for me. Expect if he had found me I should have been tipsy also for I did not think it any [harm] that night. Buffington is a splendid boy. On the next morning we set out for Lex. it had ceased raining and we had a beautiful day before us for marching, but the roads were so bad and the streams we had to pass over so swollen that we did not go more than 12 miles to Wilson Spring before we stopped over again for the night, and slept in some old darkey cabins. Although it was very [quite struck out] cold I had a very good night's rest. While were here Col. Ship received a dispatch from Old Spex (who said in his order before we left he would [?]over [?]) who was then at Lex enjoying the pleasures of home comforts) ordering us hurry back as quick as possible. We had to go in the direction of Buchanan. So we left next morning early \u0026 reach here at 11 ½ although the roads were so bad we marched 4 ¼ miles in one hour. We had orders after reached here. Mother I send with my coat a pair of pants for Henry. I wore them on the last march you will observe that they have seen hard times after mending the seat they will be made a good pair pants by having them turned. I send also a shirt which I could find no owner for and it is too large for me. You can dispose of it as you like. What do you think of the bill in reference to currency. I hope it may prove of some good for money seems to be worthless. Confederate I meant. Suppose Emma Chapman will be married soon. I would like to be present to get some of the good things. Of course they will have a big wedding. Is cousin Vic going down South to see Annie. I heard she was. I was down at Capt. Bull's yesterday. He read me a letter he had just gotten from Mary. You have no idea what a good letter she writes. It would really surprise you to read one. I hope she may pay them a visit here this spring. I would like to see her. Mrs. Powers has gotten back. I promised to kill her some birds, so if it does not rain, shall go out tomorrow. The weather has moderated a good deal today and I am truly glad of it for it was so very cold two or three days ago that I like to have frozen. Well dear Mother, I have written you quite a long letter, and I think all the news, so I must again bid you goodbye or good night rather.\nBev.","P.S. Make some of the family write me soon \u0026 often. You will find in my coat a rough sketch of Charleston \u0026 Vicinity which I drew for amusement. It has been laying up in my drawer so long the plagued mice destroyed it and commenced eating the edges.","Virginia Military Institute\nJanuary the 3rd 1864","My dear Mother\nTaking into consideration the many letters which you have honored me with lately, I think I would be doing my self great injustice if I were to allow a longer period to pass by without dropping you a few lines. I think my last letter was written in the year 1863 and now it is 64. Will you not forgive my seeming negligence. I received your long and interesting letter written on the 27th on the morning of the New Year. I therefore reckon it as among my numerous presents and as being one most valued. I was glad to see from your letter that Christmas had passed so handsomely and pleasantly. The dinner you spoke of was really a \"beautiful\" one, but I am confident when I give you a bill of fare of the one which I had the pleasure of masticating you will not for one moment hesitate in saying mine was still more beautiful. First, we had cold loaf bread (not enough by 16 loaves) also warm corn bread. Second cold beef. For dessert, molasses, water, \u0026 c. \u0026c. Oh! Indeed I fear if I were to go on and enumerate the rest I would not finish this letter soon. So leave it for you to form an idea. You all must have very kind friends to furnish you with so many nice things. You had a lot of big [?] to dine with you. My mouth runs water whenever I think about it. Why couldn't I have been there! Christmas week was the dullest to me I ever spent. Only one day suspension. Few boys tight, owing to the scarcity \u0026 high price of Liquor. I slept most all the time to rid myself of the monotony. Occasionally I would walk up in Lex. and get something to eat. I have looked forward before Xmas with much pleasure to the arrival of two boxes belonging to my roommates which were to have come by the packet boat, but it has not as yet made its appearance, and judging from the looks of the river which I can plainly see from my window, and which is entirely frozen over, that it will not do so for some time to come. We have almost despaired. The first thing we would all say in the morning, and the last I believe at night would be, wonder if the boat has come! I think we spent at least 2/3 of our time in the day standing looking in vain down the river. Isn't it too bad I intended to feast for once. There were a great many boys who were as much interested and disappointed as we were. Well Mother, changing the subject, let me give you an account how nicely I was fooled yesterday, and at the same time right much disappointed. While sitting down in my room thinking over what I should do during the day. One of my roommates (Jonny Wise) came blustering in an handed me a bundle accompanied by a letter directed as follows Cadet Stanard, politeness of Miss Bull. You well know what thought first struck me, I opened it and read it and supposing the girls must be down at Capt. B.'s commenced in great hurry to get on what the boys here term a \"big dike\" after I had finished dressing, and been told two or three times by my roommates that I would certainly captivate those young ladies, I started down to Capt. B. and upon entering the parlor asked Miss Louise where were the girls. The girls, what girls! I think told her, she seemed surprised, and said she had not a word from them. I then took it for granted they must certainly be up in Lexington, some where. So started in search of them. In passing by the Hospital I saw Dr. Madison who had just come the evening before from Petersburg and who told me at least asked me if I had gotten the bundle \u0026 letter. He then told me why they did not come on, and that his little girls had gone on to Staunton that morning on the Stage. You can well imagine my feelings. I thought it strange that they should have selected such an awful cold spell to come in. It was really the coldest weather I ever felt and I was on guard too. Hope they have postponed their visit until Spring. I got the money sent and let me thank yourself and my dear sisters for their nice presents. I am willing to wager any thing that I am the only boy who has received such. Tell Fan \u0026 Champ I will I will write them both soon. So Gen. J is still flying around Old C. Wonder if she can't prevail on him to give me a place on his staff. I am much obliged to you for sending my shirt \u0026 brush. I was in want of both so they come at an acceptable time. I hope dear Mother you will not think I am extravagant because I write so often for money. I will put down on paper how I have disposed of most of it and I know you will not think me so. I attended church this morning. The Methodist had to go there with my Company but deserted \u0026 went to the Episcopal. Saw Sandy P \u0026 bride, but did not speak to him. Lula had a beau so looked pleased. I fear Mr. Shaw's letter is lost for good. There are some grand rascals in this corps. I will go over this week and find out what that notice meant. The deposit for the next five months I think will be near $650. What has become of poor Mr. Gassaway? Let me know. I hope C. will not engage herself to anyone again unless she intends marrying them. I rather fear she is inclined to flirt. I am truly sorry that Aunt Phoebe will leave you. Know you all will see for more trouble the coming year. With Eliza as a cook she is so often sick. I delivered your message to Miss Louise B. She acted on a tableaux a few nights ago. I did not attend, it was so cold. Did you ever get your money back from the man who bought Lil? Sister Mollie said in her letter I was her debtor. I think she is mistaken. They all owe me letters. As for Monsieur Haywood I have despaired of hearing from him again. This is the beginning of the 8th page of my letter. When I began I did not think I could fill four. But I am 'bout run out now for news to write. Suppose Cousin Mollie G. is with you. Give her a buss for me. I wish I was there to do it myself. It is getting late so I must bring my letter to a close, though will not be able to mail it until tomorrow evening. Hope I will continue to hear from home as often as I have the last week. Give my love to Uncle E's family. Remember me to all the girls. Write again soon, and now with oceans of love to each and every member of our family. Kisses to the little ones and for yourself accept that which is one from a true \u0026 devoted son.\nJ.B.S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFeb. the 21st 1864","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a long letter some days ago and promised I believe to write again the last of the weeks. Therefore in accordance with my promise I shall endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines. Since my last letter nothing much of interest has transpired to disturb the monotony of the V.M.I. soldier boys life or daily routine of exercises save the freezing up of the river, which has afforded us a little fun skating. Yesterday being Saturday, it did not interfere with our duties or studies, so all could go that wished. I went down to the river in the morning myself, though not with the intention of skating, as I had a sore toe and then I was minus a pair of skates mine being broken, but the ice was so beautiful that I could not resist the temptation, so borrowed a pair from one of the boys and spent the rest of the morning on the ice. It was really elegant fun, could go down the river as far as you wished. There were also a great many ladies on the ice, who seemed evidently to think there was more fun in falling down than standing up, but unfortunately in the height of their enjoyment, one of them [frisky] fell rather too hard and almost broke her nose. Poor girl, I guess it will spoil her beauty spot and I know will teach her a lesson how to run on ice again. The fall of this unfortunate lady, of course, intimidated and somewhat marred the pleasure of the remainder of the party. My friend Miss L.P. was among the no. and was looking as rosy as usual. Tomorrow being the anniversary of the birthday of the father of our Country, and in order to show due respect to his memory, there will be suspension of academic duties, but owing to the scarcity of powder, will not be able, as is customary to fire a salute. I went up in Lexington yesterday and looked around for the combs you wrote for. Got you these which I hope may suit. The best I could find, and rather high, but you know every thing is now. Though I could have gotten the two large ones for two dollars less if I had only known it in time. The following is what I gave for the three black, $3.75, one of the horn $5.00 the other $6.00, making in all $14.75. Would'nt this frighten you in peace times? I will send my [tal-er], and the combs also some matches which I bought thinking you might want them, by Cadet Harrison who leaves tomorrow for Orange to see his brother who is in a battery stationed near Morton's. I hope the things may reach you safely. Do you think the Yankees will get Mobile? I would not be surprised to hear of its fall any day. Suppose Mollie \u0026 Sallie have moved out of the City as the ladies have all been advised to leave. I think it so strange Haywood don't answer my letter. I wrote him a month ago and he knows my deposit is due at this time. Mr. Norton our Episcopal preacher lectures every Sunday eve during [Lent?] and principally for the benefit of the Cadets, and as it is near time I shall have to close my letter as I want to attend. May add a post script tonight. Goodby with love to all\nI am as ever\nyour darling boy,\nBev.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 13th 1864","My darling Sister\nQuite a long time has elapsed since a letter has passed directly between you and myself and I am still in doubt as to which of us is the debtor. But nevertheless, I shall wave all ceremony and endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines for I honor you home folks so often with my letters that there must be a good deal of sameness in them. This remembering that this is one of the dullest \u0026 meanest places in Christendom that is in my estimation and also of a great many of my fellow Cadets. But I shall not waist[sic] my time by heaping abuse upon Lexington and the V.M.I. You are well aware of my hatred for them both. Before going farther, allow me dear Sister to give vent to my feelings by expressing my grateful thanks for the nice box of eatables which you sent me. I can assure you I have enjoyed them no little and done justice to the box as well as my roommates, who said that it was the best that had been received in No. 38 (my room) and I think we have gotten four since the first of January. We played fearful havoc with the turkey pies and cakes. Nothing now remains I am sorry to say, but my ham which I hope to enjoy for some days yet as it was such a fine one. We only eat this as a snack. Mr. S surely must believe they came out of that small box. I invited or had besides my roommates (five in number) three of four of my friends (S.B. among the no.) to help me eat and there was plenty for all, not withstanding the tremendous appetites of the Cadets are noted for. Fan, where did you get a turkey from?  I did not think there was such a thing left in the county of Orange. Why did you not keep it, also the ham. I had much rather you should have done so, for I know how scarce such things are with you since you have had the army among you so long. You ought not to have deprived yourself of it. I can manage to make out with the beef they give me here, although it makes me sick about once a month. The candy sent was perfectly elegant. I never enjoyed anything more in my life. I would not care if you would send me a small package of that whenever an opportunity presents itself. If not two[sic] much trouble. I have been feasting right much lately on robbin pies. One of my roommates \u0026 myself went out hunting last Saturday week, killed 19 birds. I gave Mrs. Bull six and get the Judge to cook the rest for me. I believe near half of the boys in the Corps were out yesterday, but all had bad luck, frightened every bird for ten miles around. I was wise for once, and did not go. I went up in Lexington yesterday to see young McCown, who brought my box up for me. I shall send this by him as he says he will go by Berry Hill Tuesday. He also takes a little bundle for cousin Sarah Bull, which you will please send her. It is from Mrs. Powers to her husband. Tell Mother when she writes again to send me some stamps. I cannot get them here. Fan, how do you suppose I spent yesterday evening? Why I saw a poor mink court marshalled by the boys (only greening him) for deserting his post, where they had stationed him the night before. After speaking on both sides the jury retired and soon reentered the hall. The sentence was read by the judge. The prisoner found guilty and had to be shot in one hour. The whole court was so much affected at this sentence that the judge had to tell them they must not give way in that moment to their grief. The prisoner was then told that he would only have one hour to live and asked if he had anything to say of if he did not want to write a letter home. He arose and endeavored to make an appeal to the commander the plea of ignorance and a promise to do better in future, but the poor fellow was so frightened that his speech made but little impression upon the court. He was then told to retire into the ante chamber where he could write his last letter, which he did and such a one you never saw. He told his sister when he kissed her and told her goodbye he never thought he would disgrace the family in that way. After finishing his letter he returned in the court room and was so much distressed \u0026 frightened that his lawyer again made an earnest appeal in his behalf and begged that they would grant him a reprieve for ten days, so that he might be better prepared to meet his fate. This was granted by the jury, but subject to the approval of Old Spex. The Sergt. Of the guard was then ordered to post 2 sharp shooters at each corner of barracks so as to prevent the prisoner from talking to anyone or attempting to make his escape. He took the proceedings of the court over to the Genl. who told him we were only greening him. When he returned and told us what Old Spex said, every boy roared out laughing. Our fun was then ended, the poor boy relived from his misery. He actually thought he was going to be shot sure 'nough. These are the kind of Cadets which are being admitted in the V.M.I. now. Do you blame us for having a little fun some times? Old Spex says we can substitute greening in the place of bucking for the new cadets. I was sorry to hear Tom Fry was wounded, hope he may recover. Will Mrs. F. go out to see him? Well I suppose Bob \u0026 Mollie are with you by this. What would I not give to be with you all. The receipt or arrival of my box and the thought of their living with you has made me awful homesick. I never was more so. I saw Dr. McGuire's mother at church this morning. She is a very sweet looking old lady. Say to Mother I believe I will wait for the new currency. I send the letter Mother mentioned. Now dear Sister I have written you a much longer letter than I expected to write when I first commenced and as it is getting late \u0026 I want to take this up town I shall have to bring it to a close. I have been writing in a great hurry which you can plainly see, so you must excuse this miserable scrawl. The paper sent was very acceptable. You see I have made use of it soon. Give my love to all the family and now for your darling self \u0026 husband accept a due portion. Kisses without number to Mary, Bev, and a kind remembrance to all enquiring friends.\nI remain your affect. brother\nBev.","P.S. Write soon \u0026 tell the other members of the family to do the same.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 22nd 1864","My dear Mother\nIt had now been ten or twelve days since I had a line from home. I now write to demand an explination for such treatment. Upon the receipt of my box I wrote Sister Fan a long letter thanking her \u0026 c. Prior to that time I wrote Champe and I certainly expected by this time to have a few lines (at least) from one of them as they well know how anxious I was to hear from Bob \u0026 Mollie whom I suppose are with you at present. My letter to Fan was sent by Young McCown, who brought my box. I suppose he is reliable. Is the son of a Saddler in Lexington. Well Mother I guess you will wonder why it is, that I am writing with a lead pencil. The reason is first this, we are upon the eve of freezing up. It has been one week since we had a particle of heat (there not being a stick of wood at the V.M.I.) You know what a change has taken place in the weather. Today it is snowing hard, and a cold wind blowing, and still we are having the same duties to attend to, both academic \u0026 military. It is outrageous for the boys can't study a bit. I wish you could step in and take a peep at us. It got so cold we could not stand it any longer. So we call the roommates and went out and made a raid on Old Spex laths and have built us up some sort of a fire and are all gathered around like a gang of chickens under its mothers wing. If the officers of the day should by chance visit our room and catch us we would get a hard report and a few demerits. Peach came by here on last Saturday morning to see me, has just returned from Ark. Martin and one of his friends were taken prisoners. The day he stopped over to see me, Ex. Gov. Letcher made a very fine speech, also Judge Brockenbrough. So we went up and heard them. Both were very encouraging and thought the war would not last a year longer. In the evening I walked out in the country with him to get his horse. I came back, but he staid[sic] with one of his company friends until yesterday when he called to see me again on his way to Orange. I guess he will get home before this letter and tell you all you would like to hear about me and about his trip, so I will leave it for him to do. Mother you think I didn't sit down and write Cousin Vic a long letter a few days ago. Felt so interested about her. Hope she will condescend to reply to it. Suppose Bob had gone to his command ere this. What is his rank, and what is that of Gen. Long? Gen. Smith got a letter a few days ago from some gentleman over towards Hot Springs, who had, I believe, been in Gen. Averil's Camp and says Averil is preparing to make a raid in this direction. He advised Spex to fortify all the mountain passes, which he is going to do. Major Williamson \u0026 two of the Cadets left this morning to make a survey. I suppose we will have to go the last of the week to first of next. We will have the fortification to build ourselves. Is this what I was sent here for, to shovel with the spade \u0026 dig with the hoe for the protection of Rockbridge Negroes? This is the reason in which our studies are to be interfered with of[f] \u0026 on this Spring \u0026 Summer and I think you had just as well give your consent at once to my resigning and entering the Army. I want to have some of the glory of the [trenches] in the year 64 attached to my name, and this war can't last much longer it is certain, and it will be my only chance. Are you not willing to have it said you had a son in this war? I was down at Mrs. Bulls the other night, spent a very pleasant evening. The Capt's duck was there. He (the Capt.) is one of my best friends, and is very kind to me as well as the other members of the family.\n[This part written in the margins of pages 2 and 3] \nAs is so cold I shall have to stop writing, with the hope of getting a letter, certain this eve. I shall write again the last of the week. Hope you are all well. How is Mollie looking? Write me a long letter soon giving me all the news. With much love to all the family, yourself amongst them. Goodby, Your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 8th 1864","My dear Sister\nI hope you will not deem me indifferent as to writing or to yourself. I have been intending writing for some time, but you were away and I took it for granted that my letter would be more acceptable upon your return. And then another consideration, the other members of our family have been quite good in writing me so often and of course I had to give them the preference, though had you been there I should have waved all ceremony and dropped you a few lines at any rate, for I suppose my letters generally go the rounds. Even though they do not bear inspection: I received one from Sister Mollie this morning inclosing Aunt Lucy's. I suppose they will soon begin to look for Mary. How I wish for Aunt L. would accompany her. She writes so affectionately and seems so anxious to see all her relatives and friends. She says she wants to come over to see something of the War. Do you not think she could be gratified? The sad changes wrought in Old Orange by it alone would be enough to shock and sadden her heart. I hope Monsieur Taylor may get his due in the coming campaign. I would like to be the one to greet him with a bullet. Don't you think he deserves such, though he seems sorry he ever thus acted. Will Willie T. postpone his marriage now until Mary's arrival? He ought for she will be dreadfully disappointed if he does not. Please say to Cousin Vic I am anxiously looking for an answer to my letter. Suppose you saw Willie Buffington while in Richmond. Eugie writes me she expects to go down soon to attend Cousin Martha S. marriage. Eugie is a sweet girl and is one of the best correspondents I ever had. Why don't some of you write her. She always inquires about some of this family when she writes. I promised I would give Champe a scolding (I generally spell this word wrong. Did you ever notice it?) for being so neglectful but I think mine have ceased to be of any virtue, so will merely remind her of the fact. Suppose she is occupied all the time with her many beaus but this is not sufficient excuse. Ask her if Gen. Pizzini has any vacant place that she can secure for me, if so she must do it, for I do not intend to remain here after this month. Just think I am a plagued conscript. If I can't get some place I am stout and hardy enough to rough it as a private. Do you not candidly think I ought to be in the Army. I am over 18. I think I have been very obedient in remaining here as long as I have, and only done so because I hated to go contrary to the wish of a fond and devoted Mother. I think Mother might very willingly give her consent now that the prospect of the war ending soon is very great. Write me your views on the subject. I got a long letter some time ago from Sister S. brother Hay added a post script of a few lines (2) and said he would write one in a few days which I suppose will be a few months. He has neglected to send my deposit until this time (after the first of Apr) when he will I suppose have to loose right much money, owing to the change in currency. He should not be so negligent especially when money matters are concerned. Glad to hear Bob is so well satisfied and likes the service so well. It will be the making of him, I mean his health, don't you agree with me? Hope he has some rank and is in the line of promotion. Know he will climb high in the intimation of his superiors. He must make himself the worthy representative of the Stanard family. I suppose his being separated from his darling Mol goes rather hard with him, but he must learn to stand it like a true soldier. I guess he will think this is great advice. Mollie writes they are quite worried about her sugar and liquors not having been heard from. It will indeed be quite a serious affair if they never turn up or come to hand. Was sorry to hear of the loss of your cow. What do you so for milk? It is something we never may our eyes on here. Our fare is not good by any means, been feeding us off [Stanard purposefully omits word here] beef. (I don't like to use the word) for some time, and I hardly ever get enough bread to eat. It is a hard matter though to satisfy our appetites we take so much exercise, drilling, \u0026 c. and then our meals are so regular. I believe I have really grown a little since last Summer, and know I have fattened, weigh 137 lbs. Tried on some of my summer clothes a few nights ago out of curiosity. You know they were full large for me then. Now my jacket won't meet around me, and my pants require a little sugar or molasses on my shoes to induce them to come down a little. Sister did you ever see anything like the snow and rain we have been having for the last week or ten days. The clouds really seem weakened from exhaustion, but after two days of spring weather, they seem to have been replenished as it were, and from the present appearances, out doors, now I am inclined to think they are preparing to take us by storm. I wrote before how we suffered during the cold weather for the want of fire. It was the same this last spell, had to have suspension and let us lay in our beds to keep from freezing. Old Spex was well prepared to meet his own individual comfort. Plenty of the best coal that could be started in peace times. We were not at all indignant at his having suspension. I believe the majority of the boys preferred it and the cold weather to fire. Very natural feeling for school boys. One if my roommates has just come in and told me the mail would be taken up in a few minutes. So I shall have to bring my letter to a close. I did intend giving you an account of a review of the Corps by Gen. Rossum. Will do so in my next. I guess I have already tired you with such a long letter. I have not time to read it over and make the necessary corrections, so please excuse all mistakes. Give my best love to all the family, and for yourself \u0026 baby and the little ones. Accept that which is due from a fond and devoted brother.\nJ.B.S.","V.M.I. April the 24th 1864","My darling Mother\nYour long and interesting letter has been received and I have been intending for the last two or three days to answer it, but something has always interfered and prevented my good intentions. You say that you had begun to get uneasy at my silence, for fear I might be sick. Why I wrote two or three letters home but a very short time ago. I can't imagine what became of them. I seems to me that I am always writing home but very seldom get letters from there myself. You all are not as good about writing as you ought to be. I am not alluding to you but to the other members of the family. I have not as yet heard a word from Hay and the $9.00. Am going to drop him a few lines this evening. I am dead broke at present, wish the check would hurry up and make its appearance. Had to borrow some money the other night to go up town and get some thing to eat. They are starving us out now. Don't give us half enough bread, miserable rye coffee without sugar or milk (and it has caused an eruption to break out on a good many of the Cadets, I believe it is a prison) and for the last two weeks they have been giving us nothing but rotten beef. I declare it is perfectly awful. Old Spex has some 50 or 60 barrels of it put away and will keep feeing us on it. An old scamp, he has about ten or eleven barrels of molasses and won't give us any. All the cadets are grumbling and asking him for it. I am glad to hear Bob has improved so much and is so well please with his place. Didn't I tell you he would be. Hope he is up near [home] now. Mother you ask me why I don't call Mollie Sister when I write. I was not aware before that I failed to do so. It was thoughtlessness on my part I can assure her and not for the want of love that I did not make use of sister instead of Mollie. Why I am sure my letters to her have always been very affectionate. I hope she will banish all idea that I meant anything by my manner of writing. Well Mother every body (or Cadet at least) has been right much excited today to join in the coming battle. You need not be surprised if I am one, if they raise a company I shall join. Remember I will be 19 on the 27th of this month and ought to be ashamed of myself to be here. When you are advised to keep me here as long as possible, people don't know my age, and of course they would not tell you they thought I ought to be in the army. They are going to take us in service I expect in July out in the mountains here. But I prefer being with Lee. Mother I don't want to desert or be shipped from here against your wish, therefore I beg that you will write me permission to resign, and I can then use my own discretion whether I will or not. If you give your consent, mention that it is concerned with family matters (except name) that prevents your sending me here longer. Mother I hope you will not let what I have written distress you. You should be more firm and patriotic and want me to be in the army, but this is an unnatural feeling for an affectionate Mother like yourself. When is the big fight to come off. Is there any chance of its taking place in Orange. I think the Yankees are going to get the worst whipping that they have ever gotten, and it will almost wind up the war. If Lee whips them, he ought to follow up his victory and drive them as far North as he can, the same time burning all their cities. Well dear Mother I have written you quite a long letter, and one I have no doubt you will be sorry to see. The mail will be taken up in a short while, so I shall have to bring my letter to a close. Wish I had something interesting to write about, and now darling Mother with love to all the family and oceans to your sweet self I must bid you good evening. Hoping what I have written will not cause you trouble and that I will soon hear from you\nI am as ever your\nown darling boy\nBev.","I am in want of draws.","Virginia Military Institute\nMay the 9th 1864","My darling Mother\nHere I am, no longer a freeman, but a prisoner within the lofty walls of the V.M.I. I reached here safely on Friday evening and it has been a source of regret to me ever since, that I should have been goose enough to leave when I did. And have to leave my trunk behind. So much for not taking the advice of a wise man (Mr. Chapman). Doubtless they told you at the village about my being left by the train. I did not care myself but I was afraid poor brother would swear himself to death about it was the only reason which actuated me to promptness in acquiring some means of conveyance to take me to Gordonsville, and after all I did not get there in time to see him, but unfortunately in time for the Staunton train. Plague on it! I wish it had left before I got there. I should certainly have returned after getting there and finding the Richmond train gone, had I not feared that I would be greeted by a scolding from some member of the family. Yes, I expect all of you would have pitched into me. Even Mr. C. for driving his horse so far and not listening to him on the first place. Just think, if I had remained I could have seen some of the Yankee prisoners, and heard something of the result of the fight. My trunk has not reached me yet. I hope it may not be lost. I would like to see the person that I would leave it behind for again. I wrote to Nat Catlette about it this morning. I hope Mr. Chapman wrote when he sent my trunk up. He seemed very much amused at me when I found it was left. I didn't blame him, for I imagine I was quite a laughable object about that time. I was so worried I came very near letting an ugly word escape my mouth, I wonder if I didn't. I went to see some young ladies while I was in Staunton, staid until half past eleven had no idea it was so late. Met with one of the most interesting and agreeable and pretty young ladies I have seen since the War. A Miss Gregory, refugee from Alexandria. She is the one Madame [?] at one time, said Vandergrift was engaged to. I was sorry to see that Col. Brown was killed. Suppose Brig. Gen Stanard \u0026 Long win in the fight. The stage has come in this evening but bring no news, this is generally the way. Tell brother William is he hasn't too much to do I wish he would keep me posted as to the movement of our army. I received his letter, thank him for attending to my trunk for me. Tell Sister Mary she ought to have been at home that morning and not down at the depot. She urged me to go to Goville [Gordonsville] anyhow. Hope Mr. Shaw didn't think anything of the manner in which I told him goodbye I was in a big hurry about that time. Tomorrow there will be a suspension of academic duties in order to raise the flag sent from Europe, over the grave of out lamented leader Jackson. Well Mother it has been very warm all day, and this evening I had to attend drill for two hours. Wound up with 2 charges 100 yards across the parade on on pretend breastworks. It was very exciting in the first charge I was the first to mount the dreaded works. In the second the 3rd man, but as I was so fat and excited, I had to leave ranks at Dress Parade from a violent headache and fainty feeling. But I have rested and feel all right and ready for another now. The drum is beating for tattoo so I must close. I only wrote to let you know I had arrived safely. Please write soon. I am anxious to hear the result of the battle, who of our friends were killed. Good night, with much love to all,\nI am as ever yr darling boy\nBev.","P.S. Excuse this miserable scrawl.","Staunton May the 12th 1864","My darling Mother\nNo doubt a letter written from this place will take you greatly by surprise. Well to relieve your anxiety I will tell you before going further and keep you from uneasiness. On Tuesday night an order came from Gen. Breckenridge calling us immediately to Staunton. In obedience to his orders we fixed up and left on Wednesday Morning at half past 8, marched 18 miles by half past 2. when we camped. The roads were very good but were quite dusty and then it was very warm. This morning we left camp under quite different circumstances, it having rained during the night and has continued to do so all day. The roads were awful perfect loblolly all the way and we had to wade through like hogs. We came 18 miles from 5 to 12 however and are tonight encamped one mile out of town. I have run the blockade and come in to take tea with Cary Taylor, and that I might write this letter. Am I not good? I have a strong notion of staying in until 2 tonight with him so as to dry of[f] for I have been like a wet mouse all day. So disagreeable in camp. We will leave in the morning early and expect to have to march to Harrisonburg (down the Valley) a distance of 26 miles. The Yankees are reported coming up the Valley with a force of 9000 strong. Our Corps will run Gen. B. up to 5000 maybe more. I hope we may be able to lick them out. I have suffered more with my feet this march (so far) than I ever did on all the others together. I hope to get me a more comfortable pair of shoes when this will be remedied. I got my trunk the evening before I left all safe. It was in the nick of time and my biscuit and ham for my rations. If you want to write to me direct your letter to me at this place Care of Edmond M. Taylor, Staunton, he will send them to me. I expect we will be down out this time for some weeks. I told you that you had better let me join Lee at once that this could be the way, but you must not make yourself uneasy about me. I will take care of myself. One of my messmates from this place is going to fill my haversack with something better than what we draw so I wont suffer for some days at any rate, though I hope not at all. Well darling Mother I have written enough I suppose to relieve your mind as to our destination so I must stop and go in the parlor. Some young ladies there. You will have a hard time trying to make this out I shan't undertake it. Saw Fedic T. this evening. Give my love to all [acquaintance] \u0026 friends. Hope Bob come out all right and all the Berry Hill friends \u0026 visitors. I shall write when ever I have an opportunity. And now dear Mother that I may be spared to see you all again, and that you may continue in good health will be the nightly prayer of Your darling Boy Bev.","The Southern Telegraph Companies.\nReceived at Orange CH, May 16, 1864\nFrom Staunton. To W. H. Chapman\nCadet Stanards body is at New Market I presume.\nS. Yates","Telegram Fragment.\nReceived at Orange C.H. May 16 [1864]\nBy telegraph from Harrisonburg.\nB. Stanard was k[illed]\nwill be sent to","Life\nLife has beautifully and appropriately been compared to an Ocean, whose surges when the storm sweeps over its surface, bear a striking resemblance to that portion of our life in which troubles and cares beset us, and whose smooth surface when there is nothing to disturb its accustomed tranquility, bears a simile to that portion of our existence in which the busy scenes of this life are laid aside and which has been fitly called the \"sunset\" of life, often the billows of the ocean, when the pitiless storm sweeps over its surface with unrelenting fury rise to such a height that it is with great difficulty that vessels can ride triumphantly on them and bid defiance to their efforts as it were to bury them beneath their briny folds. Numerous are the instances in which vessels have sprung a leak in spite of all the efforts of the sailors to prevent it, have sunk to the bottom of the sea where so many have found an unwelcome and watery. On the other hand when there is nothing to disturb its peaceful waters, and when the sun, unobstructed by clouds from the view is reflected on its polished breast, vessels sail with security to their destined ports whence to discharge their freight. Such is a simile of our existence when the troubles and cares of this life agitate it and also when our cares and troubles are forgotten. Often during life when misfortune seems determined to claim us for her own and when cares beset us at every step, it takes all the moral courage we can summon to our aid to enable us to triumph over them, and at last [reach] the harbors of happiness. The latter scene is like old age, the \"Sunset\" of life, when the busy pursuits of life are laid aside and when you have determined to trust your frail bark no longer to the stormy sea, but float quietly down, a stormless sea too that harbor which is called, \"The End of Life\" Well has the poet exclaimed \"Thou, too, art a sailor, and time is the sea, And life the frail vessel that upholdeth thee.\"\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet B. Stanard\nTo\nDr. Madison","War\nOf all the punishments which Divine Providence sees fit to inflict upon a sinful nation, none so severe as that of war, which is now being so frightfully carried on throughout this once peaceful and prosperous republic. Although I am well aware, that this is a subject on which better pens than mine have exhausted their eloquence, yet I think, especially at a time like this, it is one, on which we may profitably reflect.\nFrom the Statesman to the school boy, Every one is occupied with this absorbing topic. \nThe preacher from the pulpit thunders into our ears threats of the increased wrath of God, already visited upon us in this cruel war. The poor man shudders at the thought of the coming winter, and curses the hard times and high prices. All alike seem to think it an unmitigated evil. But it would be far better for us to trust in the old saying, \"Look on the bright side,\" and I think that if we would allow the exercise of a little reason, we may bring ourselves to believe that there is a bright side to this picture. I do believe that it is a punishment, but that as a loving father corrects his erring son, so it is send for our own good. Let us but suppose there were no such punishments for mankind, and what would this world of ours be? We may but turn to the pages of history, and selecting a few from the many examples before us, find a sad response to this question. Look at Rome! For hundreds of years enemies without and fierce dissentions within, had humbled her proud eagles, and at length she stands without a rival, none dare call her enemy. But prosperity has accomplished that which her enemies have in vain assayed and the \"City of Seven Hills\" lies prostrate at the feet of her own vices. A handful of barbarians have devastated her fair provinces and beautiful cities, and Rome is no more. Look to England. Twice she has been intensely overrun and ground under the feet of Roman and Norman invaders. And behold the fruit of suffering. England the mistress of the seas! But a speck on the map of the world she has possessions on which the sun never sets. And lastly, we have a striking striking example in our own once peaceful land. After a comparatively short contest, she has enjoyed blessings totally unprecedented in the history of a nation of free government, the most beautiful country in the world, and a large territory, nothing seemed wanting to fill up the measures of her happiness. But what were its effects? A Government rotten to its very core, and an effeminate people, divided into little factions. The smiles of prosperous fortune has accomplished that which our enemies tried in vain and War, the only specific for a nations diseases, has come upon us.\nLet us bear it like men, and remember that terrible as it is there are evils far worse.\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet Stanard","\"Berry Hill\"\nOrange Ct Ho\nJuly 28th 1864","Cadet L.C. Wise\nI scarcely know how to thank my dear young friend for his thoughtful kindness, \u0026 beautiful tribute to the memory of our dear one, now sleeping under the shadows of his own home! Tis true my dear friend no earthly consolation can be given to sooth entirely the heart sorrow we are all compelled to bear, but it is sweet \u0026 above all things comforting to hear his praises from those among whom he lately dwelled! Your name sounds like a household word- so often has it fallen from his dear lips. Indeed I feel as if I know all his roommates, \u0026 could call them Brothers. Most anxious were we to have them come and see us. We have received such evidence of their generous hearted tender thoughtfulness that we long to express in words our gratitude. I should have answered all their letters received with much pleasure, but yours is the first which bears a \"Post Mark\". Will you not extend for us, to his friends, from whom we have received letters- \"W. Overton Harris\" \"Jn S. Wise\" \"Ed\"ward Harvie Smith Jr.\" \"E. Berkley\" our sincere thanks \u0026 say to each that we would be most happy to return our gratitude in person, \u0026 to none would give such a warm welcome to our home \u0026 hearts, as the friends of our darling Brother! Now that you all have vacation we would be glad to have a visit from you, a sad but pleasant","Hd Qrs Arty Corps V.D.\nAug 3d 1864","My Darling Mother\nI have anticipated the pleasure of sending you a letter for some time but being so continually on the wing have been deprived of doing so. To day being my birthday have concluded to write and I hope I shall not be molested by any couriers riding up with orders to move until my letter is finished.","I have written Mollie so often giving her all the news (which of course you get through her) that there is but little left me to day to make up a letter. Still I know my Darling Mother will be glad to get my letter though it may be a very dull one. And then too I am aware of my inability to write a letter which will compare with those you are mow deprived of by the death of that Darling \u0026 Christian child. Still my Dear Mother, that feeling shall not deter me from writing and I trust to God that in the deprivation you have sustained in those sweet \u0026 loving letters, mine may serve to cheer you, and assure you have a son whose love is as great as a child's could be, although he may be incompetent to control words to express that love. I know my Darling Mother how you miss those sweet letters from that dear child, and feel how very incompetent I am to send you such messages of love as he always sent, still feeling assured of bearing you all the love a dutiful son can bear I commence this letter (knowing as I have before marked) it will be properly appreciated while at the same time hoping it may serve to cheer you \u0026 assure you that you have those dear ones to live for who love you very dearly \u0026 for whose sake you should cheer up, and not grieve for that lost one taken from this world of sin \u0026 trouble to dwell with his God on high.","I was much distressed my dear Mother to hear you were suffering so much with your old complaint, dysphasia, and hope ere this reaches you you will have been entirely relieved, have you any of the Alleghany water left and do you continue to drink it. Mollie writes me she is making you take bitters regularly which she thinks benefits you. You must continue to take your tonic and not think of the spirit you consume. \nNo doubt your trip to the village benefitted you a good deal, a change is a great thing sometimes. You should ride every evening.","I wrote Mollie yesterday and just after sending of my letter received hers of the 24th by Bester's boy. He also brought my over cape which I was glad to get. I wrote Aunt Lucy long letter and left it at Martinsburg to be mailed when the Yankees get possession. We are now encamped at a place called Bunkers Hill but don't think we shall remain here very long. Here comes Genl. Early's courier, wonder what order he brings.","Just what I expected, the order is to cook two days rations and be ready to move at day light tomorrow. This will not however interfere with my letter writing to day. I have no idea which way we will move but every body seems to think up the Valley. I hope it may be so for I am always better satisfied when moving towards the dear ones at home. Why has brother never written how he managed to remain at home. I don't know to this day in what position he is in the service still. I hear he is still at home. I shall be truly glad to know that he is permanently stationed there. We were all very much rejoiced at Hood's victory but fear it was only temporary. If he can whip Sherman in front of Atlanta his army will be destroyed. We have a rumor here to day (Coming from Baltimore paper Sun by some of the Citizens at Charlestown) that Genl. Lee has given Grant another terrible whipping. I trust it will prove true and that it will force Grant to get away from Richmond. Our army here is recuperating considerably and is as strong now as when it first started. All the stragglers lost on the long march around have been gathered up.","Was very glad to hear you had a fine rain in Orange. It will do some good although much more may be needed. We have had lowering clouds here for several days but no rain and the people are almost in despair. They will make no corn at all. I hope Mr. Shaw will make more than he thinks. We can get no vegetables in this country. I sent Lewis fifteen miles yesterday and he returned with one pound of butter and one doz eggs. Mollie writes me that all the children had the whooping cough. I hope they will all get through it easily. I was glad to hear you enjoyed the cheese so much. You must not let the others have too much of it but keep it for your own use. What sort of an article did the tea turn out. Good I hope. So Tom wants to wait until after the war to get married. If he does he will not get Vic. He can I think make arrangements now that would put him in a position to marry at once. I am going to write him a few lines to day. Mollie writes me Mrs. Fry objects. Why is this. How does Aunt Octavia and uncle [?] like it. They should be delighted. My horse hurt her foot about a week ago so I have been in the ambulance while on the march. She is well again, but I fear she is too young for service. She is a splendid animal \u0026 if I could get another to ride wound send her to Mr. Shaw for light service. What is the matter with [Ross?] Hear he is at home sick. I suppose Mollie calls on Aunt Martha \u0026 uncle Jaq. very often. Tell her I expect to hear of a dreadful intimacy between herself \u0026 the former. Early's campaign up here is looked upon as a failure by every one. He is fit to command nothing but a division [that] under General Lee. I heard Mrs. Gordon was at Winchester but hardly believe it. If she is there she has seen very little of the Genl. as I know he had not left his command to visit her. I feel too sorry for poor Jane Carter. Has she gone south, poor soul. I hope she will fine with her husband's relatives a kind \u0026 good home. Doubtless he will leave her well off as he was considered rich. Well my Darling Mother, I must bring my letter to a close as I must write several others to day. Give my love to all and kiss the children for me and believe me ever My Dearest Mother\nYour fond \u0026 devoted son\nRobt\n24 to day. Feel quite aged.","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n11 Jany 1865","My Darling Mother\nI have been intending to write to you for several days but have been kept from doing so in consequence of having a great deal of writing to do for the office. [Shook] being absent on a 15 day furlough I have to do all his work during his absence and we have had more to do since his departure than for 6 months previous. I rec'd a letter from brother several days since dated the 1th Dec. and would send it to you to read but it is merely a business letter and he writes no one must read it. He was still stationed at a battery some distance from the city but expected in a short time to receive through Judge Campbell an appointment as Ordnance Sgt placed on duty there. I hope sincerely he may not be disappointed. He writes me he has made very little money since I left him and that his expenses are very heavy. When he gets back to town he hopes to be able to make something. He writes me Sallie and the little ones are very well and that Willie is the prettiest child in the city of Mobile. The baby he says has hair like Chandler. I am sorry for this, Mr. Chandler is fast declining and he says he will not live but a short time longer. Mr. John Battle was there and he thought he was giving away every day. I was truly sorry to hear this as we were led to believe he was better, at the time he wrote this. Was great excitement in the city caused by the approach of the enemy. Said the bells were ringing \u0026 things were in a mess generally. He congratulated himself that he was out of the excitement being over at his battery in the bay.","Mollie wrote you of her safe arrival the day after she got here and told you how nicely she was fixed and now I regret to tell you after all out trouble to get fixed etc. that Genl. Long had concluded to move his Hd Qrs to Staunton so we will have to look out quarters there. He took command to day and will move the office in a few days. Col. Carter's command will be here so he will remain here. Dr. [Straith] has gone to Staunton to see what can be done in the way of accommodations but I feel certain we will not be as comfortably or agreeably fixed as we would eventually have been here. I shall hate very much to part with Col. Carter and not be with Mrs. C as she would be such a pleasant person for Mollie to be with. I wish Genl. Long would let the Dr. \u0026 myself remain down here. I have done a good deal of work for nothing. Hereafter will do nothing until every thing is definitely settled. The Genl. inquired particularly after you all. He is looking very well but I don't think well by any means. This is a miserable neighborhood, the meanest people I ever saw and the greatest [extortionists]. I wish the Yankees would come here and take every thing they have got.","Now that Mollie is away from you and you will not have the benefit of my letters to her I intend to write you regularly. Mollie will I know keep you all posted besides. How I wish we could have been stationed near Orange, that we could have seen more of you all during the winter. Never mind I am entitled to a furlough which I will take after a while and spend it with you all. Mollie seems very happy being with me and I am too happy at having her. Matilda does first rate and I am too thankful that you allowed us to have her. Mollie could not have done without a maid. Mollie rec'd Fan's note by Botts yesterday. He went on up to Staunton. She has some nice brooms to send Fan.","With much love to all\nYour devoted son\nRobert\nMollie sends love to all.\nThis was written in a hurry","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n16 Jany 1865","My Dear Mother\nI wrote you a short letter last week since which we have heard nothing from Orange. Mollie wrote you I had been up to Staunton to procure rooms as Genl. Long had moved his HdQuarters to that place and would of course require my presence there. I am happy to state that after much trouble I yesterday succeeded in getting board with Mrs. Harman a widow lady and on very moderate terms. We will be delightfully fixed when we get settled. We will move up tonight and take possession. Hope after getting settled this time we will not have to move again as it gives much trouble. We will be some two or three squares from Mrs. Long and a little farther from the Dr. I regret exceedingly breaking up our arrangements here as we would have been all together. We will too lose Mrs. Carters pleasant company which we are both very sorry for. Col. Carter will remain down here and of course Mrs. Carter will prefer being with him although the Col. is much in favor of her going to Staunton as she would have no society here at all.","Mollie wishes her bonnet box with bonnet sent up by first good opportunity or by express if it can be done. She says the key is on her bunch of keys in her large black trunk. She will require her bonnet to wear to church. I am exceed[ing]ly glad we will be where I can attend church regularly as I have been debarred of the pleasure for some time. Tell Fan I saw Mrs. Long on Saturday and she inquired after all. She seems a very fine woman and is delighted at having us in Staunton. Tell  Champe that Dr. [McGuire] is the finest dressed man in Staunton. All of old Early's staff seem to be having a very gay time. Dr. Straith went to the wedding and came home disgusted of course. Says he spent the entire night in getting out of other people's way. They had a fine [supper] the Dr. has heard nothing more from his wife but is looking for her every day. I hope sister wrote and explained to Cousin Eliza my dispatch. I sent it at the Dr.'s request. He thinking his wife might have reached that place. Corbin Welford is going to Culpepper to look for her in a few days. The weather had been very fine for the last week and I hope will continue so. No doubt the bright sun has persuaded you just to peek your head out of the door. Matilda is still much pleased. I will keep a good watch over her in Staunton and try and return her improved as Mollie will learn her to be very patient. Has Vic heard anything from Tom recently. Willie was here today and says they have heard nothing from him for months. Hope Vic put an end to Hardy's coming to see him. His independence in staying so long at uncle E's beat anything I ever heard of. Mollie would have written today but has been busy packing. She will write as soon as we get to Staunton. Tell Champe she might write us often.","Mollie joins me in much love to all. Tell Sister I will write her very soon.","As ever your fond \u0026 affect.\nSon\nRobert","Many of these letters, as well as material from other sources and background information, appear in the book \"Letters of a New Market Cadet\", edited by John G. Barrett and Robert K. Turner, Jr. (Chapel Hill, University of North Carolina Press, 1961).","The Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers (approximately 20 items) consist of letters from Cadet Stanard to his family (dated 1863 to 1864), a telegram concerning Stanard's body, letters from his brother Robert to their mother (dated 1865), and two essays written at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards ice skating on the frozen river, attending church, academics, and demerits.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia to his sister. Letter regards family health matters and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards financials, family matters, and daily life at VMI.","Letter written from \"Camp Jackson.\" Letter regards a trip to Staunton, Virginia, the Corps of Cadets leaving VMI to reinforce Stonewall Jackson, and family matters.","Letter regards family matters and daily life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards cadet life, family matters, and a desire to fight in the war.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards march to Camp Staunton, Virginia and family matters.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, Christmas dinner, cadet life, and finances.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards ice skating, George Washington's birthday, finances, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards receipt of a package, family matters, \"greening\" of a cadet, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards winter weather, cadet life, fortifications of VMI, and a desire to enter the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, a desire to join the Army, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances, potential for battle, and a request to resign and join the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards return to VMI, family matters, cadet life, and suspension of academic duties to honor the anniversary Stonewall Jackson's death.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards orders from General Breckenridge to march to Staunton, news of the Civil War, and life at camp.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and the location of his body.","Written from Harrisonburg, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard.","Two essays written for an assignment at VMI.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on life.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on war.","Stanard family letters written after the death of Cadet Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and envelopes addressed to family members.","Four letters. One letter fragment (dated July 28, 1864) is from Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sister to VMI Cadet Louis C. Wise and mentions the death of her brother. Three letters (dated 1864-1865) are written from Stanard's brother Robert to their mother.","Written from Orange County, Virginia by one of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sisters. Letter regards the death of her brother.","Written from Bunker Hill, Virginia. Letter regards to Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death, family matters, and news of the Civil War.","Written from Fishersville, Virginia. Letter regards family matters and troop movements.","Written from Head Quarters Army V.D. Letter regards traveling to Staunton, Virginia and family matters.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters and financials.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death at the Battle of New Market.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death.","Written from Christiansburg, Virginia. Letter regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death and family matters.","Manuscript collections in the VMI Archives are made available for educational and research use. The VMI Archives should be cited as the source. The user assumes all responsibility for identifying and satisfying any copyright holders. Materials from our collections may not be redistributed, published or reproduced without permission from the VMI Archives. 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Quite to the contrary, for the last weeks I have been having a good time skating. The river was frozen over beautifully for miles. As we were not doing any studying, the Examination being past over. We were all allowed to go. I wish you could have seen the river. It looked like a flock of black birds was on it. I never saw boys seem to enjoy themselves more. Could play [bandy], fox \u0026 goose and many other games to afford us amusement. Sandie P. \u0026 Sisters \u0026 some other ladies were down to see us. Sandy seemed to be a very awkward skater and would get some pretty falls sometimes which added to my fun. I think he is stuck up quite much. I haven't spoken to him yet. I attended Church this morning. Saw his wife there, do not think she is pretty. The [G]  has only preached for us once since he came here, but gave us an excellent sermon then. I suppose in this Peach has reached Orange \u0026 [camp]. He called to see me one evening and only remained about half an hour, promised he would come again the day after and said I must have a letter for him to take home for me, but he never made his appearance. I stayed from church hoping to see him \u0026 show him the VMI sights. He was staying out in the country about three miles. Wanted me to go with him but could not do so. I never saw a boy so changed in my life. Had a little beard and then he was dressed in real soldier style. I don't think I should have known him had I seen him in a crowd. He said himself Geo. M had been having a good time out in the country for 18 days. Really glad they have gotten furloughs for they have both been good soldiers and deserve them. Hope they may be able to reach home. Mr. M seemed somewhat taken with poor Lewis Williams old flame Miss Darden. Wilson Newman called to see me a few days ago. And going from his looks, I think the army must agree with him. Am glad our Orange boys are all so pleasantly stationed. Mother tell Champ to write what has become of [Mr. G]. I feel so sorry for him. Doubtless in this you have received my report and have been worried about the way I have wasted my time \u0026 gotten demerits etc. in the last six months. Myself as well as many others have done but little studying. We have lost about one and a half months going out of these plagued marches and still Old Spex hasn't made a single allowance in the examination and I would not be surprised if there are not 150 cadets shipped soon for being unjustly unjustly found deficient, some over 18, and others for demerits. 15 were shipped yesterday, one of my roommates goes [__] tomorrow, for demerits. Spex a grand old scoundrel coins money by this as most of them have made their deposits which is $600. I think you must not be surprised to see me at any time as my number of demerits is past one hundred, though most of them I got for over staying furlough, and may yet be removed. I shall write to brother in a day or two for money to pay what I owe to Old Spex. Mother to give you an idea what sort of person Gen. S. is after our return from our last march, the government sent up 300 pairs of shoes for the Cadets as presents or to pay for our own that we wore out and now Gen. S. will not let a Cadet have a pair if he has gotten shoes from the Institute within the last 6 month, and if a Cadet is shipped before he can get them, they fall in Spex's hands, who furnishes all his darkeys with a good pair. I shall try hard to get mine, tho' don't expect to wear them, they are course army shoes worth at the present prices 30 or 40 dollars. I have a pair I bought before I went on the march that will do me, so I shall keep mine (if I get them) for Henry, unless he is well supplied. Mother you recollect the box I was so concerned about, it made it to us, after being on the way only 19 days. Although the things were rather old \u0026 stale, yet everything went good even the turkey. I tell you we were not a long time emptying the box. We were all very agreeably surprised yesterday by the receipt of another box for one of our roommates. It contained a splendid ham, two elegant rich cakes  and any quantity of little molasses cakes, sausages, molasses, apples, etc. I never enjoyed anything more. I certainly did justice to it myself. I hope Mr. L has laid in a good supply of provisions. How does Eliza do now. Hope she may not give you all troubles. I can imagine I see the difference in her cooking \u0026 aunt Phoebe's, and hear you complain. Well Mother you see I am 'bout run out for something to write about so I guess I had better stop altogether. You must excuse led pencil, I wrote with, is because I wanted to write fast (which the bad writing \u0026 mistakes will bear evidence of) in order to finish it without being interrupted by any roll call. It seems to me I now commence a letter but what I am called of by the tap of the drum to attend some call. It is really worrying. Well Mother, I shall prepare myself to receive a good scholding [sic] from you soon. You must not be too hard upon me, [phrase unclear] made to stay here for my own good, but at the same time greatly against my will. And now with love to all and a due portion for your darling self,\nI am as ever yr affect\nSon J. B. S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFebruary the 20th 1863","My Dear Sister,\nHaving honored all the family with a letter, except your sweet self, Have determined to drop you a few lines (Tonight since I have no lessons to get.) to show you that you have not been forgotten. The letter I wrote Champe, you were justly entitled to, but as she wrote me such a long letter first, and I had to answer, thought had better do it at once. So you must not think anything of the step I took. I received dear sisters letter yesterday. And you cannot imagine what pleasure it gave me to read it and particularly that part in which it spoke of my darling mother, being so much improved in health. God grant that it may continue to do so, is my sincere prayer. It makes me feel like a new person almost, when I think about it. And Oh! If I could just be there to see her enjoy it. What I would not give? And just to think I have only been here one month today, and have five more long weary ones to spend here. It is awful to think about. But at the end of that time, I must have a furlough. In spite of everything. The boys all laugh at the idea of my expecting even to get one but I guess they will laugh out of the other side of their mouths, In July, when they see me going home. If I staid here I would have to go in Camp and drill, but I think I will get enough of it before them. You would laugh to see me going through double quick step. I look like a frog in the act of jumping. I see I will have to lay my letter aside until tomorrow when I endeavor to finish it though it will not leave here before Monday. Saturday. Have been down today to see them at Mrs. B[ull]'s. Capt. B[ull] has returned from Richmond. Came by G[ordons]ville. Wish he had run on down to Orange, might have sent my things by him. Phil Hiden is trying to get a furlough to go down to Charlottesville to see his brother James married. (To take place on Friday night I believe) If he succeeds, he will come on to Orange, so that will be a good opportunity to send my box. Says he will bring it. I also want my pants that (dark brown) Bob gave me sent. Repair them if they need it, before you send them. The surprise party to the Maj.'s was grand. If I had been there I should have made the girls get before. So that I might be sure they would not fall or get in the mud again. There is so much gold lace, and brass buttons in Orange now that a poor private stands no chance. The girls hardly glance at one, I guess. While I am writing they are drawing a cannon out on the parade ground to test it. I am going out there to see it fired. Bum! She goes; and the boys tremble \u0026 run. I stand my ground. The gun proves a good one. Scott \u0026 myself went up town today to get some thing to eat. Succeeded in getting some pies. Tomorrow is the 22nd and Gen. Smith told Capt. Bull if he could get the turkeys, he might give us a big dinner, but as he cannot get them, we will have the same old fare, Beef \u0026 Bread. I am in hopes there will be a suspension of Studdies until tuesday. (Private) Sister asked if I ever saw the little Madisons. Am sorry to say I have not, And moreover I don't expect to, from what I can hear. Don't say anything about this? I heard from good authority that the children were not allowed to wear socks, until that one \n(the youngest) had its feet frost-bitten. I feel sorry for the little darlings. Mrs. M is master. And every one easily perceives it. Let no one see this but the family? I have seen Mrs. Newman at Church, have never spoken to her, will go up with Scott soon to see her. There is no episcopal preacher here, but they expect to call Henry A. Wise, Jr. hope they may. Have very good music at the Presbyterian church. Sister Mollie certainly is good about writing so often, and her letters are so interesting and amusing. You all must continue to send them over whenever you get them. I intend to write to her soon. It is time for brother to be answering my letter. I think Mr. C. has acted quite strangely. It is too provoking. Tell Mother boiling over does no good. She had better remain quiet. And Mr. S[haw] is in Lynchburg. I wish I could run down to see him. Suppose it was business that took him there. Hope the army have not pressed any of his corn. He must be much incommoded in his farming by not being at Berry Hill. Sunday the 22nd. Ground covered in snow nearly a foot deep and still falling fast. What awful weather we have had in the last month for our army. They must suffer. I never saw such a country as this in my life. And every boy agrees with me. It is either raining or snowing all the time. Write me word what Mrs. R. brought. Wish she had brought my shoes \u0026 knife. And Willy [Fry] has gone to be married. What will take place next. Expect Peach (poor fellow) would liked to have accompanyed him. He is fortunate in being out of the army now. Oh! Fan. How I would like to see you all. I sometimes think that it will be impossible for me to stay away from my dear home and those for whom my love is so great, until July. How is Miss Summer. Give my love to her and tell her I think of her often. Well dear Sister I have written you quite a long letter. You must make due excuses for this miserable ink and writing. Kiss dear little Mary for me and tell her she must not forget Uncle Bev. Be a good girl and tell her when he I[sic] come home I will bring her some good. Give oceans of love to Mr. S[haw] and all the family, and accept for yourself a true brothers love.\nHoping you are all well I bid you Goodbye!\nBeverly","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 14th 1863","My darling Mother\nI received your letter a few days ago also the cloth. Hiden was on the way a week, or more. Which has been the reason why you have not heard from me sooner. I wrote home last Friday as usual but I wrote it in such a hurry and did not even read it over. I really felt ashamed to send it. Know I spelt a word wrong did you notice it? I know better. Well Mother Gen. Smith has at last gotten cloth, and as I had never had a suit my name was put down for one. I have had my jacket made at last so I now have or will have two suits which will do me until July. I don't know whether to have the cloth you sent me made into a pair of pants or sell it. If I have it made up I can save my new suit. I will send you some money by first opportunity. Need not get me any more cloth. How sad the death of poor Hugh Atkins, he was so imprudent. I suppose old Mrs. A is almost frantic, and it will have such a bad effect on Julia. Champe mentioned in her letter Miss Ellen B had gone deranged and been taken to the asylum. Where did she stay? I disremember her. Old Mrs. B has been sick for a week or more I suppose that must have been the cause of it. Be sure an[sic] write me word in your next. I was down to see them yesterday. I suppose your have commenced gardening, such pretty weather for it. It seems strange that I am not at it. Hope you are well enough to go out and superintend. As you are so devoted to it and can't help it. I am not surprised to hear about sister Mollie. She wrote to me and said she had fattened. In my answer I asked her \"Could it be that Ala air was purer than Va. and agreed with her better, Hardly!\" I am glad and then again I am sorry. I don't know why some of them out there do not write to me. Her letter is the only one I have received. I will not write to them until they do. I hope you have written to brother and given him a good scolding about that sugar. He deserves one. Does Ras T. intend to go South to live? Every body in Orange must be buying and selling. I suppose it is to invest their money which they have made by speculating. You will have a near neighbor now, Cousin H. \u0026 I think I should rather live at his old place than Mr. R. by far. I wrote you about making me collars did you ever get the letter. My cap must be black. When is Mary Taliaferro coming back, and so they ever hear from her. Give my love to all at Uncle E's. Suppose Annie is uneasy about her Johnny as the fight has begun. Myself and some of the other Cadets went fishing Saturday caught a few fish and a live ground hog which we had a good deal of fun out. Have to get up now at five, then drill for an hour also in the evening. I do not mind it so much now as it is rather more pleasant. We have abandoned the old drill and begun a new one (Hardie) which I much prefer. Mrs. Newman is in Orange, wish now I had gone to see her. How is Phil \u0026 wife getting along. Suppose they have not moved to Piedmont. Is there a prospect of much fruit at Berry Hill this season. Won't I miss Sisters cherries. I guess she feels lonesome without you all. Don't the children enjoy being at B.H. I expect they stay there all the time. How I would like to have a game of play with them. I expect Mary Beverly will be as wild as a buck soon. Kiss her for me and tell her to write to me. Mrs. C proceedings are shameful. Hope you may get everything back. Everything is so dull here that I have nothing to write interesting. They give us ham now occasionally. I send you a pattern of another collar, you may make some like it. Has Mr. Shaw enclosed his new plantation. Give my love to Miss Summer, tell her to write to me. I do not hear from home as often as I desire. How are the Spring gardens and are they as intimate since the dog quarrel. With much love to all and kisses around to the children I must bid you goodbye.\nAs ever your affect. Son\nBeverly","Send me Charlie Taliaferro direction. There is a Cadet who wants to write him. Excuse this miserable scrawl. What has become of Theodore G. Did he say anything about Taylor.","Camp Jackson Aug 28th 1863","My darling Mother,\nNo doubt you have been wondering what has become of your darling boy and the reason why he had not written before. Well dear Mother I will give you a few of my reasons which I hope will prove satisfactory. In the first place, after reaching Staunton and trotting around some time in search of Mr. G whom I succeeded in finding at last, and it then being too late for me to procure a seat on the stage. Mr. G begged me so very hard to remain over with him until the next day that I at last concluded to do so, knowing that one day longer would make no difference. I left Staunton about 4 ½ Wednesday morning and after a very pleasant trip (Having met with 3 or 4 Cadets returning) reached my old prison house at 1 p.m. and to my surprise found the Corps had left the evening before to reinforce Jackson. I then began to regret and censor myself very much for stopping over in Staun- but about the time we were ready, one of the Officers came in and said the Yankees had fallen back and that the Corps was then on the way back to the Institute after having marched to Staunton Goshen. We then thought after that information that it would be a piece of folly in us to start to meet them in coming back. I felt quite lonesome there being only a few Rats left as a guard. I staid down with Capt. B and made myself at home. He seemed very glad at having me back. And yesterday evening they all returned, broken down, sore footed and quite mad that they were not permitted to go on and engage the enemy. Jackson was very anxious expecially[sic] for the company of artillery to come on and join him, but Old Spex had not the authority to take the Corps out of the County, but had to fight them any when in Rockbridge in defense of the Institute. I am not delighted that I did not get here in time since it has proven such a useless \u0026 fatiguing march. I was on guard last night tho' not compelled, only did so to relieve some of the broken down who would have had to have gone on. I could not help contrasting \u0026 feeling the difference between my bed last night \u0026 the one I have been enjoying for the last month. Just imagine me in the guard quarters on the hard floor and in among a parcel of rats, minks, chickens, lice, etc. and then with my accoutrements all on, I tell you what taking everything into consideration I did not have my pleasant time, but it is all over now, and I hope it may not happen again. I am all OK. We will move into barracks next Monday or Tuesday when I will have a much easier time. I have not seen Old Spex yet to give him the letter. I expect he will be for court marshaling me. I was much worried at having to leave them all so hurriedly at the Village the morning I left. The plagued men at the provost office were the cause of it, they were so very slow. I only had time to kiss them \u0026 tell them all goodbye. Was Annie married on the next morning, I hope not since I could not see it. Tell Sister M to make up some excuse to give Mrs [Miss?] [H?] for not coming to see her again. I suppose every thing still remains quiet and there is no chance of the army leaving you. Has Miss E \u0026 Co. come to board with you yet. You all must write and give me all the news. I have no time to ask questions. I want this to be mailed this eve and it is near time for it to close. I had an elegant time in Staunton which I suppose Bird had written before this. Church did not get me the pillow after all. Get it from him and send it by S_ Hiden, also that knap sack Sam G. gave. You recollect I guess a new one. Tell Felix he had better sell me his cadet overcoat. Well dear mother I have not time to write more but will take time \u0026 write a more satisfactory letter soon. Excuse all mistakes \u0026 bad writing. Show it to no one but burn it. Give my love all inquiring friends. Tell McGuire I desire his letters. With love to all friends I must now bid you goodbye. Kiss the children and Old Sal if she is with you. Write soon \u0026 often to your affect.\nboy Bev.","Send me the Buffingtons letters if you get any. Their brother is here. Will tell you about him in my next.","...one of my favorites, give her my love. Champe so you ever hear from Mr. G now. Poor fellow! I expect he is dying out in N.C. by degrees with the [blues]. Let me hear something from him in your next. You know how I love him. Who are you engaged to at present? I fear you are gaining yourself the name of flirt. I hope not tho. I suppose it is because you have so many extravagant admirers, and not wishing to get married you are necessarily compelled to send some up the spout. I am really glad you are not like most of the girls at present, crazy to get married, for I should hate like all the world to give you up. You recollect I dreampt last summer that you were married and how I told you it distressed me. As my prospects for being a married man are exceedingly doubtful, I think I shall have to consent to the proposition you made some time ago that we should both remain single. Do you not remember it? You say you believe Victoria Is really going to write her fate with Capt. Hardy's. I am sorry for it myself for I never fancied him much. Hasn't she had better offers? She certainly is a changeable girl. Does Uncle E like the \"Capt\" or is he opposed to the match? I suppose they are daily looking for Mary from Baltimore. I guess she will have lots to tell. How I would like to be at home to hear her \u0026 Sister Mollie talk. If Bob \u0026 M. have arrived tell them I will write them both soon. Did Sister go down to R. as she expected or did the Yankees raid frighten her out of the notion? Champe in several of my letters from home they have mentioned Gen. Pizzini's[?] name. Who is he? I have never seen anything about him in the newspapers. You say the young man who took my bundle \u0026 letters home did not call. I did not expect he would, as he is very bashful. He is a very good boy, but one of the ugliest boys you ever saw. He does not intend returning here. Resigned to enter the army. Well dear Sister I I have written you quite a long letter so must stop and mail it. You must excuse all mistakes and bad writing. The boys are discussing the probability of the Corps being ordered out (although rumors circulated here in barracks) etc. and making so much fuss that I scarcely know what I am writing. And now I must bid you adieu. With love to all the family and hoping to have the exquisite pleasure of reading one of your usual interesting letters again soon.\nI am as ever\nYr aft Br","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember the 1st 1863","My dear Sister,\nReally everything is so dull and I write so often that I am puzzled to know how to commence this letter. I don't think I owe you an apology for my long silence. For whenever I write home to any one member of the family, I intend, and I suppose my letters are read by you all. So none need complain. Mother you know deserves most letters, as she is so good about writing to me, and then such long and interesting letters. I am always overjoyed when I see her handwriting. I received her last written on the 27th and you cannot imagine how much I have been worried to think you all would be left in the enemies lines and that I should be cut off from all communication with you. But I am as yet ignorant of whether this has been done. I have commenced this letter with the hope that it may go direct and that you are still spared from the outrage of the enemy. Can it be that Gen. Lee intends falling back again around Richmond? I think it looks very much like it if they are moving commissary stores from Gordonsville. But I suppose before this is done, there will be a second Chancellorsville battle, therefore I will not despair until I hear the result. I am very much afraid that Lee has weakened his army so much by sending aid to Braggs (who it seems is doing nothing but allowing his men to be captured \u0026 falling back) that he will eventually be compelled to fall back to Richmond. When this is done I suppose we will be ordered out. We are rather better equipped now than we were when we went on out last cavalry expedition to Covington. I think if we do leave here, I will go with Dr. McGuire whom Mother says will give me a place. I ought to be there in the army now fighting for my home. Changing the subject, I attended the tableaux given last Friday night by the ladies for the benefit of the poor soldier, although I was dead broke at the time, thought as I had never been to anything of the sort here, and then it was my duty, borrowed the money to go. Some of the scenes were very pretty, but the smallness of the room and the immence[sic] crowd destroyed all the pleasure of being present. Capt. B the only person you know, acted the part of the \"Irish Volunteer\" It would be useless in me to attempt to describe the scenes, dress and etc.  Will send you a programme and you can form an idea for yourself of what they ought to have been, at least how they looked. I don't think it could have been as grand as those given by the ladies of Old Orange as the material was wanting. They realized I understand $600. Leela P. did not act. I don't think she can be very popular. By the by I forgot to tell Champe, that she told a friend of mine that she was one of the wildest girls she ever saw and was wearing Gen. J's ring. Tell C. she had better beware her reputation will be quite broad. I have never spoken to her since I came back. Tell Mother I got the $20. Hope that she has seen Willie's and if he does not intent coming back soon will send me the money to pay for my overcoat \u0026 shoes. How I envy you all, eating fresh meat and sausages. Do you think I hadn't forgotten there was such a thing. I hope you all have gotten your pork and lower than the market price which is frightful. Mr. Shaw is a fortunate man in having any left. So poor Lil is gone at last. I suppose there was a universal weeping. $800 I think was a very good price. What has Mr. C. put where it is. Did Mr. S. go to Gen Lee? Willis is not coming back. Has sent his resignation. Did he give Mr. S the shot I sent. I have drawn a sketch of Charleston \u0026 vicinity from one I have seen. Will send home for you all to see soon. The drum has just beat for dress parade so I must close. Remember me to all enquiring friends, and now for each and every member of the family give oceans of love and accept for yourself \u0026 hubby and little darling a due portion.\nWrite soon, goodbye\nBev.","V.M.I. Dec. 19th 1863","My darling Mother\nI guess you have been wondering what in the world had become of me that I did not write. Well we were ordered out on last Tuesday very unexpectedly to march directly to Goshen and there wait orders from Gen. Imboden. I have not time to give you an account of our march now as we have to leave here in the morning at 5 to go in the direction of Buchanan or Salem after Averell  [\"Averil\" in original] and having marched 13 miles today [page torn] a miserable frozen ground feel as if I could [page torn] a little sleep on my old mattress after taking it out long. Oh! I tell you I can stand Army Service. We were exposed one day and night to the most disagreeable weather I ever saw. Rain fell in perfect torrents freezing as it would fall. We intended to have gone on from here after a rest of 2 hours but as there were a good many boys shoeless and others with sore feet we concluded to stay over. We take 3 days rations (which is very little) I received your letter written on the 13 with the $100 but haven't heard or gotten Mr. S with the $70. Has he written and did he [?] rebels. I hope it may not be lost as I am deep in debt. I took dinner with Miss Louise B. today. She promised to write to you for me if I went on. I hope this letter may reach you safely and relieve your mind somewhat. You must not worry yourself. I am perfectly well \u0026 hardy, ready to give that [page torn] \"Avril\" a  [_ing]. I hope to gracious we may catch the scoundrel and his men. I will not write more at present. Will do so as soon as I return again. So now must bid you all good night with love \u0026 kisses to the family and little ones I am as ever your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember 23rd 1863","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a few days ago, on my return from our Goshen tramp and promised I would write again so soon as I reached here once more. Well dear Mother we reached our journeys end Monday evening and nar'e Yankee did we kill or see after marching us all over this plagued mountainous country and ruining our feet we being badly shod at the time. But thank gracious, there were none seriously hurt by the trip, and now since they have had a little rest would be willing to start out on another, provided they were carried in some other direction than that of Goshen \u0026 Covington, for both of these routs every boy seems disgusted with. And it is a enough to despair anyone for you look upon nothing but huge mountains of rocks the whole way. Once in every ten miles by accident we would pass an old dilapidated looking building. I believe I mentioned in my other letter what a wet time we had of it while at Camp Staunton near Goshen. Although we were so near drowned, yet there was no grumbling, quite the contrary the boys were hollering \u0026 singing the whole time. I wish you could have heard us when a train came up to Goshen whistling \u0026 the bell ringing. I believe every boy joined in a thundering shout which reached throughout the surrounding mountains. It reminded us all so much of home \u0026 especially those who had been here so long without having a furlough that I do believe if the Yankees had been near and we been ordered to keep quiet we could not have resisted the temptation to give vent to our joy at such a pleasant sound. When we left here we thought we were going to Staunton. I took some collars along in case we should, and when I heard this train I could not but help thinking it was coming to take us there and I had made up my mind if we were got that near home I would work my [?] so as to go the whole hog. But alas! There was no such good luck for poor me. I was doomed to be disappointed. The train only came to bring a bearer of dispatches. We laid in our mud puddles until evening when the tap of the drum bid us prepare for marching. There were all sorts of rumors a float before we left camp, some said the Yankees were near Lex. and we had to march there that night a distance of 22 miles. Others said we were going to Covin. but we were all surprised when Col. Ship [Shipp] marched us up to Cool Sulphur Springs to quarter us in the cabins there for the night. Before we reached there we had to wade through mud \u0026 water a foot deep for near ten miles. We managed to build us up a little fire and dry our blankets. There was a still house at this place and every boy got enough to drink to make him sleep and to keep him from taking cold. In fact the majority of the boys were quite merry. I took a little swig Though not enough to make me feel the effects of it. Stanard Buffington had his canteen full and was looking all about for me. Expect if he had found me I should have been tipsy also for I did not think it any [harm] that night. Buffington is a splendid boy. On the next morning we set out for Lex. it had ceased raining and we had a beautiful day before us for marching, but the roads were so bad and the streams we had to pass over so swollen that we did not go more than 12 miles to Wilson Spring before we stopped over again for the night, and slept in some old darkey cabins. Although it was very [quite struck out] cold I had a very good night's rest. While were here Col. Ship received a dispatch from Old Spex (who said in his order before we left he would [?]over [?]) who was then at Lex enjoying the pleasures of home comforts) ordering us hurry back as quick as possible. We had to go in the direction of Buchanan. So we left next morning early \u0026 reach here at 11 ½ although the roads were so bad we marched 4 ¼ miles in one hour. We had orders after reached here. Mother I send with my coat a pair of pants for Henry. I wore them on the last march you will observe that they have seen hard times after mending the seat they will be made a good pair pants by having them turned. I send also a shirt which I could find no owner for and it is too large for me. You can dispose of it as you like. What do you think of the bill in reference to currency. I hope it may prove of some good for money seems to be worthless. Confederate I meant. Suppose Emma Chapman will be married soon. I would like to be present to get some of the good things. Of course they will have a big wedding. Is cousin Vic going down South to see Annie. I heard she was. I was down at Capt. Bull's yesterday. He read me a letter he had just gotten from Mary. You have no idea what a good letter she writes. It would really surprise you to read one. I hope she may pay them a visit here this spring. I would like to see her. Mrs. Powers has gotten back. I promised to kill her some birds, so if it does not rain, shall go out tomorrow. The weather has moderated a good deal today and I am truly glad of it for it was so very cold two or three days ago that I like to have frozen. Well dear Mother, I have written you quite a long letter, and I think all the news, so I must again bid you goodbye or good night rather.\nBev.","P.S. Make some of the family write me soon \u0026 often. You will find in my coat a rough sketch of Charleston \u0026 Vicinity which I drew for amusement. It has been laying up in my drawer so long the plagued mice destroyed it and commenced eating the edges.","Virginia Military Institute\nJanuary the 3rd 1864","My dear Mother\nTaking into consideration the many letters which you have honored me with lately, I think I would be doing my self great injustice if I were to allow a longer period to pass by without dropping you a few lines. I think my last letter was written in the year 1863 and now it is 64. Will you not forgive my seeming negligence. I received your long and interesting letter written on the 27th on the morning of the New Year. I therefore reckon it as among my numerous presents and as being one most valued. I was glad to see from your letter that Christmas had passed so handsomely and pleasantly. The dinner you spoke of was really a \"beautiful\" one, but I am confident when I give you a bill of fare of the one which I had the pleasure of masticating you will not for one moment hesitate in saying mine was still more beautiful. First, we had cold loaf bread (not enough by 16 loaves) also warm corn bread. Second cold beef. For dessert, molasses, water, \u0026 c. \u0026c. Oh! Indeed I fear if I were to go on and enumerate the rest I would not finish this letter soon. So leave it for you to form an idea. You all must have very kind friends to furnish you with so many nice things. You had a lot of big [?] to dine with you. My mouth runs water whenever I think about it. Why couldn't I have been there! Christmas week was the dullest to me I ever spent. Only one day suspension. Few boys tight, owing to the scarcity \u0026 high price of Liquor. I slept most all the time to rid myself of the monotony. Occasionally I would walk up in Lex. and get something to eat. I have looked forward before Xmas with much pleasure to the arrival of two boxes belonging to my roommates which were to have come by the packet boat, but it has not as yet made its appearance, and judging from the looks of the river which I can plainly see from my window, and which is entirely frozen over, that it will not do so for some time to come. We have almost despaired. The first thing we would all say in the morning, and the last I believe at night would be, wonder if the boat has come! I think we spent at least 2/3 of our time in the day standing looking in vain down the river. Isn't it too bad I intended to feast for once. There were a great many boys who were as much interested and disappointed as we were. Well Mother, changing the subject, let me give you an account how nicely I was fooled yesterday, and at the same time right much disappointed. While sitting down in my room thinking over what I should do during the day. One of my roommates (Jonny Wise) came blustering in an handed me a bundle accompanied by a letter directed as follows Cadet Stanard, politeness of Miss Bull. You well know what thought first struck me, I opened it and read it and supposing the girls must be down at Capt. B.'s commenced in great hurry to get on what the boys here term a \"big dike\" after I had finished dressing, and been told two or three times by my roommates that I would certainly captivate those young ladies, I started down to Capt. B. and upon entering the parlor asked Miss Louise where were the girls. The girls, what girls! I think told her, she seemed surprised, and said she had not a word from them. I then took it for granted they must certainly be up in Lexington, some where. So started in search of them. In passing by the Hospital I saw Dr. Madison who had just come the evening before from Petersburg and who told me at least asked me if I had gotten the bundle \u0026 letter. He then told me why they did not come on, and that his little girls had gone on to Staunton that morning on the Stage. You can well imagine my feelings. I thought it strange that they should have selected such an awful cold spell to come in. It was really the coldest weather I ever felt and I was on guard too. Hope they have postponed their visit until Spring. I got the money sent and let me thank yourself and my dear sisters for their nice presents. I am willing to wager any thing that I am the only boy who has received such. Tell Fan \u0026 Champ I will I will write them both soon. So Gen. J is still flying around Old C. Wonder if she can't prevail on him to give me a place on his staff. I am much obliged to you for sending my shirt \u0026 brush. I was in want of both so they come at an acceptable time. I hope dear Mother you will not think I am extravagant because I write so often for money. I will put down on paper how I have disposed of most of it and I know you will not think me so. I attended church this morning. The Methodist had to go there with my Company but deserted \u0026 went to the Episcopal. Saw Sandy P \u0026 bride, but did not speak to him. Lula had a beau so looked pleased. I fear Mr. Shaw's letter is lost for good. There are some grand rascals in this corps. I will go over this week and find out what that notice meant. The deposit for the next five months I think will be near $650. What has become of poor Mr. Gassaway? Let me know. I hope C. will not engage herself to anyone again unless she intends marrying them. I rather fear she is inclined to flirt. I am truly sorry that Aunt Phoebe will leave you. Know you all will see for more trouble the coming year. With Eliza as a cook she is so often sick. I delivered your message to Miss Louise B. She acted on a tableaux a few nights ago. I did not attend, it was so cold. Did you ever get your money back from the man who bought Lil? Sister Mollie said in her letter I was her debtor. I think she is mistaken. They all owe me letters. As for Monsieur Haywood I have despaired of hearing from him again. This is the beginning of the 8th page of my letter. When I began I did not think I could fill four. But I am 'bout run out now for news to write. Suppose Cousin Mollie G. is with you. Give her a buss for me. I wish I was there to do it myself. It is getting late so I must bring my letter to a close, though will not be able to mail it until tomorrow evening. Hope I will continue to hear from home as often as I have the last week. Give my love to Uncle E's family. Remember me to all the girls. Write again soon, and now with oceans of love to each and every member of our family. Kisses to the little ones and for yourself accept that which is one from a true \u0026 devoted son.\nJ.B.S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFeb. the 21st 1864","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a long letter some days ago and promised I believe to write again the last of the weeks. Therefore in accordance with my promise I shall endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines. Since my last letter nothing much of interest has transpired to disturb the monotony of the V.M.I. soldier boys life or daily routine of exercises save the freezing up of the river, which has afforded us a little fun skating. Yesterday being Saturday, it did not interfere with our duties or studies, so all could go that wished. I went down to the river in the morning myself, though not with the intention of skating, as I had a sore toe and then I was minus a pair of skates mine being broken, but the ice was so beautiful that I could not resist the temptation, so borrowed a pair from one of the boys and spent the rest of the morning on the ice. It was really elegant fun, could go down the river as far as you wished. There were also a great many ladies on the ice, who seemed evidently to think there was more fun in falling down than standing up, but unfortunately in the height of their enjoyment, one of them [frisky] fell rather too hard and almost broke her nose. Poor girl, I guess it will spoil her beauty spot and I know will teach her a lesson how to run on ice again. The fall of this unfortunate lady, of course, intimidated and somewhat marred the pleasure of the remainder of the party. My friend Miss L.P. was among the no. and was looking as rosy as usual. Tomorrow being the anniversary of the birthday of the father of our Country, and in order to show due respect to his memory, there will be suspension of academic duties, but owing to the scarcity of powder, will not be able, as is customary to fire a salute. I went up in Lexington yesterday and looked around for the combs you wrote for. Got you these which I hope may suit. The best I could find, and rather high, but you know every thing is now. Though I could have gotten the two large ones for two dollars less if I had only known it in time. The following is what I gave for the three black, $3.75, one of the horn $5.00 the other $6.00, making in all $14.75. Would'nt this frighten you in peace times? I will send my [tal-er], and the combs also some matches which I bought thinking you might want them, by Cadet Harrison who leaves tomorrow for Orange to see his brother who is in a battery stationed near Morton's. I hope the things may reach you safely. Do you think the Yankees will get Mobile? I would not be surprised to hear of its fall any day. Suppose Mollie \u0026 Sallie have moved out of the City as the ladies have all been advised to leave. I think it so strange Haywood don't answer my letter. I wrote him a month ago and he knows my deposit is due at this time. Mr. Norton our Episcopal preacher lectures every Sunday eve during [Lent?] and principally for the benefit of the Cadets, and as it is near time I shall have to close my letter as I want to attend. May add a post script tonight. Goodby with love to all\nI am as ever\nyour darling boy,\nBev.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 13th 1864","My darling Sister\nQuite a long time has elapsed since a letter has passed directly between you and myself and I am still in doubt as to which of us is the debtor. But nevertheless, I shall wave all ceremony and endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines for I honor you home folks so often with my letters that there must be a good deal of sameness in them. This remembering that this is one of the dullest \u0026 meanest places in Christendom that is in my estimation and also of a great many of my fellow Cadets. But I shall not waist[sic] my time by heaping abuse upon Lexington and the V.M.I. You are well aware of my hatred for them both. Before going farther, allow me dear Sister to give vent to my feelings by expressing my grateful thanks for the nice box of eatables which you sent me. I can assure you I have enjoyed them no little and done justice to the box as well as my roommates, who said that it was the best that had been received in No. 38 (my room) and I think we have gotten four since the first of January. We played fearful havoc with the turkey pies and cakes. Nothing now remains I am sorry to say, but my ham which I hope to enjoy for some days yet as it was such a fine one. We only eat this as a snack. Mr. S surely must believe they came out of that small box. I invited or had besides my roommates (five in number) three of four of my friends (S.B. among the no.) to help me eat and there was plenty for all, not withstanding the tremendous appetites of the Cadets are noted for. Fan, where did you get a turkey from?  I did not think there was such a thing left in the county of Orange. Why did you not keep it, also the ham. I had much rather you should have done so, for I know how scarce such things are with you since you have had the army among you so long. You ought not to have deprived yourself of it. I can manage to make out with the beef they give me here, although it makes me sick about once a month. The candy sent was perfectly elegant. I never enjoyed anything more in my life. I would not care if you would send me a small package of that whenever an opportunity presents itself. If not two[sic] much trouble. I have been feasting right much lately on robbin pies. One of my roommates \u0026 myself went out hunting last Saturday week, killed 19 birds. I gave Mrs. Bull six and get the Judge to cook the rest for me. I believe near half of the boys in the Corps were out yesterday, but all had bad luck, frightened every bird for ten miles around. I was wise for once, and did not go. I went up in Lexington yesterday to see young McCown, who brought my box up for me. I shall send this by him as he says he will go by Berry Hill Tuesday. He also takes a little bundle for cousin Sarah Bull, which you will please send her. It is from Mrs. Powers to her husband. Tell Mother when she writes again to send me some stamps. I cannot get them here. Fan, how do you suppose I spent yesterday evening? Why I saw a poor mink court marshalled by the boys (only greening him) for deserting his post, where they had stationed him the night before. After speaking on both sides the jury retired and soon reentered the hall. The sentence was read by the judge. The prisoner found guilty and had to be shot in one hour. The whole court was so much affected at this sentence that the judge had to tell them they must not give way in that moment to their grief. The prisoner was then told that he would only have one hour to live and asked if he had anything to say of if he did not want to write a letter home. He arose and endeavored to make an appeal to the commander the plea of ignorance and a promise to do better in future, but the poor fellow was so frightened that his speech made but little impression upon the court. He was then told to retire into the ante chamber where he could write his last letter, which he did and such a one you never saw. He told his sister when he kissed her and told her goodbye he never thought he would disgrace the family in that way. After finishing his letter he returned in the court room and was so much distressed \u0026 frightened that his lawyer again made an earnest appeal in his behalf and begged that they would grant him a reprieve for ten days, so that he might be better prepared to meet his fate. This was granted by the jury, but subject to the approval of Old Spex. The Sergt. Of the guard was then ordered to post 2 sharp shooters at each corner of barracks so as to prevent the prisoner from talking to anyone or attempting to make his escape. He took the proceedings of the court over to the Genl. who told him we were only greening him. When he returned and told us what Old Spex said, every boy roared out laughing. Our fun was then ended, the poor boy relived from his misery. He actually thought he was going to be shot sure 'nough. These are the kind of Cadets which are being admitted in the V.M.I. now. Do you blame us for having a little fun some times? Old Spex says we can substitute greening in the place of bucking for the new cadets. I was sorry to hear Tom Fry was wounded, hope he may recover. Will Mrs. F. go out to see him? Well I suppose Bob \u0026 Mollie are with you by this. What would I not give to be with you all. The receipt or arrival of my box and the thought of their living with you has made me awful homesick. I never was more so. I saw Dr. McGuire's mother at church this morning. She is a very sweet looking old lady. Say to Mother I believe I will wait for the new currency. I send the letter Mother mentioned. Now dear Sister I have written you a much longer letter than I expected to write when I first commenced and as it is getting late \u0026 I want to take this up town I shall have to bring it to a close. I have been writing in a great hurry which you can plainly see, so you must excuse this miserable scrawl. The paper sent was very acceptable. You see I have made use of it soon. Give my love to all the family and now for your darling self \u0026 husband accept a due portion. Kisses without number to Mary, Bev, and a kind remembrance to all enquiring friends.\nI remain your affect. brother\nBev.","P.S. Write soon \u0026 tell the other members of the family to do the same.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 22nd 1864","My dear Mother\nIt had now been ten or twelve days since I had a line from home. I now write to demand an explination for such treatment. Upon the receipt of my box I wrote Sister Fan a long letter thanking her \u0026 c. Prior to that time I wrote Champe and I certainly expected by this time to have a few lines (at least) from one of them as they well know how anxious I was to hear from Bob \u0026 Mollie whom I suppose are with you at present. My letter to Fan was sent by Young McCown, who brought my box. I suppose he is reliable. Is the son of a Saddler in Lexington. Well Mother I guess you will wonder why it is, that I am writing with a lead pencil. The reason is first this, we are upon the eve of freezing up. It has been one week since we had a particle of heat (there not being a stick of wood at the V.M.I.) You know what a change has taken place in the weather. Today it is snowing hard, and a cold wind blowing, and still we are having the same duties to attend to, both academic \u0026 military. It is outrageous for the boys can't study a bit. I wish you could step in and take a peep at us. It got so cold we could not stand it any longer. So we call the roommates and went out and made a raid on Old Spex laths and have built us up some sort of a fire and are all gathered around like a gang of chickens under its mothers wing. If the officers of the day should by chance visit our room and catch us we would get a hard report and a few demerits. Peach came by here on last Saturday morning to see me, has just returned from Ark. Martin and one of his friends were taken prisoners. The day he stopped over to see me, Ex. Gov. Letcher made a very fine speech, also Judge Brockenbrough. So we went up and heard them. Both were very encouraging and thought the war would not last a year longer. In the evening I walked out in the country with him to get his horse. I came back, but he staid[sic] with one of his company friends until yesterday when he called to see me again on his way to Orange. I guess he will get home before this letter and tell you all you would like to hear about me and about his trip, so I will leave it for him to do. Mother you think I didn't sit down and write Cousin Vic a long letter a few days ago. Felt so interested about her. Hope she will condescend to reply to it. Suppose Bob had gone to his command ere this. What is his rank, and what is that of Gen. Long? Gen. Smith got a letter a few days ago from some gentleman over towards Hot Springs, who had, I believe, been in Gen. Averil's Camp and says Averil is preparing to make a raid in this direction. He advised Spex to fortify all the mountain passes, which he is going to do. Major Williamson \u0026 two of the Cadets left this morning to make a survey. I suppose we will have to go the last of the week to first of next. We will have the fortification to build ourselves. Is this what I was sent here for, to shovel with the spade \u0026 dig with the hoe for the protection of Rockbridge Negroes? This is the reason in which our studies are to be interfered with of[f] \u0026 on this Spring \u0026 Summer and I think you had just as well give your consent at once to my resigning and entering the Army. I want to have some of the glory of the [trenches] in the year 64 attached to my name, and this war can't last much longer it is certain, and it will be my only chance. Are you not willing to have it said you had a son in this war? I was down at Mrs. Bulls the other night, spent a very pleasant evening. The Capt's duck was there. He (the Capt.) is one of my best friends, and is very kind to me as well as the other members of the family.\n[This part written in the margins of pages 2 and 3] \nAs is so cold I shall have to stop writing, with the hope of getting a letter, certain this eve. I shall write again the last of the week. Hope you are all well. How is Mollie looking? Write me a long letter soon giving me all the news. With much love to all the family, yourself amongst them. Goodby, Your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 8th 1864","My dear Sister\nI hope you will not deem me indifferent as to writing or to yourself. I have been intending writing for some time, but you were away and I took it for granted that my letter would be more acceptable upon your return. And then another consideration, the other members of our family have been quite good in writing me so often and of course I had to give them the preference, though had you been there I should have waved all ceremony and dropped you a few lines at any rate, for I suppose my letters generally go the rounds. Even though they do not bear inspection: I received one from Sister Mollie this morning inclosing Aunt Lucy's. I suppose they will soon begin to look for Mary. How I wish for Aunt L. would accompany her. She writes so affectionately and seems so anxious to see all her relatives and friends. She says she wants to come over to see something of the War. Do you not think she could be gratified? The sad changes wrought in Old Orange by it alone would be enough to shock and sadden her heart. I hope Monsieur Taylor may get his due in the coming campaign. I would like to be the one to greet him with a bullet. Don't you think he deserves such, though he seems sorry he ever thus acted. Will Willie T. postpone his marriage now until Mary's arrival? He ought for she will be dreadfully disappointed if he does not. Please say to Cousin Vic I am anxiously looking for an answer to my letter. Suppose you saw Willie Buffington while in Richmond. Eugie writes me she expects to go down soon to attend Cousin Martha S. marriage. Eugie is a sweet girl and is one of the best correspondents I ever had. Why don't some of you write her. She always inquires about some of this family when she writes. I promised I would give Champe a scolding (I generally spell this word wrong. Did you ever notice it?) for being so neglectful but I think mine have ceased to be of any virtue, so will merely remind her of the fact. Suppose she is occupied all the time with her many beaus but this is not sufficient excuse. Ask her if Gen. Pizzini has any vacant place that she can secure for me, if so she must do it, for I do not intend to remain here after this month. Just think I am a plagued conscript. If I can't get some place I am stout and hardy enough to rough it as a private. Do you not candidly think I ought to be in the Army. I am over 18. I think I have been very obedient in remaining here as long as I have, and only done so because I hated to go contrary to the wish of a fond and devoted Mother. I think Mother might very willingly give her consent now that the prospect of the war ending soon is very great. Write me your views on the subject. I got a long letter some time ago from Sister S. brother Hay added a post script of a few lines (2) and said he would write one in a few days which I suppose will be a few months. He has neglected to send my deposit until this time (after the first of Apr) when he will I suppose have to loose right much money, owing to the change in currency. He should not be so negligent especially when money matters are concerned. Glad to hear Bob is so well satisfied and likes the service so well. It will be the making of him, I mean his health, don't you agree with me? Hope he has some rank and is in the line of promotion. Know he will climb high in the intimation of his superiors. He must make himself the worthy representative of the Stanard family. I suppose his being separated from his darling Mol goes rather hard with him, but he must learn to stand it like a true soldier. I guess he will think this is great advice. Mollie writes they are quite worried about her sugar and liquors not having been heard from. It will indeed be quite a serious affair if they never turn up or come to hand. Was sorry to hear of the loss of your cow. What do you so for milk? It is something we never may our eyes on here. Our fare is not good by any means, been feeding us off [Stanard purposefully omits word here] beef. (I don't like to use the word) for some time, and I hardly ever get enough bread to eat. It is a hard matter though to satisfy our appetites we take so much exercise, drilling, \u0026 c. and then our meals are so regular. I believe I have really grown a little since last Summer, and know I have fattened, weigh 137 lbs. Tried on some of my summer clothes a few nights ago out of curiosity. You know they were full large for me then. Now my jacket won't meet around me, and my pants require a little sugar or molasses on my shoes to induce them to come down a little. Sister did you ever see anything like the snow and rain we have been having for the last week or ten days. The clouds really seem weakened from exhaustion, but after two days of spring weather, they seem to have been replenished as it were, and from the present appearances, out doors, now I am inclined to think they are preparing to take us by storm. I wrote before how we suffered during the cold weather for the want of fire. It was the same this last spell, had to have suspension and let us lay in our beds to keep from freezing. Old Spex was well prepared to meet his own individual comfort. Plenty of the best coal that could be started in peace times. We were not at all indignant at his having suspension. I believe the majority of the boys preferred it and the cold weather to fire. Very natural feeling for school boys. One if my roommates has just come in and told me the mail would be taken up in a few minutes. So I shall have to bring my letter to a close. I did intend giving you an account of a review of the Corps by Gen. Rossum. Will do so in my next. I guess I have already tired you with such a long letter. I have not time to read it over and make the necessary corrections, so please excuse all mistakes. Give my best love to all the family, and for yourself \u0026 baby and the little ones. Accept that which is due from a fond and devoted brother.\nJ.B.S.","V.M.I. April the 24th 1864","My darling Mother\nYour long and interesting letter has been received and I have been intending for the last two or three days to answer it, but something has always interfered and prevented my good intentions. You say that you had begun to get uneasy at my silence, for fear I might be sick. Why I wrote two or three letters home but a very short time ago. I can't imagine what became of them. I seems to me that I am always writing home but very seldom get letters from there myself. You all are not as good about writing as you ought to be. I am not alluding to you but to the other members of the family. I have not as yet heard a word from Hay and the $9.00. Am going to drop him a few lines this evening. I am dead broke at present, wish the check would hurry up and make its appearance. Had to borrow some money the other night to go up town and get some thing to eat. They are starving us out now. Don't give us half enough bread, miserable rye coffee without sugar or milk (and it has caused an eruption to break out on a good many of the Cadets, I believe it is a prison) and for the last two weeks they have been giving us nothing but rotten beef. I declare it is perfectly awful. Old Spex has some 50 or 60 barrels of it put away and will keep feeing us on it. An old scamp, he has about ten or eleven barrels of molasses and won't give us any. All the cadets are grumbling and asking him for it. I am glad to hear Bob has improved so much and is so well please with his place. Didn't I tell you he would be. Hope he is up near [home] now. Mother you ask me why I don't call Mollie Sister when I write. I was not aware before that I failed to do so. It was thoughtlessness on my part I can assure her and not for the want of love that I did not make use of sister instead of Mollie. Why I am sure my letters to her have always been very affectionate. I hope she will banish all idea that I meant anything by my manner of writing. Well Mother every body (or Cadet at least) has been right much excited today to join in the coming battle. You need not be surprised if I am one, if they raise a company I shall join. Remember I will be 19 on the 27th of this month and ought to be ashamed of myself to be here. When you are advised to keep me here as long as possible, people don't know my age, and of course they would not tell you they thought I ought to be in the army. They are going to take us in service I expect in July out in the mountains here. But I prefer being with Lee. Mother I don't want to desert or be shipped from here against your wish, therefore I beg that you will write me permission to resign, and I can then use my own discretion whether I will or not. If you give your consent, mention that it is concerned with family matters (except name) that prevents your sending me here longer. Mother I hope you will not let what I have written distress you. You should be more firm and patriotic and want me to be in the army, but this is an unnatural feeling for an affectionate Mother like yourself. When is the big fight to come off. Is there any chance of its taking place in Orange. I think the Yankees are going to get the worst whipping that they have ever gotten, and it will almost wind up the war. If Lee whips them, he ought to follow up his victory and drive them as far North as he can, the same time burning all their cities. Well dear Mother I have written you quite a long letter, and one I have no doubt you will be sorry to see. The mail will be taken up in a short while, so I shall have to bring my letter to a close. Wish I had something interesting to write about, and now darling Mother with love to all the family and oceans to your sweet self I must bid you good evening. Hoping what I have written will not cause you trouble and that I will soon hear from you\nI am as ever your\nown darling boy\nBev.","I am in want of draws.","Virginia Military Institute\nMay the 9th 1864","My darling Mother\nHere I am, no longer a freeman, but a prisoner within the lofty walls of the V.M.I. I reached here safely on Friday evening and it has been a source of regret to me ever since, that I should have been goose enough to leave when I did. And have to leave my trunk behind. So much for not taking the advice of a wise man (Mr. Chapman). Doubtless they told you at the village about my being left by the train. I did not care myself but I was afraid poor brother would swear himself to death about it was the only reason which actuated me to promptness in acquiring some means of conveyance to take me to Gordonsville, and after all I did not get there in time to see him, but unfortunately in time for the Staunton train. Plague on it! I wish it had left before I got there. I should certainly have returned after getting there and finding the Richmond train gone, had I not feared that I would be greeted by a scolding from some member of the family. Yes, I expect all of you would have pitched into me. Even Mr. C. for driving his horse so far and not listening to him on the first place. Just think, if I had remained I could have seen some of the Yankee prisoners, and heard something of the result of the fight. My trunk has not reached me yet. I hope it may not be lost. I would like to see the person that I would leave it behind for again. I wrote to Nat Catlette about it this morning. I hope Mr. Chapman wrote when he sent my trunk up. He seemed very much amused at me when I found it was left. I didn't blame him, for I imagine I was quite a laughable object about that time. I was so worried I came very near letting an ugly word escape my mouth, I wonder if I didn't. I went to see some young ladies while I was in Staunton, staid until half past eleven had no idea it was so late. Met with one of the most interesting and agreeable and pretty young ladies I have seen since the War. A Miss Gregory, refugee from Alexandria. She is the one Madame [?] at one time, said Vandergrift was engaged to. I was sorry to see that Col. Brown was killed. Suppose Brig. Gen Stanard \u0026 Long win in the fight. The stage has come in this evening but bring no news, this is generally the way. Tell brother William is he hasn't too much to do I wish he would keep me posted as to the movement of our army. I received his letter, thank him for attending to my trunk for me. Tell Sister Mary she ought to have been at home that morning and not down at the depot. She urged me to go to Goville [Gordonsville] anyhow. Hope Mr. Shaw didn't think anything of the manner in which I told him goodbye I was in a big hurry about that time. Tomorrow there will be a suspension of academic duties in order to raise the flag sent from Europe, over the grave of out lamented leader Jackson. Well Mother it has been very warm all day, and this evening I had to attend drill for two hours. Wound up with 2 charges 100 yards across the parade on on pretend breastworks. It was very exciting in the first charge I was the first to mount the dreaded works. In the second the 3rd man, but as I was so fat and excited, I had to leave ranks at Dress Parade from a violent headache and fainty feeling. But I have rested and feel all right and ready for another now. The drum is beating for tattoo so I must close. I only wrote to let you know I had arrived safely. Please write soon. I am anxious to hear the result of the battle, who of our friends were killed. Good night, with much love to all,\nI am as ever yr darling boy\nBev.","P.S. Excuse this miserable scrawl.","Staunton May the 12th 1864","My darling Mother\nNo doubt a letter written from this place will take you greatly by surprise. Well to relieve your anxiety I will tell you before going further and keep you from uneasiness. On Tuesday night an order came from Gen. Breckenridge calling us immediately to Staunton. In obedience to his orders we fixed up and left on Wednesday Morning at half past 8, marched 18 miles by half past 2. when we camped. The roads were very good but were quite dusty and then it was very warm. This morning we left camp under quite different circumstances, it having rained during the night and has continued to do so all day. The roads were awful perfect loblolly all the way and we had to wade through like hogs. We came 18 miles from 5 to 12 however and are tonight encamped one mile out of town. I have run the blockade and come in to take tea with Cary Taylor, and that I might write this letter. Am I not good? I have a strong notion of staying in until 2 tonight with him so as to dry of[f] for I have been like a wet mouse all day. So disagreeable in camp. We will leave in the morning early and expect to have to march to Harrisonburg (down the Valley) a distance of 26 miles. The Yankees are reported coming up the Valley with a force of 9000 strong. Our Corps will run Gen. B. up to 5000 maybe more. I hope we may be able to lick them out. I have suffered more with my feet this march (so far) than I ever did on all the others together. I hope to get me a more comfortable pair of shoes when this will be remedied. I got my trunk the evening before I left all safe. It was in the nick of time and my biscuit and ham for my rations. If you want to write to me direct your letter to me at this place Care of Edmond M. Taylor, Staunton, he will send them to me. I expect we will be down out this time for some weeks. I told you that you had better let me join Lee at once that this could be the way, but you must not make yourself uneasy about me. I will take care of myself. One of my messmates from this place is going to fill my haversack with something better than what we draw so I wont suffer for some days at any rate, though I hope not at all. Well darling Mother I have written enough I suppose to relieve your mind as to our destination so I must stop and go in the parlor. Some young ladies there. You will have a hard time trying to make this out I shan't undertake it. Saw Fedic T. this evening. Give my love to all [acquaintance] \u0026 friends. Hope Bob come out all right and all the Berry Hill friends \u0026 visitors. I shall write when ever I have an opportunity. And now dear Mother that I may be spared to see you all again, and that you may continue in good health will be the nightly prayer of Your darling Boy Bev.","The Southern Telegraph Companies.\nReceived at Orange CH, May 16, 1864\nFrom Staunton. To W. H. Chapman\nCadet Stanards body is at New Market I presume.\nS. Yates","Telegram Fragment.\nReceived at Orange C.H. May 16 [1864]\nBy telegraph from Harrisonburg.\nB. Stanard was k[illed]\nwill be sent to","Life\nLife has beautifully and appropriately been compared to an Ocean, whose surges when the storm sweeps over its surface, bear a striking resemblance to that portion of our life in which troubles and cares beset us, and whose smooth surface when there is nothing to disturb its accustomed tranquility, bears a simile to that portion of our existence in which the busy scenes of this life are laid aside and which has been fitly called the \"sunset\" of life, often the billows of the ocean, when the pitiless storm sweeps over its surface with unrelenting fury rise to such a height that it is with great difficulty that vessels can ride triumphantly on them and bid defiance to their efforts as it were to bury them beneath their briny folds. Numerous are the instances in which vessels have sprung a leak in spite of all the efforts of the sailors to prevent it, have sunk to the bottom of the sea where so many have found an unwelcome and watery. On the other hand when there is nothing to disturb its peaceful waters, and when the sun, unobstructed by clouds from the view is reflected on its polished breast, vessels sail with security to their destined ports whence to discharge their freight. Such is a simile of our existence when the troubles and cares of this life agitate it and also when our cares and troubles are forgotten. Often during life when misfortune seems determined to claim us for her own and when cares beset us at every step, it takes all the moral courage we can summon to our aid to enable us to triumph over them, and at last [reach] the harbors of happiness. The latter scene is like old age, the \"Sunset\" of life, when the busy pursuits of life are laid aside and when you have determined to trust your frail bark no longer to the stormy sea, but float quietly down, a stormless sea too that harbor which is called, \"The End of Life\" Well has the poet exclaimed \"Thou, too, art a sailor, and time is the sea, And life the frail vessel that upholdeth thee.\"\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet B. Stanard\nTo\nDr. Madison","War\nOf all the punishments which Divine Providence sees fit to inflict upon a sinful nation, none so severe as that of war, which is now being so frightfully carried on throughout this once peaceful and prosperous republic. Although I am well aware, that this is a subject on which better pens than mine have exhausted their eloquence, yet I think, especially at a time like this, it is one, on which we may profitably reflect.\nFrom the Statesman to the school boy, Every one is occupied with this absorbing topic. \nThe preacher from the pulpit thunders into our ears threats of the increased wrath of God, already visited upon us in this cruel war. The poor man shudders at the thought of the coming winter, and curses the hard times and high prices. All alike seem to think it an unmitigated evil. But it would be far better for us to trust in the old saying, \"Look on the bright side,\" and I think that if we would allow the exercise of a little reason, we may bring ourselves to believe that there is a bright side to this picture. I do believe that it is a punishment, but that as a loving father corrects his erring son, so it is send for our own good. Let us but suppose there were no such punishments for mankind, and what would this world of ours be? We may but turn to the pages of history, and selecting a few from the many examples before us, find a sad response to this question. Look at Rome! For hundreds of years enemies without and fierce dissentions within, had humbled her proud eagles, and at length she stands without a rival, none dare call her enemy. But prosperity has accomplished that which her enemies have in vain assayed and the \"City of Seven Hills\" lies prostrate at the feet of her own vices. A handful of barbarians have devastated her fair provinces and beautiful cities, and Rome is no more. Look to England. Twice she has been intensely overrun and ground under the feet of Roman and Norman invaders. And behold the fruit of suffering. England the mistress of the seas! But a speck on the map of the world she has possessions on which the sun never sets. And lastly, we have a striking striking example in our own once peaceful land. After a comparatively short contest, she has enjoyed blessings totally unprecedented in the history of a nation of free government, the most beautiful country in the world, and a large territory, nothing seemed wanting to fill up the measures of her happiness. But what were its effects? A Government rotten to its very core, and an effeminate people, divided into little factions. The smiles of prosperous fortune has accomplished that which our enemies tried in vain and War, the only specific for a nations diseases, has come upon us.\nLet us bear it like men, and remember that terrible as it is there are evils far worse.\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet Stanard","\"Berry Hill\"\nOrange Ct Ho\nJuly 28th 1864","Cadet L.C. Wise\nI scarcely know how to thank my dear young friend for his thoughtful kindness, \u0026 beautiful tribute to the memory of our dear one, now sleeping under the shadows of his own home! Tis true my dear friend no earthly consolation can be given to sooth entirely the heart sorrow we are all compelled to bear, but it is sweet \u0026 above all things comforting to hear his praises from those among whom he lately dwelled! Your name sounds like a household word- so often has it fallen from his dear lips. Indeed I feel as if I know all his roommates, \u0026 could call them Brothers. Most anxious were we to have them come and see us. We have received such evidence of their generous hearted tender thoughtfulness that we long to express in words our gratitude. I should have answered all their letters received with much pleasure, but yours is the first which bears a \"Post Mark\". Will you not extend for us, to his friends, from whom we have received letters- \"W. Overton Harris\" \"Jn S. Wise\" \"Ed\"ward Harvie Smith Jr.\" \"E. Berkley\" our sincere thanks \u0026 say to each that we would be most happy to return our gratitude in person, \u0026 to none would give such a warm welcome to our home \u0026 hearts, as the friends of our darling Brother! Now that you all have vacation we would be glad to have a visit from you, a sad but pleasant","Hd Qrs Arty Corps V.D.\nAug 3d 1864","My Darling Mother\nI have anticipated the pleasure of sending you a letter for some time but being so continually on the wing have been deprived of doing so. To day being my birthday have concluded to write and I hope I shall not be molested by any couriers riding up with orders to move until my letter is finished.","I have written Mollie so often giving her all the news (which of course you get through her) that there is but little left me to day to make up a letter. Still I know my Darling Mother will be glad to get my letter though it may be a very dull one. And then too I am aware of my inability to write a letter which will compare with those you are mow deprived of by the death of that Darling \u0026 Christian child. Still my Dear Mother, that feeling shall not deter me from writing and I trust to God that in the deprivation you have sustained in those sweet \u0026 loving letters, mine may serve to cheer you, and assure you have a son whose love is as great as a child's could be, although he may be incompetent to control words to express that love. I know my Darling Mother how you miss those sweet letters from that dear child, and feel how very incompetent I am to send you such messages of love as he always sent, still feeling assured of bearing you all the love a dutiful son can bear I commence this letter (knowing as I have before marked) it will be properly appreciated while at the same time hoping it may serve to cheer you \u0026 assure you that you have those dear ones to live for who love you very dearly \u0026 for whose sake you should cheer up, and not grieve for that lost one taken from this world of sin \u0026 trouble to dwell with his God on high.","I was much distressed my dear Mother to hear you were suffering so much with your old complaint, dysphasia, and hope ere this reaches you you will have been entirely relieved, have you any of the Alleghany water left and do you continue to drink it. Mollie writes me she is making you take bitters regularly which she thinks benefits you. You must continue to take your tonic and not think of the spirit you consume. \nNo doubt your trip to the village benefitted you a good deal, a change is a great thing sometimes. You should ride every evening.","I wrote Mollie yesterday and just after sending of my letter received hers of the 24th by Bester's boy. He also brought my over cape which I was glad to get. I wrote Aunt Lucy long letter and left it at Martinsburg to be mailed when the Yankees get possession. We are now encamped at a place called Bunkers Hill but don't think we shall remain here very long. Here comes Genl. Early's courier, wonder what order he brings.","Just what I expected, the order is to cook two days rations and be ready to move at day light tomorrow. This will not however interfere with my letter writing to day. I have no idea which way we will move but every body seems to think up the Valley. I hope it may be so for I am always better satisfied when moving towards the dear ones at home. Why has brother never written how he managed to remain at home. I don't know to this day in what position he is in the service still. I hear he is still at home. I shall be truly glad to know that he is permanently stationed there. We were all very much rejoiced at Hood's victory but fear it was only temporary. If he can whip Sherman in front of Atlanta his army will be destroyed. We have a rumor here to day (Coming from Baltimore paper Sun by some of the Citizens at Charlestown) that Genl. Lee has given Grant another terrible whipping. I trust it will prove true and that it will force Grant to get away from Richmond. Our army here is recuperating considerably and is as strong now as when it first started. All the stragglers lost on the long march around have been gathered up.","Was very glad to hear you had a fine rain in Orange. It will do some good although much more may be needed. We have had lowering clouds here for several days but no rain and the people are almost in despair. They will make no corn at all. I hope Mr. Shaw will make more than he thinks. We can get no vegetables in this country. I sent Lewis fifteen miles yesterday and he returned with one pound of butter and one doz eggs. Mollie writes me that all the children had the whooping cough. I hope they will all get through it easily. I was glad to hear you enjoyed the cheese so much. You must not let the others have too much of it but keep it for your own use. What sort of an article did the tea turn out. Good I hope. So Tom wants to wait until after the war to get married. If he does he will not get Vic. He can I think make arrangements now that would put him in a position to marry at once. I am going to write him a few lines to day. Mollie writes me Mrs. Fry objects. Why is this. How does Aunt Octavia and uncle [?] like it. They should be delighted. My horse hurt her foot about a week ago so I have been in the ambulance while on the march. She is well again, but I fear she is too young for service. She is a splendid animal \u0026 if I could get another to ride wound send her to Mr. Shaw for light service. What is the matter with [Ross?] Hear he is at home sick. I suppose Mollie calls on Aunt Martha \u0026 uncle Jaq. very often. Tell her I expect to hear of a dreadful intimacy between herself \u0026 the former. Early's campaign up here is looked upon as a failure by every one. He is fit to command nothing but a division [that] under General Lee. I heard Mrs. Gordon was at Winchester but hardly believe it. If she is there she has seen very little of the Genl. as I know he had not left his command to visit her. I feel too sorry for poor Jane Carter. Has she gone south, poor soul. I hope she will fine with her husband's relatives a kind \u0026 good home. Doubtless he will leave her well off as he was considered rich. Well my Darling Mother, I must bring my letter to a close as I must write several others to day. Give my love to all and kiss the children for me and believe me ever My Dearest Mother\nYour fond \u0026 devoted son\nRobt\n24 to day. Feel quite aged.","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n11 Jany 1865","My Darling Mother\nI have been intending to write to you for several days but have been kept from doing so in consequence of having a great deal of writing to do for the office. [Shook] being absent on a 15 day furlough I have to do all his work during his absence and we have had more to do since his departure than for 6 months previous. I rec'd a letter from brother several days since dated the 1th Dec. and would send it to you to read but it is merely a business letter and he writes no one must read it. He was still stationed at a battery some distance from the city but expected in a short time to receive through Judge Campbell an appointment as Ordnance Sgt placed on duty there. I hope sincerely he may not be disappointed. He writes me he has made very little money since I left him and that his expenses are very heavy. When he gets back to town he hopes to be able to make something. He writes me Sallie and the little ones are very well and that Willie is the prettiest child in the city of Mobile. The baby he says has hair like Chandler. I am sorry for this, Mr. Chandler is fast declining and he says he will not live but a short time longer. Mr. John Battle was there and he thought he was giving away every day. I was truly sorry to hear this as we were led to believe he was better, at the time he wrote this. Was great excitement in the city caused by the approach of the enemy. Said the bells were ringing \u0026 things were in a mess generally. He congratulated himself that he was out of the excitement being over at his battery in the bay.","Mollie wrote you of her safe arrival the day after she got here and told you how nicely she was fixed and now I regret to tell you after all out trouble to get fixed etc. that Genl. Long had concluded to move his Hd Qrs to Staunton so we will have to look out quarters there. He took command to day and will move the office in a few days. Col. Carter's command will be here so he will remain here. Dr. [Straith] has gone to Staunton to see what can be done in the way of accommodations but I feel certain we will not be as comfortably or agreeably fixed as we would eventually have been here. I shall hate very much to part with Col. Carter and not be with Mrs. C as she would be such a pleasant person for Mollie to be with. I wish Genl. Long would let the Dr. \u0026 myself remain down here. I have done a good deal of work for nothing. Hereafter will do nothing until every thing is definitely settled. The Genl. inquired particularly after you all. He is looking very well but I don't think well by any means. This is a miserable neighborhood, the meanest people I ever saw and the greatest [extortionists]. I wish the Yankees would come here and take every thing they have got.","Now that Mollie is away from you and you will not have the benefit of my letters to her I intend to write you regularly. Mollie will I know keep you all posted besides. How I wish we could have been stationed near Orange, that we could have seen more of you all during the winter. Never mind I am entitled to a furlough which I will take after a while and spend it with you all. Mollie seems very happy being with me and I am too happy at having her. Matilda does first rate and I am too thankful that you allowed us to have her. Mollie could not have done without a maid. Mollie rec'd Fan's note by Botts yesterday. He went on up to Staunton. She has some nice brooms to send Fan.","With much love to all\nYour devoted son\nRobert\nMollie sends love to all.\nThis was written in a hurry","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n16 Jany 1865","My Dear Mother\nI wrote you a short letter last week since which we have heard nothing from Orange. Mollie wrote you I had been up to Staunton to procure rooms as Genl. Long had moved his HdQuarters to that place and would of course require my presence there. I am happy to state that after much trouble I yesterday succeeded in getting board with Mrs. Harman a widow lady and on very moderate terms. We will be delightfully fixed when we get settled. We will move up tonight and take possession. Hope after getting settled this time we will not have to move again as it gives much trouble. We will be some two or three squares from Mrs. Long and a little farther from the Dr. I regret exceedingly breaking up our arrangements here as we would have been all together. We will too lose Mrs. Carters pleasant company which we are both very sorry for. Col. Carter will remain down here and of course Mrs. Carter will prefer being with him although the Col. is much in favor of her going to Staunton as she would have no society here at all.","Mollie wishes her bonnet box with bonnet sent up by first good opportunity or by express if it can be done. She says the key is on her bunch of keys in her large black trunk. She will require her bonnet to wear to church. I am exceed[ing]ly glad we will be where I can attend church regularly as I have been debarred of the pleasure for some time. Tell Fan I saw Mrs. Long on Saturday and she inquired after all. She seems a very fine woman and is delighted at having us in Staunton. Tell  Champe that Dr. [McGuire] is the finest dressed man in Staunton. All of old Early's staff seem to be having a very gay time. Dr. Straith went to the wedding and came home disgusted of course. Says he spent the entire night in getting out of other people's way. They had a fine [supper] the Dr. has heard nothing more from his wife but is looking for her every day. I hope sister wrote and explained to Cousin Eliza my dispatch. I sent it at the Dr.'s request. He thinking his wife might have reached that place. Corbin Welford is going to Culpepper to look for her in a few days. The weather had been very fine for the last week and I hope will continue so. No doubt the bright sun has persuaded you just to peek your head out of the door. Matilda is still much pleased. I will keep a good watch over her in Staunton and try and return her improved as Mollie will learn her to be very patient. Has Vic heard anything from Tom recently. Willie was here today and says they have heard nothing from him for months. Hope Vic put an end to Hardy's coming to see him. His independence in staying so long at uncle E's beat anything I ever heard of. Mollie would have written today but has been busy packing. She will write as soon as we get to Staunton. Tell Champe she might write us often.","Mollie joins me in much love to all. Tell Sister I will write her very soon.","As ever your fond \u0026 affect.\nSon\nRobert"],"prefercite_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eJaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863-1865. MS 0083. VMI Archives, Virginia Military Institute, Lexington, Virginia.\u003c/p\u003e  "],"prefercite_tesim":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863-1865. MS 0083. VMI Archives, Virginia Military Institute, Lexington, Virginia."],"relatedmaterial_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eMany of these letters, as well as material from other sources and background information, appear in the book \"Letters of a New Market Cadet\", edited by John G. Barrett and Robert K. 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Letter regards return to VMI, family matters, cadet life, and suspension of academic duties to honor the anniversary Stonewall Jackson's death.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards orders from General Breckenridge to march to Staunton, news of the Civil War, and life at camp.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and the location of his body.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Harrisonburg, Virginia. 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Letter regards ice skating on the frozen river, attending church, academics, and demerits.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia to his sister. Letter regards family health matters and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards financials, family matters, and daily life at VMI.","Letter written from \"Camp Jackson.\" Letter regards a trip to Staunton, Virginia, the Corps of Cadets leaving VMI to reinforce Stonewall Jackson, and family matters.","Letter regards family matters and daily life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards cadet life, family matters, and a desire to fight in the war.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards march to Camp Staunton, Virginia and family matters.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, Christmas dinner, cadet life, and finances.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards ice skating, George Washington's birthday, finances, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards receipt of a package, family matters, \"greening\" of a cadet, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards winter weather, cadet life, fortifications of VMI, and a desire to enter the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, a desire to join the Army, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances, potential for battle, and a request to resign and join the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards return to VMI, family matters, cadet life, and suspension of academic duties to honor the anniversary Stonewall Jackson's death.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards orders from General Breckenridge to march to Staunton, news of the Civil War, and life at camp.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and the location of his body.","Written from Harrisonburg, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard.","Two essays written for an assignment at VMI.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on life.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on war.","Stanard family letters written after the death of Cadet Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and envelopes addressed to family members.","Four letters. One letter fragment (dated July 28, 1864) is from Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sister to VMI Cadet Louis C. Wise and mentions the death of her brother. Three letters (dated 1864-1865) are written from Stanard's brother Robert to their mother.","Written from Orange County, Virginia by one of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sisters. 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It looked like a flock of black birds was on it. I never saw boys seem to enjoy themselves more. Could play [bandy], fox \u0026amp; goose and many other games to afford us amusement. Sandie P. \u0026amp; Sisters \u0026amp; some other ladies were down to see us. Sandy seemed to be a very awkward skater and would get some pretty falls sometimes which added to my fun. I think he is stuck up quite much. I haven't spoken to him yet. I attended Church this morning. Saw his wife there, do not think she is pretty. The [G]  has only preached for us once since he came here, but gave us an excellent sermon then. I suppose in this Peach has reached Orange \u0026amp; [camp]. He called to see me one evening and only remained about half an hour, promised he would come again the day after and said I must have a letter for him to take home for me, but he never made his appearance. I stayed from church hoping to see him \u0026amp; show him the VMI sights. He was staying out in the country about three miles. Wanted me to go with him but could not do so. I never saw a boy so changed in my life. Had a little beard and then he was dressed in real soldier style. I don't think I should have known him had I seen him in a crowd. He said himself Geo. M had been having a good time out in the country for 18 days. Really glad they have gotten furloughs for they have both been good soldiers and deserve them. Hope they may be able to reach home. Mr. M seemed somewhat taken with poor Lewis Williams old flame Miss Darden. Wilson Newman called to see me a few days ago. And going from his looks, I think the army must agree with him. Am glad our Orange boys are all so pleasantly stationed. Mother tell Champ to write what has become of [Mr. G]. I feel so sorry for him. Doubtless in this you have received my report and have been worried about the way I have wasted my time \u0026amp; gotten demerits etc. in the last six months. Myself as well as many others have done but little studying. We have lost about one and a half months going out of these plagued marches and still Old Spex hasn't made a single allowance in the examination and I would not be surprised if there are not 150 cadets shipped soon for being unjustly unjustly found deficient, some over 18, and others for demerits. 15 were shipped yesterday, one of my roommates goes [__] tomorrow, for demerits. Spex a grand old scoundrel coins money by this as most of them have made their deposits which is $600. I think you must not be surprised to see me at any time as my number of demerits is past one hundred, though most of them I got for over staying furlough, and may yet be removed. I shall write to brother in a day or two for money to pay what I owe to Old Spex. Mother to give you an idea what sort of person Gen. S. is after our return from our last march, the government sent up 300 pairs of shoes for the Cadets as presents or to pay for our own that we wore out and now Gen. S. will not let a Cadet have a pair if he has gotten shoes from the Institute within the last 6 month, and if a Cadet is shipped before he can get them, they fall in Spex's hands, who furnishes all his darkeys with a good pair. I shall try hard to get mine, tho' don't expect to wear them, they are course army shoes worth at the present prices 30 or 40 dollars. I have a pair I bought before I went on the march that will do me, so I shall keep mine (if I get them) for Henry, unless he is well supplied. Mother you recollect the box I was so concerned about, it made it to us, after being on the way only 19 days. Although the things were rather old \u0026amp; stale, yet everything went good even the turkey. I tell you we were not a long time emptying the box. We were all very agreeably surprised yesterday by the receipt of another box for one of our roommates. It contained a splendid ham, two elegant rich cakes  and any quantity of little molasses cakes, sausages, molasses, apples, etc. I never enjoyed anything more. I certainly did justice to it myself. I hope Mr. L has laid in a good supply of provisions. How does Eliza do now. Hope she may not give you all troubles. I can imagine I see the difference in her cooking \u0026amp; aunt Phoebe's, and hear you complain. Well Mother you see I am 'bout run out for something to write about so I guess I had better stop altogether. You must excuse led pencil, I wrote with, is because I wanted to write fast (which the bad writing \u0026amp; mistakes will bear evidence of) in order to finish it without being interrupted by any roll call. It seems to me I now commence a letter but what I am called of by the tap of the drum to attend some call. It is really worrying. Well Mother, I shall prepare myself to receive a good scholding [sic] from you soon. You must not be too hard upon me, [phrase unclear] made to stay here for my own good, but at the same time greatly against my will. And now with love to all and a due portion for your darling self,\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever yr affect\u003cbr\u003e\nSon J. B. S.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nFebruary the 20th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Sister,\u003cbr\u003e\nHaving honored all the family with a letter, except your sweet self, Have determined to drop you a few lines (Tonight since I have no lessons to get.) to show you that you have not been forgotten. The letter I wrote Champe, you were justly entitled to, but as she wrote me such a long letter first, and I had to answer, thought had better do it at once. So you must not think anything of the step I took. I received dear sisters letter yesterday. And you cannot imagine what pleasure it gave me to read it and particularly that part in which it spoke of my darling mother, being so much improved in health. God grant that it may continue to do so, is my sincere prayer. It makes me feel like a new person almost, when I think about it. And Oh! If I could just be there to see her enjoy it. What I would not give? And just to think I have only been here one month today, and have five more long weary ones to spend here. It is awful to think about. But at the end of that time, I must have a furlough. In spite of everything. The boys all laugh at the idea of my expecting even to get one but I guess they will laugh out of the other side of their mouths, In July, when they see me going home. If I staid here I would have to go in Camp and drill, but I think I will get enough of it before them. You would laugh to see me going through double quick step. I look like a frog in the act of jumping. I see I will have to lay my letter aside until tomorrow when I endeavor to finish it though it will not leave here before Monday. Saturday. Have been down today to see them at Mrs. B[ull]'s. Capt. B[ull] has returned from Richmond. Came by G[ordons]ville. Wish he had run on down to Orange, might have sent my things by him. Phil Hiden is trying to get a furlough to go down to Charlottesville to see his brother James married. (To take place on Friday night I believe) If he succeeds, he will come on to Orange, so that will be a good opportunity to send my box. Says he will bring it. I also want my pants that (dark brown) Bob gave me sent. Repair them if they need it, before you send them. The surprise party to the Maj.'s was grand. If I had been there I should have made the girls get before. So that I might be sure they would not fall or get in the mud again. There is so much gold lace, and brass buttons in Orange now that a poor private stands no chance. The girls hardly glance at one, I guess. While I am writing they are drawing a cannon out on the parade ground to test it. I am going out there to see it fired. Bum! She goes; and the boys tremble \u0026amp; run. I stand my ground. The gun proves a good one. Scott \u0026amp; myself went up town today to get some thing to eat. Succeeded in getting some pies. Tomorrow is the 22nd and Gen. Smith told Capt. Bull if he could get the turkeys, he might give us a big dinner, but as he cannot get them, we will have the same old fare, Beef \u0026amp; Bread. I am in hopes there will be a suspension of Studdies until tuesday. (Private) Sister asked if I ever saw the little Madisons. Am sorry to say I have not, And moreover I don't expect to, from what I can hear. Don't say anything about this? I heard from good authority that the children were not allowed to wear socks, until that one \n(the youngest) had its feet frost-bitten. I feel sorry for the little darlings. Mrs. M is master. And every one easily perceives it. Let no one see this but the family? I have seen Mrs. Newman at Church, have never spoken to her, will go up with Scott soon to see her. There is no episcopal preacher here, but they expect to call Henry A. Wise, Jr. hope they may. Have very good music at the Presbyterian church. Sister Mollie certainly is good about writing so often, and her letters are so interesting and amusing. You all must continue to send them over whenever you get them. I intend to write to her soon. It is time for brother to be answering my letter. I think Mr. C. has acted quite strangely. It is too provoking. Tell Mother boiling over does no good. She had better remain quiet. And Mr. S[haw] is in Lynchburg. I wish I could run down to see him. Suppose it was business that took him there. Hope the army have not pressed any of his corn. He must be much incommoded in his farming by not being at Berry Hill. Sunday the 22nd. Ground covered in snow nearly a foot deep and still falling fast. What awful weather we have had in the last month for our army. They must suffer. I never saw such a country as this in my life. And every boy agrees with me. It is either raining or snowing all the time. Write me word what Mrs. R. brought. Wish she had brought my shoes \u0026amp; knife. And Willy [Fry] has gone to be married. What will take place next. Expect Peach (poor fellow) would liked to have accompanyed him. He is fortunate in being out of the army now. Oh! Fan. How I would like to see you all. I sometimes think that it will be impossible for me to stay away from my dear home and those for whom my love is so great, until July. How is Miss Summer. Give my love to her and tell her I think of her often. Well dear Sister I have written you quite a long letter. You must make due excuses for this miserable ink and writing. Kiss dear little Mary for me and tell her she must not forget Uncle Bev. Be a good girl and tell her when he I[sic] come home I will bring her some good. Give oceans of love to Mr. S[haw] and all the family, and accept for yourself a true brothers love.\u003cbr\u003e\nHoping you are all well I bid you Goodbye!\u003cbr\u003e\nBeverly\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nApril the 14th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI received your letter a few days ago also the cloth. Hiden was on the way a week, or more. Which has been the reason why you have not heard from me sooner. I wrote home last Friday as usual but I wrote it in such a hurry and did not even read it over. I really felt ashamed to send it. Know I spelt a word wrong did you notice it? I know better. Well Mother Gen. Smith has at last gotten cloth, and as I had never had a suit my name was put down for one. I have had my jacket made at last so I now have or will have two suits which will do me until July. I don't know whether to have the cloth you sent me made into a pair of pants or sell it. If I have it made up I can save my new suit. I will send you some money by first opportunity. Need not get me any more cloth. How sad the death of poor Hugh Atkins, he was so imprudent. I suppose old Mrs. A is almost frantic, and it will have such a bad effect on Julia. Champe mentioned in her letter Miss Ellen B had gone deranged and been taken to the asylum. Where did she stay? I disremember her. Old Mrs. B has been sick for a week or more I suppose that must have been the cause of it. Be sure an[sic] write me word in your next. I was down to see them yesterday. I suppose your have commenced gardening, such pretty weather for it. It seems strange that I am not at it. Hope you are well enough to go out and superintend. As you are so devoted to it and can't help it. I am not surprised to hear about sister Mollie. She wrote to me and said she had fattened. In my answer I asked her \"Could it be that Ala air was purer than Va. and agreed with her better, Hardly!\" I am glad and then again I am sorry. I don't know why some of them out there do not write to me. Her letter is the only one I have received. I will not write to them until they do. I hope you have written to brother and given him a good scolding about that sugar. He deserves one. Does Ras T. intend to go South to live? Every body in Orange must be buying and selling. I suppose it is to invest their money which they have made by speculating. You will have a near neighbor now, Cousin H. \u0026amp; I think I should rather live at his old place than Mr. R. by far. I wrote you about making me collars did you ever get the letter. My cap must be black. When is Mary Taliaferro coming back, and so they ever hear from her. Give my love to all at Uncle E's. Suppose Annie is uneasy about her Johnny as the fight has begun. Myself and some of the other Cadets went fishing Saturday caught a few fish and a live ground hog which we had a good deal of fun out. Have to get up now at five, then drill for an hour also in the evening. I do not mind it so much now as it is rather more pleasant. We have abandoned the old drill and begun a new one (Hardie) which I much prefer. Mrs. Newman is in Orange, wish now I had gone to see her. How is Phil \u0026amp; wife getting along. Suppose they have not moved to Piedmont. Is there a prospect of much fruit at Berry Hill this season. Won't I miss Sisters cherries. I guess she feels lonesome without you all. Don't the children enjoy being at B.H. I expect they stay there all the time. How I would like to have a game of play with them. I expect Mary Beverly will be as wild as a buck soon. Kiss her for me and tell her to write to me. Mrs. C proceedings are shameful. Hope you may get everything back. Everything is so dull here that I have nothing to write interesting. They give us ham now occasionally. I send you a pattern of another collar, you may make some like it. Has Mr. Shaw enclosed his new plantation. Give my love to Miss Summer, tell her to write to me. I do not hear from home as often as I desire. How are the Spring gardens and are they as intimate since the dog quarrel. With much love to all and kisses around to the children I must bid you goodbye.\u003cbr\u003e\nAs ever your affect. Son\u003cbr\u003e\nBeverly\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eSend me Charlie Taliaferro direction. There is a Cadet who wants to write him. Excuse this miserable scrawl. What has become of Theodore G. Did he say anything about Taylor.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCamp Jackson Aug 28th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother,\u003cbr\u003e\nNo doubt you have been wondering what has become of your darling boy and the reason why he had not written before. Well dear Mother I will give you a few of my reasons which I hope will prove satisfactory. In the first place, after reaching Staunton and trotting around some time in search of Mr. G whom I succeeded in finding at last, and it then being too late for me to procure a seat on the stage. Mr. G begged me so very hard to remain over with him until the next day that I at last concluded to do so, knowing that one day longer would make no difference. I left Staunton about 4 ½ Wednesday morning and after a very pleasant trip (Having met with 3 or 4 Cadets returning) reached my old prison house at 1 p.m. and to my surprise found the Corps had left the evening before to reinforce Jackson. I then began to regret and censor myself very much for stopping over in Staun- but about the time we were ready, one of the Officers came in and said the Yankees had fallen back and that the Corps was then on the way back to the Institute after having marched to Staunton Goshen. We then thought after that information that it would be a piece of folly in us to start to meet them in coming back. I felt quite lonesome there being only a few Rats left as a guard. I staid down with Capt. B and made myself at home. He seemed very glad at having me back. And yesterday evening they all returned, broken down, sore footed and quite mad that they were not permitted to go on and engage the enemy. Jackson was very anxious expecially[sic] for the company of artillery to come on and join him, but Old Spex had not the authority to take the Corps out of the County, but had to fight them any when in Rockbridge in defense of the Institute. I am not delighted that I did not get here in time since it has proven such a useless \u0026amp; fatiguing march. I was on guard last night tho' not compelled, only did so to relieve some of the broken down who would have had to have gone on. I could not help contrasting \u0026amp; feeling the difference between my bed last night \u0026amp; the one I have been enjoying for the last month. Just imagine me in the guard quarters on the hard floor and in among a parcel of rats, minks, chickens, lice, etc. and then with my accoutrements all on, I tell you what taking everything into consideration I did not have my pleasant time, but it is all over now, and I hope it may not happen again. I am all OK. We will move into barracks next Monday or Tuesday when I will have a much easier time. I have not seen Old Spex yet to give him the letter. I expect he will be for court marshaling me. I was much worried at having to leave them all so hurriedly at the Village the morning I left. The plagued men at the provost office were the cause of it, they were so very slow. I only had time to kiss them \u0026amp; tell them all goodbye. Was Annie married on the next morning, I hope not since I could not see it. Tell Sister M to make up some excuse to give Mrs [Miss?] [H?] for not coming to see her again. I suppose every thing still remains quiet and there is no chance of the army leaving you. Has Miss E \u0026amp; Co. come to board with you yet. You all must write and give me all the news. I have no time to ask questions. I want this to be mailed this eve and it is near time for it to close. I had an elegant time in Staunton which I suppose Bird had written before this. Church did not get me the pillow after all. Get it from him and send it by S_ Hiden, also that knap sack Sam G. gave. You recollect I guess a new one. Tell Felix he had better sell me his cadet overcoat. Well dear mother I have not time to write more but will take time \u0026amp; write a more satisfactory letter soon. Excuse all mistakes \u0026amp; bad writing. Show it to no one but burn it. Give my love all inquiring friends. Tell McGuire I desire his letters. With love to all friends I must now bid you goodbye. Kiss the children and Old Sal if she is with you. Write soon \u0026amp; often to your affect.\u003cbr\u003e\nboy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eSend me the Buffingtons letters if you get any. Their brother is here. Will tell you about him in my next.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003e...one of my favorites, give her my love. Champe so you ever hear from Mr. G now. Poor fellow! I expect he is dying out in N.C. by degrees with the [blues]. Let me hear something from him in your next. You know how I love him. Who are you engaged to at present? I fear you are gaining yourself the name of flirt. I hope not tho. I suppose it is because you have so many extravagant admirers, and not wishing to get married you are necessarily compelled to send some up the spout. I am really glad you are not like most of the girls at present, crazy to get married, for I should hate like all the world to give you up. You recollect I dreampt last summer that you were married and how I told you it distressed me. As my prospects for being a married man are exceedingly doubtful, I think I shall have to consent to the proposition you made some time ago that we should both remain single. Do you not remember it? You say you believe Victoria Is really going to write her fate with Capt. Hardy's. I am sorry for it myself for I never fancied him much. Hasn't she had better offers? She certainly is a changeable girl. Does Uncle E like the \"Capt\" or is he opposed to the match? I suppose they are daily looking for Mary from Baltimore. I guess she will have lots to tell. How I would like to be at home to hear her \u0026amp; Sister Mollie talk. If Bob \u0026amp; M. have arrived tell them I will write them both soon. Did Sister go down to R. as she expected or did the Yankees raid frighten her out of the notion? Champe in several of my letters from home they have mentioned Gen. Pizzini's[?] name. Who is he? I have never seen anything about him in the newspapers. You say the young man who took my bundle \u0026amp; letters home did not call. I did not expect he would, as he is very bashful. He is a very good boy, but one of the ugliest boys you ever saw. He does not intend returning here. Resigned to enter the army. Well dear Sister I I have written you quite a long letter so must stop and mail it. You must excuse all mistakes and bad writing. The boys are discussing the probability of the Corps being ordered out (although rumors circulated here in barracks) etc. and making so much fuss that I scarcely know what I am writing. And now I must bid you adieu. With love to all the family and hoping to have the exquisite pleasure of reading one of your usual interesting letters again soon.\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever\u003cbr\u003e\nYr aft Br\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nDecember the 1st 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Sister,\u003cbr\u003e\nReally everything is so dull and I write so often that I am puzzled to know how to commence this letter. I don't think I owe you an apology for my long silence. For whenever I write home to any one member of the family, I intend, and I suppose my letters are read by you all. So none need complain. Mother you know deserves most letters, as she is so good about writing to me, and then such long and interesting letters. I am always overjoyed when I see her handwriting. I received her last written on the 27th and you cannot imagine how much I have been worried to think you all would be left in the enemies lines and that I should be cut off from all communication with you. But I am as yet ignorant of whether this has been done. I have commenced this letter with the hope that it may go direct and that you are still spared from the outrage of the enemy. Can it be that Gen. Lee intends falling back again around Richmond? I think it looks very much like it if they are moving commissary stores from Gordonsville. But I suppose before this is done, there will be a second Chancellorsville battle, therefore I will not despair until I hear the result. I am very much afraid that Lee has weakened his army so much by sending aid to Braggs (who it seems is doing nothing but allowing his men to be captured \u0026amp; falling back) that he will eventually be compelled to fall back to Richmond. When this is done I suppose we will be ordered out. We are rather better equipped now than we were when we went on out last cavalry expedition to Covington. I think if we do leave here, I will go with Dr. McGuire whom Mother says will give me a place. I ought to be there in the army now fighting for my home. Changing the subject, I attended the tableaux given last Friday night by the ladies for the benefit of the poor soldier, although I was dead broke at the time, thought as I had never been to anything of the sort here, and then it was my duty, borrowed the money to go. Some of the scenes were very pretty, but the smallness of the room and the immence[sic] crowd destroyed all the pleasure of being present. Capt. B the only person you know, acted the part of the \"Irish Volunteer\" It would be useless in me to attempt to describe the scenes, dress and etc.  Will send you a programme and you can form an idea for yourself of what they ought to have been, at least how they looked. I don't think it could have been as grand as those given by the ladies of Old Orange as the material was wanting. They realized I understand $600. Leela P. did not act. I don't think she can be very popular. By the by I forgot to tell Champe, that she told a friend of mine that she was one of the wildest girls she ever saw and was wearing Gen. J's ring. Tell C. she had better beware her reputation will be quite broad. I have never spoken to her since I came back. Tell Mother I got the $20. Hope that she has seen Willie's and if he does not intent coming back soon will send me the money to pay for my overcoat \u0026amp; shoes. How I envy you all, eating fresh meat and sausages. Do you think I hadn't forgotten there was such a thing. I hope you all have gotten your pork and lower than the market price which is frightful. Mr. Shaw is a fortunate man in having any left. So poor Lil is gone at last. I suppose there was a universal weeping. $800 I think was a very good price. What has Mr. C. put where it is. Did Mr. S. go to Gen Lee? Willis is not coming back. Has sent his resignation. Did he give Mr. S the shot I sent. I have drawn a sketch of Charleston \u0026amp; vicinity from one I have seen. Will send home for you all to see soon. The drum has just beat for dress parade so I must close. Remember me to all enquiring friends, and now for each and every member of the family give oceans of love and accept for yourself \u0026amp; hubby and little darling a due portion.\u003cbr\u003e\nWrite soon, goodbye\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eV.M.I. Dec. 19th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI guess you have been wondering what in the world had become of me that I did not write. Well we were ordered out on last Tuesday very unexpectedly to march directly to Goshen and there wait orders from Gen. Imboden. I have not time to give you an account of our march now as we have to leave here in the morning at 5 to go in the direction of Buchanan or Salem after Averell  [\"Averil\" in original] and having marched 13 miles today [page torn] a miserable frozen ground feel as if I could [page torn] a little sleep on my old mattress after taking it out long. Oh! I tell you I can stand Army Service. We were exposed one day and night to the most disagreeable weather I ever saw. Rain fell in perfect torrents freezing as it would fall. We intended to have gone on from here after a rest of 2 hours but as there were a good many boys shoeless and others with sore feet we concluded to stay over. We take 3 days rations (which is very little) I received your letter written on the 13 with the $100 but haven't heard or gotten Mr. S with the $70. Has he written and did he [?] rebels. I hope it may not be lost as I am deep in debt. I took dinner with Miss Louise B. today. She promised to write to you for me if I went on. I hope this letter may reach you safely and relieve your mind somewhat. You must not worry yourself. I am perfectly well \u0026amp; hardy, ready to give that [page torn] \"Avril\" a  [_ing]. I hope to gracious we may catch the scoundrel and his men. I will not write more at present. Will do so as soon as I return again. So now must bid you all good night with love \u0026amp; kisses to the family and little ones I am as ever your darling boy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nDecember 23rd 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI wrote you a few days ago, on my return from our Goshen tramp and promised I would write again so soon as I reached here once more. Well dear Mother we reached our journeys end Monday evening and nar'e Yankee did we kill or see after marching us all over this plagued mountainous country and ruining our feet we being badly shod at the time. But thank gracious, there were none seriously hurt by the trip, and now since they have had a little rest would be willing to start out on another, provided they were carried in some other direction than that of Goshen \u0026amp; Covington, for both of these routs every boy seems disgusted with. And it is a enough to despair anyone for you look upon nothing but huge mountains of rocks the whole way. Once in every ten miles by accident we would pass an old dilapidated looking building. I believe I mentioned in my other letter what a wet time we had of it while at Camp Staunton near Goshen. Although we were so near drowned, yet there was no grumbling, quite the contrary the boys were hollering \u0026amp; singing the whole time. I wish you could have heard us when a train came up to Goshen whistling \u0026amp; the bell ringing. I believe every boy joined in a thundering shout which reached throughout the surrounding mountains. It reminded us all so much of home \u0026amp; especially those who had been here so long without having a furlough that I do believe if the Yankees had been near and we been ordered to keep quiet we could not have resisted the temptation to give vent to our joy at such a pleasant sound. When we left here we thought we were going to Staunton. I took some collars along in case we should, and when I heard this train I could not but help thinking it was coming to take us there and I had made up my mind if we were got that near home I would work my [?] so as to go the whole hog. But alas! There was no such good luck for poor me. I was doomed to be disappointed. The train only came to bring a bearer of dispatches. We laid in our mud puddles until evening when the tap of the drum bid us prepare for marching. There were all sorts of rumors a float before we left camp, some said the Yankees were near Lex. and we had to march there that night a distance of 22 miles. Others said we were going to Covin. but we were all surprised when Col. Ship [Shipp] marched us up to Cool Sulphur Springs to quarter us in the cabins there for the night. Before we reached there we had to wade through mud \u0026amp; water a foot deep for near ten miles. We managed to build us up a little fire and dry our blankets. There was a still house at this place and every boy got enough to drink to make him sleep and to keep him from taking cold. In fact the majority of the boys were quite merry. I took a little swig Though not enough to make me feel the effects of it. Stanard Buffington had his canteen full and was looking all about for me. Expect if he had found me I should have been tipsy also for I did not think it any [harm] that night. Buffington is a splendid boy. On the next morning we set out for Lex. it had ceased raining and we had a beautiful day before us for marching, but the roads were so bad and the streams we had to pass over so swollen that we did not go more than 12 miles to Wilson Spring before we stopped over again for the night, and slept in some old darkey cabins. Although it was very [quite struck out] cold I had a very good night's rest. While were here Col. Ship received a dispatch from Old Spex (who said in his order before we left he would [?]over [?]) who was then at Lex enjoying the pleasures of home comforts) ordering us hurry back as quick as possible. We had to go in the direction of Buchanan. So we left next morning early \u0026amp; reach here at 11 ½ although the roads were so bad we marched 4 ¼ miles in one hour. We had orders after reached here. Mother I send with my coat a pair of pants for Henry. I wore them on the last march you will observe that they have seen hard times after mending the seat they will be made a good pair pants by having them turned. I send also a shirt which I could find no owner for and it is too large for me. You can dispose of it as you like. What do you think of the bill in reference to currency. I hope it may prove of some good for money seems to be worthless. Confederate I meant. Suppose Emma Chapman will be married soon. I would like to be present to get some of the good things. Of course they will have a big wedding. Is cousin Vic going down South to see Annie. I heard she was. I was down at Capt. Bull's yesterday. He read me a letter he had just gotten from Mary. You have no idea what a good letter she writes. It would really surprise you to read one. I hope she may pay them a visit here this spring. I would like to see her. Mrs. Powers has gotten back. I promised to kill her some birds, so if it does not rain, shall go out tomorrow. The weather has moderated a good deal today and I am truly glad of it for it was so very cold two or three days ago that I like to have frozen. Well dear Mother, I have written you quite a long letter, and I think all the news, so I must again bid you goodbye or good night rather.\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eP.S. Make some of the family write me soon \u0026amp; often. You will find in my coat a rough sketch of Charleston \u0026amp; Vicinity which I drew for amusement. It has been laying up in my drawer so long the plagued mice destroyed it and commenced eating the edges.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nJanuary the 3rd 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nTaking into consideration the many letters which you have honored me with lately, I think I would be doing my self great injustice if I were to allow a longer period to pass by without dropping you a few lines. I think my last letter was written in the year 1863 and now it is 64. Will you not forgive my seeming negligence. I received your long and interesting letter written on the 27th on the morning of the New Year. I therefore reckon it as among my numerous presents and as being one most valued. I was glad to see from your letter that Christmas had passed so handsomely and pleasantly. The dinner you spoke of was really a \"beautiful\" one, but I am confident when I give you a bill of fare of the one which I had the pleasure of masticating you will not for one moment hesitate in saying mine was still more beautiful. First, we had cold loaf bread (not enough by 16 loaves) also warm corn bread. Second cold beef. For dessert, molasses, water, \u0026amp; c. \u0026amp;c. Oh! Indeed I fear if I were to go on and enumerate the rest I would not finish this letter soon. So leave it for you to form an idea. You all must have very kind friends to furnish you with so many nice things. You had a lot of big [?] to dine with you. My mouth runs water whenever I think about it. Why couldn't I have been there! Christmas week was the dullest to me I ever spent. Only one day suspension. Few boys tight, owing to the scarcity \u0026amp; high price of Liquor. I slept most all the time to rid myself of the monotony. Occasionally I would walk up in Lex. and get something to eat. I have looked forward before Xmas with much pleasure to the arrival of two boxes belonging to my roommates which were to have come by the packet boat, but it has not as yet made its appearance, and judging from the looks of the river which I can plainly see from my window, and which is entirely frozen over, that it will not do so for some time to come. We have almost despaired. The first thing we would all say in the morning, and the last I believe at night would be, wonder if the boat has come! I think we spent at least 2/3 of our time in the day standing looking in vain down the river. Isn't it too bad I intended to feast for once. There were a great many boys who were as much interested and disappointed as we were. Well Mother, changing the subject, let me give you an account how nicely I was fooled yesterday, and at the same time right much disappointed. While sitting down in my room thinking over what I should do during the day. One of my roommates (Jonny Wise) came blustering in an handed me a bundle accompanied by a letter directed as follows Cadet Stanard, politeness of Miss Bull. You well know what thought first struck me, I opened it and read it and supposing the girls must be down at Capt. B.'s commenced in great hurry to get on what the boys here term a \"big dike\" after I had finished dressing, and been told two or three times by my roommates that I would certainly captivate those young ladies, I started down to Capt. B. and upon entering the parlor asked Miss Louise where were the girls. The girls, what girls! I think told her, she seemed surprised, and said she had not a word from them. I then took it for granted they must certainly be up in Lexington, some where. So started in search of them. In passing by the Hospital I saw Dr. Madison who had just come the evening before from Petersburg and who told me at least asked me if I had gotten the bundle \u0026amp; letter. He then told me why they did not come on, and that his little girls had gone on to Staunton that morning on the Stage. You can well imagine my feelings. I thought it strange that they should have selected such an awful cold spell to come in. It was really the coldest weather I ever felt and I was on guard too. Hope they have postponed their visit until Spring. I got the money sent and let me thank yourself and my dear sisters for their nice presents. I am willing to wager any thing that I am the only boy who has received such. Tell Fan \u0026amp; Champ I will I will write them both soon. So Gen. J is still flying around Old C. Wonder if she can't prevail on him to give me a place on his staff. I am much obliged to you for sending my shirt \u0026amp; brush. I was in want of both so they come at an acceptable time. I hope dear Mother you will not think I am extravagant because I write so often for money. I will put down on paper how I have disposed of most of it and I know you will not think me so. I attended church this morning. The Methodist had to go there with my Company but deserted \u0026amp; went to the Episcopal. Saw Sandy P \u0026amp; bride, but did not speak to him. Lula had a beau so looked pleased. I fear Mr. Shaw's letter is lost for good. There are some grand rascals in this corps. I will go over this week and find out what that notice meant. The deposit for the next five months I think will be near $650. What has become of poor Mr. Gassaway? Let me know. I hope C. will not engage herself to anyone again unless she intends marrying them. I rather fear she is inclined to flirt. I am truly sorry that Aunt Phoebe will leave you. Know you all will see for more trouble the coming year. With Eliza as a cook she is so often sick. I delivered your message to Miss Louise B. She acted on a tableaux a few nights ago. I did not attend, it was so cold. Did you ever get your money back from the man who bought Lil? Sister Mollie said in her letter I was her debtor. I think she is mistaken. They all owe me letters. As for Monsieur Haywood I have despaired of hearing from him again. This is the beginning of the 8th page of my letter. When I began I did not think I could fill four. But I am 'bout run out now for news to write. Suppose Cousin Mollie G. is with you. Give her a buss for me. I wish I was there to do it myself. It is getting late so I must bring my letter to a close, though will not be able to mail it until tomorrow evening. Hope I will continue to hear from home as often as I have the last week. Give my love to Uncle E's family. Remember me to all the girls. Write again soon, and now with oceans of love to each and every member of our family. Kisses to the little ones and for yourself accept that which is one from a true \u0026amp; devoted son.\u003cbr\u003e\nJ.B.S.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nFeb. the 21st 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI wrote you a long letter some days ago and promised I believe to write again the last of the weeks. Therefore in accordance with my promise I shall endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines. Since my last letter nothing much of interest has transpired to disturb the monotony of the V.M.I. soldier boys life or daily routine of exercises save the freezing up of the river, which has afforded us a little fun skating. Yesterday being Saturday, it did not interfere with our duties or studies, so all could go that wished. I went down to the river in the morning myself, though not with the intention of skating, as I had a sore toe and then I was minus a pair of skates mine being broken, but the ice was so beautiful that I could not resist the temptation, so borrowed a pair from one of the boys and spent the rest of the morning on the ice. It was really elegant fun, could go down the river as far as you wished. There were also a great many ladies on the ice, who seemed evidently to think there was more fun in falling down than standing up, but unfortunately in the height of their enjoyment, one of them [frisky] fell rather too hard and almost broke her nose. Poor girl, I guess it will spoil her beauty spot and I know will teach her a lesson how to run on ice again. The fall of this unfortunate lady, of course, intimidated and somewhat marred the pleasure of the remainder of the party. My friend Miss L.P. was among the no. and was looking as rosy as usual. Tomorrow being the anniversary of the birthday of the father of our Country, and in order to show due respect to his memory, there will be suspension of academic duties, but owing to the scarcity of powder, will not be able, as is customary to fire a salute. I went up in Lexington yesterday and looked around for the combs you wrote for. Got you these which I hope may suit. The best I could find, and rather high, but you know every thing is now. Though I could have gotten the two large ones for two dollars less if I had only known it in time. The following is what I gave for the three black, $3.75, one of the horn $5.00 the other $6.00, making in all $14.75. Would'nt this frighten you in peace times? I will send my [tal-er], and the combs also some matches which I bought thinking you might want them, by Cadet Harrison who leaves tomorrow for Orange to see his brother who is in a battery stationed near Morton's. I hope the things may reach you safely. Do you think the Yankees will get Mobile? I would not be surprised to hear of its fall any day. Suppose Mollie \u0026amp; Sallie have moved out of the City as the ladies have all been advised to leave. I think it so strange Haywood don't answer my letter. I wrote him a month ago and he knows my deposit is due at this time. Mr. Norton our Episcopal preacher lectures every Sunday eve during [Lent?] and principally for the benefit of the Cadets, and as it is near time I shall have to close my letter as I want to attend. May add a post script tonight. Goodby with love to all\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever\u003cbr\u003e\nyour darling boy,\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nMarch the 13th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Sister\u003cbr\u003e\nQuite a long time has elapsed since a letter has passed directly between you and myself and I am still in doubt as to which of us is the debtor. But nevertheless, I shall wave all ceremony and endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines for I honor you home folks so often with my letters that there must be a good deal of sameness in them. This remembering that this is one of the dullest \u0026amp; meanest places in Christendom that is in my estimation and also of a great many of my fellow Cadets. But I shall not waist[sic] my time by heaping abuse upon Lexington and the V.M.I. You are well aware of my hatred for them both. Before going farther, allow me dear Sister to give vent to my feelings by expressing my grateful thanks for the nice box of eatables which you sent me. I can assure you I have enjoyed them no little and done justice to the box as well as my roommates, who said that it was the best that had been received in No. 38 (my room) and I think we have gotten four since the first of January. We played fearful havoc with the turkey pies and cakes. Nothing now remains I am sorry to say, but my ham which I hope to enjoy for some days yet as it was such a fine one. We only eat this as a snack. Mr. S surely must believe they came out of that small box. I invited or had besides my roommates (five in number) three of four of my friends (S.B. among the no.) to help me eat and there was plenty for all, not withstanding the tremendous appetites of the Cadets are noted for. Fan, where did you get a turkey from?  I did not think there was such a thing left in the county of Orange. Why did you not keep it, also the ham. I had much rather you should have done so, for I know how scarce such things are with you since you have had the army among you so long. You ought not to have deprived yourself of it. I can manage to make out with the beef they give me here, although it makes me sick about once a month. The candy sent was perfectly elegant. I never enjoyed anything more in my life. I would not care if you would send me a small package of that whenever an opportunity presents itself. If not two[sic] much trouble. I have been feasting right much lately on robbin pies. One of my roommates \u0026amp; myself went out hunting last Saturday week, killed 19 birds. I gave Mrs. Bull six and get the Judge to cook the rest for me. I believe near half of the boys in the Corps were out yesterday, but all had bad luck, frightened every bird for ten miles around. I was wise for once, and did not go. I went up in Lexington yesterday to see young McCown, who brought my box up for me. I shall send this by him as he says he will go by Berry Hill Tuesday. He also takes a little bundle for cousin Sarah Bull, which you will please send her. It is from Mrs. Powers to her husband. Tell Mother when she writes again to send me some stamps. I cannot get them here. Fan, how do you suppose I spent yesterday evening? Why I saw a poor mink court marshalled by the boys (only greening him) for deserting his post, where they had stationed him the night before. After speaking on both sides the jury retired and soon reentered the hall. The sentence was read by the judge. The prisoner found guilty and had to be shot in one hour. The whole court was so much affected at this sentence that the judge had to tell them they must not give way in that moment to their grief. The prisoner was then told that he would only have one hour to live and asked if he had anything to say of if he did not want to write a letter home. He arose and endeavored to make an appeal to the commander the plea of ignorance and a promise to do better in future, but the poor fellow was so frightened that his speech made but little impression upon the court. He was then told to retire into the ante chamber where he could write his last letter, which he did and such a one you never saw. He told his sister when he kissed her and told her goodbye he never thought he would disgrace the family in that way. After finishing his letter he returned in the court room and was so much distressed \u0026amp; frightened that his lawyer again made an earnest appeal in his behalf and begged that they would grant him a reprieve for ten days, so that he might be better prepared to meet his fate. This was granted by the jury, but subject to the approval of Old Spex. The Sergt. Of the guard was then ordered to post 2 sharp shooters at each corner of barracks so as to prevent the prisoner from talking to anyone or attempting to make his escape. He took the proceedings of the court over to the Genl. who told him we were only greening him. When he returned and told us what Old Spex said, every boy roared out laughing. Our fun was then ended, the poor boy relived from his misery. He actually thought he was going to be shot sure 'nough. These are the kind of Cadets which are being admitted in the V.M.I. now. Do you blame us for having a little fun some times? Old Spex says we can substitute greening in the place of bucking for the new cadets. I was sorry to hear Tom Fry was wounded, hope he may recover. Will Mrs. F. go out to see him? Well I suppose Bob \u0026amp; Mollie are with you by this. What would I not give to be with you all. The receipt or arrival of my box and the thought of their living with you has made me awful homesick. I never was more so. I saw Dr. McGuire's mother at church this morning. She is a very sweet looking old lady. Say to Mother I believe I will wait for the new currency. I send the letter Mother mentioned. Now dear Sister I have written you a much longer letter than I expected to write when I first commenced and as it is getting late \u0026amp; I want to take this up town I shall have to bring it to a close. I have been writing in a great hurry which you can plainly see, so you must excuse this miserable scrawl. The paper sent was very acceptable. You see I have made use of it soon. Give my love to all the family and now for your darling self \u0026amp; husband accept a due portion. Kisses without number to Mary, Bev, and a kind remembrance to all enquiring friends.\u003cbr\u003e\nI remain your affect. brother\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eP.S. Write soon \u0026amp; tell the other members of the family to do the same.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nMarch the 22nd 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nIt had now been ten or twelve days since I had a line from home. I now write to demand an explination for such treatment. Upon the receipt of my box I wrote Sister Fan a long letter thanking her \u0026amp; c. Prior to that time I wrote Champe and I certainly expected by this time to have a few lines (at least) from one of them as they well know how anxious I was to hear from Bob \u0026amp; Mollie whom I suppose are with you at present. My letter to Fan was sent by Young McCown, who brought my box. I suppose he is reliable. Is the son of a Saddler in Lexington. Well Mother I guess you will wonder why it is, that I am writing with a lead pencil. The reason is first this, we are upon the eve of freezing up. It has been one week since we had a particle of heat (there not being a stick of wood at the V.M.I.) You know what a change has taken place in the weather. Today it is snowing hard, and a cold wind blowing, and still we are having the same duties to attend to, both academic \u0026amp; military. It is outrageous for the boys can't study a bit. I wish you could step in and take a peep at us. It got so cold we could not stand it any longer. So we call the roommates and went out and made a raid on Old Spex laths and have built us up some sort of a fire and are all gathered around like a gang of chickens under its mothers wing. If the officers of the day should by chance visit our room and catch us we would get a hard report and a few demerits. Peach came by here on last Saturday morning to see me, has just returned from Ark. Martin and one of his friends were taken prisoners. The day he stopped over to see me, Ex. Gov. Letcher made a very fine speech, also Judge Brockenbrough. So we went up and heard them. Both were very encouraging and thought the war would not last a year longer. In the evening I walked out in the country with him to get his horse. I came back, but he staid[sic] with one of his company friends until yesterday when he called to see me again on his way to Orange. I guess he will get home before this letter and tell you all you would like to hear about me and about his trip, so I will leave it for him to do. Mother you think I didn't sit down and write Cousin Vic a long letter a few days ago. Felt so interested about her. Hope she will condescend to reply to it. Suppose Bob had gone to his command ere this. What is his rank, and what is that of Gen. Long? Gen. Smith got a letter a few days ago from some gentleman over towards Hot Springs, who had, I believe, been in Gen. Averil's Camp and says Averil is preparing to make a raid in this direction. He advised Spex to fortify all the mountain passes, which he is going to do. Major Williamson \u0026amp; two of the Cadets left this morning to make a survey. I suppose we will have to go the last of the week to first of next. We will have the fortification to build ourselves. Is this what I was sent here for, to shovel with the spade \u0026amp; dig with the hoe for the protection of Rockbridge Negroes? This is the reason in which our studies are to be interfered with of[f] \u0026amp; on this Spring \u0026amp; Summer and I think you had just as well give your consent at once to my resigning and entering the Army. I want to have some of the glory of the [trenches] in the year 64 attached to my name, and this war can't last much longer it is certain, and it will be my only chance. Are you not willing to have it said you had a son in this war? I was down at Mrs. Bulls the other night, spent a very pleasant evening. The Capt's duck was there. He (the Capt.) is one of my best friends, and is very kind to me as well as the other members of the family.\n[This part written in the margins of pages 2 and 3] \nAs is so cold I shall have to stop writing, with the hope of getting a letter, certain this eve. I shall write again the last of the week. Hope you are all well. How is Mollie looking? Write me a long letter soon giving me all the news. With much love to all the family, yourself amongst them. Goodby, Your darling boy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nApril the 8th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Sister\u003cbr\u003e\nI hope you will not deem me indifferent as to writing or to yourself. I have been intending writing for some time, but you were away and I took it for granted that my letter would be more acceptable upon your return. And then another consideration, the other members of our family have been quite good in writing me so often and of course I had to give them the preference, though had you been there I should have waved all ceremony and dropped you a few lines at any rate, for I suppose my letters generally go the rounds. Even though they do not bear inspection: I received one from Sister Mollie this morning inclosing Aunt Lucy's. I suppose they will soon begin to look for Mary. How I wish for Aunt L. would accompany her. She writes so affectionately and seems so anxious to see all her relatives and friends. She says she wants to come over to see something of the War. Do you not think she could be gratified? The sad changes wrought in Old Orange by it alone would be enough to shock and sadden her heart. I hope Monsieur Taylor may get his due in the coming campaign. I would like to be the one to greet him with a bullet. Don't you think he deserves such, though he seems sorry he ever thus acted. Will Willie T. postpone his marriage now until Mary's arrival? He ought for she will be dreadfully disappointed if he does not. Please say to Cousin Vic I am anxiously looking for an answer to my letter. Suppose you saw Willie Buffington while in Richmond. Eugie writes me she expects to go down soon to attend Cousin Martha S. marriage. Eugie is a sweet girl and is one of the best correspondents I ever had. Why don't some of you write her. She always inquires about some of this family when she writes. I promised I would give Champe a scolding (I generally spell this word wrong. Did you ever notice it?) for being so neglectful but I think mine have ceased to be of any virtue, so will merely remind her of the fact. Suppose she is occupied all the time with her many beaus but this is not sufficient excuse. Ask her if Gen. Pizzini has any vacant place that she can secure for me, if so she must do it, for I do not intend to remain here after this month. Just think I am a plagued conscript. If I can't get some place I am stout and hardy enough to rough it as a private. Do you not candidly think I ought to be in the Army. I am over 18. I think I have been very obedient in remaining here as long as I have, and only done so because I hated to go contrary to the wish of a fond and devoted Mother. I think Mother might very willingly give her consent now that the prospect of the war ending soon is very great. Write me your views on the subject. I got a long letter some time ago from Sister S. brother Hay added a post script of a few lines (2) and said he would write one in a few days which I suppose will be a few months. He has neglected to send my deposit until this time (after the first of Apr) when he will I suppose have to loose right much money, owing to the change in currency. He should not be so negligent especially when money matters are concerned. Glad to hear Bob is so well satisfied and likes the service so well. It will be the making of him, I mean his health, don't you agree with me? Hope he has some rank and is in the line of promotion. Know he will climb high in the intimation of his superiors. He must make himself the worthy representative of the Stanard family. I suppose his being separated from his darling Mol goes rather hard with him, but he must learn to stand it like a true soldier. I guess he will think this is great advice. Mollie writes they are quite worried about her sugar and liquors not having been heard from. It will indeed be quite a serious affair if they never turn up or come to hand. Was sorry to hear of the loss of your cow. What do you so for milk? It is something we never may our eyes on here. Our fare is not good by any means, been feeding us off [Stanard purposefully omits word here] beef. (I don't like to use the word) for some time, and I hardly ever get enough bread to eat. It is a hard matter though to satisfy our appetites we take so much exercise, drilling, \u0026amp; c. and then our meals are so regular. I believe I have really grown a little since last Summer, and know I have fattened, weigh 137 lbs. Tried on some of my summer clothes a few nights ago out of curiosity. You know they were full large for me then. Now my jacket won't meet around me, and my pants require a little sugar or molasses on my shoes to induce them to come down a little. Sister did you ever see anything like the snow and rain we have been having for the last week or ten days. The clouds really seem weakened from exhaustion, but after two days of spring weather, they seem to have been replenished as it were, and from the present appearances, out doors, now I am inclined to think they are preparing to take us by storm. I wrote before how we suffered during the cold weather for the want of fire. It was the same this last spell, had to have suspension and let us lay in our beds to keep from freezing. Old Spex was well prepared to meet his own individual comfort. Plenty of the best coal that could be started in peace times. We were not at all indignant at his having suspension. I believe the majority of the boys preferred it and the cold weather to fire. Very natural feeling for school boys. One if my roommates has just come in and told me the mail would be taken up in a few minutes. So I shall have to bring my letter to a close. I did intend giving you an account of a review of the Corps by Gen. Rossum. Will do so in my next. I guess I have already tired you with such a long letter. I have not time to read it over and make the necessary corrections, so please excuse all mistakes. Give my best love to all the family, and for yourself \u0026amp; baby and the little ones. Accept that which is due from a fond and devoted brother.\u003cbr\u003e\nJ.B.S.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eV.M.I. April the 24th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nYour long and interesting letter has been received and I have been intending for the last two or three days to answer it, but something has always interfered and prevented my good intentions. You say that you had begun to get uneasy at my silence, for fear I might be sick. Why I wrote two or three letters home but a very short time ago. I can't imagine what became of them. I seems to me that I am always writing home but very seldom get letters from there myself. You all are not as good about writing as you ought to be. I am not alluding to you but to the other members of the family. I have not as yet heard a word from Hay and the $9.00. Am going to drop him a few lines this evening. I am dead broke at present, wish the check would hurry up and make its appearance. Had to borrow some money the other night to go up town and get some thing to eat. They are starving us out now. Don't give us half enough bread, miserable rye coffee without sugar or milk (and it has caused an eruption to break out on a good many of the Cadets, I believe it is a prison) and for the last two weeks they have been giving us nothing but rotten beef. I declare it is perfectly awful. Old Spex has some 50 or 60 barrels of it put away and will keep feeing us on it. An old scamp, he has about ten or eleven barrels of molasses and won't give us any. All the cadets are grumbling and asking him for it. I am glad to hear Bob has improved so much and is so well please with his place. Didn't I tell you he would be. Hope he is up near [home] now. Mother you ask me why I don't call Mollie Sister when I write. I was not aware before that I failed to do so. It was thoughtlessness on my part I can assure her and not for the want of love that I did not make use of sister instead of Mollie. Why I am sure my letters to her have always been very affectionate. I hope she will banish all idea that I meant anything by my manner of writing. Well Mother every body (or Cadet at least) has been right much excited today to join in the coming battle. You need not be surprised if I am one, if they raise a company I shall join. Remember I will be 19 on the 27th of this month and ought to be ashamed of myself to be here. When you are advised to keep me here as long as possible, people don't know my age, and of course they would not tell you they thought I ought to be in the army. They are going to take us in service I expect in July out in the mountains here. But I prefer being with Lee. Mother I don't want to desert or be shipped from here against your wish, therefore I beg that you will write me permission to resign, and I can then use my own discretion whether I will or not. If you give your consent, mention that it is concerned with family matters (except name) that prevents your sending me here longer. Mother I hope you will not let what I have written distress you. You should be more firm and patriotic and want me to be in the army, but this is an unnatural feeling for an affectionate Mother like yourself. When is the big fight to come off. Is there any chance of its taking place in Orange. I think the Yankees are going to get the worst whipping that they have ever gotten, and it will almost wind up the war. If Lee whips them, he ought to follow up his victory and drive them as far North as he can, the same time burning all their cities. Well dear Mother I have written you quite a long letter, and one I have no doubt you will be sorry to see. The mail will be taken up in a short while, so I shall have to bring my letter to a close. Wish I had something interesting to write about, and now darling Mother with love to all the family and oceans to your sweet self I must bid you good evening. Hoping what I have written will not cause you trouble and that I will soon hear from you\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever your\u003cbr\u003e\nown darling boy\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI am in want of draws.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nMay the 9th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nHere I am, no longer a freeman, but a prisoner within the lofty walls of the V.M.I. I reached here safely on Friday evening and it has been a source of regret to me ever since, that I should have been goose enough to leave when I did. And have to leave my trunk behind. So much for not taking the advice of a wise man (Mr. Chapman). Doubtless they told you at the village about my being left by the train. I did not care myself but I was afraid poor brother would swear himself to death about it was the only reason which actuated me to promptness in acquiring some means of conveyance to take me to Gordonsville, and after all I did not get there in time to see him, but unfortunately in time for the Staunton train. Plague on it! I wish it had left before I got there. I should certainly have returned after getting there and finding the Richmond train gone, had I not feared that I would be greeted by a scolding from some member of the family. Yes, I expect all of you would have pitched into me. Even Mr. C. for driving his horse so far and not listening to him on the first place. Just think, if I had remained I could have seen some of the Yankee prisoners, and heard something of the result of the fight. My trunk has not reached me yet. I hope it may not be lost. I would like to see the person that I would leave it behind for again. I wrote to Nat Catlette about it this morning. I hope Mr. Chapman wrote when he sent my trunk up. He seemed very much amused at me when I found it was left. I didn't blame him, for I imagine I was quite a laughable object about that time. I was so worried I came very near letting an ugly word escape my mouth, I wonder if I didn't. I went to see some young ladies while I was in Staunton, staid until half past eleven had no idea it was so late. Met with one of the most interesting and agreeable and pretty young ladies I have seen since the War. A Miss Gregory, refugee from Alexandria. She is the one Madame [?] at one time, said Vandergrift was engaged to. I was sorry to see that Col. Brown was killed. Suppose Brig. Gen Stanard \u0026amp; Long win in the fight. The stage has come in this evening but bring no news, this is generally the way. Tell brother William is he hasn't too much to do I wish he would keep me posted as to the movement of our army. I received his letter, thank him for attending to my trunk for me. Tell Sister Mary she ought to have been at home that morning and not down at the depot. She urged me to go to Goville [Gordonsville] anyhow. Hope Mr. Shaw didn't think anything of the manner in which I told him goodbye I was in a big hurry about that time. Tomorrow there will be a suspension of academic duties in order to raise the flag sent from Europe, over the grave of out lamented leader Jackson. Well Mother it has been very warm all day, and this evening I had to attend drill for two hours. Wound up with 2 charges 100 yards across the parade on on pretend breastworks. It was very exciting in the first charge I was the first to mount the dreaded works. In the second the 3rd man, but as I was so fat and excited, I had to leave ranks at Dress Parade from a violent headache and fainty feeling. But I have rested and feel all right and ready for another now. The drum is beating for tattoo so I must close. I only wrote to let you know I had arrived safely. Please write soon. I am anxious to hear the result of the battle, who of our friends were killed. Good night, with much love to all,\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever yr darling boy\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eP.S. Excuse this miserable scrawl.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eStaunton May the 12th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nNo doubt a letter written from this place will take you greatly by surprise. Well to relieve your anxiety I will tell you before going further and keep you from uneasiness. On Tuesday night an order came from Gen. Breckenridge calling us immediately to Staunton. In obedience to his orders we fixed up and left on Wednesday Morning at half past 8, marched 18 miles by half past 2. when we camped. The roads were very good but were quite dusty and then it was very warm. This morning we left camp under quite different circumstances, it having rained during the night and has continued to do so all day. The roads were awful perfect loblolly all the way and we had to wade through like hogs. We came 18 miles from 5 to 12 however and are tonight encamped one mile out of town. I have run the blockade and come in to take tea with Cary Taylor, and that I might write this letter. Am I not good? I have a strong notion of staying in until 2 tonight with him so as to dry of[f] for I have been like a wet mouse all day. So disagreeable in camp. We will leave in the morning early and expect to have to march to Harrisonburg (down the Valley) a distance of 26 miles. The Yankees are reported coming up the Valley with a force of 9000 strong. Our Corps will run Gen. B. up to 5000 maybe more. I hope we may be able to lick them out. I have suffered more with my feet this march (so far) than I ever did on all the others together. I hope to get me a more comfortable pair of shoes when this will be remedied. I got my trunk the evening before I left all safe. It was in the nick of time and my biscuit and ham for my rations. If you want to write to me direct your letter to me at this place Care of Edmond M. Taylor, Staunton, he will send them to me. I expect we will be down out this time for some weeks. I told you that you had better let me join Lee at once that this could be the way, but you must not make yourself uneasy about me. I will take care of myself. One of my messmates from this place is going to fill my haversack with something better than what we draw so I wont suffer for some days at any rate, though I hope not at all. Well darling Mother I have written enough I suppose to relieve your mind as to our destination so I must stop and go in the parlor. Some young ladies there. You will have a hard time trying to make this out I shan't undertake it. Saw Fedic T. this evening. Give my love to all [acquaintance] \u0026amp; friends. Hope Bob come out all right and all the Berry Hill friends \u0026amp; visitors. I shall write when ever I have an opportunity. And now dear Mother that I may be spared to see you all again, and that you may continue in good health will be the nightly prayer of Your darling Boy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eThe Southern Telegraph Companies.\u003cbr\u003e\nReceived at Orange CH, May 16, 1864\u003cbr\u003e\nFrom Staunton. To W. H. Chapman\u003cbr\u003e\nCadet Stanards body is at New Market I presume.\u003cbr\u003e\nS. Yates\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eTelegram Fragment.\u003cbr\u003e\nReceived at Orange C.H. May 16 [1864]\u003cbr\u003e\nBy telegraph from Harrisonburg.\u003cbr\u003e\nB. Stanard was k[illed]\u003cbr\u003e\nwill be sent to\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLife\u003cbr\u003e\nLife has beautifully and appropriately been compared to an Ocean, whose surges when the storm sweeps over its surface, bear a striking resemblance to that portion of our life in which troubles and cares beset us, and whose smooth surface when there is nothing to disturb its accustomed tranquility, bears a simile to that portion of our existence in which the busy scenes of this life are laid aside and which has been fitly called the \"sunset\" of life, often the billows of the ocean, when the pitiless storm sweeps over its surface with unrelenting fury rise to such a height that it is with great difficulty that vessels can ride triumphantly on them and bid defiance to their efforts as it were to bury them beneath their briny folds. Numerous are the instances in which vessels have sprung a leak in spite of all the efforts of the sailors to prevent it, have sunk to the bottom of the sea where so many have found an unwelcome and watery. On the other hand when there is nothing to disturb its peaceful waters, and when the sun, unobstructed by clouds from the view is reflected on its polished breast, vessels sail with security to their destined ports whence to discharge their freight. Such is a simile of our existence when the troubles and cares of this life agitate it and also when our cares and troubles are forgotten. Often during life when misfortune seems determined to claim us for her own and when cares beset us at every step, it takes all the moral courage we can summon to our aid to enable us to triumph over them, and at last [reach] the harbors of happiness. The latter scene is like old age, the \"Sunset\" of life, when the busy pursuits of life are laid aside and when you have determined to trust your frail bark no longer to the stormy sea, but float quietly down, a stormless sea too that harbor which is called, \"The End of Life\" Well has the poet exclaimed \"Thou, too, art a sailor, and time is the sea, And life the frail vessel that upholdeth thee.\"\u003cbr\u003e\nRespectfully submitted\u003cbr\u003e\nBy\u003cbr\u003e\nCadet B. Stanard\u003cbr\u003e\nTo\u003cbr\u003e\nDr. Madison\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWar\u003cbr\u003e\nOf all the punishments which Divine Providence sees fit to inflict upon a sinful nation, none so severe as that of war, which is now being so frightfully carried on throughout this once peaceful and prosperous republic. Although I am well aware, that this is a subject on which better pens than mine have exhausted their eloquence, yet I think, especially at a time like this, it is one, on which we may profitably reflect.\nFrom the Statesman to the school boy, Every one is occupied with this absorbing topic. \nThe preacher from the pulpit thunders into our ears threats of the increased wrath of God, already visited upon us in this cruel war. The poor man shudders at the thought of the coming winter, and curses the hard times and high prices. All alike seem to think it an unmitigated evil. But it would be far better for us to trust in the old saying, \"Look on the bright side,\" and I think that if we would allow the exercise of a little reason, we may bring ourselves to believe that there is a bright side to this picture. I do believe that it is a punishment, but that as a loving father corrects his erring son, so it is send for our own good. Let us but suppose there were no such punishments for mankind, and what would this world of ours be? We may but turn to the pages of history, and selecting a few from the many examples before us, find a sad response to this question. Look at Rome! For hundreds of years enemies without and fierce dissentions within, had humbled her proud eagles, and at length she stands without a rival, none dare call her enemy. But prosperity has accomplished that which her enemies have in vain assayed and the \"City of Seven Hills\" lies prostrate at the feet of her own vices. A handful of barbarians have devastated her fair provinces and beautiful cities, and Rome is no more. Look to England. Twice she has been intensely overrun and ground under the feet of Roman and Norman invaders. And behold the fruit of suffering. England the mistress of the seas! But a speck on the map of the world she has possessions on which the sun never sets. And lastly, we have a striking striking example in our own once peaceful land. After a comparatively short contest, she has enjoyed blessings totally unprecedented in the history of a nation of free government, the most beautiful country in the world, and a large territory, nothing seemed wanting to fill up the measures of her happiness. But what were its effects? A Government rotten to its very core, and an effeminate people, divided into little factions. The smiles of prosperous fortune has accomplished that which our enemies tried in vain and War, the only specific for a nations diseases, has come upon us.\nLet us bear it like men, and remember that terrible as it is there are evils far worse.\u003cbr\u003e\nRespectfully submitted\u003cbr\u003e\nBy\u003cbr\u003e\nCadet Stanard\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003e\"Berry Hill\"\u003cbr\u003e\nOrange Ct Ho\u003cbr\u003e\nJuly 28th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCadet L.C. Wise\u003cbr\u003e\nI scarcely know how to thank my dear young friend for his thoughtful kindness, \u0026amp; beautiful tribute to the memory of our dear one, now sleeping under the shadows of his own home! Tis true my dear friend no earthly consolation can be given to sooth entirely the heart sorrow we are all compelled to bear, but it is sweet \u0026amp; above all things comforting to hear his praises from those among whom he lately dwelled! Your name sounds like a household word- so often has it fallen from his dear lips. Indeed I feel as if I know all his roommates, \u0026amp; could call them Brothers. Most anxious were we to have them come and see us. We have received such evidence of their generous hearted tender thoughtfulness that we long to express in words our gratitude. I should have answered all their letters received with much pleasure, but yours is the first which bears a \"Post Mark\". Will you not extend for us, to his friends, from whom we have received letters- \"W. Overton Harris\" \"Jn S. Wise\" \"Ed\"ward Harvie Smith Jr.\" \"E. Berkley\" our sincere thanks \u0026amp; say to each that we would be most happy to return our gratitude in person, \u0026amp; to none would give such a warm welcome to our home \u0026amp; hearts, as the friends of our darling Brother! Now that you all have vacation we would be glad to have a visit from you, a sad but pleasant \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eHd Qrs Arty Corps V.D.\u003cbr\u003e\nAug 3d 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI have anticipated the pleasure of sending you a letter for some time but being so continually on the wing have been deprived of doing so. To day being my birthday have concluded to write and I hope I shall not be molested by any couriers riding up with orders to move until my letter is finished.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI have written Mollie so often giving her all the news (which of course you get through her) that there is but little left me to day to make up a letter. Still I know my Darling Mother will be glad to get my letter though it may be a very dull one. And then too I am aware of my inability to write a letter which will compare with those you are mow deprived of by the death of that Darling \u0026amp; Christian child. Still my Dear Mother, that feeling shall not deter me from writing and I trust to God that in the deprivation you have sustained in those sweet \u0026amp; loving letters, mine may serve to cheer you, and assure you have a son whose love is as great as a child's could be, although he may be incompetent to control words to express that love. I know my Darling Mother how you miss those sweet letters from that dear child, and feel how very incompetent I am to send you such messages of love as he always sent, still feeling assured of bearing you all the love a dutiful son can bear I commence this letter (knowing as I have before marked) it will be properly appreciated while at the same time hoping it may serve to cheer you \u0026amp; assure you that you have those dear ones to live for who love you very dearly \u0026amp; for whose sake you should cheer up, and not grieve for that lost one taken from this world of sin \u0026amp; trouble to dwell with his God on high.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI was much distressed my dear Mother to hear you were suffering so much with your old complaint, dysphasia, and hope ere this reaches you you will have been entirely relieved, have you any of the Alleghany water left and do you continue to drink it. Mollie writes me she is making you take bitters regularly which she thinks benefits you. You must continue to take your tonic and not think of the spirit you consume. \nNo doubt your trip to the village benefitted you a good deal, a change is a great thing sometimes. You should ride every evening.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI wrote Mollie yesterday and just after sending of my letter received hers of the 24th by Bester's boy. He also brought my over cape which I was glad to get. I wrote Aunt Lucy long letter and left it at Martinsburg to be mailed when the Yankees get possession. We are now encamped at a place called Bunkers Hill but don't think we shall remain here very long. Here comes Genl. Early's courier, wonder what order he brings.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eJust what I expected, the order is to cook two days rations and be ready to move at day light tomorrow. This will not however interfere with my letter writing to day. I have no idea which way we will move but every body seems to think up the Valley. I hope it may be so for I am always better satisfied when moving towards the dear ones at home. Why has brother never written how he managed to remain at home. I don't know to this day in what position he is in the service still. I hear he is still at home. I shall be truly glad to know that he is permanently stationed there. We were all very much rejoiced at Hood's victory but fear it was only temporary. If he can whip Sherman in front of Atlanta his army will be destroyed. We have a rumor here to day (Coming from Baltimore paper Sun by some of the Citizens at Charlestown) that Genl. Lee has given Grant another terrible whipping. I trust it will prove true and that it will force Grant to get away from Richmond. Our army here is recuperating considerably and is as strong now as when it first started. All the stragglers lost on the long march around have been gathered up.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWas very glad to hear you had a fine rain in Orange. It will do some good although much more may be needed. We have had lowering clouds here for several days but no rain and the people are almost in despair. They will make no corn at all. I hope Mr. Shaw will make more than he thinks. We can get no vegetables in this country. I sent Lewis fifteen miles yesterday and he returned with one pound of butter and one doz eggs. Mollie writes me that all the children had the whooping cough. I hope they will all get through it easily. I was glad to hear you enjoyed the cheese so much. You must not let the others have too much of it but keep it for your own use. What sort of an article did the tea turn out. Good I hope. So Tom wants to wait until after the war to get married. If he does he will not get Vic. He can I think make arrangements now that would put him in a position to marry at once. I am going to write him a few lines to day. Mollie writes me Mrs. Fry objects. Why is this. How does Aunt Octavia and uncle [?] like it. They should be delighted. My horse hurt her foot about a week ago so I have been in the ambulance while on the march. She is well again, but I fear she is too young for service. She is a splendid animal \u0026amp; if I could get another to ride wound send her to Mr. Shaw for light service. What is the matter with [Ross?] Hear he is at home sick. I suppose Mollie calls on Aunt Martha \u0026amp; uncle Jaq. very often. Tell her I expect to hear of a dreadful intimacy between herself \u0026amp; the former. Early's campaign up here is looked upon as a failure by every one. He is fit to command nothing but a division [that] under General Lee. I heard Mrs. Gordon was at Winchester but hardly believe it. If she is there she has seen very little of the Genl. as I know he had not left his command to visit her. I feel too sorry for poor Jane Carter. Has she gone south, poor soul. I hope she will fine with her husband's relatives a kind \u0026amp; good home. Doubtless he will leave her well off as he was considered rich. Well my Darling Mother, I must bring my letter to a close as I must write several others to day. Give my love to all and kiss the children for me and believe me ever My Dearest Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nYour fond \u0026amp; devoted son\u003cbr\u003e\nRobt\u003cbr\u003e\n24 to day. Feel quite aged.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eHd Qrs Arty V.D.\u003cbr\u003e\n11 Jany 1865\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI have been intending to write to you for several days but have been kept from doing so in consequence of having a great deal of writing to do for the office. [Shook] being absent on a 15 day furlough I have to do all his work during his absence and we have had more to do since his departure than for 6 months previous. I rec'd a letter from brother several days since dated the 1th Dec. and would send it to you to read but it is merely a business letter and he writes no one must read it. He was still stationed at a battery some distance from the city but expected in a short time to receive through Judge Campbell an appointment as Ordnance Sgt placed on duty there. I hope sincerely he may not be disappointed. He writes me he has made very little money since I left him and that his expenses are very heavy. When he gets back to town he hopes to be able to make something. He writes me Sallie and the little ones are very well and that Willie is the prettiest child in the city of Mobile. The baby he says has hair like Chandler. I am sorry for this, Mr. Chandler is fast declining and he says he will not live but a short time longer. Mr. John Battle was there and he thought he was giving away every day. I was truly sorry to hear this as we were led to believe he was better, at the time he wrote this. Was great excitement in the city caused by the approach of the enemy. Said the bells were ringing \u0026amp; things were in a mess generally. He congratulated himself that he was out of the excitement being over at his battery in the bay.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMollie wrote you of her safe arrival the day after she got here and told you how nicely she was fixed and now I regret to tell you after all out trouble to get fixed etc. that Genl. Long had concluded to move his Hd Qrs to Staunton so we will have to look out quarters there. He took command to day and will move the office in a few days. Col. Carter's command will be here so he will remain here. Dr. [Straith] has gone to Staunton to see what can be done in the way of accommodations but I feel certain we will not be as comfortably or agreeably fixed as we would eventually have been here. I shall hate very much to part with Col. Carter and not be with Mrs. C as she would be such a pleasant person for Mollie to be with. I wish Genl. Long would let the Dr. \u0026amp; myself remain down here. I have done a good deal of work for nothing. Hereafter will do nothing until every thing is definitely settled. The Genl. inquired particularly after you all. He is looking very well but I don't think well by any means. This is a miserable neighborhood, the meanest people I ever saw and the greatest [extortionists]. I wish the Yankees would come here and take every thing they have got.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eNow that Mollie is away from you and you will not have the benefit of my letters to her I intend to write you regularly. Mollie will I know keep you all posted besides. How I wish we could have been stationed near Orange, that we could have seen more of you all during the winter. Never mind I am entitled to a furlough which I will take after a while and spend it with you all. Mollie seems very happy being with me and I am too happy at having her. Matilda does first rate and I am too thankful that you allowed us to have her. Mollie could not have done without a maid. Mollie rec'd Fan's note by Botts yesterday. He went on up to Staunton. She has some nice brooms to send Fan.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWith much love to all\u003cbr\u003e\nYour devoted son\u003cbr\u003e\nRobert\u003cbr\u003e\nMollie sends love to all.\u003cbr\u003e\nThis was written in a hurry\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eHd Qrs Arty V.D.\u003cbr\u003e\n16 Jany 1865\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI wrote you a short letter last week since which we have heard nothing from Orange. Mollie wrote you I had been up to Staunton to procure rooms as Genl. Long had moved his HdQuarters to that place and would of course require my presence there. I am happy to state that after much trouble I yesterday succeeded in getting board with Mrs. Harman a widow lady and on very moderate terms. We will be delightfully fixed when we get settled. We will move up tonight and take possession. Hope after getting settled this time we will not have to move again as it gives much trouble. We will be some two or three squares from Mrs. Long and a little farther from the Dr. I regret exceedingly breaking up our arrangements here as we would have been all together. We will too lose Mrs. Carters pleasant company which we are both very sorry for. Col. Carter will remain down here and of course Mrs. Carter will prefer being with him although the Col. is much in favor of her going to Staunton as she would have no society here at all.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMollie wishes her bonnet box with bonnet sent up by first good opportunity or by express if it can be done. She says the key is on her bunch of keys in her large black trunk. She will require her bonnet to wear to church. I am exceed[ing]ly glad we will be where I can attend church regularly as I have been debarred of the pleasure for some time. Tell Fan I saw Mrs. Long on Saturday and she inquired after all. She seems a very fine woman and is delighted at having us in Staunton. Tell  Champe that Dr. [McGuire] is the finest dressed man in Staunton. All of old Early's staff seem to be having a very gay time. Dr. Straith went to the wedding and came home disgusted of course. Says he spent the entire night in getting out of other people's way. They had a fine [supper] the Dr. has heard nothing more from his wife but is looking for her every day. I hope sister wrote and explained to Cousin Eliza my dispatch. I sent it at the Dr.'s request. He thinking his wife might have reached that place. Corbin Welford is going to Culpepper to look for her in a few days. The weather had been very fine for the last week and I hope will continue so. No doubt the bright sun has persuaded you just to peek your head out of the door. Matilda is still much pleased. I will keep a good watch over her in Staunton and try and return her improved as Mollie will learn her to be very patient. Has Vic heard anything from Tom recently. Willie was here today and says they have heard nothing from him for months. Hope Vic put an end to Hardy's coming to see him. His independence in staying so long at uncle E's beat anything I ever heard of. Mollie would have written today but has been busy packing. She will write as soon as we get to Staunton. Tell Champe she might write us often.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMollie joins me in much love to all. Tell Sister I will write her very soon.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eAs ever your fond \u0026amp; affect.\u003cbr\u003e\nSon\u003cbr\u003e\nRobert\u003c/p\u003e"],"collection":{"numFound":1,"start":0,"numFoundExact":true,"docs":[{"id":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166","ead_ssi":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166","_root_":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166","_nest_parent_":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166","ead_source_url_ssi":"data/oai/VMI/repositories_3_resources_166.xml","title_ssm":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers"],"title_tesim":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers"],"unitdate_ssm":["1863-1865"],"unitdate_inclusive_ssm":["1863-1865"],"normalized_date_ssm":["1863/1865"],"normalized_title_ssm":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863/1865"],"text":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863/1865","MS.0083","/repositories/3/resources/166","Virginia Military Institute—Civil War, 1861-1865","Virginia Military Institute—Cadet compositions—Prose","Virginia Military Institute—Class of 1867","New Market Cadets","Virginia Military Institute—Cadet life—1860-1869","United States—History—Civil War, 1861-1865—Personal narratives—Confederate","Virginia—History—Civil War, 1861-1865","Correspondence","Telegrams","There are no restrictions.","Jacqueline Beverly Stanard was born in 1845 in Orange County, Virginia. He entered VMI in January 1863 as a member of the Class of 1867, and was killed at the Battle of New Market on May 15, 1864, while serving as a Cadet Private, Company B.","Virginia Military Institute\nJanuary the 17th 1863","My Dear Mother\nI have anxiously been looking for a letter from you for some time in reply to my last which I mailed about the 5th or 6th. I hope it has not been lost for it was a long one and I wanted you to see how I spent my Christmas. Mother it has been so long since I wrote that I guess you have been uneasy about me again thinking I might be sick.  Quite to the contrary, for the last weeks I have been having a good time skating. The river was frozen over beautifully for miles. As we were not doing any studying, the Examination being past over. We were all allowed to go. I wish you could have seen the river. It looked like a flock of black birds was on it. I never saw boys seem to enjoy themselves more. Could play [bandy], fox \u0026 goose and many other games to afford us amusement. Sandie P. \u0026 Sisters \u0026 some other ladies were down to see us. Sandy seemed to be a very awkward skater and would get some pretty falls sometimes which added to my fun. I think he is stuck up quite much. I haven't spoken to him yet. I attended Church this morning. Saw his wife there, do not think she is pretty. The [G]  has only preached for us once since he came here, but gave us an excellent sermon then. I suppose in this Peach has reached Orange \u0026 [camp]. He called to see me one evening and only remained about half an hour, promised he would come again the day after and said I must have a letter for him to take home for me, but he never made his appearance. I stayed from church hoping to see him \u0026 show him the VMI sights. He was staying out in the country about three miles. Wanted me to go with him but could not do so. I never saw a boy so changed in my life. Had a little beard and then he was dressed in real soldier style. I don't think I should have known him had I seen him in a crowd. He said himself Geo. M had been having a good time out in the country for 18 days. Really glad they have gotten furloughs for they have both been good soldiers and deserve them. Hope they may be able to reach home. Mr. M seemed somewhat taken with poor Lewis Williams old flame Miss Darden. Wilson Newman called to see me a few days ago. And going from his looks, I think the army must agree with him. Am glad our Orange boys are all so pleasantly stationed. Mother tell Champ to write what has become of [Mr. G]. I feel so sorry for him. Doubtless in this you have received my report and have been worried about the way I have wasted my time \u0026 gotten demerits etc. in the last six months. Myself as well as many others have done but little studying. We have lost about one and a half months going out of these plagued marches and still Old Spex hasn't made a single allowance in the examination and I would not be surprised if there are not 150 cadets shipped soon for being unjustly unjustly found deficient, some over 18, and others for demerits. 15 were shipped yesterday, one of my roommates goes [__] tomorrow, for demerits. Spex a grand old scoundrel coins money by this as most of them have made their deposits which is $600. I think you must not be surprised to see me at any time as my number of demerits is past one hundred, though most of them I got for over staying furlough, and may yet be removed. I shall write to brother in a day or two for money to pay what I owe to Old Spex. Mother to give you an idea what sort of person Gen. S. is after our return from our last march, the government sent up 300 pairs of shoes for the Cadets as presents or to pay for our own that we wore out and now Gen. S. will not let a Cadet have a pair if he has gotten shoes from the Institute within the last 6 month, and if a Cadet is shipped before he can get them, they fall in Spex's hands, who furnishes all his darkeys with a good pair. I shall try hard to get mine, tho' don't expect to wear them, they are course army shoes worth at the present prices 30 or 40 dollars. I have a pair I bought before I went on the march that will do me, so I shall keep mine (if I get them) for Henry, unless he is well supplied. Mother you recollect the box I was so concerned about, it made it to us, after being on the way only 19 days. Although the things were rather old \u0026 stale, yet everything went good even the turkey. I tell you we were not a long time emptying the box. We were all very agreeably surprised yesterday by the receipt of another box for one of our roommates. It contained a splendid ham, two elegant rich cakes  and any quantity of little molasses cakes, sausages, molasses, apples, etc. I never enjoyed anything more. I certainly did justice to it myself. I hope Mr. L has laid in a good supply of provisions. How does Eliza do now. Hope she may not give you all troubles. I can imagine I see the difference in her cooking \u0026 aunt Phoebe's, and hear you complain. Well Mother you see I am 'bout run out for something to write about so I guess I had better stop altogether. You must excuse led pencil, I wrote with, is because I wanted to write fast (which the bad writing \u0026 mistakes will bear evidence of) in order to finish it without being interrupted by any roll call. It seems to me I now commence a letter but what I am called of by the tap of the drum to attend some call. It is really worrying. Well Mother, I shall prepare myself to receive a good scholding [sic] from you soon. You must not be too hard upon me, [phrase unclear] made to stay here for my own good, but at the same time greatly against my will. And now with love to all and a due portion for your darling self,\nI am as ever yr affect\nSon J. B. S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFebruary the 20th 1863","My Dear Sister,\nHaving honored all the family with a letter, except your sweet self, Have determined to drop you a few lines (Tonight since I have no lessons to get.) to show you that you have not been forgotten. The letter I wrote Champe, you were justly entitled to, but as she wrote me such a long letter first, and I had to answer, thought had better do it at once. So you must not think anything of the step I took. I received dear sisters letter yesterday. And you cannot imagine what pleasure it gave me to read it and particularly that part in which it spoke of my darling mother, being so much improved in health. God grant that it may continue to do so, is my sincere prayer. It makes me feel like a new person almost, when I think about it. And Oh! If I could just be there to see her enjoy it. What I would not give? And just to think I have only been here one month today, and have five more long weary ones to spend here. It is awful to think about. But at the end of that time, I must have a furlough. In spite of everything. The boys all laugh at the idea of my expecting even to get one but I guess they will laugh out of the other side of their mouths, In July, when they see me going home. If I staid here I would have to go in Camp and drill, but I think I will get enough of it before them. You would laugh to see me going through double quick step. I look like a frog in the act of jumping. I see I will have to lay my letter aside until tomorrow when I endeavor to finish it though it will not leave here before Monday. Saturday. Have been down today to see them at Mrs. B[ull]'s. Capt. B[ull] has returned from Richmond. Came by G[ordons]ville. Wish he had run on down to Orange, might have sent my things by him. Phil Hiden is trying to get a furlough to go down to Charlottesville to see his brother James married. (To take place on Friday night I believe) If he succeeds, he will come on to Orange, so that will be a good opportunity to send my box. Says he will bring it. I also want my pants that (dark brown) Bob gave me sent. Repair them if they need it, before you send them. The surprise party to the Maj.'s was grand. If I had been there I should have made the girls get before. So that I might be sure they would not fall or get in the mud again. There is so much gold lace, and brass buttons in Orange now that a poor private stands no chance. The girls hardly glance at one, I guess. While I am writing they are drawing a cannon out on the parade ground to test it. I am going out there to see it fired. Bum! She goes; and the boys tremble \u0026 run. I stand my ground. The gun proves a good one. Scott \u0026 myself went up town today to get some thing to eat. Succeeded in getting some pies. Tomorrow is the 22nd and Gen. Smith told Capt. Bull if he could get the turkeys, he might give us a big dinner, but as he cannot get them, we will have the same old fare, Beef \u0026 Bread. I am in hopes there will be a suspension of Studdies until tuesday. (Private) Sister asked if I ever saw the little Madisons. Am sorry to say I have not, And moreover I don't expect to, from what I can hear. Don't say anything about this? I heard from good authority that the children were not allowed to wear socks, until that one \n(the youngest) had its feet frost-bitten. I feel sorry for the little darlings. Mrs. M is master. And every one easily perceives it. Let no one see this but the family? I have seen Mrs. Newman at Church, have never spoken to her, will go up with Scott soon to see her. There is no episcopal preacher here, but they expect to call Henry A. Wise, Jr. hope they may. Have very good music at the Presbyterian church. Sister Mollie certainly is good about writing so often, and her letters are so interesting and amusing. You all must continue to send them over whenever you get them. I intend to write to her soon. It is time for brother to be answering my letter. I think Mr. C. has acted quite strangely. It is too provoking. Tell Mother boiling over does no good. She had better remain quiet. And Mr. S[haw] is in Lynchburg. I wish I could run down to see him. Suppose it was business that took him there. Hope the army have not pressed any of his corn. He must be much incommoded in his farming by not being at Berry Hill. Sunday the 22nd. Ground covered in snow nearly a foot deep and still falling fast. What awful weather we have had in the last month for our army. They must suffer. I never saw such a country as this in my life. And every boy agrees with me. It is either raining or snowing all the time. Write me word what Mrs. R. brought. Wish she had brought my shoes \u0026 knife. And Willy [Fry] has gone to be married. What will take place next. Expect Peach (poor fellow) would liked to have accompanyed him. He is fortunate in being out of the army now. Oh! Fan. How I would like to see you all. I sometimes think that it will be impossible for me to stay away from my dear home and those for whom my love is so great, until July. How is Miss Summer. Give my love to her and tell her I think of her often. Well dear Sister I have written you quite a long letter. You must make due excuses for this miserable ink and writing. Kiss dear little Mary for me and tell her she must not forget Uncle Bev. Be a good girl and tell her when he I[sic] come home I will bring her some good. Give oceans of love to Mr. S[haw] and all the family, and accept for yourself a true brothers love.\nHoping you are all well I bid you Goodbye!\nBeverly","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 14th 1863","My darling Mother\nI received your letter a few days ago also the cloth. Hiden was on the way a week, or more. Which has been the reason why you have not heard from me sooner. I wrote home last Friday as usual but I wrote it in such a hurry and did not even read it over. I really felt ashamed to send it. Know I spelt a word wrong did you notice it? I know better. Well Mother Gen. Smith has at last gotten cloth, and as I had never had a suit my name was put down for one. I have had my jacket made at last so I now have or will have two suits which will do me until July. I don't know whether to have the cloth you sent me made into a pair of pants or sell it. If I have it made up I can save my new suit. I will send you some money by first opportunity. Need not get me any more cloth. How sad the death of poor Hugh Atkins, he was so imprudent. I suppose old Mrs. A is almost frantic, and it will have such a bad effect on Julia. Champe mentioned in her letter Miss Ellen B had gone deranged and been taken to the asylum. Where did she stay? I disremember her. Old Mrs. B has been sick for a week or more I suppose that must have been the cause of it. Be sure an[sic] write me word in your next. I was down to see them yesterday. I suppose your have commenced gardening, such pretty weather for it. It seems strange that I am not at it. Hope you are well enough to go out and superintend. As you are so devoted to it and can't help it. I am not surprised to hear about sister Mollie. She wrote to me and said she had fattened. In my answer I asked her \"Could it be that Ala air was purer than Va. and agreed with her better, Hardly!\" I am glad and then again I am sorry. I don't know why some of them out there do not write to me. Her letter is the only one I have received. I will not write to them until they do. I hope you have written to brother and given him a good scolding about that sugar. He deserves one. Does Ras T. intend to go South to live? Every body in Orange must be buying and selling. I suppose it is to invest their money which they have made by speculating. You will have a near neighbor now, Cousin H. \u0026 I think I should rather live at his old place than Mr. R. by far. I wrote you about making me collars did you ever get the letter. My cap must be black. When is Mary Taliaferro coming back, and so they ever hear from her. Give my love to all at Uncle E's. Suppose Annie is uneasy about her Johnny as the fight has begun. Myself and some of the other Cadets went fishing Saturday caught a few fish and a live ground hog which we had a good deal of fun out. Have to get up now at five, then drill for an hour also in the evening. I do not mind it so much now as it is rather more pleasant. We have abandoned the old drill and begun a new one (Hardie) which I much prefer. Mrs. Newman is in Orange, wish now I had gone to see her. How is Phil \u0026 wife getting along. Suppose they have not moved to Piedmont. Is there a prospect of much fruit at Berry Hill this season. Won't I miss Sisters cherries. I guess she feels lonesome without you all. Don't the children enjoy being at B.H. I expect they stay there all the time. How I would like to have a game of play with them. I expect Mary Beverly will be as wild as a buck soon. Kiss her for me and tell her to write to me. Mrs. C proceedings are shameful. Hope you may get everything back. Everything is so dull here that I have nothing to write interesting. They give us ham now occasionally. I send you a pattern of another collar, you may make some like it. Has Mr. Shaw enclosed his new plantation. Give my love to Miss Summer, tell her to write to me. I do not hear from home as often as I desire. How are the Spring gardens and are they as intimate since the dog quarrel. With much love to all and kisses around to the children I must bid you goodbye.\nAs ever your affect. Son\nBeverly","Send me Charlie Taliaferro direction. There is a Cadet who wants to write him. Excuse this miserable scrawl. What has become of Theodore G. Did he say anything about Taylor.","Camp Jackson Aug 28th 1863","My darling Mother,\nNo doubt you have been wondering what has become of your darling boy and the reason why he had not written before. Well dear Mother I will give you a few of my reasons which I hope will prove satisfactory. In the first place, after reaching Staunton and trotting around some time in search of Mr. G whom I succeeded in finding at last, and it then being too late for me to procure a seat on the stage. Mr. G begged me so very hard to remain over with him until the next day that I at last concluded to do so, knowing that one day longer would make no difference. I left Staunton about 4 ½ Wednesday morning and after a very pleasant trip (Having met with 3 or 4 Cadets returning) reached my old prison house at 1 p.m. and to my surprise found the Corps had left the evening before to reinforce Jackson. I then began to regret and censor myself very much for stopping over in Staun- but about the time we were ready, one of the Officers came in and said the Yankees had fallen back and that the Corps was then on the way back to the Institute after having marched to Staunton Goshen. We then thought after that information that it would be a piece of folly in us to start to meet them in coming back. I felt quite lonesome there being only a few Rats left as a guard. I staid down with Capt. B and made myself at home. He seemed very glad at having me back. And yesterday evening they all returned, broken down, sore footed and quite mad that they were not permitted to go on and engage the enemy. Jackson was very anxious expecially[sic] for the company of artillery to come on and join him, but Old Spex had not the authority to take the Corps out of the County, but had to fight them any when in Rockbridge in defense of the Institute. I am not delighted that I did not get here in time since it has proven such a useless \u0026 fatiguing march. I was on guard last night tho' not compelled, only did so to relieve some of the broken down who would have had to have gone on. I could not help contrasting \u0026 feeling the difference between my bed last night \u0026 the one I have been enjoying for the last month. Just imagine me in the guard quarters on the hard floor and in among a parcel of rats, minks, chickens, lice, etc. and then with my accoutrements all on, I tell you what taking everything into consideration I did not have my pleasant time, but it is all over now, and I hope it may not happen again. I am all OK. We will move into barracks next Monday or Tuesday when I will have a much easier time. I have not seen Old Spex yet to give him the letter. I expect he will be for court marshaling me. I was much worried at having to leave them all so hurriedly at the Village the morning I left. The plagued men at the provost office were the cause of it, they were so very slow. I only had time to kiss them \u0026 tell them all goodbye. Was Annie married on the next morning, I hope not since I could not see it. Tell Sister M to make up some excuse to give Mrs [Miss?] [H?] for not coming to see her again. I suppose every thing still remains quiet and there is no chance of the army leaving you. Has Miss E \u0026 Co. come to board with you yet. You all must write and give me all the news. I have no time to ask questions. I want this to be mailed this eve and it is near time for it to close. I had an elegant time in Staunton which I suppose Bird had written before this. Church did not get me the pillow after all. Get it from him and send it by S_ Hiden, also that knap sack Sam G. gave. You recollect I guess a new one. Tell Felix he had better sell me his cadet overcoat. Well dear mother I have not time to write more but will take time \u0026 write a more satisfactory letter soon. Excuse all mistakes \u0026 bad writing. Show it to no one but burn it. Give my love all inquiring friends. Tell McGuire I desire his letters. With love to all friends I must now bid you goodbye. Kiss the children and Old Sal if she is with you. Write soon \u0026 often to your affect.\nboy Bev.","Send me the Buffingtons letters if you get any. Their brother is here. Will tell you about him in my next.","...one of my favorites, give her my love. Champe so you ever hear from Mr. G now. Poor fellow! I expect he is dying out in N.C. by degrees with the [blues]. Let me hear something from him in your next. You know how I love him. Who are you engaged to at present? I fear you are gaining yourself the name of flirt. I hope not tho. I suppose it is because you have so many extravagant admirers, and not wishing to get married you are necessarily compelled to send some up the spout. I am really glad you are not like most of the girls at present, crazy to get married, for I should hate like all the world to give you up. You recollect I dreampt last summer that you were married and how I told you it distressed me. As my prospects for being a married man are exceedingly doubtful, I think I shall have to consent to the proposition you made some time ago that we should both remain single. Do you not remember it? You say you believe Victoria Is really going to write her fate with Capt. Hardy's. I am sorry for it myself for I never fancied him much. Hasn't she had better offers? She certainly is a changeable girl. Does Uncle E like the \"Capt\" or is he opposed to the match? I suppose they are daily looking for Mary from Baltimore. I guess she will have lots to tell. How I would like to be at home to hear her \u0026 Sister Mollie talk. If Bob \u0026 M. have arrived tell them I will write them both soon. Did Sister go down to R. as she expected or did the Yankees raid frighten her out of the notion? Champe in several of my letters from home they have mentioned Gen. Pizzini's[?] name. Who is he? I have never seen anything about him in the newspapers. You say the young man who took my bundle \u0026 letters home did not call. I did not expect he would, as he is very bashful. He is a very good boy, but one of the ugliest boys you ever saw. He does not intend returning here. Resigned to enter the army. Well dear Sister I I have written you quite a long letter so must stop and mail it. You must excuse all mistakes and bad writing. The boys are discussing the probability of the Corps being ordered out (although rumors circulated here in barracks) etc. and making so much fuss that I scarcely know what I am writing. And now I must bid you adieu. With love to all the family and hoping to have the exquisite pleasure of reading one of your usual interesting letters again soon.\nI am as ever\nYr aft Br","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember the 1st 1863","My dear Sister,\nReally everything is so dull and I write so often that I am puzzled to know how to commence this letter. I don't think I owe you an apology for my long silence. For whenever I write home to any one member of the family, I intend, and I suppose my letters are read by you all. So none need complain. Mother you know deserves most letters, as she is so good about writing to me, and then such long and interesting letters. I am always overjoyed when I see her handwriting. I received her last written on the 27th and you cannot imagine how much I have been worried to think you all would be left in the enemies lines and that I should be cut off from all communication with you. But I am as yet ignorant of whether this has been done. I have commenced this letter with the hope that it may go direct and that you are still spared from the outrage of the enemy. Can it be that Gen. Lee intends falling back again around Richmond? I think it looks very much like it if they are moving commissary stores from Gordonsville. But I suppose before this is done, there will be a second Chancellorsville battle, therefore I will not despair until I hear the result. I am very much afraid that Lee has weakened his army so much by sending aid to Braggs (who it seems is doing nothing but allowing his men to be captured \u0026 falling back) that he will eventually be compelled to fall back to Richmond. When this is done I suppose we will be ordered out. We are rather better equipped now than we were when we went on out last cavalry expedition to Covington. I think if we do leave here, I will go with Dr. McGuire whom Mother says will give me a place. I ought to be there in the army now fighting for my home. Changing the subject, I attended the tableaux given last Friday night by the ladies for the benefit of the poor soldier, although I was dead broke at the time, thought as I had never been to anything of the sort here, and then it was my duty, borrowed the money to go. Some of the scenes were very pretty, but the smallness of the room and the immence[sic] crowd destroyed all the pleasure of being present. Capt. B the only person you know, acted the part of the \"Irish Volunteer\" It would be useless in me to attempt to describe the scenes, dress and etc.  Will send you a programme and you can form an idea for yourself of what they ought to have been, at least how they looked. I don't think it could have been as grand as those given by the ladies of Old Orange as the material was wanting. They realized I understand $600. Leela P. did not act. I don't think she can be very popular. By the by I forgot to tell Champe, that she told a friend of mine that she was one of the wildest girls she ever saw and was wearing Gen. J's ring. Tell C. she had better beware her reputation will be quite broad. I have never spoken to her since I came back. Tell Mother I got the $20. Hope that she has seen Willie's and if he does not intent coming back soon will send me the money to pay for my overcoat \u0026 shoes. How I envy you all, eating fresh meat and sausages. Do you think I hadn't forgotten there was such a thing. I hope you all have gotten your pork and lower than the market price which is frightful. Mr. Shaw is a fortunate man in having any left. So poor Lil is gone at last. I suppose there was a universal weeping. $800 I think was a very good price. What has Mr. C. put where it is. Did Mr. S. go to Gen Lee? Willis is not coming back. Has sent his resignation. Did he give Mr. S the shot I sent. I have drawn a sketch of Charleston \u0026 vicinity from one I have seen. Will send home for you all to see soon. The drum has just beat for dress parade so I must close. Remember me to all enquiring friends, and now for each and every member of the family give oceans of love and accept for yourself \u0026 hubby and little darling a due portion.\nWrite soon, goodbye\nBev.","V.M.I. Dec. 19th 1863","My darling Mother\nI guess you have been wondering what in the world had become of me that I did not write. Well we were ordered out on last Tuesday very unexpectedly to march directly to Goshen and there wait orders from Gen. Imboden. I have not time to give you an account of our march now as we have to leave here in the morning at 5 to go in the direction of Buchanan or Salem after Averell  [\"Averil\" in original] and having marched 13 miles today [page torn] a miserable frozen ground feel as if I could [page torn] a little sleep on my old mattress after taking it out long. Oh! I tell you I can stand Army Service. We were exposed one day and night to the most disagreeable weather I ever saw. Rain fell in perfect torrents freezing as it would fall. We intended to have gone on from here after a rest of 2 hours but as there were a good many boys shoeless and others with sore feet we concluded to stay over. We take 3 days rations (which is very little) I received your letter written on the 13 with the $100 but haven't heard or gotten Mr. S with the $70. Has he written and did he [?] rebels. I hope it may not be lost as I am deep in debt. I took dinner with Miss Louise B. today. She promised to write to you for me if I went on. I hope this letter may reach you safely and relieve your mind somewhat. You must not worry yourself. I am perfectly well \u0026 hardy, ready to give that [page torn] \"Avril\" a  [_ing]. I hope to gracious we may catch the scoundrel and his men. I will not write more at present. Will do so as soon as I return again. So now must bid you all good night with love \u0026 kisses to the family and little ones I am as ever your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember 23rd 1863","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a few days ago, on my return from our Goshen tramp and promised I would write again so soon as I reached here once more. Well dear Mother we reached our journeys end Monday evening and nar'e Yankee did we kill or see after marching us all over this plagued mountainous country and ruining our feet we being badly shod at the time. But thank gracious, there were none seriously hurt by the trip, and now since they have had a little rest would be willing to start out on another, provided they were carried in some other direction than that of Goshen \u0026 Covington, for both of these routs every boy seems disgusted with. And it is a enough to despair anyone for you look upon nothing but huge mountains of rocks the whole way. Once in every ten miles by accident we would pass an old dilapidated looking building. I believe I mentioned in my other letter what a wet time we had of it while at Camp Staunton near Goshen. Although we were so near drowned, yet there was no grumbling, quite the contrary the boys were hollering \u0026 singing the whole time. I wish you could have heard us when a train came up to Goshen whistling \u0026 the bell ringing. I believe every boy joined in a thundering shout which reached throughout the surrounding mountains. It reminded us all so much of home \u0026 especially those who had been here so long without having a furlough that I do believe if the Yankees had been near and we been ordered to keep quiet we could not have resisted the temptation to give vent to our joy at such a pleasant sound. When we left here we thought we were going to Staunton. I took some collars along in case we should, and when I heard this train I could not but help thinking it was coming to take us there and I had made up my mind if we were got that near home I would work my [?] so as to go the whole hog. But alas! There was no such good luck for poor me. I was doomed to be disappointed. The train only came to bring a bearer of dispatches. We laid in our mud puddles until evening when the tap of the drum bid us prepare for marching. There were all sorts of rumors a float before we left camp, some said the Yankees were near Lex. and we had to march there that night a distance of 22 miles. Others said we were going to Covin. but we were all surprised when Col. Ship [Shipp] marched us up to Cool Sulphur Springs to quarter us in the cabins there for the night. Before we reached there we had to wade through mud \u0026 water a foot deep for near ten miles. We managed to build us up a little fire and dry our blankets. There was a still house at this place and every boy got enough to drink to make him sleep and to keep him from taking cold. In fact the majority of the boys were quite merry. I took a little swig Though not enough to make me feel the effects of it. Stanard Buffington had his canteen full and was looking all about for me. Expect if he had found me I should have been tipsy also for I did not think it any [harm] that night. Buffington is a splendid boy. On the next morning we set out for Lex. it had ceased raining and we had a beautiful day before us for marching, but the roads were so bad and the streams we had to pass over so swollen that we did not go more than 12 miles to Wilson Spring before we stopped over again for the night, and slept in some old darkey cabins. Although it was very [quite struck out] cold I had a very good night's rest. While were here Col. Ship received a dispatch from Old Spex (who said in his order before we left he would [?]over [?]) who was then at Lex enjoying the pleasures of home comforts) ordering us hurry back as quick as possible. We had to go in the direction of Buchanan. So we left next morning early \u0026 reach here at 11 ½ although the roads were so bad we marched 4 ¼ miles in one hour. We had orders after reached here. Mother I send with my coat a pair of pants for Henry. I wore them on the last march you will observe that they have seen hard times after mending the seat they will be made a good pair pants by having them turned. I send also a shirt which I could find no owner for and it is too large for me. You can dispose of it as you like. What do you think of the bill in reference to currency. I hope it may prove of some good for money seems to be worthless. Confederate I meant. Suppose Emma Chapman will be married soon. I would like to be present to get some of the good things. Of course they will have a big wedding. Is cousin Vic going down South to see Annie. I heard she was. I was down at Capt. Bull's yesterday. He read me a letter he had just gotten from Mary. You have no idea what a good letter she writes. It would really surprise you to read one. I hope she may pay them a visit here this spring. I would like to see her. Mrs. Powers has gotten back. I promised to kill her some birds, so if it does not rain, shall go out tomorrow. The weather has moderated a good deal today and I am truly glad of it for it was so very cold two or three days ago that I like to have frozen. Well dear Mother, I have written you quite a long letter, and I think all the news, so I must again bid you goodbye or good night rather.\nBev.","P.S. Make some of the family write me soon \u0026 often. You will find in my coat a rough sketch of Charleston \u0026 Vicinity which I drew for amusement. It has been laying up in my drawer so long the plagued mice destroyed it and commenced eating the edges.","Virginia Military Institute\nJanuary the 3rd 1864","My dear Mother\nTaking into consideration the many letters which you have honored me with lately, I think I would be doing my self great injustice if I were to allow a longer period to pass by without dropping you a few lines. I think my last letter was written in the year 1863 and now it is 64. Will you not forgive my seeming negligence. I received your long and interesting letter written on the 27th on the morning of the New Year. I therefore reckon it as among my numerous presents and as being one most valued. I was glad to see from your letter that Christmas had passed so handsomely and pleasantly. The dinner you spoke of was really a \"beautiful\" one, but I am confident when I give you a bill of fare of the one which I had the pleasure of masticating you will not for one moment hesitate in saying mine was still more beautiful. First, we had cold loaf bread (not enough by 16 loaves) also warm corn bread. Second cold beef. For dessert, molasses, water, \u0026 c. \u0026c. Oh! Indeed I fear if I were to go on and enumerate the rest I would not finish this letter soon. So leave it for you to form an idea. You all must have very kind friends to furnish you with so many nice things. You had a lot of big [?] to dine with you. My mouth runs water whenever I think about it. Why couldn't I have been there! Christmas week was the dullest to me I ever spent. Only one day suspension. Few boys tight, owing to the scarcity \u0026 high price of Liquor. I slept most all the time to rid myself of the monotony. Occasionally I would walk up in Lex. and get something to eat. I have looked forward before Xmas with much pleasure to the arrival of two boxes belonging to my roommates which were to have come by the packet boat, but it has not as yet made its appearance, and judging from the looks of the river which I can plainly see from my window, and which is entirely frozen over, that it will not do so for some time to come. We have almost despaired. The first thing we would all say in the morning, and the last I believe at night would be, wonder if the boat has come! I think we spent at least 2/3 of our time in the day standing looking in vain down the river. Isn't it too bad I intended to feast for once. There were a great many boys who were as much interested and disappointed as we were. Well Mother, changing the subject, let me give you an account how nicely I was fooled yesterday, and at the same time right much disappointed. While sitting down in my room thinking over what I should do during the day. One of my roommates (Jonny Wise) came blustering in an handed me a bundle accompanied by a letter directed as follows Cadet Stanard, politeness of Miss Bull. You well know what thought first struck me, I opened it and read it and supposing the girls must be down at Capt. B.'s commenced in great hurry to get on what the boys here term a \"big dike\" after I had finished dressing, and been told two or three times by my roommates that I would certainly captivate those young ladies, I started down to Capt. B. and upon entering the parlor asked Miss Louise where were the girls. The girls, what girls! I think told her, she seemed surprised, and said she had not a word from them. I then took it for granted they must certainly be up in Lexington, some where. So started in search of them. In passing by the Hospital I saw Dr. Madison who had just come the evening before from Petersburg and who told me at least asked me if I had gotten the bundle \u0026 letter. He then told me why they did not come on, and that his little girls had gone on to Staunton that morning on the Stage. You can well imagine my feelings. I thought it strange that they should have selected such an awful cold spell to come in. It was really the coldest weather I ever felt and I was on guard too. Hope they have postponed their visit until Spring. I got the money sent and let me thank yourself and my dear sisters for their nice presents. I am willing to wager any thing that I am the only boy who has received such. Tell Fan \u0026 Champ I will I will write them both soon. So Gen. J is still flying around Old C. Wonder if she can't prevail on him to give me a place on his staff. I am much obliged to you for sending my shirt \u0026 brush. I was in want of both so they come at an acceptable time. I hope dear Mother you will not think I am extravagant because I write so often for money. I will put down on paper how I have disposed of most of it and I know you will not think me so. I attended church this morning. The Methodist had to go there with my Company but deserted \u0026 went to the Episcopal. Saw Sandy P \u0026 bride, but did not speak to him. Lula had a beau so looked pleased. I fear Mr. Shaw's letter is lost for good. There are some grand rascals in this corps. I will go over this week and find out what that notice meant. The deposit for the next five months I think will be near $650. What has become of poor Mr. Gassaway? Let me know. I hope C. will not engage herself to anyone again unless she intends marrying them. I rather fear she is inclined to flirt. I am truly sorry that Aunt Phoebe will leave you. Know you all will see for more trouble the coming year. With Eliza as a cook she is so often sick. I delivered your message to Miss Louise B. She acted on a tableaux a few nights ago. I did not attend, it was so cold. Did you ever get your money back from the man who bought Lil? Sister Mollie said in her letter I was her debtor. I think she is mistaken. They all owe me letters. As for Monsieur Haywood I have despaired of hearing from him again. This is the beginning of the 8th page of my letter. When I began I did not think I could fill four. But I am 'bout run out now for news to write. Suppose Cousin Mollie G. is with you. Give her a buss for me. I wish I was there to do it myself. It is getting late so I must bring my letter to a close, though will not be able to mail it until tomorrow evening. Hope I will continue to hear from home as often as I have the last week. Give my love to Uncle E's family. Remember me to all the girls. Write again soon, and now with oceans of love to each and every member of our family. Kisses to the little ones and for yourself accept that which is one from a true \u0026 devoted son.\nJ.B.S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFeb. the 21st 1864","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a long letter some days ago and promised I believe to write again the last of the weeks. Therefore in accordance with my promise I shall endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines. Since my last letter nothing much of interest has transpired to disturb the monotony of the V.M.I. soldier boys life or daily routine of exercises save the freezing up of the river, which has afforded us a little fun skating. Yesterday being Saturday, it did not interfere with our duties or studies, so all could go that wished. I went down to the river in the morning myself, though not with the intention of skating, as I had a sore toe and then I was minus a pair of skates mine being broken, but the ice was so beautiful that I could not resist the temptation, so borrowed a pair from one of the boys and spent the rest of the morning on the ice. It was really elegant fun, could go down the river as far as you wished. There were also a great many ladies on the ice, who seemed evidently to think there was more fun in falling down than standing up, but unfortunately in the height of their enjoyment, one of them [frisky] fell rather too hard and almost broke her nose. Poor girl, I guess it will spoil her beauty spot and I know will teach her a lesson how to run on ice again. The fall of this unfortunate lady, of course, intimidated and somewhat marred the pleasure of the remainder of the party. My friend Miss L.P. was among the no. and was looking as rosy as usual. Tomorrow being the anniversary of the birthday of the father of our Country, and in order to show due respect to his memory, there will be suspension of academic duties, but owing to the scarcity of powder, will not be able, as is customary to fire a salute. I went up in Lexington yesterday and looked around for the combs you wrote for. Got you these which I hope may suit. The best I could find, and rather high, but you know every thing is now. Though I could have gotten the two large ones for two dollars less if I had only known it in time. The following is what I gave for the three black, $3.75, one of the horn $5.00 the other $6.00, making in all $14.75. Would'nt this frighten you in peace times? I will send my [tal-er], and the combs also some matches which I bought thinking you might want them, by Cadet Harrison who leaves tomorrow for Orange to see his brother who is in a battery stationed near Morton's. I hope the things may reach you safely. Do you think the Yankees will get Mobile? I would not be surprised to hear of its fall any day. Suppose Mollie \u0026 Sallie have moved out of the City as the ladies have all been advised to leave. I think it so strange Haywood don't answer my letter. I wrote him a month ago and he knows my deposit is due at this time. Mr. Norton our Episcopal preacher lectures every Sunday eve during [Lent?] and principally for the benefit of the Cadets, and as it is near time I shall have to close my letter as I want to attend. May add a post script tonight. Goodby with love to all\nI am as ever\nyour darling boy,\nBev.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 13th 1864","My darling Sister\nQuite a long time has elapsed since a letter has passed directly between you and myself and I am still in doubt as to which of us is the debtor. But nevertheless, I shall wave all ceremony and endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines for I honor you home folks so often with my letters that there must be a good deal of sameness in them. This remembering that this is one of the dullest \u0026 meanest places in Christendom that is in my estimation and also of a great many of my fellow Cadets. But I shall not waist[sic] my time by heaping abuse upon Lexington and the V.M.I. You are well aware of my hatred for them both. Before going farther, allow me dear Sister to give vent to my feelings by expressing my grateful thanks for the nice box of eatables which you sent me. I can assure you I have enjoyed them no little and done justice to the box as well as my roommates, who said that it was the best that had been received in No. 38 (my room) and I think we have gotten four since the first of January. We played fearful havoc with the turkey pies and cakes. Nothing now remains I am sorry to say, but my ham which I hope to enjoy for some days yet as it was such a fine one. We only eat this as a snack. Mr. S surely must believe they came out of that small box. I invited or had besides my roommates (five in number) three of four of my friends (S.B. among the no.) to help me eat and there was plenty for all, not withstanding the tremendous appetites of the Cadets are noted for. Fan, where did you get a turkey from?  I did not think there was such a thing left in the county of Orange. Why did you not keep it, also the ham. I had much rather you should have done so, for I know how scarce such things are with you since you have had the army among you so long. You ought not to have deprived yourself of it. I can manage to make out with the beef they give me here, although it makes me sick about once a month. The candy sent was perfectly elegant. I never enjoyed anything more in my life. I would not care if you would send me a small package of that whenever an opportunity presents itself. If not two[sic] much trouble. I have been feasting right much lately on robbin pies. One of my roommates \u0026 myself went out hunting last Saturday week, killed 19 birds. I gave Mrs. Bull six and get the Judge to cook the rest for me. I believe near half of the boys in the Corps were out yesterday, but all had bad luck, frightened every bird for ten miles around. I was wise for once, and did not go. I went up in Lexington yesterday to see young McCown, who brought my box up for me. I shall send this by him as he says he will go by Berry Hill Tuesday. He also takes a little bundle for cousin Sarah Bull, which you will please send her. It is from Mrs. Powers to her husband. Tell Mother when she writes again to send me some stamps. I cannot get them here. Fan, how do you suppose I spent yesterday evening? Why I saw a poor mink court marshalled by the boys (only greening him) for deserting his post, where they had stationed him the night before. After speaking on both sides the jury retired and soon reentered the hall. The sentence was read by the judge. The prisoner found guilty and had to be shot in one hour. The whole court was so much affected at this sentence that the judge had to tell them they must not give way in that moment to their grief. The prisoner was then told that he would only have one hour to live and asked if he had anything to say of if he did not want to write a letter home. He arose and endeavored to make an appeal to the commander the plea of ignorance and a promise to do better in future, but the poor fellow was so frightened that his speech made but little impression upon the court. He was then told to retire into the ante chamber where he could write his last letter, which he did and such a one you never saw. He told his sister when he kissed her and told her goodbye he never thought he would disgrace the family in that way. After finishing his letter he returned in the court room and was so much distressed \u0026 frightened that his lawyer again made an earnest appeal in his behalf and begged that they would grant him a reprieve for ten days, so that he might be better prepared to meet his fate. This was granted by the jury, but subject to the approval of Old Spex. The Sergt. Of the guard was then ordered to post 2 sharp shooters at each corner of barracks so as to prevent the prisoner from talking to anyone or attempting to make his escape. He took the proceedings of the court over to the Genl. who told him we were only greening him. When he returned and told us what Old Spex said, every boy roared out laughing. Our fun was then ended, the poor boy relived from his misery. He actually thought he was going to be shot sure 'nough. These are the kind of Cadets which are being admitted in the V.M.I. now. Do you blame us for having a little fun some times? Old Spex says we can substitute greening in the place of bucking for the new cadets. I was sorry to hear Tom Fry was wounded, hope he may recover. Will Mrs. F. go out to see him? Well I suppose Bob \u0026 Mollie are with you by this. What would I not give to be with you all. The receipt or arrival of my box and the thought of their living with you has made me awful homesick. I never was more so. I saw Dr. McGuire's mother at church this morning. She is a very sweet looking old lady. Say to Mother I believe I will wait for the new currency. I send the letter Mother mentioned. Now dear Sister I have written you a much longer letter than I expected to write when I first commenced and as it is getting late \u0026 I want to take this up town I shall have to bring it to a close. I have been writing in a great hurry which you can plainly see, so you must excuse this miserable scrawl. The paper sent was very acceptable. You see I have made use of it soon. Give my love to all the family and now for your darling self \u0026 husband accept a due portion. Kisses without number to Mary, Bev, and a kind remembrance to all enquiring friends.\nI remain your affect. brother\nBev.","P.S. Write soon \u0026 tell the other members of the family to do the same.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 22nd 1864","My dear Mother\nIt had now been ten or twelve days since I had a line from home. I now write to demand an explination for such treatment. Upon the receipt of my box I wrote Sister Fan a long letter thanking her \u0026 c. Prior to that time I wrote Champe and I certainly expected by this time to have a few lines (at least) from one of them as they well know how anxious I was to hear from Bob \u0026 Mollie whom I suppose are with you at present. My letter to Fan was sent by Young McCown, who brought my box. I suppose he is reliable. Is the son of a Saddler in Lexington. Well Mother I guess you will wonder why it is, that I am writing with a lead pencil. The reason is first this, we are upon the eve of freezing up. It has been one week since we had a particle of heat (there not being a stick of wood at the V.M.I.) You know what a change has taken place in the weather. Today it is snowing hard, and a cold wind blowing, and still we are having the same duties to attend to, both academic \u0026 military. It is outrageous for the boys can't study a bit. I wish you could step in and take a peep at us. It got so cold we could not stand it any longer. So we call the roommates and went out and made a raid on Old Spex laths and have built us up some sort of a fire and are all gathered around like a gang of chickens under its mothers wing. If the officers of the day should by chance visit our room and catch us we would get a hard report and a few demerits. Peach came by here on last Saturday morning to see me, has just returned from Ark. Martin and one of his friends were taken prisoners. The day he stopped over to see me, Ex. Gov. Letcher made a very fine speech, also Judge Brockenbrough. So we went up and heard them. Both were very encouraging and thought the war would not last a year longer. In the evening I walked out in the country with him to get his horse. I came back, but he staid[sic] with one of his company friends until yesterday when he called to see me again on his way to Orange. I guess he will get home before this letter and tell you all you would like to hear about me and about his trip, so I will leave it for him to do. Mother you think I didn't sit down and write Cousin Vic a long letter a few days ago. Felt so interested about her. Hope she will condescend to reply to it. Suppose Bob had gone to his command ere this. What is his rank, and what is that of Gen. Long? Gen. Smith got a letter a few days ago from some gentleman over towards Hot Springs, who had, I believe, been in Gen. Averil's Camp and says Averil is preparing to make a raid in this direction. He advised Spex to fortify all the mountain passes, which he is going to do. Major Williamson \u0026 two of the Cadets left this morning to make a survey. I suppose we will have to go the last of the week to first of next. We will have the fortification to build ourselves. Is this what I was sent here for, to shovel with the spade \u0026 dig with the hoe for the protection of Rockbridge Negroes? This is the reason in which our studies are to be interfered with of[f] \u0026 on this Spring \u0026 Summer and I think you had just as well give your consent at once to my resigning and entering the Army. I want to have some of the glory of the [trenches] in the year 64 attached to my name, and this war can't last much longer it is certain, and it will be my only chance. Are you not willing to have it said you had a son in this war? I was down at Mrs. Bulls the other night, spent a very pleasant evening. The Capt's duck was there. He (the Capt.) is one of my best friends, and is very kind to me as well as the other members of the family.\n[This part written in the margins of pages 2 and 3] \nAs is so cold I shall have to stop writing, with the hope of getting a letter, certain this eve. I shall write again the last of the week. Hope you are all well. How is Mollie looking? Write me a long letter soon giving me all the news. With much love to all the family, yourself amongst them. Goodby, Your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 8th 1864","My dear Sister\nI hope you will not deem me indifferent as to writing or to yourself. I have been intending writing for some time, but you were away and I took it for granted that my letter would be more acceptable upon your return. And then another consideration, the other members of our family have been quite good in writing me so often and of course I had to give them the preference, though had you been there I should have waved all ceremony and dropped you a few lines at any rate, for I suppose my letters generally go the rounds. Even though they do not bear inspection: I received one from Sister Mollie this morning inclosing Aunt Lucy's. I suppose they will soon begin to look for Mary. How I wish for Aunt L. would accompany her. She writes so affectionately and seems so anxious to see all her relatives and friends. She says she wants to come over to see something of the War. Do you not think she could be gratified? The sad changes wrought in Old Orange by it alone would be enough to shock and sadden her heart. I hope Monsieur Taylor may get his due in the coming campaign. I would like to be the one to greet him with a bullet. Don't you think he deserves such, though he seems sorry he ever thus acted. Will Willie T. postpone his marriage now until Mary's arrival? He ought for she will be dreadfully disappointed if he does not. Please say to Cousin Vic I am anxiously looking for an answer to my letter. Suppose you saw Willie Buffington while in Richmond. Eugie writes me she expects to go down soon to attend Cousin Martha S. marriage. Eugie is a sweet girl and is one of the best correspondents I ever had. Why don't some of you write her. She always inquires about some of this family when she writes. I promised I would give Champe a scolding (I generally spell this word wrong. Did you ever notice it?) for being so neglectful but I think mine have ceased to be of any virtue, so will merely remind her of the fact. Suppose she is occupied all the time with her many beaus but this is not sufficient excuse. Ask her if Gen. Pizzini has any vacant place that she can secure for me, if so she must do it, for I do not intend to remain here after this month. Just think I am a plagued conscript. If I can't get some place I am stout and hardy enough to rough it as a private. Do you not candidly think I ought to be in the Army. I am over 18. I think I have been very obedient in remaining here as long as I have, and only done so because I hated to go contrary to the wish of a fond and devoted Mother. I think Mother might very willingly give her consent now that the prospect of the war ending soon is very great. Write me your views on the subject. I got a long letter some time ago from Sister S. brother Hay added a post script of a few lines (2) and said he would write one in a few days which I suppose will be a few months. He has neglected to send my deposit until this time (after the first of Apr) when he will I suppose have to loose right much money, owing to the change in currency. He should not be so negligent especially when money matters are concerned. Glad to hear Bob is so well satisfied and likes the service so well. It will be the making of him, I mean his health, don't you agree with me? Hope he has some rank and is in the line of promotion. Know he will climb high in the intimation of his superiors. He must make himself the worthy representative of the Stanard family. I suppose his being separated from his darling Mol goes rather hard with him, but he must learn to stand it like a true soldier. I guess he will think this is great advice. Mollie writes they are quite worried about her sugar and liquors not having been heard from. It will indeed be quite a serious affair if they never turn up or come to hand. Was sorry to hear of the loss of your cow. What do you so for milk? It is something we never may our eyes on here. Our fare is not good by any means, been feeding us off [Stanard purposefully omits word here] beef. (I don't like to use the word) for some time, and I hardly ever get enough bread to eat. It is a hard matter though to satisfy our appetites we take so much exercise, drilling, \u0026 c. and then our meals are so regular. I believe I have really grown a little since last Summer, and know I have fattened, weigh 137 lbs. Tried on some of my summer clothes a few nights ago out of curiosity. You know they were full large for me then. Now my jacket won't meet around me, and my pants require a little sugar or molasses on my shoes to induce them to come down a little. Sister did you ever see anything like the snow and rain we have been having for the last week or ten days. The clouds really seem weakened from exhaustion, but after two days of spring weather, they seem to have been replenished as it were, and from the present appearances, out doors, now I am inclined to think they are preparing to take us by storm. I wrote before how we suffered during the cold weather for the want of fire. It was the same this last spell, had to have suspension and let us lay in our beds to keep from freezing. Old Spex was well prepared to meet his own individual comfort. Plenty of the best coal that could be started in peace times. We were not at all indignant at his having suspension. I believe the majority of the boys preferred it and the cold weather to fire. Very natural feeling for school boys. One if my roommates has just come in and told me the mail would be taken up in a few minutes. So I shall have to bring my letter to a close. I did intend giving you an account of a review of the Corps by Gen. Rossum. Will do so in my next. I guess I have already tired you with such a long letter. I have not time to read it over and make the necessary corrections, so please excuse all mistakes. Give my best love to all the family, and for yourself \u0026 baby and the little ones. Accept that which is due from a fond and devoted brother.\nJ.B.S.","V.M.I. April the 24th 1864","My darling Mother\nYour long and interesting letter has been received and I have been intending for the last two or three days to answer it, but something has always interfered and prevented my good intentions. You say that you had begun to get uneasy at my silence, for fear I might be sick. Why I wrote two or three letters home but a very short time ago. I can't imagine what became of them. I seems to me that I am always writing home but very seldom get letters from there myself. You all are not as good about writing as you ought to be. I am not alluding to you but to the other members of the family. I have not as yet heard a word from Hay and the $9.00. Am going to drop him a few lines this evening. I am dead broke at present, wish the check would hurry up and make its appearance. Had to borrow some money the other night to go up town and get some thing to eat. They are starving us out now. Don't give us half enough bread, miserable rye coffee without sugar or milk (and it has caused an eruption to break out on a good many of the Cadets, I believe it is a prison) and for the last two weeks they have been giving us nothing but rotten beef. I declare it is perfectly awful. Old Spex has some 50 or 60 barrels of it put away and will keep feeing us on it. An old scamp, he has about ten or eleven barrels of molasses and won't give us any. All the cadets are grumbling and asking him for it. I am glad to hear Bob has improved so much and is so well please with his place. Didn't I tell you he would be. Hope he is up near [home] now. Mother you ask me why I don't call Mollie Sister when I write. I was not aware before that I failed to do so. It was thoughtlessness on my part I can assure her and not for the want of love that I did not make use of sister instead of Mollie. Why I am sure my letters to her have always been very affectionate. I hope she will banish all idea that I meant anything by my manner of writing. Well Mother every body (or Cadet at least) has been right much excited today to join in the coming battle. You need not be surprised if I am one, if they raise a company I shall join. Remember I will be 19 on the 27th of this month and ought to be ashamed of myself to be here. When you are advised to keep me here as long as possible, people don't know my age, and of course they would not tell you they thought I ought to be in the army. They are going to take us in service I expect in July out in the mountains here. But I prefer being with Lee. Mother I don't want to desert or be shipped from here against your wish, therefore I beg that you will write me permission to resign, and I can then use my own discretion whether I will or not. If you give your consent, mention that it is concerned with family matters (except name) that prevents your sending me here longer. Mother I hope you will not let what I have written distress you. You should be more firm and patriotic and want me to be in the army, but this is an unnatural feeling for an affectionate Mother like yourself. When is the big fight to come off. Is there any chance of its taking place in Orange. I think the Yankees are going to get the worst whipping that they have ever gotten, and it will almost wind up the war. If Lee whips them, he ought to follow up his victory and drive them as far North as he can, the same time burning all their cities. Well dear Mother I have written you quite a long letter, and one I have no doubt you will be sorry to see. The mail will be taken up in a short while, so I shall have to bring my letter to a close. Wish I had something interesting to write about, and now darling Mother with love to all the family and oceans to your sweet self I must bid you good evening. Hoping what I have written will not cause you trouble and that I will soon hear from you\nI am as ever your\nown darling boy\nBev.","I am in want of draws.","Virginia Military Institute\nMay the 9th 1864","My darling Mother\nHere I am, no longer a freeman, but a prisoner within the lofty walls of the V.M.I. I reached here safely on Friday evening and it has been a source of regret to me ever since, that I should have been goose enough to leave when I did. And have to leave my trunk behind. So much for not taking the advice of a wise man (Mr. Chapman). Doubtless they told you at the village about my being left by the train. I did not care myself but I was afraid poor brother would swear himself to death about it was the only reason which actuated me to promptness in acquiring some means of conveyance to take me to Gordonsville, and after all I did not get there in time to see him, but unfortunately in time for the Staunton train. Plague on it! I wish it had left before I got there. I should certainly have returned after getting there and finding the Richmond train gone, had I not feared that I would be greeted by a scolding from some member of the family. Yes, I expect all of you would have pitched into me. Even Mr. C. for driving his horse so far and not listening to him on the first place. Just think, if I had remained I could have seen some of the Yankee prisoners, and heard something of the result of the fight. My trunk has not reached me yet. I hope it may not be lost. I would like to see the person that I would leave it behind for again. I wrote to Nat Catlette about it this morning. I hope Mr. Chapman wrote when he sent my trunk up. He seemed very much amused at me when I found it was left. I didn't blame him, for I imagine I was quite a laughable object about that time. I was so worried I came very near letting an ugly word escape my mouth, I wonder if I didn't. I went to see some young ladies while I was in Staunton, staid until half past eleven had no idea it was so late. Met with one of the most interesting and agreeable and pretty young ladies I have seen since the War. A Miss Gregory, refugee from Alexandria. She is the one Madame [?] at one time, said Vandergrift was engaged to. I was sorry to see that Col. Brown was killed. Suppose Brig. Gen Stanard \u0026 Long win in the fight. The stage has come in this evening but bring no news, this is generally the way. Tell brother William is he hasn't too much to do I wish he would keep me posted as to the movement of our army. I received his letter, thank him for attending to my trunk for me. Tell Sister Mary she ought to have been at home that morning and not down at the depot. She urged me to go to Goville [Gordonsville] anyhow. Hope Mr. Shaw didn't think anything of the manner in which I told him goodbye I was in a big hurry about that time. Tomorrow there will be a suspension of academic duties in order to raise the flag sent from Europe, over the grave of out lamented leader Jackson. Well Mother it has been very warm all day, and this evening I had to attend drill for two hours. Wound up with 2 charges 100 yards across the parade on on pretend breastworks. It was very exciting in the first charge I was the first to mount the dreaded works. In the second the 3rd man, but as I was so fat and excited, I had to leave ranks at Dress Parade from a violent headache and fainty feeling. But I have rested and feel all right and ready for another now. The drum is beating for tattoo so I must close. I only wrote to let you know I had arrived safely. Please write soon. I am anxious to hear the result of the battle, who of our friends were killed. Good night, with much love to all,\nI am as ever yr darling boy\nBev.","P.S. Excuse this miserable scrawl.","Staunton May the 12th 1864","My darling Mother\nNo doubt a letter written from this place will take you greatly by surprise. Well to relieve your anxiety I will tell you before going further and keep you from uneasiness. On Tuesday night an order came from Gen. Breckenridge calling us immediately to Staunton. In obedience to his orders we fixed up and left on Wednesday Morning at half past 8, marched 18 miles by half past 2. when we camped. The roads were very good but were quite dusty and then it was very warm. This morning we left camp under quite different circumstances, it having rained during the night and has continued to do so all day. The roads were awful perfect loblolly all the way and we had to wade through like hogs. We came 18 miles from 5 to 12 however and are tonight encamped one mile out of town. I have run the blockade and come in to take tea with Cary Taylor, and that I might write this letter. Am I not good? I have a strong notion of staying in until 2 tonight with him so as to dry of[f] for I have been like a wet mouse all day. So disagreeable in camp. We will leave in the morning early and expect to have to march to Harrisonburg (down the Valley) a distance of 26 miles. The Yankees are reported coming up the Valley with a force of 9000 strong. Our Corps will run Gen. B. up to 5000 maybe more. I hope we may be able to lick them out. I have suffered more with my feet this march (so far) than I ever did on all the others together. I hope to get me a more comfortable pair of shoes when this will be remedied. I got my trunk the evening before I left all safe. It was in the nick of time and my biscuit and ham for my rations. If you want to write to me direct your letter to me at this place Care of Edmond M. Taylor, Staunton, he will send them to me. I expect we will be down out this time for some weeks. I told you that you had better let me join Lee at once that this could be the way, but you must not make yourself uneasy about me. I will take care of myself. One of my messmates from this place is going to fill my haversack with something better than what we draw so I wont suffer for some days at any rate, though I hope not at all. Well darling Mother I have written enough I suppose to relieve your mind as to our destination so I must stop and go in the parlor. Some young ladies there. You will have a hard time trying to make this out I shan't undertake it. Saw Fedic T. this evening. Give my love to all [acquaintance] \u0026 friends. Hope Bob come out all right and all the Berry Hill friends \u0026 visitors. I shall write when ever I have an opportunity. And now dear Mother that I may be spared to see you all again, and that you may continue in good health will be the nightly prayer of Your darling Boy Bev.","The Southern Telegraph Companies.\nReceived at Orange CH, May 16, 1864\nFrom Staunton. To W. H. Chapman\nCadet Stanards body is at New Market I presume.\nS. Yates","Telegram Fragment.\nReceived at Orange C.H. May 16 [1864]\nBy telegraph from Harrisonburg.\nB. Stanard was k[illed]\nwill be sent to","Life\nLife has beautifully and appropriately been compared to an Ocean, whose surges when the storm sweeps over its surface, bear a striking resemblance to that portion of our life in which troubles and cares beset us, and whose smooth surface when there is nothing to disturb its accustomed tranquility, bears a simile to that portion of our existence in which the busy scenes of this life are laid aside and which has been fitly called the \"sunset\" of life, often the billows of the ocean, when the pitiless storm sweeps over its surface with unrelenting fury rise to such a height that it is with great difficulty that vessels can ride triumphantly on them and bid defiance to their efforts as it were to bury them beneath their briny folds. Numerous are the instances in which vessels have sprung a leak in spite of all the efforts of the sailors to prevent it, have sunk to the bottom of the sea where so many have found an unwelcome and watery. On the other hand when there is nothing to disturb its peaceful waters, and when the sun, unobstructed by clouds from the view is reflected on its polished breast, vessels sail with security to their destined ports whence to discharge their freight. Such is a simile of our existence when the troubles and cares of this life agitate it and also when our cares and troubles are forgotten. Often during life when misfortune seems determined to claim us for her own and when cares beset us at every step, it takes all the moral courage we can summon to our aid to enable us to triumph over them, and at last [reach] the harbors of happiness. The latter scene is like old age, the \"Sunset\" of life, when the busy pursuits of life are laid aside and when you have determined to trust your frail bark no longer to the stormy sea, but float quietly down, a stormless sea too that harbor which is called, \"The End of Life\" Well has the poet exclaimed \"Thou, too, art a sailor, and time is the sea, And life the frail vessel that upholdeth thee.\"\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet B. Stanard\nTo\nDr. Madison","War\nOf all the punishments which Divine Providence sees fit to inflict upon a sinful nation, none so severe as that of war, which is now being so frightfully carried on throughout this once peaceful and prosperous republic. Although I am well aware, that this is a subject on which better pens than mine have exhausted their eloquence, yet I think, especially at a time like this, it is one, on which we may profitably reflect.\nFrom the Statesman to the school boy, Every one is occupied with this absorbing topic. \nThe preacher from the pulpit thunders into our ears threats of the increased wrath of God, already visited upon us in this cruel war. The poor man shudders at the thought of the coming winter, and curses the hard times and high prices. All alike seem to think it an unmitigated evil. But it would be far better for us to trust in the old saying, \"Look on the bright side,\" and I think that if we would allow the exercise of a little reason, we may bring ourselves to believe that there is a bright side to this picture. I do believe that it is a punishment, but that as a loving father corrects his erring son, so it is send for our own good. Let us but suppose there were no such punishments for mankind, and what would this world of ours be? We may but turn to the pages of history, and selecting a few from the many examples before us, find a sad response to this question. Look at Rome! For hundreds of years enemies without and fierce dissentions within, had humbled her proud eagles, and at length she stands without a rival, none dare call her enemy. But prosperity has accomplished that which her enemies have in vain assayed and the \"City of Seven Hills\" lies prostrate at the feet of her own vices. A handful of barbarians have devastated her fair provinces and beautiful cities, and Rome is no more. Look to England. Twice she has been intensely overrun and ground under the feet of Roman and Norman invaders. And behold the fruit of suffering. England the mistress of the seas! But a speck on the map of the world she has possessions on which the sun never sets. And lastly, we have a striking striking example in our own once peaceful land. After a comparatively short contest, she has enjoyed blessings totally unprecedented in the history of a nation of free government, the most beautiful country in the world, and a large territory, nothing seemed wanting to fill up the measures of her happiness. But what were its effects? A Government rotten to its very core, and an effeminate people, divided into little factions. The smiles of prosperous fortune has accomplished that which our enemies tried in vain and War, the only specific for a nations diseases, has come upon us.\nLet us bear it like men, and remember that terrible as it is there are evils far worse.\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet Stanard","\"Berry Hill\"\nOrange Ct Ho\nJuly 28th 1864","Cadet L.C. Wise\nI scarcely know how to thank my dear young friend for his thoughtful kindness, \u0026 beautiful tribute to the memory of our dear one, now sleeping under the shadows of his own home! Tis true my dear friend no earthly consolation can be given to sooth entirely the heart sorrow we are all compelled to bear, but it is sweet \u0026 above all things comforting to hear his praises from those among whom he lately dwelled! Your name sounds like a household word- so often has it fallen from his dear lips. Indeed I feel as if I know all his roommates, \u0026 could call them Brothers. Most anxious were we to have them come and see us. We have received such evidence of their generous hearted tender thoughtfulness that we long to express in words our gratitude. I should have answered all their letters received with much pleasure, but yours is the first which bears a \"Post Mark\". Will you not extend for us, to his friends, from whom we have received letters- \"W. Overton Harris\" \"Jn S. Wise\" \"Ed\"ward Harvie Smith Jr.\" \"E. Berkley\" our sincere thanks \u0026 say to each that we would be most happy to return our gratitude in person, \u0026 to none would give such a warm welcome to our home \u0026 hearts, as the friends of our darling Brother! Now that you all have vacation we would be glad to have a visit from you, a sad but pleasant","Hd Qrs Arty Corps V.D.\nAug 3d 1864","My Darling Mother\nI have anticipated the pleasure of sending you a letter for some time but being so continually on the wing have been deprived of doing so. To day being my birthday have concluded to write and I hope I shall not be molested by any couriers riding up with orders to move until my letter is finished.","I have written Mollie so often giving her all the news (which of course you get through her) that there is but little left me to day to make up a letter. Still I know my Darling Mother will be glad to get my letter though it may be a very dull one. And then too I am aware of my inability to write a letter which will compare with those you are mow deprived of by the death of that Darling \u0026 Christian child. Still my Dear Mother, that feeling shall not deter me from writing and I trust to God that in the deprivation you have sustained in those sweet \u0026 loving letters, mine may serve to cheer you, and assure you have a son whose love is as great as a child's could be, although he may be incompetent to control words to express that love. I know my Darling Mother how you miss those sweet letters from that dear child, and feel how very incompetent I am to send you such messages of love as he always sent, still feeling assured of bearing you all the love a dutiful son can bear I commence this letter (knowing as I have before marked) it will be properly appreciated while at the same time hoping it may serve to cheer you \u0026 assure you that you have those dear ones to live for who love you very dearly \u0026 for whose sake you should cheer up, and not grieve for that lost one taken from this world of sin \u0026 trouble to dwell with his God on high.","I was much distressed my dear Mother to hear you were suffering so much with your old complaint, dysphasia, and hope ere this reaches you you will have been entirely relieved, have you any of the Alleghany water left and do you continue to drink it. Mollie writes me she is making you take bitters regularly which she thinks benefits you. You must continue to take your tonic and not think of the spirit you consume. \nNo doubt your trip to the village benefitted you a good deal, a change is a great thing sometimes. You should ride every evening.","I wrote Mollie yesterday and just after sending of my letter received hers of the 24th by Bester's boy. He also brought my over cape which I was glad to get. I wrote Aunt Lucy long letter and left it at Martinsburg to be mailed when the Yankees get possession. We are now encamped at a place called Bunkers Hill but don't think we shall remain here very long. Here comes Genl. Early's courier, wonder what order he brings.","Just what I expected, the order is to cook two days rations and be ready to move at day light tomorrow. This will not however interfere with my letter writing to day. I have no idea which way we will move but every body seems to think up the Valley. I hope it may be so for I am always better satisfied when moving towards the dear ones at home. Why has brother never written how he managed to remain at home. I don't know to this day in what position he is in the service still. I hear he is still at home. I shall be truly glad to know that he is permanently stationed there. We were all very much rejoiced at Hood's victory but fear it was only temporary. If he can whip Sherman in front of Atlanta his army will be destroyed. We have a rumor here to day (Coming from Baltimore paper Sun by some of the Citizens at Charlestown) that Genl. Lee has given Grant another terrible whipping. I trust it will prove true and that it will force Grant to get away from Richmond. Our army here is recuperating considerably and is as strong now as when it first started. All the stragglers lost on the long march around have been gathered up.","Was very glad to hear you had a fine rain in Orange. It will do some good although much more may be needed. We have had lowering clouds here for several days but no rain and the people are almost in despair. They will make no corn at all. I hope Mr. Shaw will make more than he thinks. We can get no vegetables in this country. I sent Lewis fifteen miles yesterday and he returned with one pound of butter and one doz eggs. Mollie writes me that all the children had the whooping cough. I hope they will all get through it easily. I was glad to hear you enjoyed the cheese so much. You must not let the others have too much of it but keep it for your own use. What sort of an article did the tea turn out. Good I hope. So Tom wants to wait until after the war to get married. If he does he will not get Vic. He can I think make arrangements now that would put him in a position to marry at once. I am going to write him a few lines to day. Mollie writes me Mrs. Fry objects. Why is this. How does Aunt Octavia and uncle [?] like it. They should be delighted. My horse hurt her foot about a week ago so I have been in the ambulance while on the march. She is well again, but I fear she is too young for service. She is a splendid animal \u0026 if I could get another to ride wound send her to Mr. Shaw for light service. What is the matter with [Ross?] Hear he is at home sick. I suppose Mollie calls on Aunt Martha \u0026 uncle Jaq. very often. Tell her I expect to hear of a dreadful intimacy between herself \u0026 the former. Early's campaign up here is looked upon as a failure by every one. He is fit to command nothing but a division [that] under General Lee. I heard Mrs. Gordon was at Winchester but hardly believe it. If she is there she has seen very little of the Genl. as I know he had not left his command to visit her. I feel too sorry for poor Jane Carter. Has she gone south, poor soul. I hope she will fine with her husband's relatives a kind \u0026 good home. Doubtless he will leave her well off as he was considered rich. Well my Darling Mother, I must bring my letter to a close as I must write several others to day. Give my love to all and kiss the children for me and believe me ever My Dearest Mother\nYour fond \u0026 devoted son\nRobt\n24 to day. Feel quite aged.","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n11 Jany 1865","My Darling Mother\nI have been intending to write to you for several days but have been kept from doing so in consequence of having a great deal of writing to do for the office. [Shook] being absent on a 15 day furlough I have to do all his work during his absence and we have had more to do since his departure than for 6 months previous. I rec'd a letter from brother several days since dated the 1th Dec. and would send it to you to read but it is merely a business letter and he writes no one must read it. He was still stationed at a battery some distance from the city but expected in a short time to receive through Judge Campbell an appointment as Ordnance Sgt placed on duty there. I hope sincerely he may not be disappointed. He writes me he has made very little money since I left him and that his expenses are very heavy. When he gets back to town he hopes to be able to make something. He writes me Sallie and the little ones are very well and that Willie is the prettiest child in the city of Mobile. The baby he says has hair like Chandler. I am sorry for this, Mr. Chandler is fast declining and he says he will not live but a short time longer. Mr. John Battle was there and he thought he was giving away every day. I was truly sorry to hear this as we were led to believe he was better, at the time he wrote this. Was great excitement in the city caused by the approach of the enemy. Said the bells were ringing \u0026 things were in a mess generally. He congratulated himself that he was out of the excitement being over at his battery in the bay.","Mollie wrote you of her safe arrival the day after she got here and told you how nicely she was fixed and now I regret to tell you after all out trouble to get fixed etc. that Genl. Long had concluded to move his Hd Qrs to Staunton so we will have to look out quarters there. He took command to day and will move the office in a few days. Col. Carter's command will be here so he will remain here. Dr. [Straith] has gone to Staunton to see what can be done in the way of accommodations but I feel certain we will not be as comfortably or agreeably fixed as we would eventually have been here. I shall hate very much to part with Col. Carter and not be with Mrs. C as she would be such a pleasant person for Mollie to be with. I wish Genl. Long would let the Dr. \u0026 myself remain down here. I have done a good deal of work for nothing. Hereafter will do nothing until every thing is definitely settled. The Genl. inquired particularly after you all. He is looking very well but I don't think well by any means. This is a miserable neighborhood, the meanest people I ever saw and the greatest [extortionists]. I wish the Yankees would come here and take every thing they have got.","Now that Mollie is away from you and you will not have the benefit of my letters to her I intend to write you regularly. Mollie will I know keep you all posted besides. How I wish we could have been stationed near Orange, that we could have seen more of you all during the winter. Never mind I am entitled to a furlough which I will take after a while and spend it with you all. Mollie seems very happy being with me and I am too happy at having her. Matilda does first rate and I am too thankful that you allowed us to have her. Mollie could not have done without a maid. Mollie rec'd Fan's note by Botts yesterday. He went on up to Staunton. She has some nice brooms to send Fan.","With much love to all\nYour devoted son\nRobert\nMollie sends love to all.\nThis was written in a hurry","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n16 Jany 1865","My Dear Mother\nI wrote you a short letter last week since which we have heard nothing from Orange. Mollie wrote you I had been up to Staunton to procure rooms as Genl. Long had moved his HdQuarters to that place and would of course require my presence there. I am happy to state that after much trouble I yesterday succeeded in getting board with Mrs. Harman a widow lady and on very moderate terms. We will be delightfully fixed when we get settled. We will move up tonight and take possession. Hope after getting settled this time we will not have to move again as it gives much trouble. We will be some two or three squares from Mrs. Long and a little farther from the Dr. I regret exceedingly breaking up our arrangements here as we would have been all together. We will too lose Mrs. Carters pleasant company which we are both very sorry for. Col. Carter will remain down here and of course Mrs. Carter will prefer being with him although the Col. is much in favor of her going to Staunton as she would have no society here at all.","Mollie wishes her bonnet box with bonnet sent up by first good opportunity or by express if it can be done. She says the key is on her bunch of keys in her large black trunk. She will require her bonnet to wear to church. I am exceed[ing]ly glad we will be where I can attend church regularly as I have been debarred of the pleasure for some time. Tell Fan I saw Mrs. Long on Saturday and she inquired after all. She seems a very fine woman and is delighted at having us in Staunton. Tell  Champe that Dr. [McGuire] is the finest dressed man in Staunton. All of old Early's staff seem to be having a very gay time. Dr. Straith went to the wedding and came home disgusted of course. Says he spent the entire night in getting out of other people's way. They had a fine [supper] the Dr. has heard nothing more from his wife but is looking for her every day. I hope sister wrote and explained to Cousin Eliza my dispatch. I sent it at the Dr.'s request. He thinking his wife might have reached that place. Corbin Welford is going to Culpepper to look for her in a few days. The weather had been very fine for the last week and I hope will continue so. No doubt the bright sun has persuaded you just to peek your head out of the door. Matilda is still much pleased. I will keep a good watch over her in Staunton and try and return her improved as Mollie will learn her to be very patient. Has Vic heard anything from Tom recently. Willie was here today and says they have heard nothing from him for months. Hope Vic put an end to Hardy's coming to see him. His independence in staying so long at uncle E's beat anything I ever heard of. Mollie would have written today but has been busy packing. She will write as soon as we get to Staunton. Tell Champe she might write us often.","Mollie joins me in much love to all. Tell Sister I will write her very soon.","As ever your fond \u0026 affect.\nSon\nRobert","Many of these letters, as well as material from other sources and background information, appear in the book \"Letters of a New Market Cadet\", edited by John G. Barrett and Robert K. Turner, Jr. (Chapel Hill, University of North Carolina Press, 1961).","The Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers (approximately 20 items) consist of letters from Cadet Stanard to his family (dated 1863 to 1864), a telegram concerning Stanard's body, letters from his brother Robert to their mother (dated 1865), and two essays written at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards ice skating on the frozen river, attending church, academics, and demerits.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia to his sister. Letter regards family health matters and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards financials, family matters, and daily life at VMI.","Letter written from \"Camp Jackson.\" Letter regards a trip to Staunton, Virginia, the Corps of Cadets leaving VMI to reinforce Stonewall Jackson, and family matters.","Letter regards family matters and daily life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards cadet life, family matters, and a desire to fight in the war.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards march to Camp Staunton, Virginia and family matters.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, Christmas dinner, cadet life, and finances.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards ice skating, George Washington's birthday, finances, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards receipt of a package, family matters, \"greening\" of a cadet, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards winter weather, cadet life, fortifications of VMI, and a desire to enter the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, a desire to join the Army, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances, potential for battle, and a request to resign and join the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards return to VMI, family matters, cadet life, and suspension of academic duties to honor the anniversary Stonewall Jackson's death.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards orders from General Breckenridge to march to Staunton, news of the Civil War, and life at camp.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and the location of his body.","Written from Harrisonburg, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard.","Two essays written for an assignment at VMI.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on life.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on war.","Stanard family letters written after the death of Cadet Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and envelopes addressed to family members.","Four letters. One letter fragment (dated July 28, 1864) is from Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sister to VMI Cadet Louis C. Wise and mentions the death of her brother. Three letters (dated 1864-1865) are written from Stanard's brother Robert to their mother.","Written from Orange County, Virginia by one of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sisters. Letter regards the death of her brother.","Written from Bunker Hill, Virginia. Letter regards to Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death, family matters, and news of the Civil War.","Written from Fishersville, Virginia. Letter regards family matters and troop movements.","Written from Head Quarters Army V.D. Letter regards traveling to Staunton, Virginia and family matters.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters and financials.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death at the Battle of New Market.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death.","Written from Christiansburg, Virginia. Letter regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death and family matters.","Manuscript collections in the VMI Archives are made available for educational and research use. The VMI Archives should be cited as the source. The user assumes all responsibility for identifying and satisfying any copyright holders. Materials from our collections may not be redistributed, published or reproduced without permission from the VMI Archives. 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Quite to the contrary, for the last weeks I have been having a good time skating. The river was frozen over beautifully for miles. As we were not doing any studying, the Examination being past over. We were all allowed to go. I wish you could have seen the river. It looked like a flock of black birds was on it. I never saw boys seem to enjoy themselves more. Could play [bandy], fox \u0026 goose and many other games to afford us amusement. Sandie P. \u0026 Sisters \u0026 some other ladies were down to see us. Sandy seemed to be a very awkward skater and would get some pretty falls sometimes which added to my fun. I think he is stuck up quite much. I haven't spoken to him yet. I attended Church this morning. Saw his wife there, do not think she is pretty. The [G]  has only preached for us once since he came here, but gave us an excellent sermon then. I suppose in this Peach has reached Orange \u0026 [camp]. He called to see me one evening and only remained about half an hour, promised he would come again the day after and said I must have a letter for him to take home for me, but he never made his appearance. I stayed from church hoping to see him \u0026 show him the VMI sights. He was staying out in the country about three miles. Wanted me to go with him but could not do so. I never saw a boy so changed in my life. Had a little beard and then he was dressed in real soldier style. I don't think I should have known him had I seen him in a crowd. He said himself Geo. M had been having a good time out in the country for 18 days. Really glad they have gotten furloughs for they have both been good soldiers and deserve them. Hope they may be able to reach home. Mr. M seemed somewhat taken with poor Lewis Williams old flame Miss Darden. Wilson Newman called to see me a few days ago. And going from his looks, I think the army must agree with him. Am glad our Orange boys are all so pleasantly stationed. Mother tell Champ to write what has become of [Mr. G]. I feel so sorry for him. Doubtless in this you have received my report and have been worried about the way I have wasted my time \u0026 gotten demerits etc. in the last six months. Myself as well as many others have done but little studying. We have lost about one and a half months going out of these plagued marches and still Old Spex hasn't made a single allowance in the examination and I would not be surprised if there are not 150 cadets shipped soon for being unjustly unjustly found deficient, some over 18, and others for demerits. 15 were shipped yesterday, one of my roommates goes [__] tomorrow, for demerits. Spex a grand old scoundrel coins money by this as most of them have made their deposits which is $600. I think you must not be surprised to see me at any time as my number of demerits is past one hundred, though most of them I got for over staying furlough, and may yet be removed. I shall write to brother in a day or two for money to pay what I owe to Old Spex. Mother to give you an idea what sort of person Gen. S. is after our return from our last march, the government sent up 300 pairs of shoes for the Cadets as presents or to pay for our own that we wore out and now Gen. S. will not let a Cadet have a pair if he has gotten shoes from the Institute within the last 6 month, and if a Cadet is shipped before he can get them, they fall in Spex's hands, who furnishes all his darkeys with a good pair. I shall try hard to get mine, tho' don't expect to wear them, they are course army shoes worth at the present prices 30 or 40 dollars. I have a pair I bought before I went on the march that will do me, so I shall keep mine (if I get them) for Henry, unless he is well supplied. Mother you recollect the box I was so concerned about, it made it to us, after being on the way only 19 days. Although the things were rather old \u0026 stale, yet everything went good even the turkey. I tell you we were not a long time emptying the box. We were all very agreeably surprised yesterday by the receipt of another box for one of our roommates. It contained a splendid ham, two elegant rich cakes  and any quantity of little molasses cakes, sausages, molasses, apples, etc. I never enjoyed anything more. I certainly did justice to it myself. I hope Mr. L has laid in a good supply of provisions. How does Eliza do now. Hope she may not give you all troubles. I can imagine I see the difference in her cooking \u0026 aunt Phoebe's, and hear you complain. Well Mother you see I am 'bout run out for something to write about so I guess I had better stop altogether. You must excuse led pencil, I wrote with, is because I wanted to write fast (which the bad writing \u0026 mistakes will bear evidence of) in order to finish it without being interrupted by any roll call. It seems to me I now commence a letter but what I am called of by the tap of the drum to attend some call. It is really worrying. Well Mother, I shall prepare myself to receive a good scholding [sic] from you soon. You must not be too hard upon me, [phrase unclear] made to stay here for my own good, but at the same time greatly against my will. And now with love to all and a due portion for your darling self,\nI am as ever yr affect\nSon J. B. S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFebruary the 20th 1863","My Dear Sister,\nHaving honored all the family with a letter, except your sweet self, Have determined to drop you a few lines (Tonight since I have no lessons to get.) to show you that you have not been forgotten. The letter I wrote Champe, you were justly entitled to, but as she wrote me such a long letter first, and I had to answer, thought had better do it at once. So you must not think anything of the step I took. I received dear sisters letter yesterday. And you cannot imagine what pleasure it gave me to read it and particularly that part in which it spoke of my darling mother, being so much improved in health. God grant that it may continue to do so, is my sincere prayer. It makes me feel like a new person almost, when I think about it. And Oh! If I could just be there to see her enjoy it. What I would not give? And just to think I have only been here one month today, and have five more long weary ones to spend here. It is awful to think about. But at the end of that time, I must have a furlough. In spite of everything. The boys all laugh at the idea of my expecting even to get one but I guess they will laugh out of the other side of their mouths, In July, when they see me going home. If I staid here I would have to go in Camp and drill, but I think I will get enough of it before them. You would laugh to see me going through double quick step. I look like a frog in the act of jumping. I see I will have to lay my letter aside until tomorrow when I endeavor to finish it though it will not leave here before Monday. Saturday. Have been down today to see them at Mrs. B[ull]'s. Capt. B[ull] has returned from Richmond. Came by G[ordons]ville. Wish he had run on down to Orange, might have sent my things by him. Phil Hiden is trying to get a furlough to go down to Charlottesville to see his brother James married. (To take place on Friday night I believe) If he succeeds, he will come on to Orange, so that will be a good opportunity to send my box. Says he will bring it. I also want my pants that (dark brown) Bob gave me sent. Repair them if they need it, before you send them. The surprise party to the Maj.'s was grand. If I had been there I should have made the girls get before. So that I might be sure they would not fall or get in the mud again. There is so much gold lace, and brass buttons in Orange now that a poor private stands no chance. The girls hardly glance at one, I guess. While I am writing they are drawing a cannon out on the parade ground to test it. I am going out there to see it fired. Bum! She goes; and the boys tremble \u0026 run. I stand my ground. The gun proves a good one. Scott \u0026 myself went up town today to get some thing to eat. Succeeded in getting some pies. Tomorrow is the 22nd and Gen. Smith told Capt. Bull if he could get the turkeys, he might give us a big dinner, but as he cannot get them, we will have the same old fare, Beef \u0026 Bread. I am in hopes there will be a suspension of Studdies until tuesday. (Private) Sister asked if I ever saw the little Madisons. Am sorry to say I have not, And moreover I don't expect to, from what I can hear. Don't say anything about this? I heard from good authority that the children were not allowed to wear socks, until that one \n(the youngest) had its feet frost-bitten. I feel sorry for the little darlings. Mrs. M is master. And every one easily perceives it. Let no one see this but the family? I have seen Mrs. Newman at Church, have never spoken to her, will go up with Scott soon to see her. There is no episcopal preacher here, but they expect to call Henry A. Wise, Jr. hope they may. Have very good music at the Presbyterian church. Sister Mollie certainly is good about writing so often, and her letters are so interesting and amusing. You all must continue to send them over whenever you get them. I intend to write to her soon. It is time for brother to be answering my letter. I think Mr. C. has acted quite strangely. It is too provoking. Tell Mother boiling over does no good. She had better remain quiet. And Mr. S[haw] is in Lynchburg. I wish I could run down to see him. Suppose it was business that took him there. Hope the army have not pressed any of his corn. He must be much incommoded in his farming by not being at Berry Hill. Sunday the 22nd. Ground covered in snow nearly a foot deep and still falling fast. What awful weather we have had in the last month for our army. They must suffer. I never saw such a country as this in my life. And every boy agrees with me. It is either raining or snowing all the time. Write me word what Mrs. R. brought. Wish she had brought my shoes \u0026 knife. And Willy [Fry] has gone to be married. What will take place next. Expect Peach (poor fellow) would liked to have accompanyed him. He is fortunate in being out of the army now. Oh! Fan. How I would like to see you all. I sometimes think that it will be impossible for me to stay away from my dear home and those for whom my love is so great, until July. How is Miss Summer. Give my love to her and tell her I think of her often. Well dear Sister I have written you quite a long letter. You must make due excuses for this miserable ink and writing. Kiss dear little Mary for me and tell her she must not forget Uncle Bev. Be a good girl and tell her when he I[sic] come home I will bring her some good. Give oceans of love to Mr. S[haw] and all the family, and accept for yourself a true brothers love.\nHoping you are all well I bid you Goodbye!\nBeverly","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 14th 1863","My darling Mother\nI received your letter a few days ago also the cloth. Hiden was on the way a week, or more. Which has been the reason why you have not heard from me sooner. I wrote home last Friday as usual but I wrote it in such a hurry and did not even read it over. I really felt ashamed to send it. Know I spelt a word wrong did you notice it? I know better. Well Mother Gen. Smith has at last gotten cloth, and as I had never had a suit my name was put down for one. I have had my jacket made at last so I now have or will have two suits which will do me until July. I don't know whether to have the cloth you sent me made into a pair of pants or sell it. If I have it made up I can save my new suit. I will send you some money by first opportunity. Need not get me any more cloth. How sad the death of poor Hugh Atkins, he was so imprudent. I suppose old Mrs. A is almost frantic, and it will have such a bad effect on Julia. Champe mentioned in her letter Miss Ellen B had gone deranged and been taken to the asylum. Where did she stay? I disremember her. Old Mrs. B has been sick for a week or more I suppose that must have been the cause of it. Be sure an[sic] write me word in your next. I was down to see them yesterday. I suppose your have commenced gardening, such pretty weather for it. It seems strange that I am not at it. Hope you are well enough to go out and superintend. As you are so devoted to it and can't help it. I am not surprised to hear about sister Mollie. She wrote to me and said she had fattened. In my answer I asked her \"Could it be that Ala air was purer than Va. and agreed with her better, Hardly!\" I am glad and then again I am sorry. I don't know why some of them out there do not write to me. Her letter is the only one I have received. I will not write to them until they do. I hope you have written to brother and given him a good scolding about that sugar. He deserves one. Does Ras T. intend to go South to live? Every body in Orange must be buying and selling. I suppose it is to invest their money which they have made by speculating. You will have a near neighbor now, Cousin H. \u0026 I think I should rather live at his old place than Mr. R. by far. I wrote you about making me collars did you ever get the letter. My cap must be black. When is Mary Taliaferro coming back, and so they ever hear from her. Give my love to all at Uncle E's. Suppose Annie is uneasy about her Johnny as the fight has begun. Myself and some of the other Cadets went fishing Saturday caught a few fish and a live ground hog which we had a good deal of fun out. Have to get up now at five, then drill for an hour also in the evening. I do not mind it so much now as it is rather more pleasant. We have abandoned the old drill and begun a new one (Hardie) which I much prefer. Mrs. Newman is in Orange, wish now I had gone to see her. How is Phil \u0026 wife getting along. Suppose they have not moved to Piedmont. Is there a prospect of much fruit at Berry Hill this season. Won't I miss Sisters cherries. I guess she feels lonesome without you all. Don't the children enjoy being at B.H. I expect they stay there all the time. How I would like to have a game of play with them. I expect Mary Beverly will be as wild as a buck soon. Kiss her for me and tell her to write to me. Mrs. C proceedings are shameful. Hope you may get everything back. Everything is so dull here that I have nothing to write interesting. They give us ham now occasionally. I send you a pattern of another collar, you may make some like it. Has Mr. Shaw enclosed his new plantation. Give my love to Miss Summer, tell her to write to me. I do not hear from home as often as I desire. How are the Spring gardens and are they as intimate since the dog quarrel. With much love to all and kisses around to the children I must bid you goodbye.\nAs ever your affect. Son\nBeverly","Send me Charlie Taliaferro direction. There is a Cadet who wants to write him. Excuse this miserable scrawl. What has become of Theodore G. Did he say anything about Taylor.","Camp Jackson Aug 28th 1863","My darling Mother,\nNo doubt you have been wondering what has become of your darling boy and the reason why he had not written before. Well dear Mother I will give you a few of my reasons which I hope will prove satisfactory. In the first place, after reaching Staunton and trotting around some time in search of Mr. G whom I succeeded in finding at last, and it then being too late for me to procure a seat on the stage. Mr. G begged me so very hard to remain over with him until the next day that I at last concluded to do so, knowing that one day longer would make no difference. I left Staunton about 4 ½ Wednesday morning and after a very pleasant trip (Having met with 3 or 4 Cadets returning) reached my old prison house at 1 p.m. and to my surprise found the Corps had left the evening before to reinforce Jackson. I then began to regret and censor myself very much for stopping over in Staun- but about the time we were ready, one of the Officers came in and said the Yankees had fallen back and that the Corps was then on the way back to the Institute after having marched to Staunton Goshen. We then thought after that information that it would be a piece of folly in us to start to meet them in coming back. I felt quite lonesome there being only a few Rats left as a guard. I staid down with Capt. B and made myself at home. He seemed very glad at having me back. And yesterday evening they all returned, broken down, sore footed and quite mad that they were not permitted to go on and engage the enemy. Jackson was very anxious expecially[sic] for the company of artillery to come on and join him, but Old Spex had not the authority to take the Corps out of the County, but had to fight them any when in Rockbridge in defense of the Institute. I am not delighted that I did not get here in time since it has proven such a useless \u0026 fatiguing march. I was on guard last night tho' not compelled, only did so to relieve some of the broken down who would have had to have gone on. I could not help contrasting \u0026 feeling the difference between my bed last night \u0026 the one I have been enjoying for the last month. Just imagine me in the guard quarters on the hard floor and in among a parcel of rats, minks, chickens, lice, etc. and then with my accoutrements all on, I tell you what taking everything into consideration I did not have my pleasant time, but it is all over now, and I hope it may not happen again. I am all OK. We will move into barracks next Monday or Tuesday when I will have a much easier time. I have not seen Old Spex yet to give him the letter. I expect he will be for court marshaling me. I was much worried at having to leave them all so hurriedly at the Village the morning I left. The plagued men at the provost office were the cause of it, they were so very slow. I only had time to kiss them \u0026 tell them all goodbye. Was Annie married on the next morning, I hope not since I could not see it. Tell Sister M to make up some excuse to give Mrs [Miss?] [H?] for not coming to see her again. I suppose every thing still remains quiet and there is no chance of the army leaving you. Has Miss E \u0026 Co. come to board with you yet. You all must write and give me all the news. I have no time to ask questions. I want this to be mailed this eve and it is near time for it to close. I had an elegant time in Staunton which I suppose Bird had written before this. Church did not get me the pillow after all. Get it from him and send it by S_ Hiden, also that knap sack Sam G. gave. You recollect I guess a new one. Tell Felix he had better sell me his cadet overcoat. Well dear mother I have not time to write more but will take time \u0026 write a more satisfactory letter soon. Excuse all mistakes \u0026 bad writing. Show it to no one but burn it. Give my love all inquiring friends. Tell McGuire I desire his letters. With love to all friends I must now bid you goodbye. Kiss the children and Old Sal if she is with you. Write soon \u0026 often to your affect.\nboy Bev.","Send me the Buffingtons letters if you get any. Their brother is here. Will tell you about him in my next.","...one of my favorites, give her my love. Champe so you ever hear from Mr. G now. Poor fellow! I expect he is dying out in N.C. by degrees with the [blues]. Let me hear something from him in your next. You know how I love him. Who are you engaged to at present? I fear you are gaining yourself the name of flirt. I hope not tho. I suppose it is because you have so many extravagant admirers, and not wishing to get married you are necessarily compelled to send some up the spout. I am really glad you are not like most of the girls at present, crazy to get married, for I should hate like all the world to give you up. You recollect I dreampt last summer that you were married and how I told you it distressed me. As my prospects for being a married man are exceedingly doubtful, I think I shall have to consent to the proposition you made some time ago that we should both remain single. Do you not remember it? You say you believe Victoria Is really going to write her fate with Capt. Hardy's. I am sorry for it myself for I never fancied him much. Hasn't she had better offers? She certainly is a changeable girl. Does Uncle E like the \"Capt\" or is he opposed to the match? I suppose they are daily looking for Mary from Baltimore. I guess she will have lots to tell. How I would like to be at home to hear her \u0026 Sister Mollie talk. If Bob \u0026 M. have arrived tell them I will write them both soon. Did Sister go down to R. as she expected or did the Yankees raid frighten her out of the notion? Champe in several of my letters from home they have mentioned Gen. Pizzini's[?] name. Who is he? I have never seen anything about him in the newspapers. You say the young man who took my bundle \u0026 letters home did not call. I did not expect he would, as he is very bashful. He is a very good boy, but one of the ugliest boys you ever saw. He does not intend returning here. Resigned to enter the army. Well dear Sister I I have written you quite a long letter so must stop and mail it. You must excuse all mistakes and bad writing. The boys are discussing the probability of the Corps being ordered out (although rumors circulated here in barracks) etc. and making so much fuss that I scarcely know what I am writing. And now I must bid you adieu. With love to all the family and hoping to have the exquisite pleasure of reading one of your usual interesting letters again soon.\nI am as ever\nYr aft Br","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember the 1st 1863","My dear Sister,\nReally everything is so dull and I write so often that I am puzzled to know how to commence this letter. I don't think I owe you an apology for my long silence. For whenever I write home to any one member of the family, I intend, and I suppose my letters are read by you all. So none need complain. Mother you know deserves most letters, as she is so good about writing to me, and then such long and interesting letters. I am always overjoyed when I see her handwriting. I received her last written on the 27th and you cannot imagine how much I have been worried to think you all would be left in the enemies lines and that I should be cut off from all communication with you. But I am as yet ignorant of whether this has been done. I have commenced this letter with the hope that it may go direct and that you are still spared from the outrage of the enemy. Can it be that Gen. Lee intends falling back again around Richmond? I think it looks very much like it if they are moving commissary stores from Gordonsville. But I suppose before this is done, there will be a second Chancellorsville battle, therefore I will not despair until I hear the result. I am very much afraid that Lee has weakened his army so much by sending aid to Braggs (who it seems is doing nothing but allowing his men to be captured \u0026 falling back) that he will eventually be compelled to fall back to Richmond. When this is done I suppose we will be ordered out. We are rather better equipped now than we were when we went on out last cavalry expedition to Covington. I think if we do leave here, I will go with Dr. McGuire whom Mother says will give me a place. I ought to be there in the army now fighting for my home. Changing the subject, I attended the tableaux given last Friday night by the ladies for the benefit of the poor soldier, although I was dead broke at the time, thought as I had never been to anything of the sort here, and then it was my duty, borrowed the money to go. Some of the scenes were very pretty, but the smallness of the room and the immence[sic] crowd destroyed all the pleasure of being present. Capt. B the only person you know, acted the part of the \"Irish Volunteer\" It would be useless in me to attempt to describe the scenes, dress and etc.  Will send you a programme and you can form an idea for yourself of what they ought to have been, at least how they looked. I don't think it could have been as grand as those given by the ladies of Old Orange as the material was wanting. They realized I understand $600. Leela P. did not act. I don't think she can be very popular. By the by I forgot to tell Champe, that she told a friend of mine that she was one of the wildest girls she ever saw and was wearing Gen. J's ring. Tell C. she had better beware her reputation will be quite broad. I have never spoken to her since I came back. Tell Mother I got the $20. Hope that she has seen Willie's and if he does not intent coming back soon will send me the money to pay for my overcoat \u0026 shoes. How I envy you all, eating fresh meat and sausages. Do you think I hadn't forgotten there was such a thing. I hope you all have gotten your pork and lower than the market price which is frightful. Mr. Shaw is a fortunate man in having any left. So poor Lil is gone at last. I suppose there was a universal weeping. $800 I think was a very good price. What has Mr. C. put where it is. Did Mr. S. go to Gen Lee? Willis is not coming back. Has sent his resignation. Did he give Mr. S the shot I sent. I have drawn a sketch of Charleston \u0026 vicinity from one I have seen. Will send home for you all to see soon. The drum has just beat for dress parade so I must close. Remember me to all enquiring friends, and now for each and every member of the family give oceans of love and accept for yourself \u0026 hubby and little darling a due portion.\nWrite soon, goodbye\nBev.","V.M.I. Dec. 19th 1863","My darling Mother\nI guess you have been wondering what in the world had become of me that I did not write. Well we were ordered out on last Tuesday very unexpectedly to march directly to Goshen and there wait orders from Gen. Imboden. I have not time to give you an account of our march now as we have to leave here in the morning at 5 to go in the direction of Buchanan or Salem after Averell  [\"Averil\" in original] and having marched 13 miles today [page torn] a miserable frozen ground feel as if I could [page torn] a little sleep on my old mattress after taking it out long. Oh! I tell you I can stand Army Service. We were exposed one day and night to the most disagreeable weather I ever saw. Rain fell in perfect torrents freezing as it would fall. We intended to have gone on from here after a rest of 2 hours but as there were a good many boys shoeless and others with sore feet we concluded to stay over. We take 3 days rations (which is very little) I received your letter written on the 13 with the $100 but haven't heard or gotten Mr. S with the $70. Has he written and did he [?] rebels. I hope it may not be lost as I am deep in debt. I took dinner with Miss Louise B. today. She promised to write to you for me if I went on. I hope this letter may reach you safely and relieve your mind somewhat. You must not worry yourself. I am perfectly well \u0026 hardy, ready to give that [page torn] \"Avril\" a  [_ing]. I hope to gracious we may catch the scoundrel and his men. I will not write more at present. Will do so as soon as I return again. So now must bid you all good night with love \u0026 kisses to the family and little ones I am as ever your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember 23rd 1863","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a few days ago, on my return from our Goshen tramp and promised I would write again so soon as I reached here once more. Well dear Mother we reached our journeys end Monday evening and nar'e Yankee did we kill or see after marching us all over this plagued mountainous country and ruining our feet we being badly shod at the time. But thank gracious, there were none seriously hurt by the trip, and now since they have had a little rest would be willing to start out on another, provided they were carried in some other direction than that of Goshen \u0026 Covington, for both of these routs every boy seems disgusted with. And it is a enough to despair anyone for you look upon nothing but huge mountains of rocks the whole way. Once in every ten miles by accident we would pass an old dilapidated looking building. I believe I mentioned in my other letter what a wet time we had of it while at Camp Staunton near Goshen. Although we were so near drowned, yet there was no grumbling, quite the contrary the boys were hollering \u0026 singing the whole time. I wish you could have heard us when a train came up to Goshen whistling \u0026 the bell ringing. I believe every boy joined in a thundering shout which reached throughout the surrounding mountains. It reminded us all so much of home \u0026 especially those who had been here so long without having a furlough that I do believe if the Yankees had been near and we been ordered to keep quiet we could not have resisted the temptation to give vent to our joy at such a pleasant sound. When we left here we thought we were going to Staunton. I took some collars along in case we should, and when I heard this train I could not but help thinking it was coming to take us there and I had made up my mind if we were got that near home I would work my [?] so as to go the whole hog. But alas! There was no such good luck for poor me. I was doomed to be disappointed. The train only came to bring a bearer of dispatches. We laid in our mud puddles until evening when the tap of the drum bid us prepare for marching. There were all sorts of rumors a float before we left camp, some said the Yankees were near Lex. and we had to march there that night a distance of 22 miles. Others said we were going to Covin. but we were all surprised when Col. Ship [Shipp] marched us up to Cool Sulphur Springs to quarter us in the cabins there for the night. Before we reached there we had to wade through mud \u0026 water a foot deep for near ten miles. We managed to build us up a little fire and dry our blankets. There was a still house at this place and every boy got enough to drink to make him sleep and to keep him from taking cold. In fact the majority of the boys were quite merry. I took a little swig Though not enough to make me feel the effects of it. Stanard Buffington had his canteen full and was looking all about for me. Expect if he had found me I should have been tipsy also for I did not think it any [harm] that night. Buffington is a splendid boy. On the next morning we set out for Lex. it had ceased raining and we had a beautiful day before us for marching, but the roads were so bad and the streams we had to pass over so swollen that we did not go more than 12 miles to Wilson Spring before we stopped over again for the night, and slept in some old darkey cabins. Although it was very [quite struck out] cold I had a very good night's rest. While were here Col. Ship received a dispatch from Old Spex (who said in his order before we left he would [?]over [?]) who was then at Lex enjoying the pleasures of home comforts) ordering us hurry back as quick as possible. We had to go in the direction of Buchanan. So we left next morning early \u0026 reach here at 11 ½ although the roads were so bad we marched 4 ¼ miles in one hour. We had orders after reached here. Mother I send with my coat a pair of pants for Henry. I wore them on the last march you will observe that they have seen hard times after mending the seat they will be made a good pair pants by having them turned. I send also a shirt which I could find no owner for and it is too large for me. You can dispose of it as you like. What do you think of the bill in reference to currency. I hope it may prove of some good for money seems to be worthless. Confederate I meant. Suppose Emma Chapman will be married soon. I would like to be present to get some of the good things. Of course they will have a big wedding. Is cousin Vic going down South to see Annie. I heard she was. I was down at Capt. Bull's yesterday. He read me a letter he had just gotten from Mary. You have no idea what a good letter she writes. It would really surprise you to read one. I hope she may pay them a visit here this spring. I would like to see her. Mrs. Powers has gotten back. I promised to kill her some birds, so if it does not rain, shall go out tomorrow. The weather has moderated a good deal today and I am truly glad of it for it was so very cold two or three days ago that I like to have frozen. Well dear Mother, I have written you quite a long letter, and I think all the news, so I must again bid you goodbye or good night rather.\nBev.","P.S. Make some of the family write me soon \u0026 often. You will find in my coat a rough sketch of Charleston \u0026 Vicinity which I drew for amusement. It has been laying up in my drawer so long the plagued mice destroyed it and commenced eating the edges.","Virginia Military Institute\nJanuary the 3rd 1864","My dear Mother\nTaking into consideration the many letters which you have honored me with lately, I think I would be doing my self great injustice if I were to allow a longer period to pass by without dropping you a few lines. I think my last letter was written in the year 1863 and now it is 64. Will you not forgive my seeming negligence. I received your long and interesting letter written on the 27th on the morning of the New Year. I therefore reckon it as among my numerous presents and as being one most valued. I was glad to see from your letter that Christmas had passed so handsomely and pleasantly. The dinner you spoke of was really a \"beautiful\" one, but I am confident when I give you a bill of fare of the one which I had the pleasure of masticating you will not for one moment hesitate in saying mine was still more beautiful. First, we had cold loaf bread (not enough by 16 loaves) also warm corn bread. Second cold beef. For dessert, molasses, water, \u0026 c. \u0026c. Oh! Indeed I fear if I were to go on and enumerate the rest I would not finish this letter soon. So leave it for you to form an idea. You all must have very kind friends to furnish you with so many nice things. You had a lot of big [?] to dine with you. My mouth runs water whenever I think about it. Why couldn't I have been there! Christmas week was the dullest to me I ever spent. Only one day suspension. Few boys tight, owing to the scarcity \u0026 high price of Liquor. I slept most all the time to rid myself of the monotony. Occasionally I would walk up in Lex. and get something to eat. I have looked forward before Xmas with much pleasure to the arrival of two boxes belonging to my roommates which were to have come by the packet boat, but it has not as yet made its appearance, and judging from the looks of the river which I can plainly see from my window, and which is entirely frozen over, that it will not do so for some time to come. We have almost despaired. The first thing we would all say in the morning, and the last I believe at night would be, wonder if the boat has come! I think we spent at least 2/3 of our time in the day standing looking in vain down the river. Isn't it too bad I intended to feast for once. There were a great many boys who were as much interested and disappointed as we were. Well Mother, changing the subject, let me give you an account how nicely I was fooled yesterday, and at the same time right much disappointed. While sitting down in my room thinking over what I should do during the day. One of my roommates (Jonny Wise) came blustering in an handed me a bundle accompanied by a letter directed as follows Cadet Stanard, politeness of Miss Bull. You well know what thought first struck me, I opened it and read it and supposing the girls must be down at Capt. B.'s commenced in great hurry to get on what the boys here term a \"big dike\" after I had finished dressing, and been told two or three times by my roommates that I would certainly captivate those young ladies, I started down to Capt. B. and upon entering the parlor asked Miss Louise where were the girls. The girls, what girls! I think told her, she seemed surprised, and said she had not a word from them. I then took it for granted they must certainly be up in Lexington, some where. So started in search of them. In passing by the Hospital I saw Dr. Madison who had just come the evening before from Petersburg and who told me at least asked me if I had gotten the bundle \u0026 letter. He then told me why they did not come on, and that his little girls had gone on to Staunton that morning on the Stage. You can well imagine my feelings. I thought it strange that they should have selected such an awful cold spell to come in. It was really the coldest weather I ever felt and I was on guard too. Hope they have postponed their visit until Spring. I got the money sent and let me thank yourself and my dear sisters for their nice presents. I am willing to wager any thing that I am the only boy who has received such. Tell Fan \u0026 Champ I will I will write them both soon. So Gen. J is still flying around Old C. Wonder if she can't prevail on him to give me a place on his staff. I am much obliged to you for sending my shirt \u0026 brush. I was in want of both so they come at an acceptable time. I hope dear Mother you will not think I am extravagant because I write so often for money. I will put down on paper how I have disposed of most of it and I know you will not think me so. I attended church this morning. The Methodist had to go there with my Company but deserted \u0026 went to the Episcopal. Saw Sandy P \u0026 bride, but did not speak to him. Lula had a beau so looked pleased. I fear Mr. Shaw's letter is lost for good. There are some grand rascals in this corps. I will go over this week and find out what that notice meant. The deposit for the next five months I think will be near $650. What has become of poor Mr. Gassaway? Let me know. I hope C. will not engage herself to anyone again unless she intends marrying them. I rather fear she is inclined to flirt. I am truly sorry that Aunt Phoebe will leave you. Know you all will see for more trouble the coming year. With Eliza as a cook she is so often sick. I delivered your message to Miss Louise B. She acted on a tableaux a few nights ago. I did not attend, it was so cold. Did you ever get your money back from the man who bought Lil? Sister Mollie said in her letter I was her debtor. I think she is mistaken. They all owe me letters. As for Monsieur Haywood I have despaired of hearing from him again. This is the beginning of the 8th page of my letter. When I began I did not think I could fill four. But I am 'bout run out now for news to write. Suppose Cousin Mollie G. is with you. Give her a buss for me. I wish I was there to do it myself. It is getting late so I must bring my letter to a close, though will not be able to mail it until tomorrow evening. Hope I will continue to hear from home as often as I have the last week. Give my love to Uncle E's family. Remember me to all the girls. Write again soon, and now with oceans of love to each and every member of our family. Kisses to the little ones and for yourself accept that which is one from a true \u0026 devoted son.\nJ.B.S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFeb. the 21st 1864","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a long letter some days ago and promised I believe to write again the last of the weeks. Therefore in accordance with my promise I shall endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines. Since my last letter nothing much of interest has transpired to disturb the monotony of the V.M.I. soldier boys life or daily routine of exercises save the freezing up of the river, which has afforded us a little fun skating. Yesterday being Saturday, it did not interfere with our duties or studies, so all could go that wished. I went down to the river in the morning myself, though not with the intention of skating, as I had a sore toe and then I was minus a pair of skates mine being broken, but the ice was so beautiful that I could not resist the temptation, so borrowed a pair from one of the boys and spent the rest of the morning on the ice. It was really elegant fun, could go down the river as far as you wished. There were also a great many ladies on the ice, who seemed evidently to think there was more fun in falling down than standing up, but unfortunately in the height of their enjoyment, one of them [frisky] fell rather too hard and almost broke her nose. Poor girl, I guess it will spoil her beauty spot and I know will teach her a lesson how to run on ice again. The fall of this unfortunate lady, of course, intimidated and somewhat marred the pleasure of the remainder of the party. My friend Miss L.P. was among the no. and was looking as rosy as usual. Tomorrow being the anniversary of the birthday of the father of our Country, and in order to show due respect to his memory, there will be suspension of academic duties, but owing to the scarcity of powder, will not be able, as is customary to fire a salute. I went up in Lexington yesterday and looked around for the combs you wrote for. Got you these which I hope may suit. The best I could find, and rather high, but you know every thing is now. Though I could have gotten the two large ones for two dollars less if I had only known it in time. The following is what I gave for the three black, $3.75, one of the horn $5.00 the other $6.00, making in all $14.75. Would'nt this frighten you in peace times? I will send my [tal-er], and the combs also some matches which I bought thinking you might want them, by Cadet Harrison who leaves tomorrow for Orange to see his brother who is in a battery stationed near Morton's. I hope the things may reach you safely. Do you think the Yankees will get Mobile? I would not be surprised to hear of its fall any day. Suppose Mollie \u0026 Sallie have moved out of the City as the ladies have all been advised to leave. I think it so strange Haywood don't answer my letter. I wrote him a month ago and he knows my deposit is due at this time. Mr. Norton our Episcopal preacher lectures every Sunday eve during [Lent?] and principally for the benefit of the Cadets, and as it is near time I shall have to close my letter as I want to attend. May add a post script tonight. Goodby with love to all\nI am as ever\nyour darling boy,\nBev.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 13th 1864","My darling Sister\nQuite a long time has elapsed since a letter has passed directly between you and myself and I am still in doubt as to which of us is the debtor. But nevertheless, I shall wave all ceremony and endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines for I honor you home folks so often with my letters that there must be a good deal of sameness in them. This remembering that this is one of the dullest \u0026 meanest places in Christendom that is in my estimation and also of a great many of my fellow Cadets. But I shall not waist[sic] my time by heaping abuse upon Lexington and the V.M.I. You are well aware of my hatred for them both. Before going farther, allow me dear Sister to give vent to my feelings by expressing my grateful thanks for the nice box of eatables which you sent me. I can assure you I have enjoyed them no little and done justice to the box as well as my roommates, who said that it was the best that had been received in No. 38 (my room) and I think we have gotten four since the first of January. We played fearful havoc with the turkey pies and cakes. Nothing now remains I am sorry to say, but my ham which I hope to enjoy for some days yet as it was such a fine one. We only eat this as a snack. Mr. S surely must believe they came out of that small box. I invited or had besides my roommates (five in number) three of four of my friends (S.B. among the no.) to help me eat and there was plenty for all, not withstanding the tremendous appetites of the Cadets are noted for. Fan, where did you get a turkey from?  I did not think there was such a thing left in the county of Orange. Why did you not keep it, also the ham. I had much rather you should have done so, for I know how scarce such things are with you since you have had the army among you so long. You ought not to have deprived yourself of it. I can manage to make out with the beef they give me here, although it makes me sick about once a month. The candy sent was perfectly elegant. I never enjoyed anything more in my life. I would not care if you would send me a small package of that whenever an opportunity presents itself. If not two[sic] much trouble. I have been feasting right much lately on robbin pies. One of my roommates \u0026 myself went out hunting last Saturday week, killed 19 birds. I gave Mrs. Bull six and get the Judge to cook the rest for me. I believe near half of the boys in the Corps were out yesterday, but all had bad luck, frightened every bird for ten miles around. I was wise for once, and did not go. I went up in Lexington yesterday to see young McCown, who brought my box up for me. I shall send this by him as he says he will go by Berry Hill Tuesday. He also takes a little bundle for cousin Sarah Bull, which you will please send her. It is from Mrs. Powers to her husband. Tell Mother when she writes again to send me some stamps. I cannot get them here. Fan, how do you suppose I spent yesterday evening? Why I saw a poor mink court marshalled by the boys (only greening him) for deserting his post, where they had stationed him the night before. After speaking on both sides the jury retired and soon reentered the hall. The sentence was read by the judge. The prisoner found guilty and had to be shot in one hour. The whole court was so much affected at this sentence that the judge had to tell them they must not give way in that moment to their grief. The prisoner was then told that he would only have one hour to live and asked if he had anything to say of if he did not want to write a letter home. He arose and endeavored to make an appeal to the commander the plea of ignorance and a promise to do better in future, but the poor fellow was so frightened that his speech made but little impression upon the court. He was then told to retire into the ante chamber where he could write his last letter, which he did and such a one you never saw. He told his sister when he kissed her and told her goodbye he never thought he would disgrace the family in that way. After finishing his letter he returned in the court room and was so much distressed \u0026 frightened that his lawyer again made an earnest appeal in his behalf and begged that they would grant him a reprieve for ten days, so that he might be better prepared to meet his fate. This was granted by the jury, but subject to the approval of Old Spex. The Sergt. Of the guard was then ordered to post 2 sharp shooters at each corner of barracks so as to prevent the prisoner from talking to anyone or attempting to make his escape. He took the proceedings of the court over to the Genl. who told him we were only greening him. When he returned and told us what Old Spex said, every boy roared out laughing. Our fun was then ended, the poor boy relived from his misery. He actually thought he was going to be shot sure 'nough. These are the kind of Cadets which are being admitted in the V.M.I. now. Do you blame us for having a little fun some times? Old Spex says we can substitute greening in the place of bucking for the new cadets. I was sorry to hear Tom Fry was wounded, hope he may recover. Will Mrs. F. go out to see him? Well I suppose Bob \u0026 Mollie are with you by this. What would I not give to be with you all. The receipt or arrival of my box and the thought of their living with you has made me awful homesick. I never was more so. I saw Dr. McGuire's mother at church this morning. She is a very sweet looking old lady. Say to Mother I believe I will wait for the new currency. I send the letter Mother mentioned. Now dear Sister I have written you a much longer letter than I expected to write when I first commenced and as it is getting late \u0026 I want to take this up town I shall have to bring it to a close. I have been writing in a great hurry which you can plainly see, so you must excuse this miserable scrawl. The paper sent was very acceptable. You see I have made use of it soon. Give my love to all the family and now for your darling self \u0026 husband accept a due portion. Kisses without number to Mary, Bev, and a kind remembrance to all enquiring friends.\nI remain your affect. brother\nBev.","P.S. Write soon \u0026 tell the other members of the family to do the same.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 22nd 1864","My dear Mother\nIt had now been ten or twelve days since I had a line from home. I now write to demand an explination for such treatment. Upon the receipt of my box I wrote Sister Fan a long letter thanking her \u0026 c. Prior to that time I wrote Champe and I certainly expected by this time to have a few lines (at least) from one of them as they well know how anxious I was to hear from Bob \u0026 Mollie whom I suppose are with you at present. My letter to Fan was sent by Young McCown, who brought my box. I suppose he is reliable. Is the son of a Saddler in Lexington. Well Mother I guess you will wonder why it is, that I am writing with a lead pencil. The reason is first this, we are upon the eve of freezing up. It has been one week since we had a particle of heat (there not being a stick of wood at the V.M.I.) You know what a change has taken place in the weather. Today it is snowing hard, and a cold wind blowing, and still we are having the same duties to attend to, both academic \u0026 military. It is outrageous for the boys can't study a bit. I wish you could step in and take a peep at us. It got so cold we could not stand it any longer. So we call the roommates and went out and made a raid on Old Spex laths and have built us up some sort of a fire and are all gathered around like a gang of chickens under its mothers wing. If the officers of the day should by chance visit our room and catch us we would get a hard report and a few demerits. Peach came by here on last Saturday morning to see me, has just returned from Ark. Martin and one of his friends were taken prisoners. The day he stopped over to see me, Ex. Gov. Letcher made a very fine speech, also Judge Brockenbrough. So we went up and heard them. Both were very encouraging and thought the war would not last a year longer. In the evening I walked out in the country with him to get his horse. I came back, but he staid[sic] with one of his company friends until yesterday when he called to see me again on his way to Orange. I guess he will get home before this letter and tell you all you would like to hear about me and about his trip, so I will leave it for him to do. Mother you think I didn't sit down and write Cousin Vic a long letter a few days ago. Felt so interested about her. Hope she will condescend to reply to it. Suppose Bob had gone to his command ere this. What is his rank, and what is that of Gen. Long? Gen. Smith got a letter a few days ago from some gentleman over towards Hot Springs, who had, I believe, been in Gen. Averil's Camp and says Averil is preparing to make a raid in this direction. He advised Spex to fortify all the mountain passes, which he is going to do. Major Williamson \u0026 two of the Cadets left this morning to make a survey. I suppose we will have to go the last of the week to first of next. We will have the fortification to build ourselves. Is this what I was sent here for, to shovel with the spade \u0026 dig with the hoe for the protection of Rockbridge Negroes? This is the reason in which our studies are to be interfered with of[f] \u0026 on this Spring \u0026 Summer and I think you had just as well give your consent at once to my resigning and entering the Army. I want to have some of the glory of the [trenches] in the year 64 attached to my name, and this war can't last much longer it is certain, and it will be my only chance. Are you not willing to have it said you had a son in this war? I was down at Mrs. Bulls the other night, spent a very pleasant evening. The Capt's duck was there. He (the Capt.) is one of my best friends, and is very kind to me as well as the other members of the family.\n[This part written in the margins of pages 2 and 3] \nAs is so cold I shall have to stop writing, with the hope of getting a letter, certain this eve. I shall write again the last of the week. Hope you are all well. How is Mollie looking? Write me a long letter soon giving me all the news. With much love to all the family, yourself amongst them. Goodby, Your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 8th 1864","My dear Sister\nI hope you will not deem me indifferent as to writing or to yourself. I have been intending writing for some time, but you were away and I took it for granted that my letter would be more acceptable upon your return. And then another consideration, the other members of our family have been quite good in writing me so often and of course I had to give them the preference, though had you been there I should have waved all ceremony and dropped you a few lines at any rate, for I suppose my letters generally go the rounds. Even though they do not bear inspection: I received one from Sister Mollie this morning inclosing Aunt Lucy's. I suppose they will soon begin to look for Mary. How I wish for Aunt L. would accompany her. She writes so affectionately and seems so anxious to see all her relatives and friends. She says she wants to come over to see something of the War. Do you not think she could be gratified? The sad changes wrought in Old Orange by it alone would be enough to shock and sadden her heart. I hope Monsieur Taylor may get his due in the coming campaign. I would like to be the one to greet him with a bullet. Don't you think he deserves such, though he seems sorry he ever thus acted. Will Willie T. postpone his marriage now until Mary's arrival? He ought for she will be dreadfully disappointed if he does not. Please say to Cousin Vic I am anxiously looking for an answer to my letter. Suppose you saw Willie Buffington while in Richmond. Eugie writes me she expects to go down soon to attend Cousin Martha S. marriage. Eugie is a sweet girl and is one of the best correspondents I ever had. Why don't some of you write her. She always inquires about some of this family when she writes. I promised I would give Champe a scolding (I generally spell this word wrong. Did you ever notice it?) for being so neglectful but I think mine have ceased to be of any virtue, so will merely remind her of the fact. Suppose she is occupied all the time with her many beaus but this is not sufficient excuse. Ask her if Gen. Pizzini has any vacant place that she can secure for me, if so she must do it, for I do not intend to remain here after this month. Just think I am a plagued conscript. If I can't get some place I am stout and hardy enough to rough it as a private. Do you not candidly think I ought to be in the Army. I am over 18. I think I have been very obedient in remaining here as long as I have, and only done so because I hated to go contrary to the wish of a fond and devoted Mother. I think Mother might very willingly give her consent now that the prospect of the war ending soon is very great. Write me your views on the subject. I got a long letter some time ago from Sister S. brother Hay added a post script of a few lines (2) and said he would write one in a few days which I suppose will be a few months. He has neglected to send my deposit until this time (after the first of Apr) when he will I suppose have to loose right much money, owing to the change in currency. He should not be so negligent especially when money matters are concerned. Glad to hear Bob is so well satisfied and likes the service so well. It will be the making of him, I mean his health, don't you agree with me? Hope he has some rank and is in the line of promotion. Know he will climb high in the intimation of his superiors. He must make himself the worthy representative of the Stanard family. I suppose his being separated from his darling Mol goes rather hard with him, but he must learn to stand it like a true soldier. I guess he will think this is great advice. Mollie writes they are quite worried about her sugar and liquors not having been heard from. It will indeed be quite a serious affair if they never turn up or come to hand. Was sorry to hear of the loss of your cow. What do you so for milk? It is something we never may our eyes on here. Our fare is not good by any means, been feeding us off [Stanard purposefully omits word here] beef. (I don't like to use the word) for some time, and I hardly ever get enough bread to eat. It is a hard matter though to satisfy our appetites we take so much exercise, drilling, \u0026 c. and then our meals are so regular. I believe I have really grown a little since last Summer, and know I have fattened, weigh 137 lbs. Tried on some of my summer clothes a few nights ago out of curiosity. You know they were full large for me then. Now my jacket won't meet around me, and my pants require a little sugar or molasses on my shoes to induce them to come down a little. Sister did you ever see anything like the snow and rain we have been having for the last week or ten days. The clouds really seem weakened from exhaustion, but after two days of spring weather, they seem to have been replenished as it were, and from the present appearances, out doors, now I am inclined to think they are preparing to take us by storm. I wrote before how we suffered during the cold weather for the want of fire. It was the same this last spell, had to have suspension and let us lay in our beds to keep from freezing. Old Spex was well prepared to meet his own individual comfort. Plenty of the best coal that could be started in peace times. We were not at all indignant at his having suspension. I believe the majority of the boys preferred it and the cold weather to fire. Very natural feeling for school boys. One if my roommates has just come in and told me the mail would be taken up in a few minutes. So I shall have to bring my letter to a close. I did intend giving you an account of a review of the Corps by Gen. Rossum. Will do so in my next. I guess I have already tired you with such a long letter. I have not time to read it over and make the necessary corrections, so please excuse all mistakes. Give my best love to all the family, and for yourself \u0026 baby and the little ones. Accept that which is due from a fond and devoted brother.\nJ.B.S.","V.M.I. April the 24th 1864","My darling Mother\nYour long and interesting letter has been received and I have been intending for the last two or three days to answer it, but something has always interfered and prevented my good intentions. You say that you had begun to get uneasy at my silence, for fear I might be sick. Why I wrote two or three letters home but a very short time ago. I can't imagine what became of them. I seems to me that I am always writing home but very seldom get letters from there myself. You all are not as good about writing as you ought to be. I am not alluding to you but to the other members of the family. I have not as yet heard a word from Hay and the $9.00. Am going to drop him a few lines this evening. I am dead broke at present, wish the check would hurry up and make its appearance. Had to borrow some money the other night to go up town and get some thing to eat. They are starving us out now. Don't give us half enough bread, miserable rye coffee without sugar or milk (and it has caused an eruption to break out on a good many of the Cadets, I believe it is a prison) and for the last two weeks they have been giving us nothing but rotten beef. I declare it is perfectly awful. Old Spex has some 50 or 60 barrels of it put away and will keep feeing us on it. An old scamp, he has about ten or eleven barrels of molasses and won't give us any. All the cadets are grumbling and asking him for it. I am glad to hear Bob has improved so much and is so well please with his place. Didn't I tell you he would be. Hope he is up near [home] now. Mother you ask me why I don't call Mollie Sister when I write. I was not aware before that I failed to do so. It was thoughtlessness on my part I can assure her and not for the want of love that I did not make use of sister instead of Mollie. Why I am sure my letters to her have always been very affectionate. I hope she will banish all idea that I meant anything by my manner of writing. Well Mother every body (or Cadet at least) has been right much excited today to join in the coming battle. You need not be surprised if I am one, if they raise a company I shall join. Remember I will be 19 on the 27th of this month and ought to be ashamed of myself to be here. When you are advised to keep me here as long as possible, people don't know my age, and of course they would not tell you they thought I ought to be in the army. They are going to take us in service I expect in July out in the mountains here. But I prefer being with Lee. Mother I don't want to desert or be shipped from here against your wish, therefore I beg that you will write me permission to resign, and I can then use my own discretion whether I will or not. If you give your consent, mention that it is concerned with family matters (except name) that prevents your sending me here longer. Mother I hope you will not let what I have written distress you. You should be more firm and patriotic and want me to be in the army, but this is an unnatural feeling for an affectionate Mother like yourself. When is the big fight to come off. Is there any chance of its taking place in Orange. I think the Yankees are going to get the worst whipping that they have ever gotten, and it will almost wind up the war. If Lee whips them, he ought to follow up his victory and drive them as far North as he can, the same time burning all their cities. Well dear Mother I have written you quite a long letter, and one I have no doubt you will be sorry to see. The mail will be taken up in a short while, so I shall have to bring my letter to a close. Wish I had something interesting to write about, and now darling Mother with love to all the family and oceans to your sweet self I must bid you good evening. Hoping what I have written will not cause you trouble and that I will soon hear from you\nI am as ever your\nown darling boy\nBev.","I am in want of draws.","Virginia Military Institute\nMay the 9th 1864","My darling Mother\nHere I am, no longer a freeman, but a prisoner within the lofty walls of the V.M.I. I reached here safely on Friday evening and it has been a source of regret to me ever since, that I should have been goose enough to leave when I did. And have to leave my trunk behind. So much for not taking the advice of a wise man (Mr. Chapman). Doubtless they told you at the village about my being left by the train. I did not care myself but I was afraid poor brother would swear himself to death about it was the only reason which actuated me to promptness in acquiring some means of conveyance to take me to Gordonsville, and after all I did not get there in time to see him, but unfortunately in time for the Staunton train. Plague on it! I wish it had left before I got there. I should certainly have returned after getting there and finding the Richmond train gone, had I not feared that I would be greeted by a scolding from some member of the family. Yes, I expect all of you would have pitched into me. Even Mr. C. for driving his horse so far and not listening to him on the first place. Just think, if I had remained I could have seen some of the Yankee prisoners, and heard something of the result of the fight. My trunk has not reached me yet. I hope it may not be lost. I would like to see the person that I would leave it behind for again. I wrote to Nat Catlette about it this morning. I hope Mr. Chapman wrote when he sent my trunk up. He seemed very much amused at me when I found it was left. I didn't blame him, for I imagine I was quite a laughable object about that time. I was so worried I came very near letting an ugly word escape my mouth, I wonder if I didn't. I went to see some young ladies while I was in Staunton, staid until half past eleven had no idea it was so late. Met with one of the most interesting and agreeable and pretty young ladies I have seen since the War. A Miss Gregory, refugee from Alexandria. She is the one Madame [?] at one time, said Vandergrift was engaged to. I was sorry to see that Col. Brown was killed. Suppose Brig. Gen Stanard \u0026 Long win in the fight. The stage has come in this evening but bring no news, this is generally the way. Tell brother William is he hasn't too much to do I wish he would keep me posted as to the movement of our army. I received his letter, thank him for attending to my trunk for me. Tell Sister Mary she ought to have been at home that morning and not down at the depot. She urged me to go to Goville [Gordonsville] anyhow. Hope Mr. Shaw didn't think anything of the manner in which I told him goodbye I was in a big hurry about that time. Tomorrow there will be a suspension of academic duties in order to raise the flag sent from Europe, over the grave of out lamented leader Jackson. Well Mother it has been very warm all day, and this evening I had to attend drill for two hours. Wound up with 2 charges 100 yards across the parade on on pretend breastworks. It was very exciting in the first charge I was the first to mount the dreaded works. In the second the 3rd man, but as I was so fat and excited, I had to leave ranks at Dress Parade from a violent headache and fainty feeling. But I have rested and feel all right and ready for another now. The drum is beating for tattoo so I must close. I only wrote to let you know I had arrived safely. Please write soon. I am anxious to hear the result of the battle, who of our friends were killed. Good night, with much love to all,\nI am as ever yr darling boy\nBev.","P.S. Excuse this miserable scrawl.","Staunton May the 12th 1864","My darling Mother\nNo doubt a letter written from this place will take you greatly by surprise. Well to relieve your anxiety I will tell you before going further and keep you from uneasiness. On Tuesday night an order came from Gen. Breckenridge calling us immediately to Staunton. In obedience to his orders we fixed up and left on Wednesday Morning at half past 8, marched 18 miles by half past 2. when we camped. The roads were very good but were quite dusty and then it was very warm. This morning we left camp under quite different circumstances, it having rained during the night and has continued to do so all day. The roads were awful perfect loblolly all the way and we had to wade through like hogs. We came 18 miles from 5 to 12 however and are tonight encamped one mile out of town. I have run the blockade and come in to take tea with Cary Taylor, and that I might write this letter. Am I not good? I have a strong notion of staying in until 2 tonight with him so as to dry of[f] for I have been like a wet mouse all day. So disagreeable in camp. We will leave in the morning early and expect to have to march to Harrisonburg (down the Valley) a distance of 26 miles. The Yankees are reported coming up the Valley with a force of 9000 strong. Our Corps will run Gen. B. up to 5000 maybe more. I hope we may be able to lick them out. I have suffered more with my feet this march (so far) than I ever did on all the others together. I hope to get me a more comfortable pair of shoes when this will be remedied. I got my trunk the evening before I left all safe. It was in the nick of time and my biscuit and ham for my rations. If you want to write to me direct your letter to me at this place Care of Edmond M. Taylor, Staunton, he will send them to me. I expect we will be down out this time for some weeks. I told you that you had better let me join Lee at once that this could be the way, but you must not make yourself uneasy about me. I will take care of myself. One of my messmates from this place is going to fill my haversack with something better than what we draw so I wont suffer for some days at any rate, though I hope not at all. Well darling Mother I have written enough I suppose to relieve your mind as to our destination so I must stop and go in the parlor. Some young ladies there. You will have a hard time trying to make this out I shan't undertake it. Saw Fedic T. this evening. Give my love to all [acquaintance] \u0026 friends. Hope Bob come out all right and all the Berry Hill friends \u0026 visitors. I shall write when ever I have an opportunity. And now dear Mother that I may be spared to see you all again, and that you may continue in good health will be the nightly prayer of Your darling Boy Bev.","The Southern Telegraph Companies.\nReceived at Orange CH, May 16, 1864\nFrom Staunton. To W. H. Chapman\nCadet Stanards body is at New Market I presume.\nS. Yates","Telegram Fragment.\nReceived at Orange C.H. May 16 [1864]\nBy telegraph from Harrisonburg.\nB. Stanard was k[illed]\nwill be sent to","Life\nLife has beautifully and appropriately been compared to an Ocean, whose surges when the storm sweeps over its surface, bear a striking resemblance to that portion of our life in which troubles and cares beset us, and whose smooth surface when there is nothing to disturb its accustomed tranquility, bears a simile to that portion of our existence in which the busy scenes of this life are laid aside and which has been fitly called the \"sunset\" of life, often the billows of the ocean, when the pitiless storm sweeps over its surface with unrelenting fury rise to such a height that it is with great difficulty that vessels can ride triumphantly on them and bid defiance to their efforts as it were to bury them beneath their briny folds. Numerous are the instances in which vessels have sprung a leak in spite of all the efforts of the sailors to prevent it, have sunk to the bottom of the sea where so many have found an unwelcome and watery. On the other hand when there is nothing to disturb its peaceful waters, and when the sun, unobstructed by clouds from the view is reflected on its polished breast, vessels sail with security to their destined ports whence to discharge their freight. Such is a simile of our existence when the troubles and cares of this life agitate it and also when our cares and troubles are forgotten. Often during life when misfortune seems determined to claim us for her own and when cares beset us at every step, it takes all the moral courage we can summon to our aid to enable us to triumph over them, and at last [reach] the harbors of happiness. The latter scene is like old age, the \"Sunset\" of life, when the busy pursuits of life are laid aside and when you have determined to trust your frail bark no longer to the stormy sea, but float quietly down, a stormless sea too that harbor which is called, \"The End of Life\" Well has the poet exclaimed \"Thou, too, art a sailor, and time is the sea, And life the frail vessel that upholdeth thee.\"\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet B. Stanard\nTo\nDr. Madison","War\nOf all the punishments which Divine Providence sees fit to inflict upon a sinful nation, none so severe as that of war, which is now being so frightfully carried on throughout this once peaceful and prosperous republic. Although I am well aware, that this is a subject on which better pens than mine have exhausted their eloquence, yet I think, especially at a time like this, it is one, on which we may profitably reflect.\nFrom the Statesman to the school boy, Every one is occupied with this absorbing topic. \nThe preacher from the pulpit thunders into our ears threats of the increased wrath of God, already visited upon us in this cruel war. The poor man shudders at the thought of the coming winter, and curses the hard times and high prices. All alike seem to think it an unmitigated evil. But it would be far better for us to trust in the old saying, \"Look on the bright side,\" and I think that if we would allow the exercise of a little reason, we may bring ourselves to believe that there is a bright side to this picture. I do believe that it is a punishment, but that as a loving father corrects his erring son, so it is send for our own good. Let us but suppose there were no such punishments for mankind, and what would this world of ours be? We may but turn to the pages of history, and selecting a few from the many examples before us, find a sad response to this question. Look at Rome! For hundreds of years enemies without and fierce dissentions within, had humbled her proud eagles, and at length she stands without a rival, none dare call her enemy. But prosperity has accomplished that which her enemies have in vain assayed and the \"City of Seven Hills\" lies prostrate at the feet of her own vices. A handful of barbarians have devastated her fair provinces and beautiful cities, and Rome is no more. Look to England. Twice she has been intensely overrun and ground under the feet of Roman and Norman invaders. And behold the fruit of suffering. England the mistress of the seas! But a speck on the map of the world she has possessions on which the sun never sets. And lastly, we have a striking striking example in our own once peaceful land. After a comparatively short contest, she has enjoyed blessings totally unprecedented in the history of a nation of free government, the most beautiful country in the world, and a large territory, nothing seemed wanting to fill up the measures of her happiness. But what were its effects? A Government rotten to its very core, and an effeminate people, divided into little factions. The smiles of prosperous fortune has accomplished that which our enemies tried in vain and War, the only specific for a nations diseases, has come upon us.\nLet us bear it like men, and remember that terrible as it is there are evils far worse.\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet Stanard","\"Berry Hill\"\nOrange Ct Ho\nJuly 28th 1864","Cadet L.C. Wise\nI scarcely know how to thank my dear young friend for his thoughtful kindness, \u0026 beautiful tribute to the memory of our dear one, now sleeping under the shadows of his own home! Tis true my dear friend no earthly consolation can be given to sooth entirely the heart sorrow we are all compelled to bear, but it is sweet \u0026 above all things comforting to hear his praises from those among whom he lately dwelled! Your name sounds like a household word- so often has it fallen from his dear lips. Indeed I feel as if I know all his roommates, \u0026 could call them Brothers. Most anxious were we to have them come and see us. We have received such evidence of their generous hearted tender thoughtfulness that we long to express in words our gratitude. I should have answered all their letters received with much pleasure, but yours is the first which bears a \"Post Mark\". Will you not extend for us, to his friends, from whom we have received letters- \"W. Overton Harris\" \"Jn S. Wise\" \"Ed\"ward Harvie Smith Jr.\" \"E. Berkley\" our sincere thanks \u0026 say to each that we would be most happy to return our gratitude in person, \u0026 to none would give such a warm welcome to our home \u0026 hearts, as the friends of our darling Brother! Now that you all have vacation we would be glad to have a visit from you, a sad but pleasant","Hd Qrs Arty Corps V.D.\nAug 3d 1864","My Darling Mother\nI have anticipated the pleasure of sending you a letter for some time but being so continually on the wing have been deprived of doing so. To day being my birthday have concluded to write and I hope I shall not be molested by any couriers riding up with orders to move until my letter is finished.","I have written Mollie so often giving her all the news (which of course you get through her) that there is but little left me to day to make up a letter. Still I know my Darling Mother will be glad to get my letter though it may be a very dull one. And then too I am aware of my inability to write a letter which will compare with those you are mow deprived of by the death of that Darling \u0026 Christian child. Still my Dear Mother, that feeling shall not deter me from writing and I trust to God that in the deprivation you have sustained in those sweet \u0026 loving letters, mine may serve to cheer you, and assure you have a son whose love is as great as a child's could be, although he may be incompetent to control words to express that love. I know my Darling Mother how you miss those sweet letters from that dear child, and feel how very incompetent I am to send you such messages of love as he always sent, still feeling assured of bearing you all the love a dutiful son can bear I commence this letter (knowing as I have before marked) it will be properly appreciated while at the same time hoping it may serve to cheer you \u0026 assure you that you have those dear ones to live for who love you very dearly \u0026 for whose sake you should cheer up, and not grieve for that lost one taken from this world of sin \u0026 trouble to dwell with his God on high.","I was much distressed my dear Mother to hear you were suffering so much with your old complaint, dysphasia, and hope ere this reaches you you will have been entirely relieved, have you any of the Alleghany water left and do you continue to drink it. Mollie writes me she is making you take bitters regularly which she thinks benefits you. You must continue to take your tonic and not think of the spirit you consume. \nNo doubt your trip to the village benefitted you a good deal, a change is a great thing sometimes. You should ride every evening.","I wrote Mollie yesterday and just after sending of my letter received hers of the 24th by Bester's boy. He also brought my over cape which I was glad to get. I wrote Aunt Lucy long letter and left it at Martinsburg to be mailed when the Yankees get possession. We are now encamped at a place called Bunkers Hill but don't think we shall remain here very long. Here comes Genl. Early's courier, wonder what order he brings.","Just what I expected, the order is to cook two days rations and be ready to move at day light tomorrow. This will not however interfere with my letter writing to day. I have no idea which way we will move but every body seems to think up the Valley. I hope it may be so for I am always better satisfied when moving towards the dear ones at home. Why has brother never written how he managed to remain at home. I don't know to this day in what position he is in the service still. I hear he is still at home. I shall be truly glad to know that he is permanently stationed there. We were all very much rejoiced at Hood's victory but fear it was only temporary. If he can whip Sherman in front of Atlanta his army will be destroyed. We have a rumor here to day (Coming from Baltimore paper Sun by some of the Citizens at Charlestown) that Genl. Lee has given Grant another terrible whipping. I trust it will prove true and that it will force Grant to get away from Richmond. Our army here is recuperating considerably and is as strong now as when it first started. All the stragglers lost on the long march around have been gathered up.","Was very glad to hear you had a fine rain in Orange. It will do some good although much more may be needed. We have had lowering clouds here for several days but no rain and the people are almost in despair. They will make no corn at all. I hope Mr. Shaw will make more than he thinks. We can get no vegetables in this country. I sent Lewis fifteen miles yesterday and he returned with one pound of butter and one doz eggs. Mollie writes me that all the children had the whooping cough. I hope they will all get through it easily. I was glad to hear you enjoyed the cheese so much. You must not let the others have too much of it but keep it for your own use. What sort of an article did the tea turn out. Good I hope. So Tom wants to wait until after the war to get married. If he does he will not get Vic. He can I think make arrangements now that would put him in a position to marry at once. I am going to write him a few lines to day. Mollie writes me Mrs. Fry objects. Why is this. How does Aunt Octavia and uncle [?] like it. They should be delighted. My horse hurt her foot about a week ago so I have been in the ambulance while on the march. She is well again, but I fear she is too young for service. She is a splendid animal \u0026 if I could get another to ride wound send her to Mr. Shaw for light service. What is the matter with [Ross?] Hear he is at home sick. I suppose Mollie calls on Aunt Martha \u0026 uncle Jaq. very often. Tell her I expect to hear of a dreadful intimacy between herself \u0026 the former. Early's campaign up here is looked upon as a failure by every one. He is fit to command nothing but a division [that] under General Lee. I heard Mrs. Gordon was at Winchester but hardly believe it. If she is there she has seen very little of the Genl. as I know he had not left his command to visit her. I feel too sorry for poor Jane Carter. Has she gone south, poor soul. I hope she will fine with her husband's relatives a kind \u0026 good home. Doubtless he will leave her well off as he was considered rich. Well my Darling Mother, I must bring my letter to a close as I must write several others to day. Give my love to all and kiss the children for me and believe me ever My Dearest Mother\nYour fond \u0026 devoted son\nRobt\n24 to day. Feel quite aged.","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n11 Jany 1865","My Darling Mother\nI have been intending to write to you for several days but have been kept from doing so in consequence of having a great deal of writing to do for the office. [Shook] being absent on a 15 day furlough I have to do all his work during his absence and we have had more to do since his departure than for 6 months previous. I rec'd a letter from brother several days since dated the 1th Dec. and would send it to you to read but it is merely a business letter and he writes no one must read it. He was still stationed at a battery some distance from the city but expected in a short time to receive through Judge Campbell an appointment as Ordnance Sgt placed on duty there. I hope sincerely he may not be disappointed. He writes me he has made very little money since I left him and that his expenses are very heavy. When he gets back to town he hopes to be able to make something. He writes me Sallie and the little ones are very well and that Willie is the prettiest child in the city of Mobile. The baby he says has hair like Chandler. I am sorry for this, Mr. Chandler is fast declining and he says he will not live but a short time longer. Mr. John Battle was there and he thought he was giving away every day. I was truly sorry to hear this as we were led to believe he was better, at the time he wrote this. Was great excitement in the city caused by the approach of the enemy. Said the bells were ringing \u0026 things were in a mess generally. He congratulated himself that he was out of the excitement being over at his battery in the bay.","Mollie wrote you of her safe arrival the day after she got here and told you how nicely she was fixed and now I regret to tell you after all out trouble to get fixed etc. that Genl. Long had concluded to move his Hd Qrs to Staunton so we will have to look out quarters there. He took command to day and will move the office in a few days. Col. Carter's command will be here so he will remain here. Dr. [Straith] has gone to Staunton to see what can be done in the way of accommodations but I feel certain we will not be as comfortably or agreeably fixed as we would eventually have been here. I shall hate very much to part with Col. Carter and not be with Mrs. C as she would be such a pleasant person for Mollie to be with. I wish Genl. Long would let the Dr. \u0026 myself remain down here. I have done a good deal of work for nothing. Hereafter will do nothing until every thing is definitely settled. The Genl. inquired particularly after you all. He is looking very well but I don't think well by any means. This is a miserable neighborhood, the meanest people I ever saw and the greatest [extortionists]. I wish the Yankees would come here and take every thing they have got.","Now that Mollie is away from you and you will not have the benefit of my letters to her I intend to write you regularly. Mollie will I know keep you all posted besides. How I wish we could have been stationed near Orange, that we could have seen more of you all during the winter. Never mind I am entitled to a furlough which I will take after a while and spend it with you all. Mollie seems very happy being with me and I am too happy at having her. Matilda does first rate and I am too thankful that you allowed us to have her. Mollie could not have done without a maid. Mollie rec'd Fan's note by Botts yesterday. He went on up to Staunton. She has some nice brooms to send Fan.","With much love to all\nYour devoted son\nRobert\nMollie sends love to all.\nThis was written in a hurry","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n16 Jany 1865","My Dear Mother\nI wrote you a short letter last week since which we have heard nothing from Orange. Mollie wrote you I had been up to Staunton to procure rooms as Genl. Long had moved his HdQuarters to that place and would of course require my presence there. I am happy to state that after much trouble I yesterday succeeded in getting board with Mrs. Harman a widow lady and on very moderate terms. We will be delightfully fixed when we get settled. We will move up tonight and take possession. Hope after getting settled this time we will not have to move again as it gives much trouble. We will be some two or three squares from Mrs. Long and a little farther from the Dr. I regret exceedingly breaking up our arrangements here as we would have been all together. We will too lose Mrs. Carters pleasant company which we are both very sorry for. Col. Carter will remain down here and of course Mrs. Carter will prefer being with him although the Col. is much in favor of her going to Staunton as she would have no society here at all.","Mollie wishes her bonnet box with bonnet sent up by first good opportunity or by express if it can be done. She says the key is on her bunch of keys in her large black trunk. She will require her bonnet to wear to church. I am exceed[ing]ly glad we will be where I can attend church regularly as I have been debarred of the pleasure for some time. Tell Fan I saw Mrs. Long on Saturday and she inquired after all. She seems a very fine woman and is delighted at having us in Staunton. Tell  Champe that Dr. [McGuire] is the finest dressed man in Staunton. All of old Early's staff seem to be having a very gay time. Dr. Straith went to the wedding and came home disgusted of course. Says he spent the entire night in getting out of other people's way. They had a fine [supper] the Dr. has heard nothing more from his wife but is looking for her every day. I hope sister wrote and explained to Cousin Eliza my dispatch. I sent it at the Dr.'s request. He thinking his wife might have reached that place. Corbin Welford is going to Culpepper to look for her in a few days. The weather had been very fine for the last week and I hope will continue so. No doubt the bright sun has persuaded you just to peek your head out of the door. Matilda is still much pleased. I will keep a good watch over her in Staunton and try and return her improved as Mollie will learn her to be very patient. Has Vic heard anything from Tom recently. Willie was here today and says they have heard nothing from him for months. Hope Vic put an end to Hardy's coming to see him. His independence in staying so long at uncle E's beat anything I ever heard of. Mollie would have written today but has been busy packing. She will write as soon as we get to Staunton. Tell Champe she might write us often.","Mollie joins me in much love to all. Tell Sister I will write her very soon.","As ever your fond \u0026 affect.\nSon\nRobert"],"prefercite_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eJaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863-1865. MS 0083. VMI Archives, Virginia Military Institute, Lexington, Virginia.\u003c/p\u003e  "],"prefercite_tesim":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863-1865. MS 0083. VMI Archives, Virginia Military Institute, Lexington, Virginia."],"relatedmaterial_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eMany of these letters, as well as material from other sources and background information, appear in the book \"Letters of a New Market Cadet\", edited by John G. Barrett and Robert K. 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Letter regards return to VMI, family matters, cadet life, and suspension of academic duties to honor the anniversary Stonewall Jackson's death.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards orders from General Breckenridge to march to Staunton, news of the Civil War, and life at camp.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and the location of his body.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Harrisonburg, Virginia. 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Letter regards ice skating on the frozen river, attending church, academics, and demerits.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia to his sister. Letter regards family health matters and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards financials, family matters, and daily life at VMI.","Letter written from \"Camp Jackson.\" Letter regards a trip to Staunton, Virginia, the Corps of Cadets leaving VMI to reinforce Stonewall Jackson, and family matters.","Letter regards family matters and daily life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards cadet life, family matters, and a desire to fight in the war.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards march to Camp Staunton, Virginia and family matters.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, Christmas dinner, cadet life, and finances.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards ice skating, George Washington's birthday, finances, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards receipt of a package, family matters, \"greening\" of a cadet, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards winter weather, cadet life, fortifications of VMI, and a desire to enter the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, a desire to join the Army, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances, potential for battle, and a request to resign and join the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards return to VMI, family matters, cadet life, and suspension of academic duties to honor the anniversary Stonewall Jackson's death.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards orders from General Breckenridge to march to Staunton, news of the Civil War, and life at camp.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and the location of his body.","Written from Harrisonburg, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard.","Two essays written for an assignment at VMI.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on life.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on war.","Stanard family letters written after the death of Cadet Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and envelopes addressed to family members.","Four letters. One letter fragment (dated July 28, 1864) is from Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sister to VMI Cadet Louis C. Wise and mentions the death of her brother. Three letters (dated 1864-1865) are written from Stanard's brother Robert to their mother.","Written from Orange County, Virginia by one of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sisters. Letter regards the death of her brother.","Written from Bunker Hill, Virginia. Letter regards to Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death, family matters, and news of the Civil War.","Written from Fishersville, Virginia. Letter regards family matters and troop movements.","Written from Head Quarters Army V.D. Letter regards traveling to Staunton, Virginia and family matters.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters and financials.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death at the Battle of New Market.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death.","Written from Christiansburg, Virginia. Letter regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death and family matters."],"userestrict_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eManuscript collections in the VMI Archives are made available for educational and research use. The VMI Archives should be cited as the source. 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It looked like a flock of black birds was on it. I never saw boys seem to enjoy themselves more. Could play [bandy], fox \u0026amp; goose and many other games to afford us amusement. Sandie P. \u0026amp; Sisters \u0026amp; some other ladies were down to see us. Sandy seemed to be a very awkward skater and would get some pretty falls sometimes which added to my fun. I think he is stuck up quite much. I haven't spoken to him yet. I attended Church this morning. Saw his wife there, do not think she is pretty. The [G]  has only preached for us once since he came here, but gave us an excellent sermon then. I suppose in this Peach has reached Orange \u0026amp; [camp]. He called to see me one evening and only remained about half an hour, promised he would come again the day after and said I must have a letter for him to take home for me, but he never made his appearance. I stayed from church hoping to see him \u0026amp; show him the VMI sights. He was staying out in the country about three miles. Wanted me to go with him but could not do so. I never saw a boy so changed in my life. Had a little beard and then he was dressed in real soldier style. I don't think I should have known him had I seen him in a crowd. He said himself Geo. M had been having a good time out in the country for 18 days. Really glad they have gotten furloughs for they have both been good soldiers and deserve them. Hope they may be able to reach home. Mr. M seemed somewhat taken with poor Lewis Williams old flame Miss Darden. Wilson Newman called to see me a few days ago. And going from his looks, I think the army must agree with him. Am glad our Orange boys are all so pleasantly stationed. Mother tell Champ to write what has become of [Mr. G]. I feel so sorry for him. Doubtless in this you have received my report and have been worried about the way I have wasted my time \u0026amp; gotten demerits etc. in the last six months. Myself as well as many others have done but little studying. We have lost about one and a half months going out of these plagued marches and still Old Spex hasn't made a single allowance in the examination and I would not be surprised if there are not 150 cadets shipped soon for being unjustly unjustly found deficient, some over 18, and others for demerits. 15 were shipped yesterday, one of my roommates goes [__] tomorrow, for demerits. Spex a grand old scoundrel coins money by this as most of them have made their deposits which is $600. I think you must not be surprised to see me at any time as my number of demerits is past one hundred, though most of them I got for over staying furlough, and may yet be removed. I shall write to brother in a day or two for money to pay what I owe to Old Spex. Mother to give you an idea what sort of person Gen. S. is after our return from our last march, the government sent up 300 pairs of shoes for the Cadets as presents or to pay for our own that we wore out and now Gen. S. will not let a Cadet have a pair if he has gotten shoes from the Institute within the last 6 month, and if a Cadet is shipped before he can get them, they fall in Spex's hands, who furnishes all his darkeys with a good pair. I shall try hard to get mine, tho' don't expect to wear them, they are course army shoes worth at the present prices 30 or 40 dollars. I have a pair I bought before I went on the march that will do me, so I shall keep mine (if I get them) for Henry, unless he is well supplied. Mother you recollect the box I was so concerned about, it made it to us, after being on the way only 19 days. Although the things were rather old \u0026amp; stale, yet everything went good even the turkey. I tell you we were not a long time emptying the box. We were all very agreeably surprised yesterday by the receipt of another box for one of our roommates. It contained a splendid ham, two elegant rich cakes  and any quantity of little molasses cakes, sausages, molasses, apples, etc. I never enjoyed anything more. I certainly did justice to it myself. I hope Mr. L has laid in a good supply of provisions. How does Eliza do now. Hope she may not give you all troubles. I can imagine I see the difference in her cooking \u0026amp; aunt Phoebe's, and hear you complain. Well Mother you see I am 'bout run out for something to write about so I guess I had better stop altogether. You must excuse led pencil, I wrote with, is because I wanted to write fast (which the bad writing \u0026amp; mistakes will bear evidence of) in order to finish it without being interrupted by any roll call. It seems to me I now commence a letter but what I am called of by the tap of the drum to attend some call. It is really worrying. Well Mother, I shall prepare myself to receive a good scholding [sic] from you soon. You must not be too hard upon me, [phrase unclear] made to stay here for my own good, but at the same time greatly against my will. And now with love to all and a due portion for your darling self,\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever yr affect\u003cbr\u003e\nSon J. B. S.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nFebruary the 20th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Sister,\u003cbr\u003e\nHaving honored all the family with a letter, except your sweet self, Have determined to drop you a few lines (Tonight since I have no lessons to get.) to show you that you have not been forgotten. The letter I wrote Champe, you were justly entitled to, but as she wrote me such a long letter first, and I had to answer, thought had better do it at once. So you must not think anything of the step I took. I received dear sisters letter yesterday. And you cannot imagine what pleasure it gave me to read it and particularly that part in which it spoke of my darling mother, being so much improved in health. God grant that it may continue to do so, is my sincere prayer. It makes me feel like a new person almost, when I think about it. And Oh! If I could just be there to see her enjoy it. What I would not give? And just to think I have only been here one month today, and have five more long weary ones to spend here. It is awful to think about. But at the end of that time, I must have a furlough. In spite of everything. The boys all laugh at the idea of my expecting even to get one but I guess they will laugh out of the other side of their mouths, In July, when they see me going home. If I staid here I would have to go in Camp and drill, but I think I will get enough of it before them. You would laugh to see me going through double quick step. I look like a frog in the act of jumping. I see I will have to lay my letter aside until tomorrow when I endeavor to finish it though it will not leave here before Monday. Saturday. Have been down today to see them at Mrs. B[ull]'s. Capt. B[ull] has returned from Richmond. Came by G[ordons]ville. Wish he had run on down to Orange, might have sent my things by him. Phil Hiden is trying to get a furlough to go down to Charlottesville to see his brother James married. (To take place on Friday night I believe) If he succeeds, he will come on to Orange, so that will be a good opportunity to send my box. Says he will bring it. I also want my pants that (dark brown) Bob gave me sent. Repair them if they need it, before you send them. The surprise party to the Maj.'s was grand. If I had been there I should have made the girls get before. So that I might be sure they would not fall or get in the mud again. There is so much gold lace, and brass buttons in Orange now that a poor private stands no chance. The girls hardly glance at one, I guess. While I am writing they are drawing a cannon out on the parade ground to test it. I am going out there to see it fired. Bum! She goes; and the boys tremble \u0026amp; run. I stand my ground. The gun proves a good one. Scott \u0026amp; myself went up town today to get some thing to eat. Succeeded in getting some pies. Tomorrow is the 22nd and Gen. Smith told Capt. Bull if he could get the turkeys, he might give us a big dinner, but as he cannot get them, we will have the same old fare, Beef \u0026amp; Bread. I am in hopes there will be a suspension of Studdies until tuesday. (Private) Sister asked if I ever saw the little Madisons. Am sorry to say I have not, And moreover I don't expect to, from what I can hear. Don't say anything about this? I heard from good authority that the children were not allowed to wear socks, until that one \n(the youngest) had its feet frost-bitten. I feel sorry for the little darlings. Mrs. M is master. And every one easily perceives it. Let no one see this but the family? I have seen Mrs. Newman at Church, have never spoken to her, will go up with Scott soon to see her. There is no episcopal preacher here, but they expect to call Henry A. Wise, Jr. hope they may. Have very good music at the Presbyterian church. Sister Mollie certainly is good about writing so often, and her letters are so interesting and amusing. You all must continue to send them over whenever you get them. I intend to write to her soon. It is time for brother to be answering my letter. I think Mr. C. has acted quite strangely. It is too provoking. Tell Mother boiling over does no good. She had better remain quiet. And Mr. S[haw] is in Lynchburg. I wish I could run down to see him. Suppose it was business that took him there. Hope the army have not pressed any of his corn. He must be much incommoded in his farming by not being at Berry Hill. Sunday the 22nd. Ground covered in snow nearly a foot deep and still falling fast. What awful weather we have had in the last month for our army. They must suffer. I never saw such a country as this in my life. And every boy agrees with me. It is either raining or snowing all the time. Write me word what Mrs. R. brought. Wish she had brought my shoes \u0026amp; knife. And Willy [Fry] has gone to be married. What will take place next. Expect Peach (poor fellow) would liked to have accompanyed him. He is fortunate in being out of the army now. Oh! Fan. How I would like to see you all. I sometimes think that it will be impossible for me to stay away from my dear home and those for whom my love is so great, until July. How is Miss Summer. Give my love to her and tell her I think of her often. Well dear Sister I have written you quite a long letter. You must make due excuses for this miserable ink and writing. Kiss dear little Mary for me and tell her she must not forget Uncle Bev. Be a good girl and tell her when he I[sic] come home I will bring her some good. Give oceans of love to Mr. S[haw] and all the family, and accept for yourself a true brothers love.\u003cbr\u003e\nHoping you are all well I bid you Goodbye!\u003cbr\u003e\nBeverly\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nApril the 14th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI received your letter a few days ago also the cloth. Hiden was on the way a week, or more. Which has been the reason why you have not heard from me sooner. I wrote home last Friday as usual but I wrote it in such a hurry and did not even read it over. I really felt ashamed to send it. Know I spelt a word wrong did you notice it? I know better. Well Mother Gen. Smith has at last gotten cloth, and as I had never had a suit my name was put down for one. I have had my jacket made at last so I now have or will have two suits which will do me until July. I don't know whether to have the cloth you sent me made into a pair of pants or sell it. If I have it made up I can save my new suit. I will send you some money by first opportunity. Need not get me any more cloth. How sad the death of poor Hugh Atkins, he was so imprudent. I suppose old Mrs. A is almost frantic, and it will have such a bad effect on Julia. Champe mentioned in her letter Miss Ellen B had gone deranged and been taken to the asylum. Where did she stay? I disremember her. Old Mrs. B has been sick for a week or more I suppose that must have been the cause of it. Be sure an[sic] write me word in your next. I was down to see them yesterday. I suppose your have commenced gardening, such pretty weather for it. It seems strange that I am not at it. Hope you are well enough to go out and superintend. As you are so devoted to it and can't help it. I am not surprised to hear about sister Mollie. She wrote to me and said she had fattened. In my answer I asked her \"Could it be that Ala air was purer than Va. and agreed with her better, Hardly!\" I am glad and then again I am sorry. I don't know why some of them out there do not write to me. Her letter is the only one I have received. I will not write to them until they do. I hope you have written to brother and given him a good scolding about that sugar. He deserves one. Does Ras T. intend to go South to live? Every body in Orange must be buying and selling. I suppose it is to invest their money which they have made by speculating. You will have a near neighbor now, Cousin H. \u0026amp; I think I should rather live at his old place than Mr. R. by far. I wrote you about making me collars did you ever get the letter. My cap must be black. When is Mary Taliaferro coming back, and so they ever hear from her. Give my love to all at Uncle E's. Suppose Annie is uneasy about her Johnny as the fight has begun. Myself and some of the other Cadets went fishing Saturday caught a few fish and a live ground hog which we had a good deal of fun out. Have to get up now at five, then drill for an hour also in the evening. I do not mind it so much now as it is rather more pleasant. We have abandoned the old drill and begun a new one (Hardie) which I much prefer. Mrs. Newman is in Orange, wish now I had gone to see her. How is Phil \u0026amp; wife getting along. Suppose they have not moved to Piedmont. Is there a prospect of much fruit at Berry Hill this season. Won't I miss Sisters cherries. I guess she feels lonesome without you all. Don't the children enjoy being at B.H. I expect they stay there all the time. How I would like to have a game of play with them. I expect Mary Beverly will be as wild as a buck soon. Kiss her for me and tell her to write to me. Mrs. C proceedings are shameful. Hope you may get everything back. Everything is so dull here that I have nothing to write interesting. They give us ham now occasionally. I send you a pattern of another collar, you may make some like it. Has Mr. Shaw enclosed his new plantation. Give my love to Miss Summer, tell her to write to me. I do not hear from home as often as I desire. How are the Spring gardens and are they as intimate since the dog quarrel. With much love to all and kisses around to the children I must bid you goodbye.\u003cbr\u003e\nAs ever your affect. Son\u003cbr\u003e\nBeverly\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eSend me Charlie Taliaferro direction. There is a Cadet who wants to write him. Excuse this miserable scrawl. What has become of Theodore G. Did he say anything about Taylor.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCamp Jackson Aug 28th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother,\u003cbr\u003e\nNo doubt you have been wondering what has become of your darling boy and the reason why he had not written before. Well dear Mother I will give you a few of my reasons which I hope will prove satisfactory. In the first place, after reaching Staunton and trotting around some time in search of Mr. G whom I succeeded in finding at last, and it then being too late for me to procure a seat on the stage. Mr. G begged me so very hard to remain over with him until the next day that I at last concluded to do so, knowing that one day longer would make no difference. I left Staunton about 4 ½ Wednesday morning and after a very pleasant trip (Having met with 3 or 4 Cadets returning) reached my old prison house at 1 p.m. and to my surprise found the Corps had left the evening before to reinforce Jackson. I then began to regret and censor myself very much for stopping over in Staun- but about the time we were ready, one of the Officers came in and said the Yankees had fallen back and that the Corps was then on the way back to the Institute after having marched to Staunton Goshen. We then thought after that information that it would be a piece of folly in us to start to meet them in coming back. I felt quite lonesome there being only a few Rats left as a guard. I staid down with Capt. B and made myself at home. He seemed very glad at having me back. And yesterday evening they all returned, broken down, sore footed and quite mad that they were not permitted to go on and engage the enemy. Jackson was very anxious expecially[sic] for the company of artillery to come on and join him, but Old Spex had not the authority to take the Corps out of the County, but had to fight them any when in Rockbridge in defense of the Institute. I am not delighted that I did not get here in time since it has proven such a useless \u0026amp; fatiguing march. I was on guard last night tho' not compelled, only did so to relieve some of the broken down who would have had to have gone on. I could not help contrasting \u0026amp; feeling the difference between my bed last night \u0026amp; the one I have been enjoying for the last month. Just imagine me in the guard quarters on the hard floor and in among a parcel of rats, minks, chickens, lice, etc. and then with my accoutrements all on, I tell you what taking everything into consideration I did not have my pleasant time, but it is all over now, and I hope it may not happen again. I am all OK. We will move into barracks next Monday or Tuesday when I will have a much easier time. I have not seen Old Spex yet to give him the letter. I expect he will be for court marshaling me. I was much worried at having to leave them all so hurriedly at the Village the morning I left. The plagued men at the provost office were the cause of it, they were so very slow. I only had time to kiss them \u0026amp; tell them all goodbye. Was Annie married on the next morning, I hope not since I could not see it. Tell Sister M to make up some excuse to give Mrs [Miss?] [H?] for not coming to see her again. I suppose every thing still remains quiet and there is no chance of the army leaving you. Has Miss E \u0026amp; Co. come to board with you yet. You all must write and give me all the news. I have no time to ask questions. I want this to be mailed this eve and it is near time for it to close. I had an elegant time in Staunton which I suppose Bird had written before this. Church did not get me the pillow after all. Get it from him and send it by S_ Hiden, also that knap sack Sam G. gave. You recollect I guess a new one. Tell Felix he had better sell me his cadet overcoat. Well dear mother I have not time to write more but will take time \u0026amp; write a more satisfactory letter soon. Excuse all mistakes \u0026amp; bad writing. Show it to no one but burn it. Give my love all inquiring friends. Tell McGuire I desire his letters. With love to all friends I must now bid you goodbye. Kiss the children and Old Sal if she is with you. Write soon \u0026amp; often to your affect.\u003cbr\u003e\nboy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eSend me the Buffingtons letters if you get any. Their brother is here. Will tell you about him in my next.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003e...one of my favorites, give her my love. Champe so you ever hear from Mr. G now. Poor fellow! I expect he is dying out in N.C. by degrees with the [blues]. Let me hear something from him in your next. You know how I love him. Who are you engaged to at present? I fear you are gaining yourself the name of flirt. I hope not tho. I suppose it is because you have so many extravagant admirers, and not wishing to get married you are necessarily compelled to send some up the spout. I am really glad you are not like most of the girls at present, crazy to get married, for I should hate like all the world to give you up. You recollect I dreampt last summer that you were married and how I told you it distressed me. As my prospects for being a married man are exceedingly doubtful, I think I shall have to consent to the proposition you made some time ago that we should both remain single. Do you not remember it? You say you believe Victoria Is really going to write her fate with Capt. Hardy's. I am sorry for it myself for I never fancied him much. Hasn't she had better offers? She certainly is a changeable girl. Does Uncle E like the \"Capt\" or is he opposed to the match? I suppose they are daily looking for Mary from Baltimore. I guess she will have lots to tell. How I would like to be at home to hear her \u0026amp; Sister Mollie talk. If Bob \u0026amp; M. have arrived tell them I will write them both soon. Did Sister go down to R. as she expected or did the Yankees raid frighten her out of the notion? Champe in several of my letters from home they have mentioned Gen. Pizzini's[?] name. Who is he? I have never seen anything about him in the newspapers. You say the young man who took my bundle \u0026amp; letters home did not call. I did not expect he would, as he is very bashful. He is a very good boy, but one of the ugliest boys you ever saw. He does not intend returning here. Resigned to enter the army. Well dear Sister I I have written you quite a long letter so must stop and mail it. You must excuse all mistakes and bad writing. The boys are discussing the probability of the Corps being ordered out (although rumors circulated here in barracks) etc. and making so much fuss that I scarcely know what I am writing. And now I must bid you adieu. With love to all the family and hoping to have the exquisite pleasure of reading one of your usual interesting letters again soon.\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever\u003cbr\u003e\nYr aft Br\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nDecember the 1st 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Sister,\u003cbr\u003e\nReally everything is so dull and I write so often that I am puzzled to know how to commence this letter. I don't think I owe you an apology for my long silence. For whenever I write home to any one member of the family, I intend, and I suppose my letters are read by you all. So none need complain. Mother you know deserves most letters, as she is so good about writing to me, and then such long and interesting letters. I am always overjoyed when I see her handwriting. I received her last written on the 27th and you cannot imagine how much I have been worried to think you all would be left in the enemies lines and that I should be cut off from all communication with you. But I am as yet ignorant of whether this has been done. I have commenced this letter with the hope that it may go direct and that you are still spared from the outrage of the enemy. Can it be that Gen. Lee intends falling back again around Richmond? I think it looks very much like it if they are moving commissary stores from Gordonsville. But I suppose before this is done, there will be a second Chancellorsville battle, therefore I will not despair until I hear the result. I am very much afraid that Lee has weakened his army so much by sending aid to Braggs (who it seems is doing nothing but allowing his men to be captured \u0026amp; falling back) that he will eventually be compelled to fall back to Richmond. When this is done I suppose we will be ordered out. We are rather better equipped now than we were when we went on out last cavalry expedition to Covington. I think if we do leave here, I will go with Dr. McGuire whom Mother says will give me a place. I ought to be there in the army now fighting for my home. Changing the subject, I attended the tableaux given last Friday night by the ladies for the benefit of the poor soldier, although I was dead broke at the time, thought as I had never been to anything of the sort here, and then it was my duty, borrowed the money to go. Some of the scenes were very pretty, but the smallness of the room and the immence[sic] crowd destroyed all the pleasure of being present. Capt. B the only person you know, acted the part of the \"Irish Volunteer\" It would be useless in me to attempt to describe the scenes, dress and etc.  Will send you a programme and you can form an idea for yourself of what they ought to have been, at least how they looked. I don't think it could have been as grand as those given by the ladies of Old Orange as the material was wanting. They realized I understand $600. Leela P. did not act. I don't think she can be very popular. By the by I forgot to tell Champe, that she told a friend of mine that she was one of the wildest girls she ever saw and was wearing Gen. J's ring. Tell C. she had better beware her reputation will be quite broad. I have never spoken to her since I came back. Tell Mother I got the $20. Hope that she has seen Willie's and if he does not intent coming back soon will send me the money to pay for my overcoat \u0026amp; shoes. How I envy you all, eating fresh meat and sausages. Do you think I hadn't forgotten there was such a thing. I hope you all have gotten your pork and lower than the market price which is frightful. Mr. Shaw is a fortunate man in having any left. So poor Lil is gone at last. I suppose there was a universal weeping. $800 I think was a very good price. What has Mr. C. put where it is. Did Mr. S. go to Gen Lee? Willis is not coming back. Has sent his resignation. Did he give Mr. S the shot I sent. I have drawn a sketch of Charleston \u0026amp; vicinity from one I have seen. Will send home for you all to see soon. The drum has just beat for dress parade so I must close. Remember me to all enquiring friends, and now for each and every member of the family give oceans of love and accept for yourself \u0026amp; hubby and little darling a due portion.\u003cbr\u003e\nWrite soon, goodbye\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eV.M.I. Dec. 19th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI guess you have been wondering what in the world had become of me that I did not write. Well we were ordered out on last Tuesday very unexpectedly to march directly to Goshen and there wait orders from Gen. Imboden. I have not time to give you an account of our march now as we have to leave here in the morning at 5 to go in the direction of Buchanan or Salem after Averell  [\"Averil\" in original] and having marched 13 miles today [page torn] a miserable frozen ground feel as if I could [page torn] a little sleep on my old mattress after taking it out long. Oh! I tell you I can stand Army Service. We were exposed one day and night to the most disagreeable weather I ever saw. Rain fell in perfect torrents freezing as it would fall. We intended to have gone on from here after a rest of 2 hours but as there were a good many boys shoeless and others with sore feet we concluded to stay over. We take 3 days rations (which is very little) I received your letter written on the 13 with the $100 but haven't heard or gotten Mr. S with the $70. Has he written and did he [?] rebels. I hope it may not be lost as I am deep in debt. I took dinner with Miss Louise B. today. She promised to write to you for me if I went on. I hope this letter may reach you safely and relieve your mind somewhat. You must not worry yourself. I am perfectly well \u0026amp; hardy, ready to give that [page torn] \"Avril\" a  [_ing]. I hope to gracious we may catch the scoundrel and his men. I will not write more at present. Will do so as soon as I return again. So now must bid you all good night with love \u0026amp; kisses to the family and little ones I am as ever your darling boy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nDecember 23rd 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI wrote you a few days ago, on my return from our Goshen tramp and promised I would write again so soon as I reached here once more. Well dear Mother we reached our journeys end Monday evening and nar'e Yankee did we kill or see after marching us all over this plagued mountainous country and ruining our feet we being badly shod at the time. But thank gracious, there were none seriously hurt by the trip, and now since they have had a little rest would be willing to start out on another, provided they were carried in some other direction than that of Goshen \u0026amp; Covington, for both of these routs every boy seems disgusted with. And it is a enough to despair anyone for you look upon nothing but huge mountains of rocks the whole way. Once in every ten miles by accident we would pass an old dilapidated looking building. I believe I mentioned in my other letter what a wet time we had of it while at Camp Staunton near Goshen. Although we were so near drowned, yet there was no grumbling, quite the contrary the boys were hollering \u0026amp; singing the whole time. I wish you could have heard us when a train came up to Goshen whistling \u0026amp; the bell ringing. I believe every boy joined in a thundering shout which reached throughout the surrounding mountains. It reminded us all so much of home \u0026amp; especially those who had been here so long without having a furlough that I do believe if the Yankees had been near and we been ordered to keep quiet we could not have resisted the temptation to give vent to our joy at such a pleasant sound. When we left here we thought we were going to Staunton. I took some collars along in case we should, and when I heard this train I could not but help thinking it was coming to take us there and I had made up my mind if we were got that near home I would work my [?] so as to go the whole hog. But alas! There was no such good luck for poor me. I was doomed to be disappointed. The train only came to bring a bearer of dispatches. We laid in our mud puddles until evening when the tap of the drum bid us prepare for marching. There were all sorts of rumors a float before we left camp, some said the Yankees were near Lex. and we had to march there that night a distance of 22 miles. Others said we were going to Covin. but we were all surprised when Col. Ship [Shipp] marched us up to Cool Sulphur Springs to quarter us in the cabins there for the night. Before we reached there we had to wade through mud \u0026amp; water a foot deep for near ten miles. We managed to build us up a little fire and dry our blankets. There was a still house at this place and every boy got enough to drink to make him sleep and to keep him from taking cold. In fact the majority of the boys were quite merry. I took a little swig Though not enough to make me feel the effects of it. Stanard Buffington had his canteen full and was looking all about for me. Expect if he had found me I should have been tipsy also for I did not think it any [harm] that night. Buffington is a splendid boy. On the next morning we set out for Lex. it had ceased raining and we had a beautiful day before us for marching, but the roads were so bad and the streams we had to pass over so swollen that we did not go more than 12 miles to Wilson Spring before we stopped over again for the night, and slept in some old darkey cabins. Although it was very [quite struck out] cold I had a very good night's rest. While were here Col. Ship received a dispatch from Old Spex (who said in his order before we left he would [?]over [?]) who was then at Lex enjoying the pleasures of home comforts) ordering us hurry back as quick as possible. We had to go in the direction of Buchanan. So we left next morning early \u0026amp; reach here at 11 ½ although the roads were so bad we marched 4 ¼ miles in one hour. We had orders after reached here. Mother I send with my coat a pair of pants for Henry. I wore them on the last march you will observe that they have seen hard times after mending the seat they will be made a good pair pants by having them turned. I send also a shirt which I could find no owner for and it is too large for me. You can dispose of it as you like. What do you think of the bill in reference to currency. I hope it may prove of some good for money seems to be worthless. Confederate I meant. Suppose Emma Chapman will be married soon. I would like to be present to get some of the good things. Of course they will have a big wedding. Is cousin Vic going down South to see Annie. I heard she was. I was down at Capt. Bull's yesterday. He read me a letter he had just gotten from Mary. You have no idea what a good letter she writes. It would really surprise you to read one. I hope she may pay them a visit here this spring. I would like to see her. Mrs. Powers has gotten back. I promised to kill her some birds, so if it does not rain, shall go out tomorrow. The weather has moderated a good deal today and I am truly glad of it for it was so very cold two or three days ago that I like to have frozen. Well dear Mother, I have written you quite a long letter, and I think all the news, so I must again bid you goodbye or good night rather.\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eP.S. Make some of the family write me soon \u0026amp; often. You will find in my coat a rough sketch of Charleston \u0026amp; Vicinity which I drew for amusement. It has been laying up in my drawer so long the plagued mice destroyed it and commenced eating the edges.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nJanuary the 3rd 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nTaking into consideration the many letters which you have honored me with lately, I think I would be doing my self great injustice if I were to allow a longer period to pass by without dropping you a few lines. I think my last letter was written in the year 1863 and now it is 64. Will you not forgive my seeming negligence. I received your long and interesting letter written on the 27th on the morning of the New Year. I therefore reckon it as among my numerous presents and as being one most valued. I was glad to see from your letter that Christmas had passed so handsomely and pleasantly. The dinner you spoke of was really a \"beautiful\" one, but I am confident when I give you a bill of fare of the one which I had the pleasure of masticating you will not for one moment hesitate in saying mine was still more beautiful. First, we had cold loaf bread (not enough by 16 loaves) also warm corn bread. Second cold beef. For dessert, molasses, water, \u0026amp; c. \u0026amp;c. Oh! Indeed I fear if I were to go on and enumerate the rest I would not finish this letter soon. So leave it for you to form an idea. You all must have very kind friends to furnish you with so many nice things. You had a lot of big [?] to dine with you. My mouth runs water whenever I think about it. Why couldn't I have been there! Christmas week was the dullest to me I ever spent. Only one day suspension. Few boys tight, owing to the scarcity \u0026amp; high price of Liquor. I slept most all the time to rid myself of the monotony. Occasionally I would walk up in Lex. and get something to eat. I have looked forward before Xmas with much pleasure to the arrival of two boxes belonging to my roommates which were to have come by the packet boat, but it has not as yet made its appearance, and judging from the looks of the river which I can plainly see from my window, and which is entirely frozen over, that it will not do so for some time to come. We have almost despaired. The first thing we would all say in the morning, and the last I believe at night would be, wonder if the boat has come! I think we spent at least 2/3 of our time in the day standing looking in vain down the river. Isn't it too bad I intended to feast for once. There were a great many boys who were as much interested and disappointed as we were. Well Mother, changing the subject, let me give you an account how nicely I was fooled yesterday, and at the same time right much disappointed. While sitting down in my room thinking over what I should do during the day. One of my roommates (Jonny Wise) came blustering in an handed me a bundle accompanied by a letter directed as follows Cadet Stanard, politeness of Miss Bull. You well know what thought first struck me, I opened it and read it and supposing the girls must be down at Capt. B.'s commenced in great hurry to get on what the boys here term a \"big dike\" after I had finished dressing, and been told two or three times by my roommates that I would certainly captivate those young ladies, I started down to Capt. B. and upon entering the parlor asked Miss Louise where were the girls. The girls, what girls! I think told her, she seemed surprised, and said she had not a word from them. I then took it for granted they must certainly be up in Lexington, some where. So started in search of them. In passing by the Hospital I saw Dr. Madison who had just come the evening before from Petersburg and who told me at least asked me if I had gotten the bundle \u0026amp; letter. He then told me why they did not come on, and that his little girls had gone on to Staunton that morning on the Stage. You can well imagine my feelings. I thought it strange that they should have selected such an awful cold spell to come in. It was really the coldest weather I ever felt and I was on guard too. Hope they have postponed their visit until Spring. I got the money sent and let me thank yourself and my dear sisters for their nice presents. I am willing to wager any thing that I am the only boy who has received such. Tell Fan \u0026amp; Champ I will I will write them both soon. So Gen. J is still flying around Old C. Wonder if she can't prevail on him to give me a place on his staff. I am much obliged to you for sending my shirt \u0026amp; brush. I was in want of both so they come at an acceptable time. I hope dear Mother you will not think I am extravagant because I write so often for money. I will put down on paper how I have disposed of most of it and I know you will not think me so. I attended church this morning. The Methodist had to go there with my Company but deserted \u0026amp; went to the Episcopal. Saw Sandy P \u0026amp; bride, but did not speak to him. Lula had a beau so looked pleased. I fear Mr. Shaw's letter is lost for good. There are some grand rascals in this corps. I will go over this week and find out what that notice meant. The deposit for the next five months I think will be near $650. What has become of poor Mr. Gassaway? Let me know. I hope C. will not engage herself to anyone again unless she intends marrying them. I rather fear she is inclined to flirt. I am truly sorry that Aunt Phoebe will leave you. Know you all will see for more trouble the coming year. With Eliza as a cook she is so often sick. I delivered your message to Miss Louise B. She acted on a tableaux a few nights ago. I did not attend, it was so cold. Did you ever get your money back from the man who bought Lil? Sister Mollie said in her letter I was her debtor. I think she is mistaken. They all owe me letters. As for Monsieur Haywood I have despaired of hearing from him again. This is the beginning of the 8th page of my letter. When I began I did not think I could fill four. But I am 'bout run out now for news to write. Suppose Cousin Mollie G. is with you. Give her a buss for me. I wish I was there to do it myself. It is getting late so I must bring my letter to a close, though will not be able to mail it until tomorrow evening. Hope I will continue to hear from home as often as I have the last week. Give my love to Uncle E's family. Remember me to all the girls. Write again soon, and now with oceans of love to each and every member of our family. Kisses to the little ones and for yourself accept that which is one from a true \u0026amp; devoted son.\u003cbr\u003e\nJ.B.S.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nFeb. the 21st 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI wrote you a long letter some days ago and promised I believe to write again the last of the weeks. Therefore in accordance with my promise I shall endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines. Since my last letter nothing much of interest has transpired to disturb the monotony of the V.M.I. soldier boys life or daily routine of exercises save the freezing up of the river, which has afforded us a little fun skating. Yesterday being Saturday, it did not interfere with our duties or studies, so all could go that wished. I went down to the river in the morning myself, though not with the intention of skating, as I had a sore toe and then I was minus a pair of skates mine being broken, but the ice was so beautiful that I could not resist the temptation, so borrowed a pair from one of the boys and spent the rest of the morning on the ice. It was really elegant fun, could go down the river as far as you wished. There were also a great many ladies on the ice, who seemed evidently to think there was more fun in falling down than standing up, but unfortunately in the height of their enjoyment, one of them [frisky] fell rather too hard and almost broke her nose. Poor girl, I guess it will spoil her beauty spot and I know will teach her a lesson how to run on ice again. The fall of this unfortunate lady, of course, intimidated and somewhat marred the pleasure of the remainder of the party. My friend Miss L.P. was among the no. and was looking as rosy as usual. Tomorrow being the anniversary of the birthday of the father of our Country, and in order to show due respect to his memory, there will be suspension of academic duties, but owing to the scarcity of powder, will not be able, as is customary to fire a salute. I went up in Lexington yesterday and looked around for the combs you wrote for. Got you these which I hope may suit. The best I could find, and rather high, but you know every thing is now. Though I could have gotten the two large ones for two dollars less if I had only known it in time. The following is what I gave for the three black, $3.75, one of the horn $5.00 the other $6.00, making in all $14.75. Would'nt this frighten you in peace times? I will send my [tal-er], and the combs also some matches which I bought thinking you might want them, by Cadet Harrison who leaves tomorrow for Orange to see his brother who is in a battery stationed near Morton's. I hope the things may reach you safely. Do you think the Yankees will get Mobile? I would not be surprised to hear of its fall any day. Suppose Mollie \u0026amp; Sallie have moved out of the City as the ladies have all been advised to leave. I think it so strange Haywood don't answer my letter. I wrote him a month ago and he knows my deposit is due at this time. Mr. Norton our Episcopal preacher lectures every Sunday eve during [Lent?] and principally for the benefit of the Cadets, and as it is near time I shall have to close my letter as I want to attend. May add a post script tonight. Goodby with love to all\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever\u003cbr\u003e\nyour darling boy,\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nMarch the 13th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Sister\u003cbr\u003e\nQuite a long time has elapsed since a letter has passed directly between you and myself and I am still in doubt as to which of us is the debtor. But nevertheless, I shall wave all ceremony and endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines for I honor you home folks so often with my letters that there must be a good deal of sameness in them. This remembering that this is one of the dullest \u0026amp; meanest places in Christendom that is in my estimation and also of a great many of my fellow Cadets. But I shall not waist[sic] my time by heaping abuse upon Lexington and the V.M.I. You are well aware of my hatred for them both. Before going farther, allow me dear Sister to give vent to my feelings by expressing my grateful thanks for the nice box of eatables which you sent me. I can assure you I have enjoyed them no little and done justice to the box as well as my roommates, who said that it was the best that had been received in No. 38 (my room) and I think we have gotten four since the first of January. We played fearful havoc with the turkey pies and cakes. Nothing now remains I am sorry to say, but my ham which I hope to enjoy for some days yet as it was such a fine one. We only eat this as a snack. Mr. S surely must believe they came out of that small box. I invited or had besides my roommates (five in number) three of four of my friends (S.B. among the no.) to help me eat and there was plenty for all, not withstanding the tremendous appetites of the Cadets are noted for. Fan, where did you get a turkey from?  I did not think there was such a thing left in the county of Orange. Why did you not keep it, also the ham. I had much rather you should have done so, for I know how scarce such things are with you since you have had the army among you so long. You ought not to have deprived yourself of it. I can manage to make out with the beef they give me here, although it makes me sick about once a month. The candy sent was perfectly elegant. I never enjoyed anything more in my life. I would not care if you would send me a small package of that whenever an opportunity presents itself. If not two[sic] much trouble. I have been feasting right much lately on robbin pies. One of my roommates \u0026amp; myself went out hunting last Saturday week, killed 19 birds. I gave Mrs. Bull six and get the Judge to cook the rest for me. I believe near half of the boys in the Corps were out yesterday, but all had bad luck, frightened every bird for ten miles around. I was wise for once, and did not go. I went up in Lexington yesterday to see young McCown, who brought my box up for me. I shall send this by him as he says he will go by Berry Hill Tuesday. He also takes a little bundle for cousin Sarah Bull, which you will please send her. It is from Mrs. Powers to her husband. Tell Mother when she writes again to send me some stamps. I cannot get them here. Fan, how do you suppose I spent yesterday evening? Why I saw a poor mink court marshalled by the boys (only greening him) for deserting his post, where they had stationed him the night before. After speaking on both sides the jury retired and soon reentered the hall. The sentence was read by the judge. The prisoner found guilty and had to be shot in one hour. The whole court was so much affected at this sentence that the judge had to tell them they must not give way in that moment to their grief. The prisoner was then told that he would only have one hour to live and asked if he had anything to say of if he did not want to write a letter home. He arose and endeavored to make an appeal to the commander the plea of ignorance and a promise to do better in future, but the poor fellow was so frightened that his speech made but little impression upon the court. He was then told to retire into the ante chamber where he could write his last letter, which he did and such a one you never saw. He told his sister when he kissed her and told her goodbye he never thought he would disgrace the family in that way. After finishing his letter he returned in the court room and was so much distressed \u0026amp; frightened that his lawyer again made an earnest appeal in his behalf and begged that they would grant him a reprieve for ten days, so that he might be better prepared to meet his fate. This was granted by the jury, but subject to the approval of Old Spex. The Sergt. Of the guard was then ordered to post 2 sharp shooters at each corner of barracks so as to prevent the prisoner from talking to anyone or attempting to make his escape. He took the proceedings of the court over to the Genl. who told him we were only greening him. When he returned and told us what Old Spex said, every boy roared out laughing. Our fun was then ended, the poor boy relived from his misery. He actually thought he was going to be shot sure 'nough. These are the kind of Cadets which are being admitted in the V.M.I. now. Do you blame us for having a little fun some times? Old Spex says we can substitute greening in the place of bucking for the new cadets. I was sorry to hear Tom Fry was wounded, hope he may recover. Will Mrs. F. go out to see him? Well I suppose Bob \u0026amp; Mollie are with you by this. What would I not give to be with you all. The receipt or arrival of my box and the thought of their living with you has made me awful homesick. I never was more so. I saw Dr. McGuire's mother at church this morning. She is a very sweet looking old lady. Say to Mother I believe I will wait for the new currency. I send the letter Mother mentioned. Now dear Sister I have written you a much longer letter than I expected to write when I first commenced and as it is getting late \u0026amp; I want to take this up town I shall have to bring it to a close. I have been writing in a great hurry which you can plainly see, so you must excuse this miserable scrawl. The paper sent was very acceptable. You see I have made use of it soon. Give my love to all the family and now for your darling self \u0026amp; husband accept a due portion. Kisses without number to Mary, Bev, and a kind remembrance to all enquiring friends.\u003cbr\u003e\nI remain your affect. brother\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eP.S. Write soon \u0026amp; tell the other members of the family to do the same.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nMarch the 22nd 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nIt had now been ten or twelve days since I had a line from home. I now write to demand an explination for such treatment. Upon the receipt of my box I wrote Sister Fan a long letter thanking her \u0026amp; c. Prior to that time I wrote Champe and I certainly expected by this time to have a few lines (at least) from one of them as they well know how anxious I was to hear from Bob \u0026amp; Mollie whom I suppose are with you at present. My letter to Fan was sent by Young McCown, who brought my box. I suppose he is reliable. Is the son of a Saddler in Lexington. Well Mother I guess you will wonder why it is, that I am writing with a lead pencil. The reason is first this, we are upon the eve of freezing up. It has been one week since we had a particle of heat (there not being a stick of wood at the V.M.I.) You know what a change has taken place in the weather. Today it is snowing hard, and a cold wind blowing, and still we are having the same duties to attend to, both academic \u0026amp; military. It is outrageous for the boys can't study a bit. I wish you could step in and take a peep at us. It got so cold we could not stand it any longer. So we call the roommates and went out and made a raid on Old Spex laths and have built us up some sort of a fire and are all gathered around like a gang of chickens under its mothers wing. If the officers of the day should by chance visit our room and catch us we would get a hard report and a few demerits. Peach came by here on last Saturday morning to see me, has just returned from Ark. Martin and one of his friends were taken prisoners. The day he stopped over to see me, Ex. Gov. Letcher made a very fine speech, also Judge Brockenbrough. So we went up and heard them. Both were very encouraging and thought the war would not last a year longer. In the evening I walked out in the country with him to get his horse. I came back, but he staid[sic] with one of his company friends until yesterday when he called to see me again on his way to Orange. I guess he will get home before this letter and tell you all you would like to hear about me and about his trip, so I will leave it for him to do. Mother you think I didn't sit down and write Cousin Vic a long letter a few days ago. Felt so interested about her. Hope she will condescend to reply to it. Suppose Bob had gone to his command ere this. What is his rank, and what is that of Gen. Long? Gen. Smith got a letter a few days ago from some gentleman over towards Hot Springs, who had, I believe, been in Gen. Averil's Camp and says Averil is preparing to make a raid in this direction. He advised Spex to fortify all the mountain passes, which he is going to do. Major Williamson \u0026amp; two of the Cadets left this morning to make a survey. I suppose we will have to go the last of the week to first of next. We will have the fortification to build ourselves. Is this what I was sent here for, to shovel with the spade \u0026amp; dig with the hoe for the protection of Rockbridge Negroes? This is the reason in which our studies are to be interfered with of[f] \u0026amp; on this Spring \u0026amp; Summer and I think you had just as well give your consent at once to my resigning and entering the Army. I want to have some of the glory of the [trenches] in the year 64 attached to my name, and this war can't last much longer it is certain, and it will be my only chance. Are you not willing to have it said you had a son in this war? I was down at Mrs. Bulls the other night, spent a very pleasant evening. The Capt's duck was there. He (the Capt.) is one of my best friends, and is very kind to me as well as the other members of the family.\n[This part written in the margins of pages 2 and 3] \nAs is so cold I shall have to stop writing, with the hope of getting a letter, certain this eve. I shall write again the last of the week. Hope you are all well. How is Mollie looking? Write me a long letter soon giving me all the news. With much love to all the family, yourself amongst them. Goodby, Your darling boy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nApril the 8th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Sister\u003cbr\u003e\nI hope you will not deem me indifferent as to writing or to yourself. I have been intending writing for some time, but you were away and I took it for granted that my letter would be more acceptable upon your return. And then another consideration, the other members of our family have been quite good in writing me so often and of course I had to give them the preference, though had you been there I should have waved all ceremony and dropped you a few lines at any rate, for I suppose my letters generally go the rounds. Even though they do not bear inspection: I received one from Sister Mollie this morning inclosing Aunt Lucy's. I suppose they will soon begin to look for Mary. How I wish for Aunt L. would accompany her. She writes so affectionately and seems so anxious to see all her relatives and friends. She says she wants to come over to see something of the War. Do you not think she could be gratified? The sad changes wrought in Old Orange by it alone would be enough to shock and sadden her heart. I hope Monsieur Taylor may get his due in the coming campaign. I would like to be the one to greet him with a bullet. Don't you think he deserves such, though he seems sorry he ever thus acted. Will Willie T. postpone his marriage now until Mary's arrival? He ought for she will be dreadfully disappointed if he does not. Please say to Cousin Vic I am anxiously looking for an answer to my letter. Suppose you saw Willie Buffington while in Richmond. Eugie writes me she expects to go down soon to attend Cousin Martha S. marriage. Eugie is a sweet girl and is one of the best correspondents I ever had. Why don't some of you write her. She always inquires about some of this family when she writes. I promised I would give Champe a scolding (I generally spell this word wrong. Did you ever notice it?) for being so neglectful but I think mine have ceased to be of any virtue, so will merely remind her of the fact. Suppose she is occupied all the time with her many beaus but this is not sufficient excuse. Ask her if Gen. Pizzini has any vacant place that she can secure for me, if so she must do it, for I do not intend to remain here after this month. Just think I am a plagued conscript. If I can't get some place I am stout and hardy enough to rough it as a private. Do you not candidly think I ought to be in the Army. I am over 18. I think I have been very obedient in remaining here as long as I have, and only done so because I hated to go contrary to the wish of a fond and devoted Mother. I think Mother might very willingly give her consent now that the prospect of the war ending soon is very great. Write me your views on the subject. I got a long letter some time ago from Sister S. brother Hay added a post script of a few lines (2) and said he would write one in a few days which I suppose will be a few months. He has neglected to send my deposit until this time (after the first of Apr) when he will I suppose have to loose right much money, owing to the change in currency. He should not be so negligent especially when money matters are concerned. Glad to hear Bob is so well satisfied and likes the service so well. It will be the making of him, I mean his health, don't you agree with me? Hope he has some rank and is in the line of promotion. Know he will climb high in the intimation of his superiors. He must make himself the worthy representative of the Stanard family. I suppose his being separated from his darling Mol goes rather hard with him, but he must learn to stand it like a true soldier. I guess he will think this is great advice. Mollie writes they are quite worried about her sugar and liquors not having been heard from. It will indeed be quite a serious affair if they never turn up or come to hand. Was sorry to hear of the loss of your cow. What do you so for milk? It is something we never may our eyes on here. Our fare is not good by any means, been feeding us off [Stanard purposefully omits word here] beef. (I don't like to use the word) for some time, and I hardly ever get enough bread to eat. It is a hard matter though to satisfy our appetites we take so much exercise, drilling, \u0026amp; c. and then our meals are so regular. I believe I have really grown a little since last Summer, and know I have fattened, weigh 137 lbs. Tried on some of my summer clothes a few nights ago out of curiosity. You know they were full large for me then. Now my jacket won't meet around me, and my pants require a little sugar or molasses on my shoes to induce them to come down a little. Sister did you ever see anything like the snow and rain we have been having for the last week or ten days. The clouds really seem weakened from exhaustion, but after two days of spring weather, they seem to have been replenished as it were, and from the present appearances, out doors, now I am inclined to think they are preparing to take us by storm. I wrote before how we suffered during the cold weather for the want of fire. It was the same this last spell, had to have suspension and let us lay in our beds to keep from freezing. Old Spex was well prepared to meet his own individual comfort. Plenty of the best coal that could be started in peace times. We were not at all indignant at his having suspension. I believe the majority of the boys preferred it and the cold weather to fire. Very natural feeling for school boys. One if my roommates has just come in and told me the mail would be taken up in a few minutes. So I shall have to bring my letter to a close. I did intend giving you an account of a review of the Corps by Gen. Rossum. Will do so in my next. I guess I have already tired you with such a long letter. I have not time to read it over and make the necessary corrections, so please excuse all mistakes. Give my best love to all the family, and for yourself \u0026amp; baby and the little ones. Accept that which is due from a fond and devoted brother.\u003cbr\u003e\nJ.B.S.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eV.M.I. April the 24th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nYour long and interesting letter has been received and I have been intending for the last two or three days to answer it, but something has always interfered and prevented my good intentions. You say that you had begun to get uneasy at my silence, for fear I might be sick. Why I wrote two or three letters home but a very short time ago. I can't imagine what became of them. I seems to me that I am always writing home but very seldom get letters from there myself. You all are not as good about writing as you ought to be. I am not alluding to you but to the other members of the family. I have not as yet heard a word from Hay and the $9.00. Am going to drop him a few lines this evening. I am dead broke at present, wish the check would hurry up and make its appearance. Had to borrow some money the other night to go up town and get some thing to eat. They are starving us out now. Don't give us half enough bread, miserable rye coffee without sugar or milk (and it has caused an eruption to break out on a good many of the Cadets, I believe it is a prison) and for the last two weeks they have been giving us nothing but rotten beef. I declare it is perfectly awful. Old Spex has some 50 or 60 barrels of it put away and will keep feeing us on it. An old scamp, he has about ten or eleven barrels of molasses and won't give us any. All the cadets are grumbling and asking him for it. I am glad to hear Bob has improved so much and is so well please with his place. Didn't I tell you he would be. Hope he is up near [home] now. Mother you ask me why I don't call Mollie Sister when I write. I was not aware before that I failed to do so. It was thoughtlessness on my part I can assure her and not for the want of love that I did not make use of sister instead of Mollie. Why I am sure my letters to her have always been very affectionate. I hope she will banish all idea that I meant anything by my manner of writing. Well Mother every body (or Cadet at least) has been right much excited today to join in the coming battle. You need not be surprised if I am one, if they raise a company I shall join. Remember I will be 19 on the 27th of this month and ought to be ashamed of myself to be here. When you are advised to keep me here as long as possible, people don't know my age, and of course they would not tell you they thought I ought to be in the army. They are going to take us in service I expect in July out in the mountains here. But I prefer being with Lee. Mother I don't want to desert or be shipped from here against your wish, therefore I beg that you will write me permission to resign, and I can then use my own discretion whether I will or not. If you give your consent, mention that it is concerned with family matters (except name) that prevents your sending me here longer. Mother I hope you will not let what I have written distress you. You should be more firm and patriotic and want me to be in the army, but this is an unnatural feeling for an affectionate Mother like yourself. When is the big fight to come off. Is there any chance of its taking place in Orange. I think the Yankees are going to get the worst whipping that they have ever gotten, and it will almost wind up the war. If Lee whips them, he ought to follow up his victory and drive them as far North as he can, the same time burning all their cities. Well dear Mother I have written you quite a long letter, and one I have no doubt you will be sorry to see. The mail will be taken up in a short while, so I shall have to bring my letter to a close. Wish I had something interesting to write about, and now darling Mother with love to all the family and oceans to your sweet self I must bid you good evening. Hoping what I have written will not cause you trouble and that I will soon hear from you\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever your\u003cbr\u003e\nown darling boy\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI am in want of draws.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nMay the 9th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nHere I am, no longer a freeman, but a prisoner within the lofty walls of the V.M.I. I reached here safely on Friday evening and it has been a source of regret to me ever since, that I should have been goose enough to leave when I did. And have to leave my trunk behind. So much for not taking the advice of a wise man (Mr. Chapman). Doubtless they told you at the village about my being left by the train. I did not care myself but I was afraid poor brother would swear himself to death about it was the only reason which actuated me to promptness in acquiring some means of conveyance to take me to Gordonsville, and after all I did not get there in time to see him, but unfortunately in time for the Staunton train. Plague on it! I wish it had left before I got there. I should certainly have returned after getting there and finding the Richmond train gone, had I not feared that I would be greeted by a scolding from some member of the family. Yes, I expect all of you would have pitched into me. Even Mr. C. for driving his horse so far and not listening to him on the first place. Just think, if I had remained I could have seen some of the Yankee prisoners, and heard something of the result of the fight. My trunk has not reached me yet. I hope it may not be lost. I would like to see the person that I would leave it behind for again. I wrote to Nat Catlette about it this morning. I hope Mr. Chapman wrote when he sent my trunk up. He seemed very much amused at me when I found it was left. I didn't blame him, for I imagine I was quite a laughable object about that time. I was so worried I came very near letting an ugly word escape my mouth, I wonder if I didn't. I went to see some young ladies while I was in Staunton, staid until half past eleven had no idea it was so late. Met with one of the most interesting and agreeable and pretty young ladies I have seen since the War. A Miss Gregory, refugee from Alexandria. She is the one Madame [?] at one time, said Vandergrift was engaged to. I was sorry to see that Col. Brown was killed. Suppose Brig. Gen Stanard \u0026amp; Long win in the fight. The stage has come in this evening but bring no news, this is generally the way. Tell brother William is he hasn't too much to do I wish he would keep me posted as to the movement of our army. I received his letter, thank him for attending to my trunk for me. Tell Sister Mary she ought to have been at home that morning and not down at the depot. She urged me to go to Goville [Gordonsville] anyhow. Hope Mr. Shaw didn't think anything of the manner in which I told him goodbye I was in a big hurry about that time. Tomorrow there will be a suspension of academic duties in order to raise the flag sent from Europe, over the grave of out lamented leader Jackson. Well Mother it has been very warm all day, and this evening I had to attend drill for two hours. Wound up with 2 charges 100 yards across the parade on on pretend breastworks. It was very exciting in the first charge I was the first to mount the dreaded works. In the second the 3rd man, but as I was so fat and excited, I had to leave ranks at Dress Parade from a violent headache and fainty feeling. But I have rested and feel all right and ready for another now. The drum is beating for tattoo so I must close. I only wrote to let you know I had arrived safely. Please write soon. I am anxious to hear the result of the battle, who of our friends were killed. Good night, with much love to all,\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever yr darling boy\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eP.S. Excuse this miserable scrawl.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eStaunton May the 12th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nNo doubt a letter written from this place will take you greatly by surprise. Well to relieve your anxiety I will tell you before going further and keep you from uneasiness. On Tuesday night an order came from Gen. Breckenridge calling us immediately to Staunton. In obedience to his orders we fixed up and left on Wednesday Morning at half past 8, marched 18 miles by half past 2. when we camped. The roads were very good but were quite dusty and then it was very warm. This morning we left camp under quite different circumstances, it having rained during the night and has continued to do so all day. The roads were awful perfect loblolly all the way and we had to wade through like hogs. We came 18 miles from 5 to 12 however and are tonight encamped one mile out of town. I have run the blockade and come in to take tea with Cary Taylor, and that I might write this letter. Am I not good? I have a strong notion of staying in until 2 tonight with him so as to dry of[f] for I have been like a wet mouse all day. So disagreeable in camp. We will leave in the morning early and expect to have to march to Harrisonburg (down the Valley) a distance of 26 miles. The Yankees are reported coming up the Valley with a force of 9000 strong. Our Corps will run Gen. B. up to 5000 maybe more. I hope we may be able to lick them out. I have suffered more with my feet this march (so far) than I ever did on all the others together. I hope to get me a more comfortable pair of shoes when this will be remedied. I got my trunk the evening before I left all safe. It was in the nick of time and my biscuit and ham for my rations. If you want to write to me direct your letter to me at this place Care of Edmond M. Taylor, Staunton, he will send them to me. I expect we will be down out this time for some weeks. I told you that you had better let me join Lee at once that this could be the way, but you must not make yourself uneasy about me. I will take care of myself. One of my messmates from this place is going to fill my haversack with something better than what we draw so I wont suffer for some days at any rate, though I hope not at all. Well darling Mother I have written enough I suppose to relieve your mind as to our destination so I must stop and go in the parlor. Some young ladies there. You will have a hard time trying to make this out I shan't undertake it. Saw Fedic T. this evening. Give my love to all [acquaintance] \u0026amp; friends. Hope Bob come out all right and all the Berry Hill friends \u0026amp; visitors. I shall write when ever I have an opportunity. And now dear Mother that I may be spared to see you all again, and that you may continue in good health will be the nightly prayer of Your darling Boy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eThe Southern Telegraph Companies.\u003cbr\u003e\nReceived at Orange CH, May 16, 1864\u003cbr\u003e\nFrom Staunton. To W. H. Chapman\u003cbr\u003e\nCadet Stanards body is at New Market I presume.\u003cbr\u003e\nS. Yates\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eTelegram Fragment.\u003cbr\u003e\nReceived at Orange C.H. May 16 [1864]\u003cbr\u003e\nBy telegraph from Harrisonburg.\u003cbr\u003e\nB. Stanard was k[illed]\u003cbr\u003e\nwill be sent to\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLife\u003cbr\u003e\nLife has beautifully and appropriately been compared to an Ocean, whose surges when the storm sweeps over its surface, bear a striking resemblance to that portion of our life in which troubles and cares beset us, and whose smooth surface when there is nothing to disturb its accustomed tranquility, bears a simile to that portion of our existence in which the busy scenes of this life are laid aside and which has been fitly called the \"sunset\" of life, often the billows of the ocean, when the pitiless storm sweeps over its surface with unrelenting fury rise to such a height that it is with great difficulty that vessels can ride triumphantly on them and bid defiance to their efforts as it were to bury them beneath their briny folds. Numerous are the instances in which vessels have sprung a leak in spite of all the efforts of the sailors to prevent it, have sunk to the bottom of the sea where so many have found an unwelcome and watery. On the other hand when there is nothing to disturb its peaceful waters, and when the sun, unobstructed by clouds from the view is reflected on its polished breast, vessels sail with security to their destined ports whence to discharge their freight. Such is a simile of our existence when the troubles and cares of this life agitate it and also when our cares and troubles are forgotten. Often during life when misfortune seems determined to claim us for her own and when cares beset us at every step, it takes all the moral courage we can summon to our aid to enable us to triumph over them, and at last [reach] the harbors of happiness. The latter scene is like old age, the \"Sunset\" of life, when the busy pursuits of life are laid aside and when you have determined to trust your frail bark no longer to the stormy sea, but float quietly down, a stormless sea too that harbor which is called, \"The End of Life\" Well has the poet exclaimed \"Thou, too, art a sailor, and time is the sea, And life the frail vessel that upholdeth thee.\"\u003cbr\u003e\nRespectfully submitted\u003cbr\u003e\nBy\u003cbr\u003e\nCadet B. Stanard\u003cbr\u003e\nTo\u003cbr\u003e\nDr. Madison\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWar\u003cbr\u003e\nOf all the punishments which Divine Providence sees fit to inflict upon a sinful nation, none so severe as that of war, which is now being so frightfully carried on throughout this once peaceful and prosperous republic. Although I am well aware, that this is a subject on which better pens than mine have exhausted their eloquence, yet I think, especially at a time like this, it is one, on which we may profitably reflect.\nFrom the Statesman to the school boy, Every one is occupied with this absorbing topic. \nThe preacher from the pulpit thunders into our ears threats of the increased wrath of God, already visited upon us in this cruel war. The poor man shudders at the thought of the coming winter, and curses the hard times and high prices. All alike seem to think it an unmitigated evil. But it would be far better for us to trust in the old saying, \"Look on the bright side,\" and I think that if we would allow the exercise of a little reason, we may bring ourselves to believe that there is a bright side to this picture. I do believe that it is a punishment, but that as a loving father corrects his erring son, so it is send for our own good. Let us but suppose there were no such punishments for mankind, and what would this world of ours be? We may but turn to the pages of history, and selecting a few from the many examples before us, find a sad response to this question. Look at Rome! For hundreds of years enemies without and fierce dissentions within, had humbled her proud eagles, and at length she stands without a rival, none dare call her enemy. But prosperity has accomplished that which her enemies have in vain assayed and the \"City of Seven Hills\" lies prostrate at the feet of her own vices. A handful of barbarians have devastated her fair provinces and beautiful cities, and Rome is no more. Look to England. Twice she has been intensely overrun and ground under the feet of Roman and Norman invaders. And behold the fruit of suffering. England the mistress of the seas! But a speck on the map of the world she has possessions on which the sun never sets. And lastly, we have a striking striking example in our own once peaceful land. After a comparatively short contest, she has enjoyed blessings totally unprecedented in the history of a nation of free government, the most beautiful country in the world, and a large territory, nothing seemed wanting to fill up the measures of her happiness. But what were its effects? A Government rotten to its very core, and an effeminate people, divided into little factions. The smiles of prosperous fortune has accomplished that which our enemies tried in vain and War, the only specific for a nations diseases, has come upon us.\nLet us bear it like men, and remember that terrible as it is there are evils far worse.\u003cbr\u003e\nRespectfully submitted\u003cbr\u003e\nBy\u003cbr\u003e\nCadet Stanard\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003e\"Berry Hill\"\u003cbr\u003e\nOrange Ct Ho\u003cbr\u003e\nJuly 28th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCadet L.C. Wise\u003cbr\u003e\nI scarcely know how to thank my dear young friend for his thoughtful kindness, \u0026amp; beautiful tribute to the memory of our dear one, now sleeping under the shadows of his own home! Tis true my dear friend no earthly consolation can be given to sooth entirely the heart sorrow we are all compelled to bear, but it is sweet \u0026amp; above all things comforting to hear his praises from those among whom he lately dwelled! Your name sounds like a household word- so often has it fallen from his dear lips. Indeed I feel as if I know all his roommates, \u0026amp; could call them Brothers. Most anxious were we to have them come and see us. We have received such evidence of their generous hearted tender thoughtfulness that we long to express in words our gratitude. I should have answered all their letters received with much pleasure, but yours is the first which bears a \"Post Mark\". Will you not extend for us, to his friends, from whom we have received letters- \"W. Overton Harris\" \"Jn S. Wise\" \"Ed\"ward Harvie Smith Jr.\" \"E. Berkley\" our sincere thanks \u0026amp; say to each that we would be most happy to return our gratitude in person, \u0026amp; to none would give such a warm welcome to our home \u0026amp; hearts, as the friends of our darling Brother! Now that you all have vacation we would be glad to have a visit from you, a sad but pleasant \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eHd Qrs Arty Corps V.D.\u003cbr\u003e\nAug 3d 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI have anticipated the pleasure of sending you a letter for some time but being so continually on the wing have been deprived of doing so. To day being my birthday have concluded to write and I hope I shall not be molested by any couriers riding up with orders to move until my letter is finished.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI have written Mollie so often giving her all the news (which of course you get through her) that there is but little left me to day to make up a letter. Still I know my Darling Mother will be glad to get my letter though it may be a very dull one. And then too I am aware of my inability to write a letter which will compare with those you are mow deprived of by the death of that Darling \u0026amp; Christian child. Still my Dear Mother, that feeling shall not deter me from writing and I trust to God that in the deprivation you have sustained in those sweet \u0026amp; loving letters, mine may serve to cheer you, and assure you have a son whose love is as great as a child's could be, although he may be incompetent to control words to express that love. I know my Darling Mother how you miss those sweet letters from that dear child, and feel how very incompetent I am to send you such messages of love as he always sent, still feeling assured of bearing you all the love a dutiful son can bear I commence this letter (knowing as I have before marked) it will be properly appreciated while at the same time hoping it may serve to cheer you \u0026amp; assure you that you have those dear ones to live for who love you very dearly \u0026amp; for whose sake you should cheer up, and not grieve for that lost one taken from this world of sin \u0026amp; trouble to dwell with his God on high.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI was much distressed my dear Mother to hear you were suffering so much with your old complaint, dysphasia, and hope ere this reaches you you will have been entirely relieved, have you any of the Alleghany water left and do you continue to drink it. Mollie writes me she is making you take bitters regularly which she thinks benefits you. You must continue to take your tonic and not think of the spirit you consume. \nNo doubt your trip to the village benefitted you a good deal, a change is a great thing sometimes. You should ride every evening.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI wrote Mollie yesterday and just after sending of my letter received hers of the 24th by Bester's boy. He also brought my over cape which I was glad to get. I wrote Aunt Lucy long letter and left it at Martinsburg to be mailed when the Yankees get possession. We are now encamped at a place called Bunkers Hill but don't think we shall remain here very long. Here comes Genl. Early's courier, wonder what order he brings.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eJust what I expected, the order is to cook two days rations and be ready to move at day light tomorrow. This will not however interfere with my letter writing to day. I have no idea which way we will move but every body seems to think up the Valley. I hope it may be so for I am always better satisfied when moving towards the dear ones at home. Why has brother never written how he managed to remain at home. I don't know to this day in what position he is in the service still. I hear he is still at home. I shall be truly glad to know that he is permanently stationed there. We were all very much rejoiced at Hood's victory but fear it was only temporary. If he can whip Sherman in front of Atlanta his army will be destroyed. We have a rumor here to day (Coming from Baltimore paper Sun by some of the Citizens at Charlestown) that Genl. Lee has given Grant another terrible whipping. I trust it will prove true and that it will force Grant to get away from Richmond. Our army here is recuperating considerably and is as strong now as when it first started. All the stragglers lost on the long march around have been gathered up.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWas very glad to hear you had a fine rain in Orange. It will do some good although much more may be needed. We have had lowering clouds here for several days but no rain and the people are almost in despair. They will make no corn at all. I hope Mr. Shaw will make more than he thinks. We can get no vegetables in this country. I sent Lewis fifteen miles yesterday and he returned with one pound of butter and one doz eggs. Mollie writes me that all the children had the whooping cough. I hope they will all get through it easily. I was glad to hear you enjoyed the cheese so much. You must not let the others have too much of it but keep it for your own use. What sort of an article did the tea turn out. Good I hope. So Tom wants to wait until after the war to get married. If he does he will not get Vic. He can I think make arrangements now that would put him in a position to marry at once. I am going to write him a few lines to day. Mollie writes me Mrs. Fry objects. Why is this. How does Aunt Octavia and uncle [?] like it. They should be delighted. My horse hurt her foot about a week ago so I have been in the ambulance while on the march. She is well again, but I fear she is too young for service. She is a splendid animal \u0026amp; if I could get another to ride wound send her to Mr. Shaw for light service. What is the matter with [Ross?] Hear he is at home sick. I suppose Mollie calls on Aunt Martha \u0026amp; uncle Jaq. very often. Tell her I expect to hear of a dreadful intimacy between herself \u0026amp; the former. Early's campaign up here is looked upon as a failure by every one. He is fit to command nothing but a division [that] under General Lee. I heard Mrs. Gordon was at Winchester but hardly believe it. If she is there she has seen very little of the Genl. as I know he had not left his command to visit her. I feel too sorry for poor Jane Carter. Has she gone south, poor soul. I hope she will fine with her husband's relatives a kind \u0026amp; good home. Doubtless he will leave her well off as he was considered rich. Well my Darling Mother, I must bring my letter to a close as I must write several others to day. Give my love to all and kiss the children for me and believe me ever My Dearest Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nYour fond \u0026amp; devoted son\u003cbr\u003e\nRobt\u003cbr\u003e\n24 to day. Feel quite aged.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eHd Qrs Arty V.D.\u003cbr\u003e\n11 Jany 1865\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI have been intending to write to you for several days but have been kept from doing so in consequence of having a great deal of writing to do for the office. [Shook] being absent on a 15 day furlough I have to do all his work during his absence and we have had more to do since his departure than for 6 months previous. I rec'd a letter from brother several days since dated the 1th Dec. and would send it to you to read but it is merely a business letter and he writes no one must read it. He was still stationed at a battery some distance from the city but expected in a short time to receive through Judge Campbell an appointment as Ordnance Sgt placed on duty there. I hope sincerely he may not be disappointed. He writes me he has made very little money since I left him and that his expenses are very heavy. When he gets back to town he hopes to be able to make something. He writes me Sallie and the little ones are very well and that Willie is the prettiest child in the city of Mobile. The baby he says has hair like Chandler. I am sorry for this, Mr. Chandler is fast declining and he says he will not live but a short time longer. Mr. John Battle was there and he thought he was giving away every day. I was truly sorry to hear this as we were led to believe he was better, at the time he wrote this. Was great excitement in the city caused by the approach of the enemy. Said the bells were ringing \u0026amp; things were in a mess generally. He congratulated himself that he was out of the excitement being over at his battery in the bay.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMollie wrote you of her safe arrival the day after she got here and told you how nicely she was fixed and now I regret to tell you after all out trouble to get fixed etc. that Genl. Long had concluded to move his Hd Qrs to Staunton so we will have to look out quarters there. He took command to day and will move the office in a few days. Col. Carter's command will be here so he will remain here. Dr. [Straith] has gone to Staunton to see what can be done in the way of accommodations but I feel certain we will not be as comfortably or agreeably fixed as we would eventually have been here. I shall hate very much to part with Col. Carter and not be with Mrs. C as she would be such a pleasant person for Mollie to be with. I wish Genl. Long would let the Dr. \u0026amp; myself remain down here. I have done a good deal of work for nothing. Hereafter will do nothing until every thing is definitely settled. The Genl. inquired particularly after you all. He is looking very well but I don't think well by any means. This is a miserable neighborhood, the meanest people I ever saw and the greatest [extortionists]. I wish the Yankees would come here and take every thing they have got.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eNow that Mollie is away from you and you will not have the benefit of my letters to her I intend to write you regularly. Mollie will I know keep you all posted besides. How I wish we could have been stationed near Orange, that we could have seen more of you all during the winter. Never mind I am entitled to a furlough which I will take after a while and spend it with you all. Mollie seems very happy being with me and I am too happy at having her. Matilda does first rate and I am too thankful that you allowed us to have her. Mollie could not have done without a maid. Mollie rec'd Fan's note by Botts yesterday. He went on up to Staunton. She has some nice brooms to send Fan.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWith much love to all\u003cbr\u003e\nYour devoted son\u003cbr\u003e\nRobert\u003cbr\u003e\nMollie sends love to all.\u003cbr\u003e\nThis was written in a hurry\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eHd Qrs Arty V.D.\u003cbr\u003e\n16 Jany 1865\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI wrote you a short letter last week since which we have heard nothing from Orange. Mollie wrote you I had been up to Staunton to procure rooms as Genl. Long had moved his HdQuarters to that place and would of course require my presence there. I am happy to state that after much trouble I yesterday succeeded in getting board with Mrs. Harman a widow lady and on very moderate terms. We will be delightfully fixed when we get settled. We will move up tonight and take possession. Hope after getting settled this time we will not have to move again as it gives much trouble. We will be some two or three squares from Mrs. Long and a little farther from the Dr. I regret exceedingly breaking up our arrangements here as we would have been all together. We will too lose Mrs. Carters pleasant company which we are both very sorry for. Col. Carter will remain down here and of course Mrs. Carter will prefer being with him although the Col. is much in favor of her going to Staunton as she would have no society here at all.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMollie wishes her bonnet box with bonnet sent up by first good opportunity or by express if it can be done. She says the key is on her bunch of keys in her large black trunk. She will require her bonnet to wear to church. I am exceed[ing]ly glad we will be where I can attend church regularly as I have been debarred of the pleasure for some time. Tell Fan I saw Mrs. Long on Saturday and she inquired after all. She seems a very fine woman and is delighted at having us in Staunton. Tell  Champe that Dr. [McGuire] is the finest dressed man in Staunton. All of old Early's staff seem to be having a very gay time. Dr. Straith went to the wedding and came home disgusted of course. Says he spent the entire night in getting out of other people's way. They had a fine [supper] the Dr. has heard nothing more from his wife but is looking for her every day. I hope sister wrote and explained to Cousin Eliza my dispatch. I sent it at the Dr.'s request. He thinking his wife might have reached that place. Corbin Welford is going to Culpepper to look for her in a few days. The weather had been very fine for the last week and I hope will continue so. No doubt the bright sun has persuaded you just to peek your head out of the door. Matilda is still much pleased. I will keep a good watch over her in Staunton and try and return her improved as Mollie will learn her to be very patient. Has Vic heard anything from Tom recently. Willie was here today and says they have heard nothing from him for months. Hope Vic put an end to Hardy's coming to see him. His independence in staying so long at uncle E's beat anything I ever heard of. Mollie would have written today but has been busy packing. She will write as soon as we get to Staunton. Tell Champe she might write us often.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMollie joins me in much love to all. Tell Sister I will write her very soon.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eAs ever your fond \u0026amp; affect.\u003cbr\u003e\nSon\u003cbr\u003e\nRobert\u003c/p\u003e"]}]}},"label":"Breadcrumbs"}}},"links":{"self":"https://search.arvasarchive.org/catalog/vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166"}},{"id":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_130","type":"collection","attributes":{"title":"John H. Shields letters, 1862/1864","creator":{"id":"https://search.arvasarchive.org/catalog/vilxv_repositories_3_resources_130#creator","type":"document_value","attributes":{"value":"Shields, John H. (John Hardy), 1846-1876","label":"Creator"}},"abstract_or_scope":{"id":"https://search.arvasarchive.org/catalog/vilxv_repositories_3_resources_130#abstract_or_scope","type":"document_value","attributes":{"value":"\u003cp\u003eThe John H. Shields letters consist of three letters written by Shields to his parents while he was a cadet at VMI. Two letters are dated March 24 and April 7, 1864, and one letter is an undated fragment. In addition to routine matters, the letter of March 24 mentions faculty member Thomas H. 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He married Eliza Dulaney Kemble, born in Kingwood, Preston County, West Virginia. The Johnson Family resided in Brownsburg, Rockbridge County, Virginia at beginning of the Civil War, and Mortimer enlisted in April 1864 (at age 48) in the Rockbridge Senior Reserves. He was described as having a dark complexion, dark hair and eyes, and 5 foot 6 inches tall. He died on December 13, 1889 in Charleston, West Virginia and is buried at the High Bridge Presbyterian Church cemetery, Rockbridge County, Virginia. He was the father of Porter Johnson, VMI Class of 1867.","Porter Johnson (1845-1917) was born in 1845 in Taylor County, West Virginia. He matriculated at VMI on September 1, 1863 and was a cadet private at the Battle of New Market on May 15, 1864. Porter resigned from Corps of Cadets on March 6, 1865 and joined the 8th Confederate Battalion commanded by Colonel Garnett Andrews. He was captured at Salisbury, North Carolina on April 12, 1865 and imprisoned, and was paroled June 13, 1865. He returned to Rockbridge County where he was a farmer. He died on June 9, 1917.","Richmond, Feby 10 58","Dear Leake \nI received your letter this morning and was glad to hear that you are well and that you have made up your mind to be a good boy and learn to read and write, so that when I am away from home you can write to me for yourself. It would afford me great pleasure to see you and to have you here with me. It would please you very much to see the big brass horse on the Washington \nmonument. But Leake, if you will be a good boy and learn your book and acquire a great deal of information and knowledge, you can come down here yourself some day and see Richmond and all the sights that are worth seeing here. The legislature is working very slow and not doingmuch good for the country. The House is not in session yet this morning. At 8 o'clock I left my boarding house came by the Post Office and barber shop at half past 9 in the house and engaged in writing this letter to you. The house meets at 11 o'clock and adjourns about 3 o'clock, so that we get dinner at half past 3. Sometimes the house does not adjourn until later. You set down in the house with a comfortable cushioned chair to sit upon, a desk before you to write upon and it frequently happens that while a member thinks he is making a very fine speech, one half the members are engaged in writing letters or reading newspapers. I suppose you have heard of the fight that happened in Congress last Saturday. It was disgraceful to the Nation andthe men that were engaged in it are heartily ashamed of it. You are the first that mentioned Katy in your letters. I had almost forgotten her. How is Sam Burdett and the rest of the boys or have you been so close at home that you have not seen them. I want you above all things Leake to be kind to others. How would you like to deny yourself at table and refuse to eat, until you see all the rest comfortably seated. This would be true politeness, \nand you would soon learn to be happy in seeing others happy. This would soon afford you a great pleasure, and you would then learn to \"do unto others as you would have others do unto you.\" Hoping to hear form you soon. I remain","Truly yours \nM. H. Johnson","Brownsburg, Rockbridge VirginiaFebruary 15, 1862C.W. Newlon, Esq","Dear SirExpecting you home in a few days. I have concluded to write to you again upon the subject of impressments and praying that something may be done, and that promptly to arrest the distillation of grain. Corn is now $1.12 and it would not surprise me if it reached $2.00 per bushel before the 1st of April. Ten barrels of whiskey were sold in this county a few days since at the almost fabulous price of three dollars per gal. If these prices are demanded and obtained for new liquor fresh from the still what is to \nprevent corn from being advanced before October to $5.00 per bu. Self preservation is the 1st law of nature and why should not that law apply to nations as well as to individuals. What will be our condition should the enemy push their raids so far into the interior as to destroy our railroad connections. If we expect to maintain our position, our stores of subsistence should be preserved. The North expected to starve us out when the war commenced. All that recognize a superintending providence had \ncause to thank the giver of daily bread last year for our unusually heavy crop of all kinds of grain. It was every where considered as an evidence that the Lord was on our side. Grant that it was so will he continue to be if we abuse his choicest favors-- if we convert ourselves into a nation of extortioners and have for our soldiers an army of drunkards. Grant as some contend that liquor is necessary for the soldiers should not a limit be placed upon the price of it . Liquor for which 3 dollars per gal is paid after running the blockade of the camp is frequently sold to the soldier at the high price of from one to five dollars per pint. If it is \nnecessary for the soldier it should be added to his rations and handed out under proper rules and regulations and every other person detected in smuggling liquor into the camp should be summarily and severely punished. Upon the summits of the Alleghaneys Gen. Johnson does not think it necessary to the health of the soldier and has with great diligence prevented its introduction to his camp. From what I can learn he has emptied of their contents more than fifty barrels in the last few weeks. This is seizing the bull by the horns . He is not tainted with that miserable fastidious delicacy of sentiment that is fearful of hurting somebody's feelings. He is entrusted with the defense of one of the important passes into the valley of Virginia and with a moral heroism equal to his fierce courage in the hours of conflict with the enemy he does not stop to inquire whether\nany body is hurt. How are the people of the valley who remain at home acting towards the heroic defenders of the Alleghany but for whose \nindomitable courage in repulsing an overwhelming body of the enemy the valley would now be overrun by marauding hordes of black Republican soldiers. While these brave men are enduring the rigors of a climate at an elevation where snow, rain or hail is an every day occurrence these that remain at home are engaged in all kinds of speculation. Every lb of butter though produced in unusually huge quantities is retailed to the soldiers at fifty cents per lb \u0026 c.","Staunton, Sept. 20th, 1862","My Dear WifeIt is possible that some ladies will leave here in a few days for Upshur County. I avail myself of the opportunity to inform you so far we are all well though there is and has been a great deal of sickness all over of this country. The girls are now boarding at a very good house in Brownsburg. The family not wanting help [Alcinda] is at Mr. Newlons. Porter and I left Brownsburg the last of September for the Mountains. We were one day too late to go with [Jenkins] or we might have attempted to get home. Porter has gone down the Valley towards Winchester and I shall start down today and fall in with him. We shall go as far as Maryland thence to Faquier and probably Rappahannock. I saw Gen Johnson a few days since, he was in good health and spirits. I have not heard from Philander for some time but \nsuppose that he is well. W. P. Kemble is still at Clarksville, Mecklenburg Co., Va. W. E. Kimble is at Richmond and well. He sent me 250 dollars. [Benton] sent me 250 dollars some time since. I received a letter from [Benton]- also one from Porter a few days since. They have both gone to Missouri to assist in organizing the troops in that State. Events are transpiring so rapidly at the present time that I should suppose both would tire of death and carnage. If the tide of war does not bring us home this fall I scarcely know what course to ask you to pursue. If you could bring sufficient with you to go to house keeping and meat to eat and other small articles there would be no difficulty in procuring a house in any part of the country, but it is almost impossible to procure any thing at this time in this country. Bacon is fifty cents sugar 80, coffee 2.00. -- calico 1.50 \nper yd., \u0026 c. But you have doubtly seen the prices of articles south in the Northern papers. I have not received a line from you since May. I saw young Cochran a few days since, he said he had seen you somewhere before he left, but did not speak to you. It was a satisfaction to know that you were well. I do not now know whether you have received any of my letters written with regard to the suits brought against me, therefore I repeat here what I have said in all my letters -- to pay no attention to their suits and do not \ntrouble yourself as to what disposition is made of the property- simply preserve all my books and papers. If you can get any thing from [T___] or Potts, do so, receipting to them for what you get. The girls are well pleased at the house they are now boarding at. The refugee families are all well. I do not know who of our soldiers have been killed in the fights at Manassas, Harpers Ferry, and in Maryland, but think the Taylor boys have escaped. Give my love to Leake and tell him for me to keep at his books. \nBelieve me truly yours \nM H Johnson","Porter has been anxious to go into the army this winter and I have half promised him that could he get to see you again he might go. He feels mortified at his present position and he is ambitious to take some part in the war. His idea is that a man has but one time to die and that a few years more or less will not make any difference. He says that he is able to carry a musket and that if he\ndoes not raise his arm in defence of his country under existing circumstances he shall never feel like asking a Southern woman to marry him and that a northern woman he would not have under any circumstances. George Armstrong was at Brownsburg when I left. He had come down on a visit. He is able to walk with the use of one crutch. He\nis conditionally true to his engagement . If what he shall have heard about be true of her joining in the reception at Grafton of the Yankee invaders he will suffer his other leg to be crippled and both arms torn from his body before he would have her or any other woman that by act of courtesy received a yankee favorably. George is a brave man, he is true to his country, and true to his love\nprovided she has been true to herself. I approve his course. I detest with intense hatred the time serving policy pursued in our country and I told Mr. [Ceplin] very frankly that it was with reluctance that I gave my hand to a man who was in the habit of shaking hands with the Yankees or what is worse the Union men of NW Virginia and I do not think I am an exception. Tho I have mentioned to you the sickness here, do not give yourself any uneasiness about it. Mr. Newlon promised that if Alcinda or her child gets sick, that he will take care of them. As we have been favored so far I still trust to Providence to preserve\nus in future. The girls are at a good house and should they get sick are in good hands- - Fanny is very careful they have all been using preventives so be of good cheer and do not get out of heart. Philander is well though I have not seen him for about a year. Porter and I went to Winchester, stayed in the Army ten days, but Philander was absent. We passed him as we went down the Valley and did not know. The fences are burned, this makes the road wide. To be relieved of the dust we were frequently 50 yards\nfrom the road. Philander has charge of about 100 wagons and was going to Rockingham for corn, thus we missed him. I suppose he gets about 100 dollars per month. I do not think he is drinking in fact he has not been. Porter I suppose will go the Army to see him. Say to Mr. Gawthrop that his son is well. He has been detailed as a butcher at $50 per month. William Sharps is his assistant. Saml\nTucker was seriously wounded at the battle of Manassas, but it is thought will recover. Uriah has recovered from his wound and is again in the Army. Jac is not yet able to go in the Army but is at the hospital taking care of Saml. H. Mahany and John are well, also the two Robinsons and James Boyd. I received a letter from Brother Porter and one from Thomas written the 27th of August, I have not heard since. They were well at that time. I do not think they were in the battle of Corinth as they had been sent on other service at that time. Porter expressed a desire that his family should be on this side of the line - his principle fear was that Tell might be made to swear he does not wish him to take an oath on any account. If there is no danger of Tell being sworn probably they had better stay where they are. W.P. Goff must be informed that he will be held personally responsible should he on any account permit or not prevent the administering of any of them oaths to Tell. Porter also swears by all that is sacred that he will hold some men in Clarksburg responsible for any indignity that may be offered to Father in any way, shape or form. Tell Emily that I try to keep Porter apprized that she is well \u0026 c. I have just seen a young man from Clarksburg and I shall write to\nPorter in the morning. I again repeat my advice to Father to quit business, have no cattle or other goods, convert everything into gold at even 40 percent and bury it, and put no tombstone to its grave. Give my love to Leake, tell him to be a good boy to attend to his book and say his lessons to you. I do not want him sent to school. I would not have him taught by anyone I know save yourself. I do not want him to associate with the children of the Union people in your section of the State. Tell Leake that Porter and I have slept out of doors a good many nights. We do this sooner than ask people to keep us all night, it is nothing to be refused a lodging for the night for love or money-- still there are some clever people. I have but one motto that is to \"run with patience the race set before,\" this I intend to do. So be of good cheer and do not despair.\nTruly yours,\nM. H. Johnson\nSince writing Mr. C. has been looking over his letters and [shares] the enclosed note from Miss Armstrong. W.P. Kimble is well, he is at Clarksville, Mecklenburg County Virginia. I loaned to Henry C Middleton fifty dollars when I was at the oil wells. Write him a note to send you the money, say to him that you are in need of it. To your friends buying in and hold for redemption such articles\nas you need I have no objection, but things that you do not need and than can be replaced let them go---","Monday Evening\nMy Dear Wife\nI write you this note to let you know that I arrived here safely last evening. I do not look for Porter and Bradford for several days. The roads are very much cut up and I expect they will have a hard time. I started Dick to meet them, but he may miss them entirely. Our loss in the fighting that has taken place is 1742 in killed and wounded. Our dead have been buried. The Yankee dead remain\nunburied. The field of battle is still in dispute. The Yankees have not asked the privilege of burying their dead and we cannot [venture] to do it. Ours were carried off during the fight. We occupied the best position and think the enemy loss 5 to our one. I have just been to take a look at the Yankee Army. They are drawn up in line of battle, but as it is now 4 o'clock we do not think\nthere will be a fight today. The principal fight was on Friday--though in sight we feel secure. My back is better though I am yet suffering. I was offered 200 dollars for the wagon and 2 sets harness, but could get no transportation at Staunton for our load. I am writing on a moments notice so excuse this hasty note. We are 10 miles from the office----","Thursday morning\nMy Dear Wife\nPorter and Bradford have not arrived yet--but unless I write today you will not hear from me until next week. This may reach you on Saturday and even [now] I must write very hastily. The loss of the abolitionists in the last battle near Fredericksburg was greater than we at first supposed. They are again on the other side of the River. I spent yesterday afternoon in going over a portion of the battle field near or adjoining the City. On the portion of the field I visited there were at least 500 dead. Under a flag of truce they were burying their dead but doing it in a very careless manner. Unless they worked last night they cannot get through before sometime today. After going through Fredericksburg and seeing the results of their vandalism I felt no sympathy for their justly merited fate. Scattered books, broken [----], furniture of all kinds and every description carried into the streets and broken to pieces. Our own loss is narrowed down to less than 400 killed and less than a thousand wounded, while the loss of the enemy cannot be less than 2000 killed and from 10 to 20 thousand wounded and missing. All who have visited the ground concur in the opinion that the dead\nare thicker upon the ground than any [field] they have seen. One could have walked for 400 yds upon the dead. This was close up to the houses reaching back 400 yds to a stone wall. Burnsides is considered a fool for making the attack, as from his camp he could see our position and defenses. Our army could have withstood an attack by 400 thousand men. Our victory was complete. I have not yet seen any Yankee account of the battle. There was some conversation on yesterday between our men and the men\ndetailed to bury the dead. They all agreed that their defeat was a terrible one. A physician told Judge G. that he thought this [------] would certainly satisfy the North. We lost [260] as prisoners who were exchanged on yesterday. We have besides about 1000 prisoners who will be paroled but you will get the news from the papers before this reaches you. All is quiet this morning. Write to me and let me know how you are getting along. Write at least twice a week as in that way probably one of the letters might reach me. Give my love to the children and believe me truly yours,\nMHJ\nPS. The 25th and 31st were not engaged. I have not seen Philander he is 12 miles distant.","Camp Fredericksburg \nDec. 25th 1862\nMy Dear Wife\nI should like this morning to be with you very much but as that cannot be the best I can do is to write you and let you know how\nglad I would be were it so. Days and weeks seem to me much longer now than they were before your arrival, before I could not be with you if I would; now I might were it not that I would have to give up a situation in order to gratify my wishes and my feelings. I have not heard from you since I left, but hope that you are all well and getting along well. The weather here has been much colder than the spell was at Brownsburg while I was there. From all we can gather from the Northern papers their defeat was much greater than we supposed immediately after the battle. One of their correspondents estimates 3000 wounded in one of their divisions and that the wounded are in our hands. This is not so. Their number of dead is greater than their estimate. Many of the southern Regts take no prisoners especially the Louisianians - who are determined to have revenge for the outrages of Butler and his troops -. One can form but a faint idea of the horrors of a battle field without an actual inspection upon the ground. I can assure you I should feel rejoice if the war could close without such another scene as we have witnessed here - but if our foes will not cease the War which it is in their power to do then I hope that every conflict will result as favorable to us as this great fight at Fredericksburg. Porter went to see Philander and took to him the little things you had sent to him. He needs two flannel shirts also his hat. Hopes to be able to go and see you before a great while. Jackson's Army is about 20 miles from our camp. Porter carried Mr. Rapps package and boots to him, but learned that he had been wounded and taken to Lynchburg - this I suppose is no news at Brownsburg by this time. Ask what shall be done with what was sent to him. When I wrote you last my information was that the \n31st and 25th were not engaged but this was not correct. I do not know how many were wounded or killed in either but do not think the loss was great. We have a very fine band in the same field we are in. Last night among others they played \"Old Dog Tray.\" It made me think of Carlo and your description of his faithfulness. There seems to be no gloom or dreariness of thought among our soldiers so far as\nmy observation extends. All seem cheerful and gay. The dead are buried - the wounded and sick sent off - so that the well alone \nare left. Victory inspires confidence and certainly a great victory has attended our armies and what is more the North feels and\n[ ---- ] it. When Mr. Newlon goes to Richmond let him renew our subscription to the Examiner for six months or if you prefer some other paper. Let him subscribe to the paper you prefer. Porter did not arrive here until the dead were buried so that he missed a sight. I have very much desired he should see under the hope it would lessen his desire to join the army before he is 18. Our lead was too much for the bad team we had. I left 2 barrels of apples and 65 lbs butter at Staunton. Porter afterwards left 2 barrels at Waynesboro -- arriving here with 3 2/3 bls of apples and part of his butter. The expenses of the trip were over 40 dollars - unless those left behind come on it will prove a losing business.","Camp Fredericksburg \nDecember 29, 1862\nMy Dear Wife\nI am still without a letter from you, nor have I heard from Brownsburg since I left. We move in the morning to some point 25 miles nearer to Richmond so you need not answer this note until you hear from me again. Only portions of the army fall back at this \ntime, but it is supposed that Gen. Lee with the main army will follow in a short time; the object being to eat up everything as we fall \nback so that the enemy will find it difficult to sustain or rather to support their army should they elect to advance. I sold the wagon, harness and the two old horses for 625 dollars including the horse I had when you arrived. I thought it better to keep the two young mares for the present. Porter was offered 300 dollars for the bay mare today but thinks she will bring more money. I have heard nothing of the butter and apples left at Staunton and Waynesboro and probably never will. If so I shall lose by my investment as I sold what arrived here for cost and expenses. You had better have your apples opened and see that they are not rotting. These that arrived here had rotted considerably. Richard started to Staunton on Saturday morning and will not return for some two weeks. I have suffered considerably for the last few days with my back and have had to use half of a bottle of liniment tonight being the first I have used since the morning I left. Porter is in good health and if he keeps well and we settle down for the winter I think I can learn him so that he can do my writing and give me an opportunity to stay with you for a short time in the month of Feby. I should like to be with you sooner but do not see how I can get away sooner with the amount of writing on hand. I have taken up for the benefit of the 31st Regt a small collection among the men in our train. You will ask Mr. Withrow to hand to \nthe Ladies Society of Brownsburg thirty dollars with the request that they purchase yarn and convert it into socks for the men in that Regt. I shall try to send them a farther sum sometime next month. If you need money call on Mr. Withrow for what you may need until I have an opportunity to send you some which will be before long. It is now near 11 oclock. I was writing all day, have been packing up tonight so that we can make an early start in the morning having gotten every thing ready. Though tired I felt like writing to you if for nothing else to say how glad I would be to be with you. Give my love to all the children and accept for yourself my last thought for the night and my last letter for 1862.","...Philander was well last week. I have not seen him since the fight at P Republic. He has been to Richmond and is now with Jackson's Army (where Jackson is no one even knows except the Yankees). W.E. Kemble is at Richmond Asst Surgeon at some of the hospitals--W P Kemble is well though I have not seen him for 9 months, we have not met. Young Gawthrop, Jones, Armstrong and the men generally from our section are well--The 3 Tuckers have all been wounded but are getting well. You will see that [Jack] Tucker's wife does not suffer--a braver man does not exist. Hansbrough I heard was in Richmond a few days since, I have not seen him since last November. Mr. Armstrong and family are at Buckingham Courthouse. George is recovering from his wound slowly. I saw a letter from him a few days since to Doct Newlon in which he stated that the ladies \"God bless em\"had been very kind to him and he was not certain but that there was a warm corner in his heart for one of them \"having been disappointed in his first love he did not know whether he should ever love again.\" Doct Newlon said the interpretation was that Vic had joined in the procession at Grafton to welcome the yankee troops. We heard at the time that there was a procession at Grafton and there may be some foundation for the story. If she was one of that number I do blame George, but on the contrary approve his view. In most the Southern cities the true Southern women refuse to recognize in any way the whole tribe of invaders. I admire their course. I wrote to you last winter to tell J W B to keep quiet. I have never heard whether you received my letter or any other of the many letters I have written this spring. If they have fallen into Yankee hands, they have found out that I feel but little respect for them and less for the time serving people in your section of the State (W. Va). Fanny has also written to you, but whether the letters ever reached you or not, I do not know. The Refugee families have all escaped sickness so far--this is wonderful considering the amount of sickness we have seen of all kinds. Porter is a very good boy and says he thinks he will return to you as good as he left. I have promised him that he may go to the Army whenever he has seen you--it galls him very much that I will not let him go. The boys are more anxious to go than the men. Charles Newlon Jr. has joined a Cavalry Co. and is now at Union Monroe. Mrs. N was opposed to it, but Newlon desired him to go. Newlon's family are still at Brownsburg all well. D. Goff, Claud[--] and their families 5 miles west of Staunton, the longer they stay away the firmer South they become. The Crawfords from Beverly are all well and near Brownsburg. B. Bassel and my self are now writing these letters at the same table while Geo. Johnson is reading the news. You will send word to Mahoney's family that he is well and making money and that he expects Smith to pay them the amt furnished by him to Wash--which was considerable--and if they should need it,--more. Mahoney I suppose has made over 7000 seven thousand dollars--he is trading in every way. Edward Payne was at Staunton a few days since. He brought up a Sincel or Sinclair captured at Moorefield. I did not see Payne and my informant could not remember the name, said he was a wagoner. The Yankees were paroled, but not so with the Virginians. Gov. Letcher has something to say to Virginians captured in the service of Lincoln. If you get any money either get gold or valley money do not trust to N W. Virginia money and for this reason--If in the tide of War our armies should ever win the N West your money will not be good, as the men having charge of the banks will leave and carry with them the specie. Father thinks he knows too much to be advised. I am surprised at his doing business or attempting to do it. But if in the tide of War our army should get your way our friends should lay out all their Northern money for bacon and other articles needed in the south. I give a hint if they do not profit by it--I cannot keep it--I am not doing anything to make money. I have refused to join in the mania for speculation that has 1/2 ruined the Patriotism of the south. All speculation here causes the poor to suffer. If we had not stopped making whiskey corn would have been from five to ten dollars per bushel. Whiskey sells at 5 dollars per gal by the barrel and often as five dollars per pint by retail...","Camp near Verden\nJanuary 25, 1863\nMy Dear Wife\nYours of the 15th was received one week since for your expressions of kindness receive my sincere thanks. Your uneasiness about my health and amount of labor is too great. The amt of labor is not so very great except at particular times. If I did not suffer with my back, it would not be much. I was in Richmond this week saw your brother William, he was ordered to N Carolina the day I arrived in Richmond and left next morning. I saw Trayhorn the bogus Sheriff of Barbour who was arrested by Capt Hill of Imboden's command and brought to Richmond. After his arrest a company from [M or W-------] went to Barbour killed 2 citizens  and carried 8 more to Wheeling to be held as hostages for the safety of Trayhorn. I learn from Judge Camden who left Richmond yesterday that John Williamson and Wm. Elliot had arrived in Richmond as Commissioners from Pierpoint to effect the release of Trayhorn. Saml. Elliot had been carried to Wheeling as one of the hostages. I saw the judge but a moment and did not learn the particulars about the killing of the men in Barbour. Mrs Rapps [ ] is here did not receive your letter about it until Goff had left and I was not here when Bradford left. If there was anything else it has been stolen. I found the bundle open one day but not hearing what was in it I could not tell whether anything was missing or not. I hope it was nothing of much value. When at home I lost the key of the trunk was not the stray key at Mr. Withrow's mine--We do not need any blankets have plenty--I shall write you in a few days. Do not count time as I am not certain when I can be at home. Give my love to all the children--write to Porter about improvement of his time--he has books--","Lynchburg, Tuesday \nMarch 10, 1863 \nMy Dear Wife\nI might have stayed another hour with you on Sunday, but I wanted to give Leake ample time to return and not ride fast as it was very warm on Sunday. I arrived at the landing at least 3 hours before the boat started--arrived here yesterday morning by 9 oclock--shall leave in the morning for Hanover--not certain that I shall have hired a single teamster. There has been a heavy fall of snow today, but it is raining now and everything looks gloomy and I feel so I cannot help it. Here you see nothing and hear nothing but tobacco--save when a soldier steps up to pay his bill or asks what he will have to pay for a days board and is answered 5, 6 or 7 dollars. I feel satisfied from his look, that he wishes all these people in Yankeedom and \ntheir town in ashes. I do not feel hopeful at this time as to the result of the contest. I do not fear that Yankees can whip us, but I do fear that the desire of gain, the thirst for money will yet overwhelm us. One can hardly feel like risking his life for such a set, but our rulers are to blame. If in the first place a tariff of prices had been fixed upon the leading articles--such a state of things would never have existed. Before Porter starts for his [mare] he had better see if he can get anything to feed her on--if he cannot she will be badly off. I bought yesterday near 1/2 pint cabbage seed for $4.00--this you will think a large quantity. I want to raise a full garden, what we do not want we can sell. I also bought a paper of Turnip, salsify, and parsley and lettuce. I think in all probability I shall return home to stay before long and the more I think about it and the more I see how the soldiers are treated the less I approve of Porter's determination to go into the service before his time, but he will have to decide for himself. I am not certain now about starting in the morning as the man that was to meet me here this evening has not done so. You need \nnot write until you hear from me again, that is if you all keep well--","Camp Near Verden \nMarch 14, 1863\nMy Dear Wife\nI returned here on Thursday. I went to Richmond today on business--was there but 4 hours. Just before leaving I met with Porter Johnson who had arrived in Richmond last night. He had been told by some one that I was in Richmond, was on the look out for me. I shook hands with him without recognizing him. I was not thinking about him--did not look particularly before I remarked \"I believe I do not remember you.\"---He had not received any of our letters. I had but little conversation with him and did not learn his business. I shall go down to Richmond on Monday to see him. He may visit Brownsburg before his return to Missouri. I met young Camden at the cars in Lynchburg and sent the garden seeds by him. I shall try and get some more seeds in this neighborhood. I found your letter on my return--read it with much satisfaction though I had seen you since it was written. Norvel Lewis of Clarksburg died in Richmond last Saturday. He had been drinking for some days, was prostrated at once and all that could be done did not revive him. Porter knew him well and I hope his fate will be a warning to him never to drink liquor. His death has produced a great grief among those that knew him. I shall write again by Wednesday's mail. Let me know when you are to move. Probably if Porter concludes to come up I may be up with him. If you have nothing in the house do not fret about it. You cannot have less furniture than we have in camp and we got along very well. So long as we keep our health take the world easy--it is not worth while to fret about what we cannot help. I sold the bay mare this evening for $300, she was being reduced each day, so I though it better to part with her. After you are moved, I will write to Porter when to come after his mare. Give my love to the children and believe me truly yours \nM H Johnson\n\nMarch 15 63 \nMy Dear Wife \nCapt. Semmes did not leave this morning as he expected. Tell Porter I have examined his mare today. I do not think she has fallen off much. Write to me on the receipt of this and forward to Verden. Let me know when you will move or whether you have moved. There has been no weather for gardening, so I do not expect that Porter has done anything yet. I can get some sweet \npotatoes  from [S ]--had I better do so","Sunday March 29 [1863]","My Dear Wife\nYours of the 25th was received last evening. On Tuesday I went to Richmond and returned on Thursday. On Friday morning I went to Fredericksburg and returned on yesterday. I saw Philander--he was well and had received your letter. He had joined a company in the 13th Virginia Regt and thought probably he might go into actual service.","Since I left Fredericksburg our army have used up a large proportion of the timber for firewood--the timber being cut down--the Yankee truly are in full view for miles. The soldiers have been ordered to send nearly all their baggage to Richmond so as to have nothing but what they can carry upon their backs. Some think there will be a movement either forward or backward in a few days.","Porter's business at Richmond is to have adjusted the pay coming to the Missouri troops. He was nearly through with his business when I left Richmond. He had not determined on what route he would return to the west. I regret very much that we moved into that house since they have taken the store room for a hospital--as sickness has generally followed the army. But I suppose among [P ] of Brownsburg it would be heretical to suppose that anyone would be sick without a special decree from above.","I think it probable that I may be that way in 10 or 15 days. There is some business to do in Culpeper and probably in Buckingham. I may go on horseback if so I shall ride mare and go into Brownsburg. I am not positive about it. We had a very rainy day yesterday--it is cold today. It is near the first of April and there is very little plowing done in this neighbourhood, everything is very backward, nothing green except wheat and that very poor.","Give my love to the children and believe me truly yours,\nM H Johnson","Beverly\nSaturday 25 [April] 1863","My Dear Wife\nBeverly was taken yesterday after about two hours cannonading and some but not much skirmishing of infantry. The abolitionists were about 1300 in number. Latham succeeded in burning all his stores. [He] succeeded in getting away in the direction of Philippi with little or no loss of men. Our cavalry pursued, but I fear without any success.","If Porter has not started tell him to stay where he is. The bad management here has [lessened] my confidence in this command. The bridges are gone over Greenbrier river and the road might not be safe on account of Union men. I hope he has not started or that you did not receive my last letter. I am very tired and pretty well worn out. I have no doubt but Latham will burn the bridge at \nPhilippi.","Yours in haste\nMHJ","Hillery's, 9 miles West of Beverly \nTuesday April [28, 1863]","My Dear Wife\nFortune has favored us though we do not deserve it. We had advanced to within 12 miles of Philippi--the same distance from Buckannon--news came that 8 Brigades had reinforced the enemy--we commenced to retreat on Beverly and had reached this point. This morning we know that the enemy have fled from Buckhannon \u0026 Philippi--that Jones has captured New Creek and destroyed the Railroad at Rowlesburg. We start west again this morning either by Buckannon or Philippi.","Had Jackson been in command we would have been in Clarksburg today, The railroad would have been destroyed. When we turned back almost every man was dissatisfied--all wanted to fight the enemy without regard to numbers. Mrs. J. Arnold  --sister of Gen. Jackson--went off with the yankees. Arnold stayed at home says he is a good southern man, that his wife is crazy but Hell he says, could not govern a Jackson.","If Porter comes he must come with a crowd or with the mail which has a guard. Love to you all.","May 1st 1863","I was too late for the mail when I wrote the note on this sheet. We have been here two days. I do not know when we shall leave. I shall not be able to leave this command while it stays here and shall have to share its fortunes. The enemy have retired to Grafton \u0026 Clarksburg. Our information is very uncertain. Gen. Jones we are informed is at Evansville. It is very hard to communicate with him and we may have to form a junction with him before we advance against Clarksburg.","The Union people have fled by thousands. Dick was near Henson Hoff's--Hoff and his two sons have fled. He had held office under the Lincoln Government. If Porter has not started he had better come with the crowd that guards the mail. I have purchased dress patterns enough for our family for some time to come (calico Gingham) \u0026 also for Mr. Withrow's and some others, cloth for \nPorter and entire suit overcoat \u0026 c. I have boxed them up- do not know when they will reach you. I have been appointed agent to take charge of all abandoned property. This will be a heavy work--","Weston\nMay 5th [1863]","My Dear Wife\nI believe I wrote to you from Beverly. I have written to you since but missed the mail. After the affair at Beverly on Friday we left Beverly on Saturday about noon, marched 9 miles and encamped on Sunday. We marched to a point equidistant from Buckhannon and Philippi. Hearing nothing from Jones and learning that Mulligan had reinforced Gen Roberts we fell back to \nwithin 9 miles of Beverly. We again started for Buckhannon before reaching that point the enemy had evacuated the place--burnt a [ ] amt of commissaries stores \u0026 c. A large no of the Union men going with them.","We remained at Buckhannon two or three days waiting to hear from Gen. Jones, having lost sight of him at Evansville. Gen. Jones arrived at Buckhannon Saturday morning, having been at [ ], Morgantown, Fairmont, [Skinnston], Bridgeport, Philippi. We immediately marched to Weston arriving here on Sunday morning. Beyond Evansville the Railroad was torn up for a considerable distance. The fine bridge at Fairmont was [blown] down. There was a fight at Fairmont, several killed, 400 prisoners taken. 3 killed \nat Bridgeport \u0026 c. Gen Jones command brought in 1200 horses taken from Union and secession men without pay. Father lost about 30 so the men say--he will be paid some day Gen Jones has consented that Dick may take one of the horses taken from Father. I am glad our troops got the horses pay or no pay.","Mason [Hisser] \u0026 Ed Payne now along--I do not know when the next move will be made. The enemy are massing their strength at Clarksburg and probably outnumber us. It think it likely that Gen. Jones will make another raid around the enemy before Gen. Imboden advances upon Clarksburg. A fight may take place at Clarksburg, some days hence. Our friends are completely \nsubdued, talk in whispers are afraid to speak out.","At Buckhannon I purchased about two hundred dollars worth of goods, mostly plain dry goods--put them in a box with some purchased by the Qr Master of the 31st Virginia Regt. I believe he has the goods with him, do not know whether he will ever have an opportunity to send them out. I have purchased fifty dollars worth here but do ot know what to do with them--having no transportation. There are plenty fo goods but the difficulty is what to do with them.  Porter arrived here yesterday, he is well. I do not know when either of us will return.","Camp Kemper, Near Staunton\nSept 23d 1864","My Dear Wife\nI reported here this morning, at Staunton yesterday morning--may start to Richmond any morning on short notice. Found Dick's horse of no value he gave out before I had reached Middlebrook. With much labour I reached a point 3 miles beyond Staunton by 9 o'clock at night--next morning sent the horse to English's. I staid in Staunton 2 days with the hope of hearing some of the \nparticulars of the fight in the Valley, some of the casualties but could learn nothing of the kind.","The account of the battle is about as follows. The enemy in far superior number attacked Early about day light. We held our own until 3 o'clock driving the enemy some two miles--at which time our Cavalry upon the left embracing Vaughan's, Imboden's, McCausland's, and Wickham's brigade gave way. This placed the enemy's cavalry in Winchester in the rear of our infantry and close upon our wagon train. The wagon train would have been destroyed but for the large number of stragglers with the train--the\nYankee Cavalry mistaking them for a strong guard. Our infantry retired fighting saving the train and all the artillery but 3 pieces. I cannot learn the names of any of the killed wounded or captured except Gen. Rodes \u0026 Gen. Godwin killed. Gen Lee wounded. I shall go back to Staunton this evening and if I can learn any other names I will enclose them in this letter. Gen. Breckinridge is in Staunton today on his way to take command in S.W. Virginia. Nearly all our dead and wounded fell into the hands of the enemy--our loss being about 3,000. Those who passed over the ground from which we drove the enemy until 3 o'clock think the loss of the enemy greater than ours.","You have doubtless heard before this of the arrival of Richard Brown's family at Doct McChesney's. 5 families in all came through--the Yankees giving permission to all to come who desired to do so. Tell Leake to tell Mr. Higgenbotham that his detail was granted upon the ground of private necessity until the first of November. The detail has been here since the 15 of August. Tell Leake to gather all the fodder he can, but not to work too hard. If our army should fall back up the Valley have the barrels that are fixed filled with flour so that you can move it from the mill should it become necessary.","Yours \nM H Johnson","Fitz Lee Cavalry were whipped on Thursday in the Page Valley losing 4 pieces of Artillery. Gen Early was at Woodstock last night having lost 12 pieces of artillery at Fisher's Hill or some other point--he is falling back up the Valley. The excitement here is on the increase. Capt. Corder was killed. Col. Patton of the 22 badly wounded and in the hands of the enemy. Accounts on both sides in the Examiner not far from the truth regarding the stand point from which the view is taken. All say our cavalry has acted badly. Let \nthe advocates of plunder remember.","Richmond\nOct 11 64","My Dear Wife\nLeaving Staunton on Sunday evening of the break up I reached this place on Tuesday evening. Have been well since. The reserves are here on guard duty--encamped on the Manchester side of the river. At the great fright here last Friday week a portion of our command was sent to the front. I was not among the number. On Monday morning there was a severe frost here--ice forming upon buckets of water outside the tents. I suppose the early frost has [swept] or ruined our cane patch. I would be better to procure barrels and have as much of the flour ground as you can. Porter had better have his ground and forwarded to Richmond--if he desires it at this point before he leaves. I see the cadets are ordered to Richmond. Tell Porter if he has not started that he will find me at the camp at Manchester.","Every thing is again very quiet about here for the last few days not a distant cannon has been heard for several days. Henry Mahoney was among the returned prisoners. A gentleman desires Ella Wade to be informed that her husband at Fort McHenry was well last week. If Porter has not started he should bring with him his white overcoat and blanket as the nights are very cold here--at least have been. I have not heard from home since I left. You have doubtless heard of the arrival at Lebanon of J H Haymond's family--well provided with many things. Direct care of Mr. Bennett.","Lexington, Sunday\nDec. 4th, 1864","My Dear Wife\nI have been busy all day but I know you will be disappointed if you do not get a line from me tomorrow. It was impossible for me to leave here today but I will try and be at home next Sunday. Gen. Smith says that the Cadets will have a short furlough but I think it doubtful. I am hoping that Porter will get permission to come home for a few days, but suppose he will have to bear his own expenses--probably the money would be better spent by him in buying such little things as he needs, but if he comes all right. The \nGen. says they will draw another suit of clothes.","I had but little to eat when Philander was here and made but a poor show. Tell Leake that Jeff and I made a fine feast on his rabbit. Jeff is very well contented, but wants to eat when I do and becomes very impatient if I do let him eat with me. I shall have a clerk after today and a very good one if he will keep sober--which he has promised to do, but which no one believes he will do. I was hungry I believe and will have eaten up what you sent in a day or two--you can send me enough bread and meat to last until Saturday--send by the stage driver, also write me at the same time. Send me any of the rib pieces as I have a cap I can make [h ]. Excuse this scrawl and believe me truly yours. Brother Porter complains that I do not write to him.\nM H Johnson","Tell Mr. Newlon \u0026 Crawford if they come this way to come and stay with me.","Lexington, March 7 65","My Dear Wife\nThe latest news from Staunton is about as we first heard. Our loss--1200 in prisoners, only 4 killed and wounded. Col. Harmon killed. Mr. Church's story all a fabrication.","Jackson is expected at Brownsburg tonight--whether he will have any troops with him or not I do not know. If you are all well send Leake to the Gen and ask him to stay all night.","Jackson's and Imboden's men united with Rosser and pursued the enemy down the valley and may attack the guard and try to rescue the prisoners--but I hardly expect it as the Guard is a large one and Sheridan said to be along the the guard.","Truly yours,\nMHJ","Richmond \nJany 12, 1865","My Darling Sister\nYour sweet little letter was received this evening. I was truly glad to hear from home and you. I have now been from home over two weeks, and not a line until I received your letter this evening. I did not know but some evil genii had enchanted you all with some magic spell and changed you all into beast or birds, so you cannot imagine how much relieved I was when I read your letter and found you all still retain your original forms. I arrived safely here several days after I left home. Uncle Will  arrived several days ago. I got the things he brought. I am exceedingly obliged  to mother for them, they were very nice indeed.","We are very poorly fixed here for study, twenty in a room, one small table, no chairs or stools, but one gas burner, and attached to the side of the wall instead of the center of the room where it ought to be. There is but one little stove in the room and the meanest coal that you can imagine. We have but two meals a day which is quite often enough of the kind, bread and beef for breakfast and beef and bread for dinner. However I am living and well. I have been but to two meals in the mess hall in the last four days. I intend to leave here as soon as possible. I will have to cut my \nletter short as the gentleman who is going to carry it is in a hurry.","I was on guard last night and sat up until midnight reading Hiawatha which will probably account for the following lines. 2 I was just thinking what I should write you about my stay in Staunton when these lines occurred to me. I expect they will cause some amusement for you. It is my first attempt at writing poetry and I am not certain that I succeed very well, but it was written on the spur of the moment and under great difficulties. You must excuse all mistakes as I am writing in the dark nearly. To all good night.","From your affectionate \nBrother Porter","PS Write soon and give me all of the items of news and what you all think of my leaving here. Uncle [Porter] thinks I had as well leave.\nGoodbye \nPorter","Richmond\nFeb 5th 1865","Dear Mother\nYour kind letter was received and read with pleasure. I was glad to get a letter from you once more, one written by your own dear self. I am very sorry now that I have not written to you ere this but I was thinking like yourself that every mail would bring me a letter from mother, but none came. I am convinced now that I ought not to have waited so long, as I see it was my duty as well as pleasure to write to my dear mother. I am so sorry that by not writing to you that I should have caused one shadow to hover o'er\nyour brow or one pang of sadness to enter your heart. I would not intentionally grieve my mother for anything in reason. I am a naughty boy, but mother dear you must forgive me this time.","I am so sorry for you all at home that the weather is so cold. I sincerely hope you have plenty of wood. We have not had cold weather here [ ] and I have been very comfortable. Although I did not find but one of my blankets, however the one that was lost did not belong to me and the one to whom it did belong being wealthy very kindly told me it made no difference about it. Although I suffer a great many inconveniences here they are nothing to me compared with what you have to put up with. You must make yourself perfectly easy about me and do not imagine me suffering when I am very comfortable. We have Bible class every Sunday. I recite to Col. Preston, or rather hear him lecture. He makes the time spent with him pass very pleasantly and also imparts much useful and interesting knowledge. I had a permit last Wednesday. Called to see Mrs. Neason, she was very cordial indeed \u0026 invited me to spend all the time that I had to myself with her and to come every permit I got and spend the day which I promised to do. She complimented you very highly on the [way] you managed your affairs in West Virginia. I expect to get a permit on Saturday week when I shall go and see her again.","I intend to leave here the first of March. I came here by my own consent and with the understanding that I was to leave at the end of a year. I will soon have been two instead of one. I am sorry to say I am not getting along as well with my studies as I would wish.","Dear Sister Allie\nYour letter came duly to hand. I am truly happy to see you are such a punctual correspondent. Did you send the book I wrote for by Mr. C. I saw him the other day but he did not say whether he had brought it or not. I saw a splendid life size picture of Gen. Lee put up in the House of Delegates on Wednesday, it was by Bruce a very ordinary looking man. He asks six five thousand ($65,000) dollars for it. You ought to be here to see the crowds of ladies that flock to see us on dress parade and some very pretty ones I can tell you. I have almost fallen in love with one or two myself. Miss Lou H was out to see us today escorted by Maj. Stuart. She invited me to see her she was looking better than I ever saw her.","Richmond \nFeb 23d 1865","Dear Father\nYour welcome letter was received last night. Uncle Porter had been here in the evening and told that he had received a letter from you stating that you had written me permission to resign. I am very much gratified at your kind concess[ion] in my wishes, and pleased to find that your own ideas correspond with mine on so important a subject.","I feel it due to myself as well as to you to state to you some of the reasons I have for leaving here and giving up the only opportunity which I shall perhaps ever have of getting an education. In the first place I am past nineteen years old and I think that it is my duty to be in the army. All who stay here after they become eighteen are generally considered shirkers. Then I do not think that the school will continue much longer than the first of April, for is it reasonable to suppose or can it even be expected that in this the death struggle of the Confederacy when every man woman and child should be at his or her post, when every nerve is to \nbe strained to attain the object which we have so long fought for, that two or three hundred well drilled, able bodied men will be allowed to remain idle and inactive? I am sure the answer of any rational man will be No!","Then acting on the supposition that the corps will be ordered into service soon at all events, I think it advisable to resign while I \ncan, and while I have the power to join any command that I think proper. A right granted all cadets resigning by order of the Sct \nWar. And as for education, I look at it in this light. If we are subjugated the less education and refinement a man has the better for him, for the nearer the man approaches the brute the less feeling he has, and in the above contingency our condition will be little better than that of brutes. To look at the same question from another point, if the war continues, I will have to enter the army sooner or later. If I am killed education will profit me nothing, but suppose we gain our independence and I should be so fortunate as to survive the war, almost every youth in the Confederacy will be in my own lamentable condition without education or polish.","I think I shall hand in my resignation in about a week or so, I wish to finish analytic before leaving. I would like to join cavalry but do not see how I am to keep myself in horses.","Next I thought of mounted horse artillery but for the present I thought of accepting a second Ltc in the 2d Foreign Battalion, a position which I can get I think without much trouble. Uncle Porter advised me to take it at once as he thought it better to leave now if I could get a position than to wait a while and go as a private. There are several of my acquaintances in the same Battalion and one of my most intimate friends left the other day for a 1st Lt in the same. I cannot use the permission you sent me, it is right with the exception that you omitted to state that I resigned to enter the military service of the C.S. Please send me another with this addition.","Please excuse mistakes as I have written under difficulties and in haste.","From your affectionate Son,\nPorter.","New's Ferry, March 27th 1865","Dear Father\nI received both of your last letters. The one dated the 4th March first and the one dated 1st, a few days ago. I would have written to you before this, but thought I would wait until certain communication could be established. I did not get to see Mr. Newlon before he left or would have written by him.","I resigned about two weeks ago. I have been in the trenches one week since, with the Corps. It then took me a week or such a matter to make my arrangements to leave the city. I have accepted the place I wrote you about, and am now on my way to join my command, it is at Charlotte, NC. I would like very much to have come home before going into the army, but the way not being open when I had the time at my own disposal I did not attempt it.","It would have been a needless expense, and one which Uncle Porter advised me not to incur, though if the way had been clear I certainly should have come. My expenses at the V.M.I. were one hundred and fifty ($150) dollars. I will enclose you a statement of my financial account. I left Richmond Thursday and was two days getting to this place. I am at present at Mr Chalmers, the father of one of my classmates and friends. The son invited The son invited to his fathers house. I wanted some place on the line to leave my trunk. This is the place exactly, it is on a direct line from the south to R and quite safe from the enemy there. The family are so kind. Mr C has invited me to make his house my home, as long as I am pleased to stay, but I shall only remain two or three days.","I am tolerably equipped. Uncle P bought me a small pair of saddle bags for fifty (50) dollars. He also gave me an oilcloth. I am going to take as little baggage with me as possible and will try and take care of it. On parting from Mr Neeson he gave me some good advice just as you would have done and I saw that he felt a deep interest in my welfare. He also offered me money but I declined because I thought Uncle P had given me what he thought proper. You cannot be too grateful to Mr. Neeson and his family for their kindness to me. I wish you would write to him about it. I wish them to know how grateful I feel to them.","I hope to see you again but have not the most remote idea when. When you write to me again direct to Lt. Porter Johnson 2d Foreign Battalion, Charlotte NC. Write soon to your affectionate son. \nPorter Johnson","Dearling Mother\nI have not received a single line from you since a few days before the enemy's raid. I have heard once from home through Papa, but it made me sad than otherwise though I was truly glad to know that you were all well. My dear mother, I have now launched my bark on the ocean of life, and though the clouds lower around me and the waves roll high, I hope by the help of God, to [sp---t] \nthe flood.","I have thought a great deal about home and friends. I would have liked very much to have come home to see all of the dear ones again, but as it would have been a mere gratification and would have accomplished nothing I suppose it is best as it is. I am now staying at a very kind gentlemans in Halifax County.","I have met with some very kind friends indeed since I resigned. Mrs Neeson has been almost a mother to me, just as kind as she could be. She often talks of you and thinks Papa one of the best men in the world. I almost fell in love with her daughter Mary a quiet unassuming and modest girl of fourteen summers. There is a little bright eyed beauty of twelve years, sitting by me while I write, [ ] my [ ]. Give my best love to all. The girls must write me soon. Give my especial love to Leake, tell him to be a good boy and mind his mother. Write to me soon mother!","Your devoted son, Porter","Prison Hospital\nCamp Chase, Ohio, June 18, 1865","Dear Mother\nThe order for release of prisoners has at last arrived. I expect to be released in about a week. It is a bitter pill but has to be swallowed. I do not expect to be home immediately. J.W. McCorkle is sick, he expects to go to his Uncles in Cabell county. I must go with him. He would do the same for me and more. Then I will go by West Va. I shall stop a few days then hasten home as fast as possible. I am in good health. I have not heard from any at Bridgeport for three weeks, they were all well at that time. Eddie \nWithrow is well, he is going directly home. Jake [Tucker] is well. The thoughts of soon again being clasped in a mothers embrace, Oh! isn't it glorious. My best love to all, regards to my friends.","From your Affectionate Son \nPorter Johnson esq \nSoon to be Citizen of the United States of America Good and Loyal","This collection consists of 26 letters, bulk 1862-1865, from Mortimer Howell Johnson and his son Porter to members of their immediate family. The Johnson Family, originally from West Virginia, moved to Brownsburg in Rockbridge County, Virginia, although they maintained close ties to their former home.","Topics in Mortimer's letters include civilian life during the war, the animosity between Union and Confederate sympathizers in West Virginia (the letter of April 28, 1863 discusses the Union loyalty of Stonewall Jackson's sister, Laura Jackson Arnold), the Battle of Fredericksburg and its aftermath (December 1862), the Jones-Imboden Raid (West Virginia, April 1863).","Porter's letters include a discussion of VMI cadet life at the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia where the Corps was headquartered during the last months of the Civil War.","Written from Richmond, Virginia. Letter contains family news and comments on work of the state legislature.","Written from Brownsburg, Virginia. Letter regards the inflated prices of grain used to produce whiskey for soldiers.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards family news and expresses concerns about high cost of food.","Letter regards family news and mentions woman who is a Union sympathizer. Letter also mentions that Porter Johnson is eager to join the army.","Letter regards the Battle of Fredericksburg, Virginia.","Letter regards the Battle of Fredericksburg, Virginia.","Written from Fredericksburg, Virginia. Letter regards the Battle of Fredericksburg and personal news.","Written from Fredericksburg, Virginia. Letter regards family and business news.","Letter regards family friends who have been wounded, refugee families, and a problem with currency.","Written from \"Camp near Verden.\" Letter regards family news and mentions situation in West Virginia.","Written from Lynchburg, Virginia. Letter regards personal news, and inflated prices.","Written from \"Camp Near Verden.\" Letter regards family and business news.","Letter regards family and business news.","Written from Beverly, West Virginia. Letter regards the Jones-Imboden Raid.","Written at \"Hillery's, 9 miles west of Beverley,\" West Virginia. Letter regards the Jones-Imboden Raid, West Virginia and the Union sympathies of Laura Ann Arnold (Jackson).","Written from Weston, West Virginia. Letter regards the Jones-Imboden Raid and burning of bridge at Fairmont.","Written from Camp Kemper, near Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards the Battle of Winchester, Virginia.","Written from Richmond, Virginia. Letter regards general family, business, and Civil War news.","Written from Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family and business news.","Written from Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards General Sheridan's location in the valley.","Written from the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia, where VMI was headquartered from December 1864 until Richmond was evacuated in April 1865. Letter regards life at the Alms House.","Written from the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia, where VMI was headquartered from December 1864 until Richmond was evacuated in April 1865. Letter regards general news.","Letter regards dress parades.","Written from the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia. Letter regards Porter Johnson's decision to join the Army.","Written at \"New's Ferry.\" Letter regards Porter Johnson joining the Army.","Written at \"New's Ferry.\" Letter regards general news.","Written from Prison Hospital, Camp Chase, Ohio. Letter regards an order for release of prisoners.","Manuscript collections in the VMI Archives are made available for educational and research use. The VMI Archives should be cited as the source. The user assumes all responsibility for identifying and satisfying any copyright holders. Materials from our collections may \nnot be redistributed, published or reproduced without permission from the VMI Archives. 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He married Eliza Dulaney Kemble, born in Kingwood, Preston County, West Virginia. The Johnson Family resided in Brownsburg, Rockbridge County, Virginia at beginning of the Civil War, and Mortimer enlisted in April 1864 (at age 48) in the Rockbridge Senior Reserves. He was described as having a dark complexion, dark hair and eyes, and 5 foot 6 inches tall. He died on December 13, 1889 in Charleston, West Virginia and is buried at the High Bridge Presbyterian Church cemetery, Rockbridge County, Virginia. He was the father of Porter Johnson, VMI Class of 1867.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003ePorter Johnson (1845-1917) was born in 1845 in Taylor County, West Virginia. He matriculated at VMI on September 1, 1863 and was a cadet private at the Battle of New Market on May 15, 1864. Porter resigned from Corps of Cadets on March 6, 1865 and joined the 8th Confederate Battalion commanded by Colonel Garnett Andrews. 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But Leake, if you will be a good boy and learn your book and acquire a great deal of information and knowledge, you can come down here yourself some day and see Richmond and all the sights that are worth seeing here. The legislature is working very slow and not doingmuch good for the country. The House is not in session yet this morning. At 8 o'clock I left my boarding house came by the Post Office and barber shop at half past 9 in the house and engaged in writing this letter to you. The house meets at 11 o'clock and adjourns about 3 o'clock, so that we get dinner at half past 3. Sometimes the house does not adjourn until later. You set down in the house with a comfortable cushioned chair to sit upon, a desk before you to write upon and it frequently happens that while a member thinks he is making a very fine speech, one half the members are engaged in writing letters or reading newspapers. I suppose you have heard of the fight that happened in Congress last Saturday. It was disgraceful to the Nation andthe men that were engaged in it are heartily ashamed of it. You are the first that mentioned Katy in your letters. I had almost forgotten her. How is Sam Burdett and the rest of the boys or have you been so close at home that you have not seen them. I want you above all things Leake to be kind to others. How would you like to deny yourself at table and refuse to eat, until you see all the rest comfortably seated. This would be true politeness, \nand you would soon learn to be happy in seeing others happy. This would soon afford you a great pleasure, and you would then learn to \"do unto others as you would have others do unto you.\" Hoping to hear form you soon. I remain","Truly yours \nM. H. Johnson","Brownsburg, Rockbridge VirginiaFebruary 15, 1862C.W. Newlon, Esq","Dear SirExpecting you home in a few days. I have concluded to write to you again upon the subject of impressments and praying that something may be done, and that promptly to arrest the distillation of grain. Corn is now $1.12 and it would not surprise me if it reached $2.00 per bushel before the 1st of April. Ten barrels of whiskey were sold in this county a few days since at the almost fabulous price of three dollars per gal. If these prices are demanded and obtained for new liquor fresh from the still what is to \nprevent corn from being advanced before October to $5.00 per bu. Self preservation is the 1st law of nature and why should not that law apply to nations as well as to individuals. What will be our condition should the enemy push their raids so far into the interior as to destroy our railroad connections. If we expect to maintain our position, our stores of subsistence should be preserved. The North expected to starve us out when the war commenced. All that recognize a superintending providence had \ncause to thank the giver of daily bread last year for our unusually heavy crop of all kinds of grain. It was every where considered as an evidence that the Lord was on our side. Grant that it was so will he continue to be if we abuse his choicest favors-- if we convert ourselves into a nation of extortioners and have for our soldiers an army of drunkards. Grant as some contend that liquor is necessary for the soldiers should not a limit be placed upon the price of it . Liquor for which 3 dollars per gal is paid after running the blockade of the camp is frequently sold to the soldier at the high price of from one to five dollars per pint. If it is \nnecessary for the soldier it should be added to his rations and handed out under proper rules and regulations and every other person detected in smuggling liquor into the camp should be summarily and severely punished. Upon the summits of the Alleghaneys Gen. Johnson does not think it necessary to the health of the soldier and has with great diligence prevented its introduction to his camp. From what I can learn he has emptied of their contents more than fifty barrels in the last few weeks. This is seizing the bull by the horns . He is not tainted with that miserable fastidious delicacy of sentiment that is fearful of hurting somebody's feelings. He is entrusted with the defense of one of the important passes into the valley of Virginia and with a moral heroism equal to his fierce courage in the hours of conflict with the enemy he does not stop to inquire whether\nany body is hurt. How are the people of the valley who remain at home acting towards the heroic defenders of the Alleghany but for whose \nindomitable courage in repulsing an overwhelming body of the enemy the valley would now be overrun by marauding hordes of black Republican soldiers. While these brave men are enduring the rigors of a climate at an elevation where snow, rain or hail is an every day occurrence these that remain at home are engaged in all kinds of speculation. Every lb of butter though produced in unusually huge quantities is retailed to the soldiers at fifty cents per lb \u0026 c.","Staunton, Sept. 20th, 1862","My Dear WifeIt is possible that some ladies will leave here in a few days for Upshur County. I avail myself of the opportunity to inform you so far we are all well though there is and has been a great deal of sickness all over of this country. The girls are now boarding at a very good house in Brownsburg. The family not wanting help [Alcinda] is at Mr. Newlons. Porter and I left Brownsburg the last of September for the Mountains. We were one day too late to go with [Jenkins] or we might have attempted to get home. Porter has gone down the Valley towards Winchester and I shall start down today and fall in with him. We shall go as far as Maryland thence to Faquier and probably Rappahannock. I saw Gen Johnson a few days since, he was in good health and spirits. I have not heard from Philander for some time but \nsuppose that he is well. W. P. Kemble is still at Clarksville, Mecklenburg Co., Va. W. E. Kimble is at Richmond and well. He sent me 250 dollars. [Benton] sent me 250 dollars some time since. I received a letter from [Benton]- also one from Porter a few days since. They have both gone to Missouri to assist in organizing the troops in that State. Events are transpiring so rapidly at the present time that I should suppose both would tire of death and carnage. If the tide of war does not bring us home this fall I scarcely know what course to ask you to pursue. If you could bring sufficient with you to go to house keeping and meat to eat and other small articles there would be no difficulty in procuring a house in any part of the country, but it is almost impossible to procure any thing at this time in this country. Bacon is fifty cents sugar 80, coffee 2.00. -- calico 1.50 \nper yd., \u0026 c. But you have doubtly seen the prices of articles south in the Northern papers. I have not received a line from you since May. I saw young Cochran a few days since, he said he had seen you somewhere before he left, but did not speak to you. It was a satisfaction to know that you were well. I do not now know whether you have received any of my letters written with regard to the suits brought against me, therefore I repeat here what I have said in all my letters -- to pay no attention to their suits and do not \ntrouble yourself as to what disposition is made of the property- simply preserve all my books and papers. If you can get any thing from [T___] or Potts, do so, receipting to them for what you get. The girls are well pleased at the house they are now boarding at. The refugee families are all well. I do not know who of our soldiers have been killed in the fights at Manassas, Harpers Ferry, and in Maryland, but think the Taylor boys have escaped. Give my love to Leake and tell him for me to keep at his books. \nBelieve me truly yours \nM H Johnson","Porter has been anxious to go into the army this winter and I have half promised him that could he get to see you again he might go. He feels mortified at his present position and he is ambitious to take some part in the war. His idea is that a man has but one time to die and that a few years more or less will not make any difference. He says that he is able to carry a musket and that if he\ndoes not raise his arm in defence of his country under existing circumstances he shall never feel like asking a Southern woman to marry him and that a northern woman he would not have under any circumstances. George Armstrong was at Brownsburg when I left. He had come down on a visit. He is able to walk with the use of one crutch. He\nis conditionally true to his engagement . If what he shall have heard about be true of her joining in the reception at Grafton of the Yankee invaders he will suffer his other leg to be crippled and both arms torn from his body before he would have her or any other woman that by act of courtesy received a yankee favorably. George is a brave man, he is true to his country, and true to his love\nprovided she has been true to herself. I approve his course. I detest with intense hatred the time serving policy pursued in our country and I told Mr. [Ceplin] very frankly that it was with reluctance that I gave my hand to a man who was in the habit of shaking hands with the Yankees or what is worse the Union men of NW Virginia and I do not think I am an exception. Tho I have mentioned to you the sickness here, do not give yourself any uneasiness about it. Mr. Newlon promised that if Alcinda or her child gets sick, that he will take care of them. As we have been favored so far I still trust to Providence to preserve\nus in future. The girls are at a good house and should they get sick are in good hands- - Fanny is very careful they have all been using preventives so be of good cheer and do not get out of heart. Philander is well though I have not seen him for about a year. Porter and I went to Winchester, stayed in the Army ten days, but Philander was absent. We passed him as we went down the Valley and did not know. The fences are burned, this makes the road wide. To be relieved of the dust we were frequently 50 yards\nfrom the road. Philander has charge of about 100 wagons and was going to Rockingham for corn, thus we missed him. I suppose he gets about 100 dollars per month. I do not think he is drinking in fact he has not been. Porter I suppose will go the Army to see him. Say to Mr. Gawthrop that his son is well. He has been detailed as a butcher at $50 per month. William Sharps is his assistant. Saml\nTucker was seriously wounded at the battle of Manassas, but it is thought will recover. Uriah has recovered from his wound and is again in the Army. Jac is not yet able to go in the Army but is at the hospital taking care of Saml. H. Mahany and John are well, also the two Robinsons and James Boyd. I received a letter from Brother Porter and one from Thomas written the 27th of August, I have not heard since. They were well at that time. I do not think they were in the battle of Corinth as they had been sent on other service at that time. Porter expressed a desire that his family should be on this side of the line - his principle fear was that Tell might be made to swear he does not wish him to take an oath on any account. If there is no danger of Tell being sworn probably they had better stay where they are. W.P. Goff must be informed that he will be held personally responsible should he on any account permit or not prevent the administering of any of them oaths to Tell. Porter also swears by all that is sacred that he will hold some men in Clarksburg responsible for any indignity that may be offered to Father in any way, shape or form. Tell Emily that I try to keep Porter apprized that she is well \u0026 c. I have just seen a young man from Clarksburg and I shall write to\nPorter in the morning. I again repeat my advice to Father to quit business, have no cattle or other goods, convert everything into gold at even 40 percent and bury it, and put no tombstone to its grave. Give my love to Leake, tell him to be a good boy to attend to his book and say his lessons to you. I do not want him sent to school. I would not have him taught by anyone I know save yourself. I do not want him to associate with the children of the Union people in your section of the State. Tell Leake that Porter and I have slept out of doors a good many nights. We do this sooner than ask people to keep us all night, it is nothing to be refused a lodging for the night for love or money-- still there are some clever people. I have but one motto that is to \"run with patience the race set before,\" this I intend to do. So be of good cheer and do not despair.\nTruly yours,\nM. H. Johnson\nSince writing Mr. C. has been looking over his letters and [shares] the enclosed note from Miss Armstrong. W.P. Kimble is well, he is at Clarksville, Mecklenburg County Virginia. I loaned to Henry C Middleton fifty dollars when I was at the oil wells. Write him a note to send you the money, say to him that you are in need of it. To your friends buying in and hold for redemption such articles\nas you need I have no objection, but things that you do not need and than can be replaced let them go---","Monday Evening\nMy Dear Wife\nI write you this note to let you know that I arrived here safely last evening. I do not look for Porter and Bradford for several days. The roads are very much cut up and I expect they will have a hard time. I started Dick to meet them, but he may miss them entirely. Our loss in the fighting that has taken place is 1742 in killed and wounded. Our dead have been buried. The Yankee dead remain\nunburied. The field of battle is still in dispute. The Yankees have not asked the privilege of burying their dead and we cannot [venture] to do it. Ours were carried off during the fight. We occupied the best position and think the enemy loss 5 to our one. I have just been to take a look at the Yankee Army. They are drawn up in line of battle, but as it is now 4 o'clock we do not think\nthere will be a fight today. The principal fight was on Friday--though in sight we feel secure. My back is better though I am yet suffering. I was offered 200 dollars for the wagon and 2 sets harness, but could get no transportation at Staunton for our load. I am writing on a moments notice so excuse this hasty note. We are 10 miles from the office----","Thursday morning\nMy Dear Wife\nPorter and Bradford have not arrived yet--but unless I write today you will not hear from me until next week. This may reach you on Saturday and even [now] I must write very hastily. The loss of the abolitionists in the last battle near Fredericksburg was greater than we at first supposed. They are again on the other side of the River. I spent yesterday afternoon in going over a portion of the battle field near or adjoining the City. On the portion of the field I visited there were at least 500 dead. Under a flag of truce they were burying their dead but doing it in a very careless manner. Unless they worked last night they cannot get through before sometime today. After going through Fredericksburg and seeing the results of their vandalism I felt no sympathy for their justly merited fate. Scattered books, broken [----], furniture of all kinds and every description carried into the streets and broken to pieces. Our own loss is narrowed down to less than 400 killed and less than a thousand wounded, while the loss of the enemy cannot be less than 2000 killed and from 10 to 20 thousand wounded and missing. All who have visited the ground concur in the opinion that the dead\nare thicker upon the ground than any [field] they have seen. One could have walked for 400 yds upon the dead. This was close up to the houses reaching back 400 yds to a stone wall. Burnsides is considered a fool for making the attack, as from his camp he could see our position and defenses. Our army could have withstood an attack by 400 thousand men. Our victory was complete. I have not yet seen any Yankee account of the battle. There was some conversation on yesterday between our men and the men\ndetailed to bury the dead. They all agreed that their defeat was a terrible one. A physician told Judge G. that he thought this [------] would certainly satisfy the North. We lost [260] as prisoners who were exchanged on yesterday. We have besides about 1000 prisoners who will be paroled but you will get the news from the papers before this reaches you. All is quiet this morning. Write to me and let me know how you are getting along. Write at least twice a week as in that way probably one of the letters might reach me. Give my love to the children and believe me truly yours,\nMHJ\nPS. The 25th and 31st were not engaged. I have not seen Philander he is 12 miles distant.","Camp Fredericksburg \nDec. 25th 1862\nMy Dear Wife\nI should like this morning to be with you very much but as that cannot be the best I can do is to write you and let you know how\nglad I would be were it so. Days and weeks seem to me much longer now than they were before your arrival, before I could not be with you if I would; now I might were it not that I would have to give up a situation in order to gratify my wishes and my feelings. I have not heard from you since I left, but hope that you are all well and getting along well. The weather here has been much colder than the spell was at Brownsburg while I was there. From all we can gather from the Northern papers their defeat was much greater than we supposed immediately after the battle. One of their correspondents estimates 3000 wounded in one of their divisions and that the wounded are in our hands. This is not so. Their number of dead is greater than their estimate. Many of the southern Regts take no prisoners especially the Louisianians - who are determined to have revenge for the outrages of Butler and his troops -. One can form but a faint idea of the horrors of a battle field without an actual inspection upon the ground. I can assure you I should feel rejoice if the war could close without such another scene as we have witnessed here - but if our foes will not cease the War which it is in their power to do then I hope that every conflict will result as favorable to us as this great fight at Fredericksburg. Porter went to see Philander and took to him the little things you had sent to him. He needs two flannel shirts also his hat. Hopes to be able to go and see you before a great while. Jackson's Army is about 20 miles from our camp. Porter carried Mr. Rapps package and boots to him, but learned that he had been wounded and taken to Lynchburg - this I suppose is no news at Brownsburg by this time. Ask what shall be done with what was sent to him. When I wrote you last my information was that the \n31st and 25th were not engaged but this was not correct. I do not know how many were wounded or killed in either but do not think the loss was great. We have a very fine band in the same field we are in. Last night among others they played \"Old Dog Tray.\" It made me think of Carlo and your description of his faithfulness. There seems to be no gloom or dreariness of thought among our soldiers so far as\nmy observation extends. All seem cheerful and gay. The dead are buried - the wounded and sick sent off - so that the well alone \nare left. Victory inspires confidence and certainly a great victory has attended our armies and what is more the North feels and\n[ ---- ] it. When Mr. Newlon goes to Richmond let him renew our subscription to the Examiner for six months or if you prefer some other paper. Let him subscribe to the paper you prefer. Porter did not arrive here until the dead were buried so that he missed a sight. I have very much desired he should see under the hope it would lessen his desire to join the army before he is 18. Our lead was too much for the bad team we had. I left 2 barrels of apples and 65 lbs butter at Staunton. Porter afterwards left 2 barrels at Waynesboro -- arriving here with 3 2/3 bls of apples and part of his butter. The expenses of the trip were over 40 dollars - unless those left behind come on it will prove a losing business.","Camp Fredericksburg \nDecember 29, 1862\nMy Dear Wife\nI am still without a letter from you, nor have I heard from Brownsburg since I left. We move in the morning to some point 25 miles nearer to Richmond so you need not answer this note until you hear from me again. Only portions of the army fall back at this \ntime, but it is supposed that Gen. Lee with the main army will follow in a short time; the object being to eat up everything as we fall \nback so that the enemy will find it difficult to sustain or rather to support their army should they elect to advance. I sold the wagon, harness and the two old horses for 625 dollars including the horse I had when you arrived. I thought it better to keep the two young mares for the present. Porter was offered 300 dollars for the bay mare today but thinks she will bring more money. I have heard nothing of the butter and apples left at Staunton and Waynesboro and probably never will. If so I shall lose by my investment as I sold what arrived here for cost and expenses. You had better have your apples opened and see that they are not rotting. These that arrived here had rotted considerably. Richard started to Staunton on Saturday morning and will not return for some two weeks. I have suffered considerably for the last few days with my back and have had to use half of a bottle of liniment tonight being the first I have used since the morning I left. Porter is in good health and if he keeps well and we settle down for the winter I think I can learn him so that he can do my writing and give me an opportunity to stay with you for a short time in the month of Feby. I should like to be with you sooner but do not see how I can get away sooner with the amount of writing on hand. I have taken up for the benefit of the 31st Regt a small collection among the men in our train. You will ask Mr. Withrow to hand to \nthe Ladies Society of Brownsburg thirty dollars with the request that they purchase yarn and convert it into socks for the men in that Regt. I shall try to send them a farther sum sometime next month. If you need money call on Mr. Withrow for what you may need until I have an opportunity to send you some which will be before long. It is now near 11 oclock. I was writing all day, have been packing up tonight so that we can make an early start in the morning having gotten every thing ready. Though tired I felt like writing to you if for nothing else to say how glad I would be to be with you. Give my love to all the children and accept for yourself my last thought for the night and my last letter for 1862.","...Philander was well last week. I have not seen him since the fight at P Republic. He has been to Richmond and is now with Jackson's Army (where Jackson is no one even knows except the Yankees). W.E. Kemble is at Richmond Asst Surgeon at some of the hospitals--W P Kemble is well though I have not seen him for 9 months, we have not met. Young Gawthrop, Jones, Armstrong and the men generally from our section are well--The 3 Tuckers have all been wounded but are getting well. You will see that [Jack] Tucker's wife does not suffer--a braver man does not exist. Hansbrough I heard was in Richmond a few days since, I have not seen him since last November. Mr. Armstrong and family are at Buckingham Courthouse. George is recovering from his wound slowly. I saw a letter from him a few days since to Doct Newlon in which he stated that the ladies \"God bless em\"had been very kind to him and he was not certain but that there was a warm corner in his heart for one of them \"having been disappointed in his first love he did not know whether he should ever love again.\" Doct Newlon said the interpretation was that Vic had joined in the procession at Grafton to welcome the yankee troops. We heard at the time that there was a procession at Grafton and there may be some foundation for the story. If she was one of that number I do blame George, but on the contrary approve his view. In most the Southern cities the true Southern women refuse to recognize in any way the whole tribe of invaders. I admire their course. I wrote to you last winter to tell J W B to keep quiet. I have never heard whether you received my letter or any other of the many letters I have written this spring. If they have fallen into Yankee hands, they have found out that I feel but little respect for them and less for the time serving people in your section of the State (W. Va). Fanny has also written to you, but whether the letters ever reached you or not, I do not know. The Refugee families have all escaped sickness so far--this is wonderful considering the amount of sickness we have seen of all kinds. Porter is a very good boy and says he thinks he will return to you as good as he left. I have promised him that he may go to the Army whenever he has seen you--it galls him very much that I will not let him go. The boys are more anxious to go than the men. Charles Newlon Jr. has joined a Cavalry Co. and is now at Union Monroe. Mrs. N was opposed to it, but Newlon desired him to go. Newlon's family are still at Brownsburg all well. D. Goff, Claud[--] and their families 5 miles west of Staunton, the longer they stay away the firmer South they become. The Crawfords from Beverly are all well and near Brownsburg. B. Bassel and my self are now writing these letters at the same table while Geo. Johnson is reading the news. You will send word to Mahoney's family that he is well and making money and that he expects Smith to pay them the amt furnished by him to Wash--which was considerable--and if they should need it,--more. Mahoney I suppose has made over 7000 seven thousand dollars--he is trading in every way. Edward Payne was at Staunton a few days since. He brought up a Sincel or Sinclair captured at Moorefield. I did not see Payne and my informant could not remember the name, said he was a wagoner. The Yankees were paroled, but not so with the Virginians. Gov. Letcher has something to say to Virginians captured in the service of Lincoln. If you get any money either get gold or valley money do not trust to N W. Virginia money and for this reason--If in the tide of War our armies should ever win the N West your money will not be good, as the men having charge of the banks will leave and carry with them the specie. Father thinks he knows too much to be advised. I am surprised at his doing business or attempting to do it. But if in the tide of War our army should get your way our friends should lay out all their Northern money for bacon and other articles needed in the south. I give a hint if they do not profit by it--I cannot keep it--I am not doing anything to make money. I have refused to join in the mania for speculation that has 1/2 ruined the Patriotism of the south. All speculation here causes the poor to suffer. If we had not stopped making whiskey corn would have been from five to ten dollars per bushel. Whiskey sells at 5 dollars per gal by the barrel and often as five dollars per pint by retail...","Camp near Verden\nJanuary 25, 1863\nMy Dear Wife\nYours of the 15th was received one week since for your expressions of kindness receive my sincere thanks. Your uneasiness about my health and amount of labor is too great. The amt of labor is not so very great except at particular times. If I did not suffer with my back, it would not be much. I was in Richmond this week saw your brother William, he was ordered to N Carolina the day I arrived in Richmond and left next morning. I saw Trayhorn the bogus Sheriff of Barbour who was arrested by Capt Hill of Imboden's command and brought to Richmond. After his arrest a company from [M or W-------] went to Barbour killed 2 citizens  and carried 8 more to Wheeling to be held as hostages for the safety of Trayhorn. I learn from Judge Camden who left Richmond yesterday that John Williamson and Wm. Elliot had arrived in Richmond as Commissioners from Pierpoint to effect the release of Trayhorn. Saml. Elliot had been carried to Wheeling as one of the hostages. I saw the judge but a moment and did not learn the particulars about the killing of the men in Barbour. Mrs Rapps [ ] is here did not receive your letter about it until Goff had left and I was not here when Bradford left. If there was anything else it has been stolen. I found the bundle open one day but not hearing what was in it I could not tell whether anything was missing or not. I hope it was nothing of much value. When at home I lost the key of the trunk was not the stray key at Mr. Withrow's mine--We do not need any blankets have plenty--I shall write you in a few days. Do not count time as I am not certain when I can be at home. Give my love to all the children--write to Porter about improvement of his time--he has books--","Lynchburg, Tuesday \nMarch 10, 1863 \nMy Dear Wife\nI might have stayed another hour with you on Sunday, but I wanted to give Leake ample time to return and not ride fast as it was very warm on Sunday. I arrived at the landing at least 3 hours before the boat started--arrived here yesterday morning by 9 oclock--shall leave in the morning for Hanover--not certain that I shall have hired a single teamster. There has been a heavy fall of snow today, but it is raining now and everything looks gloomy and I feel so I cannot help it. Here you see nothing and hear nothing but tobacco--save when a soldier steps up to pay his bill or asks what he will have to pay for a days board and is answered 5, 6 or 7 dollars. I feel satisfied from his look, that he wishes all these people in Yankeedom and \ntheir town in ashes. I do not feel hopeful at this time as to the result of the contest. I do not fear that Yankees can whip us, but I do fear that the desire of gain, the thirst for money will yet overwhelm us. One can hardly feel like risking his life for such a set, but our rulers are to blame. If in the first place a tariff of prices had been fixed upon the leading articles--such a state of things would never have existed. Before Porter starts for his [mare] he had better see if he can get anything to feed her on--if he cannot she will be badly off. I bought yesterday near 1/2 pint cabbage seed for $4.00--this you will think a large quantity. I want to raise a full garden, what we do not want we can sell. I also bought a paper of Turnip, salsify, and parsley and lettuce. I think in all probability I shall return home to stay before long and the more I think about it and the more I see how the soldiers are treated the less I approve of Porter's determination to go into the service before his time, but he will have to decide for himself. I am not certain now about starting in the morning as the man that was to meet me here this evening has not done so. You need \nnot write until you hear from me again, that is if you all keep well--","Camp Near Verden \nMarch 14, 1863\nMy Dear Wife\nI returned here on Thursday. I went to Richmond today on business--was there but 4 hours. Just before leaving I met with Porter Johnson who had arrived in Richmond last night. He had been told by some one that I was in Richmond, was on the look out for me. I shook hands with him without recognizing him. I was not thinking about him--did not look particularly before I remarked \"I believe I do not remember you.\"---He had not received any of our letters. I had but little conversation with him and did not learn his business. I shall go down to Richmond on Monday to see him. He may visit Brownsburg before his return to Missouri. I met young Camden at the cars in Lynchburg and sent the garden seeds by him. I shall try and get some more seeds in this neighborhood. I found your letter on my return--read it with much satisfaction though I had seen you since it was written. Norvel Lewis of Clarksburg died in Richmond last Saturday. He had been drinking for some days, was prostrated at once and all that could be done did not revive him. Porter knew him well and I hope his fate will be a warning to him never to drink liquor. His death has produced a great grief among those that knew him. I shall write again by Wednesday's mail. Let me know when you are to move. Probably if Porter concludes to come up I may be up with him. If you have nothing in the house do not fret about it. You cannot have less furniture than we have in camp and we got along very well. So long as we keep our health take the world easy--it is not worth while to fret about what we cannot help. I sold the bay mare this evening for $300, she was being reduced each day, so I though it better to part with her. After you are moved, I will write to Porter when to come after his mare. Give my love to the children and believe me truly yours \nM H Johnson\n\nMarch 15 63 \nMy Dear Wife \nCapt. Semmes did not leave this morning as he expected. Tell Porter I have examined his mare today. I do not think she has fallen off much. Write to me on the receipt of this and forward to Verden. Let me know when you will move or whether you have moved. There has been no weather for gardening, so I do not expect that Porter has done anything yet. I can get some sweet \npotatoes  from [S ]--had I better do so","Sunday March 29 [1863]","My Dear Wife\nYours of the 25th was received last evening. On Tuesday I went to Richmond and returned on Thursday. On Friday morning I went to Fredericksburg and returned on yesterday. I saw Philander--he was well and had received your letter. He had joined a company in the 13th Virginia Regt and thought probably he might go into actual service.","Since I left Fredericksburg our army have used up a large proportion of the timber for firewood--the timber being cut down--the Yankee truly are in full view for miles. The soldiers have been ordered to send nearly all their baggage to Richmond so as to have nothing but what they can carry upon their backs. Some think there will be a movement either forward or backward in a few days.","Porter's business at Richmond is to have adjusted the pay coming to the Missouri troops. He was nearly through with his business when I left Richmond. He had not determined on what route he would return to the west. I regret very much that we moved into that house since they have taken the store room for a hospital--as sickness has generally followed the army. But I suppose among [P ] of Brownsburg it would be heretical to suppose that anyone would be sick without a special decree from above.","I think it probable that I may be that way in 10 or 15 days. There is some business to do in Culpeper and probably in Buckingham. I may go on horseback if so I shall ride mare and go into Brownsburg. I am not positive about it. We had a very rainy day yesterday--it is cold today. It is near the first of April and there is very little plowing done in this neighbourhood, everything is very backward, nothing green except wheat and that very poor.","Give my love to the children and believe me truly yours,\nM H Johnson","Beverly\nSaturday 25 [April] 1863","My Dear Wife\nBeverly was taken yesterday after about two hours cannonading and some but not much skirmishing of infantry. The abolitionists were about 1300 in number. Latham succeeded in burning all his stores. [He] succeeded in getting away in the direction of Philippi with little or no loss of men. Our cavalry pursued, but I fear without any success.","If Porter has not started tell him to stay where he is. The bad management here has [lessened] my confidence in this command. The bridges are gone over Greenbrier river and the road might not be safe on account of Union men. I hope he has not started or that you did not receive my last letter. I am very tired and pretty well worn out. I have no doubt but Latham will burn the bridge at \nPhilippi.","Yours in haste\nMHJ","Hillery's, 9 miles West of Beverly \nTuesday April [28, 1863]","My Dear Wife\nFortune has favored us though we do not deserve it. We had advanced to within 12 miles of Philippi--the same distance from Buckannon--news came that 8 Brigades had reinforced the enemy--we commenced to retreat on Beverly and had reached this point. This morning we know that the enemy have fled from Buckhannon \u0026 Philippi--that Jones has captured New Creek and destroyed the Railroad at Rowlesburg. We start west again this morning either by Buckannon or Philippi.","Had Jackson been in command we would have been in Clarksburg today, The railroad would have been destroyed. When we turned back almost every man was dissatisfied--all wanted to fight the enemy without regard to numbers. Mrs. J. Arnold  --sister of Gen. Jackson--went off with the yankees. Arnold stayed at home says he is a good southern man, that his wife is crazy but Hell he says, could not govern a Jackson.","If Porter comes he must come with a crowd or with the mail which has a guard. Love to you all.","May 1st 1863","I was too late for the mail when I wrote the note on this sheet. We have been here two days. I do not know when we shall leave. I shall not be able to leave this command while it stays here and shall have to share its fortunes. The enemy have retired to Grafton \u0026 Clarksburg. Our information is very uncertain. Gen. Jones we are informed is at Evansville. It is very hard to communicate with him and we may have to form a junction with him before we advance against Clarksburg.","The Union people have fled by thousands. Dick was near Henson Hoff's--Hoff and his two sons have fled. He had held office under the Lincoln Government. If Porter has not started he had better come with the crowd that guards the mail. I have purchased dress patterns enough for our family for some time to come (calico Gingham) \u0026 also for Mr. Withrow's and some others, cloth for \nPorter and entire suit overcoat \u0026 c. I have boxed them up- do not know when they will reach you. I have been appointed agent to take charge of all abandoned property. This will be a heavy work--","Weston\nMay 5th [1863]","My Dear Wife\nI believe I wrote to you from Beverly. I have written to you since but missed the mail. After the affair at Beverly on Friday we left Beverly on Saturday about noon, marched 9 miles and encamped on Sunday. We marched to a point equidistant from Buckhannon and Philippi. Hearing nothing from Jones and learning that Mulligan had reinforced Gen Roberts we fell back to \nwithin 9 miles of Beverly. We again started for Buckhannon before reaching that point the enemy had evacuated the place--burnt a [ ] amt of commissaries stores \u0026 c. A large no of the Union men going with them.","We remained at Buckhannon two or three days waiting to hear from Gen. Jones, having lost sight of him at Evansville. Gen. Jones arrived at Buckhannon Saturday morning, having been at [ ], Morgantown, Fairmont, [Skinnston], Bridgeport, Philippi. We immediately marched to Weston arriving here on Sunday morning. Beyond Evansville the Railroad was torn up for a considerable distance. The fine bridge at Fairmont was [blown] down. There was a fight at Fairmont, several killed, 400 prisoners taken. 3 killed \nat Bridgeport \u0026 c. Gen Jones command brought in 1200 horses taken from Union and secession men without pay. Father lost about 30 so the men say--he will be paid some day Gen Jones has consented that Dick may take one of the horses taken from Father. I am glad our troops got the horses pay or no pay.","Mason [Hisser] \u0026 Ed Payne now along--I do not know when the next move will be made. The enemy are massing their strength at Clarksburg and probably outnumber us. It think it likely that Gen. Jones will make another raid around the enemy before Gen. Imboden advances upon Clarksburg. A fight may take place at Clarksburg, some days hence. Our friends are completely \nsubdued, talk in whispers are afraid to speak out.","At Buckhannon I purchased about two hundred dollars worth of goods, mostly plain dry goods--put them in a box with some purchased by the Qr Master of the 31st Virginia Regt. I believe he has the goods with him, do not know whether he will ever have an opportunity to send them out. I have purchased fifty dollars worth here but do ot know what to do with them--having no transportation. There are plenty fo goods but the difficulty is what to do with them.  Porter arrived here yesterday, he is well. I do not know when either of us will return.","Camp Kemper, Near Staunton\nSept 23d 1864","My Dear Wife\nI reported here this morning, at Staunton yesterday morning--may start to Richmond any morning on short notice. Found Dick's horse of no value he gave out before I had reached Middlebrook. With much labour I reached a point 3 miles beyond Staunton by 9 o'clock at night--next morning sent the horse to English's. I staid in Staunton 2 days with the hope of hearing some of the \nparticulars of the fight in the Valley, some of the casualties but could learn nothing of the kind.","The account of the battle is about as follows. The enemy in far superior number attacked Early about day light. We held our own until 3 o'clock driving the enemy some two miles--at which time our Cavalry upon the left embracing Vaughan's, Imboden's, McCausland's, and Wickham's brigade gave way. This placed the enemy's cavalry in Winchester in the rear of our infantry and close upon our wagon train. The wagon train would have been destroyed but for the large number of stragglers with the train--the\nYankee Cavalry mistaking them for a strong guard. Our infantry retired fighting saving the train and all the artillery but 3 pieces. I cannot learn the names of any of the killed wounded or captured except Gen. Rodes \u0026 Gen. Godwin killed. Gen Lee wounded. I shall go back to Staunton this evening and if I can learn any other names I will enclose them in this letter. Gen. Breckinridge is in Staunton today on his way to take command in S.W. Virginia. Nearly all our dead and wounded fell into the hands of the enemy--our loss being about 3,000. Those who passed over the ground from which we drove the enemy until 3 o'clock think the loss of the enemy greater than ours.","You have doubtless heard before this of the arrival of Richard Brown's family at Doct McChesney's. 5 families in all came through--the Yankees giving permission to all to come who desired to do so. Tell Leake to tell Mr. Higgenbotham that his detail was granted upon the ground of private necessity until the first of November. The detail has been here since the 15 of August. Tell Leake to gather all the fodder he can, but not to work too hard. If our army should fall back up the Valley have the barrels that are fixed filled with flour so that you can move it from the mill should it become necessary.","Yours \nM H Johnson","Fitz Lee Cavalry were whipped on Thursday in the Page Valley losing 4 pieces of Artillery. Gen Early was at Woodstock last night having lost 12 pieces of artillery at Fisher's Hill or some other point--he is falling back up the Valley. The excitement here is on the increase. Capt. Corder was killed. Col. Patton of the 22 badly wounded and in the hands of the enemy. Accounts on both sides in the Examiner not far from the truth regarding the stand point from which the view is taken. All say our cavalry has acted badly. Let \nthe advocates of plunder remember.","Richmond\nOct 11 64","My Dear Wife\nLeaving Staunton on Sunday evening of the break up I reached this place on Tuesday evening. Have been well since. The reserves are here on guard duty--encamped on the Manchester side of the river. At the great fright here last Friday week a portion of our command was sent to the front. I was not among the number. On Monday morning there was a severe frost here--ice forming upon buckets of water outside the tents. I suppose the early frost has [swept] or ruined our cane patch. I would be better to procure barrels and have as much of the flour ground as you can. Porter had better have his ground and forwarded to Richmond--if he desires it at this point before he leaves. I see the cadets are ordered to Richmond. Tell Porter if he has not started that he will find me at the camp at Manchester.","Every thing is again very quiet about here for the last few days not a distant cannon has been heard for several days. Henry Mahoney was among the returned prisoners. A gentleman desires Ella Wade to be informed that her husband at Fort McHenry was well last week. If Porter has not started he should bring with him his white overcoat and blanket as the nights are very cold here--at least have been. I have not heard from home since I left. You have doubtless heard of the arrival at Lebanon of J H Haymond's family--well provided with many things. Direct care of Mr. Bennett.","Lexington, Sunday\nDec. 4th, 1864","My Dear Wife\nI have been busy all day but I know you will be disappointed if you do not get a line from me tomorrow. It was impossible for me to leave here today but I will try and be at home next Sunday. Gen. Smith says that the Cadets will have a short furlough but I think it doubtful. I am hoping that Porter will get permission to come home for a few days, but suppose he will have to bear his own expenses--probably the money would be better spent by him in buying such little things as he needs, but if he comes all right. The \nGen. says they will draw another suit of clothes.","I had but little to eat when Philander was here and made but a poor show. Tell Leake that Jeff and I made a fine feast on his rabbit. Jeff is very well contented, but wants to eat when I do and becomes very impatient if I do let him eat with me. I shall have a clerk after today and a very good one if he will keep sober--which he has promised to do, but which no one believes he will do. I was hungry I believe and will have eaten up what you sent in a day or two--you can send me enough bread and meat to last until Saturday--send by the stage driver, also write me at the same time. Send me any of the rib pieces as I have a cap I can make [h ]. Excuse this scrawl and believe me truly yours. Brother Porter complains that I do not write to him.\nM H Johnson","Tell Mr. Newlon \u0026 Crawford if they come this way to come and stay with me.","Lexington, March 7 65","My Dear Wife\nThe latest news from Staunton is about as we first heard. Our loss--1200 in prisoners, only 4 killed and wounded. Col. Harmon killed. Mr. Church's story all a fabrication.","Jackson is expected at Brownsburg tonight--whether he will have any troops with him or not I do not know. If you are all well send Leake to the Gen and ask him to stay all night.","Jackson's and Imboden's men united with Rosser and pursued the enemy down the valley and may attack the guard and try to rescue the prisoners--but I hardly expect it as the Guard is a large one and Sheridan said to be along the the guard.","Truly yours,\nMHJ","Richmond \nJany 12, 1865","My Darling Sister\nYour sweet little letter was received this evening. I was truly glad to hear from home and you. I have now been from home over two weeks, and not a line until I received your letter this evening. I did not know but some evil genii had enchanted you all with some magic spell and changed you all into beast or birds, so you cannot imagine how much relieved I was when I read your letter and found you all still retain your original forms. I arrived safely here several days after I left home. Uncle Will  arrived several days ago. I got the things he brought. I am exceedingly obliged  to mother for them, they were very nice indeed.","We are very poorly fixed here for study, twenty in a room, one small table, no chairs or stools, but one gas burner, and attached to the side of the wall instead of the center of the room where it ought to be. There is but one little stove in the room and the meanest coal that you can imagine. We have but two meals a day which is quite often enough of the kind, bread and beef for breakfast and beef and bread for dinner. However I am living and well. I have been but to two meals in the mess hall in the last four days. I intend to leave here as soon as possible. I will have to cut my \nletter short as the gentleman who is going to carry it is in a hurry.","I was on guard last night and sat up until midnight reading Hiawatha which will probably account for the following lines. 2 I was just thinking what I should write you about my stay in Staunton when these lines occurred to me. I expect they will cause some amusement for you. It is my first attempt at writing poetry and I am not certain that I succeed very well, but it was written on the spur of the moment and under great difficulties. You must excuse all mistakes as I am writing in the dark nearly. To all good night.","From your affectionate \nBrother Porter","PS Write soon and give me all of the items of news and what you all think of my leaving here. Uncle [Porter] thinks I had as well leave.\nGoodbye \nPorter","Richmond\nFeb 5th 1865","Dear Mother\nYour kind letter was received and read with pleasure. I was glad to get a letter from you once more, one written by your own dear self. I am very sorry now that I have not written to you ere this but I was thinking like yourself that every mail would bring me a letter from mother, but none came. I am convinced now that I ought not to have waited so long, as I see it was my duty as well as pleasure to write to my dear mother. I am so sorry that by not writing to you that I should have caused one shadow to hover o'er\nyour brow or one pang of sadness to enter your heart. I would not intentionally grieve my mother for anything in reason. I am a naughty boy, but mother dear you must forgive me this time.","I am so sorry for you all at home that the weather is so cold. I sincerely hope you have plenty of wood. We have not had cold weather here [ ] and I have been very comfortable. Although I did not find but one of my blankets, however the one that was lost did not belong to me and the one to whom it did belong being wealthy very kindly told me it made no difference about it. Although I suffer a great many inconveniences here they are nothing to me compared with what you have to put up with. You must make yourself perfectly easy about me and do not imagine me suffering when I am very comfortable. We have Bible class every Sunday. I recite to Col. Preston, or rather hear him lecture. He makes the time spent with him pass very pleasantly and also imparts much useful and interesting knowledge. I had a permit last Wednesday. Called to see Mrs. Neason, she was very cordial indeed \u0026 invited me to spend all the time that I had to myself with her and to come every permit I got and spend the day which I promised to do. She complimented you very highly on the [way] you managed your affairs in West Virginia. I expect to get a permit on Saturday week when I shall go and see her again.","I intend to leave here the first of March. I came here by my own consent and with the understanding that I was to leave at the end of a year. I will soon have been two instead of one. I am sorry to say I am not getting along as well with my studies as I would wish.","Dear Sister Allie\nYour letter came duly to hand. I am truly happy to see you are such a punctual correspondent. Did you send the book I wrote for by Mr. C. I saw him the other day but he did not say whether he had brought it or not. I saw a splendid life size picture of Gen. Lee put up in the House of Delegates on Wednesday, it was by Bruce a very ordinary looking man. He asks six five thousand ($65,000) dollars for it. You ought to be here to see the crowds of ladies that flock to see us on dress parade and some very pretty ones I can tell you. I have almost fallen in love with one or two myself. Miss Lou H was out to see us today escorted by Maj. Stuart. She invited me to see her she was looking better than I ever saw her.","Richmond \nFeb 23d 1865","Dear Father\nYour welcome letter was received last night. Uncle Porter had been here in the evening and told that he had received a letter from you stating that you had written me permission to resign. I am very much gratified at your kind concess[ion] in my wishes, and pleased to find that your own ideas correspond with mine on so important a subject.","I feel it due to myself as well as to you to state to you some of the reasons I have for leaving here and giving up the only opportunity which I shall perhaps ever have of getting an education. In the first place I am past nineteen years old and I think that it is my duty to be in the army. All who stay here after they become eighteen are generally considered shirkers. Then I do not think that the school will continue much longer than the first of April, for is it reasonable to suppose or can it even be expected that in this the death struggle of the Confederacy when every man woman and child should be at his or her post, when every nerve is to \nbe strained to attain the object which we have so long fought for, that two or three hundred well drilled, able bodied men will be allowed to remain idle and inactive? I am sure the answer of any rational man will be No!","Then acting on the supposition that the corps will be ordered into service soon at all events, I think it advisable to resign while I \ncan, and while I have the power to join any command that I think proper. A right granted all cadets resigning by order of the Sct \nWar. And as for education, I look at it in this light. If we are subjugated the less education and refinement a man has the better for him, for the nearer the man approaches the brute the less feeling he has, and in the above contingency our condition will be little better than that of brutes. To look at the same question from another point, if the war continues, I will have to enter the army sooner or later. If I am killed education will profit me nothing, but suppose we gain our independence and I should be so fortunate as to survive the war, almost every youth in the Confederacy will be in my own lamentable condition without education or polish.","I think I shall hand in my resignation in about a week or so, I wish to finish analytic before leaving. I would like to join cavalry but do not see how I am to keep myself in horses.","Next I thought of mounted horse artillery but for the present I thought of accepting a second Ltc in the 2d Foreign Battalion, a position which I can get I think without much trouble. Uncle Porter advised me to take it at once as he thought it better to leave now if I could get a position than to wait a while and go as a private. There are several of my acquaintances in the same Battalion and one of my most intimate friends left the other day for a 1st Lt in the same. I cannot use the permission you sent me, it is right with the exception that you omitted to state that I resigned to enter the military service of the C.S. Please send me another with this addition.","Please excuse mistakes as I have written under difficulties and in haste.","From your affectionate Son,\nPorter.","New's Ferry, March 27th 1865","Dear Father\nI received both of your last letters. The one dated the 4th March first and the one dated 1st, a few days ago. I would have written to you before this, but thought I would wait until certain communication could be established. I did not get to see Mr. Newlon before he left or would have written by him.","I resigned about two weeks ago. I have been in the trenches one week since, with the Corps. It then took me a week or such a matter to make my arrangements to leave the city. I have accepted the place I wrote you about, and am now on my way to join my command, it is at Charlotte, NC. I would like very much to have come home before going into the army, but the way not being open when I had the time at my own disposal I did not attempt it.","It would have been a needless expense, and one which Uncle Porter advised me not to incur, though if the way had been clear I certainly should have come. My expenses at the V.M.I. were one hundred and fifty ($150) dollars. I will enclose you a statement of my financial account. I left Richmond Thursday and was two days getting to this place. I am at present at Mr Chalmers, the father of one of my classmates and friends. The son invited The son invited to his fathers house. I wanted some place on the line to leave my trunk. This is the place exactly, it is on a direct line from the south to R and quite safe from the enemy there. The family are so kind. Mr C has invited me to make his house my home, as long as I am pleased to stay, but I shall only remain two or three days.","I am tolerably equipped. Uncle P bought me a small pair of saddle bags for fifty (50) dollars. He also gave me an oilcloth. I am going to take as little baggage with me as possible and will try and take care of it. On parting from Mr Neeson he gave me some good advice just as you would have done and I saw that he felt a deep interest in my welfare. He also offered me money but I declined because I thought Uncle P had given me what he thought proper. You cannot be too grateful to Mr. Neeson and his family for their kindness to me. I wish you would write to him about it. I wish them to know how grateful I feel to them.","I hope to see you again but have not the most remote idea when. When you write to me again direct to Lt. Porter Johnson 2d Foreign Battalion, Charlotte NC. Write soon to your affectionate son. \nPorter Johnson","Dearling Mother\nI have not received a single line from you since a few days before the enemy's raid. I have heard once from home through Papa, but it made me sad than otherwise though I was truly glad to know that you were all well. My dear mother, I have now launched my bark on the ocean of life, and though the clouds lower around me and the waves roll high, I hope by the help of God, to [sp---t] \nthe flood.","I have thought a great deal about home and friends. I would have liked very much to have come home to see all of the dear ones again, but as it would have been a mere gratification and would have accomplished nothing I suppose it is best as it is. I am now staying at a very kind gentlemans in Halifax County.","I have met with some very kind friends indeed since I resigned. Mrs Neeson has been almost a mother to me, just as kind as she could be. She often talks of you and thinks Papa one of the best men in the world. I almost fell in love with her daughter Mary a quiet unassuming and modest girl of fourteen summers. There is a little bright eyed beauty of twelve years, sitting by me while I write, [ ] my [ ]. Give my best love to all. The girls must write me soon. Give my especial love to Leake, tell him to be a good boy and mind his mother. Write to me soon mother!","Your devoted son, Porter","Prison Hospital\nCamp Chase, Ohio, June 18, 1865","Dear Mother\nThe order for release of prisoners has at last arrived. I expect to be released in about a week. It is a bitter pill but has to be swallowed. I do not expect to be home immediately. J.W. McCorkle is sick, he expects to go to his Uncles in Cabell county. I must go with him. He would do the same for me and more. Then I will go by West Va. I shall stop a few days then hasten home as fast as possible. I am in good health. I have not heard from any at Bridgeport for three weeks, they were all well at that time. Eddie \nWithrow is well, he is going directly home. Jake [Tucker] is well. The thoughts of soon again being clasped in a mothers embrace, Oh! isn't it glorious. My best love to all, regards to my friends.","From your Affectionate Son \nPorter Johnson esq \nSoon to be Citizen of the United States of America Good and Loyal"],"prefercite_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eJohnson Family papers, 1858-1865. MS 0342. VMI Archives, Virginia Military Institute, Lexington, Virginia.\u003c/p\u003e  "],"prefercite_tesim":["Johnson Family papers, 1858-1865. MS 0342. VMI Archives, Virginia Military Institute, Lexington, Virginia."],"scopecontent_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eThis collection consists of 26 letters, bulk 1862-1865, from Mortimer Howell Johnson and his son Porter to members of their immediate family. The Johnson Family, originally from West Virginia, moved to Brownsburg in Rockbridge County, Virginia, although they maintained close ties to their former home. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eTopics in Mortimer's letters include civilian life during the war, the animosity between Union and Confederate sympathizers in West Virginia (the letter of April 28, 1863 discusses the Union loyalty of Stonewall Jackson's sister, Laura Jackson Arnold), the Battle of Fredericksburg and its aftermath (December 1862), the Jones-Imboden Raid (West Virginia, April 1863).\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003ePorter's letters include a discussion of VMI cadet life at the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia where the Corps was headquartered during the last months of the Civil War.\u003c/p\u003e  ","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Richmond, Virginia. Letter contains family news and comments on work of the state legislature.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Brownsburg, Virginia. Letter regards the inflated prices of grain used to produce whiskey for soldiers.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards family news and expresses concerns about high cost of food.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLetter regards family news and mentions woman who is a Union sympathizer. Letter also mentions that Porter Johnson is eager to join the army.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLetter regards the Battle of Fredericksburg, Virginia.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLetter regards the Battle of Fredericksburg, Virginia.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Fredericksburg, Virginia. Letter regards the Battle of Fredericksburg and personal news.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Fredericksburg, Virginia. Letter regards family and business news.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLetter regards family friends who have been wounded, refugee families, and a problem with currency.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from \"Camp near Verden.\" Letter regards family news and mentions situation in West Virginia.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Lynchburg, Virginia. Letter regards personal news, and inflated prices.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from \"Camp Near Verden.\" Letter regards family and business news.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLetter regards family and business news.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Beverly, West Virginia. Letter regards the Jones-Imboden Raid.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten at \"Hillery's, 9 miles west of Beverley,\" West Virginia. Letter regards the Jones-Imboden Raid, West Virginia and the Union sympathies of Laura Ann Arnold (Jackson).\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Weston, West Virginia. Letter regards the Jones-Imboden Raid and burning of bridge at Fairmont.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Camp Kemper, near Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards the Battle of Winchester, Virginia.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Richmond, Virginia. Letter regards general family, business, and Civil War news.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family and business news.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards General Sheridan's location in the valley.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia, where VMI was headquartered from December 1864 until Richmond was evacuated in April 1865. Letter regards life at the Alms House.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia, where VMI was headquartered from December 1864 until Richmond was evacuated in April 1865. Letter regards general news.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLetter regards dress parades.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia. Letter regards Porter Johnson's decision to join the Army.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten at \"New's Ferry.\" Letter regards Porter Johnson joining the Army.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten at \"New's Ferry.\" Letter regards general news.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Prison Hospital, Camp Chase, Ohio. 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The Johnson Family, originally from West Virginia, moved to Brownsburg in Rockbridge County, Virginia, although they maintained close ties to their former home.","Topics in Mortimer's letters include civilian life during the war, the animosity between Union and Confederate sympathizers in West Virginia (the letter of April 28, 1863 discusses the Union loyalty of Stonewall Jackson's sister, Laura Jackson Arnold), the Battle of Fredericksburg and its aftermath (December 1862), the Jones-Imboden Raid (West Virginia, April 1863).","Porter's letters include a discussion of VMI cadet life at the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia where the Corps was headquartered during the last months of the Civil War.","Written from Richmond, Virginia. Letter contains family news and comments on work of the state legislature.","Written from Brownsburg, Virginia. Letter regards the inflated prices of grain used to produce whiskey for soldiers.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards family news and expresses concerns about high cost of food.","Letter regards family news and mentions woman who is a Union sympathizer. Letter also mentions that Porter Johnson is eager to join the army.","Letter regards the Battle of Fredericksburg, Virginia.","Letter regards the Battle of Fredericksburg, Virginia.","Written from Fredericksburg, Virginia. Letter regards the Battle of Fredericksburg and personal news.","Written from Fredericksburg, Virginia. Letter regards family and business news.","Letter regards family friends who have been wounded, refugee families, and a problem with currency.","Written from \"Camp near Verden.\" Letter regards family news and mentions situation in West Virginia.","Written from Lynchburg, Virginia. Letter regards personal news, and inflated prices.","Written from \"Camp Near Verden.\" Letter regards family and business news.","Letter regards family and business news.","Written from Beverly, West Virginia. Letter regards the Jones-Imboden Raid.","Written at \"Hillery's, 9 miles west of Beverley,\" West Virginia. Letter regards the Jones-Imboden Raid, West Virginia and the Union sympathies of Laura Ann Arnold (Jackson).","Written from Weston, West Virginia. Letter regards the Jones-Imboden Raid and burning of bridge at Fairmont.","Written from Camp Kemper, near Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards the Battle of Winchester, Virginia.","Written from Richmond, Virginia. Letter regards general family, business, and Civil War news.","Written from Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family and business news.","Written from Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards General Sheridan's location in the valley.","Written from the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia, where VMI was headquartered from December 1864 until Richmond was evacuated in April 1865. Letter regards life at the Alms House.","Written from the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia, where VMI was headquartered from December 1864 until Richmond was evacuated in April 1865. Letter regards general news.","Letter regards dress parades.","Written from the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia. Letter regards Porter Johnson's decision to join the Army.","Written at \"New's Ferry.\" Letter regards Porter Johnson joining the Army.","Written at \"New's Ferry.\" Letter regards general news.","Written from Prison Hospital, Camp Chase, Ohio. Letter regards an order for release of prisoners."],"userestrict_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eManuscript collections in the VMI Archives are made available for educational and research use. The VMI Archives should be cited as the source. The user assumes all responsibility for identifying and satisfying any copyright holders. Materials from our collections may \nnot be redistributed, published or reproduced without permission from the VMI Archives. 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The legislature is working very slow and not doingmuch good for the country. The House is not in session yet this morning. At 8 o'clock I left my boarding house came by the Post Office and barber shop at half past 9 in the house and engaged in writing this letter to you. The house meets at 11 o'clock and adjourns about 3 o'clock, so that we get dinner at half past 3. Sometimes the house does not adjourn until later. You set down in the house with a comfortable cushioned chair to sit upon, a desk before you to write upon and it frequently happens that while a member thinks he is making a very fine speech, one half the members are engaged in writing letters or reading newspapers. I suppose you have heard of the fight that happened in Congress last Saturday. It was disgraceful to the Nation andthe men that were engaged in it are heartily ashamed of it. You are the first that mentioned Katy in your letters. I had almost forgotten her. How is Sam Burdett and the rest of the boys or have you been so close at home that you have not seen them. I want you above all things Leake to be kind to others. How would you like to deny yourself at table and refuse to eat, until you see all the rest comfortably seated. This would be true politeness, \nand you would soon learn to be happy in seeing others happy. This would soon afford you a great pleasure, and you would then learn to \"do unto others as you would have others do unto you.\" Hoping to hear form you soon. I remain \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eTruly yours\u003cbr\u003e \nM. H. Johnson\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eBrownsburg, Rockbridge Virginia\u003cbr\u003eFebruary 15, 1862\u003cbr\u003eC.W. Newlon, Esq\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eDear Sir\u003cbr\u003eExpecting you home in a few days. I have concluded to write to you again upon the subject of impressments and praying that something may be done, and that promptly to arrest the distillation of grain. Corn is now $1.12 and it would not surprise me if it reached $2.00 per bushel before the 1st of April. Ten barrels of whiskey were sold in this county a few days since at the almost fabulous price of three dollars per gal. If these prices are demanded and obtained for new liquor fresh from the still what is to \nprevent corn from being advanced before October to $5.00 per bu. Self preservation is the 1st law of nature and why should not that law apply to nations as well as to individuals. What will be our condition should the enemy push their raids so far into the interior as to destroy our railroad connections. If we expect to maintain our position, our stores of subsistence should be preserved. The North expected to starve us out when the war commenced. All that recognize a superintending providence had \ncause to thank the giver of daily bread last year for our unusually heavy crop of all kinds of grain. It was every where considered as an evidence that the Lord was on our side. Grant that it was so will he continue to be if we abuse his choicest favors-- if we convert ourselves into a nation of extortioners and have for our soldiers an army of drunkards. Grant as some contend that liquor is necessary for the soldiers should not a limit be placed upon the price of it . Liquor for which 3 dollars per gal is paid after running the blockade of the camp is frequently sold to the soldier at the high price of from one to five dollars per pint. If it is \nnecessary for the soldier it should be added to his rations and handed out under proper rules and regulations and every other person detected in smuggling liquor into the camp should be summarily and severely punished. Upon the summits of the Alleghaneys Gen. Johnson does not think it necessary to the health of the soldier and has with great diligence prevented its introduction to his camp. From what I can learn he has emptied of their contents more than fifty barrels in the last few weeks. This is seizing the bull by the horns . He is not tainted with that miserable fastidious delicacy of sentiment that is fearful of hurting somebody's feelings. He is entrusted with the defense of one of the important passes into the valley of Virginia and with a moral heroism equal to his fierce courage in the hours of conflict with the enemy he does not stop to inquire whether\nany body is hurt. How are the people of the valley who remain at home acting towards the heroic defenders of the Alleghany but for whose \nindomitable courage in repulsing an overwhelming body of the enemy the valley would now be overrun by marauding hordes of black Republican soldiers. While these brave men are enduring the rigors of a climate at an elevation where snow, rain or hail is an every day occurrence these that remain at home are engaged in all kinds of speculation. Every lb of butter though produced in unusually huge quantities is retailed to the soldiers at fifty cents per lb \u0026amp; c.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eStaunton, Sept. 20th, 1862\u003cbr\u003e\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003eIt is possible that some ladies will leave here in a few days for Upshur County. I avail myself of the opportunity to inform you so far we are all well though there is and has been a great deal of sickness all over of this country. The girls are now boarding at a very good house in Brownsburg. The family not wanting help [Alcinda] is at Mr. Newlons. Porter and I left Brownsburg the last of September for the Mountains. We were one day too late to go with [Jenkins] or we might have attempted to get home. Porter has gone down the Valley towards Winchester and I shall start down today and fall in with him. We shall go as far as Maryland thence to Faquier and probably Rappahannock. I saw Gen Johnson a few days since, he was in good health and spirits. I have not heard from Philander for some time but \nsuppose that he is well. W. P. Kemble is still at Clarksville, Mecklenburg Co., Va. W. E. Kimble is at Richmond and well. He sent me 250 dollars. [Benton] sent me 250 dollars some time since. I received a letter from [Benton]- also one from Porter a few days since. They have both gone to Missouri to assist in organizing the troops in that State. Events are transpiring so rapidly at the present time that I should suppose both would tire of death and carnage. If the tide of war does not bring us home this fall I scarcely know what course to ask you to pursue. If you could bring sufficient with you to go to house keeping and meat to eat and other small articles there would be no difficulty in procuring a house in any part of the country, but it is almost impossible to procure any thing at this time in this country. Bacon is fifty cents sugar 80, coffee 2.00. -- calico 1.50 \nper yd., \u0026amp; c. But you have doubtly seen the prices of articles south in the Northern papers. I have not received a line from you since May. I saw young Cochran a few days since, he said he had seen you somewhere before he left, but did not speak to you. It was a satisfaction to know that you were well. I do not now know whether you have received any of my letters written with regard to the suits brought against me, therefore I repeat here what I have said in all my letters -- to pay no attention to their suits and do not \ntrouble yourself as to what disposition is made of the property- simply preserve all my books and papers. If you can get any thing from [T___] or Potts, do so, receipting to them for what you get. The girls are well pleased at the house they are now boarding at. The refugee families are all well. I do not know who of our soldiers have been killed in the fights at Manassas, Harpers Ferry, and in Maryland, but think the Taylor boys have escaped. Give my love to Leake and tell him for me to keep at his books.\u003cbr\u003e \nBelieve me truly yours\u003cbr\u003e \nM H Johnson\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003ePorter has been anxious to go into the army this winter and I have half promised him that could he get to see you again he might go. He feels mortified at his present position and he is ambitious to take some part in the war. His idea is that a man has but one time to die and that a few years more or less will not make any difference. He says that he is able to carry a musket and that if he\ndoes not raise his arm in defence of his country under existing circumstances he shall never feel like asking a Southern woman to marry him and that a northern woman he would not have under any circumstances. George Armstrong was at Brownsburg when I left. He had come down on a visit. He is able to walk with the use of one crutch. He\nis conditionally true to his engagement . If what he shall have heard about be true of her joining in the reception at Grafton of the Yankee invaders he will suffer his other leg to be crippled and both arms torn from his body before he would have her or any other woman that by act of courtesy received a yankee favorably. George is a brave man, he is true to his country, and true to his love\nprovided she has been true to herself. I approve his course. I detest with intense hatred the time serving policy pursued in our country and I told Mr. [Ceplin] very frankly that it was with reluctance that I gave my hand to a man who was in the habit of shaking hands with the Yankees or what is worse the Union men of NW Virginia and I do not think I am an exception. Tho I have mentioned to you the sickness here, do not give yourself any uneasiness about it. Mr. Newlon promised that if Alcinda or her child gets sick, that he will take care of them. As we have been favored so far I still trust to Providence to preserve\nus in future. The girls are at a good house and should they get sick are in good hands- - Fanny is very careful they have all been using preventives so be of good cheer and do not get out of heart. Philander is well though I have not seen him for about a year. Porter and I went to Winchester, stayed in the Army ten days, but Philander was absent. We passed him as we went down the Valley and did not know. The fences are burned, this makes the road wide. To be relieved of the dust we were frequently 50 yards\nfrom the road. Philander has charge of about 100 wagons and was going to Rockingham for corn, thus we missed him. I suppose he gets about 100 dollars per month. I do not think he is drinking in fact he has not been. Porter I suppose will go the Army to see him. Say to Mr. Gawthrop that his son is well. He has been detailed as a butcher at $50 per month. William Sharps is his assistant. Saml\nTucker was seriously wounded at the battle of Manassas, but it is thought will recover. Uriah has recovered from his wound and is again in the Army. Jac is not yet able to go in the Army but is at the hospital taking care of Saml. H. Mahany and John are well, also the two Robinsons and James Boyd. I received a letter from Brother Porter and one from Thomas written the 27th of August, I have not heard since. They were well at that time. I do not think they were in the battle of Corinth as they had been sent on other service at that time. Porter expressed a desire that his family should be on this side of the line - his principle fear was that Tell might be made to swear he does not wish him to take an oath on any account. If there is no danger of Tell being sworn probably they had better stay where they are. W.P. Goff must be informed that he will be held personally responsible should he on any account permit or not prevent the administering of any of them oaths to Tell. Porter also swears by all that is sacred that he will hold some men in Clarksburg responsible for any indignity that may be offered to Father in any way, shape or form. Tell Emily that I try to keep Porter apprized that she is well \u0026amp; c. I have just seen a young man from Clarksburg and I shall write to\nPorter in the morning. I again repeat my advice to Father to quit business, have no cattle or other goods, convert everything into gold at even 40 percent and bury it, and put no tombstone to its grave. Give my love to Leake, tell him to be a good boy to attend to his book and say his lessons to you. I do not want him sent to school. I would not have him taught by anyone I know save yourself. I do not want him to associate with the children of the Union people in your section of the State. Tell Leake that Porter and I have slept out of doors a good many nights. We do this sooner than ask people to keep us all night, it is nothing to be refused a lodging for the night for love or money-- still there are some clever people. I have but one motto that is to \"run with patience the race set before,\" this I intend to do. So be of good cheer and do not despair.\u003cbr\u003e\nTruly yours,\u003cbr\u003e\nM. H. Johnson\u003cbr\u003e\nSince writing Mr. C. has been looking over his letters and [shares] the enclosed note from Miss Armstrong. W.P. Kimble is well, he is at Clarksville, Mecklenburg County Virginia. I loaned to Henry C Middleton fifty dollars when I was at the oil wells. Write him a note to send you the money, say to him that you are in need of it. To your friends buying in and hold for redemption such articles\nas you need I have no objection, but things that you do not need and than can be replaced let them go---\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMonday Evening\u003cbr\u003e\nMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nI write you this note to let you know that I arrived here safely last evening. I do not look for Porter and Bradford for several days. The roads are very much cut up and I expect they will have a hard time. I started Dick to meet them, but he may miss them entirely. Our loss in the fighting that has taken place is 1742 in killed and wounded. Our dead have been buried. The Yankee dead remain\nunburied. The field of battle is still in dispute. The Yankees have not asked the privilege of burying their dead and we cannot [venture] to do it. Ours were carried off during the fight. We occupied the best position and think the enemy loss 5 to our one. I have just been to take a look at the Yankee Army. They are drawn up in line of battle, but as it is now 4 o'clock we do not think\nthere will be a fight today. The principal fight was on Friday--though in sight we feel secure. My back is better though I am yet suffering. I was offered 200 dollars for the wagon and 2 sets harness, but could get no transportation at Staunton for our load. I am writing on a moments notice so excuse this hasty note. We are 10 miles from the office----\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eThursday morning\u003cbr\u003e\nMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nPorter and Bradford have not arrived yet--but unless I write today you will not hear from me until next week. This may reach you on Saturday and even [now] I must write very hastily. The loss of the abolitionists in the last battle near Fredericksburg was greater than we at first supposed. They are again on the other side of the River. I spent yesterday afternoon in going over a portion of the battle field near or adjoining the City. On the portion of the field I visited there were at least 500 dead. Under a flag of truce they were burying their dead but doing it in a very careless manner. Unless they worked last night they cannot get through before sometime today. After going through Fredericksburg and seeing the results of their vandalism I felt no sympathy for their justly merited fate. Scattered books, broken [----], furniture of all kinds and every description carried into the streets and broken to pieces. Our own loss is narrowed down to less than 400 killed and less than a thousand wounded, while the loss of the enemy cannot be less than 2000 killed and from 10 to 20 thousand wounded and missing. All who have visited the ground concur in the opinion that the dead\nare thicker upon the ground than any [field] they have seen. One could have walked for 400 yds upon the dead. This was close up to the houses reaching back 400 yds to a stone wall. Burnsides is considered a fool for making the attack, as from his camp he could see our position and defenses. Our army could have withstood an attack by 400 thousand men. Our victory was complete. I have not yet seen any Yankee account of the battle. There was some conversation on yesterday between our men and the men\ndetailed to bury the dead. They all agreed that their defeat was a terrible one. A physician told Judge G. that he thought this [------] would certainly satisfy the North. We lost [260] as prisoners who were exchanged on yesterday. We have besides about 1000 prisoners who will be paroled but you will get the news from the papers before this reaches you. All is quiet this morning. Write to me and let me know how you are getting along. Write at least twice a week as in that way probably one of the letters might reach me. Give my love to the children and believe me truly yours,\u003cbr\u003e\nMHJ\u003cbr\u003e\nPS. The 25th and 31st were not engaged. I have not seen Philander he is 12 miles distant.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCamp Fredericksburg\u003cbr\u003e \nDec. 25th 1862\u003cbr\u003e\nMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nI should like this morning to be with you very much but as that cannot be the best I can do is to write you and let you know how\nglad I would be were it so. Days and weeks seem to me much longer now than they were before your arrival, before I could not be with you if I would; now I might were it not that I would have to give up a situation in order to gratify my wishes and my feelings. I have not heard from you since I left, but hope that you are all well and getting along well. The weather here has been much colder than the spell was at Brownsburg while I was there. From all we can gather from the Northern papers their defeat was much greater than we supposed immediately after the battle. One of their correspondents estimates 3000 wounded in one of their divisions and that the wounded are in our hands. This is not so. Their number of dead is greater than their estimate. Many of the southern Regts take no prisoners especially the Louisianians - who are determined to have revenge for the outrages of Butler and his troops -. One can form but a faint idea of the horrors of a battle field without an actual inspection upon the ground. I can assure you I should feel rejoice if the war could close without such another scene as we have witnessed here - but if our foes will not cease the War which it is in their power to do then I hope that every conflict will result as favorable to us as this great fight at Fredericksburg. Porter went to see Philander and took to him the little things you had sent to him. He needs two flannel shirts also his hat. Hopes to be able to go and see you before a great while. Jackson's Army is about 20 miles from our camp. Porter carried Mr. Rapps package and boots to him, but learned that he had been wounded and taken to Lynchburg - this I suppose is no news at Brownsburg by this time. Ask what shall be done with what was sent to him. When I wrote you last my information was that the \n31st and 25th were not engaged but this was not correct. I do not know how many were wounded or killed in either but do not think the loss was great. We have a very fine band in the same field we are in. Last night among others they played \"Old Dog Tray.\" It made me think of Carlo and your description of his faithfulness. There seems to be no gloom or dreariness of thought among our soldiers so far as\nmy observation extends. All seem cheerful and gay. The dead are buried - the wounded and sick sent off - so that the well alone \nare left. Victory inspires confidence and certainly a great victory has attended our armies and what is more the North feels and\n[ ---- ] it. When Mr. Newlon goes to Richmond let him renew our subscription to the Examiner for six months or if you prefer some other paper. Let him subscribe to the paper you prefer. Porter did not arrive here until the dead were buried so that he missed a sight. I have very much desired he should see under the hope it would lessen his desire to join the army before he is 18. Our lead was too much for the bad team we had. I left 2 barrels of apples and 65 lbs butter at Staunton. Porter afterwards left 2 barrels at Waynesboro -- arriving here with 3 2/3 bls of apples and part of his butter. The expenses of the trip were over 40 dollars - unless those left behind come on it will prove a losing business.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCamp Fredericksburg\u003cbr\u003e \nDecember 29, 1862\u003cbr\u003e\nMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nI am still without a letter from you, nor have I heard from Brownsburg since I left. We move in the morning to some point 25 miles nearer to Richmond so you need not answer this note until you hear from me again. Only portions of the army fall back at this \ntime, but it is supposed that Gen. Lee with the main army will follow in a short time; the object being to eat up everything as we fall \nback so that the enemy will find it difficult to sustain or rather to support their army should they elect to advance. I sold the wagon, harness and the two old horses for 625 dollars including the horse I had when you arrived. I thought it better to keep the two young mares for the present. Porter was offered 300 dollars for the bay mare today but thinks she will bring more money. I have heard nothing of the butter and apples left at Staunton and Waynesboro and probably never will. If so I shall lose by my investment as I sold what arrived here for cost and expenses. You had better have your apples opened and see that they are not rotting. These that arrived here had rotted considerably. Richard started to Staunton on Saturday morning and will not return for some two weeks. I have suffered considerably for the last few days with my back and have had to use half of a bottle of liniment tonight being the first I have used since the morning I left. Porter is in good health and if he keeps well and we settle down for the winter I think I can learn him so that he can do my writing and give me an opportunity to stay with you for a short time in the month of Feby. I should like to be with you sooner but do not see how I can get away sooner with the amount of writing on hand. I have taken up for the benefit of the 31st Regt a small collection among the men in our train. You will ask Mr. Withrow to hand to \nthe Ladies Society of Brownsburg thirty dollars with the request that they purchase yarn and convert it into socks for the men in that Regt. I shall try to send them a farther sum sometime next month. If you need money call on Mr. Withrow for what you may need until I have an opportunity to send you some which will be before long. It is now near 11 oclock. I was writing all day, have been packing up tonight so that we can make an early start in the morning having gotten every thing ready. Though tired I felt like writing to you if for nothing else to say how glad I would be to be with you. Give my love to all the children and accept for yourself my last thought for the night and my last letter for 1862.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003e...Philander was well last week. I have not seen him since the fight at P Republic. He has been to Richmond and is now with Jackson's Army (where Jackson is no one even knows except the Yankees). W.E. Kemble is at Richmond Asst Surgeon at some of the hospitals--W P Kemble is well though I have not seen him for 9 months, we have not met. Young Gawthrop, Jones, Armstrong and the men generally from our section are well--The 3 Tuckers have all been wounded but are getting well. You will see that [Jack] Tucker's wife does not suffer--a braver man does not exist. Hansbrough I heard was in Richmond a few days since, I have not seen him since last November. Mr. Armstrong and family are at Buckingham Courthouse. George is recovering from his wound slowly. I saw a letter from him a few days since to Doct Newlon in which he stated that the ladies \"God bless em\"had been very kind to him and he was not certain but that there was a warm corner in his heart for one of them \"having been disappointed in his first love he did not know whether he should ever love again.\" Doct Newlon said the interpretation was that Vic had joined in the procession at Grafton to welcome the yankee troops. We heard at the time that there was a procession at Grafton and there may be some foundation for the story. If she was one of that number I do blame George, but on the contrary approve his view. In most the Southern cities the true Southern women refuse to recognize in any way the whole tribe of invaders. I admire their course. I wrote to you last winter to tell J W B to keep quiet. I have never heard whether you received my letter or any other of the many letters I have written this spring. If they have fallen into Yankee hands, they have found out that I feel but little respect for them and less for the time serving people in your section of the State (W. Va). Fanny has also written to you, but whether the letters ever reached you or not, I do not know. The Refugee families have all escaped sickness so far--this is wonderful considering the amount of sickness we have seen of all kinds. Porter is a very good boy and says he thinks he will return to you as good as he left. I have promised him that he may go to the Army whenever he has seen you--it galls him very much that I will not let him go. The boys are more anxious to go than the men. Charles Newlon Jr. has joined a Cavalry Co. and is now at Union Monroe. Mrs. N was opposed to it, but Newlon desired him to go. Newlon's family are still at Brownsburg all well. D. Goff, Claud[--] and their families 5 miles west of Staunton, the longer they stay away the firmer South they become. The Crawfords from Beverly are all well and near Brownsburg. B. Bassel and my self are now writing these letters at the same table while Geo. Johnson is reading the news. You will send word to Mahoney's family that he is well and making money and that he expects Smith to pay them the amt furnished by him to Wash--which was considerable--and if they should need it,--more. Mahoney I suppose has made over 7000 seven thousand dollars--he is trading in every way. Edward Payne was at Staunton a few days since. He brought up a Sincel or Sinclair captured at Moorefield. I did not see Payne and my informant could not remember the name, said he was a wagoner. The Yankees were paroled, but not so with the Virginians. Gov. Letcher has something to say to Virginians captured in the service of Lincoln. If you get any money either get gold or valley money do not trust to N W. Virginia money and for this reason--If in the tide of War our armies should ever win the N West your money will not be good, as the men having charge of the banks will leave and carry with them the specie. Father thinks he knows too much to be advised. I am surprised at his doing business or attempting to do it. But if in the tide of War our army should get your way our friends should lay out all their Northern money for bacon and other articles needed in the south. I give a hint if they do not profit by it--I cannot keep it--I am not doing anything to make money. I have refused to join in the mania for speculation that has 1/2 ruined the Patriotism of the south. All speculation here causes the poor to suffer. If we had not stopped making whiskey corn would have been from five to ten dollars per bushel. Whiskey sells at 5 dollars per gal by the barrel and often as five dollars per pint by retail...\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCamp near Verden\u003cbr\u003e\nJanuary 25, 1863\u003cbr\u003e\nMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nYours of the 15th was received one week since for your expressions of kindness receive my sincere thanks. Your uneasiness about my health and amount of labor is too great. The amt of labor is not so very great except at particular times. If I did not suffer with my back, it would not be much. I was in Richmond this week saw your brother William, he was ordered to N Carolina the day I arrived in Richmond and left next morning. I saw Trayhorn the bogus Sheriff of Barbour who was arrested by Capt Hill of Imboden's command and brought to Richmond. After his arrest a company from [M or W-------] went to Barbour killed 2 citizens  and carried 8 more to Wheeling to be held as hostages for the safety of Trayhorn. I learn from Judge Camden who left Richmond yesterday that John Williamson and Wm. Elliot had arrived in Richmond as Commissioners from Pierpoint to effect the release of Trayhorn. Saml. Elliot had been carried to Wheeling as one of the hostages. I saw the judge but a moment and did not learn the particulars about the killing of the men in Barbour. Mrs Rapps [ ] is here did not receive your letter about it until Goff had left and I was not here when Bradford left. If there was anything else it has been stolen. I found the bundle open one day but not hearing what was in it I could not tell whether anything was missing or not. I hope it was nothing of much value. When at home I lost the key of the trunk was not the stray key at Mr. Withrow's mine--We do not need any blankets have plenty--I shall write you in a few days. Do not count time as I am not certain when I can be at home. Give my love to all the children--write to Porter about improvement of his time--he has books--\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLynchburg, Tuesday\u003cbr\u003e \nMarch 10, 1863\u003cbr\u003e \nMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nI might have stayed another hour with you on Sunday, but I wanted to give Leake ample time to return and not ride fast as it was very warm on Sunday. I arrived at the landing at least 3 hours before the boat started--arrived here yesterday morning by 9 oclock--shall leave in the morning for Hanover--not certain that I shall have hired a single teamster. There has been a heavy fall of snow today, but it is raining now and everything looks gloomy and I feel so I cannot help it. Here you see nothing and hear nothing but tobacco--save when a soldier steps up to pay his bill or asks what he will have to pay for a days board and is answered 5, 6 or 7 dollars. I feel satisfied from his look, that he wishes all these people in Yankeedom and \ntheir town in ashes. I do not feel hopeful at this time as to the result of the contest. I do not fear that Yankees can whip us, but I do fear that the desire of gain, the thirst for money will yet overwhelm us. One can hardly feel like risking his life for such a set, but our rulers are to blame. If in the first place a tariff of prices had been fixed upon the leading articles--such a state of things would never have existed. Before Porter starts for his [mare] he had better see if he can get anything to feed her on--if he cannot she will be badly off. I bought yesterday near 1/2 pint cabbage seed for $4.00--this you will think a large quantity. I want to raise a full garden, what we do not want we can sell. I also bought a paper of Turnip, salsify, and parsley and lettuce. I think in all probability I shall return home to stay before long and the more I think about it and the more I see how the soldiers are treated the less I approve of Porter's determination to go into the service before his time, but he will have to decide for himself. I am not certain now about starting in the morning as the man that was to meet me here this evening has not done so. You need \nnot write until you hear from me again, that is if you all keep well--\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCamp Near Verden\u003cbr\u003e \nMarch 14, 1863\u003cbr\u003e\nMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nI returned here on Thursday. I went to Richmond today on business--was there but 4 hours. Just before leaving I met with Porter Johnson who had arrived in Richmond last night. He had been told by some one that I was in Richmond, was on the look out for me. I shook hands with him without recognizing him. I was not thinking about him--did not look particularly before I remarked \"I believe I do not remember you.\"---He had not received any of our letters. I had but little conversation with him and did not learn his business. I shall go down to Richmond on Monday to see him. He may visit Brownsburg before his return to Missouri. I met young Camden at the cars in Lynchburg and sent the garden seeds by him. I shall try and get some more seeds in this neighborhood. I found your letter on my return--read it with much satisfaction though I had seen you since it was written. Norvel Lewis of Clarksburg died in Richmond last Saturday. He had been drinking for some days, was prostrated at once and all that could be done did not revive him. Porter knew him well and I hope his fate will be a warning to him never to drink liquor. His death has produced a great grief among those that knew him. I shall write again by Wednesday's mail. Let me know when you are to move. Probably if Porter concludes to come up I may be up with him. If you have nothing in the house do not fret about it. You cannot have less furniture than we have in camp and we got along very well. So long as we keep our health take the world easy--it is not worth while to fret about what we cannot help. I sold the bay mare this evening for $300, she was being reduced each day, so I though it better to part with her. After you are moved, I will write to Porter when to come after his mare. Give my love to the children and believe me truly yours\u003cbr\u003e \nM H Johnson\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\nMarch 15 63\u003cbr\u003e \nMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e \nCapt. Semmes did not leave this morning as he expected. Tell Porter I have examined his mare today. I do not think she has fallen off much. Write to me on the receipt of this and forward to Verden. Let me know when you will move or whether you have moved. There has been no weather for gardening, so I do not expect that Porter has done anything yet. I can get some sweet \npotatoes  from [S ]--had I better do so\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eSunday March 29 [1863]\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nYours of the 25th was received last evening. On Tuesday I went to Richmond and returned on Thursday. On Friday morning I went to Fredericksburg and returned on yesterday. I saw Philander--he was well and had received your letter. He had joined a company in the 13th Virginia Regt and thought probably he might go into actual service. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eSince I left Fredericksburg our army have used up a large proportion of the timber for firewood--the timber being cut down--the Yankee truly are in full view for miles. The soldiers have been ordered to send nearly all their baggage to Richmond so as to have nothing but what they can carry upon their backs. Some think there will be a movement either forward or backward in a few days. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003ePorter's business at Richmond is to have adjusted the pay coming to the Missouri troops. He was nearly through with his business when I left Richmond. He had not determined on what route he would return to the west. I regret very much that we moved into that house since they have taken the store room for a hospital--as sickness has generally followed the army. But I suppose among [P ] of Brownsburg it would be heretical to suppose that anyone would be sick without a special decree from above. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI think it probable that I may be that way in 10 or 15 days. There is some business to do in Culpeper and probably in Buckingham. I may go on horseback if so I shall ride mare and go into Brownsburg. I am not positive about it. We had a very rainy day yesterday--it is cold today. It is near the first of April and there is very little plowing done in this neighbourhood, everything is very backward, nothing green except wheat and that very poor. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eGive my love to the children and believe me truly yours,\u003cbr\u003e\nM H Johnson\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eBeverly\u003cbr\u003e\nSaturday 25 [April] 1863 \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nBeverly was taken yesterday after about two hours cannonading and some but not much skirmishing of infantry. The abolitionists were about 1300 in number. Latham succeeded in burning all his stores. [He] succeeded in getting away in the direction of Philippi with little or no loss of men. Our cavalry pursued, but I fear without any success. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eIf Porter has not started tell him to stay where he is. The bad management here has [lessened] my confidence in this command. The bridges are gone over Greenbrier river and the road might not be safe on account of Union men. I hope he has not started or that you did not receive my last letter. I am very tired and pretty well worn out. I have no doubt but Latham will burn the bridge at \nPhilippi. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eYours in haste\u003cbr\u003e\nMHJ\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eHillery's, 9 miles West of Beverly\u003cbr\u003e \nTuesday April [28, 1863] \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nFortune has favored us though we do not deserve it. We had advanced to within 12 miles of Philippi--the same distance from Buckannon--news came that 8 Brigades had reinforced the enemy--we commenced to retreat on Beverly and had reached this point. This morning we know that the enemy have fled from Buckhannon \u0026amp; Philippi--that Jones has captured New Creek and destroyed the Railroad at Rowlesburg. We start west again this morning either by Buckannon or Philippi.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eHad Jackson been in command we would have been in Clarksburg today, The railroad would have been destroyed. When we turned back almost every man was dissatisfied--all wanted to fight the enemy without regard to numbers. Mrs. J. Arnold  --sister of Gen. Jackson--went off with the yankees. Arnold stayed at home says he is a good southern man, that his wife is crazy but Hell he says, could not govern a Jackson.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eIf Porter comes he must come with a crowd or with the mail which has a guard. Love to you all.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMay 1st 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI was too late for the mail when I wrote the note on this sheet. We have been here two days. I do not know when we shall leave. I shall not be able to leave this command while it stays here and shall have to share its fortunes. The enemy have retired to Grafton \u0026amp; Clarksburg. Our information is very uncertain. Gen. Jones we are informed is at Evansville. It is very hard to communicate with him and we may have to form a junction with him before we advance against Clarksburg.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eThe Union people have fled by thousands. Dick was near Henson Hoff's--Hoff and his two sons have fled. He had held office under the Lincoln Government. If Porter has not started he had better come with the crowd that guards the mail. I have purchased dress patterns enough for our family for some time to come (calico Gingham) \u0026amp; also for Mr. Withrow's and some others, cloth for \nPorter and entire suit overcoat \u0026amp; c. I have boxed them up- do not know when they will reach you. I have been appointed agent to take charge of all abandoned property. This will be a heavy work--\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWeston\u003cbr\u003e\nMay 5th [1863] \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nI believe I wrote to you from Beverly. I have written to you since but missed the mail. After the affair at Beverly on Friday we left Beverly on Saturday about noon, marched 9 miles and encamped on Sunday. We marched to a point equidistant from Buckhannon and Philippi. Hearing nothing from Jones and learning that Mulligan had reinforced Gen Roberts we fell back to \nwithin 9 miles of Beverly. We again started for Buckhannon before reaching that point the enemy had evacuated the place--burnt a [ ] amt of commissaries stores \u0026amp; c. A large no of the Union men going with them.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWe remained at Buckhannon two or three days waiting to hear from Gen. Jones, having lost sight of him at Evansville. Gen. Jones arrived at Buckhannon Saturday morning, having been at [ ], Morgantown, Fairmont, [Skinnston], Bridgeport, Philippi. We immediately marched to Weston arriving here on Sunday morning. Beyond Evansville the Railroad was torn up for a considerable distance. The fine bridge at Fairmont was [blown] down. There was a fight at Fairmont, several killed, 400 prisoners taken. 3 killed \nat Bridgeport \u0026amp; c. Gen Jones command brought in 1200 horses taken from Union and secession men without pay. Father lost about 30 so the men say--he will be paid some day Gen Jones has consented that Dick may take one of the horses taken from Father. I am glad our troops got the horses pay or no pay. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMason [Hisser] \u0026amp; Ed Payne now along--I do not know when the next move will be made. The enemy are massing their strength at Clarksburg and probably outnumber us. It think it likely that Gen. Jones will make another raid around the enemy before Gen. Imboden advances upon Clarksburg. A fight may take place at Clarksburg, some days hence. Our friends are completely \nsubdued, talk in whispers are afraid to speak out.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eAt Buckhannon I purchased about two hundred dollars worth of goods, mostly plain dry goods--put them in a box with some purchased by the Qr Master of the 31st Virginia Regt. I believe he has the goods with him, do not know whether he will ever have an opportunity to send them out. I have purchased fifty dollars worth here but do ot know what to do with them--having no transportation. There are plenty fo goods but the difficulty is what to do with them.  Porter arrived here yesterday, he is well. I do not know when either of us will return.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCamp Kemper, Near Staunton\u003cbr\u003e\nSept 23d 1864 \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nI reported here this morning, at Staunton yesterday morning--may start to Richmond any morning on short notice. Found Dick's horse of no value he gave out before I had reached Middlebrook. With much labour I reached a point 3 miles beyond Staunton by 9 o'clock at night--next morning sent the horse to English's. I staid in Staunton 2 days with the hope of hearing some of the \nparticulars of the fight in the Valley, some of the casualties but could learn nothing of the kind.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eThe account of the battle is about as follows. The enemy in far superior number attacked Early about day light. We held our own until 3 o'clock driving the enemy some two miles--at which time our Cavalry upon the left embracing Vaughan's, Imboden's, McCausland's, and Wickham's brigade gave way. This placed the enemy's cavalry in Winchester in the rear of our infantry and close upon our wagon train. The wagon train would have been destroyed but for the large number of stragglers with the train--the\nYankee Cavalry mistaking them for a strong guard. Our infantry retired fighting saving the train and all the artillery but 3 pieces. I cannot learn the names of any of the killed wounded or captured except Gen. Rodes \u0026amp; Gen. Godwin killed. Gen Lee wounded. I shall go back to Staunton this evening and if I can learn any other names I will enclose them in this letter. Gen. Breckinridge is in Staunton today on his way to take command in S.W. Virginia. Nearly all our dead and wounded fell into the hands of the enemy--our loss being about 3,000. Those who passed over the ground from which we drove the enemy until 3 o'clock think the loss of the enemy greater than ours.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eYou have doubtless heard before this of the arrival of Richard Brown's family at Doct McChesney's. 5 families in all came through--the Yankees giving permission to all to come who desired to do so. Tell Leake to tell Mr. Higgenbotham that his detail was granted upon the ground of private necessity until the first of November. The detail has been here since the 15 of August. Tell Leake to gather all the fodder he can, but not to work too hard. If our army should fall back up the Valley have the barrels that are fixed filled with flour so that you can move it from the mill should it become necessary.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eYours\u003cbr\u003e \nM H Johnson\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eFitz Lee Cavalry were whipped on Thursday in the Page Valley losing 4 pieces of Artillery. Gen Early was at Woodstock last night having lost 12 pieces of artillery at Fisher's Hill or some other point--he is falling back up the Valley. The excitement here is on the increase. Capt. Corder was killed. Col. Patton of the 22 badly wounded and in the hands of the enemy. Accounts on both sides in the Examiner not far from the truth regarding the stand point from which the view is taken. All say our cavalry has acted badly. Let \nthe advocates of plunder remember.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eRichmond\u003cbr\u003e\nOct 11 64 \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nLeaving Staunton on Sunday evening of the break up I reached this place on Tuesday evening. Have been well since. The reserves are here on guard duty--encamped on the Manchester side of the river. At the great fright here last Friday week a portion of our command was sent to the front. I was not among the number. On Monday morning there was a severe frost here--ice forming upon buckets of water outside the tents. I suppose the early frost has [swept] or ruined our cane patch. I would be better to procure barrels and have as much of the flour ground as you can. Porter had better have his ground and forwarded to Richmond--if he desires it at this point before he leaves. I see the cadets are ordered to Richmond. Tell Porter if he has not started that he will find me at the camp at Manchester.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eEvery thing is again very quiet about here for the last few days not a distant cannon has been heard for several days. Henry Mahoney was among the returned prisoners. A gentleman desires Ella Wade to be informed that her husband at Fort McHenry was well last week. If Porter has not started he should bring with him his white overcoat and blanket as the nights are very cold here--at least have been. I have not heard from home since I left. You have doubtless heard of the arrival at Lebanon of J H Haymond's family--well provided with many things. Direct care of Mr. Bennett.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLexington, Sunday\u003cbr\u003e\nDec. 4th, 1864 \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nI have been busy all day but I know you will be disappointed if you do not get a line from me tomorrow. It was impossible for me to leave here today but I will try and be at home next Sunday. Gen. Smith says that the Cadets will have a short furlough but I think it doubtful. I am hoping that Porter will get permission to come home for a few days, but suppose he will have to bear his own expenses--probably the money would be better spent by him in buying such little things as he needs, but if he comes all right. The \nGen. says they will draw another suit of clothes. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI had but little to eat when Philander was here and made but a poor show. Tell Leake that Jeff and I made a fine feast on his rabbit. Jeff is very well contented, but wants to eat when I do and becomes very impatient if I do let him eat with me. I shall have a clerk after today and a very good one if he will keep sober--which he has promised to do, but which no one believes he will do. I was hungry I believe and will have eaten up what you sent in a day or two--you can send me enough bread and meat to last until Saturday--send by the stage driver, also write me at the same time. Send me any of the rib pieces as I have a cap I can make [h ]. Excuse this scrawl and believe me truly yours. Brother Porter complains that I do not write to him.\u003cbr\u003e\nM H Johnson \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eTell Mr. Newlon \u0026amp; Crawford if they come this way to come and stay with me.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLexington, March 7 65 \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nThe latest news from Staunton is about as we first heard. Our loss--1200 in prisoners, only 4 killed and wounded. Col. Harmon killed. Mr. Church's story all a fabrication. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eJackson is expected at Brownsburg tonight--whether he will have any troops with him or not I do not know. If you are all well send Leake to the Gen and ask him to stay all night. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eJackson's and Imboden's men united with Rosser and pursued the enemy down the valley and may attack the guard and try to rescue the prisoners--but I hardly expect it as the Guard is a large one and Sheridan said to be along the the guard. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eTruly yours,\u003cbr\u003e\nMHJ\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eRichmond\u003cbr\u003e \nJany 12, 1865 \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Darling Sister\u003cbr\u003e\nYour sweet little letter was received this evening. I was truly glad to hear from home and you. I have now been from home over two weeks, and not a line until I received your letter this evening. I did not know but some evil genii had enchanted you all with some magic spell and changed you all into beast or birds, so you cannot imagine how much relieved I was when I read your letter and found you all still retain your original forms. I arrived safely here several days after I left home. Uncle Will  arrived several days ago. I got the things he brought. I am exceedingly obliged  to mother for them, they were very nice indeed.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWe are very poorly fixed here for study, twenty in a room, one small table, no chairs or stools, but one gas burner, and attached to the side of the wall instead of the center of the room where it ought to be. There is but one little stove in the room and the meanest coal that you can imagine. We have but two meals a day which is quite often enough of the kind, bread and beef for breakfast and beef and bread for dinner. However I am living and well. I have been but to two meals in the mess hall in the last four days. I intend to leave here as soon as possible. I will have to cut my \nletter short as the gentleman who is going to carry it is in a hurry. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI was on guard last night and sat up until midnight reading Hiawatha which will probably account for the following lines. 2 I was just thinking what I should write you about my stay in Staunton when these lines occurred to me. I expect they will cause some amusement for you. It is my first attempt at writing poetry and I am not certain that I succeed very well, but it was written on the spur of the moment and under great difficulties. You must excuse all mistakes as I am writing in the dark nearly. To all good night.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eFrom your affectionate\u003cbr\u003e \nBrother Porter \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003ePS Write soon and give me all of the items of news and what you all think of my leaving here. Uncle [Porter] thinks I had as well leave.\u003cbr\u003e\nGoodbye\u003cbr\u003e \nPorter\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eRichmond\u003cbr\u003e\nFeb 5th 1865 \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eDear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nYour kind letter was received and read with pleasure. I was glad to get a letter from you once more, one written by your own dear self. I am very sorry now that I have not written to you ere this but I was thinking like yourself that every mail would bring me a letter from mother, but none came. I am convinced now that I ought not to have waited so long, as I see it was my duty as well as pleasure to write to my dear mother. I am so sorry that by not writing to you that I should have caused one shadow to hover o'er\nyour brow or one pang of sadness to enter your heart. I would not intentionally grieve my mother for anything in reason. I am a naughty boy, but mother dear you must forgive me this time. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI am so sorry for you all at home that the weather is so cold. I sincerely hope you have plenty of wood. We have not had cold weather here [ ] and I have been very comfortable. Although I did not find but one of my blankets, however the one that was lost did not belong to me and the one to whom it did belong being wealthy very kindly told me it made no difference about it. Although I suffer a great many inconveniences here they are nothing to me compared with what you have to put up with. You must make yourself perfectly easy about me and do not imagine me suffering when I am very comfortable. We have Bible class every Sunday. I recite to Col. Preston, or rather hear him lecture. He makes the time spent with him pass very pleasantly and also imparts much useful and interesting knowledge. I had a permit last Wednesday. Called to see Mrs. Neason, she was very cordial indeed \u0026amp; invited me to spend all the time that I had to myself with her and to come every permit I got and spend the day which I promised to do. She complimented you very highly on the [way] you managed your affairs in West Virginia. I expect to get a permit on Saturday week when I shall go and see her again. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI intend to leave here the first of March. I came here by my own consent and with the understanding that I was to leave at the end of a year. I will soon have been two instead of one. I am sorry to say I am not getting along as well with my studies as I would wish.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eDear Sister Allie\u003cbr\u003e\nYour letter came duly to hand. I am truly happy to see you are such a punctual correspondent. Did you send the book I wrote for by Mr. C. I saw him the other day but he did not say whether he had brought it or not. I saw a splendid life size picture of Gen. Lee put up in the House of Delegates on Wednesday, it was by Bruce a very ordinary looking man. He asks six five thousand ($65,000) dollars for it. You ought to be here to see the crowds of ladies that flock to see us on dress parade and some very pretty ones I can tell you. I have almost fallen in love with one or two myself. Miss Lou H was out to see us today escorted by Maj. Stuart. She invited me to see her she was looking better than I ever saw her.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eRichmond\u003cbr\u003e \nFeb 23d 1865\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eDear Father\u003cbr\u003e\nYour welcome letter was received last night. Uncle Porter had been here in the evening and told that he had received a letter from you stating that you had written me permission to resign. I am very much gratified at your kind concess[ion] in my wishes, and pleased to find that your own ideas correspond with mine on so important a subject. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI feel it due to myself as well as to you to state to you some of the reasons I have for leaving here and giving up the only opportunity which I shall perhaps ever have of getting an education. In the first place I am past nineteen years old and I think that it is my duty to be in the army. All who stay here after they become eighteen are generally considered shirkers. Then I do not think that the school will continue much longer than the first of April, for is it reasonable to suppose or can it even be expected that in this the death struggle of the Confederacy when every man woman and child should be at his or her post, when every nerve is to \nbe strained to attain the object which we have so long fought for, that two or three hundred well drilled, able bodied men will be allowed to remain idle and inactive? I am sure the answer of any rational man will be No! \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eThen acting on the supposition that the corps will be ordered into service soon at all events, I think it advisable to resign while I \ncan, and while I have the power to join any command that I think proper. A right granted all cadets resigning by order of the Sct \nWar. And as for education, I look at it in this light. If we are subjugated the less education and refinement a man has the better for him, for the nearer the man approaches the brute the less feeling he has, and in the above contingency our condition will be little better than that of brutes. To look at the same question from another point, if the war continues, I will have to enter the army sooner or later. If I am killed education will profit me nothing, but suppose we gain our independence and I should be so fortunate as to survive the war, almost every youth in the Confederacy will be in my own lamentable condition without education or polish.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI think I shall hand in my resignation in about a week or so, I wish to finish analytic before leaving. I would like to join cavalry but do not see how I am to keep myself in horses.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eNext I thought of mounted horse artillery but for the present I thought of accepting a second Ltc in the 2d Foreign Battalion, a position which I can get I think without much trouble. Uncle Porter advised me to take it at once as he thought it better to leave now if I could get a position than to wait a while and go as a private. There are several of my acquaintances in the same Battalion and one of my most intimate friends left the other day for a 1st Lt in the same. I cannot use the permission you sent me, it is right with the exception that you omitted to state that I resigned to enter the military service of the C.S. Please send me another with this addition. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003ePlease excuse mistakes as I have written under difficulties and in haste. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eFrom your affectionate Son,\u003cbr\u003e\nPorter.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eNew's Ferry, March 27th 1865 \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eDear Father\u003cbr\u003e\nI received both of your last letters. The one dated the 4th March first and the one dated 1st, a few days ago. I would have written to you before this, but thought I would wait until certain communication could be established. I did not get to see Mr. Newlon before he left or would have written by him. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI resigned about two weeks ago. I have been in the trenches one week since, with the Corps. It then took me a week or such a matter to make my arrangements to leave the city. I have accepted the place I wrote you about, and am now on my way to join my command, it is at Charlotte, NC. I would like very much to have come home before going into the army, but the way not being open when I had the time at my own disposal I did not attempt it. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eIt would have been a needless expense, and one which Uncle Porter advised me not to incur, though if the way had been clear I certainly should have come. My expenses at the V.M.I. were one hundred and fifty ($150) dollars. I will enclose you a statement of my financial account. I left Richmond Thursday and was two days getting to this place. I am at present at Mr Chalmers, the father of one of my classmates and friends. The son invited The son invited to his fathers house. I wanted some place on the line to leave my trunk. This is the place exactly, it is on a direct line from the south to R and quite safe from the enemy there. The family are so kind. Mr C has invited me to make his house my home, as long as I am pleased to stay, but I shall only remain two or three days. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI am tolerably equipped. Uncle P bought me a small pair of saddle bags for fifty (50) dollars. He also gave me an oilcloth. I am going to take as little baggage with me as possible and will try and take care of it. On parting from Mr Neeson he gave me some good advice just as you would have done and I saw that he felt a deep interest in my welfare. He also offered me money but I declined because I thought Uncle P had given me what he thought proper. You cannot be too grateful to Mr. Neeson and his family for their kindness to me. I wish you would write to him about it. I wish them to know how grateful I feel to them. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI hope to see you again but have not the most remote idea when. When you write to me again direct to Lt. Porter Johnson 2d Foreign Battalion, Charlotte NC. Write soon to your affectionate son.\u003cbr\u003e \nPorter Johnson\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eDearling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI have not received a single line from you since a few days before the enemy's raid. I have heard once from home through Papa, but it made me sad than otherwise though I was truly glad to know that you were all well. My dear mother, I have now launched my bark on the ocean of life, and though the clouds lower around me and the waves roll high, I hope by the help of God, to [sp---t] \nthe flood. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI have thought a great deal about home and friends. I would have liked very much to have come home to see all of the dear ones again, but as it would have been a mere gratification and would have accomplished nothing I suppose it is best as it is. I am now staying at a very kind gentlemans in Halifax County.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI have met with some very kind friends indeed since I resigned. Mrs Neeson has been almost a mother to me, just as kind as she could be. She often talks of you and thinks Papa one of the best men in the world. I almost fell in love with her daughter Mary a quiet unassuming and modest girl of fourteen summers. There is a little bright eyed beauty of twelve years, sitting by me while I write, [ ] my [ ]. Give my best love to all. The girls must write me soon. Give my especial love to Leake, tell him to be a good boy and mind his mother. Write to me soon mother! \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eYour devoted son, Porter\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003ePrison Hospital\u003cbr\u003e\nCamp Chase, Ohio, June 18, 1865 \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eDear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nThe order for release of prisoners has at last arrived. I expect to be released in about a week. It is a bitter pill but has to be swallowed. I do not expect to be home immediately. J.W. McCorkle is sick, he expects to go to his Uncles in Cabell county. I must go with him. He would do the same for me and more. Then I will go by West Va. I shall stop a few days then hasten home as fast as possible. I am in good health. I have not heard from any at Bridgeport for three weeks, they were all well at that time. Eddie \nWithrow is well, he is going directly home. Jake [Tucker] is well. The thoughts of soon again being clasped in a mothers embrace, Oh! isn't it glorious. My best love to all, regards to my friends. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eFrom your Affectionate Son\u003cbr\u003e \nPorter Johnson esq\u003cbr\u003e \nSoon to be Citizen of the United States of America Good and Loyal\u003c/p\u003e"],"collection":{"numFound":1,"start":0,"numFoundExact":true,"docs":[{"id":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_609","ead_ssi":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_609","_root_":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_609","_nest_parent_":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_609","ead_source_url_ssi":"data/oai/VMI/repositories_3_resources_609.xml","aspace_url_ssi":"http://ead.lib.virginia.edu/vivaxtf/view?docId=vmi/vilxv00024.xml","title_ssm":["Johnson Family papers"],"title_tesim":["Johnson Family papers"],"unitdate_ssm":["1858-1865"],"unitdate_inclusive_ssm":["1858-1865"],"normalized_date_ssm":["1858/1865"],"normalized_title_ssm":["Johnson Family papers, 1858/1865"],"text":["Johnson Family papers, 1858/1865","MS.0341","/repositories/3/resources/609","Virginia Military Institute—Class of 1867","New Market Cadets","Virginia Military Institute—Civil War, 1861-1865","Fredericksburg (Va.)—History—Civil War, 1861-1865","Fredericksburg (Va.), Battle of, 1862","West Virginia—History—Civil War, 1861-1865","United States—History—Civil War, 1861-1865—Home life","Virginia Military Institute—Cadet life—1860-1869","Correspondence","There are no restrictions.","Mortimer Howell Johnson (1815-1889), a lawyer, was born at Bridgeport, Harrison County, West Virginia in 1815. He married Eliza Dulaney Kemble, born in Kingwood, Preston County, West Virginia. The Johnson Family resided in Brownsburg, Rockbridge County, Virginia at beginning of the Civil War, and Mortimer enlisted in April 1864 (at age 48) in the Rockbridge Senior Reserves. He was described as having a dark complexion, dark hair and eyes, and 5 foot 6 inches tall. He died on December 13, 1889 in Charleston, West Virginia and is buried at the High Bridge Presbyterian Church cemetery, Rockbridge County, Virginia. He was the father of Porter Johnson, VMI Class of 1867.","Porter Johnson (1845-1917) was born in 1845 in Taylor County, West Virginia. He matriculated at VMI on September 1, 1863 and was a cadet private at the Battle of New Market on May 15, 1864. Porter resigned from Corps of Cadets on March 6, 1865 and joined the 8th Confederate Battalion commanded by Colonel Garnett Andrews. He was captured at Salisbury, North Carolina on April 12, 1865 and imprisoned, and was paroled June 13, 1865. He returned to Rockbridge County where he was a farmer. He died on June 9, 1917.","Richmond, Feby 10 58","Dear Leake \nI received your letter this morning and was glad to hear that you are well and that you have made up your mind to be a good boy and learn to read and write, so that when I am away from home you can write to me for yourself. It would afford me great pleasure to see you and to have you here with me. It would please you very much to see the big brass horse on the Washington \nmonument. But Leake, if you will be a good boy and learn your book and acquire a great deal of information and knowledge, you can come down here yourself some day and see Richmond and all the sights that are worth seeing here. The legislature is working very slow and not doingmuch good for the country. The House is not in session yet this morning. At 8 o'clock I left my boarding house came by the Post Office and barber shop at half past 9 in the house and engaged in writing this letter to you. The house meets at 11 o'clock and adjourns about 3 o'clock, so that we get dinner at half past 3. Sometimes the house does not adjourn until later. You set down in the house with a comfortable cushioned chair to sit upon, a desk before you to write upon and it frequently happens that while a member thinks he is making a very fine speech, one half the members are engaged in writing letters or reading newspapers. I suppose you have heard of the fight that happened in Congress last Saturday. It was disgraceful to the Nation andthe men that were engaged in it are heartily ashamed of it. You are the first that mentioned Katy in your letters. I had almost forgotten her. How is Sam Burdett and the rest of the boys or have you been so close at home that you have not seen them. I want you above all things Leake to be kind to others. How would you like to deny yourself at table and refuse to eat, until you see all the rest comfortably seated. This would be true politeness, \nand you would soon learn to be happy in seeing others happy. This would soon afford you a great pleasure, and you would then learn to \"do unto others as you would have others do unto you.\" Hoping to hear form you soon. I remain","Truly yours \nM. H. Johnson","Brownsburg, Rockbridge VirginiaFebruary 15, 1862C.W. Newlon, Esq","Dear SirExpecting you home in a few days. I have concluded to write to you again upon the subject of impressments and praying that something may be done, and that promptly to arrest the distillation of grain. Corn is now $1.12 and it would not surprise me if it reached $2.00 per bushel before the 1st of April. Ten barrels of whiskey were sold in this county a few days since at the almost fabulous price of three dollars per gal. If these prices are demanded and obtained for new liquor fresh from the still what is to \nprevent corn from being advanced before October to $5.00 per bu. Self preservation is the 1st law of nature and why should not that law apply to nations as well as to individuals. What will be our condition should the enemy push their raids so far into the interior as to destroy our railroad connections. If we expect to maintain our position, our stores of subsistence should be preserved. The North expected to starve us out when the war commenced. All that recognize a superintending providence had \ncause to thank the giver of daily bread last year for our unusually heavy crop of all kinds of grain. It was every where considered as an evidence that the Lord was on our side. Grant that it was so will he continue to be if we abuse his choicest favors-- if we convert ourselves into a nation of extortioners and have for our soldiers an army of drunkards. Grant as some contend that liquor is necessary for the soldiers should not a limit be placed upon the price of it . Liquor for which 3 dollars per gal is paid after running the blockade of the camp is frequently sold to the soldier at the high price of from one to five dollars per pint. If it is \nnecessary for the soldier it should be added to his rations and handed out under proper rules and regulations and every other person detected in smuggling liquor into the camp should be summarily and severely punished. Upon the summits of the Alleghaneys Gen. Johnson does not think it necessary to the health of the soldier and has with great diligence prevented its introduction to his camp. From what I can learn he has emptied of their contents more than fifty barrels in the last few weeks. This is seizing the bull by the horns . He is not tainted with that miserable fastidious delicacy of sentiment that is fearful of hurting somebody's feelings. He is entrusted with the defense of one of the important passes into the valley of Virginia and with a moral heroism equal to his fierce courage in the hours of conflict with the enemy he does not stop to inquire whether\nany body is hurt. How are the people of the valley who remain at home acting towards the heroic defenders of the Alleghany but for whose \nindomitable courage in repulsing an overwhelming body of the enemy the valley would now be overrun by marauding hordes of black Republican soldiers. While these brave men are enduring the rigors of a climate at an elevation where snow, rain or hail is an every day occurrence these that remain at home are engaged in all kinds of speculation. Every lb of butter though produced in unusually huge quantities is retailed to the soldiers at fifty cents per lb \u0026 c.","Staunton, Sept. 20th, 1862","My Dear WifeIt is possible that some ladies will leave here in a few days for Upshur County. I avail myself of the opportunity to inform you so far we are all well though there is and has been a great deal of sickness all over of this country. The girls are now boarding at a very good house in Brownsburg. The family not wanting help [Alcinda] is at Mr. Newlons. Porter and I left Brownsburg the last of September for the Mountains. We were one day too late to go with [Jenkins] or we might have attempted to get home. Porter has gone down the Valley towards Winchester and I shall start down today and fall in with him. We shall go as far as Maryland thence to Faquier and probably Rappahannock. I saw Gen Johnson a few days since, he was in good health and spirits. I have not heard from Philander for some time but \nsuppose that he is well. W. P. Kemble is still at Clarksville, Mecklenburg Co., Va. W. E. Kimble is at Richmond and well. He sent me 250 dollars. [Benton] sent me 250 dollars some time since. I received a letter from [Benton]- also one from Porter a few days since. They have both gone to Missouri to assist in organizing the troops in that State. Events are transpiring so rapidly at the present time that I should suppose both would tire of death and carnage. If the tide of war does not bring us home this fall I scarcely know what course to ask you to pursue. If you could bring sufficient with you to go to house keeping and meat to eat and other small articles there would be no difficulty in procuring a house in any part of the country, but it is almost impossible to procure any thing at this time in this country. Bacon is fifty cents sugar 80, coffee 2.00. -- calico 1.50 \nper yd., \u0026 c. But you have doubtly seen the prices of articles south in the Northern papers. I have not received a line from you since May. I saw young Cochran a few days since, he said he had seen you somewhere before he left, but did not speak to you. It was a satisfaction to know that you were well. I do not now know whether you have received any of my letters written with regard to the suits brought against me, therefore I repeat here what I have said in all my letters -- to pay no attention to their suits and do not \ntrouble yourself as to what disposition is made of the property- simply preserve all my books and papers. If you can get any thing from [T___] or Potts, do so, receipting to them for what you get. The girls are well pleased at the house they are now boarding at. The refugee families are all well. I do not know who of our soldiers have been killed in the fights at Manassas, Harpers Ferry, and in Maryland, but think the Taylor boys have escaped. Give my love to Leake and tell him for me to keep at his books. \nBelieve me truly yours \nM H Johnson","Porter has been anxious to go into the army this winter and I have half promised him that could he get to see you again he might go. He feels mortified at his present position and he is ambitious to take some part in the war. His idea is that a man has but one time to die and that a few years more or less will not make any difference. He says that he is able to carry a musket and that if he\ndoes not raise his arm in defence of his country under existing circumstances he shall never feel like asking a Southern woman to marry him and that a northern woman he would not have under any circumstances. George Armstrong was at Brownsburg when I left. He had come down on a visit. He is able to walk with the use of one crutch. He\nis conditionally true to his engagement . If what he shall have heard about be true of her joining in the reception at Grafton of the Yankee invaders he will suffer his other leg to be crippled and both arms torn from his body before he would have her or any other woman that by act of courtesy received a yankee favorably. George is a brave man, he is true to his country, and true to his love\nprovided she has been true to herself. I approve his course. I detest with intense hatred the time serving policy pursued in our country and I told Mr. [Ceplin] very frankly that it was with reluctance that I gave my hand to a man who was in the habit of shaking hands with the Yankees or what is worse the Union men of NW Virginia and I do not think I am an exception. Tho I have mentioned to you the sickness here, do not give yourself any uneasiness about it. Mr. Newlon promised that if Alcinda or her child gets sick, that he will take care of them. As we have been favored so far I still trust to Providence to preserve\nus in future. The girls are at a good house and should they get sick are in good hands- - Fanny is very careful they have all been using preventives so be of good cheer and do not get out of heart. Philander is well though I have not seen him for about a year. Porter and I went to Winchester, stayed in the Army ten days, but Philander was absent. We passed him as we went down the Valley and did not know. The fences are burned, this makes the road wide. To be relieved of the dust we were frequently 50 yards\nfrom the road. Philander has charge of about 100 wagons and was going to Rockingham for corn, thus we missed him. I suppose he gets about 100 dollars per month. I do not think he is drinking in fact he has not been. Porter I suppose will go the Army to see him. Say to Mr. Gawthrop that his son is well. He has been detailed as a butcher at $50 per month. William Sharps is his assistant. Saml\nTucker was seriously wounded at the battle of Manassas, but it is thought will recover. Uriah has recovered from his wound and is again in the Army. Jac is not yet able to go in the Army but is at the hospital taking care of Saml. H. Mahany and John are well, also the two Robinsons and James Boyd. I received a letter from Brother Porter and one from Thomas written the 27th of August, I have not heard since. They were well at that time. I do not think they were in the battle of Corinth as they had been sent on other service at that time. Porter expressed a desire that his family should be on this side of the line - his principle fear was that Tell might be made to swear he does not wish him to take an oath on any account. If there is no danger of Tell being sworn probably they had better stay where they are. W.P. Goff must be informed that he will be held personally responsible should he on any account permit or not prevent the administering of any of them oaths to Tell. Porter also swears by all that is sacred that he will hold some men in Clarksburg responsible for any indignity that may be offered to Father in any way, shape or form. Tell Emily that I try to keep Porter apprized that she is well \u0026 c. I have just seen a young man from Clarksburg and I shall write to\nPorter in the morning. I again repeat my advice to Father to quit business, have no cattle or other goods, convert everything into gold at even 40 percent and bury it, and put no tombstone to its grave. Give my love to Leake, tell him to be a good boy to attend to his book and say his lessons to you. I do not want him sent to school. I would not have him taught by anyone I know save yourself. I do not want him to associate with the children of the Union people in your section of the State. Tell Leake that Porter and I have slept out of doors a good many nights. We do this sooner than ask people to keep us all night, it is nothing to be refused a lodging for the night for love or money-- still there are some clever people. I have but one motto that is to \"run with patience the race set before,\" this I intend to do. So be of good cheer and do not despair.\nTruly yours,\nM. H. Johnson\nSince writing Mr. C. has been looking over his letters and [shares] the enclosed note from Miss Armstrong. W.P. Kimble is well, he is at Clarksville, Mecklenburg County Virginia. I loaned to Henry C Middleton fifty dollars when I was at the oil wells. Write him a note to send you the money, say to him that you are in need of it. To your friends buying in and hold for redemption such articles\nas you need I have no objection, but things that you do not need and than can be replaced let them go---","Monday Evening\nMy Dear Wife\nI write you this note to let you know that I arrived here safely last evening. I do not look for Porter and Bradford for several days. The roads are very much cut up and I expect they will have a hard time. I started Dick to meet them, but he may miss them entirely. Our loss in the fighting that has taken place is 1742 in killed and wounded. Our dead have been buried. The Yankee dead remain\nunburied. The field of battle is still in dispute. The Yankees have not asked the privilege of burying their dead and we cannot [venture] to do it. Ours were carried off during the fight. We occupied the best position and think the enemy loss 5 to our one. I have just been to take a look at the Yankee Army. They are drawn up in line of battle, but as it is now 4 o'clock we do not think\nthere will be a fight today. The principal fight was on Friday--though in sight we feel secure. My back is better though I am yet suffering. I was offered 200 dollars for the wagon and 2 sets harness, but could get no transportation at Staunton for our load. I am writing on a moments notice so excuse this hasty note. We are 10 miles from the office----","Thursday morning\nMy Dear Wife\nPorter and Bradford have not arrived yet--but unless I write today you will not hear from me until next week. This may reach you on Saturday and even [now] I must write very hastily. The loss of the abolitionists in the last battle near Fredericksburg was greater than we at first supposed. They are again on the other side of the River. I spent yesterday afternoon in going over a portion of the battle field near or adjoining the City. On the portion of the field I visited there were at least 500 dead. Under a flag of truce they were burying their dead but doing it in a very careless manner. Unless they worked last night they cannot get through before sometime today. After going through Fredericksburg and seeing the results of their vandalism I felt no sympathy for their justly merited fate. Scattered books, broken [----], furniture of all kinds and every description carried into the streets and broken to pieces. Our own loss is narrowed down to less than 400 killed and less than a thousand wounded, while the loss of the enemy cannot be less than 2000 killed and from 10 to 20 thousand wounded and missing. All who have visited the ground concur in the opinion that the dead\nare thicker upon the ground than any [field] they have seen. One could have walked for 400 yds upon the dead. This was close up to the houses reaching back 400 yds to a stone wall. Burnsides is considered a fool for making the attack, as from his camp he could see our position and defenses. Our army could have withstood an attack by 400 thousand men. Our victory was complete. I have not yet seen any Yankee account of the battle. There was some conversation on yesterday between our men and the men\ndetailed to bury the dead. They all agreed that their defeat was a terrible one. A physician told Judge G. that he thought this [------] would certainly satisfy the North. We lost [260] as prisoners who were exchanged on yesterday. We have besides about 1000 prisoners who will be paroled but you will get the news from the papers before this reaches you. All is quiet this morning. Write to me and let me know how you are getting along. Write at least twice a week as in that way probably one of the letters might reach me. Give my love to the children and believe me truly yours,\nMHJ\nPS. The 25th and 31st were not engaged. I have not seen Philander he is 12 miles distant.","Camp Fredericksburg \nDec. 25th 1862\nMy Dear Wife\nI should like this morning to be with you very much but as that cannot be the best I can do is to write you and let you know how\nglad I would be were it so. Days and weeks seem to me much longer now than they were before your arrival, before I could not be with you if I would; now I might were it not that I would have to give up a situation in order to gratify my wishes and my feelings. I have not heard from you since I left, but hope that you are all well and getting along well. The weather here has been much colder than the spell was at Brownsburg while I was there. From all we can gather from the Northern papers their defeat was much greater than we supposed immediately after the battle. One of their correspondents estimates 3000 wounded in one of their divisions and that the wounded are in our hands. This is not so. Their number of dead is greater than their estimate. Many of the southern Regts take no prisoners especially the Louisianians - who are determined to have revenge for the outrages of Butler and his troops -. One can form but a faint idea of the horrors of a battle field without an actual inspection upon the ground. I can assure you I should feel rejoice if the war could close without such another scene as we have witnessed here - but if our foes will not cease the War which it is in their power to do then I hope that every conflict will result as favorable to us as this great fight at Fredericksburg. Porter went to see Philander and took to him the little things you had sent to him. He needs two flannel shirts also his hat. Hopes to be able to go and see you before a great while. Jackson's Army is about 20 miles from our camp. Porter carried Mr. Rapps package and boots to him, but learned that he had been wounded and taken to Lynchburg - this I suppose is no news at Brownsburg by this time. Ask what shall be done with what was sent to him. When I wrote you last my information was that the \n31st and 25th were not engaged but this was not correct. I do not know how many were wounded or killed in either but do not think the loss was great. We have a very fine band in the same field we are in. Last night among others they played \"Old Dog Tray.\" It made me think of Carlo and your description of his faithfulness. There seems to be no gloom or dreariness of thought among our soldiers so far as\nmy observation extends. All seem cheerful and gay. The dead are buried - the wounded and sick sent off - so that the well alone \nare left. Victory inspires confidence and certainly a great victory has attended our armies and what is more the North feels and\n[ ---- ] it. When Mr. Newlon goes to Richmond let him renew our subscription to the Examiner for six months or if you prefer some other paper. Let him subscribe to the paper you prefer. Porter did not arrive here until the dead were buried so that he missed a sight. I have very much desired he should see under the hope it would lessen his desire to join the army before he is 18. Our lead was too much for the bad team we had. I left 2 barrels of apples and 65 lbs butter at Staunton. Porter afterwards left 2 barrels at Waynesboro -- arriving here with 3 2/3 bls of apples and part of his butter. The expenses of the trip were over 40 dollars - unless those left behind come on it will prove a losing business.","Camp Fredericksburg \nDecember 29, 1862\nMy Dear Wife\nI am still without a letter from you, nor have I heard from Brownsburg since I left. We move in the morning to some point 25 miles nearer to Richmond so you need not answer this note until you hear from me again. Only portions of the army fall back at this \ntime, but it is supposed that Gen. Lee with the main army will follow in a short time; the object being to eat up everything as we fall \nback so that the enemy will find it difficult to sustain or rather to support their army should they elect to advance. I sold the wagon, harness and the two old horses for 625 dollars including the horse I had when you arrived. I thought it better to keep the two young mares for the present. Porter was offered 300 dollars for the bay mare today but thinks she will bring more money. I have heard nothing of the butter and apples left at Staunton and Waynesboro and probably never will. If so I shall lose by my investment as I sold what arrived here for cost and expenses. You had better have your apples opened and see that they are not rotting. These that arrived here had rotted considerably. Richard started to Staunton on Saturday morning and will not return for some two weeks. I have suffered considerably for the last few days with my back and have had to use half of a bottle of liniment tonight being the first I have used since the morning I left. Porter is in good health and if he keeps well and we settle down for the winter I think I can learn him so that he can do my writing and give me an opportunity to stay with you for a short time in the month of Feby. I should like to be with you sooner but do not see how I can get away sooner with the amount of writing on hand. I have taken up for the benefit of the 31st Regt a small collection among the men in our train. You will ask Mr. Withrow to hand to \nthe Ladies Society of Brownsburg thirty dollars with the request that they purchase yarn and convert it into socks for the men in that Regt. I shall try to send them a farther sum sometime next month. If you need money call on Mr. Withrow for what you may need until I have an opportunity to send you some which will be before long. It is now near 11 oclock. I was writing all day, have been packing up tonight so that we can make an early start in the morning having gotten every thing ready. Though tired I felt like writing to you if for nothing else to say how glad I would be to be with you. Give my love to all the children and accept for yourself my last thought for the night and my last letter for 1862.","...Philander was well last week. I have not seen him since the fight at P Republic. He has been to Richmond and is now with Jackson's Army (where Jackson is no one even knows except the Yankees). W.E. Kemble is at Richmond Asst Surgeon at some of the hospitals--W P Kemble is well though I have not seen him for 9 months, we have not met. Young Gawthrop, Jones, Armstrong and the men generally from our section are well--The 3 Tuckers have all been wounded but are getting well. You will see that [Jack] Tucker's wife does not suffer--a braver man does not exist. Hansbrough I heard was in Richmond a few days since, I have not seen him since last November. Mr. Armstrong and family are at Buckingham Courthouse. George is recovering from his wound slowly. I saw a letter from him a few days since to Doct Newlon in which he stated that the ladies \"God bless em\"had been very kind to him and he was not certain but that there was a warm corner in his heart for one of them \"having been disappointed in his first love he did not know whether he should ever love again.\" Doct Newlon said the interpretation was that Vic had joined in the procession at Grafton to welcome the yankee troops. We heard at the time that there was a procession at Grafton and there may be some foundation for the story. If she was one of that number I do blame George, but on the contrary approve his view. In most the Southern cities the true Southern women refuse to recognize in any way the whole tribe of invaders. I admire their course. I wrote to you last winter to tell J W B to keep quiet. I have never heard whether you received my letter or any other of the many letters I have written this spring. If they have fallen into Yankee hands, they have found out that I feel but little respect for them and less for the time serving people in your section of the State (W. Va). Fanny has also written to you, but whether the letters ever reached you or not, I do not know. The Refugee families have all escaped sickness so far--this is wonderful considering the amount of sickness we have seen of all kinds. Porter is a very good boy and says he thinks he will return to you as good as he left. I have promised him that he may go to the Army whenever he has seen you--it galls him very much that I will not let him go. The boys are more anxious to go than the men. Charles Newlon Jr. has joined a Cavalry Co. and is now at Union Monroe. Mrs. N was opposed to it, but Newlon desired him to go. Newlon's family are still at Brownsburg all well. D. Goff, Claud[--] and their families 5 miles west of Staunton, the longer they stay away the firmer South they become. The Crawfords from Beverly are all well and near Brownsburg. B. Bassel and my self are now writing these letters at the same table while Geo. Johnson is reading the news. You will send word to Mahoney's family that he is well and making money and that he expects Smith to pay them the amt furnished by him to Wash--which was considerable--and if they should need it,--more. Mahoney I suppose has made over 7000 seven thousand dollars--he is trading in every way. Edward Payne was at Staunton a few days since. He brought up a Sincel or Sinclair captured at Moorefield. I did not see Payne and my informant could not remember the name, said he was a wagoner. The Yankees were paroled, but not so with the Virginians. Gov. Letcher has something to say to Virginians captured in the service of Lincoln. If you get any money either get gold or valley money do not trust to N W. Virginia money and for this reason--If in the tide of War our armies should ever win the N West your money will not be good, as the men having charge of the banks will leave and carry with them the specie. Father thinks he knows too much to be advised. I am surprised at his doing business or attempting to do it. But if in the tide of War our army should get your way our friends should lay out all their Northern money for bacon and other articles needed in the south. I give a hint if they do not profit by it--I cannot keep it--I am not doing anything to make money. I have refused to join in the mania for speculation that has 1/2 ruined the Patriotism of the south. All speculation here causes the poor to suffer. If we had not stopped making whiskey corn would have been from five to ten dollars per bushel. Whiskey sells at 5 dollars per gal by the barrel and often as five dollars per pint by retail...","Camp near Verden\nJanuary 25, 1863\nMy Dear Wife\nYours of the 15th was received one week since for your expressions of kindness receive my sincere thanks. Your uneasiness about my health and amount of labor is too great. The amt of labor is not so very great except at particular times. If I did not suffer with my back, it would not be much. I was in Richmond this week saw your brother William, he was ordered to N Carolina the day I arrived in Richmond and left next morning. I saw Trayhorn the bogus Sheriff of Barbour who was arrested by Capt Hill of Imboden's command and brought to Richmond. After his arrest a company from [M or W-------] went to Barbour killed 2 citizens  and carried 8 more to Wheeling to be held as hostages for the safety of Trayhorn. I learn from Judge Camden who left Richmond yesterday that John Williamson and Wm. Elliot had arrived in Richmond as Commissioners from Pierpoint to effect the release of Trayhorn. Saml. Elliot had been carried to Wheeling as one of the hostages. I saw the judge but a moment and did not learn the particulars about the killing of the men in Barbour. Mrs Rapps [ ] is here did not receive your letter about it until Goff had left and I was not here when Bradford left. If there was anything else it has been stolen. I found the bundle open one day but not hearing what was in it I could not tell whether anything was missing or not. I hope it was nothing of much value. When at home I lost the key of the trunk was not the stray key at Mr. Withrow's mine--We do not need any blankets have plenty--I shall write you in a few days. Do not count time as I am not certain when I can be at home. Give my love to all the children--write to Porter about improvement of his time--he has books--","Lynchburg, Tuesday \nMarch 10, 1863 \nMy Dear Wife\nI might have stayed another hour with you on Sunday, but I wanted to give Leake ample time to return and not ride fast as it was very warm on Sunday. I arrived at the landing at least 3 hours before the boat started--arrived here yesterday morning by 9 oclock--shall leave in the morning for Hanover--not certain that I shall have hired a single teamster. There has been a heavy fall of snow today, but it is raining now and everything looks gloomy and I feel so I cannot help it. Here you see nothing and hear nothing but tobacco--save when a soldier steps up to pay his bill or asks what he will have to pay for a days board and is answered 5, 6 or 7 dollars. I feel satisfied from his look, that he wishes all these people in Yankeedom and \ntheir town in ashes. I do not feel hopeful at this time as to the result of the contest. I do not fear that Yankees can whip us, but I do fear that the desire of gain, the thirst for money will yet overwhelm us. One can hardly feel like risking his life for such a set, but our rulers are to blame. If in the first place a tariff of prices had been fixed upon the leading articles--such a state of things would never have existed. Before Porter starts for his [mare] he had better see if he can get anything to feed her on--if he cannot she will be badly off. I bought yesterday near 1/2 pint cabbage seed for $4.00--this you will think a large quantity. I want to raise a full garden, what we do not want we can sell. I also bought a paper of Turnip, salsify, and parsley and lettuce. I think in all probability I shall return home to stay before long and the more I think about it and the more I see how the soldiers are treated the less I approve of Porter's determination to go into the service before his time, but he will have to decide for himself. I am not certain now about starting in the morning as the man that was to meet me here this evening has not done so. You need \nnot write until you hear from me again, that is if you all keep well--","Camp Near Verden \nMarch 14, 1863\nMy Dear Wife\nI returned here on Thursday. I went to Richmond today on business--was there but 4 hours. Just before leaving I met with Porter Johnson who had arrived in Richmond last night. He had been told by some one that I was in Richmond, was on the look out for me. I shook hands with him without recognizing him. I was not thinking about him--did not look particularly before I remarked \"I believe I do not remember you.\"---He had not received any of our letters. I had but little conversation with him and did not learn his business. I shall go down to Richmond on Monday to see him. He may visit Brownsburg before his return to Missouri. I met young Camden at the cars in Lynchburg and sent the garden seeds by him. I shall try and get some more seeds in this neighborhood. I found your letter on my return--read it with much satisfaction though I had seen you since it was written. Norvel Lewis of Clarksburg died in Richmond last Saturday. He had been drinking for some days, was prostrated at once and all that could be done did not revive him. Porter knew him well and I hope his fate will be a warning to him never to drink liquor. His death has produced a great grief among those that knew him. I shall write again by Wednesday's mail. Let me know when you are to move. Probably if Porter concludes to come up I may be up with him. If you have nothing in the house do not fret about it. You cannot have less furniture than we have in camp and we got along very well. So long as we keep our health take the world easy--it is not worth while to fret about what we cannot help. I sold the bay mare this evening for $300, she was being reduced each day, so I though it better to part with her. After you are moved, I will write to Porter when to come after his mare. Give my love to the children and believe me truly yours \nM H Johnson\n\nMarch 15 63 \nMy Dear Wife \nCapt. Semmes did not leave this morning as he expected. Tell Porter I have examined his mare today. I do not think she has fallen off much. Write to me on the receipt of this and forward to Verden. Let me know when you will move or whether you have moved. There has been no weather for gardening, so I do not expect that Porter has done anything yet. I can get some sweet \npotatoes  from [S ]--had I better do so","Sunday March 29 [1863]","My Dear Wife\nYours of the 25th was received last evening. On Tuesday I went to Richmond and returned on Thursday. On Friday morning I went to Fredericksburg and returned on yesterday. I saw Philander--he was well and had received your letter. He had joined a company in the 13th Virginia Regt and thought probably he might go into actual service.","Since I left Fredericksburg our army have used up a large proportion of the timber for firewood--the timber being cut down--the Yankee truly are in full view for miles. The soldiers have been ordered to send nearly all their baggage to Richmond so as to have nothing but what they can carry upon their backs. Some think there will be a movement either forward or backward in a few days.","Porter's business at Richmond is to have adjusted the pay coming to the Missouri troops. He was nearly through with his business when I left Richmond. He had not determined on what route he would return to the west. I regret very much that we moved into that house since they have taken the store room for a hospital--as sickness has generally followed the army. But I suppose among [P ] of Brownsburg it would be heretical to suppose that anyone would be sick without a special decree from above.","I think it probable that I may be that way in 10 or 15 days. There is some business to do in Culpeper and probably in Buckingham. I may go on horseback if so I shall ride mare and go into Brownsburg. I am not positive about it. We had a very rainy day yesterday--it is cold today. It is near the first of April and there is very little plowing done in this neighbourhood, everything is very backward, nothing green except wheat and that very poor.","Give my love to the children and believe me truly yours,\nM H Johnson","Beverly\nSaturday 25 [April] 1863","My Dear Wife\nBeverly was taken yesterday after about two hours cannonading and some but not much skirmishing of infantry. The abolitionists were about 1300 in number. Latham succeeded in burning all his stores. [He] succeeded in getting away in the direction of Philippi with little or no loss of men. Our cavalry pursued, but I fear without any success.","If Porter has not started tell him to stay where he is. The bad management here has [lessened] my confidence in this command. The bridges are gone over Greenbrier river and the road might not be safe on account of Union men. I hope he has not started or that you did not receive my last letter. I am very tired and pretty well worn out. I have no doubt but Latham will burn the bridge at \nPhilippi.","Yours in haste\nMHJ","Hillery's, 9 miles West of Beverly \nTuesday April [28, 1863]","My Dear Wife\nFortune has favored us though we do not deserve it. We had advanced to within 12 miles of Philippi--the same distance from Buckannon--news came that 8 Brigades had reinforced the enemy--we commenced to retreat on Beverly and had reached this point. This morning we know that the enemy have fled from Buckhannon \u0026 Philippi--that Jones has captured New Creek and destroyed the Railroad at Rowlesburg. We start west again this morning either by Buckannon or Philippi.","Had Jackson been in command we would have been in Clarksburg today, The railroad would have been destroyed. When we turned back almost every man was dissatisfied--all wanted to fight the enemy without regard to numbers. Mrs. J. Arnold  --sister of Gen. Jackson--went off with the yankees. Arnold stayed at home says he is a good southern man, that his wife is crazy but Hell he says, could not govern a Jackson.","If Porter comes he must come with a crowd or with the mail which has a guard. Love to you all.","May 1st 1863","I was too late for the mail when I wrote the note on this sheet. We have been here two days. I do not know when we shall leave. I shall not be able to leave this command while it stays here and shall have to share its fortunes. The enemy have retired to Grafton \u0026 Clarksburg. Our information is very uncertain. Gen. Jones we are informed is at Evansville. It is very hard to communicate with him and we may have to form a junction with him before we advance against Clarksburg.","The Union people have fled by thousands. Dick was near Henson Hoff's--Hoff and his two sons have fled. He had held office under the Lincoln Government. If Porter has not started he had better come with the crowd that guards the mail. I have purchased dress patterns enough for our family for some time to come (calico Gingham) \u0026 also for Mr. Withrow's and some others, cloth for \nPorter and entire suit overcoat \u0026 c. I have boxed them up- do not know when they will reach you. I have been appointed agent to take charge of all abandoned property. This will be a heavy work--","Weston\nMay 5th [1863]","My Dear Wife\nI believe I wrote to you from Beverly. I have written to you since but missed the mail. After the affair at Beverly on Friday we left Beverly on Saturday about noon, marched 9 miles and encamped on Sunday. We marched to a point equidistant from Buckhannon and Philippi. Hearing nothing from Jones and learning that Mulligan had reinforced Gen Roberts we fell back to \nwithin 9 miles of Beverly. We again started for Buckhannon before reaching that point the enemy had evacuated the place--burnt a [ ] amt of commissaries stores \u0026 c. A large no of the Union men going with them.","We remained at Buckhannon two or three days waiting to hear from Gen. Jones, having lost sight of him at Evansville. Gen. Jones arrived at Buckhannon Saturday morning, having been at [ ], Morgantown, Fairmont, [Skinnston], Bridgeport, Philippi. We immediately marched to Weston arriving here on Sunday morning. Beyond Evansville the Railroad was torn up for a considerable distance. The fine bridge at Fairmont was [blown] down. There was a fight at Fairmont, several killed, 400 prisoners taken. 3 killed \nat Bridgeport \u0026 c. Gen Jones command brought in 1200 horses taken from Union and secession men without pay. Father lost about 30 so the men say--he will be paid some day Gen Jones has consented that Dick may take one of the horses taken from Father. I am glad our troops got the horses pay or no pay.","Mason [Hisser] \u0026 Ed Payne now along--I do not know when the next move will be made. The enemy are massing their strength at Clarksburg and probably outnumber us. It think it likely that Gen. Jones will make another raid around the enemy before Gen. Imboden advances upon Clarksburg. A fight may take place at Clarksburg, some days hence. Our friends are completely \nsubdued, talk in whispers are afraid to speak out.","At Buckhannon I purchased about two hundred dollars worth of goods, mostly plain dry goods--put them in a box with some purchased by the Qr Master of the 31st Virginia Regt. I believe he has the goods with him, do not know whether he will ever have an opportunity to send them out. I have purchased fifty dollars worth here but do ot know what to do with them--having no transportation. There are plenty fo goods but the difficulty is what to do with them.  Porter arrived here yesterday, he is well. I do not know when either of us will return.","Camp Kemper, Near Staunton\nSept 23d 1864","My Dear Wife\nI reported here this morning, at Staunton yesterday morning--may start to Richmond any morning on short notice. Found Dick's horse of no value he gave out before I had reached Middlebrook. With much labour I reached a point 3 miles beyond Staunton by 9 o'clock at night--next morning sent the horse to English's. I staid in Staunton 2 days with the hope of hearing some of the \nparticulars of the fight in the Valley, some of the casualties but could learn nothing of the kind.","The account of the battle is about as follows. The enemy in far superior number attacked Early about day light. We held our own until 3 o'clock driving the enemy some two miles--at which time our Cavalry upon the left embracing Vaughan's, Imboden's, McCausland's, and Wickham's brigade gave way. This placed the enemy's cavalry in Winchester in the rear of our infantry and close upon our wagon train. The wagon train would have been destroyed but for the large number of stragglers with the train--the\nYankee Cavalry mistaking them for a strong guard. Our infantry retired fighting saving the train and all the artillery but 3 pieces. I cannot learn the names of any of the killed wounded or captured except Gen. Rodes \u0026 Gen. Godwin killed. Gen Lee wounded. I shall go back to Staunton this evening and if I can learn any other names I will enclose them in this letter. Gen. Breckinridge is in Staunton today on his way to take command in S.W. Virginia. Nearly all our dead and wounded fell into the hands of the enemy--our loss being about 3,000. Those who passed over the ground from which we drove the enemy until 3 o'clock think the loss of the enemy greater than ours.","You have doubtless heard before this of the arrival of Richard Brown's family at Doct McChesney's. 5 families in all came through--the Yankees giving permission to all to come who desired to do so. Tell Leake to tell Mr. Higgenbotham that his detail was granted upon the ground of private necessity until the first of November. The detail has been here since the 15 of August. Tell Leake to gather all the fodder he can, but not to work too hard. If our army should fall back up the Valley have the barrels that are fixed filled with flour so that you can move it from the mill should it become necessary.","Yours \nM H Johnson","Fitz Lee Cavalry were whipped on Thursday in the Page Valley losing 4 pieces of Artillery. Gen Early was at Woodstock last night having lost 12 pieces of artillery at Fisher's Hill or some other point--he is falling back up the Valley. The excitement here is on the increase. Capt. Corder was killed. Col. Patton of the 22 badly wounded and in the hands of the enemy. Accounts on both sides in the Examiner not far from the truth regarding the stand point from which the view is taken. All say our cavalry has acted badly. Let \nthe advocates of plunder remember.","Richmond\nOct 11 64","My Dear Wife\nLeaving Staunton on Sunday evening of the break up I reached this place on Tuesday evening. Have been well since. The reserves are here on guard duty--encamped on the Manchester side of the river. At the great fright here last Friday week a portion of our command was sent to the front. I was not among the number. On Monday morning there was a severe frost here--ice forming upon buckets of water outside the tents. I suppose the early frost has [swept] or ruined our cane patch. I would be better to procure barrels and have as much of the flour ground as you can. Porter had better have his ground and forwarded to Richmond--if he desires it at this point before he leaves. I see the cadets are ordered to Richmond. Tell Porter if he has not started that he will find me at the camp at Manchester.","Every thing is again very quiet about here for the last few days not a distant cannon has been heard for several days. Henry Mahoney was among the returned prisoners. A gentleman desires Ella Wade to be informed that her husband at Fort McHenry was well last week. If Porter has not started he should bring with him his white overcoat and blanket as the nights are very cold here--at least have been. I have not heard from home since I left. You have doubtless heard of the arrival at Lebanon of J H Haymond's family--well provided with many things. Direct care of Mr. Bennett.","Lexington, Sunday\nDec. 4th, 1864","My Dear Wife\nI have been busy all day but I know you will be disappointed if you do not get a line from me tomorrow. It was impossible for me to leave here today but I will try and be at home next Sunday. Gen. Smith says that the Cadets will have a short furlough but I think it doubtful. I am hoping that Porter will get permission to come home for a few days, but suppose he will have to bear his own expenses--probably the money would be better spent by him in buying such little things as he needs, but if he comes all right. The \nGen. says they will draw another suit of clothes.","I had but little to eat when Philander was here and made but a poor show. Tell Leake that Jeff and I made a fine feast on his rabbit. Jeff is very well contented, but wants to eat when I do and becomes very impatient if I do let him eat with me. I shall have a clerk after today and a very good one if he will keep sober--which he has promised to do, but which no one believes he will do. I was hungry I believe and will have eaten up what you sent in a day or two--you can send me enough bread and meat to last until Saturday--send by the stage driver, also write me at the same time. Send me any of the rib pieces as I have a cap I can make [h ]. Excuse this scrawl and believe me truly yours. Brother Porter complains that I do not write to him.\nM H Johnson","Tell Mr. Newlon \u0026 Crawford if they come this way to come and stay with me.","Lexington, March 7 65","My Dear Wife\nThe latest news from Staunton is about as we first heard. Our loss--1200 in prisoners, only 4 killed and wounded. Col. Harmon killed. Mr. Church's story all a fabrication.","Jackson is expected at Brownsburg tonight--whether he will have any troops with him or not I do not know. If you are all well send Leake to the Gen and ask him to stay all night.","Jackson's and Imboden's men united with Rosser and pursued the enemy down the valley and may attack the guard and try to rescue the prisoners--but I hardly expect it as the Guard is a large one and Sheridan said to be along the the guard.","Truly yours,\nMHJ","Richmond \nJany 12, 1865","My Darling Sister\nYour sweet little letter was received this evening. I was truly glad to hear from home and you. I have now been from home over two weeks, and not a line until I received your letter this evening. I did not know but some evil genii had enchanted you all with some magic spell and changed you all into beast or birds, so you cannot imagine how much relieved I was when I read your letter and found you all still retain your original forms. I arrived safely here several days after I left home. Uncle Will  arrived several days ago. I got the things he brought. I am exceedingly obliged  to mother for them, they were very nice indeed.","We are very poorly fixed here for study, twenty in a room, one small table, no chairs or stools, but one gas burner, and attached to the side of the wall instead of the center of the room where it ought to be. There is but one little stove in the room and the meanest coal that you can imagine. We have but two meals a day which is quite often enough of the kind, bread and beef for breakfast and beef and bread for dinner. However I am living and well. I have been but to two meals in the mess hall in the last four days. I intend to leave here as soon as possible. I will have to cut my \nletter short as the gentleman who is going to carry it is in a hurry.","I was on guard last night and sat up until midnight reading Hiawatha which will probably account for the following lines. 2 I was just thinking what I should write you about my stay in Staunton when these lines occurred to me. I expect they will cause some amusement for you. It is my first attempt at writing poetry and I am not certain that I succeed very well, but it was written on the spur of the moment and under great difficulties. You must excuse all mistakes as I am writing in the dark nearly. To all good night.","From your affectionate \nBrother Porter","PS Write soon and give me all of the items of news and what you all think of my leaving here. Uncle [Porter] thinks I had as well leave.\nGoodbye \nPorter","Richmond\nFeb 5th 1865","Dear Mother\nYour kind letter was received and read with pleasure. I was glad to get a letter from you once more, one written by your own dear self. I am very sorry now that I have not written to you ere this but I was thinking like yourself that every mail would bring me a letter from mother, but none came. I am convinced now that I ought not to have waited so long, as I see it was my duty as well as pleasure to write to my dear mother. I am so sorry that by not writing to you that I should have caused one shadow to hover o'er\nyour brow or one pang of sadness to enter your heart. I would not intentionally grieve my mother for anything in reason. I am a naughty boy, but mother dear you must forgive me this time.","I am so sorry for you all at home that the weather is so cold. I sincerely hope you have plenty of wood. We have not had cold weather here [ ] and I have been very comfortable. Although I did not find but one of my blankets, however the one that was lost did not belong to me and the one to whom it did belong being wealthy very kindly told me it made no difference about it. Although I suffer a great many inconveniences here they are nothing to me compared with what you have to put up with. You must make yourself perfectly easy about me and do not imagine me suffering when I am very comfortable. We have Bible class every Sunday. I recite to Col. Preston, or rather hear him lecture. He makes the time spent with him pass very pleasantly and also imparts much useful and interesting knowledge. I had a permit last Wednesday. Called to see Mrs. Neason, she was very cordial indeed \u0026 invited me to spend all the time that I had to myself with her and to come every permit I got and spend the day which I promised to do. She complimented you very highly on the [way] you managed your affairs in West Virginia. I expect to get a permit on Saturday week when I shall go and see her again.","I intend to leave here the first of March. I came here by my own consent and with the understanding that I was to leave at the end of a year. I will soon have been two instead of one. I am sorry to say I am not getting along as well with my studies as I would wish.","Dear Sister Allie\nYour letter came duly to hand. I am truly happy to see you are such a punctual correspondent. Did you send the book I wrote for by Mr. C. I saw him the other day but he did not say whether he had brought it or not. I saw a splendid life size picture of Gen. Lee put up in the House of Delegates on Wednesday, it was by Bruce a very ordinary looking man. He asks six five thousand ($65,000) dollars for it. You ought to be here to see the crowds of ladies that flock to see us on dress parade and some very pretty ones I can tell you. I have almost fallen in love with one or two myself. Miss Lou H was out to see us today escorted by Maj. Stuart. She invited me to see her she was looking better than I ever saw her.","Richmond \nFeb 23d 1865","Dear Father\nYour welcome letter was received last night. Uncle Porter had been here in the evening and told that he had received a letter from you stating that you had written me permission to resign. I am very much gratified at your kind concess[ion] in my wishes, and pleased to find that your own ideas correspond with mine on so important a subject.","I feel it due to myself as well as to you to state to you some of the reasons I have for leaving here and giving up the only opportunity which I shall perhaps ever have of getting an education. In the first place I am past nineteen years old and I think that it is my duty to be in the army. All who stay here after they become eighteen are generally considered shirkers. Then I do not think that the school will continue much longer than the first of April, for is it reasonable to suppose or can it even be expected that in this the death struggle of the Confederacy when every man woman and child should be at his or her post, when every nerve is to \nbe strained to attain the object which we have so long fought for, that two or three hundred well drilled, able bodied men will be allowed to remain idle and inactive? I am sure the answer of any rational man will be No!","Then acting on the supposition that the corps will be ordered into service soon at all events, I think it advisable to resign while I \ncan, and while I have the power to join any command that I think proper. A right granted all cadets resigning by order of the Sct \nWar. And as for education, I look at it in this light. If we are subjugated the less education and refinement a man has the better for him, for the nearer the man approaches the brute the less feeling he has, and in the above contingency our condition will be little better than that of brutes. To look at the same question from another point, if the war continues, I will have to enter the army sooner or later. If I am killed education will profit me nothing, but suppose we gain our independence and I should be so fortunate as to survive the war, almost every youth in the Confederacy will be in my own lamentable condition without education or polish.","I think I shall hand in my resignation in about a week or so, I wish to finish analytic before leaving. I would like to join cavalry but do not see how I am to keep myself in horses.","Next I thought of mounted horse artillery but for the present I thought of accepting a second Ltc in the 2d Foreign Battalion, a position which I can get I think without much trouble. Uncle Porter advised me to take it at once as he thought it better to leave now if I could get a position than to wait a while and go as a private. There are several of my acquaintances in the same Battalion and one of my most intimate friends left the other day for a 1st Lt in the same. I cannot use the permission you sent me, it is right with the exception that you omitted to state that I resigned to enter the military service of the C.S. Please send me another with this addition.","Please excuse mistakes as I have written under difficulties and in haste.","From your affectionate Son,\nPorter.","New's Ferry, March 27th 1865","Dear Father\nI received both of your last letters. The one dated the 4th March first and the one dated 1st, a few days ago. I would have written to you before this, but thought I would wait until certain communication could be established. I did not get to see Mr. Newlon before he left or would have written by him.","I resigned about two weeks ago. I have been in the trenches one week since, with the Corps. It then took me a week or such a matter to make my arrangements to leave the city. I have accepted the place I wrote you about, and am now on my way to join my command, it is at Charlotte, NC. I would like very much to have come home before going into the army, but the way not being open when I had the time at my own disposal I did not attempt it.","It would have been a needless expense, and one which Uncle Porter advised me not to incur, though if the way had been clear I certainly should have come. My expenses at the V.M.I. were one hundred and fifty ($150) dollars. I will enclose you a statement of my financial account. I left Richmond Thursday and was two days getting to this place. I am at present at Mr Chalmers, the father of one of my classmates and friends. The son invited The son invited to his fathers house. I wanted some place on the line to leave my trunk. This is the place exactly, it is on a direct line from the south to R and quite safe from the enemy there. The family are so kind. Mr C has invited me to make his house my home, as long as I am pleased to stay, but I shall only remain two or three days.","I am tolerably equipped. Uncle P bought me a small pair of saddle bags for fifty (50) dollars. He also gave me an oilcloth. I am going to take as little baggage with me as possible and will try and take care of it. On parting from Mr Neeson he gave me some good advice just as you would have done and I saw that he felt a deep interest in my welfare. He also offered me money but I declined because I thought Uncle P had given me what he thought proper. You cannot be too grateful to Mr. Neeson and his family for their kindness to me. I wish you would write to him about it. I wish them to know how grateful I feel to them.","I hope to see you again but have not the most remote idea when. When you write to me again direct to Lt. Porter Johnson 2d Foreign Battalion, Charlotte NC. Write soon to your affectionate son. \nPorter Johnson","Dearling Mother\nI have not received a single line from you since a few days before the enemy's raid. I have heard once from home through Papa, but it made me sad than otherwise though I was truly glad to know that you were all well. My dear mother, I have now launched my bark on the ocean of life, and though the clouds lower around me and the waves roll high, I hope by the help of God, to [sp---t] \nthe flood.","I have thought a great deal about home and friends. I would have liked very much to have come home to see all of the dear ones again, but as it would have been a mere gratification and would have accomplished nothing I suppose it is best as it is. I am now staying at a very kind gentlemans in Halifax County.","I have met with some very kind friends indeed since I resigned. Mrs Neeson has been almost a mother to me, just as kind as she could be. She often talks of you and thinks Papa one of the best men in the world. I almost fell in love with her daughter Mary a quiet unassuming and modest girl of fourteen summers. There is a little bright eyed beauty of twelve years, sitting by me while I write, [ ] my [ ]. Give my best love to all. The girls must write me soon. Give my especial love to Leake, tell him to be a good boy and mind his mother. Write to me soon mother!","Your devoted son, Porter","Prison Hospital\nCamp Chase, Ohio, June 18, 1865","Dear Mother\nThe order for release of prisoners has at last arrived. I expect to be released in about a week. It is a bitter pill but has to be swallowed. I do not expect to be home immediately. J.W. McCorkle is sick, he expects to go to his Uncles in Cabell county. I must go with him. He would do the same for me and more. Then I will go by West Va. I shall stop a few days then hasten home as fast as possible. I am in good health. I have not heard from any at Bridgeport for three weeks, they were all well at that time. Eddie \nWithrow is well, he is going directly home. Jake [Tucker] is well. The thoughts of soon again being clasped in a mothers embrace, Oh! isn't it glorious. My best love to all, regards to my friends.","From your Affectionate Son \nPorter Johnson esq \nSoon to be Citizen of the United States of America Good and Loyal","This collection consists of 26 letters, bulk 1862-1865, from Mortimer Howell Johnson and his son Porter to members of their immediate family. The Johnson Family, originally from West Virginia, moved to Brownsburg in Rockbridge County, Virginia, although they maintained close ties to their former home.","Topics in Mortimer's letters include civilian life during the war, the animosity between Union and Confederate sympathizers in West Virginia (the letter of April 28, 1863 discusses the Union loyalty of Stonewall Jackson's sister, Laura Jackson Arnold), the Battle of Fredericksburg and its aftermath (December 1862), the Jones-Imboden Raid (West Virginia, April 1863).","Porter's letters include a discussion of VMI cadet life at the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia where the Corps was headquartered during the last months of the Civil War.","Written from Richmond, Virginia. Letter contains family news and comments on work of the state legislature.","Written from Brownsburg, Virginia. Letter regards the inflated prices of grain used to produce whiskey for soldiers.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards family news and expresses concerns about high cost of food.","Letter regards family news and mentions woman who is a Union sympathizer. Letter also mentions that Porter Johnson is eager to join the army.","Letter regards the Battle of Fredericksburg, Virginia.","Letter regards the Battle of Fredericksburg, Virginia.","Written from Fredericksburg, Virginia. Letter regards the Battle of Fredericksburg and personal news.","Written from Fredericksburg, Virginia. Letter regards family and business news.","Letter regards family friends who have been wounded, refugee families, and a problem with currency.","Written from \"Camp near Verden.\" Letter regards family news and mentions situation in West Virginia.","Written from Lynchburg, Virginia. Letter regards personal news, and inflated prices.","Written from \"Camp Near Verden.\" Letter regards family and business news.","Letter regards family and business news.","Written from Beverly, West Virginia. Letter regards the Jones-Imboden Raid.","Written at \"Hillery's, 9 miles west of Beverley,\" West Virginia. Letter regards the Jones-Imboden Raid, West Virginia and the Union sympathies of Laura Ann Arnold (Jackson).","Written from Weston, West Virginia. Letter regards the Jones-Imboden Raid and burning of bridge at Fairmont.","Written from Camp Kemper, near Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards the Battle of Winchester, Virginia.","Written from Richmond, Virginia. Letter regards general family, business, and Civil War news.","Written from Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family and business news.","Written from Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards General Sheridan's location in the valley.","Written from the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia, where VMI was headquartered from December 1864 until Richmond was evacuated in April 1865. Letter regards life at the Alms House.","Written from the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia, where VMI was headquartered from December 1864 until Richmond was evacuated in April 1865. Letter regards general news.","Letter regards dress parades.","Written from the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia. Letter regards Porter Johnson's decision to join the Army.","Written at \"New's Ferry.\" Letter regards Porter Johnson joining the Army.","Written at \"New's Ferry.\" Letter regards general news.","Written from Prison Hospital, Camp Chase, Ohio. Letter regards an order for release of prisoners.","Manuscript collections in the VMI Archives are made available for educational and research use. The VMI Archives should be cited as the source. The user assumes all responsibility for identifying and satisfying any copyright holders. Materials from our collections may \nnot be redistributed, published or reproduced without permission from the VMI Archives. 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He married Eliza Dulaney Kemble, born in Kingwood, Preston County, West Virginia. The Johnson Family resided in Brownsburg, Rockbridge County, Virginia at beginning of the Civil War, and Mortimer enlisted in April 1864 (at age 48) in the Rockbridge Senior Reserves. He was described as having a dark complexion, dark hair and eyes, and 5 foot 6 inches tall. He died on December 13, 1889 in Charleston, West Virginia and is buried at the High Bridge Presbyterian Church cemetery, Rockbridge County, Virginia. He was the father of Porter Johnson, VMI Class of 1867.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003ePorter Johnson (1845-1917) was born in 1845 in Taylor County, West Virginia. He matriculated at VMI on September 1, 1863 and was a cadet private at the Battle of New Market on May 15, 1864. Porter resigned from Corps of Cadets on March 6, 1865 and joined the 8th Confederate Battalion commanded by Colonel Garnett Andrews. 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But Leake, if you will be a good boy and learn your book and acquire a great deal of information and knowledge, you can come down here yourself some day and see Richmond and all the sights that are worth seeing here. The legislature is working very slow and not doingmuch good for the country. The House is not in session yet this morning. At 8 o'clock I left my boarding house came by the Post Office and barber shop at half past 9 in the house and engaged in writing this letter to you. The house meets at 11 o'clock and adjourns about 3 o'clock, so that we get dinner at half past 3. Sometimes the house does not adjourn until later. You set down in the house with a comfortable cushioned chair to sit upon, a desk before you to write upon and it frequently happens that while a member thinks he is making a very fine speech, one half the members are engaged in writing letters or reading newspapers. I suppose you have heard of the fight that happened in Congress last Saturday. It was disgraceful to the Nation andthe men that were engaged in it are heartily ashamed of it. You are the first that mentioned Katy in your letters. I had almost forgotten her. How is Sam Burdett and the rest of the boys or have you been so close at home that you have not seen them. I want you above all things Leake to be kind to others. How would you like to deny yourself at table and refuse to eat, until you see all the rest comfortably seated. This would be true politeness, \nand you would soon learn to be happy in seeing others happy. This would soon afford you a great pleasure, and you would then learn to \"do unto others as you would have others do unto you.\" Hoping to hear form you soon. I remain","Truly yours \nM. H. Johnson","Brownsburg, Rockbridge VirginiaFebruary 15, 1862C.W. Newlon, Esq","Dear SirExpecting you home in a few days. I have concluded to write to you again upon the subject of impressments and praying that something may be done, and that promptly to arrest the distillation of grain. Corn is now $1.12 and it would not surprise me if it reached $2.00 per bushel before the 1st of April. Ten barrels of whiskey were sold in this county a few days since at the almost fabulous price of three dollars per gal. If these prices are demanded and obtained for new liquor fresh from the still what is to \nprevent corn from being advanced before October to $5.00 per bu. Self preservation is the 1st law of nature and why should not that law apply to nations as well as to individuals. What will be our condition should the enemy push their raids so far into the interior as to destroy our railroad connections. If we expect to maintain our position, our stores of subsistence should be preserved. The North expected to starve us out when the war commenced. All that recognize a superintending providence had \ncause to thank the giver of daily bread last year for our unusually heavy crop of all kinds of grain. It was every where considered as an evidence that the Lord was on our side. Grant that it was so will he continue to be if we abuse his choicest favors-- if we convert ourselves into a nation of extortioners and have for our soldiers an army of drunkards. Grant as some contend that liquor is necessary for the soldiers should not a limit be placed upon the price of it . Liquor for which 3 dollars per gal is paid after running the blockade of the camp is frequently sold to the soldier at the high price of from one to five dollars per pint. If it is \nnecessary for the soldier it should be added to his rations and handed out under proper rules and regulations and every other person detected in smuggling liquor into the camp should be summarily and severely punished. Upon the summits of the Alleghaneys Gen. Johnson does not think it necessary to the health of the soldier and has with great diligence prevented its introduction to his camp. From what I can learn he has emptied of their contents more than fifty barrels in the last few weeks. This is seizing the bull by the horns . He is not tainted with that miserable fastidious delicacy of sentiment that is fearful of hurting somebody's feelings. He is entrusted with the defense of one of the important passes into the valley of Virginia and with a moral heroism equal to his fierce courage in the hours of conflict with the enemy he does not stop to inquire whether\nany body is hurt. How are the people of the valley who remain at home acting towards the heroic defenders of the Alleghany but for whose \nindomitable courage in repulsing an overwhelming body of the enemy the valley would now be overrun by marauding hordes of black Republican soldiers. While these brave men are enduring the rigors of a climate at an elevation where snow, rain or hail is an every day occurrence these that remain at home are engaged in all kinds of speculation. Every lb of butter though produced in unusually huge quantities is retailed to the soldiers at fifty cents per lb \u0026 c.","Staunton, Sept. 20th, 1862","My Dear WifeIt is possible that some ladies will leave here in a few days for Upshur County. I avail myself of the opportunity to inform you so far we are all well though there is and has been a great deal of sickness all over of this country. The girls are now boarding at a very good house in Brownsburg. The family not wanting help [Alcinda] is at Mr. Newlons. Porter and I left Brownsburg the last of September for the Mountains. We were one day too late to go with [Jenkins] or we might have attempted to get home. Porter has gone down the Valley towards Winchester and I shall start down today and fall in with him. We shall go as far as Maryland thence to Faquier and probably Rappahannock. I saw Gen Johnson a few days since, he was in good health and spirits. I have not heard from Philander for some time but \nsuppose that he is well. W. P. Kemble is still at Clarksville, Mecklenburg Co., Va. W. E. Kimble is at Richmond and well. He sent me 250 dollars. [Benton] sent me 250 dollars some time since. I received a letter from [Benton]- also one from Porter a few days since. They have both gone to Missouri to assist in organizing the troops in that State. Events are transpiring so rapidly at the present time that I should suppose both would tire of death and carnage. If the tide of war does not bring us home this fall I scarcely know what course to ask you to pursue. If you could bring sufficient with you to go to house keeping and meat to eat and other small articles there would be no difficulty in procuring a house in any part of the country, but it is almost impossible to procure any thing at this time in this country. Bacon is fifty cents sugar 80, coffee 2.00. -- calico 1.50 \nper yd., \u0026 c. But you have doubtly seen the prices of articles south in the Northern papers. I have not received a line from you since May. I saw young Cochran a few days since, he said he had seen you somewhere before he left, but did not speak to you. It was a satisfaction to know that you were well. I do not now know whether you have received any of my letters written with regard to the suits brought against me, therefore I repeat here what I have said in all my letters -- to pay no attention to their suits and do not \ntrouble yourself as to what disposition is made of the property- simply preserve all my books and papers. If you can get any thing from [T___] or Potts, do so, receipting to them for what you get. The girls are well pleased at the house they are now boarding at. The refugee families are all well. I do not know who of our soldiers have been killed in the fights at Manassas, Harpers Ferry, and in Maryland, but think the Taylor boys have escaped. Give my love to Leake and tell him for me to keep at his books. \nBelieve me truly yours \nM H Johnson","Porter has been anxious to go into the army this winter and I have half promised him that could he get to see you again he might go. He feels mortified at his present position and he is ambitious to take some part in the war. His idea is that a man has but one time to die and that a few years more or less will not make any difference. He says that he is able to carry a musket and that if he\ndoes not raise his arm in defence of his country under existing circumstances he shall never feel like asking a Southern woman to marry him and that a northern woman he would not have under any circumstances. George Armstrong was at Brownsburg when I left. He had come down on a visit. He is able to walk with the use of one crutch. He\nis conditionally true to his engagement . If what he shall have heard about be true of her joining in the reception at Grafton of the Yankee invaders he will suffer his other leg to be crippled and both arms torn from his body before he would have her or any other woman that by act of courtesy received a yankee favorably. George is a brave man, he is true to his country, and true to his love\nprovided she has been true to herself. I approve his course. I detest with intense hatred the time serving policy pursued in our country and I told Mr. [Ceplin] very frankly that it was with reluctance that I gave my hand to a man who was in the habit of shaking hands with the Yankees or what is worse the Union men of NW Virginia and I do not think I am an exception. Tho I have mentioned to you the sickness here, do not give yourself any uneasiness about it. Mr. Newlon promised that if Alcinda or her child gets sick, that he will take care of them. As we have been favored so far I still trust to Providence to preserve\nus in future. The girls are at a good house and should they get sick are in good hands- - Fanny is very careful they have all been using preventives so be of good cheer and do not get out of heart. Philander is well though I have not seen him for about a year. Porter and I went to Winchester, stayed in the Army ten days, but Philander was absent. We passed him as we went down the Valley and did not know. The fences are burned, this makes the road wide. To be relieved of the dust we were frequently 50 yards\nfrom the road. Philander has charge of about 100 wagons and was going to Rockingham for corn, thus we missed him. I suppose he gets about 100 dollars per month. I do not think he is drinking in fact he has not been. Porter I suppose will go the Army to see him. Say to Mr. Gawthrop that his son is well. He has been detailed as a butcher at $50 per month. William Sharps is his assistant. Saml\nTucker was seriously wounded at the battle of Manassas, but it is thought will recover. Uriah has recovered from his wound and is again in the Army. Jac is not yet able to go in the Army but is at the hospital taking care of Saml. H. Mahany and John are well, also the two Robinsons and James Boyd. I received a letter from Brother Porter and one from Thomas written the 27th of August, I have not heard since. They were well at that time. I do not think they were in the battle of Corinth as they had been sent on other service at that time. Porter expressed a desire that his family should be on this side of the line - his principle fear was that Tell might be made to swear he does not wish him to take an oath on any account. If there is no danger of Tell being sworn probably they had better stay where they are. W.P. Goff must be informed that he will be held personally responsible should he on any account permit or not prevent the administering of any of them oaths to Tell. Porter also swears by all that is sacred that he will hold some men in Clarksburg responsible for any indignity that may be offered to Father in any way, shape or form. Tell Emily that I try to keep Porter apprized that she is well \u0026 c. I have just seen a young man from Clarksburg and I shall write to\nPorter in the morning. I again repeat my advice to Father to quit business, have no cattle or other goods, convert everything into gold at even 40 percent and bury it, and put no tombstone to its grave. Give my love to Leake, tell him to be a good boy to attend to his book and say his lessons to you. I do not want him sent to school. I would not have him taught by anyone I know save yourself. I do not want him to associate with the children of the Union people in your section of the State. Tell Leake that Porter and I have slept out of doors a good many nights. We do this sooner than ask people to keep us all night, it is nothing to be refused a lodging for the night for love or money-- still there are some clever people. I have but one motto that is to \"run with patience the race set before,\" this I intend to do. So be of good cheer and do not despair.\nTruly yours,\nM. H. Johnson\nSince writing Mr. C. has been looking over his letters and [shares] the enclosed note from Miss Armstrong. W.P. Kimble is well, he is at Clarksville, Mecklenburg County Virginia. I loaned to Henry C Middleton fifty dollars when I was at the oil wells. Write him a note to send you the money, say to him that you are in need of it. To your friends buying in and hold for redemption such articles\nas you need I have no objection, but things that you do not need and than can be replaced let them go---","Monday Evening\nMy Dear Wife\nI write you this note to let you know that I arrived here safely last evening. I do not look for Porter and Bradford for several days. The roads are very much cut up and I expect they will have a hard time. I started Dick to meet them, but he may miss them entirely. Our loss in the fighting that has taken place is 1742 in killed and wounded. Our dead have been buried. The Yankee dead remain\nunburied. The field of battle is still in dispute. The Yankees have not asked the privilege of burying their dead and we cannot [venture] to do it. Ours were carried off during the fight. We occupied the best position and think the enemy loss 5 to our one. I have just been to take a look at the Yankee Army. They are drawn up in line of battle, but as it is now 4 o'clock we do not think\nthere will be a fight today. The principal fight was on Friday--though in sight we feel secure. My back is better though I am yet suffering. I was offered 200 dollars for the wagon and 2 sets harness, but could get no transportation at Staunton for our load. I am writing on a moments notice so excuse this hasty note. We are 10 miles from the office----","Thursday morning\nMy Dear Wife\nPorter and Bradford have not arrived yet--but unless I write today you will not hear from me until next week. This may reach you on Saturday and even [now] I must write very hastily. The loss of the abolitionists in the last battle near Fredericksburg was greater than we at first supposed. They are again on the other side of the River. I spent yesterday afternoon in going over a portion of the battle field near or adjoining the City. On the portion of the field I visited there were at least 500 dead. Under a flag of truce they were burying their dead but doing it in a very careless manner. Unless they worked last night they cannot get through before sometime today. After going through Fredericksburg and seeing the results of their vandalism I felt no sympathy for their justly merited fate. Scattered books, broken [----], furniture of all kinds and every description carried into the streets and broken to pieces. Our own loss is narrowed down to less than 400 killed and less than a thousand wounded, while the loss of the enemy cannot be less than 2000 killed and from 10 to 20 thousand wounded and missing. All who have visited the ground concur in the opinion that the dead\nare thicker upon the ground than any [field] they have seen. One could have walked for 400 yds upon the dead. This was close up to the houses reaching back 400 yds to a stone wall. Burnsides is considered a fool for making the attack, as from his camp he could see our position and defenses. Our army could have withstood an attack by 400 thousand men. Our victory was complete. I have not yet seen any Yankee account of the battle. There was some conversation on yesterday between our men and the men\ndetailed to bury the dead. They all agreed that their defeat was a terrible one. A physician told Judge G. that he thought this [------] would certainly satisfy the North. We lost [260] as prisoners who were exchanged on yesterday. We have besides about 1000 prisoners who will be paroled but you will get the news from the papers before this reaches you. All is quiet this morning. Write to me and let me know how you are getting along. Write at least twice a week as in that way probably one of the letters might reach me. Give my love to the children and believe me truly yours,\nMHJ\nPS. The 25th and 31st were not engaged. I have not seen Philander he is 12 miles distant.","Camp Fredericksburg \nDec. 25th 1862\nMy Dear Wife\nI should like this morning to be with you very much but as that cannot be the best I can do is to write you and let you know how\nglad I would be were it so. Days and weeks seem to me much longer now than they were before your arrival, before I could not be with you if I would; now I might were it not that I would have to give up a situation in order to gratify my wishes and my feelings. I have not heard from you since I left, but hope that you are all well and getting along well. The weather here has been much colder than the spell was at Brownsburg while I was there. From all we can gather from the Northern papers their defeat was much greater than we supposed immediately after the battle. One of their correspondents estimates 3000 wounded in one of their divisions and that the wounded are in our hands. This is not so. Their number of dead is greater than their estimate. Many of the southern Regts take no prisoners especially the Louisianians - who are determined to have revenge for the outrages of Butler and his troops -. One can form but a faint idea of the horrors of a battle field without an actual inspection upon the ground. I can assure you I should feel rejoice if the war could close without such another scene as we have witnessed here - but if our foes will not cease the War which it is in their power to do then I hope that every conflict will result as favorable to us as this great fight at Fredericksburg. Porter went to see Philander and took to him the little things you had sent to him. He needs two flannel shirts also his hat. Hopes to be able to go and see you before a great while. Jackson's Army is about 20 miles from our camp. Porter carried Mr. Rapps package and boots to him, but learned that he had been wounded and taken to Lynchburg - this I suppose is no news at Brownsburg by this time. Ask what shall be done with what was sent to him. When I wrote you last my information was that the \n31st and 25th were not engaged but this was not correct. I do not know how many were wounded or killed in either but do not think the loss was great. We have a very fine band in the same field we are in. Last night among others they played \"Old Dog Tray.\" It made me think of Carlo and your description of his faithfulness. There seems to be no gloom or dreariness of thought among our soldiers so far as\nmy observation extends. All seem cheerful and gay. The dead are buried - the wounded and sick sent off - so that the well alone \nare left. Victory inspires confidence and certainly a great victory has attended our armies and what is more the North feels and\n[ ---- ] it. When Mr. Newlon goes to Richmond let him renew our subscription to the Examiner for six months or if you prefer some other paper. Let him subscribe to the paper you prefer. Porter did not arrive here until the dead were buried so that he missed a sight. I have very much desired he should see under the hope it would lessen his desire to join the army before he is 18. Our lead was too much for the bad team we had. I left 2 barrels of apples and 65 lbs butter at Staunton. Porter afterwards left 2 barrels at Waynesboro -- arriving here with 3 2/3 bls of apples and part of his butter. The expenses of the trip were over 40 dollars - unless those left behind come on it will prove a losing business.","Camp Fredericksburg \nDecember 29, 1862\nMy Dear Wife\nI am still without a letter from you, nor have I heard from Brownsburg since I left. We move in the morning to some point 25 miles nearer to Richmond so you need not answer this note until you hear from me again. Only portions of the army fall back at this \ntime, but it is supposed that Gen. Lee with the main army will follow in a short time; the object being to eat up everything as we fall \nback so that the enemy will find it difficult to sustain or rather to support their army should they elect to advance. I sold the wagon, harness and the two old horses for 625 dollars including the horse I had when you arrived. I thought it better to keep the two young mares for the present. Porter was offered 300 dollars for the bay mare today but thinks she will bring more money. I have heard nothing of the butter and apples left at Staunton and Waynesboro and probably never will. If so I shall lose by my investment as I sold what arrived here for cost and expenses. You had better have your apples opened and see that they are not rotting. These that arrived here had rotted considerably. Richard started to Staunton on Saturday morning and will not return for some two weeks. I have suffered considerably for the last few days with my back and have had to use half of a bottle of liniment tonight being the first I have used since the morning I left. Porter is in good health and if he keeps well and we settle down for the winter I think I can learn him so that he can do my writing and give me an opportunity to stay with you for a short time in the month of Feby. I should like to be with you sooner but do not see how I can get away sooner with the amount of writing on hand. I have taken up for the benefit of the 31st Regt a small collection among the men in our train. You will ask Mr. Withrow to hand to \nthe Ladies Society of Brownsburg thirty dollars with the request that they purchase yarn and convert it into socks for the men in that Regt. I shall try to send them a farther sum sometime next month. If you need money call on Mr. Withrow for what you may need until I have an opportunity to send you some which will be before long. It is now near 11 oclock. I was writing all day, have been packing up tonight so that we can make an early start in the morning having gotten every thing ready. Though tired I felt like writing to you if for nothing else to say how glad I would be to be with you. Give my love to all the children and accept for yourself my last thought for the night and my last letter for 1862.","...Philander was well last week. I have not seen him since the fight at P Republic. He has been to Richmond and is now with Jackson's Army (where Jackson is no one even knows except the Yankees). W.E. Kemble is at Richmond Asst Surgeon at some of the hospitals--W P Kemble is well though I have not seen him for 9 months, we have not met. Young Gawthrop, Jones, Armstrong and the men generally from our section are well--The 3 Tuckers have all been wounded but are getting well. You will see that [Jack] Tucker's wife does not suffer--a braver man does not exist. Hansbrough I heard was in Richmond a few days since, I have not seen him since last November. Mr. Armstrong and family are at Buckingham Courthouse. George is recovering from his wound slowly. I saw a letter from him a few days since to Doct Newlon in which he stated that the ladies \"God bless em\"had been very kind to him and he was not certain but that there was a warm corner in his heart for one of them \"having been disappointed in his first love he did not know whether he should ever love again.\" Doct Newlon said the interpretation was that Vic had joined in the procession at Grafton to welcome the yankee troops. We heard at the time that there was a procession at Grafton and there may be some foundation for the story. If she was one of that number I do blame George, but on the contrary approve his view. In most the Southern cities the true Southern women refuse to recognize in any way the whole tribe of invaders. I admire their course. I wrote to you last winter to tell J W B to keep quiet. I have never heard whether you received my letter or any other of the many letters I have written this spring. If they have fallen into Yankee hands, they have found out that I feel but little respect for them and less for the time serving people in your section of the State (W. Va). Fanny has also written to you, but whether the letters ever reached you or not, I do not know. The Refugee families have all escaped sickness so far--this is wonderful considering the amount of sickness we have seen of all kinds. Porter is a very good boy and says he thinks he will return to you as good as he left. I have promised him that he may go to the Army whenever he has seen you--it galls him very much that I will not let him go. The boys are more anxious to go than the men. Charles Newlon Jr. has joined a Cavalry Co. and is now at Union Monroe. Mrs. N was opposed to it, but Newlon desired him to go. Newlon's family are still at Brownsburg all well. D. Goff, Claud[--] and their families 5 miles west of Staunton, the longer they stay away the firmer South they become. The Crawfords from Beverly are all well and near Brownsburg. B. Bassel and my self are now writing these letters at the same table while Geo. Johnson is reading the news. You will send word to Mahoney's family that he is well and making money and that he expects Smith to pay them the amt furnished by him to Wash--which was considerable--and if they should need it,--more. Mahoney I suppose has made over 7000 seven thousand dollars--he is trading in every way. Edward Payne was at Staunton a few days since. He brought up a Sincel or Sinclair captured at Moorefield. I did not see Payne and my informant could not remember the name, said he was a wagoner. The Yankees were paroled, but not so with the Virginians. Gov. Letcher has something to say to Virginians captured in the service of Lincoln. If you get any money either get gold or valley money do not trust to N W. Virginia money and for this reason--If in the tide of War our armies should ever win the N West your money will not be good, as the men having charge of the banks will leave and carry with them the specie. Father thinks he knows too much to be advised. I am surprised at his doing business or attempting to do it. But if in the tide of War our army should get your way our friends should lay out all their Northern money for bacon and other articles needed in the south. I give a hint if they do not profit by it--I cannot keep it--I am not doing anything to make money. I have refused to join in the mania for speculation that has 1/2 ruined the Patriotism of the south. All speculation here causes the poor to suffer. If we had not stopped making whiskey corn would have been from five to ten dollars per bushel. Whiskey sells at 5 dollars per gal by the barrel and often as five dollars per pint by retail...","Camp near Verden\nJanuary 25, 1863\nMy Dear Wife\nYours of the 15th was received one week since for your expressions of kindness receive my sincere thanks. Your uneasiness about my health and amount of labor is too great. The amt of labor is not so very great except at particular times. If I did not suffer with my back, it would not be much. I was in Richmond this week saw your brother William, he was ordered to N Carolina the day I arrived in Richmond and left next morning. I saw Trayhorn the bogus Sheriff of Barbour who was arrested by Capt Hill of Imboden's command and brought to Richmond. After his arrest a company from [M or W-------] went to Barbour killed 2 citizens  and carried 8 more to Wheeling to be held as hostages for the safety of Trayhorn. I learn from Judge Camden who left Richmond yesterday that John Williamson and Wm. Elliot had arrived in Richmond as Commissioners from Pierpoint to effect the release of Trayhorn. Saml. Elliot had been carried to Wheeling as one of the hostages. I saw the judge but a moment and did not learn the particulars about the killing of the men in Barbour. Mrs Rapps [ ] is here did not receive your letter about it until Goff had left and I was not here when Bradford left. If there was anything else it has been stolen. I found the bundle open one day but not hearing what was in it I could not tell whether anything was missing or not. I hope it was nothing of much value. When at home I lost the key of the trunk was not the stray key at Mr. Withrow's mine--We do not need any blankets have plenty--I shall write you in a few days. Do not count time as I am not certain when I can be at home. Give my love to all the children--write to Porter about improvement of his time--he has books--","Lynchburg, Tuesday \nMarch 10, 1863 \nMy Dear Wife\nI might have stayed another hour with you on Sunday, but I wanted to give Leake ample time to return and not ride fast as it was very warm on Sunday. I arrived at the landing at least 3 hours before the boat started--arrived here yesterday morning by 9 oclock--shall leave in the morning for Hanover--not certain that I shall have hired a single teamster. There has been a heavy fall of snow today, but it is raining now and everything looks gloomy and I feel so I cannot help it. Here you see nothing and hear nothing but tobacco--save when a soldier steps up to pay his bill or asks what he will have to pay for a days board and is answered 5, 6 or 7 dollars. I feel satisfied from his look, that he wishes all these people in Yankeedom and \ntheir town in ashes. I do not feel hopeful at this time as to the result of the contest. I do not fear that Yankees can whip us, but I do fear that the desire of gain, the thirst for money will yet overwhelm us. One can hardly feel like risking his life for such a set, but our rulers are to blame. If in the first place a tariff of prices had been fixed upon the leading articles--such a state of things would never have existed. Before Porter starts for his [mare] he had better see if he can get anything to feed her on--if he cannot she will be badly off. I bought yesterday near 1/2 pint cabbage seed for $4.00--this you will think a large quantity. I want to raise a full garden, what we do not want we can sell. I also bought a paper of Turnip, salsify, and parsley and lettuce. I think in all probability I shall return home to stay before long and the more I think about it and the more I see how the soldiers are treated the less I approve of Porter's determination to go into the service before his time, but he will have to decide for himself. I am not certain now about starting in the morning as the man that was to meet me here this evening has not done so. You need \nnot write until you hear from me again, that is if you all keep well--","Camp Near Verden \nMarch 14, 1863\nMy Dear Wife\nI returned here on Thursday. I went to Richmond today on business--was there but 4 hours. Just before leaving I met with Porter Johnson who had arrived in Richmond last night. He had been told by some one that I was in Richmond, was on the look out for me. I shook hands with him without recognizing him. I was not thinking about him--did not look particularly before I remarked \"I believe I do not remember you.\"---He had not received any of our letters. I had but little conversation with him and did not learn his business. I shall go down to Richmond on Monday to see him. He may visit Brownsburg before his return to Missouri. I met young Camden at the cars in Lynchburg and sent the garden seeds by him. I shall try and get some more seeds in this neighborhood. I found your letter on my return--read it with much satisfaction though I had seen you since it was written. Norvel Lewis of Clarksburg died in Richmond last Saturday. He had been drinking for some days, was prostrated at once and all that could be done did not revive him. Porter knew him well and I hope his fate will be a warning to him never to drink liquor. His death has produced a great grief among those that knew him. I shall write again by Wednesday's mail. Let me know when you are to move. Probably if Porter concludes to come up I may be up with him. If you have nothing in the house do not fret about it. You cannot have less furniture than we have in camp and we got along very well. So long as we keep our health take the world easy--it is not worth while to fret about what we cannot help. I sold the bay mare this evening for $300, she was being reduced each day, so I though it better to part with her. After you are moved, I will write to Porter when to come after his mare. Give my love to the children and believe me truly yours \nM H Johnson\n\nMarch 15 63 \nMy Dear Wife \nCapt. Semmes did not leave this morning as he expected. Tell Porter I have examined his mare today. I do not think she has fallen off much. Write to me on the receipt of this and forward to Verden. Let me know when you will move or whether you have moved. There has been no weather for gardening, so I do not expect that Porter has done anything yet. I can get some sweet \npotatoes  from [S ]--had I better do so","Sunday March 29 [1863]","My Dear Wife\nYours of the 25th was received last evening. On Tuesday I went to Richmond and returned on Thursday. On Friday morning I went to Fredericksburg and returned on yesterday. I saw Philander--he was well and had received your letter. He had joined a company in the 13th Virginia Regt and thought probably he might go into actual service.","Since I left Fredericksburg our army have used up a large proportion of the timber for firewood--the timber being cut down--the Yankee truly are in full view for miles. The soldiers have been ordered to send nearly all their baggage to Richmond so as to have nothing but what they can carry upon their backs. Some think there will be a movement either forward or backward in a few days.","Porter's business at Richmond is to have adjusted the pay coming to the Missouri troops. He was nearly through with his business when I left Richmond. He had not determined on what route he would return to the west. I regret very much that we moved into that house since they have taken the store room for a hospital--as sickness has generally followed the army. But I suppose among [P ] of Brownsburg it would be heretical to suppose that anyone would be sick without a special decree from above.","I think it probable that I may be that way in 10 or 15 days. There is some business to do in Culpeper and probably in Buckingham. I may go on horseback if so I shall ride mare and go into Brownsburg. I am not positive about it. We had a very rainy day yesterday--it is cold today. It is near the first of April and there is very little plowing done in this neighbourhood, everything is very backward, nothing green except wheat and that very poor.","Give my love to the children and believe me truly yours,\nM H Johnson","Beverly\nSaturday 25 [April] 1863","My Dear Wife\nBeverly was taken yesterday after about two hours cannonading and some but not much skirmishing of infantry. The abolitionists were about 1300 in number. Latham succeeded in burning all his stores. [He] succeeded in getting away in the direction of Philippi with little or no loss of men. Our cavalry pursued, but I fear without any success.","If Porter has not started tell him to stay where he is. The bad management here has [lessened] my confidence in this command. The bridges are gone over Greenbrier river and the road might not be safe on account of Union men. I hope he has not started or that you did not receive my last letter. I am very tired and pretty well worn out. I have no doubt but Latham will burn the bridge at \nPhilippi.","Yours in haste\nMHJ","Hillery's, 9 miles West of Beverly \nTuesday April [28, 1863]","My Dear Wife\nFortune has favored us though we do not deserve it. We had advanced to within 12 miles of Philippi--the same distance from Buckannon--news came that 8 Brigades had reinforced the enemy--we commenced to retreat on Beverly and had reached this point. This morning we know that the enemy have fled from Buckhannon \u0026 Philippi--that Jones has captured New Creek and destroyed the Railroad at Rowlesburg. We start west again this morning either by Buckannon or Philippi.","Had Jackson been in command we would have been in Clarksburg today, The railroad would have been destroyed. When we turned back almost every man was dissatisfied--all wanted to fight the enemy without regard to numbers. Mrs. J. Arnold  --sister of Gen. Jackson--went off with the yankees. Arnold stayed at home says he is a good southern man, that his wife is crazy but Hell he says, could not govern a Jackson.","If Porter comes he must come with a crowd or with the mail which has a guard. Love to you all.","May 1st 1863","I was too late for the mail when I wrote the note on this sheet. We have been here two days. I do not know when we shall leave. I shall not be able to leave this command while it stays here and shall have to share its fortunes. The enemy have retired to Grafton \u0026 Clarksburg. Our information is very uncertain. Gen. Jones we are informed is at Evansville. It is very hard to communicate with him and we may have to form a junction with him before we advance against Clarksburg.","The Union people have fled by thousands. Dick was near Henson Hoff's--Hoff and his two sons have fled. He had held office under the Lincoln Government. If Porter has not started he had better come with the crowd that guards the mail. I have purchased dress patterns enough for our family for some time to come (calico Gingham) \u0026 also for Mr. Withrow's and some others, cloth for \nPorter and entire suit overcoat \u0026 c. I have boxed them up- do not know when they will reach you. I have been appointed agent to take charge of all abandoned property. This will be a heavy work--","Weston\nMay 5th [1863]","My Dear Wife\nI believe I wrote to you from Beverly. I have written to you since but missed the mail. After the affair at Beverly on Friday we left Beverly on Saturday about noon, marched 9 miles and encamped on Sunday. We marched to a point equidistant from Buckhannon and Philippi. Hearing nothing from Jones and learning that Mulligan had reinforced Gen Roberts we fell back to \nwithin 9 miles of Beverly. We again started for Buckhannon before reaching that point the enemy had evacuated the place--burnt a [ ] amt of commissaries stores \u0026 c. A large no of the Union men going with them.","We remained at Buckhannon two or three days waiting to hear from Gen. Jones, having lost sight of him at Evansville. Gen. Jones arrived at Buckhannon Saturday morning, having been at [ ], Morgantown, Fairmont, [Skinnston], Bridgeport, Philippi. We immediately marched to Weston arriving here on Sunday morning. Beyond Evansville the Railroad was torn up for a considerable distance. The fine bridge at Fairmont was [blown] down. There was a fight at Fairmont, several killed, 400 prisoners taken. 3 killed \nat Bridgeport \u0026 c. Gen Jones command brought in 1200 horses taken from Union and secession men without pay. Father lost about 30 so the men say--he will be paid some day Gen Jones has consented that Dick may take one of the horses taken from Father. I am glad our troops got the horses pay or no pay.","Mason [Hisser] \u0026 Ed Payne now along--I do not know when the next move will be made. The enemy are massing their strength at Clarksburg and probably outnumber us. It think it likely that Gen. Jones will make another raid around the enemy before Gen. Imboden advances upon Clarksburg. A fight may take place at Clarksburg, some days hence. Our friends are completely \nsubdued, talk in whispers are afraid to speak out.","At Buckhannon I purchased about two hundred dollars worth of goods, mostly plain dry goods--put them in a box with some purchased by the Qr Master of the 31st Virginia Regt. I believe he has the goods with him, do not know whether he will ever have an opportunity to send them out. I have purchased fifty dollars worth here but do ot know what to do with them--having no transportation. There are plenty fo goods but the difficulty is what to do with them.  Porter arrived here yesterday, he is well. I do not know when either of us will return.","Camp Kemper, Near Staunton\nSept 23d 1864","My Dear Wife\nI reported here this morning, at Staunton yesterday morning--may start to Richmond any morning on short notice. Found Dick's horse of no value he gave out before I had reached Middlebrook. With much labour I reached a point 3 miles beyond Staunton by 9 o'clock at night--next morning sent the horse to English's. I staid in Staunton 2 days with the hope of hearing some of the \nparticulars of the fight in the Valley, some of the casualties but could learn nothing of the kind.","The account of the battle is about as follows. The enemy in far superior number attacked Early about day light. We held our own until 3 o'clock driving the enemy some two miles--at which time our Cavalry upon the left embracing Vaughan's, Imboden's, McCausland's, and Wickham's brigade gave way. This placed the enemy's cavalry in Winchester in the rear of our infantry and close upon our wagon train. The wagon train would have been destroyed but for the large number of stragglers with the train--the\nYankee Cavalry mistaking them for a strong guard. Our infantry retired fighting saving the train and all the artillery but 3 pieces. I cannot learn the names of any of the killed wounded or captured except Gen. Rodes \u0026 Gen. Godwin killed. Gen Lee wounded. I shall go back to Staunton this evening and if I can learn any other names I will enclose them in this letter. Gen. Breckinridge is in Staunton today on his way to take command in S.W. Virginia. Nearly all our dead and wounded fell into the hands of the enemy--our loss being about 3,000. Those who passed over the ground from which we drove the enemy until 3 o'clock think the loss of the enemy greater than ours.","You have doubtless heard before this of the arrival of Richard Brown's family at Doct McChesney's. 5 families in all came through--the Yankees giving permission to all to come who desired to do so. Tell Leake to tell Mr. Higgenbotham that his detail was granted upon the ground of private necessity until the first of November. The detail has been here since the 15 of August. Tell Leake to gather all the fodder he can, but not to work too hard. If our army should fall back up the Valley have the barrels that are fixed filled with flour so that you can move it from the mill should it become necessary.","Yours \nM H Johnson","Fitz Lee Cavalry were whipped on Thursday in the Page Valley losing 4 pieces of Artillery. Gen Early was at Woodstock last night having lost 12 pieces of artillery at Fisher's Hill or some other point--he is falling back up the Valley. The excitement here is on the increase. Capt. Corder was killed. Col. Patton of the 22 badly wounded and in the hands of the enemy. Accounts on both sides in the Examiner not far from the truth regarding the stand point from which the view is taken. All say our cavalry has acted badly. Let \nthe advocates of plunder remember.","Richmond\nOct 11 64","My Dear Wife\nLeaving Staunton on Sunday evening of the break up I reached this place on Tuesday evening. Have been well since. The reserves are here on guard duty--encamped on the Manchester side of the river. At the great fright here last Friday week a portion of our command was sent to the front. I was not among the number. On Monday morning there was a severe frost here--ice forming upon buckets of water outside the tents. I suppose the early frost has [swept] or ruined our cane patch. I would be better to procure barrels and have as much of the flour ground as you can. Porter had better have his ground and forwarded to Richmond--if he desires it at this point before he leaves. I see the cadets are ordered to Richmond. Tell Porter if he has not started that he will find me at the camp at Manchester.","Every thing is again very quiet about here for the last few days not a distant cannon has been heard for several days. Henry Mahoney was among the returned prisoners. A gentleman desires Ella Wade to be informed that her husband at Fort McHenry was well last week. If Porter has not started he should bring with him his white overcoat and blanket as the nights are very cold here--at least have been. I have not heard from home since I left. You have doubtless heard of the arrival at Lebanon of J H Haymond's family--well provided with many things. Direct care of Mr. Bennett.","Lexington, Sunday\nDec. 4th, 1864","My Dear Wife\nI have been busy all day but I know you will be disappointed if you do not get a line from me tomorrow. It was impossible for me to leave here today but I will try and be at home next Sunday. Gen. Smith says that the Cadets will have a short furlough but I think it doubtful. I am hoping that Porter will get permission to come home for a few days, but suppose he will have to bear his own expenses--probably the money would be better spent by him in buying such little things as he needs, but if he comes all right. The \nGen. says they will draw another suit of clothes.","I had but little to eat when Philander was here and made but a poor show. Tell Leake that Jeff and I made a fine feast on his rabbit. Jeff is very well contented, but wants to eat when I do and becomes very impatient if I do let him eat with me. I shall have a clerk after today and a very good one if he will keep sober--which he has promised to do, but which no one believes he will do. I was hungry I believe and will have eaten up what you sent in a day or two--you can send me enough bread and meat to last until Saturday--send by the stage driver, also write me at the same time. Send me any of the rib pieces as I have a cap I can make [h ]. Excuse this scrawl and believe me truly yours. Brother Porter complains that I do not write to him.\nM H Johnson","Tell Mr. Newlon \u0026 Crawford if they come this way to come and stay with me.","Lexington, March 7 65","My Dear Wife\nThe latest news from Staunton is about as we first heard. Our loss--1200 in prisoners, only 4 killed and wounded. Col. Harmon killed. Mr. Church's story all a fabrication.","Jackson is expected at Brownsburg tonight--whether he will have any troops with him or not I do not know. If you are all well send Leake to the Gen and ask him to stay all night.","Jackson's and Imboden's men united with Rosser and pursued the enemy down the valley and may attack the guard and try to rescue the prisoners--but I hardly expect it as the Guard is a large one and Sheridan said to be along the the guard.","Truly yours,\nMHJ","Richmond \nJany 12, 1865","My Darling Sister\nYour sweet little letter was received this evening. I was truly glad to hear from home and you. I have now been from home over two weeks, and not a line until I received your letter this evening. I did not know but some evil genii had enchanted you all with some magic spell and changed you all into beast or birds, so you cannot imagine how much relieved I was when I read your letter and found you all still retain your original forms. I arrived safely here several days after I left home. Uncle Will  arrived several days ago. I got the things he brought. I am exceedingly obliged  to mother for them, they were very nice indeed.","We are very poorly fixed here for study, twenty in a room, one small table, no chairs or stools, but one gas burner, and attached to the side of the wall instead of the center of the room where it ought to be. There is but one little stove in the room and the meanest coal that you can imagine. We have but two meals a day which is quite often enough of the kind, bread and beef for breakfast and beef and bread for dinner. However I am living and well. I have been but to two meals in the mess hall in the last four days. I intend to leave here as soon as possible. I will have to cut my \nletter short as the gentleman who is going to carry it is in a hurry.","I was on guard last night and sat up until midnight reading Hiawatha which will probably account for the following lines. 2 I was just thinking what I should write you about my stay in Staunton when these lines occurred to me. I expect they will cause some amusement for you. It is my first attempt at writing poetry and I am not certain that I succeed very well, but it was written on the spur of the moment and under great difficulties. You must excuse all mistakes as I am writing in the dark nearly. To all good night.","From your affectionate \nBrother Porter","PS Write soon and give me all of the items of news and what you all think of my leaving here. Uncle [Porter] thinks I had as well leave.\nGoodbye \nPorter","Richmond\nFeb 5th 1865","Dear Mother\nYour kind letter was received and read with pleasure. I was glad to get a letter from you once more, one written by your own dear self. I am very sorry now that I have not written to you ere this but I was thinking like yourself that every mail would bring me a letter from mother, but none came. I am convinced now that I ought not to have waited so long, as I see it was my duty as well as pleasure to write to my dear mother. I am so sorry that by not writing to you that I should have caused one shadow to hover o'er\nyour brow or one pang of sadness to enter your heart. I would not intentionally grieve my mother for anything in reason. I am a naughty boy, but mother dear you must forgive me this time.","I am so sorry for you all at home that the weather is so cold. I sincerely hope you have plenty of wood. We have not had cold weather here [ ] and I have been very comfortable. Although I did not find but one of my blankets, however the one that was lost did not belong to me and the one to whom it did belong being wealthy very kindly told me it made no difference about it. Although I suffer a great many inconveniences here they are nothing to me compared with what you have to put up with. You must make yourself perfectly easy about me and do not imagine me suffering when I am very comfortable. We have Bible class every Sunday. I recite to Col. Preston, or rather hear him lecture. He makes the time spent with him pass very pleasantly and also imparts much useful and interesting knowledge. I had a permit last Wednesday. Called to see Mrs. Neason, she was very cordial indeed \u0026 invited me to spend all the time that I had to myself with her and to come every permit I got and spend the day which I promised to do. She complimented you very highly on the [way] you managed your affairs in West Virginia. I expect to get a permit on Saturday week when I shall go and see her again.","I intend to leave here the first of March. I came here by my own consent and with the understanding that I was to leave at the end of a year. I will soon have been two instead of one. I am sorry to say I am not getting along as well with my studies as I would wish.","Dear Sister Allie\nYour letter came duly to hand. I am truly happy to see you are such a punctual correspondent. Did you send the book I wrote for by Mr. C. I saw him the other day but he did not say whether he had brought it or not. I saw a splendid life size picture of Gen. Lee put up in the House of Delegates on Wednesday, it was by Bruce a very ordinary looking man. He asks six five thousand ($65,000) dollars for it. You ought to be here to see the crowds of ladies that flock to see us on dress parade and some very pretty ones I can tell you. I have almost fallen in love with one or two myself. Miss Lou H was out to see us today escorted by Maj. Stuart. She invited me to see her she was looking better than I ever saw her.","Richmond \nFeb 23d 1865","Dear Father\nYour welcome letter was received last night. Uncle Porter had been here in the evening and told that he had received a letter from you stating that you had written me permission to resign. I am very much gratified at your kind concess[ion] in my wishes, and pleased to find that your own ideas correspond with mine on so important a subject.","I feel it due to myself as well as to you to state to you some of the reasons I have for leaving here and giving up the only opportunity which I shall perhaps ever have of getting an education. In the first place I am past nineteen years old and I think that it is my duty to be in the army. All who stay here after they become eighteen are generally considered shirkers. Then I do not think that the school will continue much longer than the first of April, for is it reasonable to suppose or can it even be expected that in this the death struggle of the Confederacy when every man woman and child should be at his or her post, when every nerve is to \nbe strained to attain the object which we have so long fought for, that two or three hundred well drilled, able bodied men will be allowed to remain idle and inactive? I am sure the answer of any rational man will be No!","Then acting on the supposition that the corps will be ordered into service soon at all events, I think it advisable to resign while I \ncan, and while I have the power to join any command that I think proper. A right granted all cadets resigning by order of the Sct \nWar. And as for education, I look at it in this light. If we are subjugated the less education and refinement a man has the better for him, for the nearer the man approaches the brute the less feeling he has, and in the above contingency our condition will be little better than that of brutes. To look at the same question from another point, if the war continues, I will have to enter the army sooner or later. If I am killed education will profit me nothing, but suppose we gain our independence and I should be so fortunate as to survive the war, almost every youth in the Confederacy will be in my own lamentable condition without education or polish.","I think I shall hand in my resignation in about a week or so, I wish to finish analytic before leaving. I would like to join cavalry but do not see how I am to keep myself in horses.","Next I thought of mounted horse artillery but for the present I thought of accepting a second Ltc in the 2d Foreign Battalion, a position which I can get I think without much trouble. Uncle Porter advised me to take it at once as he thought it better to leave now if I could get a position than to wait a while and go as a private. There are several of my acquaintances in the same Battalion and one of my most intimate friends left the other day for a 1st Lt in the same. I cannot use the permission you sent me, it is right with the exception that you omitted to state that I resigned to enter the military service of the C.S. Please send me another with this addition.","Please excuse mistakes as I have written under difficulties and in haste.","From your affectionate Son,\nPorter.","New's Ferry, March 27th 1865","Dear Father\nI received both of your last letters. The one dated the 4th March first and the one dated 1st, a few days ago. I would have written to you before this, but thought I would wait until certain communication could be established. I did not get to see Mr. Newlon before he left or would have written by him.","I resigned about two weeks ago. I have been in the trenches one week since, with the Corps. It then took me a week or such a matter to make my arrangements to leave the city. I have accepted the place I wrote you about, and am now on my way to join my command, it is at Charlotte, NC. I would like very much to have come home before going into the army, but the way not being open when I had the time at my own disposal I did not attempt it.","It would have been a needless expense, and one which Uncle Porter advised me not to incur, though if the way had been clear I certainly should have come. My expenses at the V.M.I. were one hundred and fifty ($150) dollars. I will enclose you a statement of my financial account. I left Richmond Thursday and was two days getting to this place. I am at present at Mr Chalmers, the father of one of my classmates and friends. The son invited The son invited to his fathers house. I wanted some place on the line to leave my trunk. This is the place exactly, it is on a direct line from the south to R and quite safe from the enemy there. The family are so kind. Mr C has invited me to make his house my home, as long as I am pleased to stay, but I shall only remain two or three days.","I am tolerably equipped. Uncle P bought me a small pair of saddle bags for fifty (50) dollars. He also gave me an oilcloth. I am going to take as little baggage with me as possible and will try and take care of it. On parting from Mr Neeson he gave me some good advice just as you would have done and I saw that he felt a deep interest in my welfare. He also offered me money but I declined because I thought Uncle P had given me what he thought proper. You cannot be too grateful to Mr. Neeson and his family for their kindness to me. I wish you would write to him about it. I wish them to know how grateful I feel to them.","I hope to see you again but have not the most remote idea when. When you write to me again direct to Lt. Porter Johnson 2d Foreign Battalion, Charlotte NC. Write soon to your affectionate son. \nPorter Johnson","Dearling Mother\nI have not received a single line from you since a few days before the enemy's raid. I have heard once from home through Papa, but it made me sad than otherwise though I was truly glad to know that you were all well. My dear mother, I have now launched my bark on the ocean of life, and though the clouds lower around me and the waves roll high, I hope by the help of God, to [sp---t] \nthe flood.","I have thought a great deal about home and friends. I would have liked very much to have come home to see all of the dear ones again, but as it would have been a mere gratification and would have accomplished nothing I suppose it is best as it is. I am now staying at a very kind gentlemans in Halifax County.","I have met with some very kind friends indeed since I resigned. Mrs Neeson has been almost a mother to me, just as kind as she could be. She often talks of you and thinks Papa one of the best men in the world. I almost fell in love with her daughter Mary a quiet unassuming and modest girl of fourteen summers. There is a little bright eyed beauty of twelve years, sitting by me while I write, [ ] my [ ]. Give my best love to all. The girls must write me soon. Give my especial love to Leake, tell him to be a good boy and mind his mother. Write to me soon mother!","Your devoted son, Porter","Prison Hospital\nCamp Chase, Ohio, June 18, 1865","Dear Mother\nThe order for release of prisoners has at last arrived. I expect to be released in about a week. It is a bitter pill but has to be swallowed. I do not expect to be home immediately. J.W. McCorkle is sick, he expects to go to his Uncles in Cabell county. I must go with him. He would do the same for me and more. Then I will go by West Va. I shall stop a few days then hasten home as fast as possible. I am in good health. I have not heard from any at Bridgeport for three weeks, they were all well at that time. Eddie \nWithrow is well, he is going directly home. Jake [Tucker] is well. The thoughts of soon again being clasped in a mothers embrace, Oh! isn't it glorious. My best love to all, regards to my friends.","From your Affectionate Son \nPorter Johnson esq \nSoon to be Citizen of the United States of America Good and Loyal"],"prefercite_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eJohnson Family papers, 1858-1865. MS 0342. VMI Archives, Virginia Military Institute, Lexington, Virginia.\u003c/p\u003e  "],"prefercite_tesim":["Johnson Family papers, 1858-1865. MS 0342. VMI Archives, Virginia Military Institute, Lexington, Virginia."],"scopecontent_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eThis collection consists of 26 letters, bulk 1862-1865, from Mortimer Howell Johnson and his son Porter to members of their immediate family. 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Letter regards the inflated prices of grain used to produce whiskey for soldiers.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards family news and expresses concerns about high cost of food.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLetter regards family news and mentions woman who is a Union sympathizer. Letter also mentions that Porter Johnson is eager to join the army.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLetter regards the Battle of Fredericksburg, Virginia.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLetter regards the Battle of Fredericksburg, Virginia.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Fredericksburg, Virginia. Letter regards the Battle of Fredericksburg and personal news.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Fredericksburg, Virginia. Letter regards family and business news.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLetter regards family friends who have been wounded, refugee families, and a problem with currency.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from \"Camp near Verden.\" Letter regards family news and mentions situation in West Virginia.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Lynchburg, Virginia. Letter regards personal news, and inflated prices.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from \"Camp Near Verden.\" Letter regards family and business news.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLetter regards family and business news.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Beverly, West Virginia. Letter regards the Jones-Imboden Raid.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten at \"Hillery's, 9 miles west of Beverley,\" West Virginia. Letter regards the Jones-Imboden Raid, West Virginia and the Union sympathies of Laura Ann Arnold (Jackson).\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Weston, West Virginia. Letter regards the Jones-Imboden Raid and burning of bridge at Fairmont.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Camp Kemper, near Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards the Battle of Winchester, Virginia.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Richmond, Virginia. Letter regards general family, business, and Civil War news.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family and business news.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards General Sheridan's location in the valley.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia, where VMI was headquartered from December 1864 until Richmond was evacuated in April 1865. Letter regards life at the Alms House.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia, where VMI was headquartered from December 1864 until Richmond was evacuated in April 1865. Letter regards general news.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLetter regards dress parades.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia. Letter regards Porter Johnson's decision to join the Army.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten at \"New's Ferry.\" Letter regards Porter Johnson joining the Army.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten at \"New's Ferry.\" Letter regards general news.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Prison Hospital, Camp Chase, Ohio. 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The Johnson Family, originally from West Virginia, moved to Brownsburg in Rockbridge County, Virginia, although they maintained close ties to their former home.","Topics in Mortimer's letters include civilian life during the war, the animosity between Union and Confederate sympathizers in West Virginia (the letter of April 28, 1863 discusses the Union loyalty of Stonewall Jackson's sister, Laura Jackson Arnold), the Battle of Fredericksburg and its aftermath (December 1862), the Jones-Imboden Raid (West Virginia, April 1863).","Porter's letters include a discussion of VMI cadet life at the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia where the Corps was headquartered during the last months of the Civil War.","Written from Richmond, Virginia. Letter contains family news and comments on work of the state legislature.","Written from Brownsburg, Virginia. Letter regards the inflated prices of grain used to produce whiskey for soldiers.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards family news and expresses concerns about high cost of food.","Letter regards family news and mentions woman who is a Union sympathizer. Letter also mentions that Porter Johnson is eager to join the army.","Letter regards the Battle of Fredericksburg, Virginia.","Letter regards the Battle of Fredericksburg, Virginia.","Written from Fredericksburg, Virginia. Letter regards the Battle of Fredericksburg and personal news.","Written from Fredericksburg, Virginia. Letter regards family and business news.","Letter regards family friends who have been wounded, refugee families, and a problem with currency.","Written from \"Camp near Verden.\" Letter regards family news and mentions situation in West Virginia.","Written from Lynchburg, Virginia. Letter regards personal news, and inflated prices.","Written from \"Camp Near Verden.\" Letter regards family and business news.","Letter regards family and business news.","Written from Beverly, West Virginia. Letter regards the Jones-Imboden Raid.","Written at \"Hillery's, 9 miles west of Beverley,\" West Virginia. Letter regards the Jones-Imboden Raid, West Virginia and the Union sympathies of Laura Ann Arnold (Jackson).","Written from Weston, West Virginia. Letter regards the Jones-Imboden Raid and burning of bridge at Fairmont.","Written from Camp Kemper, near Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards the Battle of Winchester, Virginia.","Written from Richmond, Virginia. Letter regards general family, business, and Civil War news.","Written from Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family and business news.","Written from Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards General Sheridan's location in the valley.","Written from the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia, where VMI was headquartered from December 1864 until Richmond was evacuated in April 1865. Letter regards life at the Alms House.","Written from the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia, where VMI was headquartered from December 1864 until Richmond was evacuated in April 1865. Letter regards general news.","Letter regards dress parades.","Written from the Alms House in Richmond, Virginia. Letter regards Porter Johnson's decision to join the Army.","Written at \"New's Ferry.\" Letter regards Porter Johnson joining the Army.","Written at \"New's Ferry.\" Letter regards general news.","Written from Prison Hospital, Camp Chase, Ohio. Letter regards an order for release of prisoners."],"userestrict_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eManuscript collections in the VMI Archives are made available for educational and research use. The VMI Archives should be cited as the source. The user assumes all responsibility for identifying and satisfying any copyright holders. Materials from our collections may \nnot be redistributed, published or reproduced without permission from the VMI Archives. 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The legislature is working very slow and not doingmuch good for the country. The House is not in session yet this morning. At 8 o'clock I left my boarding house came by the Post Office and barber shop at half past 9 in the house and engaged in writing this letter to you. The house meets at 11 o'clock and adjourns about 3 o'clock, so that we get dinner at half past 3. Sometimes the house does not adjourn until later. You set down in the house with a comfortable cushioned chair to sit upon, a desk before you to write upon and it frequently happens that while a member thinks he is making a very fine speech, one half the members are engaged in writing letters or reading newspapers. I suppose you have heard of the fight that happened in Congress last Saturday. It was disgraceful to the Nation andthe men that were engaged in it are heartily ashamed of it. You are the first that mentioned Katy in your letters. I had almost forgotten her. How is Sam Burdett and the rest of the boys or have you been so close at home that you have not seen them. I want you above all things Leake to be kind to others. How would you like to deny yourself at table and refuse to eat, until you see all the rest comfortably seated. This would be true politeness, \nand you would soon learn to be happy in seeing others happy. This would soon afford you a great pleasure, and you would then learn to \"do unto others as you would have others do unto you.\" Hoping to hear form you soon. I remain \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eTruly yours\u003cbr\u003e \nM. H. Johnson\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eBrownsburg, Rockbridge Virginia\u003cbr\u003eFebruary 15, 1862\u003cbr\u003eC.W. Newlon, Esq\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eDear Sir\u003cbr\u003eExpecting you home in a few days. I have concluded to write to you again upon the subject of impressments and praying that something may be done, and that promptly to arrest the distillation of grain. Corn is now $1.12 and it would not surprise me if it reached $2.00 per bushel before the 1st of April. Ten barrels of whiskey were sold in this county a few days since at the almost fabulous price of three dollars per gal. If these prices are demanded and obtained for new liquor fresh from the still what is to \nprevent corn from being advanced before October to $5.00 per bu. Self preservation is the 1st law of nature and why should not that law apply to nations as well as to individuals. What will be our condition should the enemy push their raids so far into the interior as to destroy our railroad connections. If we expect to maintain our position, our stores of subsistence should be preserved. The North expected to starve us out when the war commenced. All that recognize a superintending providence had \ncause to thank the giver of daily bread last year for our unusually heavy crop of all kinds of grain. It was every where considered as an evidence that the Lord was on our side. Grant that it was so will he continue to be if we abuse his choicest favors-- if we convert ourselves into a nation of extortioners and have for our soldiers an army of drunkards. Grant as some contend that liquor is necessary for the soldiers should not a limit be placed upon the price of it . Liquor for which 3 dollars per gal is paid after running the blockade of the camp is frequently sold to the soldier at the high price of from one to five dollars per pint. If it is \nnecessary for the soldier it should be added to his rations and handed out under proper rules and regulations and every other person detected in smuggling liquor into the camp should be summarily and severely punished. Upon the summits of the Alleghaneys Gen. Johnson does not think it necessary to the health of the soldier and has with great diligence prevented its introduction to his camp. From what I can learn he has emptied of their contents more than fifty barrels in the last few weeks. This is seizing the bull by the horns . He is not tainted with that miserable fastidious delicacy of sentiment that is fearful of hurting somebody's feelings. He is entrusted with the defense of one of the important passes into the valley of Virginia and with a moral heroism equal to his fierce courage in the hours of conflict with the enemy he does not stop to inquire whether\nany body is hurt. How are the people of the valley who remain at home acting towards the heroic defenders of the Alleghany but for whose \nindomitable courage in repulsing an overwhelming body of the enemy the valley would now be overrun by marauding hordes of black Republican soldiers. While these brave men are enduring the rigors of a climate at an elevation where snow, rain or hail is an every day occurrence these that remain at home are engaged in all kinds of speculation. Every lb of butter though produced in unusually huge quantities is retailed to the soldiers at fifty cents per lb \u0026amp; c.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eStaunton, Sept. 20th, 1862\u003cbr\u003e\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003eIt is possible that some ladies will leave here in a few days for Upshur County. I avail myself of the opportunity to inform you so far we are all well though there is and has been a great deal of sickness all over of this country. The girls are now boarding at a very good house in Brownsburg. The family not wanting help [Alcinda] is at Mr. Newlons. Porter and I left Brownsburg the last of September for the Mountains. We were one day too late to go with [Jenkins] or we might have attempted to get home. Porter has gone down the Valley towards Winchester and I shall start down today and fall in with him. We shall go as far as Maryland thence to Faquier and probably Rappahannock. I saw Gen Johnson a few days since, he was in good health and spirits. I have not heard from Philander for some time but \nsuppose that he is well. W. P. Kemble is still at Clarksville, Mecklenburg Co., Va. W. E. Kimble is at Richmond and well. He sent me 250 dollars. [Benton] sent me 250 dollars some time since. I received a letter from [Benton]- also one from Porter a few days since. They have both gone to Missouri to assist in organizing the troops in that State. Events are transpiring so rapidly at the present time that I should suppose both would tire of death and carnage. If the tide of war does not bring us home this fall I scarcely know what course to ask you to pursue. If you could bring sufficient with you to go to house keeping and meat to eat and other small articles there would be no difficulty in procuring a house in any part of the country, but it is almost impossible to procure any thing at this time in this country. Bacon is fifty cents sugar 80, coffee 2.00. -- calico 1.50 \nper yd., \u0026amp; c. But you have doubtly seen the prices of articles south in the Northern papers. I have not received a line from you since May. I saw young Cochran a few days since, he said he had seen you somewhere before he left, but did not speak to you. It was a satisfaction to know that you were well. I do not now know whether you have received any of my letters written with regard to the suits brought against me, therefore I repeat here what I have said in all my letters -- to pay no attention to their suits and do not \ntrouble yourself as to what disposition is made of the property- simply preserve all my books and papers. If you can get any thing from [T___] or Potts, do so, receipting to them for what you get. The girls are well pleased at the house they are now boarding at. The refugee families are all well. I do not know who of our soldiers have been killed in the fights at Manassas, Harpers Ferry, and in Maryland, but think the Taylor boys have escaped. Give my love to Leake and tell him for me to keep at his books.\u003cbr\u003e \nBelieve me truly yours\u003cbr\u003e \nM H Johnson\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003ePorter has been anxious to go into the army this winter and I have half promised him that could he get to see you again he might go. He feels mortified at his present position and he is ambitious to take some part in the war. His idea is that a man has but one time to die and that a few years more or less will not make any difference. He says that he is able to carry a musket and that if he\ndoes not raise his arm in defence of his country under existing circumstances he shall never feel like asking a Southern woman to marry him and that a northern woman he would not have under any circumstances. George Armstrong was at Brownsburg when I left. He had come down on a visit. He is able to walk with the use of one crutch. He\nis conditionally true to his engagement . If what he shall have heard about be true of her joining in the reception at Grafton of the Yankee invaders he will suffer his other leg to be crippled and both arms torn from his body before he would have her or any other woman that by act of courtesy received a yankee favorably. George is a brave man, he is true to his country, and true to his love\nprovided she has been true to herself. I approve his course. I detest with intense hatred the time serving policy pursued in our country and I told Mr. [Ceplin] very frankly that it was with reluctance that I gave my hand to a man who was in the habit of shaking hands with the Yankees or what is worse the Union men of NW Virginia and I do not think I am an exception. Tho I have mentioned to you the sickness here, do not give yourself any uneasiness about it. Mr. Newlon promised that if Alcinda or her child gets sick, that he will take care of them. As we have been favored so far I still trust to Providence to preserve\nus in future. The girls are at a good house and should they get sick are in good hands- - Fanny is very careful they have all been using preventives so be of good cheer and do not get out of heart. Philander is well though I have not seen him for about a year. Porter and I went to Winchester, stayed in the Army ten days, but Philander was absent. We passed him as we went down the Valley and did not know. The fences are burned, this makes the road wide. To be relieved of the dust we were frequently 50 yards\nfrom the road. Philander has charge of about 100 wagons and was going to Rockingham for corn, thus we missed him. I suppose he gets about 100 dollars per month. I do not think he is drinking in fact he has not been. Porter I suppose will go the Army to see him. Say to Mr. Gawthrop that his son is well. He has been detailed as a butcher at $50 per month. William Sharps is his assistant. Saml\nTucker was seriously wounded at the battle of Manassas, but it is thought will recover. Uriah has recovered from his wound and is again in the Army. Jac is not yet able to go in the Army but is at the hospital taking care of Saml. H. Mahany and John are well, also the two Robinsons and James Boyd. I received a letter from Brother Porter and one from Thomas written the 27th of August, I have not heard since. They were well at that time. I do not think they were in the battle of Corinth as they had been sent on other service at that time. Porter expressed a desire that his family should be on this side of the line - his principle fear was that Tell might be made to swear he does not wish him to take an oath on any account. If there is no danger of Tell being sworn probably they had better stay where they are. W.P. Goff must be informed that he will be held personally responsible should he on any account permit or not prevent the administering of any of them oaths to Tell. Porter also swears by all that is sacred that he will hold some men in Clarksburg responsible for any indignity that may be offered to Father in any way, shape or form. Tell Emily that I try to keep Porter apprized that she is well \u0026amp; c. I have just seen a young man from Clarksburg and I shall write to\nPorter in the morning. I again repeat my advice to Father to quit business, have no cattle or other goods, convert everything into gold at even 40 percent and bury it, and put no tombstone to its grave. Give my love to Leake, tell him to be a good boy to attend to his book and say his lessons to you. I do not want him sent to school. I would not have him taught by anyone I know save yourself. I do not want him to associate with the children of the Union people in your section of the State. Tell Leake that Porter and I have slept out of doors a good many nights. We do this sooner than ask people to keep us all night, it is nothing to be refused a lodging for the night for love or money-- still there are some clever people. I have but one motto that is to \"run with patience the race set before,\" this I intend to do. So be of good cheer and do not despair.\u003cbr\u003e\nTruly yours,\u003cbr\u003e\nM. H. Johnson\u003cbr\u003e\nSince writing Mr. C. has been looking over his letters and [shares] the enclosed note from Miss Armstrong. W.P. Kimble is well, he is at Clarksville, Mecklenburg County Virginia. I loaned to Henry C Middleton fifty dollars when I was at the oil wells. Write him a note to send you the money, say to him that you are in need of it. To your friends buying in and hold for redemption such articles\nas you need I have no objection, but things that you do not need and than can be replaced let them go---\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMonday Evening\u003cbr\u003e\nMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nI write you this note to let you know that I arrived here safely last evening. I do not look for Porter and Bradford for several days. The roads are very much cut up and I expect they will have a hard time. I started Dick to meet them, but he may miss them entirely. Our loss in the fighting that has taken place is 1742 in killed and wounded. Our dead have been buried. The Yankee dead remain\nunburied. The field of battle is still in dispute. The Yankees have not asked the privilege of burying their dead and we cannot [venture] to do it. Ours were carried off during the fight. We occupied the best position and think the enemy loss 5 to our one. I have just been to take a look at the Yankee Army. They are drawn up in line of battle, but as it is now 4 o'clock we do not think\nthere will be a fight today. The principal fight was on Friday--though in sight we feel secure. My back is better though I am yet suffering. I was offered 200 dollars for the wagon and 2 sets harness, but could get no transportation at Staunton for our load. I am writing on a moments notice so excuse this hasty note. We are 10 miles from the office----\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eThursday morning\u003cbr\u003e\nMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nPorter and Bradford have not arrived yet--but unless I write today you will not hear from me until next week. This may reach you on Saturday and even [now] I must write very hastily. The loss of the abolitionists in the last battle near Fredericksburg was greater than we at first supposed. They are again on the other side of the River. I spent yesterday afternoon in going over a portion of the battle field near or adjoining the City. On the portion of the field I visited there were at least 500 dead. Under a flag of truce they were burying their dead but doing it in a very careless manner. Unless they worked last night they cannot get through before sometime today. After going through Fredericksburg and seeing the results of their vandalism I felt no sympathy for their justly merited fate. Scattered books, broken [----], furniture of all kinds and every description carried into the streets and broken to pieces. Our own loss is narrowed down to less than 400 killed and less than a thousand wounded, while the loss of the enemy cannot be less than 2000 killed and from 10 to 20 thousand wounded and missing. All who have visited the ground concur in the opinion that the dead\nare thicker upon the ground than any [field] they have seen. One could have walked for 400 yds upon the dead. This was close up to the houses reaching back 400 yds to a stone wall. Burnsides is considered a fool for making the attack, as from his camp he could see our position and defenses. Our army could have withstood an attack by 400 thousand men. Our victory was complete. I have not yet seen any Yankee account of the battle. There was some conversation on yesterday between our men and the men\ndetailed to bury the dead. They all agreed that their defeat was a terrible one. A physician told Judge G. that he thought this [------] would certainly satisfy the North. We lost [260] as prisoners who were exchanged on yesterday. We have besides about 1000 prisoners who will be paroled but you will get the news from the papers before this reaches you. All is quiet this morning. Write to me and let me know how you are getting along. Write at least twice a week as in that way probably one of the letters might reach me. Give my love to the children and believe me truly yours,\u003cbr\u003e\nMHJ\u003cbr\u003e\nPS. The 25th and 31st were not engaged. I have not seen Philander he is 12 miles distant.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCamp Fredericksburg\u003cbr\u003e \nDec. 25th 1862\u003cbr\u003e\nMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nI should like this morning to be with you very much but as that cannot be the best I can do is to write you and let you know how\nglad I would be were it so. Days and weeks seem to me much longer now than they were before your arrival, before I could not be with you if I would; now I might were it not that I would have to give up a situation in order to gratify my wishes and my feelings. I have not heard from you since I left, but hope that you are all well and getting along well. The weather here has been much colder than the spell was at Brownsburg while I was there. From all we can gather from the Northern papers their defeat was much greater than we supposed immediately after the battle. One of their correspondents estimates 3000 wounded in one of their divisions and that the wounded are in our hands. This is not so. Their number of dead is greater than their estimate. Many of the southern Regts take no prisoners especially the Louisianians - who are determined to have revenge for the outrages of Butler and his troops -. One can form but a faint idea of the horrors of a battle field without an actual inspection upon the ground. I can assure you I should feel rejoice if the war could close without such another scene as we have witnessed here - but if our foes will not cease the War which it is in their power to do then I hope that every conflict will result as favorable to us as this great fight at Fredericksburg. Porter went to see Philander and took to him the little things you had sent to him. He needs two flannel shirts also his hat. Hopes to be able to go and see you before a great while. Jackson's Army is about 20 miles from our camp. Porter carried Mr. Rapps package and boots to him, but learned that he had been wounded and taken to Lynchburg - this I suppose is no news at Brownsburg by this time. Ask what shall be done with what was sent to him. When I wrote you last my information was that the \n31st and 25th were not engaged but this was not correct. I do not know how many were wounded or killed in either but do not think the loss was great. We have a very fine band in the same field we are in. Last night among others they played \"Old Dog Tray.\" It made me think of Carlo and your description of his faithfulness. There seems to be no gloom or dreariness of thought among our soldiers so far as\nmy observation extends. All seem cheerful and gay. The dead are buried - the wounded and sick sent off - so that the well alone \nare left. Victory inspires confidence and certainly a great victory has attended our armies and what is more the North feels and\n[ ---- ] it. When Mr. Newlon goes to Richmond let him renew our subscription to the Examiner for six months or if you prefer some other paper. Let him subscribe to the paper you prefer. Porter did not arrive here until the dead were buried so that he missed a sight. I have very much desired he should see under the hope it would lessen his desire to join the army before he is 18. Our lead was too much for the bad team we had. I left 2 barrels of apples and 65 lbs butter at Staunton. Porter afterwards left 2 barrels at Waynesboro -- arriving here with 3 2/3 bls of apples and part of his butter. The expenses of the trip were over 40 dollars - unless those left behind come on it will prove a losing business.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCamp Fredericksburg\u003cbr\u003e \nDecember 29, 1862\u003cbr\u003e\nMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nI am still without a letter from you, nor have I heard from Brownsburg since I left. We move in the morning to some point 25 miles nearer to Richmond so you need not answer this note until you hear from me again. Only portions of the army fall back at this \ntime, but it is supposed that Gen. Lee with the main army will follow in a short time; the object being to eat up everything as we fall \nback so that the enemy will find it difficult to sustain or rather to support their army should they elect to advance. I sold the wagon, harness and the two old horses for 625 dollars including the horse I had when you arrived. I thought it better to keep the two young mares for the present. Porter was offered 300 dollars for the bay mare today but thinks she will bring more money. I have heard nothing of the butter and apples left at Staunton and Waynesboro and probably never will. If so I shall lose by my investment as I sold what arrived here for cost and expenses. You had better have your apples opened and see that they are not rotting. These that arrived here had rotted considerably. Richard started to Staunton on Saturday morning and will not return for some two weeks. I have suffered considerably for the last few days with my back and have had to use half of a bottle of liniment tonight being the first I have used since the morning I left. Porter is in good health and if he keeps well and we settle down for the winter I think I can learn him so that he can do my writing and give me an opportunity to stay with you for a short time in the month of Feby. I should like to be with you sooner but do not see how I can get away sooner with the amount of writing on hand. I have taken up for the benefit of the 31st Regt a small collection among the men in our train. You will ask Mr. Withrow to hand to \nthe Ladies Society of Brownsburg thirty dollars with the request that they purchase yarn and convert it into socks for the men in that Regt. I shall try to send them a farther sum sometime next month. If you need money call on Mr. Withrow for what you may need until I have an opportunity to send you some which will be before long. It is now near 11 oclock. I was writing all day, have been packing up tonight so that we can make an early start in the morning having gotten every thing ready. Though tired I felt like writing to you if for nothing else to say how glad I would be to be with you. Give my love to all the children and accept for yourself my last thought for the night and my last letter for 1862.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003e...Philander was well last week. I have not seen him since the fight at P Republic. He has been to Richmond and is now with Jackson's Army (where Jackson is no one even knows except the Yankees). W.E. Kemble is at Richmond Asst Surgeon at some of the hospitals--W P Kemble is well though I have not seen him for 9 months, we have not met. Young Gawthrop, Jones, Armstrong and the men generally from our section are well--The 3 Tuckers have all been wounded but are getting well. You will see that [Jack] Tucker's wife does not suffer--a braver man does not exist. Hansbrough I heard was in Richmond a few days since, I have not seen him since last November. Mr. Armstrong and family are at Buckingham Courthouse. George is recovering from his wound slowly. I saw a letter from him a few days since to Doct Newlon in which he stated that the ladies \"God bless em\"had been very kind to him and he was not certain but that there was a warm corner in his heart for one of them \"having been disappointed in his first love he did not know whether he should ever love again.\" Doct Newlon said the interpretation was that Vic had joined in the procession at Grafton to welcome the yankee troops. We heard at the time that there was a procession at Grafton and there may be some foundation for the story. If she was one of that number I do blame George, but on the contrary approve his view. In most the Southern cities the true Southern women refuse to recognize in any way the whole tribe of invaders. I admire their course. I wrote to you last winter to tell J W B to keep quiet. I have never heard whether you received my letter or any other of the many letters I have written this spring. If they have fallen into Yankee hands, they have found out that I feel but little respect for them and less for the time serving people in your section of the State (W. Va). Fanny has also written to you, but whether the letters ever reached you or not, I do not know. The Refugee families have all escaped sickness so far--this is wonderful considering the amount of sickness we have seen of all kinds. Porter is a very good boy and says he thinks he will return to you as good as he left. I have promised him that he may go to the Army whenever he has seen you--it galls him very much that I will not let him go. The boys are more anxious to go than the men. Charles Newlon Jr. has joined a Cavalry Co. and is now at Union Monroe. Mrs. N was opposed to it, but Newlon desired him to go. Newlon's family are still at Brownsburg all well. D. Goff, Claud[--] and their families 5 miles west of Staunton, the longer they stay away the firmer South they become. The Crawfords from Beverly are all well and near Brownsburg. B. Bassel and my self are now writing these letters at the same table while Geo. Johnson is reading the news. You will send word to Mahoney's family that he is well and making money and that he expects Smith to pay them the amt furnished by him to Wash--which was considerable--and if they should need it,--more. Mahoney I suppose has made over 7000 seven thousand dollars--he is trading in every way. Edward Payne was at Staunton a few days since. He brought up a Sincel or Sinclair captured at Moorefield. I did not see Payne and my informant could not remember the name, said he was a wagoner. The Yankees were paroled, but not so with the Virginians. Gov. Letcher has something to say to Virginians captured in the service of Lincoln. If you get any money either get gold or valley money do not trust to N W. Virginia money and for this reason--If in the tide of War our armies should ever win the N West your money will not be good, as the men having charge of the banks will leave and carry with them the specie. Father thinks he knows too much to be advised. I am surprised at his doing business or attempting to do it. But if in the tide of War our army should get your way our friends should lay out all their Northern money for bacon and other articles needed in the south. I give a hint if they do not profit by it--I cannot keep it--I am not doing anything to make money. I have refused to join in the mania for speculation that has 1/2 ruined the Patriotism of the south. All speculation here causes the poor to suffer. If we had not stopped making whiskey corn would have been from five to ten dollars per bushel. Whiskey sells at 5 dollars per gal by the barrel and often as five dollars per pint by retail...\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCamp near Verden\u003cbr\u003e\nJanuary 25, 1863\u003cbr\u003e\nMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nYours of the 15th was received one week since for your expressions of kindness receive my sincere thanks. Your uneasiness about my health and amount of labor is too great. The amt of labor is not so very great except at particular times. If I did not suffer with my back, it would not be much. I was in Richmond this week saw your brother William, he was ordered to N Carolina the day I arrived in Richmond and left next morning. I saw Trayhorn the bogus Sheriff of Barbour who was arrested by Capt Hill of Imboden's command and brought to Richmond. After his arrest a company from [M or W-------] went to Barbour killed 2 citizens  and carried 8 more to Wheeling to be held as hostages for the safety of Trayhorn. I learn from Judge Camden who left Richmond yesterday that John Williamson and Wm. Elliot had arrived in Richmond as Commissioners from Pierpoint to effect the release of Trayhorn. Saml. Elliot had been carried to Wheeling as one of the hostages. I saw the judge but a moment and did not learn the particulars about the killing of the men in Barbour. Mrs Rapps [ ] is here did not receive your letter about it until Goff had left and I was not here when Bradford left. If there was anything else it has been stolen. I found the bundle open one day but not hearing what was in it I could not tell whether anything was missing or not. I hope it was nothing of much value. When at home I lost the key of the trunk was not the stray key at Mr. Withrow's mine--We do not need any blankets have plenty--I shall write you in a few days. Do not count time as I am not certain when I can be at home. Give my love to all the children--write to Porter about improvement of his time--he has books--\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLynchburg, Tuesday\u003cbr\u003e \nMarch 10, 1863\u003cbr\u003e \nMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nI might have stayed another hour with you on Sunday, but I wanted to give Leake ample time to return and not ride fast as it was very warm on Sunday. I arrived at the landing at least 3 hours before the boat started--arrived here yesterday morning by 9 oclock--shall leave in the morning for Hanover--not certain that I shall have hired a single teamster. There has been a heavy fall of snow today, but it is raining now and everything looks gloomy and I feel so I cannot help it. Here you see nothing and hear nothing but tobacco--save when a soldier steps up to pay his bill or asks what he will have to pay for a days board and is answered 5, 6 or 7 dollars. I feel satisfied from his look, that he wishes all these people in Yankeedom and \ntheir town in ashes. I do not feel hopeful at this time as to the result of the contest. I do not fear that Yankees can whip us, but I do fear that the desire of gain, the thirst for money will yet overwhelm us. One can hardly feel like risking his life for such a set, but our rulers are to blame. If in the first place a tariff of prices had been fixed upon the leading articles--such a state of things would never have existed. Before Porter starts for his [mare] he had better see if he can get anything to feed her on--if he cannot she will be badly off. I bought yesterday near 1/2 pint cabbage seed for $4.00--this you will think a large quantity. I want to raise a full garden, what we do not want we can sell. I also bought a paper of Turnip, salsify, and parsley and lettuce. I think in all probability I shall return home to stay before long and the more I think about it and the more I see how the soldiers are treated the less I approve of Porter's determination to go into the service before his time, but he will have to decide for himself. I am not certain now about starting in the morning as the man that was to meet me here this evening has not done so. You need \nnot write until you hear from me again, that is if you all keep well--\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCamp Near Verden\u003cbr\u003e \nMarch 14, 1863\u003cbr\u003e\nMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nI returned here on Thursday. I went to Richmond today on business--was there but 4 hours. Just before leaving I met with Porter Johnson who had arrived in Richmond last night. He had been told by some one that I was in Richmond, was on the look out for me. I shook hands with him without recognizing him. I was not thinking about him--did not look particularly before I remarked \"I believe I do not remember you.\"---He had not received any of our letters. I had but little conversation with him and did not learn his business. I shall go down to Richmond on Monday to see him. He may visit Brownsburg before his return to Missouri. I met young Camden at the cars in Lynchburg and sent the garden seeds by him. I shall try and get some more seeds in this neighborhood. I found your letter on my return--read it with much satisfaction though I had seen you since it was written. Norvel Lewis of Clarksburg died in Richmond last Saturday. He had been drinking for some days, was prostrated at once and all that could be done did not revive him. Porter knew him well and I hope his fate will be a warning to him never to drink liquor. His death has produced a great grief among those that knew him. I shall write again by Wednesday's mail. Let me know when you are to move. Probably if Porter concludes to come up I may be up with him. If you have nothing in the house do not fret about it. You cannot have less furniture than we have in camp and we got along very well. So long as we keep our health take the world easy--it is not worth while to fret about what we cannot help. I sold the bay mare this evening for $300, she was being reduced each day, so I though it better to part with her. After you are moved, I will write to Porter when to come after his mare. Give my love to the children and believe me truly yours\u003cbr\u003e \nM H Johnson\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\nMarch 15 63\u003cbr\u003e \nMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e \nCapt. Semmes did not leave this morning as he expected. Tell Porter I have examined his mare today. I do not think she has fallen off much. Write to me on the receipt of this and forward to Verden. Let me know when you will move or whether you have moved. There has been no weather for gardening, so I do not expect that Porter has done anything yet. I can get some sweet \npotatoes  from [S ]--had I better do so\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eSunday March 29 [1863]\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nYours of the 25th was received last evening. On Tuesday I went to Richmond and returned on Thursday. On Friday morning I went to Fredericksburg and returned on yesterday. I saw Philander--he was well and had received your letter. He had joined a company in the 13th Virginia Regt and thought probably he might go into actual service. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eSince I left Fredericksburg our army have used up a large proportion of the timber for firewood--the timber being cut down--the Yankee truly are in full view for miles. The soldiers have been ordered to send nearly all their baggage to Richmond so as to have nothing but what they can carry upon their backs. Some think there will be a movement either forward or backward in a few days. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003ePorter's business at Richmond is to have adjusted the pay coming to the Missouri troops. He was nearly through with his business when I left Richmond. He had not determined on what route he would return to the west. I regret very much that we moved into that house since they have taken the store room for a hospital--as sickness has generally followed the army. But I suppose among [P ] of Brownsburg it would be heretical to suppose that anyone would be sick without a special decree from above. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI think it probable that I may be that way in 10 or 15 days. There is some business to do in Culpeper and probably in Buckingham. I may go on horseback if so I shall ride mare and go into Brownsburg. I am not positive about it. We had a very rainy day yesterday--it is cold today. It is near the first of April and there is very little plowing done in this neighbourhood, everything is very backward, nothing green except wheat and that very poor. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eGive my love to the children and believe me truly yours,\u003cbr\u003e\nM H Johnson\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eBeverly\u003cbr\u003e\nSaturday 25 [April] 1863 \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nBeverly was taken yesterday after about two hours cannonading and some but not much skirmishing of infantry. The abolitionists were about 1300 in number. Latham succeeded in burning all his stores. [He] succeeded in getting away in the direction of Philippi with little or no loss of men. Our cavalry pursued, but I fear without any success. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eIf Porter has not started tell him to stay where he is. The bad management here has [lessened] my confidence in this command. The bridges are gone over Greenbrier river and the road might not be safe on account of Union men. I hope he has not started or that you did not receive my last letter. I am very tired and pretty well worn out. I have no doubt but Latham will burn the bridge at \nPhilippi. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eYours in haste\u003cbr\u003e\nMHJ\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eHillery's, 9 miles West of Beverly\u003cbr\u003e \nTuesday April [28, 1863] \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nFortune has favored us though we do not deserve it. We had advanced to within 12 miles of Philippi--the same distance from Buckannon--news came that 8 Brigades had reinforced the enemy--we commenced to retreat on Beverly and had reached this point. This morning we know that the enemy have fled from Buckhannon \u0026amp; Philippi--that Jones has captured New Creek and destroyed the Railroad at Rowlesburg. We start west again this morning either by Buckannon or Philippi.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eHad Jackson been in command we would have been in Clarksburg today, The railroad would have been destroyed. When we turned back almost every man was dissatisfied--all wanted to fight the enemy without regard to numbers. Mrs. J. Arnold  --sister of Gen. Jackson--went off with the yankees. Arnold stayed at home says he is a good southern man, that his wife is crazy but Hell he says, could not govern a Jackson.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eIf Porter comes he must come with a crowd or with the mail which has a guard. Love to you all.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMay 1st 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI was too late for the mail when I wrote the note on this sheet. We have been here two days. I do not know when we shall leave. I shall not be able to leave this command while it stays here and shall have to share its fortunes. The enemy have retired to Grafton \u0026amp; Clarksburg. Our information is very uncertain. Gen. Jones we are informed is at Evansville. It is very hard to communicate with him and we may have to form a junction with him before we advance against Clarksburg.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eThe Union people have fled by thousands. Dick was near Henson Hoff's--Hoff and his two sons have fled. He had held office under the Lincoln Government. If Porter has not started he had better come with the crowd that guards the mail. I have purchased dress patterns enough for our family for some time to come (calico Gingham) \u0026amp; also for Mr. Withrow's and some others, cloth for \nPorter and entire suit overcoat \u0026amp; c. I have boxed them up- do not know when they will reach you. I have been appointed agent to take charge of all abandoned property. This will be a heavy work--\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWeston\u003cbr\u003e\nMay 5th [1863] \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nI believe I wrote to you from Beverly. I have written to you since but missed the mail. After the affair at Beverly on Friday we left Beverly on Saturday about noon, marched 9 miles and encamped on Sunday. We marched to a point equidistant from Buckhannon and Philippi. Hearing nothing from Jones and learning that Mulligan had reinforced Gen Roberts we fell back to \nwithin 9 miles of Beverly. We again started for Buckhannon before reaching that point the enemy had evacuated the place--burnt a [ ] amt of commissaries stores \u0026amp; c. A large no of the Union men going with them.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWe remained at Buckhannon two or three days waiting to hear from Gen. Jones, having lost sight of him at Evansville. Gen. Jones arrived at Buckhannon Saturday morning, having been at [ ], Morgantown, Fairmont, [Skinnston], Bridgeport, Philippi. We immediately marched to Weston arriving here on Sunday morning. Beyond Evansville the Railroad was torn up for a considerable distance. The fine bridge at Fairmont was [blown] down. There was a fight at Fairmont, several killed, 400 prisoners taken. 3 killed \nat Bridgeport \u0026amp; c. Gen Jones command brought in 1200 horses taken from Union and secession men without pay. Father lost about 30 so the men say--he will be paid some day Gen Jones has consented that Dick may take one of the horses taken from Father. I am glad our troops got the horses pay or no pay. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMason [Hisser] \u0026amp; Ed Payne now along--I do not know when the next move will be made. The enemy are massing their strength at Clarksburg and probably outnumber us. It think it likely that Gen. Jones will make another raid around the enemy before Gen. Imboden advances upon Clarksburg. A fight may take place at Clarksburg, some days hence. Our friends are completely \nsubdued, talk in whispers are afraid to speak out.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eAt Buckhannon I purchased about two hundred dollars worth of goods, mostly plain dry goods--put them in a box with some purchased by the Qr Master of the 31st Virginia Regt. I believe he has the goods with him, do not know whether he will ever have an opportunity to send them out. I have purchased fifty dollars worth here but do ot know what to do with them--having no transportation. There are plenty fo goods but the difficulty is what to do with them.  Porter arrived here yesterday, he is well. I do not know when either of us will return.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCamp Kemper, Near Staunton\u003cbr\u003e\nSept 23d 1864 \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nI reported here this morning, at Staunton yesterday morning--may start to Richmond any morning on short notice. Found Dick's horse of no value he gave out before I had reached Middlebrook. With much labour I reached a point 3 miles beyond Staunton by 9 o'clock at night--next morning sent the horse to English's. I staid in Staunton 2 days with the hope of hearing some of the \nparticulars of the fight in the Valley, some of the casualties but could learn nothing of the kind.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eThe account of the battle is about as follows. The enemy in far superior number attacked Early about day light. We held our own until 3 o'clock driving the enemy some two miles--at which time our Cavalry upon the left embracing Vaughan's, Imboden's, McCausland's, and Wickham's brigade gave way. This placed the enemy's cavalry in Winchester in the rear of our infantry and close upon our wagon train. The wagon train would have been destroyed but for the large number of stragglers with the train--the\nYankee Cavalry mistaking them for a strong guard. Our infantry retired fighting saving the train and all the artillery but 3 pieces. I cannot learn the names of any of the killed wounded or captured except Gen. Rodes \u0026amp; Gen. Godwin killed. Gen Lee wounded. I shall go back to Staunton this evening and if I can learn any other names I will enclose them in this letter. Gen. Breckinridge is in Staunton today on his way to take command in S.W. Virginia. Nearly all our dead and wounded fell into the hands of the enemy--our loss being about 3,000. Those who passed over the ground from which we drove the enemy until 3 o'clock think the loss of the enemy greater than ours.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eYou have doubtless heard before this of the arrival of Richard Brown's family at Doct McChesney's. 5 families in all came through--the Yankees giving permission to all to come who desired to do so. Tell Leake to tell Mr. Higgenbotham that his detail was granted upon the ground of private necessity until the first of November. The detail has been here since the 15 of August. Tell Leake to gather all the fodder he can, but not to work too hard. If our army should fall back up the Valley have the barrels that are fixed filled with flour so that you can move it from the mill should it become necessary.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eYours\u003cbr\u003e \nM H Johnson\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eFitz Lee Cavalry were whipped on Thursday in the Page Valley losing 4 pieces of Artillery. Gen Early was at Woodstock last night having lost 12 pieces of artillery at Fisher's Hill or some other point--he is falling back up the Valley. The excitement here is on the increase. Capt. Corder was killed. Col. Patton of the 22 badly wounded and in the hands of the enemy. Accounts on both sides in the Examiner not far from the truth regarding the stand point from which the view is taken. All say our cavalry has acted badly. Let \nthe advocates of plunder remember.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eRichmond\u003cbr\u003e\nOct 11 64 \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nLeaving Staunton on Sunday evening of the break up I reached this place on Tuesday evening. Have been well since. The reserves are here on guard duty--encamped on the Manchester side of the river. At the great fright here last Friday week a portion of our command was sent to the front. I was not among the number. On Monday morning there was a severe frost here--ice forming upon buckets of water outside the tents. I suppose the early frost has [swept] or ruined our cane patch. I would be better to procure barrels and have as much of the flour ground as you can. Porter had better have his ground and forwarded to Richmond--if he desires it at this point before he leaves. I see the cadets are ordered to Richmond. Tell Porter if he has not started that he will find me at the camp at Manchester.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eEvery thing is again very quiet about here for the last few days not a distant cannon has been heard for several days. Henry Mahoney was among the returned prisoners. A gentleman desires Ella Wade to be informed that her husband at Fort McHenry was well last week. If Porter has not started he should bring with him his white overcoat and blanket as the nights are very cold here--at least have been. I have not heard from home since I left. You have doubtless heard of the arrival at Lebanon of J H Haymond's family--well provided with many things. Direct care of Mr. Bennett.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLexington, Sunday\u003cbr\u003e\nDec. 4th, 1864 \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nI have been busy all day but I know you will be disappointed if you do not get a line from me tomorrow. It was impossible for me to leave here today but I will try and be at home next Sunday. Gen. Smith says that the Cadets will have a short furlough but I think it doubtful. I am hoping that Porter will get permission to come home for a few days, but suppose he will have to bear his own expenses--probably the money would be better spent by him in buying such little things as he needs, but if he comes all right. The \nGen. says they will draw another suit of clothes. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI had but little to eat when Philander was here and made but a poor show. Tell Leake that Jeff and I made a fine feast on his rabbit. Jeff is very well contented, but wants to eat when I do and becomes very impatient if I do let him eat with me. I shall have a clerk after today and a very good one if he will keep sober--which he has promised to do, but which no one believes he will do. I was hungry I believe and will have eaten up what you sent in a day or two--you can send me enough bread and meat to last until Saturday--send by the stage driver, also write me at the same time. Send me any of the rib pieces as I have a cap I can make [h ]. Excuse this scrawl and believe me truly yours. Brother Porter complains that I do not write to him.\u003cbr\u003e\nM H Johnson \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eTell Mr. Newlon \u0026amp; Crawford if they come this way to come and stay with me.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLexington, March 7 65 \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Wife\u003cbr\u003e\nThe latest news from Staunton is about as we first heard. Our loss--1200 in prisoners, only 4 killed and wounded. Col. Harmon killed. Mr. Church's story all a fabrication. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eJackson is expected at Brownsburg tonight--whether he will have any troops with him or not I do not know. If you are all well send Leake to the Gen and ask him to stay all night. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eJackson's and Imboden's men united with Rosser and pursued the enemy down the valley and may attack the guard and try to rescue the prisoners--but I hardly expect it as the Guard is a large one and Sheridan said to be along the the guard. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eTruly yours,\u003cbr\u003e\nMHJ\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eRichmond\u003cbr\u003e \nJany 12, 1865 \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Darling Sister\u003cbr\u003e\nYour sweet little letter was received this evening. I was truly glad to hear from home and you. I have now been from home over two weeks, and not a line until I received your letter this evening. I did not know but some evil genii had enchanted you all with some magic spell and changed you all into beast or birds, so you cannot imagine how much relieved I was when I read your letter and found you all still retain your original forms. I arrived safely here several days after I left home. Uncle Will  arrived several days ago. I got the things he brought. I am exceedingly obliged  to mother for them, they were very nice indeed.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWe are very poorly fixed here for study, twenty in a room, one small table, no chairs or stools, but one gas burner, and attached to the side of the wall instead of the center of the room where it ought to be. There is but one little stove in the room and the meanest coal that you can imagine. We have but two meals a day which is quite often enough of the kind, bread and beef for breakfast and beef and bread for dinner. However I am living and well. I have been but to two meals in the mess hall in the last four days. I intend to leave here as soon as possible. I will have to cut my \nletter short as the gentleman who is going to carry it is in a hurry. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI was on guard last night and sat up until midnight reading Hiawatha which will probably account for the following lines. 2 I was just thinking what I should write you about my stay in Staunton when these lines occurred to me. I expect they will cause some amusement for you. It is my first attempt at writing poetry and I am not certain that I succeed very well, but it was written on the spur of the moment and under great difficulties. You must excuse all mistakes as I am writing in the dark nearly. To all good night.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eFrom your affectionate\u003cbr\u003e \nBrother Porter \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003ePS Write soon and give me all of the items of news and what you all think of my leaving here. Uncle [Porter] thinks I had as well leave.\u003cbr\u003e\nGoodbye\u003cbr\u003e \nPorter\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eRichmond\u003cbr\u003e\nFeb 5th 1865 \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eDear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nYour kind letter was received and read with pleasure. I was glad to get a letter from you once more, one written by your own dear self. I am very sorry now that I have not written to you ere this but I was thinking like yourself that every mail would bring me a letter from mother, but none came. I am convinced now that I ought not to have waited so long, as I see it was my duty as well as pleasure to write to my dear mother. I am so sorry that by not writing to you that I should have caused one shadow to hover o'er\nyour brow or one pang of sadness to enter your heart. I would not intentionally grieve my mother for anything in reason. I am a naughty boy, but mother dear you must forgive me this time. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI am so sorry for you all at home that the weather is so cold. I sincerely hope you have plenty of wood. We have not had cold weather here [ ] and I have been very comfortable. Although I did not find but one of my blankets, however the one that was lost did not belong to me and the one to whom it did belong being wealthy very kindly told me it made no difference about it. Although I suffer a great many inconveniences here they are nothing to me compared with what you have to put up with. You must make yourself perfectly easy about me and do not imagine me suffering when I am very comfortable. We have Bible class every Sunday. I recite to Col. Preston, or rather hear him lecture. He makes the time spent with him pass very pleasantly and also imparts much useful and interesting knowledge. I had a permit last Wednesday. Called to see Mrs. Neason, she was very cordial indeed \u0026amp; invited me to spend all the time that I had to myself with her and to come every permit I got and spend the day which I promised to do. She complimented you very highly on the [way] you managed your affairs in West Virginia. I expect to get a permit on Saturday week when I shall go and see her again. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI intend to leave here the first of March. I came here by my own consent and with the understanding that I was to leave at the end of a year. I will soon have been two instead of one. I am sorry to say I am not getting along as well with my studies as I would wish.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eDear Sister Allie\u003cbr\u003e\nYour letter came duly to hand. I am truly happy to see you are such a punctual correspondent. Did you send the book I wrote for by Mr. C. I saw him the other day but he did not say whether he had brought it or not. I saw a splendid life size picture of Gen. Lee put up in the House of Delegates on Wednesday, it was by Bruce a very ordinary looking man. He asks six five thousand ($65,000) dollars for it. You ought to be here to see the crowds of ladies that flock to see us on dress parade and some very pretty ones I can tell you. I have almost fallen in love with one or two myself. Miss Lou H was out to see us today escorted by Maj. Stuart. She invited me to see her she was looking better than I ever saw her.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eRichmond\u003cbr\u003e \nFeb 23d 1865\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eDear Father\u003cbr\u003e\nYour welcome letter was received last night. Uncle Porter had been here in the evening and told that he had received a letter from you stating that you had written me permission to resign. I am very much gratified at your kind concess[ion] in my wishes, and pleased to find that your own ideas correspond with mine on so important a subject. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI feel it due to myself as well as to you to state to you some of the reasons I have for leaving here and giving up the only opportunity which I shall perhaps ever have of getting an education. In the first place I am past nineteen years old and I think that it is my duty to be in the army. All who stay here after they become eighteen are generally considered shirkers. Then I do not think that the school will continue much longer than the first of April, for is it reasonable to suppose or can it even be expected that in this the death struggle of the Confederacy when every man woman and child should be at his or her post, when every nerve is to \nbe strained to attain the object which we have so long fought for, that two or three hundred well drilled, able bodied men will be allowed to remain idle and inactive? I am sure the answer of any rational man will be No! \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eThen acting on the supposition that the corps will be ordered into service soon at all events, I think it advisable to resign while I \ncan, and while I have the power to join any command that I think proper. A right granted all cadets resigning by order of the Sct \nWar. And as for education, I look at it in this light. If we are subjugated the less education and refinement a man has the better for him, for the nearer the man approaches the brute the less feeling he has, and in the above contingency our condition will be little better than that of brutes. To look at the same question from another point, if the war continues, I will have to enter the army sooner or later. If I am killed education will profit me nothing, but suppose we gain our independence and I should be so fortunate as to survive the war, almost every youth in the Confederacy will be in my own lamentable condition without education or polish.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI think I shall hand in my resignation in about a week or so, I wish to finish analytic before leaving. I would like to join cavalry but do not see how I am to keep myself in horses.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eNext I thought of mounted horse artillery but for the present I thought of accepting a second Ltc in the 2d Foreign Battalion, a position which I can get I think without much trouble. Uncle Porter advised me to take it at once as he thought it better to leave now if I could get a position than to wait a while and go as a private. There are several of my acquaintances in the same Battalion and one of my most intimate friends left the other day for a 1st Lt in the same. I cannot use the permission you sent me, it is right with the exception that you omitted to state that I resigned to enter the military service of the C.S. Please send me another with this addition. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003ePlease excuse mistakes as I have written under difficulties and in haste. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eFrom your affectionate Son,\u003cbr\u003e\nPorter.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eNew's Ferry, March 27th 1865 \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eDear Father\u003cbr\u003e\nI received both of your last letters. The one dated the 4th March first and the one dated 1st, a few days ago. I would have written to you before this, but thought I would wait until certain communication could be established. I did not get to see Mr. Newlon before he left or would have written by him. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI resigned about two weeks ago. I have been in the trenches one week since, with the Corps. It then took me a week or such a matter to make my arrangements to leave the city. I have accepted the place I wrote you about, and am now on my way to join my command, it is at Charlotte, NC. I would like very much to have come home before going into the army, but the way not being open when I had the time at my own disposal I did not attempt it. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eIt would have been a needless expense, and one which Uncle Porter advised me not to incur, though if the way had been clear I certainly should have come. My expenses at the V.M.I. were one hundred and fifty ($150) dollars. I will enclose you a statement of my financial account. I left Richmond Thursday and was two days getting to this place. I am at present at Mr Chalmers, the father of one of my classmates and friends. The son invited The son invited to his fathers house. I wanted some place on the line to leave my trunk. This is the place exactly, it is on a direct line from the south to R and quite safe from the enemy there. The family are so kind. Mr C has invited me to make his house my home, as long as I am pleased to stay, but I shall only remain two or three days. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI am tolerably equipped. Uncle P bought me a small pair of saddle bags for fifty (50) dollars. He also gave me an oilcloth. I am going to take as little baggage with me as possible and will try and take care of it. On parting from Mr Neeson he gave me some good advice just as you would have done and I saw that he felt a deep interest in my welfare. He also offered me money but I declined because I thought Uncle P had given me what he thought proper. You cannot be too grateful to Mr. Neeson and his family for their kindness to me. I wish you would write to him about it. I wish them to know how grateful I feel to them. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI hope to see you again but have not the most remote idea when. When you write to me again direct to Lt. Porter Johnson 2d Foreign Battalion, Charlotte NC. Write soon to your affectionate son.\u003cbr\u003e \nPorter Johnson\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eDearling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI have not received a single line from you since a few days before the enemy's raid. I have heard once from home through Papa, but it made me sad than otherwise though I was truly glad to know that you were all well. My dear mother, I have now launched my bark on the ocean of life, and though the clouds lower around me and the waves roll high, I hope by the help of God, to [sp---t] \nthe flood. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI have thought a great deal about home and friends. I would have liked very much to have come home to see all of the dear ones again, but as it would have been a mere gratification and would have accomplished nothing I suppose it is best as it is. I am now staying at a very kind gentlemans in Halifax County.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI have met with some very kind friends indeed since I resigned. Mrs Neeson has been almost a mother to me, just as kind as she could be. She often talks of you and thinks Papa one of the best men in the world. I almost fell in love with her daughter Mary a quiet unassuming and modest girl of fourteen summers. There is a little bright eyed beauty of twelve years, sitting by me while I write, [ ] my [ ]. Give my best love to all. The girls must write me soon. Give my especial love to Leake, tell him to be a good boy and mind his mother. Write to me soon mother! \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eYour devoted son, Porter\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003ePrison Hospital\u003cbr\u003e\nCamp Chase, Ohio, June 18, 1865 \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eDear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nThe order for release of prisoners has at last arrived. I expect to be released in about a week. It is a bitter pill but has to be swallowed. I do not expect to be home immediately. J.W. McCorkle is sick, he expects to go to his Uncles in Cabell county. I must go with him. He would do the same for me and more. Then I will go by West Va. I shall stop a few days then hasten home as fast as possible. I am in good health. I have not heard from any at Bridgeport for three weeks, they were all well at that time. Eddie \nWithrow is well, he is going directly home. Jake [Tucker] is well. The thoughts of soon again being clasped in a mothers embrace, Oh! isn't it glorious. My best love to all, regards to my friends. \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eFrom your Affectionate Son\u003cbr\u003e \nPorter Johnson esq\u003cbr\u003e \nSoon to be Citizen of the United States of America Good and Loyal\u003c/p\u003e"]}]}},"label":"Breadcrumbs"}}},"links":{"self":"https://search.arvasarchive.org/catalog/vilxv_repositories_3_resources_609"}},{"id":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166_c01_c01_c05","type":"Item","attributes":{"title":"Letter fragment to Mildred C. 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I suppose it is because you have so many extravagant admirers, and not wishing to get married you are necessarily compelled to send some up the spout. I am really glad you are not like most of the girls at present, crazy to get married, for I should hate like all the world to give you up. You recollect I dreampt last summer that you were married and how I told you it distressed me. As my prospects for being a married man are exceedingly doubtful, I think I shall have to consent to the proposition you made some time ago that we should both remain single. Do you not remember it? You say you believe Victoria Is really going to write her fate with Capt. Hardy's. I am sorry for it myself for I never fancied him much. Hasn't she had better offers? She certainly is a changeable girl. Does Uncle E like the \"Capt\" or is he opposed to the match? I suppose they are daily looking for Mary from Baltimore. I guess she will have lots to tell. How I would like to be at home to hear her \u0026 Sister Mollie talk. If Bob \u0026 M. have arrived tell them I will write them both soon. Did Sister go down to R. as she expected or did the Yankees raid frighten her out of the notion? Champe in several of my letters from home they have mentioned Gen. Pizzini's[?] name. Who is he? I have never seen anything about him in the newspapers. You say the young man who took my bundle \u0026 letters home did not call. I did not expect he would, as he is very bashful. He is a very good boy, but one of the ugliest boys you ever saw. He does not intend returning here. Resigned to enter the army. Well dear Sister I I have written you quite a long letter so must stop and mail it. You must excuse all mistakes and bad writing. The boys are discussing the probability of the Corps being ordered out (although rumors circulated here in barracks) etc. and making so much fuss that I scarcely know what I am writing. And now I must bid you adieu. With love to all the family and hoping to have the exquisite pleasure of reading one of your usual interesting letters again soon.\nI am as ever\nYr aft Br","Letter regards family matters and daily life."],"parent_unittitles_ssm":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863/1865","Jaqueline Beverly Stanard correspondence, 1863/1864","Correspondence, 1863"],"parent_unittitles_tesim":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863/1865","Jaqueline Beverly Stanard correspondence, 1863/1864","Correspondence, 1863"],"normalized_date_ssm":["1863"],"unitdate_other_ssim":["1863 December"],"level_ssm":["Item"],"level_ssim":["Item"],"component_level_isim":[3],"sort_isi":7,"repository_ssim":["Virginia Military Institute Archives"],"collection_ssim":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863/1865"],"creator_ssim":["Stanard, Jaqueline Beverly, 1845-1864"],"has_online_content_ssim":["false"],"child_component_count_isi":0,"parent_access_restrict_tesm":["There are no restrictions."],"parent_access_terms_tesm":["Manuscript collections in the VMI Archives are made available for educational and research use. 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You know how I love him. Who are you engaged to at present? I fear you are gaining yourself the name of flirt. I hope not tho. I suppose it is because you have so many extravagant admirers, and not wishing to get married you are necessarily compelled to send some up the spout. I am really glad you are not like most of the girls at present, crazy to get married, for I should hate like all the world to give you up. You recollect I dreampt last summer that you were married and how I told you it distressed me. As my prospects for being a married man are exceedingly doubtful, I think I shall have to consent to the proposition you made some time ago that we should both remain single. Do you not remember it? You say you believe Victoria Is really going to write her fate with Capt. Hardy's. I am sorry for it myself for I never fancied him much. Hasn't she had better offers? She certainly is a changeable girl. Does Uncle E like the \"Capt\" or is he opposed to the match? I suppose they are daily looking for Mary from Baltimore. I guess she will have lots to tell. How I would like to be at home to hear her \u0026amp; Sister Mollie talk. If Bob \u0026amp; M. have arrived tell them I will write them both soon. Did Sister go down to R. as she expected or did the Yankees raid frighten her out of the notion? Champe in several of my letters from home they have mentioned Gen. Pizzini's[?] name. Who is he? I have never seen anything about him in the newspapers. You say the young man who took my bundle \u0026amp; letters home did not call. I did not expect he would, as he is very bashful. He is a very good boy, but one of the ugliest boys you ever saw. He does not intend returning here. Resigned to enter the army. Well dear Sister I I have written you quite a long letter so must stop and mail it. You must excuse all mistakes and bad writing. The boys are discussing the probability of the Corps being ordered out (although rumors circulated here in barracks) etc. and making so much fuss that I scarcely know what I am writing. And now I must bid you adieu. With love to all the family and hoping to have the exquisite pleasure of reading one of your usual interesting letters again soon.\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever\u003cbr\u003e\nYr aft Br\u003c/p\u003e"],"odd_heading_ssm":["Transcription"],"odd_tesim":["...one of my favorites, give her my love. Champe so you ever hear from Mr. G now. Poor fellow! I expect he is dying out in N.C. by degrees with the [blues]. Let me hear something from him in your next. You know how I love him. Who are you engaged to at present? I fear you are gaining yourself the name of flirt. I hope not tho. I suppose it is because you have so many extravagant admirers, and not wishing to get married you are necessarily compelled to send some up the spout. I am really glad you are not like most of the girls at present, crazy to get married, for I should hate like all the world to give you up. You recollect I dreampt last summer that you were married and how I told you it distressed me. As my prospects for being a married man are exceedingly doubtful, I think I shall have to consent to the proposition you made some time ago that we should both remain single. Do you not remember it? You say you believe Victoria Is really going to write her fate with Capt. Hardy's. I am sorry for it myself for I never fancied him much. Hasn't she had better offers? She certainly is a changeable girl. Does Uncle E like the \"Capt\" or is he opposed to the match? I suppose they are daily looking for Mary from Baltimore. I guess she will have lots to tell. How I would like to be at home to hear her \u0026 Sister Mollie talk. If Bob \u0026 M. have arrived tell them I will write them both soon. Did Sister go down to R. as she expected or did the Yankees raid frighten her out of the notion? Champe in several of my letters from home they have mentioned Gen. Pizzini's[?] name. Who is he? I have never seen anything about him in the newspapers. You say the young man who took my bundle \u0026 letters home did not call. I did not expect he would, as he is very bashful. He is a very good boy, but one of the ugliest boys you ever saw. He does not intend returning here. Resigned to enter the army. Well dear Sister I I have written you quite a long letter so must stop and mail it. You must excuse all mistakes and bad writing. The boys are discussing the probability of the Corps being ordered out (although rumors circulated here in barracks) etc. and making so much fuss that I scarcely know what I am writing. And now I must bid you adieu. With love to all the family and hoping to have the exquisite pleasure of reading one of your usual interesting letters again soon.\nI am as ever\nYr aft Br"],"scopecontent_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eLetter regards family matters and daily life.\u003c/p\u003e"],"scopecontent_heading_ssm":["Scope and Contents"],"scopecontent_tesim":["Letter regards family matters and daily life."],"_nest_path_":"/components#0/components#0/components#4","timestamp":"2026-06-23T06:59:04.198Z","collection":{"numFound":1,"start":0,"numFoundExact":true,"docs":[{"id":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166","ead_ssi":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166","_root_":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166","_nest_parent_":"vilxv_repositories_3_resources_166","ead_source_url_ssi":"data/oai/VMI/repositories_3_resources_166.xml","title_ssm":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers"],"title_tesim":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers"],"unitdate_ssm":["1863-1865"],"unitdate_inclusive_ssm":["1863-1865"],"normalized_date_ssm":["1863/1865"],"normalized_title_ssm":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863/1865"],"text":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863/1865","MS.0083","/repositories/3/resources/166","Virginia Military Institute—Civil War, 1861-1865","Virginia Military Institute—Cadet compositions—Prose","Virginia Military Institute—Class of 1867","New Market Cadets","Virginia Military Institute—Cadet life—1860-1869","United States—History—Civil War, 1861-1865—Personal narratives—Confederate","Virginia—History—Civil War, 1861-1865","Correspondence","Telegrams","There are no restrictions.","Jacqueline Beverly Stanard was born in 1845 in Orange County, Virginia. He entered VMI in January 1863 as a member of the Class of 1867, and was killed at the Battle of New Market on May 15, 1864, while serving as a Cadet Private, Company B.","Virginia Military Institute\nJanuary the 17th 1863","My Dear Mother\nI have anxiously been looking for a letter from you for some time in reply to my last which I mailed about the 5th or 6th. I hope it has not been lost for it was a long one and I wanted you to see how I spent my Christmas. Mother it has been so long since I wrote that I guess you have been uneasy about me again thinking I might be sick.  Quite to the contrary, for the last weeks I have been having a good time skating. The river was frozen over beautifully for miles. As we were not doing any studying, the Examination being past over. We were all allowed to go. I wish you could have seen the river. It looked like a flock of black birds was on it. I never saw boys seem to enjoy themselves more. Could play [bandy], fox \u0026 goose and many other games to afford us amusement. Sandie P. \u0026 Sisters \u0026 some other ladies were down to see us. Sandy seemed to be a very awkward skater and would get some pretty falls sometimes which added to my fun. I think he is stuck up quite much. I haven't spoken to him yet. I attended Church this morning. Saw his wife there, do not think she is pretty. The [G]  has only preached for us once since he came here, but gave us an excellent sermon then. I suppose in this Peach has reached Orange \u0026 [camp]. He called to see me one evening and only remained about half an hour, promised he would come again the day after and said I must have a letter for him to take home for me, but he never made his appearance. I stayed from church hoping to see him \u0026 show him the VMI sights. He was staying out in the country about three miles. Wanted me to go with him but could not do so. I never saw a boy so changed in my life. Had a little beard and then he was dressed in real soldier style. I don't think I should have known him had I seen him in a crowd. He said himself Geo. M had been having a good time out in the country for 18 days. Really glad they have gotten furloughs for they have both been good soldiers and deserve them. Hope they may be able to reach home. Mr. M seemed somewhat taken with poor Lewis Williams old flame Miss Darden. Wilson Newman called to see me a few days ago. And going from his looks, I think the army must agree with him. Am glad our Orange boys are all so pleasantly stationed. Mother tell Champ to write what has become of [Mr. G]. I feel so sorry for him. Doubtless in this you have received my report and have been worried about the way I have wasted my time \u0026 gotten demerits etc. in the last six months. Myself as well as many others have done but little studying. We have lost about one and a half months going out of these plagued marches and still Old Spex hasn't made a single allowance in the examination and I would not be surprised if there are not 150 cadets shipped soon for being unjustly unjustly found deficient, some over 18, and others for demerits. 15 were shipped yesterday, one of my roommates goes [__] tomorrow, for demerits. Spex a grand old scoundrel coins money by this as most of them have made their deposits which is $600. I think you must not be surprised to see me at any time as my number of demerits is past one hundred, though most of them I got for over staying furlough, and may yet be removed. I shall write to brother in a day or two for money to pay what I owe to Old Spex. Mother to give you an idea what sort of person Gen. S. is after our return from our last march, the government sent up 300 pairs of shoes for the Cadets as presents or to pay for our own that we wore out and now Gen. S. will not let a Cadet have a pair if he has gotten shoes from the Institute within the last 6 month, and if a Cadet is shipped before he can get them, they fall in Spex's hands, who furnishes all his darkeys with a good pair. I shall try hard to get mine, tho' don't expect to wear them, they are course army shoes worth at the present prices 30 or 40 dollars. I have a pair I bought before I went on the march that will do me, so I shall keep mine (if I get them) for Henry, unless he is well supplied. Mother you recollect the box I was so concerned about, it made it to us, after being on the way only 19 days. Although the things were rather old \u0026 stale, yet everything went good even the turkey. I tell you we were not a long time emptying the box. We were all very agreeably surprised yesterday by the receipt of another box for one of our roommates. It contained a splendid ham, two elegant rich cakes  and any quantity of little molasses cakes, sausages, molasses, apples, etc. I never enjoyed anything more. I certainly did justice to it myself. I hope Mr. L has laid in a good supply of provisions. How does Eliza do now. Hope she may not give you all troubles. I can imagine I see the difference in her cooking \u0026 aunt Phoebe's, and hear you complain. Well Mother you see I am 'bout run out for something to write about so I guess I had better stop altogether. You must excuse led pencil, I wrote with, is because I wanted to write fast (which the bad writing \u0026 mistakes will bear evidence of) in order to finish it without being interrupted by any roll call. It seems to me I now commence a letter but what I am called of by the tap of the drum to attend some call. It is really worrying. Well Mother, I shall prepare myself to receive a good scholding [sic] from you soon. You must not be too hard upon me, [phrase unclear] made to stay here for my own good, but at the same time greatly against my will. And now with love to all and a due portion for your darling self,\nI am as ever yr affect\nSon J. B. S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFebruary the 20th 1863","My Dear Sister,\nHaving honored all the family with a letter, except your sweet self, Have determined to drop you a few lines (Tonight since I have no lessons to get.) to show you that you have not been forgotten. The letter I wrote Champe, you were justly entitled to, but as she wrote me such a long letter first, and I had to answer, thought had better do it at once. So you must not think anything of the step I took. I received dear sisters letter yesterday. And you cannot imagine what pleasure it gave me to read it and particularly that part in which it spoke of my darling mother, being so much improved in health. God grant that it may continue to do so, is my sincere prayer. It makes me feel like a new person almost, when I think about it. And Oh! If I could just be there to see her enjoy it. What I would not give? And just to think I have only been here one month today, and have five more long weary ones to spend here. It is awful to think about. But at the end of that time, I must have a furlough. In spite of everything. The boys all laugh at the idea of my expecting even to get one but I guess they will laugh out of the other side of their mouths, In July, when they see me going home. If I staid here I would have to go in Camp and drill, but I think I will get enough of it before them. You would laugh to see me going through double quick step. I look like a frog in the act of jumping. I see I will have to lay my letter aside until tomorrow when I endeavor to finish it though it will not leave here before Monday. Saturday. Have been down today to see them at Mrs. B[ull]'s. Capt. B[ull] has returned from Richmond. Came by G[ordons]ville. Wish he had run on down to Orange, might have sent my things by him. Phil Hiden is trying to get a furlough to go down to Charlottesville to see his brother James married. (To take place on Friday night I believe) If he succeeds, he will come on to Orange, so that will be a good opportunity to send my box. Says he will bring it. I also want my pants that (dark brown) Bob gave me sent. Repair them if they need it, before you send them. The surprise party to the Maj.'s was grand. If I had been there I should have made the girls get before. So that I might be sure they would not fall or get in the mud again. There is so much gold lace, and brass buttons in Orange now that a poor private stands no chance. The girls hardly glance at one, I guess. While I am writing they are drawing a cannon out on the parade ground to test it. I am going out there to see it fired. Bum! She goes; and the boys tremble \u0026 run. I stand my ground. The gun proves a good one. Scott \u0026 myself went up town today to get some thing to eat. Succeeded in getting some pies. Tomorrow is the 22nd and Gen. Smith told Capt. Bull if he could get the turkeys, he might give us a big dinner, but as he cannot get them, we will have the same old fare, Beef \u0026 Bread. I am in hopes there will be a suspension of Studdies until tuesday. (Private) Sister asked if I ever saw the little Madisons. Am sorry to say I have not, And moreover I don't expect to, from what I can hear. Don't say anything about this? I heard from good authority that the children were not allowed to wear socks, until that one \n(the youngest) had its feet frost-bitten. I feel sorry for the little darlings. Mrs. M is master. And every one easily perceives it. Let no one see this but the family? I have seen Mrs. Newman at Church, have never spoken to her, will go up with Scott soon to see her. There is no episcopal preacher here, but they expect to call Henry A. Wise, Jr. hope they may. Have very good music at the Presbyterian church. Sister Mollie certainly is good about writing so often, and her letters are so interesting and amusing. You all must continue to send them over whenever you get them. I intend to write to her soon. It is time for brother to be answering my letter. I think Mr. C. has acted quite strangely. It is too provoking. Tell Mother boiling over does no good. She had better remain quiet. And Mr. S[haw] is in Lynchburg. I wish I could run down to see him. Suppose it was business that took him there. Hope the army have not pressed any of his corn. He must be much incommoded in his farming by not being at Berry Hill. Sunday the 22nd. Ground covered in snow nearly a foot deep and still falling fast. What awful weather we have had in the last month for our army. They must suffer. I never saw such a country as this in my life. And every boy agrees with me. It is either raining or snowing all the time. Write me word what Mrs. R. brought. Wish she had brought my shoes \u0026 knife. And Willy [Fry] has gone to be married. What will take place next. Expect Peach (poor fellow) would liked to have accompanyed him. He is fortunate in being out of the army now. Oh! Fan. How I would like to see you all. I sometimes think that it will be impossible for me to stay away from my dear home and those for whom my love is so great, until July. How is Miss Summer. Give my love to her and tell her I think of her often. Well dear Sister I have written you quite a long letter. You must make due excuses for this miserable ink and writing. Kiss dear little Mary for me and tell her she must not forget Uncle Bev. Be a good girl and tell her when he I[sic] come home I will bring her some good. Give oceans of love to Mr. S[haw] and all the family, and accept for yourself a true brothers love.\nHoping you are all well I bid you Goodbye!\nBeverly","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 14th 1863","My darling Mother\nI received your letter a few days ago also the cloth. Hiden was on the way a week, or more. Which has been the reason why you have not heard from me sooner. I wrote home last Friday as usual but I wrote it in such a hurry and did not even read it over. I really felt ashamed to send it. Know I spelt a word wrong did you notice it? I know better. Well Mother Gen. Smith has at last gotten cloth, and as I had never had a suit my name was put down for one. I have had my jacket made at last so I now have or will have two suits which will do me until July. I don't know whether to have the cloth you sent me made into a pair of pants or sell it. If I have it made up I can save my new suit. I will send you some money by first opportunity. Need not get me any more cloth. How sad the death of poor Hugh Atkins, he was so imprudent. I suppose old Mrs. A is almost frantic, and it will have such a bad effect on Julia. Champe mentioned in her letter Miss Ellen B had gone deranged and been taken to the asylum. Where did she stay? I disremember her. Old Mrs. B has been sick for a week or more I suppose that must have been the cause of it. Be sure an[sic] write me word in your next. I was down to see them yesterday. I suppose your have commenced gardening, such pretty weather for it. It seems strange that I am not at it. Hope you are well enough to go out and superintend. As you are so devoted to it and can't help it. I am not surprised to hear about sister Mollie. She wrote to me and said she had fattened. In my answer I asked her \"Could it be that Ala air was purer than Va. and agreed with her better, Hardly!\" I am glad and then again I am sorry. I don't know why some of them out there do not write to me. Her letter is the only one I have received. I will not write to them until they do. I hope you have written to brother and given him a good scolding about that sugar. He deserves one. Does Ras T. intend to go South to live? Every body in Orange must be buying and selling. I suppose it is to invest their money which they have made by speculating. You will have a near neighbor now, Cousin H. \u0026 I think I should rather live at his old place than Mr. R. by far. I wrote you about making me collars did you ever get the letter. My cap must be black. When is Mary Taliaferro coming back, and so they ever hear from her. Give my love to all at Uncle E's. Suppose Annie is uneasy about her Johnny as the fight has begun. Myself and some of the other Cadets went fishing Saturday caught a few fish and a live ground hog which we had a good deal of fun out. Have to get up now at five, then drill for an hour also in the evening. I do not mind it so much now as it is rather more pleasant. We have abandoned the old drill and begun a new one (Hardie) which I much prefer. Mrs. Newman is in Orange, wish now I had gone to see her. How is Phil \u0026 wife getting along. Suppose they have not moved to Piedmont. Is there a prospect of much fruit at Berry Hill this season. Won't I miss Sisters cherries. I guess she feels lonesome without you all. Don't the children enjoy being at B.H. I expect they stay there all the time. How I would like to have a game of play with them. I expect Mary Beverly will be as wild as a buck soon. Kiss her for me and tell her to write to me. Mrs. C proceedings are shameful. Hope you may get everything back. Everything is so dull here that I have nothing to write interesting. They give us ham now occasionally. I send you a pattern of another collar, you may make some like it. Has Mr. Shaw enclosed his new plantation. Give my love to Miss Summer, tell her to write to me. I do not hear from home as often as I desire. How are the Spring gardens and are they as intimate since the dog quarrel. With much love to all and kisses around to the children I must bid you goodbye.\nAs ever your affect. Son\nBeverly","Send me Charlie Taliaferro direction. There is a Cadet who wants to write him. Excuse this miserable scrawl. What has become of Theodore G. Did he say anything about Taylor.","Camp Jackson Aug 28th 1863","My darling Mother,\nNo doubt you have been wondering what has become of your darling boy and the reason why he had not written before. Well dear Mother I will give you a few of my reasons which I hope will prove satisfactory. In the first place, after reaching Staunton and trotting around some time in search of Mr. G whom I succeeded in finding at last, and it then being too late for me to procure a seat on the stage. Mr. G begged me so very hard to remain over with him until the next day that I at last concluded to do so, knowing that one day longer would make no difference. I left Staunton about 4 ½ Wednesday morning and after a very pleasant trip (Having met with 3 or 4 Cadets returning) reached my old prison house at 1 p.m. and to my surprise found the Corps had left the evening before to reinforce Jackson. I then began to regret and censor myself very much for stopping over in Staun- but about the time we were ready, one of the Officers came in and said the Yankees had fallen back and that the Corps was then on the way back to the Institute after having marched to Staunton Goshen. We then thought after that information that it would be a piece of folly in us to start to meet them in coming back. I felt quite lonesome there being only a few Rats left as a guard. I staid down with Capt. B and made myself at home. He seemed very glad at having me back. And yesterday evening they all returned, broken down, sore footed and quite mad that they were not permitted to go on and engage the enemy. Jackson was very anxious expecially[sic] for the company of artillery to come on and join him, but Old Spex had not the authority to take the Corps out of the County, but had to fight them any when in Rockbridge in defense of the Institute. I am not delighted that I did not get here in time since it has proven such a useless \u0026 fatiguing march. I was on guard last night tho' not compelled, only did so to relieve some of the broken down who would have had to have gone on. I could not help contrasting \u0026 feeling the difference between my bed last night \u0026 the one I have been enjoying for the last month. Just imagine me in the guard quarters on the hard floor and in among a parcel of rats, minks, chickens, lice, etc. and then with my accoutrements all on, I tell you what taking everything into consideration I did not have my pleasant time, but it is all over now, and I hope it may not happen again. I am all OK. We will move into barracks next Monday or Tuesday when I will have a much easier time. I have not seen Old Spex yet to give him the letter. I expect he will be for court marshaling me. I was much worried at having to leave them all so hurriedly at the Village the morning I left. The plagued men at the provost office were the cause of it, they were so very slow. I only had time to kiss them \u0026 tell them all goodbye. Was Annie married on the next morning, I hope not since I could not see it. Tell Sister M to make up some excuse to give Mrs [Miss?] [H?] for not coming to see her again. I suppose every thing still remains quiet and there is no chance of the army leaving you. Has Miss E \u0026 Co. come to board with you yet. You all must write and give me all the news. I have no time to ask questions. I want this to be mailed this eve and it is near time for it to close. I had an elegant time in Staunton which I suppose Bird had written before this. Church did not get me the pillow after all. Get it from him and send it by S_ Hiden, also that knap sack Sam G. gave. You recollect I guess a new one. Tell Felix he had better sell me his cadet overcoat. Well dear mother I have not time to write more but will take time \u0026 write a more satisfactory letter soon. Excuse all mistakes \u0026 bad writing. Show it to no one but burn it. Give my love all inquiring friends. Tell McGuire I desire his letters. With love to all friends I must now bid you goodbye. Kiss the children and Old Sal if she is with you. Write soon \u0026 often to your affect.\nboy Bev.","Send me the Buffingtons letters if you get any. Their brother is here. Will tell you about him in my next.","...one of my favorites, give her my love. Champe so you ever hear from Mr. G now. Poor fellow! I expect he is dying out in N.C. by degrees with the [blues]. Let me hear something from him in your next. You know how I love him. Who are you engaged to at present? I fear you are gaining yourself the name of flirt. I hope not tho. I suppose it is because you have so many extravagant admirers, and not wishing to get married you are necessarily compelled to send some up the spout. I am really glad you are not like most of the girls at present, crazy to get married, for I should hate like all the world to give you up. You recollect I dreampt last summer that you were married and how I told you it distressed me. As my prospects for being a married man are exceedingly doubtful, I think I shall have to consent to the proposition you made some time ago that we should both remain single. Do you not remember it? You say you believe Victoria Is really going to write her fate with Capt. Hardy's. I am sorry for it myself for I never fancied him much. Hasn't she had better offers? She certainly is a changeable girl. Does Uncle E like the \"Capt\" or is he opposed to the match? I suppose they are daily looking for Mary from Baltimore. I guess she will have lots to tell. How I would like to be at home to hear her \u0026 Sister Mollie talk. If Bob \u0026 M. have arrived tell them I will write them both soon. Did Sister go down to R. as she expected or did the Yankees raid frighten her out of the notion? Champe in several of my letters from home they have mentioned Gen. Pizzini's[?] name. Who is he? I have never seen anything about him in the newspapers. You say the young man who took my bundle \u0026 letters home did not call. I did not expect he would, as he is very bashful. He is a very good boy, but one of the ugliest boys you ever saw. He does not intend returning here. Resigned to enter the army. Well dear Sister I I have written you quite a long letter so must stop and mail it. You must excuse all mistakes and bad writing. The boys are discussing the probability of the Corps being ordered out (although rumors circulated here in barracks) etc. and making so much fuss that I scarcely know what I am writing. And now I must bid you adieu. With love to all the family and hoping to have the exquisite pleasure of reading one of your usual interesting letters again soon.\nI am as ever\nYr aft Br","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember the 1st 1863","My dear Sister,\nReally everything is so dull and I write so often that I am puzzled to know how to commence this letter. I don't think I owe you an apology for my long silence. For whenever I write home to any one member of the family, I intend, and I suppose my letters are read by you all. So none need complain. Mother you know deserves most letters, as she is so good about writing to me, and then such long and interesting letters. I am always overjoyed when I see her handwriting. I received her last written on the 27th and you cannot imagine how much I have been worried to think you all would be left in the enemies lines and that I should be cut off from all communication with you. But I am as yet ignorant of whether this has been done. I have commenced this letter with the hope that it may go direct and that you are still spared from the outrage of the enemy. Can it be that Gen. Lee intends falling back again around Richmond? I think it looks very much like it if they are moving commissary stores from Gordonsville. But I suppose before this is done, there will be a second Chancellorsville battle, therefore I will not despair until I hear the result. I am very much afraid that Lee has weakened his army so much by sending aid to Braggs (who it seems is doing nothing but allowing his men to be captured \u0026 falling back) that he will eventually be compelled to fall back to Richmond. When this is done I suppose we will be ordered out. We are rather better equipped now than we were when we went on out last cavalry expedition to Covington. I think if we do leave here, I will go with Dr. McGuire whom Mother says will give me a place. I ought to be there in the army now fighting for my home. Changing the subject, I attended the tableaux given last Friday night by the ladies for the benefit of the poor soldier, although I was dead broke at the time, thought as I had never been to anything of the sort here, and then it was my duty, borrowed the money to go. Some of the scenes were very pretty, but the smallness of the room and the immence[sic] crowd destroyed all the pleasure of being present. Capt. B the only person you know, acted the part of the \"Irish Volunteer\" It would be useless in me to attempt to describe the scenes, dress and etc.  Will send you a programme and you can form an idea for yourself of what they ought to have been, at least how they looked. I don't think it could have been as grand as those given by the ladies of Old Orange as the material was wanting. They realized I understand $600. Leela P. did not act. I don't think she can be very popular. By the by I forgot to tell Champe, that she told a friend of mine that she was one of the wildest girls she ever saw and was wearing Gen. J's ring. Tell C. she had better beware her reputation will be quite broad. I have never spoken to her since I came back. Tell Mother I got the $20. Hope that she has seen Willie's and if he does not intent coming back soon will send me the money to pay for my overcoat \u0026 shoes. How I envy you all, eating fresh meat and sausages. Do you think I hadn't forgotten there was such a thing. I hope you all have gotten your pork and lower than the market price which is frightful. Mr. Shaw is a fortunate man in having any left. So poor Lil is gone at last. I suppose there was a universal weeping. $800 I think was a very good price. What has Mr. C. put where it is. Did Mr. S. go to Gen Lee? Willis is not coming back. Has sent his resignation. Did he give Mr. S the shot I sent. I have drawn a sketch of Charleston \u0026 vicinity from one I have seen. Will send home for you all to see soon. The drum has just beat for dress parade so I must close. Remember me to all enquiring friends, and now for each and every member of the family give oceans of love and accept for yourself \u0026 hubby and little darling a due portion.\nWrite soon, goodbye\nBev.","V.M.I. Dec. 19th 1863","My darling Mother\nI guess you have been wondering what in the world had become of me that I did not write. Well we were ordered out on last Tuesday very unexpectedly to march directly to Goshen and there wait orders from Gen. Imboden. I have not time to give you an account of our march now as we have to leave here in the morning at 5 to go in the direction of Buchanan or Salem after Averell  [\"Averil\" in original] and having marched 13 miles today [page torn] a miserable frozen ground feel as if I could [page torn] a little sleep on my old mattress after taking it out long. Oh! I tell you I can stand Army Service. We were exposed one day and night to the most disagreeable weather I ever saw. Rain fell in perfect torrents freezing as it would fall. We intended to have gone on from here after a rest of 2 hours but as there were a good many boys shoeless and others with sore feet we concluded to stay over. We take 3 days rations (which is very little) I received your letter written on the 13 with the $100 but haven't heard or gotten Mr. S with the $70. Has he written and did he [?] rebels. I hope it may not be lost as I am deep in debt. I took dinner with Miss Louise B. today. She promised to write to you for me if I went on. I hope this letter may reach you safely and relieve your mind somewhat. You must not worry yourself. I am perfectly well \u0026 hardy, ready to give that [page torn] \"Avril\" a  [_ing]. I hope to gracious we may catch the scoundrel and his men. I will not write more at present. Will do so as soon as I return again. So now must bid you all good night with love \u0026 kisses to the family and little ones I am as ever your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember 23rd 1863","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a few days ago, on my return from our Goshen tramp and promised I would write again so soon as I reached here once more. Well dear Mother we reached our journeys end Monday evening and nar'e Yankee did we kill or see after marching us all over this plagued mountainous country and ruining our feet we being badly shod at the time. But thank gracious, there were none seriously hurt by the trip, and now since they have had a little rest would be willing to start out on another, provided they were carried in some other direction than that of Goshen \u0026 Covington, for both of these routs every boy seems disgusted with. And it is a enough to despair anyone for you look upon nothing but huge mountains of rocks the whole way. Once in every ten miles by accident we would pass an old dilapidated looking building. I believe I mentioned in my other letter what a wet time we had of it while at Camp Staunton near Goshen. Although we were so near drowned, yet there was no grumbling, quite the contrary the boys were hollering \u0026 singing the whole time. I wish you could have heard us when a train came up to Goshen whistling \u0026 the bell ringing. I believe every boy joined in a thundering shout which reached throughout the surrounding mountains. It reminded us all so much of home \u0026 especially those who had been here so long without having a furlough that I do believe if the Yankees had been near and we been ordered to keep quiet we could not have resisted the temptation to give vent to our joy at such a pleasant sound. When we left here we thought we were going to Staunton. I took some collars along in case we should, and when I heard this train I could not but help thinking it was coming to take us there and I had made up my mind if we were got that near home I would work my [?] so as to go the whole hog. But alas! There was no such good luck for poor me. I was doomed to be disappointed. The train only came to bring a bearer of dispatches. We laid in our mud puddles until evening when the tap of the drum bid us prepare for marching. There were all sorts of rumors a float before we left camp, some said the Yankees were near Lex. and we had to march there that night a distance of 22 miles. Others said we were going to Covin. but we were all surprised when Col. Ship [Shipp] marched us up to Cool Sulphur Springs to quarter us in the cabins there for the night. Before we reached there we had to wade through mud \u0026 water a foot deep for near ten miles. We managed to build us up a little fire and dry our blankets. There was a still house at this place and every boy got enough to drink to make him sleep and to keep him from taking cold. In fact the majority of the boys were quite merry. I took a little swig Though not enough to make me feel the effects of it. Stanard Buffington had his canteen full and was looking all about for me. Expect if he had found me I should have been tipsy also for I did not think it any [harm] that night. Buffington is a splendid boy. On the next morning we set out for Lex. it had ceased raining and we had a beautiful day before us for marching, but the roads were so bad and the streams we had to pass over so swollen that we did not go more than 12 miles to Wilson Spring before we stopped over again for the night, and slept in some old darkey cabins. Although it was very [quite struck out] cold I had a very good night's rest. While were here Col. Ship received a dispatch from Old Spex (who said in his order before we left he would [?]over [?]) who was then at Lex enjoying the pleasures of home comforts) ordering us hurry back as quick as possible. We had to go in the direction of Buchanan. So we left next morning early \u0026 reach here at 11 ½ although the roads were so bad we marched 4 ¼ miles in one hour. We had orders after reached here. Mother I send with my coat a pair of pants for Henry. I wore them on the last march you will observe that they have seen hard times after mending the seat they will be made a good pair pants by having them turned. I send also a shirt which I could find no owner for and it is too large for me. You can dispose of it as you like. What do you think of the bill in reference to currency. I hope it may prove of some good for money seems to be worthless. Confederate I meant. Suppose Emma Chapman will be married soon. I would like to be present to get some of the good things. Of course they will have a big wedding. Is cousin Vic going down South to see Annie. I heard she was. I was down at Capt. Bull's yesterday. He read me a letter he had just gotten from Mary. You have no idea what a good letter she writes. It would really surprise you to read one. I hope she may pay them a visit here this spring. I would like to see her. Mrs. Powers has gotten back. I promised to kill her some birds, so if it does not rain, shall go out tomorrow. The weather has moderated a good deal today and I am truly glad of it for it was so very cold two or three days ago that I like to have frozen. Well dear Mother, I have written you quite a long letter, and I think all the news, so I must again bid you goodbye or good night rather.\nBev.","P.S. Make some of the family write me soon \u0026 often. You will find in my coat a rough sketch of Charleston \u0026 Vicinity which I drew for amusement. It has been laying up in my drawer so long the plagued mice destroyed it and commenced eating the edges.","Virginia Military Institute\nJanuary the 3rd 1864","My dear Mother\nTaking into consideration the many letters which you have honored me with lately, I think I would be doing my self great injustice if I were to allow a longer period to pass by without dropping you a few lines. I think my last letter was written in the year 1863 and now it is 64. Will you not forgive my seeming negligence. I received your long and interesting letter written on the 27th on the morning of the New Year. I therefore reckon it as among my numerous presents and as being one most valued. I was glad to see from your letter that Christmas had passed so handsomely and pleasantly. The dinner you spoke of was really a \"beautiful\" one, but I am confident when I give you a bill of fare of the one which I had the pleasure of masticating you will not for one moment hesitate in saying mine was still more beautiful. First, we had cold loaf bread (not enough by 16 loaves) also warm corn bread. Second cold beef. For dessert, molasses, water, \u0026 c. \u0026c. Oh! Indeed I fear if I were to go on and enumerate the rest I would not finish this letter soon. So leave it for you to form an idea. You all must have very kind friends to furnish you with so many nice things. You had a lot of big [?] to dine with you. My mouth runs water whenever I think about it. Why couldn't I have been there! Christmas week was the dullest to me I ever spent. Only one day suspension. Few boys tight, owing to the scarcity \u0026 high price of Liquor. I slept most all the time to rid myself of the monotony. Occasionally I would walk up in Lex. and get something to eat. I have looked forward before Xmas with much pleasure to the arrival of two boxes belonging to my roommates which were to have come by the packet boat, but it has not as yet made its appearance, and judging from the looks of the river which I can plainly see from my window, and which is entirely frozen over, that it will not do so for some time to come. We have almost despaired. The first thing we would all say in the morning, and the last I believe at night would be, wonder if the boat has come! I think we spent at least 2/3 of our time in the day standing looking in vain down the river. Isn't it too bad I intended to feast for once. There were a great many boys who were as much interested and disappointed as we were. Well Mother, changing the subject, let me give you an account how nicely I was fooled yesterday, and at the same time right much disappointed. While sitting down in my room thinking over what I should do during the day. One of my roommates (Jonny Wise) came blustering in an handed me a bundle accompanied by a letter directed as follows Cadet Stanard, politeness of Miss Bull. You well know what thought first struck me, I opened it and read it and supposing the girls must be down at Capt. B.'s commenced in great hurry to get on what the boys here term a \"big dike\" after I had finished dressing, and been told two or three times by my roommates that I would certainly captivate those young ladies, I started down to Capt. B. and upon entering the parlor asked Miss Louise where were the girls. The girls, what girls! I think told her, she seemed surprised, and said she had not a word from them. I then took it for granted they must certainly be up in Lexington, some where. So started in search of them. In passing by the Hospital I saw Dr. Madison who had just come the evening before from Petersburg and who told me at least asked me if I had gotten the bundle \u0026 letter. He then told me why they did not come on, and that his little girls had gone on to Staunton that morning on the Stage. You can well imagine my feelings. I thought it strange that they should have selected such an awful cold spell to come in. It was really the coldest weather I ever felt and I was on guard too. Hope they have postponed their visit until Spring. I got the money sent and let me thank yourself and my dear sisters for their nice presents. I am willing to wager any thing that I am the only boy who has received such. Tell Fan \u0026 Champ I will I will write them both soon. So Gen. J is still flying around Old C. Wonder if she can't prevail on him to give me a place on his staff. I am much obliged to you for sending my shirt \u0026 brush. I was in want of both so they come at an acceptable time. I hope dear Mother you will not think I am extravagant because I write so often for money. I will put down on paper how I have disposed of most of it and I know you will not think me so. I attended church this morning. The Methodist had to go there with my Company but deserted \u0026 went to the Episcopal. Saw Sandy P \u0026 bride, but did not speak to him. Lula had a beau so looked pleased. I fear Mr. Shaw's letter is lost for good. There are some grand rascals in this corps. I will go over this week and find out what that notice meant. The deposit for the next five months I think will be near $650. What has become of poor Mr. Gassaway? Let me know. I hope C. will not engage herself to anyone again unless she intends marrying them. I rather fear she is inclined to flirt. I am truly sorry that Aunt Phoebe will leave you. Know you all will see for more trouble the coming year. With Eliza as a cook she is so often sick. I delivered your message to Miss Louise B. She acted on a tableaux a few nights ago. I did not attend, it was so cold. Did you ever get your money back from the man who bought Lil? Sister Mollie said in her letter I was her debtor. I think she is mistaken. They all owe me letters. As for Monsieur Haywood I have despaired of hearing from him again. This is the beginning of the 8th page of my letter. When I began I did not think I could fill four. But I am 'bout run out now for news to write. Suppose Cousin Mollie G. is with you. Give her a buss for me. I wish I was there to do it myself. It is getting late so I must bring my letter to a close, though will not be able to mail it until tomorrow evening. Hope I will continue to hear from home as often as I have the last week. Give my love to Uncle E's family. Remember me to all the girls. Write again soon, and now with oceans of love to each and every member of our family. Kisses to the little ones and for yourself accept that which is one from a true \u0026 devoted son.\nJ.B.S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFeb. the 21st 1864","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a long letter some days ago and promised I believe to write again the last of the weeks. Therefore in accordance with my promise I shall endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines. Since my last letter nothing much of interest has transpired to disturb the monotony of the V.M.I. soldier boys life or daily routine of exercises save the freezing up of the river, which has afforded us a little fun skating. Yesterday being Saturday, it did not interfere with our duties or studies, so all could go that wished. I went down to the river in the morning myself, though not with the intention of skating, as I had a sore toe and then I was minus a pair of skates mine being broken, but the ice was so beautiful that I could not resist the temptation, so borrowed a pair from one of the boys and spent the rest of the morning on the ice. It was really elegant fun, could go down the river as far as you wished. There were also a great many ladies on the ice, who seemed evidently to think there was more fun in falling down than standing up, but unfortunately in the height of their enjoyment, one of them [frisky] fell rather too hard and almost broke her nose. Poor girl, I guess it will spoil her beauty spot and I know will teach her a lesson how to run on ice again. The fall of this unfortunate lady, of course, intimidated and somewhat marred the pleasure of the remainder of the party. My friend Miss L.P. was among the no. and was looking as rosy as usual. Tomorrow being the anniversary of the birthday of the father of our Country, and in order to show due respect to his memory, there will be suspension of academic duties, but owing to the scarcity of powder, will not be able, as is customary to fire a salute. I went up in Lexington yesterday and looked around for the combs you wrote for. Got you these which I hope may suit. The best I could find, and rather high, but you know every thing is now. Though I could have gotten the two large ones for two dollars less if I had only known it in time. The following is what I gave for the three black, $3.75, one of the horn $5.00 the other $6.00, making in all $14.75. Would'nt this frighten you in peace times? I will send my [tal-er], and the combs also some matches which I bought thinking you might want them, by Cadet Harrison who leaves tomorrow for Orange to see his brother who is in a battery stationed near Morton's. I hope the things may reach you safely. Do you think the Yankees will get Mobile? I would not be surprised to hear of its fall any day. Suppose Mollie \u0026 Sallie have moved out of the City as the ladies have all been advised to leave. I think it so strange Haywood don't answer my letter. I wrote him a month ago and he knows my deposit is due at this time. Mr. Norton our Episcopal preacher lectures every Sunday eve during [Lent?] and principally for the benefit of the Cadets, and as it is near time I shall have to close my letter as I want to attend. May add a post script tonight. Goodby with love to all\nI am as ever\nyour darling boy,\nBev.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 13th 1864","My darling Sister\nQuite a long time has elapsed since a letter has passed directly between you and myself and I am still in doubt as to which of us is the debtor. But nevertheless, I shall wave all ceremony and endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines for I honor you home folks so often with my letters that there must be a good deal of sameness in them. This remembering that this is one of the dullest \u0026 meanest places in Christendom that is in my estimation and also of a great many of my fellow Cadets. But I shall not waist[sic] my time by heaping abuse upon Lexington and the V.M.I. You are well aware of my hatred for them both. Before going farther, allow me dear Sister to give vent to my feelings by expressing my grateful thanks for the nice box of eatables which you sent me. I can assure you I have enjoyed them no little and done justice to the box as well as my roommates, who said that it was the best that had been received in No. 38 (my room) and I think we have gotten four since the first of January. We played fearful havoc with the turkey pies and cakes. Nothing now remains I am sorry to say, but my ham which I hope to enjoy for some days yet as it was such a fine one. We only eat this as a snack. Mr. S surely must believe they came out of that small box. I invited or had besides my roommates (five in number) three of four of my friends (S.B. among the no.) to help me eat and there was plenty for all, not withstanding the tremendous appetites of the Cadets are noted for. Fan, where did you get a turkey from?  I did not think there was such a thing left in the county of Orange. Why did you not keep it, also the ham. I had much rather you should have done so, for I know how scarce such things are with you since you have had the army among you so long. You ought not to have deprived yourself of it. I can manage to make out with the beef they give me here, although it makes me sick about once a month. The candy sent was perfectly elegant. I never enjoyed anything more in my life. I would not care if you would send me a small package of that whenever an opportunity presents itself. If not two[sic] much trouble. I have been feasting right much lately on robbin pies. One of my roommates \u0026 myself went out hunting last Saturday week, killed 19 birds. I gave Mrs. Bull six and get the Judge to cook the rest for me. I believe near half of the boys in the Corps were out yesterday, but all had bad luck, frightened every bird for ten miles around. I was wise for once, and did not go. I went up in Lexington yesterday to see young McCown, who brought my box up for me. I shall send this by him as he says he will go by Berry Hill Tuesday. He also takes a little bundle for cousin Sarah Bull, which you will please send her. It is from Mrs. Powers to her husband. Tell Mother when she writes again to send me some stamps. I cannot get them here. Fan, how do you suppose I spent yesterday evening? Why I saw a poor mink court marshalled by the boys (only greening him) for deserting his post, where they had stationed him the night before. After speaking on both sides the jury retired and soon reentered the hall. The sentence was read by the judge. The prisoner found guilty and had to be shot in one hour. The whole court was so much affected at this sentence that the judge had to tell them they must not give way in that moment to their grief. The prisoner was then told that he would only have one hour to live and asked if he had anything to say of if he did not want to write a letter home. He arose and endeavored to make an appeal to the commander the plea of ignorance and a promise to do better in future, but the poor fellow was so frightened that his speech made but little impression upon the court. He was then told to retire into the ante chamber where he could write his last letter, which he did and such a one you never saw. He told his sister when he kissed her and told her goodbye he never thought he would disgrace the family in that way. After finishing his letter he returned in the court room and was so much distressed \u0026 frightened that his lawyer again made an earnest appeal in his behalf and begged that they would grant him a reprieve for ten days, so that he might be better prepared to meet his fate. This was granted by the jury, but subject to the approval of Old Spex. The Sergt. Of the guard was then ordered to post 2 sharp shooters at each corner of barracks so as to prevent the prisoner from talking to anyone or attempting to make his escape. He took the proceedings of the court over to the Genl. who told him we were only greening him. When he returned and told us what Old Spex said, every boy roared out laughing. Our fun was then ended, the poor boy relived from his misery. He actually thought he was going to be shot sure 'nough. These are the kind of Cadets which are being admitted in the V.M.I. now. Do you blame us for having a little fun some times? Old Spex says we can substitute greening in the place of bucking for the new cadets. I was sorry to hear Tom Fry was wounded, hope he may recover. Will Mrs. F. go out to see him? Well I suppose Bob \u0026 Mollie are with you by this. What would I not give to be with you all. The receipt or arrival of my box and the thought of their living with you has made me awful homesick. I never was more so. I saw Dr. McGuire's mother at church this morning. She is a very sweet looking old lady. Say to Mother I believe I will wait for the new currency. I send the letter Mother mentioned. Now dear Sister I have written you a much longer letter than I expected to write when I first commenced and as it is getting late \u0026 I want to take this up town I shall have to bring it to a close. I have been writing in a great hurry which you can plainly see, so you must excuse this miserable scrawl. The paper sent was very acceptable. You see I have made use of it soon. Give my love to all the family and now for your darling self \u0026 husband accept a due portion. Kisses without number to Mary, Bev, and a kind remembrance to all enquiring friends.\nI remain your affect. brother\nBev.","P.S. Write soon \u0026 tell the other members of the family to do the same.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 22nd 1864","My dear Mother\nIt had now been ten or twelve days since I had a line from home. I now write to demand an explination for such treatment. Upon the receipt of my box I wrote Sister Fan a long letter thanking her \u0026 c. Prior to that time I wrote Champe and I certainly expected by this time to have a few lines (at least) from one of them as they well know how anxious I was to hear from Bob \u0026 Mollie whom I suppose are with you at present. My letter to Fan was sent by Young McCown, who brought my box. I suppose he is reliable. Is the son of a Saddler in Lexington. Well Mother I guess you will wonder why it is, that I am writing with a lead pencil. The reason is first this, we are upon the eve of freezing up. It has been one week since we had a particle of heat (there not being a stick of wood at the V.M.I.) You know what a change has taken place in the weather. Today it is snowing hard, and a cold wind blowing, and still we are having the same duties to attend to, both academic \u0026 military. It is outrageous for the boys can't study a bit. I wish you could step in and take a peep at us. It got so cold we could not stand it any longer. So we call the roommates and went out and made a raid on Old Spex laths and have built us up some sort of a fire and are all gathered around like a gang of chickens under its mothers wing. If the officers of the day should by chance visit our room and catch us we would get a hard report and a few demerits. Peach came by here on last Saturday morning to see me, has just returned from Ark. Martin and one of his friends were taken prisoners. The day he stopped over to see me, Ex. Gov. Letcher made a very fine speech, also Judge Brockenbrough. So we went up and heard them. Both were very encouraging and thought the war would not last a year longer. In the evening I walked out in the country with him to get his horse. I came back, but he staid[sic] with one of his company friends until yesterday when he called to see me again on his way to Orange. I guess he will get home before this letter and tell you all you would like to hear about me and about his trip, so I will leave it for him to do. Mother you think I didn't sit down and write Cousin Vic a long letter a few days ago. Felt so interested about her. Hope she will condescend to reply to it. Suppose Bob had gone to his command ere this. What is his rank, and what is that of Gen. Long? Gen. Smith got a letter a few days ago from some gentleman over towards Hot Springs, who had, I believe, been in Gen. Averil's Camp and says Averil is preparing to make a raid in this direction. He advised Spex to fortify all the mountain passes, which he is going to do. Major Williamson \u0026 two of the Cadets left this morning to make a survey. I suppose we will have to go the last of the week to first of next. We will have the fortification to build ourselves. Is this what I was sent here for, to shovel with the spade \u0026 dig with the hoe for the protection of Rockbridge Negroes? This is the reason in which our studies are to be interfered with of[f] \u0026 on this Spring \u0026 Summer and I think you had just as well give your consent at once to my resigning and entering the Army. I want to have some of the glory of the [trenches] in the year 64 attached to my name, and this war can't last much longer it is certain, and it will be my only chance. Are you not willing to have it said you had a son in this war? I was down at Mrs. Bulls the other night, spent a very pleasant evening. The Capt's duck was there. He (the Capt.) is one of my best friends, and is very kind to me as well as the other members of the family.\n[This part written in the margins of pages 2 and 3] \nAs is so cold I shall have to stop writing, with the hope of getting a letter, certain this eve. I shall write again the last of the week. Hope you are all well. How is Mollie looking? Write me a long letter soon giving me all the news. With much love to all the family, yourself amongst them. Goodby, Your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 8th 1864","My dear Sister\nI hope you will not deem me indifferent as to writing or to yourself. I have been intending writing for some time, but you were away and I took it for granted that my letter would be more acceptable upon your return. And then another consideration, the other members of our family have been quite good in writing me so often and of course I had to give them the preference, though had you been there I should have waved all ceremony and dropped you a few lines at any rate, for I suppose my letters generally go the rounds. Even though they do not bear inspection: I received one from Sister Mollie this morning inclosing Aunt Lucy's. I suppose they will soon begin to look for Mary. How I wish for Aunt L. would accompany her. She writes so affectionately and seems so anxious to see all her relatives and friends. She says she wants to come over to see something of the War. Do you not think she could be gratified? The sad changes wrought in Old Orange by it alone would be enough to shock and sadden her heart. I hope Monsieur Taylor may get his due in the coming campaign. I would like to be the one to greet him with a bullet. Don't you think he deserves such, though he seems sorry he ever thus acted. Will Willie T. postpone his marriage now until Mary's arrival? He ought for she will be dreadfully disappointed if he does not. Please say to Cousin Vic I am anxiously looking for an answer to my letter. Suppose you saw Willie Buffington while in Richmond. Eugie writes me she expects to go down soon to attend Cousin Martha S. marriage. Eugie is a sweet girl and is one of the best correspondents I ever had. Why don't some of you write her. She always inquires about some of this family when she writes. I promised I would give Champe a scolding (I generally spell this word wrong. Did you ever notice it?) for being so neglectful but I think mine have ceased to be of any virtue, so will merely remind her of the fact. Suppose she is occupied all the time with her many beaus but this is not sufficient excuse. Ask her if Gen. Pizzini has any vacant place that she can secure for me, if so she must do it, for I do not intend to remain here after this month. Just think I am a plagued conscript. If I can't get some place I am stout and hardy enough to rough it as a private. Do you not candidly think I ought to be in the Army. I am over 18. I think I have been very obedient in remaining here as long as I have, and only done so because I hated to go contrary to the wish of a fond and devoted Mother. I think Mother might very willingly give her consent now that the prospect of the war ending soon is very great. Write me your views on the subject. I got a long letter some time ago from Sister S. brother Hay added a post script of a few lines (2) and said he would write one in a few days which I suppose will be a few months. He has neglected to send my deposit until this time (after the first of Apr) when he will I suppose have to loose right much money, owing to the change in currency. He should not be so negligent especially when money matters are concerned. Glad to hear Bob is so well satisfied and likes the service so well. It will be the making of him, I mean his health, don't you agree with me? Hope he has some rank and is in the line of promotion. Know he will climb high in the intimation of his superiors. He must make himself the worthy representative of the Stanard family. I suppose his being separated from his darling Mol goes rather hard with him, but he must learn to stand it like a true soldier. I guess he will think this is great advice. Mollie writes they are quite worried about her sugar and liquors not having been heard from. It will indeed be quite a serious affair if they never turn up or come to hand. Was sorry to hear of the loss of your cow. What do you so for milk? It is something we never may our eyes on here. Our fare is not good by any means, been feeding us off [Stanard purposefully omits word here] beef. (I don't like to use the word) for some time, and I hardly ever get enough bread to eat. It is a hard matter though to satisfy our appetites we take so much exercise, drilling, \u0026 c. and then our meals are so regular. I believe I have really grown a little since last Summer, and know I have fattened, weigh 137 lbs. Tried on some of my summer clothes a few nights ago out of curiosity. You know they were full large for me then. Now my jacket won't meet around me, and my pants require a little sugar or molasses on my shoes to induce them to come down a little. Sister did you ever see anything like the snow and rain we have been having for the last week or ten days. The clouds really seem weakened from exhaustion, but after two days of spring weather, they seem to have been replenished as it were, and from the present appearances, out doors, now I am inclined to think they are preparing to take us by storm. I wrote before how we suffered during the cold weather for the want of fire. It was the same this last spell, had to have suspension and let us lay in our beds to keep from freezing. Old Spex was well prepared to meet his own individual comfort. Plenty of the best coal that could be started in peace times. We were not at all indignant at his having suspension. I believe the majority of the boys preferred it and the cold weather to fire. Very natural feeling for school boys. One if my roommates has just come in and told me the mail would be taken up in a few minutes. So I shall have to bring my letter to a close. I did intend giving you an account of a review of the Corps by Gen. Rossum. Will do so in my next. I guess I have already tired you with such a long letter. I have not time to read it over and make the necessary corrections, so please excuse all mistakes. Give my best love to all the family, and for yourself \u0026 baby and the little ones. Accept that which is due from a fond and devoted brother.\nJ.B.S.","V.M.I. April the 24th 1864","My darling Mother\nYour long and interesting letter has been received and I have been intending for the last two or three days to answer it, but something has always interfered and prevented my good intentions. You say that you had begun to get uneasy at my silence, for fear I might be sick. Why I wrote two or three letters home but a very short time ago. I can't imagine what became of them. I seems to me that I am always writing home but very seldom get letters from there myself. You all are not as good about writing as you ought to be. I am not alluding to you but to the other members of the family. I have not as yet heard a word from Hay and the $9.00. Am going to drop him a few lines this evening. I am dead broke at present, wish the check would hurry up and make its appearance. Had to borrow some money the other night to go up town and get some thing to eat. They are starving us out now. Don't give us half enough bread, miserable rye coffee without sugar or milk (and it has caused an eruption to break out on a good many of the Cadets, I believe it is a prison) and for the last two weeks they have been giving us nothing but rotten beef. I declare it is perfectly awful. Old Spex has some 50 or 60 barrels of it put away and will keep feeing us on it. An old scamp, he has about ten or eleven barrels of molasses and won't give us any. All the cadets are grumbling and asking him for it. I am glad to hear Bob has improved so much and is so well please with his place. Didn't I tell you he would be. Hope he is up near [home] now. Mother you ask me why I don't call Mollie Sister when I write. I was not aware before that I failed to do so. It was thoughtlessness on my part I can assure her and not for the want of love that I did not make use of sister instead of Mollie. Why I am sure my letters to her have always been very affectionate. I hope she will banish all idea that I meant anything by my manner of writing. Well Mother every body (or Cadet at least) has been right much excited today to join in the coming battle. You need not be surprised if I am one, if they raise a company I shall join. Remember I will be 19 on the 27th of this month and ought to be ashamed of myself to be here. When you are advised to keep me here as long as possible, people don't know my age, and of course they would not tell you they thought I ought to be in the army. They are going to take us in service I expect in July out in the mountains here. But I prefer being with Lee. Mother I don't want to desert or be shipped from here against your wish, therefore I beg that you will write me permission to resign, and I can then use my own discretion whether I will or not. If you give your consent, mention that it is concerned with family matters (except name) that prevents your sending me here longer. Mother I hope you will not let what I have written distress you. You should be more firm and patriotic and want me to be in the army, but this is an unnatural feeling for an affectionate Mother like yourself. When is the big fight to come off. Is there any chance of its taking place in Orange. I think the Yankees are going to get the worst whipping that they have ever gotten, and it will almost wind up the war. If Lee whips them, he ought to follow up his victory and drive them as far North as he can, the same time burning all their cities. Well dear Mother I have written you quite a long letter, and one I have no doubt you will be sorry to see. The mail will be taken up in a short while, so I shall have to bring my letter to a close. Wish I had something interesting to write about, and now darling Mother with love to all the family and oceans to your sweet self I must bid you good evening. Hoping what I have written will not cause you trouble and that I will soon hear from you\nI am as ever your\nown darling boy\nBev.","I am in want of draws.","Virginia Military Institute\nMay the 9th 1864","My darling Mother\nHere I am, no longer a freeman, but a prisoner within the lofty walls of the V.M.I. I reached here safely on Friday evening and it has been a source of regret to me ever since, that I should have been goose enough to leave when I did. And have to leave my trunk behind. So much for not taking the advice of a wise man (Mr. Chapman). Doubtless they told you at the village about my being left by the train. I did not care myself but I was afraid poor brother would swear himself to death about it was the only reason which actuated me to promptness in acquiring some means of conveyance to take me to Gordonsville, and after all I did not get there in time to see him, but unfortunately in time for the Staunton train. Plague on it! I wish it had left before I got there. I should certainly have returned after getting there and finding the Richmond train gone, had I not feared that I would be greeted by a scolding from some member of the family. Yes, I expect all of you would have pitched into me. Even Mr. C. for driving his horse so far and not listening to him on the first place. Just think, if I had remained I could have seen some of the Yankee prisoners, and heard something of the result of the fight. My trunk has not reached me yet. I hope it may not be lost. I would like to see the person that I would leave it behind for again. I wrote to Nat Catlette about it this morning. I hope Mr. Chapman wrote when he sent my trunk up. He seemed very much amused at me when I found it was left. I didn't blame him, for I imagine I was quite a laughable object about that time. I was so worried I came very near letting an ugly word escape my mouth, I wonder if I didn't. I went to see some young ladies while I was in Staunton, staid until half past eleven had no idea it was so late. Met with one of the most interesting and agreeable and pretty young ladies I have seen since the War. A Miss Gregory, refugee from Alexandria. She is the one Madame [?] at one time, said Vandergrift was engaged to. I was sorry to see that Col. Brown was killed. Suppose Brig. Gen Stanard \u0026 Long win in the fight. The stage has come in this evening but bring no news, this is generally the way. Tell brother William is he hasn't too much to do I wish he would keep me posted as to the movement of our army. I received his letter, thank him for attending to my trunk for me. Tell Sister Mary she ought to have been at home that morning and not down at the depot. She urged me to go to Goville [Gordonsville] anyhow. Hope Mr. Shaw didn't think anything of the manner in which I told him goodbye I was in a big hurry about that time. Tomorrow there will be a suspension of academic duties in order to raise the flag sent from Europe, over the grave of out lamented leader Jackson. Well Mother it has been very warm all day, and this evening I had to attend drill for two hours. Wound up with 2 charges 100 yards across the parade on on pretend breastworks. It was very exciting in the first charge I was the first to mount the dreaded works. In the second the 3rd man, but as I was so fat and excited, I had to leave ranks at Dress Parade from a violent headache and fainty feeling. But I have rested and feel all right and ready for another now. The drum is beating for tattoo so I must close. I only wrote to let you know I had arrived safely. Please write soon. I am anxious to hear the result of the battle, who of our friends were killed. Good night, with much love to all,\nI am as ever yr darling boy\nBev.","P.S. Excuse this miserable scrawl.","Staunton May the 12th 1864","My darling Mother\nNo doubt a letter written from this place will take you greatly by surprise. Well to relieve your anxiety I will tell you before going further and keep you from uneasiness. On Tuesday night an order came from Gen. Breckenridge calling us immediately to Staunton. In obedience to his orders we fixed up and left on Wednesday Morning at half past 8, marched 18 miles by half past 2. when we camped. The roads were very good but were quite dusty and then it was very warm. This morning we left camp under quite different circumstances, it having rained during the night and has continued to do so all day. The roads were awful perfect loblolly all the way and we had to wade through like hogs. We came 18 miles from 5 to 12 however and are tonight encamped one mile out of town. I have run the blockade and come in to take tea with Cary Taylor, and that I might write this letter. Am I not good? I have a strong notion of staying in until 2 tonight with him so as to dry of[f] for I have been like a wet mouse all day. So disagreeable in camp. We will leave in the morning early and expect to have to march to Harrisonburg (down the Valley) a distance of 26 miles. The Yankees are reported coming up the Valley with a force of 9000 strong. Our Corps will run Gen. B. up to 5000 maybe more. I hope we may be able to lick them out. I have suffered more with my feet this march (so far) than I ever did on all the others together. I hope to get me a more comfortable pair of shoes when this will be remedied. I got my trunk the evening before I left all safe. It was in the nick of time and my biscuit and ham for my rations. If you want to write to me direct your letter to me at this place Care of Edmond M. Taylor, Staunton, he will send them to me. I expect we will be down out this time for some weeks. I told you that you had better let me join Lee at once that this could be the way, but you must not make yourself uneasy about me. I will take care of myself. One of my messmates from this place is going to fill my haversack with something better than what we draw so I wont suffer for some days at any rate, though I hope not at all. Well darling Mother I have written enough I suppose to relieve your mind as to our destination so I must stop and go in the parlor. Some young ladies there. You will have a hard time trying to make this out I shan't undertake it. Saw Fedic T. this evening. Give my love to all [acquaintance] \u0026 friends. Hope Bob come out all right and all the Berry Hill friends \u0026 visitors. I shall write when ever I have an opportunity. And now dear Mother that I may be spared to see you all again, and that you may continue in good health will be the nightly prayer of Your darling Boy Bev.","The Southern Telegraph Companies.\nReceived at Orange CH, May 16, 1864\nFrom Staunton. To W. H. Chapman\nCadet Stanards body is at New Market I presume.\nS. Yates","Telegram Fragment.\nReceived at Orange C.H. May 16 [1864]\nBy telegraph from Harrisonburg.\nB. Stanard was k[illed]\nwill be sent to","Life\nLife has beautifully and appropriately been compared to an Ocean, whose surges when the storm sweeps over its surface, bear a striking resemblance to that portion of our life in which troubles and cares beset us, and whose smooth surface when there is nothing to disturb its accustomed tranquility, bears a simile to that portion of our existence in which the busy scenes of this life are laid aside and which has been fitly called the \"sunset\" of life, often the billows of the ocean, when the pitiless storm sweeps over its surface with unrelenting fury rise to such a height that it is with great difficulty that vessels can ride triumphantly on them and bid defiance to their efforts as it were to bury them beneath their briny folds. Numerous are the instances in which vessels have sprung a leak in spite of all the efforts of the sailors to prevent it, have sunk to the bottom of the sea where so many have found an unwelcome and watery. On the other hand when there is nothing to disturb its peaceful waters, and when the sun, unobstructed by clouds from the view is reflected on its polished breast, vessels sail with security to their destined ports whence to discharge their freight. Such is a simile of our existence when the troubles and cares of this life agitate it and also when our cares and troubles are forgotten. Often during life when misfortune seems determined to claim us for her own and when cares beset us at every step, it takes all the moral courage we can summon to our aid to enable us to triumph over them, and at last [reach] the harbors of happiness. The latter scene is like old age, the \"Sunset\" of life, when the busy pursuits of life are laid aside and when you have determined to trust your frail bark no longer to the stormy sea, but float quietly down, a stormless sea too that harbor which is called, \"The End of Life\" Well has the poet exclaimed \"Thou, too, art a sailor, and time is the sea, And life the frail vessel that upholdeth thee.\"\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet B. Stanard\nTo\nDr. Madison","War\nOf all the punishments which Divine Providence sees fit to inflict upon a sinful nation, none so severe as that of war, which is now being so frightfully carried on throughout this once peaceful and prosperous republic. Although I am well aware, that this is a subject on which better pens than mine have exhausted their eloquence, yet I think, especially at a time like this, it is one, on which we may profitably reflect.\nFrom the Statesman to the school boy, Every one is occupied with this absorbing topic. \nThe preacher from the pulpit thunders into our ears threats of the increased wrath of God, already visited upon us in this cruel war. The poor man shudders at the thought of the coming winter, and curses the hard times and high prices. All alike seem to think it an unmitigated evil. But it would be far better for us to trust in the old saying, \"Look on the bright side,\" and I think that if we would allow the exercise of a little reason, we may bring ourselves to believe that there is a bright side to this picture. I do believe that it is a punishment, but that as a loving father corrects his erring son, so it is send for our own good. Let us but suppose there were no such punishments for mankind, and what would this world of ours be? We may but turn to the pages of history, and selecting a few from the many examples before us, find a sad response to this question. Look at Rome! For hundreds of years enemies without and fierce dissentions within, had humbled her proud eagles, and at length she stands without a rival, none dare call her enemy. But prosperity has accomplished that which her enemies have in vain assayed and the \"City of Seven Hills\" lies prostrate at the feet of her own vices. A handful of barbarians have devastated her fair provinces and beautiful cities, and Rome is no more. Look to England. Twice she has been intensely overrun and ground under the feet of Roman and Norman invaders. And behold the fruit of suffering. England the mistress of the seas! But a speck on the map of the world she has possessions on which the sun never sets. And lastly, we have a striking striking example in our own once peaceful land. After a comparatively short contest, she has enjoyed blessings totally unprecedented in the history of a nation of free government, the most beautiful country in the world, and a large territory, nothing seemed wanting to fill up the measures of her happiness. But what were its effects? A Government rotten to its very core, and an effeminate people, divided into little factions. The smiles of prosperous fortune has accomplished that which our enemies tried in vain and War, the only specific for a nations diseases, has come upon us.\nLet us bear it like men, and remember that terrible as it is there are evils far worse.\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet Stanard","\"Berry Hill\"\nOrange Ct Ho\nJuly 28th 1864","Cadet L.C. Wise\nI scarcely know how to thank my dear young friend for his thoughtful kindness, \u0026 beautiful tribute to the memory of our dear one, now sleeping under the shadows of his own home! Tis true my dear friend no earthly consolation can be given to sooth entirely the heart sorrow we are all compelled to bear, but it is sweet \u0026 above all things comforting to hear his praises from those among whom he lately dwelled! Your name sounds like a household word- so often has it fallen from his dear lips. Indeed I feel as if I know all his roommates, \u0026 could call them Brothers. Most anxious were we to have them come and see us. We have received such evidence of their generous hearted tender thoughtfulness that we long to express in words our gratitude. I should have answered all their letters received with much pleasure, but yours is the first which bears a \"Post Mark\". Will you not extend for us, to his friends, from whom we have received letters- \"W. Overton Harris\" \"Jn S. Wise\" \"Ed\"ward Harvie Smith Jr.\" \"E. Berkley\" our sincere thanks \u0026 say to each that we would be most happy to return our gratitude in person, \u0026 to none would give such a warm welcome to our home \u0026 hearts, as the friends of our darling Brother! Now that you all have vacation we would be glad to have a visit from you, a sad but pleasant","Hd Qrs Arty Corps V.D.\nAug 3d 1864","My Darling Mother\nI have anticipated the pleasure of sending you a letter for some time but being so continually on the wing have been deprived of doing so. To day being my birthday have concluded to write and I hope I shall not be molested by any couriers riding up with orders to move until my letter is finished.","I have written Mollie so often giving her all the news (which of course you get through her) that there is but little left me to day to make up a letter. Still I know my Darling Mother will be glad to get my letter though it may be a very dull one. And then too I am aware of my inability to write a letter which will compare with those you are mow deprived of by the death of that Darling \u0026 Christian child. Still my Dear Mother, that feeling shall not deter me from writing and I trust to God that in the deprivation you have sustained in those sweet \u0026 loving letters, mine may serve to cheer you, and assure you have a son whose love is as great as a child's could be, although he may be incompetent to control words to express that love. I know my Darling Mother how you miss those sweet letters from that dear child, and feel how very incompetent I am to send you such messages of love as he always sent, still feeling assured of bearing you all the love a dutiful son can bear I commence this letter (knowing as I have before marked) it will be properly appreciated while at the same time hoping it may serve to cheer you \u0026 assure you that you have those dear ones to live for who love you very dearly \u0026 for whose sake you should cheer up, and not grieve for that lost one taken from this world of sin \u0026 trouble to dwell with his God on high.","I was much distressed my dear Mother to hear you were suffering so much with your old complaint, dysphasia, and hope ere this reaches you you will have been entirely relieved, have you any of the Alleghany water left and do you continue to drink it. Mollie writes me she is making you take bitters regularly which she thinks benefits you. You must continue to take your tonic and not think of the spirit you consume. \nNo doubt your trip to the village benefitted you a good deal, a change is a great thing sometimes. You should ride every evening.","I wrote Mollie yesterday and just after sending of my letter received hers of the 24th by Bester's boy. He also brought my over cape which I was glad to get. I wrote Aunt Lucy long letter and left it at Martinsburg to be mailed when the Yankees get possession. We are now encamped at a place called Bunkers Hill but don't think we shall remain here very long. Here comes Genl. Early's courier, wonder what order he brings.","Just what I expected, the order is to cook two days rations and be ready to move at day light tomorrow. This will not however interfere with my letter writing to day. I have no idea which way we will move but every body seems to think up the Valley. I hope it may be so for I am always better satisfied when moving towards the dear ones at home. Why has brother never written how he managed to remain at home. I don't know to this day in what position he is in the service still. I hear he is still at home. I shall be truly glad to know that he is permanently stationed there. We were all very much rejoiced at Hood's victory but fear it was only temporary. If he can whip Sherman in front of Atlanta his army will be destroyed. We have a rumor here to day (Coming from Baltimore paper Sun by some of the Citizens at Charlestown) that Genl. Lee has given Grant another terrible whipping. I trust it will prove true and that it will force Grant to get away from Richmond. Our army here is recuperating considerably and is as strong now as when it first started. All the stragglers lost on the long march around have been gathered up.","Was very glad to hear you had a fine rain in Orange. It will do some good although much more may be needed. We have had lowering clouds here for several days but no rain and the people are almost in despair. They will make no corn at all. I hope Mr. Shaw will make more than he thinks. We can get no vegetables in this country. I sent Lewis fifteen miles yesterday and he returned with one pound of butter and one doz eggs. Mollie writes me that all the children had the whooping cough. I hope they will all get through it easily. I was glad to hear you enjoyed the cheese so much. You must not let the others have too much of it but keep it for your own use. What sort of an article did the tea turn out. Good I hope. So Tom wants to wait until after the war to get married. If he does he will not get Vic. He can I think make arrangements now that would put him in a position to marry at once. I am going to write him a few lines to day. Mollie writes me Mrs. Fry objects. Why is this. How does Aunt Octavia and uncle [?] like it. They should be delighted. My horse hurt her foot about a week ago so I have been in the ambulance while on the march. She is well again, but I fear she is too young for service. She is a splendid animal \u0026 if I could get another to ride wound send her to Mr. Shaw for light service. What is the matter with [Ross?] Hear he is at home sick. I suppose Mollie calls on Aunt Martha \u0026 uncle Jaq. very often. Tell her I expect to hear of a dreadful intimacy between herself \u0026 the former. Early's campaign up here is looked upon as a failure by every one. He is fit to command nothing but a division [that] under General Lee. I heard Mrs. Gordon was at Winchester but hardly believe it. If she is there she has seen very little of the Genl. as I know he had not left his command to visit her. I feel too sorry for poor Jane Carter. Has she gone south, poor soul. I hope she will fine with her husband's relatives a kind \u0026 good home. Doubtless he will leave her well off as he was considered rich. Well my Darling Mother, I must bring my letter to a close as I must write several others to day. Give my love to all and kiss the children for me and believe me ever My Dearest Mother\nYour fond \u0026 devoted son\nRobt\n24 to day. Feel quite aged.","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n11 Jany 1865","My Darling Mother\nI have been intending to write to you for several days but have been kept from doing so in consequence of having a great deal of writing to do for the office. [Shook] being absent on a 15 day furlough I have to do all his work during his absence and we have had more to do since his departure than for 6 months previous. I rec'd a letter from brother several days since dated the 1th Dec. and would send it to you to read but it is merely a business letter and he writes no one must read it. He was still stationed at a battery some distance from the city but expected in a short time to receive through Judge Campbell an appointment as Ordnance Sgt placed on duty there. I hope sincerely he may not be disappointed. He writes me he has made very little money since I left him and that his expenses are very heavy. When he gets back to town he hopes to be able to make something. He writes me Sallie and the little ones are very well and that Willie is the prettiest child in the city of Mobile. The baby he says has hair like Chandler. I am sorry for this, Mr. Chandler is fast declining and he says he will not live but a short time longer. Mr. John Battle was there and he thought he was giving away every day. I was truly sorry to hear this as we were led to believe he was better, at the time he wrote this. Was great excitement in the city caused by the approach of the enemy. Said the bells were ringing \u0026 things were in a mess generally. He congratulated himself that he was out of the excitement being over at his battery in the bay.","Mollie wrote you of her safe arrival the day after she got here and told you how nicely she was fixed and now I regret to tell you after all out trouble to get fixed etc. that Genl. Long had concluded to move his Hd Qrs to Staunton so we will have to look out quarters there. He took command to day and will move the office in a few days. Col. Carter's command will be here so he will remain here. Dr. [Straith] has gone to Staunton to see what can be done in the way of accommodations but I feel certain we will not be as comfortably or agreeably fixed as we would eventually have been here. I shall hate very much to part with Col. Carter and not be with Mrs. C as she would be such a pleasant person for Mollie to be with. I wish Genl. Long would let the Dr. \u0026 myself remain down here. I have done a good deal of work for nothing. Hereafter will do nothing until every thing is definitely settled. The Genl. inquired particularly after you all. He is looking very well but I don't think well by any means. This is a miserable neighborhood, the meanest people I ever saw and the greatest [extortionists]. I wish the Yankees would come here and take every thing they have got.","Now that Mollie is away from you and you will not have the benefit of my letters to her I intend to write you regularly. Mollie will I know keep you all posted besides. How I wish we could have been stationed near Orange, that we could have seen more of you all during the winter. Never mind I am entitled to a furlough which I will take after a while and spend it with you all. Mollie seems very happy being with me and I am too happy at having her. Matilda does first rate and I am too thankful that you allowed us to have her. Mollie could not have done without a maid. Mollie rec'd Fan's note by Botts yesterday. He went on up to Staunton. She has some nice brooms to send Fan.","With much love to all\nYour devoted son\nRobert\nMollie sends love to all.\nThis was written in a hurry","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n16 Jany 1865","My Dear Mother\nI wrote you a short letter last week since which we have heard nothing from Orange. Mollie wrote you I had been up to Staunton to procure rooms as Genl. Long had moved his HdQuarters to that place and would of course require my presence there. I am happy to state that after much trouble I yesterday succeeded in getting board with Mrs. Harman a widow lady and on very moderate terms. We will be delightfully fixed when we get settled. We will move up tonight and take possession. Hope after getting settled this time we will not have to move again as it gives much trouble. We will be some two or three squares from Mrs. Long and a little farther from the Dr. I regret exceedingly breaking up our arrangements here as we would have been all together. We will too lose Mrs. Carters pleasant company which we are both very sorry for. Col. Carter will remain down here and of course Mrs. Carter will prefer being with him although the Col. is much in favor of her going to Staunton as she would have no society here at all.","Mollie wishes her bonnet box with bonnet sent up by first good opportunity or by express if it can be done. She says the key is on her bunch of keys in her large black trunk. She will require her bonnet to wear to church. I am exceed[ing]ly glad we will be where I can attend church regularly as I have been debarred of the pleasure for some time. Tell Fan I saw Mrs. Long on Saturday and she inquired after all. She seems a very fine woman and is delighted at having us in Staunton. Tell  Champe that Dr. [McGuire] is the finest dressed man in Staunton. All of old Early's staff seem to be having a very gay time. Dr. Straith went to the wedding and came home disgusted of course. Says he spent the entire night in getting out of other people's way. They had a fine [supper] the Dr. has heard nothing more from his wife but is looking for her every day. I hope sister wrote and explained to Cousin Eliza my dispatch. I sent it at the Dr.'s request. He thinking his wife might have reached that place. Corbin Welford is going to Culpepper to look for her in a few days. The weather had been very fine for the last week and I hope will continue so. No doubt the bright sun has persuaded you just to peek your head out of the door. Matilda is still much pleased. I will keep a good watch over her in Staunton and try and return her improved as Mollie will learn her to be very patient. Has Vic heard anything from Tom recently. Willie was here today and says they have heard nothing from him for months. Hope Vic put an end to Hardy's coming to see him. His independence in staying so long at uncle E's beat anything I ever heard of. Mollie would have written today but has been busy packing. She will write as soon as we get to Staunton. Tell Champe she might write us often.","Mollie joins me in much love to all. Tell Sister I will write her very soon.","As ever your fond \u0026 affect.\nSon\nRobert","Many of these letters, as well as material from other sources and background information, appear in the book \"Letters of a New Market Cadet\", edited by John G. Barrett and Robert K. Turner, Jr. (Chapel Hill, University of North Carolina Press, 1961).","The Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers (approximately 20 items) consist of letters from Cadet Stanard to his family (dated 1863 to 1864), a telegram concerning Stanard's body, letters from his brother Robert to their mother (dated 1865), and two essays written at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards ice skating on the frozen river, attending church, academics, and demerits.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia to his sister. Letter regards family health matters and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards financials, family matters, and daily life at VMI.","Letter written from \"Camp Jackson.\" Letter regards a trip to Staunton, Virginia, the Corps of Cadets leaving VMI to reinforce Stonewall Jackson, and family matters.","Letter regards family matters and daily life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards cadet life, family matters, and a desire to fight in the war.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards march to Camp Staunton, Virginia and family matters.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, Christmas dinner, cadet life, and finances.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards ice skating, George Washington's birthday, finances, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards receipt of a package, family matters, \"greening\" of a cadet, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards winter weather, cadet life, fortifications of VMI, and a desire to enter the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, a desire to join the Army, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances, potential for battle, and a request to resign and join the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards return to VMI, family matters, cadet life, and suspension of academic duties to honor the anniversary Stonewall Jackson's death.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards orders from General Breckenridge to march to Staunton, news of the Civil War, and life at camp.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and the location of his body.","Written from Harrisonburg, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard.","Two essays written for an assignment at VMI.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on life.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on war.","Stanard family letters written after the death of Cadet Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and envelopes addressed to family members.","Four letters. One letter fragment (dated July 28, 1864) is from Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sister to VMI Cadet Louis C. Wise and mentions the death of her brother. Three letters (dated 1864-1865) are written from Stanard's brother Robert to their mother.","Written from Orange County, Virginia by one of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sisters. Letter regards the death of her brother.","Written from Bunker Hill, Virginia. Letter regards to Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death, family matters, and news of the Civil War.","Written from Fishersville, Virginia. Letter regards family matters and troop movements.","Written from Head Quarters Army V.D. Letter regards traveling to Staunton, Virginia and family matters.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters and financials.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death at the Battle of New Market.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death.","Written from Christiansburg, Virginia. Letter regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death and family matters.","Manuscript collections in the VMI Archives are made available for educational and research use. The VMI Archives should be cited as the source. The user assumes all responsibility for identifying and satisfying any copyright holders. Materials from our collections may not be redistributed, published or reproduced without permission from the VMI Archives. 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Quite to the contrary, for the last weeks I have been having a good time skating. The river was frozen over beautifully for miles. As we were not doing any studying, the Examination being past over. We were all allowed to go. I wish you could have seen the river. It looked like a flock of black birds was on it. I never saw boys seem to enjoy themselves more. Could play [bandy], fox \u0026 goose and many other games to afford us amusement. Sandie P. \u0026 Sisters \u0026 some other ladies were down to see us. Sandy seemed to be a very awkward skater and would get some pretty falls sometimes which added to my fun. I think he is stuck up quite much. I haven't spoken to him yet. I attended Church this morning. Saw his wife there, do not think she is pretty. The [G]  has only preached for us once since he came here, but gave us an excellent sermon then. I suppose in this Peach has reached Orange \u0026 [camp]. He called to see me one evening and only remained about half an hour, promised he would come again the day after and said I must have a letter for him to take home for me, but he never made his appearance. I stayed from church hoping to see him \u0026 show him the VMI sights. He was staying out in the country about three miles. Wanted me to go with him but could not do so. I never saw a boy so changed in my life. Had a little beard and then he was dressed in real soldier style. I don't think I should have known him had I seen him in a crowd. He said himself Geo. M had been having a good time out in the country for 18 days. Really glad they have gotten furloughs for they have both been good soldiers and deserve them. Hope they may be able to reach home. Mr. M seemed somewhat taken with poor Lewis Williams old flame Miss Darden. Wilson Newman called to see me a few days ago. And going from his looks, I think the army must agree with him. Am glad our Orange boys are all so pleasantly stationed. Mother tell Champ to write what has become of [Mr. G]. I feel so sorry for him. Doubtless in this you have received my report and have been worried about the way I have wasted my time \u0026 gotten demerits etc. in the last six months. Myself as well as many others have done but little studying. We have lost about one and a half months going out of these plagued marches and still Old Spex hasn't made a single allowance in the examination and I would not be surprised if there are not 150 cadets shipped soon for being unjustly unjustly found deficient, some over 18, and others for demerits. 15 were shipped yesterday, one of my roommates goes [__] tomorrow, for demerits. Spex a grand old scoundrel coins money by this as most of them have made their deposits which is $600. I think you must not be surprised to see me at any time as my number of demerits is past one hundred, though most of them I got for over staying furlough, and may yet be removed. I shall write to brother in a day or two for money to pay what I owe to Old Spex. Mother to give you an idea what sort of person Gen. S. is after our return from our last march, the government sent up 300 pairs of shoes for the Cadets as presents or to pay for our own that we wore out and now Gen. S. will not let a Cadet have a pair if he has gotten shoes from the Institute within the last 6 month, and if a Cadet is shipped before he can get them, they fall in Spex's hands, who furnishes all his darkeys with a good pair. I shall try hard to get mine, tho' don't expect to wear them, they are course army shoes worth at the present prices 30 or 40 dollars. I have a pair I bought before I went on the march that will do me, so I shall keep mine (if I get them) for Henry, unless he is well supplied. Mother you recollect the box I was so concerned about, it made it to us, after being on the way only 19 days. Although the things were rather old \u0026 stale, yet everything went good even the turkey. I tell you we were not a long time emptying the box. We were all very agreeably surprised yesterday by the receipt of another box for one of our roommates. It contained a splendid ham, two elegant rich cakes  and any quantity of little molasses cakes, sausages, molasses, apples, etc. I never enjoyed anything more. I certainly did justice to it myself. I hope Mr. L has laid in a good supply of provisions. How does Eliza do now. Hope she may not give you all troubles. I can imagine I see the difference in her cooking \u0026 aunt Phoebe's, and hear you complain. Well Mother you see I am 'bout run out for something to write about so I guess I had better stop altogether. You must excuse led pencil, I wrote with, is because I wanted to write fast (which the bad writing \u0026 mistakes will bear evidence of) in order to finish it without being interrupted by any roll call. It seems to me I now commence a letter but what I am called of by the tap of the drum to attend some call. It is really worrying. Well Mother, I shall prepare myself to receive a good scholding [sic] from you soon. You must not be too hard upon me, [phrase unclear] made to stay here for my own good, but at the same time greatly against my will. And now with love to all and a due portion for your darling self,\nI am as ever yr affect\nSon J. B. S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFebruary the 20th 1863","My Dear Sister,\nHaving honored all the family with a letter, except your sweet self, Have determined to drop you a few lines (Tonight since I have no lessons to get.) to show you that you have not been forgotten. The letter I wrote Champe, you were justly entitled to, but as she wrote me such a long letter first, and I had to answer, thought had better do it at once. So you must not think anything of the step I took. I received dear sisters letter yesterday. And you cannot imagine what pleasure it gave me to read it and particularly that part in which it spoke of my darling mother, being so much improved in health. God grant that it may continue to do so, is my sincere prayer. It makes me feel like a new person almost, when I think about it. And Oh! If I could just be there to see her enjoy it. What I would not give? And just to think I have only been here one month today, and have five more long weary ones to spend here. It is awful to think about. But at the end of that time, I must have a furlough. In spite of everything. The boys all laugh at the idea of my expecting even to get one but I guess they will laugh out of the other side of their mouths, In July, when they see me going home. If I staid here I would have to go in Camp and drill, but I think I will get enough of it before them. You would laugh to see me going through double quick step. I look like a frog in the act of jumping. I see I will have to lay my letter aside until tomorrow when I endeavor to finish it though it will not leave here before Monday. Saturday. Have been down today to see them at Mrs. B[ull]'s. Capt. B[ull] has returned from Richmond. Came by G[ordons]ville. Wish he had run on down to Orange, might have sent my things by him. Phil Hiden is trying to get a furlough to go down to Charlottesville to see his brother James married. (To take place on Friday night I believe) If he succeeds, he will come on to Orange, so that will be a good opportunity to send my box. Says he will bring it. I also want my pants that (dark brown) Bob gave me sent. Repair them if they need it, before you send them. The surprise party to the Maj.'s was grand. If I had been there I should have made the girls get before. So that I might be sure they would not fall or get in the mud again. There is so much gold lace, and brass buttons in Orange now that a poor private stands no chance. The girls hardly glance at one, I guess. While I am writing they are drawing a cannon out on the parade ground to test it. I am going out there to see it fired. Bum! She goes; and the boys tremble \u0026 run. I stand my ground. The gun proves a good one. Scott \u0026 myself went up town today to get some thing to eat. Succeeded in getting some pies. Tomorrow is the 22nd and Gen. Smith told Capt. Bull if he could get the turkeys, he might give us a big dinner, but as he cannot get them, we will have the same old fare, Beef \u0026 Bread. I am in hopes there will be a suspension of Studdies until tuesday. (Private) Sister asked if I ever saw the little Madisons. Am sorry to say I have not, And moreover I don't expect to, from what I can hear. Don't say anything about this? I heard from good authority that the children were not allowed to wear socks, until that one \n(the youngest) had its feet frost-bitten. I feel sorry for the little darlings. Mrs. M is master. And every one easily perceives it. Let no one see this but the family? I have seen Mrs. Newman at Church, have never spoken to her, will go up with Scott soon to see her. There is no episcopal preacher here, but they expect to call Henry A. Wise, Jr. hope they may. Have very good music at the Presbyterian church. Sister Mollie certainly is good about writing so often, and her letters are so interesting and amusing. You all must continue to send them over whenever you get them. I intend to write to her soon. It is time for brother to be answering my letter. I think Mr. C. has acted quite strangely. It is too provoking. Tell Mother boiling over does no good. She had better remain quiet. And Mr. S[haw] is in Lynchburg. I wish I could run down to see him. Suppose it was business that took him there. Hope the army have not pressed any of his corn. He must be much incommoded in his farming by not being at Berry Hill. Sunday the 22nd. Ground covered in snow nearly a foot deep and still falling fast. What awful weather we have had in the last month for our army. They must suffer. I never saw such a country as this in my life. And every boy agrees with me. It is either raining or snowing all the time. Write me word what Mrs. R. brought. Wish she had brought my shoes \u0026 knife. And Willy [Fry] has gone to be married. What will take place next. Expect Peach (poor fellow) would liked to have accompanyed him. He is fortunate in being out of the army now. Oh! Fan. How I would like to see you all. I sometimes think that it will be impossible for me to stay away from my dear home and those for whom my love is so great, until July. How is Miss Summer. Give my love to her and tell her I think of her often. Well dear Sister I have written you quite a long letter. You must make due excuses for this miserable ink and writing. Kiss dear little Mary for me and tell her she must not forget Uncle Bev. Be a good girl and tell her when he I[sic] come home I will bring her some good. Give oceans of love to Mr. S[haw] and all the family, and accept for yourself a true brothers love.\nHoping you are all well I bid you Goodbye!\nBeverly","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 14th 1863","My darling Mother\nI received your letter a few days ago also the cloth. Hiden was on the way a week, or more. Which has been the reason why you have not heard from me sooner. I wrote home last Friday as usual but I wrote it in such a hurry and did not even read it over. I really felt ashamed to send it. Know I spelt a word wrong did you notice it? I know better. Well Mother Gen. Smith has at last gotten cloth, and as I had never had a suit my name was put down for one. I have had my jacket made at last so I now have or will have two suits which will do me until July. I don't know whether to have the cloth you sent me made into a pair of pants or sell it. If I have it made up I can save my new suit. I will send you some money by first opportunity. Need not get me any more cloth. How sad the death of poor Hugh Atkins, he was so imprudent. I suppose old Mrs. A is almost frantic, and it will have such a bad effect on Julia. Champe mentioned in her letter Miss Ellen B had gone deranged and been taken to the asylum. Where did she stay? I disremember her. Old Mrs. B has been sick for a week or more I suppose that must have been the cause of it. Be sure an[sic] write me word in your next. I was down to see them yesterday. I suppose your have commenced gardening, such pretty weather for it. It seems strange that I am not at it. Hope you are well enough to go out and superintend. As you are so devoted to it and can't help it. I am not surprised to hear about sister Mollie. She wrote to me and said she had fattened. In my answer I asked her \"Could it be that Ala air was purer than Va. and agreed with her better, Hardly!\" I am glad and then again I am sorry. I don't know why some of them out there do not write to me. Her letter is the only one I have received. I will not write to them until they do. I hope you have written to brother and given him a good scolding about that sugar. He deserves one. Does Ras T. intend to go South to live? Every body in Orange must be buying and selling. I suppose it is to invest their money which they have made by speculating. You will have a near neighbor now, Cousin H. \u0026 I think I should rather live at his old place than Mr. R. by far. I wrote you about making me collars did you ever get the letter. My cap must be black. When is Mary Taliaferro coming back, and so they ever hear from her. Give my love to all at Uncle E's. Suppose Annie is uneasy about her Johnny as the fight has begun. Myself and some of the other Cadets went fishing Saturday caught a few fish and a live ground hog which we had a good deal of fun out. Have to get up now at five, then drill for an hour also in the evening. I do not mind it so much now as it is rather more pleasant. We have abandoned the old drill and begun a new one (Hardie) which I much prefer. Mrs. Newman is in Orange, wish now I had gone to see her. How is Phil \u0026 wife getting along. Suppose they have not moved to Piedmont. Is there a prospect of much fruit at Berry Hill this season. Won't I miss Sisters cherries. I guess she feels lonesome without you all. Don't the children enjoy being at B.H. I expect they stay there all the time. How I would like to have a game of play with them. I expect Mary Beverly will be as wild as a buck soon. Kiss her for me and tell her to write to me. Mrs. C proceedings are shameful. Hope you may get everything back. Everything is so dull here that I have nothing to write interesting. They give us ham now occasionally. I send you a pattern of another collar, you may make some like it. Has Mr. Shaw enclosed his new plantation. Give my love to Miss Summer, tell her to write to me. I do not hear from home as often as I desire. How are the Spring gardens and are they as intimate since the dog quarrel. With much love to all and kisses around to the children I must bid you goodbye.\nAs ever your affect. Son\nBeverly","Send me Charlie Taliaferro direction. There is a Cadet who wants to write him. Excuse this miserable scrawl. What has become of Theodore G. Did he say anything about Taylor.","Camp Jackson Aug 28th 1863","My darling Mother,\nNo doubt you have been wondering what has become of your darling boy and the reason why he had not written before. Well dear Mother I will give you a few of my reasons which I hope will prove satisfactory. In the first place, after reaching Staunton and trotting around some time in search of Mr. G whom I succeeded in finding at last, and it then being too late for me to procure a seat on the stage. Mr. G begged me so very hard to remain over with him until the next day that I at last concluded to do so, knowing that one day longer would make no difference. I left Staunton about 4 ½ Wednesday morning and after a very pleasant trip (Having met with 3 or 4 Cadets returning) reached my old prison house at 1 p.m. and to my surprise found the Corps had left the evening before to reinforce Jackson. I then began to regret and censor myself very much for stopping over in Staun- but about the time we were ready, one of the Officers came in and said the Yankees had fallen back and that the Corps was then on the way back to the Institute after having marched to Staunton Goshen. We then thought after that information that it would be a piece of folly in us to start to meet them in coming back. I felt quite lonesome there being only a few Rats left as a guard. I staid down with Capt. B and made myself at home. He seemed very glad at having me back. And yesterday evening they all returned, broken down, sore footed and quite mad that they were not permitted to go on and engage the enemy. Jackson was very anxious expecially[sic] for the company of artillery to come on and join him, but Old Spex had not the authority to take the Corps out of the County, but had to fight them any when in Rockbridge in defense of the Institute. I am not delighted that I did not get here in time since it has proven such a useless \u0026 fatiguing march. I was on guard last night tho' not compelled, only did so to relieve some of the broken down who would have had to have gone on. I could not help contrasting \u0026 feeling the difference between my bed last night \u0026 the one I have been enjoying for the last month. Just imagine me in the guard quarters on the hard floor and in among a parcel of rats, minks, chickens, lice, etc. and then with my accoutrements all on, I tell you what taking everything into consideration I did not have my pleasant time, but it is all over now, and I hope it may not happen again. I am all OK. We will move into barracks next Monday or Tuesday when I will have a much easier time. I have not seen Old Spex yet to give him the letter. I expect he will be for court marshaling me. I was much worried at having to leave them all so hurriedly at the Village the morning I left. The plagued men at the provost office were the cause of it, they were so very slow. I only had time to kiss them \u0026 tell them all goodbye. Was Annie married on the next morning, I hope not since I could not see it. Tell Sister M to make up some excuse to give Mrs [Miss?] [H?] for not coming to see her again. I suppose every thing still remains quiet and there is no chance of the army leaving you. Has Miss E \u0026 Co. come to board with you yet. You all must write and give me all the news. I have no time to ask questions. I want this to be mailed this eve and it is near time for it to close. I had an elegant time in Staunton which I suppose Bird had written before this. Church did not get me the pillow after all. Get it from him and send it by S_ Hiden, also that knap sack Sam G. gave. You recollect I guess a new one. Tell Felix he had better sell me his cadet overcoat. Well dear mother I have not time to write more but will take time \u0026 write a more satisfactory letter soon. Excuse all mistakes \u0026 bad writing. Show it to no one but burn it. Give my love all inquiring friends. Tell McGuire I desire his letters. With love to all friends I must now bid you goodbye. Kiss the children and Old Sal if she is with you. Write soon \u0026 often to your affect.\nboy Bev.","Send me the Buffingtons letters if you get any. Their brother is here. Will tell you about him in my next.","...one of my favorites, give her my love. Champe so you ever hear from Mr. G now. Poor fellow! I expect he is dying out in N.C. by degrees with the [blues]. Let me hear something from him in your next. You know how I love him. Who are you engaged to at present? I fear you are gaining yourself the name of flirt. I hope not tho. I suppose it is because you have so many extravagant admirers, and not wishing to get married you are necessarily compelled to send some up the spout. I am really glad you are not like most of the girls at present, crazy to get married, for I should hate like all the world to give you up. You recollect I dreampt last summer that you were married and how I told you it distressed me. As my prospects for being a married man are exceedingly doubtful, I think I shall have to consent to the proposition you made some time ago that we should both remain single. Do you not remember it? You say you believe Victoria Is really going to write her fate with Capt. Hardy's. I am sorry for it myself for I never fancied him much. Hasn't she had better offers? She certainly is a changeable girl. Does Uncle E like the \"Capt\" or is he opposed to the match? I suppose they are daily looking for Mary from Baltimore. I guess she will have lots to tell. How I would like to be at home to hear her \u0026 Sister Mollie talk. If Bob \u0026 M. have arrived tell them I will write them both soon. Did Sister go down to R. as she expected or did the Yankees raid frighten her out of the notion? Champe in several of my letters from home they have mentioned Gen. Pizzini's[?] name. Who is he? I have never seen anything about him in the newspapers. You say the young man who took my bundle \u0026 letters home did not call. I did not expect he would, as he is very bashful. He is a very good boy, but one of the ugliest boys you ever saw. He does not intend returning here. Resigned to enter the army. Well dear Sister I I have written you quite a long letter so must stop and mail it. You must excuse all mistakes and bad writing. The boys are discussing the probability of the Corps being ordered out (although rumors circulated here in barracks) etc. and making so much fuss that I scarcely know what I am writing. And now I must bid you adieu. With love to all the family and hoping to have the exquisite pleasure of reading one of your usual interesting letters again soon.\nI am as ever\nYr aft Br","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember the 1st 1863","My dear Sister,\nReally everything is so dull and I write so often that I am puzzled to know how to commence this letter. I don't think I owe you an apology for my long silence. For whenever I write home to any one member of the family, I intend, and I suppose my letters are read by you all. So none need complain. Mother you know deserves most letters, as she is so good about writing to me, and then such long and interesting letters. I am always overjoyed when I see her handwriting. I received her last written on the 27th and you cannot imagine how much I have been worried to think you all would be left in the enemies lines and that I should be cut off from all communication with you. But I am as yet ignorant of whether this has been done. I have commenced this letter with the hope that it may go direct and that you are still spared from the outrage of the enemy. Can it be that Gen. Lee intends falling back again around Richmond? I think it looks very much like it if they are moving commissary stores from Gordonsville. But I suppose before this is done, there will be a second Chancellorsville battle, therefore I will not despair until I hear the result. I am very much afraid that Lee has weakened his army so much by sending aid to Braggs (who it seems is doing nothing but allowing his men to be captured \u0026 falling back) that he will eventually be compelled to fall back to Richmond. When this is done I suppose we will be ordered out. We are rather better equipped now than we were when we went on out last cavalry expedition to Covington. I think if we do leave here, I will go with Dr. McGuire whom Mother says will give me a place. I ought to be there in the army now fighting for my home. Changing the subject, I attended the tableaux given last Friday night by the ladies for the benefit of the poor soldier, although I was dead broke at the time, thought as I had never been to anything of the sort here, and then it was my duty, borrowed the money to go. Some of the scenes were very pretty, but the smallness of the room and the immence[sic] crowd destroyed all the pleasure of being present. Capt. B the only person you know, acted the part of the \"Irish Volunteer\" It would be useless in me to attempt to describe the scenes, dress and etc.  Will send you a programme and you can form an idea for yourself of what they ought to have been, at least how they looked. I don't think it could have been as grand as those given by the ladies of Old Orange as the material was wanting. They realized I understand $600. Leela P. did not act. I don't think she can be very popular. By the by I forgot to tell Champe, that she told a friend of mine that she was one of the wildest girls she ever saw and was wearing Gen. J's ring. Tell C. she had better beware her reputation will be quite broad. I have never spoken to her since I came back. Tell Mother I got the $20. Hope that she has seen Willie's and if he does not intent coming back soon will send me the money to pay for my overcoat \u0026 shoes. How I envy you all, eating fresh meat and sausages. Do you think I hadn't forgotten there was such a thing. I hope you all have gotten your pork and lower than the market price which is frightful. Mr. Shaw is a fortunate man in having any left. So poor Lil is gone at last. I suppose there was a universal weeping. $800 I think was a very good price. What has Mr. C. put where it is. Did Mr. S. go to Gen Lee? Willis is not coming back. Has sent his resignation. Did he give Mr. S the shot I sent. I have drawn a sketch of Charleston \u0026 vicinity from one I have seen. Will send home for you all to see soon. The drum has just beat for dress parade so I must close. Remember me to all enquiring friends, and now for each and every member of the family give oceans of love and accept for yourself \u0026 hubby and little darling a due portion.\nWrite soon, goodbye\nBev.","V.M.I. Dec. 19th 1863","My darling Mother\nI guess you have been wondering what in the world had become of me that I did not write. Well we were ordered out on last Tuesday very unexpectedly to march directly to Goshen and there wait orders from Gen. Imboden. I have not time to give you an account of our march now as we have to leave here in the morning at 5 to go in the direction of Buchanan or Salem after Averell  [\"Averil\" in original] and having marched 13 miles today [page torn] a miserable frozen ground feel as if I could [page torn] a little sleep on my old mattress after taking it out long. Oh! I tell you I can stand Army Service. We were exposed one day and night to the most disagreeable weather I ever saw. Rain fell in perfect torrents freezing as it would fall. We intended to have gone on from here after a rest of 2 hours but as there were a good many boys shoeless and others with sore feet we concluded to stay over. We take 3 days rations (which is very little) I received your letter written on the 13 with the $100 but haven't heard or gotten Mr. S with the $70. Has he written and did he [?] rebels. I hope it may not be lost as I am deep in debt. I took dinner with Miss Louise B. today. She promised to write to you for me if I went on. I hope this letter may reach you safely and relieve your mind somewhat. You must not worry yourself. I am perfectly well \u0026 hardy, ready to give that [page torn] \"Avril\" a  [_ing]. I hope to gracious we may catch the scoundrel and his men. I will not write more at present. Will do so as soon as I return again. So now must bid you all good night with love \u0026 kisses to the family and little ones I am as ever your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nDecember 23rd 1863","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a few days ago, on my return from our Goshen tramp and promised I would write again so soon as I reached here once more. Well dear Mother we reached our journeys end Monday evening and nar'e Yankee did we kill or see after marching us all over this plagued mountainous country and ruining our feet we being badly shod at the time. But thank gracious, there were none seriously hurt by the trip, and now since they have had a little rest would be willing to start out on another, provided they were carried in some other direction than that of Goshen \u0026 Covington, for both of these routs every boy seems disgusted with. And it is a enough to despair anyone for you look upon nothing but huge mountains of rocks the whole way. Once in every ten miles by accident we would pass an old dilapidated looking building. I believe I mentioned in my other letter what a wet time we had of it while at Camp Staunton near Goshen. Although we were so near drowned, yet there was no grumbling, quite the contrary the boys were hollering \u0026 singing the whole time. I wish you could have heard us when a train came up to Goshen whistling \u0026 the bell ringing. I believe every boy joined in a thundering shout which reached throughout the surrounding mountains. It reminded us all so much of home \u0026 especially those who had been here so long without having a furlough that I do believe if the Yankees had been near and we been ordered to keep quiet we could not have resisted the temptation to give vent to our joy at such a pleasant sound. When we left here we thought we were going to Staunton. I took some collars along in case we should, and when I heard this train I could not but help thinking it was coming to take us there and I had made up my mind if we were got that near home I would work my [?] so as to go the whole hog. But alas! There was no such good luck for poor me. I was doomed to be disappointed. The train only came to bring a bearer of dispatches. We laid in our mud puddles until evening when the tap of the drum bid us prepare for marching. There were all sorts of rumors a float before we left camp, some said the Yankees were near Lex. and we had to march there that night a distance of 22 miles. Others said we were going to Covin. but we were all surprised when Col. Ship [Shipp] marched us up to Cool Sulphur Springs to quarter us in the cabins there for the night. Before we reached there we had to wade through mud \u0026 water a foot deep for near ten miles. We managed to build us up a little fire and dry our blankets. There was a still house at this place and every boy got enough to drink to make him sleep and to keep him from taking cold. In fact the majority of the boys were quite merry. I took a little swig Though not enough to make me feel the effects of it. Stanard Buffington had his canteen full and was looking all about for me. Expect if he had found me I should have been tipsy also for I did not think it any [harm] that night. Buffington is a splendid boy. On the next morning we set out for Lex. it had ceased raining and we had a beautiful day before us for marching, but the roads were so bad and the streams we had to pass over so swollen that we did not go more than 12 miles to Wilson Spring before we stopped over again for the night, and slept in some old darkey cabins. Although it was very [quite struck out] cold I had a very good night's rest. While were here Col. Ship received a dispatch from Old Spex (who said in his order before we left he would [?]over [?]) who was then at Lex enjoying the pleasures of home comforts) ordering us hurry back as quick as possible. We had to go in the direction of Buchanan. So we left next morning early \u0026 reach here at 11 ½ although the roads were so bad we marched 4 ¼ miles in one hour. We had orders after reached here. Mother I send with my coat a pair of pants for Henry. I wore them on the last march you will observe that they have seen hard times after mending the seat they will be made a good pair pants by having them turned. I send also a shirt which I could find no owner for and it is too large for me. You can dispose of it as you like. What do you think of the bill in reference to currency. I hope it may prove of some good for money seems to be worthless. Confederate I meant. Suppose Emma Chapman will be married soon. I would like to be present to get some of the good things. Of course they will have a big wedding. Is cousin Vic going down South to see Annie. I heard she was. I was down at Capt. Bull's yesterday. He read me a letter he had just gotten from Mary. You have no idea what a good letter she writes. It would really surprise you to read one. I hope she may pay them a visit here this spring. I would like to see her. Mrs. Powers has gotten back. I promised to kill her some birds, so if it does not rain, shall go out tomorrow. The weather has moderated a good deal today and I am truly glad of it for it was so very cold two or three days ago that I like to have frozen. Well dear Mother, I have written you quite a long letter, and I think all the news, so I must again bid you goodbye or good night rather.\nBev.","P.S. Make some of the family write me soon \u0026 often. You will find in my coat a rough sketch of Charleston \u0026 Vicinity which I drew for amusement. It has been laying up in my drawer so long the plagued mice destroyed it and commenced eating the edges.","Virginia Military Institute\nJanuary the 3rd 1864","My dear Mother\nTaking into consideration the many letters which you have honored me with lately, I think I would be doing my self great injustice if I were to allow a longer period to pass by without dropping you a few lines. I think my last letter was written in the year 1863 and now it is 64. Will you not forgive my seeming negligence. I received your long and interesting letter written on the 27th on the morning of the New Year. I therefore reckon it as among my numerous presents and as being one most valued. I was glad to see from your letter that Christmas had passed so handsomely and pleasantly. The dinner you spoke of was really a \"beautiful\" one, but I am confident when I give you a bill of fare of the one which I had the pleasure of masticating you will not for one moment hesitate in saying mine was still more beautiful. First, we had cold loaf bread (not enough by 16 loaves) also warm corn bread. Second cold beef. For dessert, molasses, water, \u0026 c. \u0026c. Oh! Indeed I fear if I were to go on and enumerate the rest I would not finish this letter soon. So leave it for you to form an idea. You all must have very kind friends to furnish you with so many nice things. You had a lot of big [?] to dine with you. My mouth runs water whenever I think about it. Why couldn't I have been there! Christmas week was the dullest to me I ever spent. Only one day suspension. Few boys tight, owing to the scarcity \u0026 high price of Liquor. I slept most all the time to rid myself of the monotony. Occasionally I would walk up in Lex. and get something to eat. I have looked forward before Xmas with much pleasure to the arrival of two boxes belonging to my roommates which were to have come by the packet boat, but it has not as yet made its appearance, and judging from the looks of the river which I can plainly see from my window, and which is entirely frozen over, that it will not do so for some time to come. We have almost despaired. The first thing we would all say in the morning, and the last I believe at night would be, wonder if the boat has come! I think we spent at least 2/3 of our time in the day standing looking in vain down the river. Isn't it too bad I intended to feast for once. There were a great many boys who were as much interested and disappointed as we were. Well Mother, changing the subject, let me give you an account how nicely I was fooled yesterday, and at the same time right much disappointed. While sitting down in my room thinking over what I should do during the day. One of my roommates (Jonny Wise) came blustering in an handed me a bundle accompanied by a letter directed as follows Cadet Stanard, politeness of Miss Bull. You well know what thought first struck me, I opened it and read it and supposing the girls must be down at Capt. B.'s commenced in great hurry to get on what the boys here term a \"big dike\" after I had finished dressing, and been told two or three times by my roommates that I would certainly captivate those young ladies, I started down to Capt. B. and upon entering the parlor asked Miss Louise where were the girls. The girls, what girls! I think told her, she seemed surprised, and said she had not a word from them. I then took it for granted they must certainly be up in Lexington, some where. So started in search of them. In passing by the Hospital I saw Dr. Madison who had just come the evening before from Petersburg and who told me at least asked me if I had gotten the bundle \u0026 letter. He then told me why they did not come on, and that his little girls had gone on to Staunton that morning on the Stage. You can well imagine my feelings. I thought it strange that they should have selected such an awful cold spell to come in. It was really the coldest weather I ever felt and I was on guard too. Hope they have postponed their visit until Spring. I got the money sent and let me thank yourself and my dear sisters for their nice presents. I am willing to wager any thing that I am the only boy who has received such. Tell Fan \u0026 Champ I will I will write them both soon. So Gen. J is still flying around Old C. Wonder if she can't prevail on him to give me a place on his staff. I am much obliged to you for sending my shirt \u0026 brush. I was in want of both so they come at an acceptable time. I hope dear Mother you will not think I am extravagant because I write so often for money. I will put down on paper how I have disposed of most of it and I know you will not think me so. I attended church this morning. The Methodist had to go there with my Company but deserted \u0026 went to the Episcopal. Saw Sandy P \u0026 bride, but did not speak to him. Lula had a beau so looked pleased. I fear Mr. Shaw's letter is lost for good. There are some grand rascals in this corps. I will go over this week and find out what that notice meant. The deposit for the next five months I think will be near $650. What has become of poor Mr. Gassaway? Let me know. I hope C. will not engage herself to anyone again unless she intends marrying them. I rather fear she is inclined to flirt. I am truly sorry that Aunt Phoebe will leave you. Know you all will see for more trouble the coming year. With Eliza as a cook she is so often sick. I delivered your message to Miss Louise B. She acted on a tableaux a few nights ago. I did not attend, it was so cold. Did you ever get your money back from the man who bought Lil? Sister Mollie said in her letter I was her debtor. I think she is mistaken. They all owe me letters. As for Monsieur Haywood I have despaired of hearing from him again. This is the beginning of the 8th page of my letter. When I began I did not think I could fill four. But I am 'bout run out now for news to write. Suppose Cousin Mollie G. is with you. Give her a buss for me. I wish I was there to do it myself. It is getting late so I must bring my letter to a close, though will not be able to mail it until tomorrow evening. Hope I will continue to hear from home as often as I have the last week. Give my love to Uncle E's family. Remember me to all the girls. Write again soon, and now with oceans of love to each and every member of our family. Kisses to the little ones and for yourself accept that which is one from a true \u0026 devoted son.\nJ.B.S.","Virginia Military Institute\nFeb. the 21st 1864","My dear Mother\nI wrote you a long letter some days ago and promised I believe to write again the last of the weeks. Therefore in accordance with my promise I shall endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines. Since my last letter nothing much of interest has transpired to disturb the monotony of the V.M.I. soldier boys life or daily routine of exercises save the freezing up of the river, which has afforded us a little fun skating. Yesterday being Saturday, it did not interfere with our duties or studies, so all could go that wished. I went down to the river in the morning myself, though not with the intention of skating, as I had a sore toe and then I was minus a pair of skates mine being broken, but the ice was so beautiful that I could not resist the temptation, so borrowed a pair from one of the boys and spent the rest of the morning on the ice. It was really elegant fun, could go down the river as far as you wished. There were also a great many ladies on the ice, who seemed evidently to think there was more fun in falling down than standing up, but unfortunately in the height of their enjoyment, one of them [frisky] fell rather too hard and almost broke her nose. Poor girl, I guess it will spoil her beauty spot and I know will teach her a lesson how to run on ice again. The fall of this unfortunate lady, of course, intimidated and somewhat marred the pleasure of the remainder of the party. My friend Miss L.P. was among the no. and was looking as rosy as usual. Tomorrow being the anniversary of the birthday of the father of our Country, and in order to show due respect to his memory, there will be suspension of academic duties, but owing to the scarcity of powder, will not be able, as is customary to fire a salute. I went up in Lexington yesterday and looked around for the combs you wrote for. Got you these which I hope may suit. The best I could find, and rather high, but you know every thing is now. Though I could have gotten the two large ones for two dollars less if I had only known it in time. The following is what I gave for the three black, $3.75, one of the horn $5.00 the other $6.00, making in all $14.75. Would'nt this frighten you in peace times? I will send my [tal-er], and the combs also some matches which I bought thinking you might want them, by Cadet Harrison who leaves tomorrow for Orange to see his brother who is in a battery stationed near Morton's. I hope the things may reach you safely. Do you think the Yankees will get Mobile? I would not be surprised to hear of its fall any day. Suppose Mollie \u0026 Sallie have moved out of the City as the ladies have all been advised to leave. I think it so strange Haywood don't answer my letter. I wrote him a month ago and he knows my deposit is due at this time. Mr. Norton our Episcopal preacher lectures every Sunday eve during [Lent?] and principally for the benefit of the Cadets, and as it is near time I shall have to close my letter as I want to attend. May add a post script tonight. Goodby with love to all\nI am as ever\nyour darling boy,\nBev.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 13th 1864","My darling Sister\nQuite a long time has elapsed since a letter has passed directly between you and myself and I am still in doubt as to which of us is the debtor. But nevertheless, I shall wave all ceremony and endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines for I honor you home folks so often with my letters that there must be a good deal of sameness in them. This remembering that this is one of the dullest \u0026 meanest places in Christendom that is in my estimation and also of a great many of my fellow Cadets. But I shall not waist[sic] my time by heaping abuse upon Lexington and the V.M.I. You are well aware of my hatred for them both. Before going farther, allow me dear Sister to give vent to my feelings by expressing my grateful thanks for the nice box of eatables which you sent me. I can assure you I have enjoyed them no little and done justice to the box as well as my roommates, who said that it was the best that had been received in No. 38 (my room) and I think we have gotten four since the first of January. We played fearful havoc with the turkey pies and cakes. Nothing now remains I am sorry to say, but my ham which I hope to enjoy for some days yet as it was such a fine one. We only eat this as a snack. Mr. S surely must believe they came out of that small box. I invited or had besides my roommates (five in number) three of four of my friends (S.B. among the no.) to help me eat and there was plenty for all, not withstanding the tremendous appetites of the Cadets are noted for. Fan, where did you get a turkey from?  I did not think there was such a thing left in the county of Orange. Why did you not keep it, also the ham. I had much rather you should have done so, for I know how scarce such things are with you since you have had the army among you so long. You ought not to have deprived yourself of it. I can manage to make out with the beef they give me here, although it makes me sick about once a month. The candy sent was perfectly elegant. I never enjoyed anything more in my life. I would not care if you would send me a small package of that whenever an opportunity presents itself. If not two[sic] much trouble. I have been feasting right much lately on robbin pies. One of my roommates \u0026 myself went out hunting last Saturday week, killed 19 birds. I gave Mrs. Bull six and get the Judge to cook the rest for me. I believe near half of the boys in the Corps were out yesterday, but all had bad luck, frightened every bird for ten miles around. I was wise for once, and did not go. I went up in Lexington yesterday to see young McCown, who brought my box up for me. I shall send this by him as he says he will go by Berry Hill Tuesday. He also takes a little bundle for cousin Sarah Bull, which you will please send her. It is from Mrs. Powers to her husband. Tell Mother when she writes again to send me some stamps. I cannot get them here. Fan, how do you suppose I spent yesterday evening? Why I saw a poor mink court marshalled by the boys (only greening him) for deserting his post, where they had stationed him the night before. After speaking on both sides the jury retired and soon reentered the hall. The sentence was read by the judge. The prisoner found guilty and had to be shot in one hour. The whole court was so much affected at this sentence that the judge had to tell them they must not give way in that moment to their grief. The prisoner was then told that he would only have one hour to live and asked if he had anything to say of if he did not want to write a letter home. He arose and endeavored to make an appeal to the commander the plea of ignorance and a promise to do better in future, but the poor fellow was so frightened that his speech made but little impression upon the court. He was then told to retire into the ante chamber where he could write his last letter, which he did and such a one you never saw. He told his sister when he kissed her and told her goodbye he never thought he would disgrace the family in that way. After finishing his letter he returned in the court room and was so much distressed \u0026 frightened that his lawyer again made an earnest appeal in his behalf and begged that they would grant him a reprieve for ten days, so that he might be better prepared to meet his fate. This was granted by the jury, but subject to the approval of Old Spex. The Sergt. Of the guard was then ordered to post 2 sharp shooters at each corner of barracks so as to prevent the prisoner from talking to anyone or attempting to make his escape. He took the proceedings of the court over to the Genl. who told him we were only greening him. When he returned and told us what Old Spex said, every boy roared out laughing. Our fun was then ended, the poor boy relived from his misery. He actually thought he was going to be shot sure 'nough. These are the kind of Cadets which are being admitted in the V.M.I. now. Do you blame us for having a little fun some times? Old Spex says we can substitute greening in the place of bucking for the new cadets. I was sorry to hear Tom Fry was wounded, hope he may recover. Will Mrs. F. go out to see him? Well I suppose Bob \u0026 Mollie are with you by this. What would I not give to be with you all. The receipt or arrival of my box and the thought of their living with you has made me awful homesick. I never was more so. I saw Dr. McGuire's mother at church this morning. She is a very sweet looking old lady. Say to Mother I believe I will wait for the new currency. I send the letter Mother mentioned. Now dear Sister I have written you a much longer letter than I expected to write when I first commenced and as it is getting late \u0026 I want to take this up town I shall have to bring it to a close. I have been writing in a great hurry which you can plainly see, so you must excuse this miserable scrawl. The paper sent was very acceptable. You see I have made use of it soon. Give my love to all the family and now for your darling self \u0026 husband accept a due portion. Kisses without number to Mary, Bev, and a kind remembrance to all enquiring friends.\nI remain your affect. brother\nBev.","P.S. Write soon \u0026 tell the other members of the family to do the same.","Virginia Military Institute\nMarch the 22nd 1864","My dear Mother\nIt had now been ten or twelve days since I had a line from home. I now write to demand an explination for such treatment. Upon the receipt of my box I wrote Sister Fan a long letter thanking her \u0026 c. Prior to that time I wrote Champe and I certainly expected by this time to have a few lines (at least) from one of them as they well know how anxious I was to hear from Bob \u0026 Mollie whom I suppose are with you at present. My letter to Fan was sent by Young McCown, who brought my box. I suppose he is reliable. Is the son of a Saddler in Lexington. Well Mother I guess you will wonder why it is, that I am writing with a lead pencil. The reason is first this, we are upon the eve of freezing up. It has been one week since we had a particle of heat (there not being a stick of wood at the V.M.I.) You know what a change has taken place in the weather. Today it is snowing hard, and a cold wind blowing, and still we are having the same duties to attend to, both academic \u0026 military. It is outrageous for the boys can't study a bit. I wish you could step in and take a peep at us. It got so cold we could not stand it any longer. So we call the roommates and went out and made a raid on Old Spex laths and have built us up some sort of a fire and are all gathered around like a gang of chickens under its mothers wing. If the officers of the day should by chance visit our room and catch us we would get a hard report and a few demerits. Peach came by here on last Saturday morning to see me, has just returned from Ark. Martin and one of his friends were taken prisoners. The day he stopped over to see me, Ex. Gov. Letcher made a very fine speech, also Judge Brockenbrough. So we went up and heard them. Both were very encouraging and thought the war would not last a year longer. In the evening I walked out in the country with him to get his horse. I came back, but he staid[sic] with one of his company friends until yesterday when he called to see me again on his way to Orange. I guess he will get home before this letter and tell you all you would like to hear about me and about his trip, so I will leave it for him to do. Mother you think I didn't sit down and write Cousin Vic a long letter a few days ago. Felt so interested about her. Hope she will condescend to reply to it. Suppose Bob had gone to his command ere this. What is his rank, and what is that of Gen. Long? Gen. Smith got a letter a few days ago from some gentleman over towards Hot Springs, who had, I believe, been in Gen. Averil's Camp and says Averil is preparing to make a raid in this direction. He advised Spex to fortify all the mountain passes, which he is going to do. Major Williamson \u0026 two of the Cadets left this morning to make a survey. I suppose we will have to go the last of the week to first of next. We will have the fortification to build ourselves. Is this what I was sent here for, to shovel with the spade \u0026 dig with the hoe for the protection of Rockbridge Negroes? This is the reason in which our studies are to be interfered with of[f] \u0026 on this Spring \u0026 Summer and I think you had just as well give your consent at once to my resigning and entering the Army. I want to have some of the glory of the [trenches] in the year 64 attached to my name, and this war can't last much longer it is certain, and it will be my only chance. Are you not willing to have it said you had a son in this war? I was down at Mrs. Bulls the other night, spent a very pleasant evening. The Capt's duck was there. He (the Capt.) is one of my best friends, and is very kind to me as well as the other members of the family.\n[This part written in the margins of pages 2 and 3] \nAs is so cold I shall have to stop writing, with the hope of getting a letter, certain this eve. I shall write again the last of the week. Hope you are all well. How is Mollie looking? Write me a long letter soon giving me all the news. With much love to all the family, yourself amongst them. Goodby, Your darling boy Bev.","Virginia Military Institute\nApril the 8th 1864","My dear Sister\nI hope you will not deem me indifferent as to writing or to yourself. I have been intending writing for some time, but you were away and I took it for granted that my letter would be more acceptable upon your return. And then another consideration, the other members of our family have been quite good in writing me so often and of course I had to give them the preference, though had you been there I should have waved all ceremony and dropped you a few lines at any rate, for I suppose my letters generally go the rounds. Even though they do not bear inspection: I received one from Sister Mollie this morning inclosing Aunt Lucy's. I suppose they will soon begin to look for Mary. How I wish for Aunt L. would accompany her. She writes so affectionately and seems so anxious to see all her relatives and friends. She says she wants to come over to see something of the War. Do you not think she could be gratified? The sad changes wrought in Old Orange by it alone would be enough to shock and sadden her heart. I hope Monsieur Taylor may get his due in the coming campaign. I would like to be the one to greet him with a bullet. Don't you think he deserves such, though he seems sorry he ever thus acted. Will Willie T. postpone his marriage now until Mary's arrival? He ought for she will be dreadfully disappointed if he does not. Please say to Cousin Vic I am anxiously looking for an answer to my letter. Suppose you saw Willie Buffington while in Richmond. Eugie writes me she expects to go down soon to attend Cousin Martha S. marriage. Eugie is a sweet girl and is one of the best correspondents I ever had. Why don't some of you write her. She always inquires about some of this family when she writes. I promised I would give Champe a scolding (I generally spell this word wrong. Did you ever notice it?) for being so neglectful but I think mine have ceased to be of any virtue, so will merely remind her of the fact. Suppose she is occupied all the time with her many beaus but this is not sufficient excuse. Ask her if Gen. Pizzini has any vacant place that she can secure for me, if so she must do it, for I do not intend to remain here after this month. Just think I am a plagued conscript. If I can't get some place I am stout and hardy enough to rough it as a private. Do you not candidly think I ought to be in the Army. I am over 18. I think I have been very obedient in remaining here as long as I have, and only done so because I hated to go contrary to the wish of a fond and devoted Mother. I think Mother might very willingly give her consent now that the prospect of the war ending soon is very great. Write me your views on the subject. I got a long letter some time ago from Sister S. brother Hay added a post script of a few lines (2) and said he would write one in a few days which I suppose will be a few months. He has neglected to send my deposit until this time (after the first of Apr) when he will I suppose have to loose right much money, owing to the change in currency. He should not be so negligent especially when money matters are concerned. Glad to hear Bob is so well satisfied and likes the service so well. It will be the making of him, I mean his health, don't you agree with me? Hope he has some rank and is in the line of promotion. Know he will climb high in the intimation of his superiors. He must make himself the worthy representative of the Stanard family. I suppose his being separated from his darling Mol goes rather hard with him, but he must learn to stand it like a true soldier. I guess he will think this is great advice. Mollie writes they are quite worried about her sugar and liquors not having been heard from. It will indeed be quite a serious affair if they never turn up or come to hand. Was sorry to hear of the loss of your cow. What do you so for milk? It is something we never may our eyes on here. Our fare is not good by any means, been feeding us off [Stanard purposefully omits word here] beef. (I don't like to use the word) for some time, and I hardly ever get enough bread to eat. It is a hard matter though to satisfy our appetites we take so much exercise, drilling, \u0026 c. and then our meals are so regular. I believe I have really grown a little since last Summer, and know I have fattened, weigh 137 lbs. Tried on some of my summer clothes a few nights ago out of curiosity. You know they were full large for me then. Now my jacket won't meet around me, and my pants require a little sugar or molasses on my shoes to induce them to come down a little. Sister did you ever see anything like the snow and rain we have been having for the last week or ten days. The clouds really seem weakened from exhaustion, but after two days of spring weather, they seem to have been replenished as it were, and from the present appearances, out doors, now I am inclined to think they are preparing to take us by storm. I wrote before how we suffered during the cold weather for the want of fire. It was the same this last spell, had to have suspension and let us lay in our beds to keep from freezing. Old Spex was well prepared to meet his own individual comfort. Plenty of the best coal that could be started in peace times. We were not at all indignant at his having suspension. I believe the majority of the boys preferred it and the cold weather to fire. Very natural feeling for school boys. One if my roommates has just come in and told me the mail would be taken up in a few minutes. So I shall have to bring my letter to a close. I did intend giving you an account of a review of the Corps by Gen. Rossum. Will do so in my next. I guess I have already tired you with such a long letter. I have not time to read it over and make the necessary corrections, so please excuse all mistakes. Give my best love to all the family, and for yourself \u0026 baby and the little ones. Accept that which is due from a fond and devoted brother.\nJ.B.S.","V.M.I. April the 24th 1864","My darling Mother\nYour long and interesting letter has been received and I have been intending for the last two or three days to answer it, but something has always interfered and prevented my good intentions. You say that you had begun to get uneasy at my silence, for fear I might be sick. Why I wrote two or three letters home but a very short time ago. I can't imagine what became of them. I seems to me that I am always writing home but very seldom get letters from there myself. You all are not as good about writing as you ought to be. I am not alluding to you but to the other members of the family. I have not as yet heard a word from Hay and the $9.00. Am going to drop him a few lines this evening. I am dead broke at present, wish the check would hurry up and make its appearance. Had to borrow some money the other night to go up town and get some thing to eat. They are starving us out now. Don't give us half enough bread, miserable rye coffee without sugar or milk (and it has caused an eruption to break out on a good many of the Cadets, I believe it is a prison) and for the last two weeks they have been giving us nothing but rotten beef. I declare it is perfectly awful. Old Spex has some 50 or 60 barrels of it put away and will keep feeing us on it. An old scamp, he has about ten or eleven barrels of molasses and won't give us any. All the cadets are grumbling and asking him for it. I am glad to hear Bob has improved so much and is so well please with his place. Didn't I tell you he would be. Hope he is up near [home] now. Mother you ask me why I don't call Mollie Sister when I write. I was not aware before that I failed to do so. It was thoughtlessness on my part I can assure her and not for the want of love that I did not make use of sister instead of Mollie. Why I am sure my letters to her have always been very affectionate. I hope she will banish all idea that I meant anything by my manner of writing. Well Mother every body (or Cadet at least) has been right much excited today to join in the coming battle. You need not be surprised if I am one, if they raise a company I shall join. Remember I will be 19 on the 27th of this month and ought to be ashamed of myself to be here. When you are advised to keep me here as long as possible, people don't know my age, and of course they would not tell you they thought I ought to be in the army. They are going to take us in service I expect in July out in the mountains here. But I prefer being with Lee. Mother I don't want to desert or be shipped from here against your wish, therefore I beg that you will write me permission to resign, and I can then use my own discretion whether I will or not. If you give your consent, mention that it is concerned with family matters (except name) that prevents your sending me here longer. Mother I hope you will not let what I have written distress you. You should be more firm and patriotic and want me to be in the army, but this is an unnatural feeling for an affectionate Mother like yourself. When is the big fight to come off. Is there any chance of its taking place in Orange. I think the Yankees are going to get the worst whipping that they have ever gotten, and it will almost wind up the war. If Lee whips them, he ought to follow up his victory and drive them as far North as he can, the same time burning all their cities. Well dear Mother I have written you quite a long letter, and one I have no doubt you will be sorry to see. The mail will be taken up in a short while, so I shall have to bring my letter to a close. Wish I had something interesting to write about, and now darling Mother with love to all the family and oceans to your sweet self I must bid you good evening. Hoping what I have written will not cause you trouble and that I will soon hear from you\nI am as ever your\nown darling boy\nBev.","I am in want of draws.","Virginia Military Institute\nMay the 9th 1864","My darling Mother\nHere I am, no longer a freeman, but a prisoner within the lofty walls of the V.M.I. I reached here safely on Friday evening and it has been a source of regret to me ever since, that I should have been goose enough to leave when I did. And have to leave my trunk behind. So much for not taking the advice of a wise man (Mr. Chapman). Doubtless they told you at the village about my being left by the train. I did not care myself but I was afraid poor brother would swear himself to death about it was the only reason which actuated me to promptness in acquiring some means of conveyance to take me to Gordonsville, and after all I did not get there in time to see him, but unfortunately in time for the Staunton train. Plague on it! I wish it had left before I got there. I should certainly have returned after getting there and finding the Richmond train gone, had I not feared that I would be greeted by a scolding from some member of the family. Yes, I expect all of you would have pitched into me. Even Mr. C. for driving his horse so far and not listening to him on the first place. Just think, if I had remained I could have seen some of the Yankee prisoners, and heard something of the result of the fight. My trunk has not reached me yet. I hope it may not be lost. I would like to see the person that I would leave it behind for again. I wrote to Nat Catlette about it this morning. I hope Mr. Chapman wrote when he sent my trunk up. He seemed very much amused at me when I found it was left. I didn't blame him, for I imagine I was quite a laughable object about that time. I was so worried I came very near letting an ugly word escape my mouth, I wonder if I didn't. I went to see some young ladies while I was in Staunton, staid until half past eleven had no idea it was so late. Met with one of the most interesting and agreeable and pretty young ladies I have seen since the War. A Miss Gregory, refugee from Alexandria. She is the one Madame [?] at one time, said Vandergrift was engaged to. I was sorry to see that Col. Brown was killed. Suppose Brig. Gen Stanard \u0026 Long win in the fight. The stage has come in this evening but bring no news, this is generally the way. Tell brother William is he hasn't too much to do I wish he would keep me posted as to the movement of our army. I received his letter, thank him for attending to my trunk for me. Tell Sister Mary she ought to have been at home that morning and not down at the depot. She urged me to go to Goville [Gordonsville] anyhow. Hope Mr. Shaw didn't think anything of the manner in which I told him goodbye I was in a big hurry about that time. Tomorrow there will be a suspension of academic duties in order to raise the flag sent from Europe, over the grave of out lamented leader Jackson. Well Mother it has been very warm all day, and this evening I had to attend drill for two hours. Wound up with 2 charges 100 yards across the parade on on pretend breastworks. It was very exciting in the first charge I was the first to mount the dreaded works. In the second the 3rd man, but as I was so fat and excited, I had to leave ranks at Dress Parade from a violent headache and fainty feeling. But I have rested and feel all right and ready for another now. The drum is beating for tattoo so I must close. I only wrote to let you know I had arrived safely. Please write soon. I am anxious to hear the result of the battle, who of our friends were killed. Good night, with much love to all,\nI am as ever yr darling boy\nBev.","P.S. Excuse this miserable scrawl.","Staunton May the 12th 1864","My darling Mother\nNo doubt a letter written from this place will take you greatly by surprise. Well to relieve your anxiety I will tell you before going further and keep you from uneasiness. On Tuesday night an order came from Gen. Breckenridge calling us immediately to Staunton. In obedience to his orders we fixed up and left on Wednesday Morning at half past 8, marched 18 miles by half past 2. when we camped. The roads were very good but were quite dusty and then it was very warm. This morning we left camp under quite different circumstances, it having rained during the night and has continued to do so all day. The roads were awful perfect loblolly all the way and we had to wade through like hogs. We came 18 miles from 5 to 12 however and are tonight encamped one mile out of town. I have run the blockade and come in to take tea with Cary Taylor, and that I might write this letter. Am I not good? I have a strong notion of staying in until 2 tonight with him so as to dry of[f] for I have been like a wet mouse all day. So disagreeable in camp. We will leave in the morning early and expect to have to march to Harrisonburg (down the Valley) a distance of 26 miles. The Yankees are reported coming up the Valley with a force of 9000 strong. Our Corps will run Gen. B. up to 5000 maybe more. I hope we may be able to lick them out. I have suffered more with my feet this march (so far) than I ever did on all the others together. I hope to get me a more comfortable pair of shoes when this will be remedied. I got my trunk the evening before I left all safe. It was in the nick of time and my biscuit and ham for my rations. If you want to write to me direct your letter to me at this place Care of Edmond M. Taylor, Staunton, he will send them to me. I expect we will be down out this time for some weeks. I told you that you had better let me join Lee at once that this could be the way, but you must not make yourself uneasy about me. I will take care of myself. One of my messmates from this place is going to fill my haversack with something better than what we draw so I wont suffer for some days at any rate, though I hope not at all. Well darling Mother I have written enough I suppose to relieve your mind as to our destination so I must stop and go in the parlor. Some young ladies there. You will have a hard time trying to make this out I shan't undertake it. Saw Fedic T. this evening. Give my love to all [acquaintance] \u0026 friends. Hope Bob come out all right and all the Berry Hill friends \u0026 visitors. I shall write when ever I have an opportunity. And now dear Mother that I may be spared to see you all again, and that you may continue in good health will be the nightly prayer of Your darling Boy Bev.","The Southern Telegraph Companies.\nReceived at Orange CH, May 16, 1864\nFrom Staunton. To W. H. Chapman\nCadet Stanards body is at New Market I presume.\nS. Yates","Telegram Fragment.\nReceived at Orange C.H. May 16 [1864]\nBy telegraph from Harrisonburg.\nB. Stanard was k[illed]\nwill be sent to","Life\nLife has beautifully and appropriately been compared to an Ocean, whose surges when the storm sweeps over its surface, bear a striking resemblance to that portion of our life in which troubles and cares beset us, and whose smooth surface when there is nothing to disturb its accustomed tranquility, bears a simile to that portion of our existence in which the busy scenes of this life are laid aside and which has been fitly called the \"sunset\" of life, often the billows of the ocean, when the pitiless storm sweeps over its surface with unrelenting fury rise to such a height that it is with great difficulty that vessels can ride triumphantly on them and bid defiance to their efforts as it were to bury them beneath their briny folds. Numerous are the instances in which vessels have sprung a leak in spite of all the efforts of the sailors to prevent it, have sunk to the bottom of the sea where so many have found an unwelcome and watery. On the other hand when there is nothing to disturb its peaceful waters, and when the sun, unobstructed by clouds from the view is reflected on its polished breast, vessels sail with security to their destined ports whence to discharge their freight. Such is a simile of our existence when the troubles and cares of this life agitate it and also when our cares and troubles are forgotten. Often during life when misfortune seems determined to claim us for her own and when cares beset us at every step, it takes all the moral courage we can summon to our aid to enable us to triumph over them, and at last [reach] the harbors of happiness. The latter scene is like old age, the \"Sunset\" of life, when the busy pursuits of life are laid aside and when you have determined to trust your frail bark no longer to the stormy sea, but float quietly down, a stormless sea too that harbor which is called, \"The End of Life\" Well has the poet exclaimed \"Thou, too, art a sailor, and time is the sea, And life the frail vessel that upholdeth thee.\"\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet B. Stanard\nTo\nDr. Madison","War\nOf all the punishments which Divine Providence sees fit to inflict upon a sinful nation, none so severe as that of war, which is now being so frightfully carried on throughout this once peaceful and prosperous republic. Although I am well aware, that this is a subject on which better pens than mine have exhausted their eloquence, yet I think, especially at a time like this, it is one, on which we may profitably reflect.\nFrom the Statesman to the school boy, Every one is occupied with this absorbing topic. \nThe preacher from the pulpit thunders into our ears threats of the increased wrath of God, already visited upon us in this cruel war. The poor man shudders at the thought of the coming winter, and curses the hard times and high prices. All alike seem to think it an unmitigated evil. But it would be far better for us to trust in the old saying, \"Look on the bright side,\" and I think that if we would allow the exercise of a little reason, we may bring ourselves to believe that there is a bright side to this picture. I do believe that it is a punishment, but that as a loving father corrects his erring son, so it is send for our own good. Let us but suppose there were no such punishments for mankind, and what would this world of ours be? We may but turn to the pages of history, and selecting a few from the many examples before us, find a sad response to this question. Look at Rome! For hundreds of years enemies without and fierce dissentions within, had humbled her proud eagles, and at length she stands without a rival, none dare call her enemy. But prosperity has accomplished that which her enemies have in vain assayed and the \"City of Seven Hills\" lies prostrate at the feet of her own vices. A handful of barbarians have devastated her fair provinces and beautiful cities, and Rome is no more. Look to England. Twice she has been intensely overrun and ground under the feet of Roman and Norman invaders. And behold the fruit of suffering. England the mistress of the seas! But a speck on the map of the world she has possessions on which the sun never sets. And lastly, we have a striking striking example in our own once peaceful land. After a comparatively short contest, she has enjoyed blessings totally unprecedented in the history of a nation of free government, the most beautiful country in the world, and a large territory, nothing seemed wanting to fill up the measures of her happiness. But what were its effects? A Government rotten to its very core, and an effeminate people, divided into little factions. The smiles of prosperous fortune has accomplished that which our enemies tried in vain and War, the only specific for a nations diseases, has come upon us.\nLet us bear it like men, and remember that terrible as it is there are evils far worse.\nRespectfully submitted\nBy\nCadet Stanard","\"Berry Hill\"\nOrange Ct Ho\nJuly 28th 1864","Cadet L.C. Wise\nI scarcely know how to thank my dear young friend for his thoughtful kindness, \u0026 beautiful tribute to the memory of our dear one, now sleeping under the shadows of his own home! Tis true my dear friend no earthly consolation can be given to sooth entirely the heart sorrow we are all compelled to bear, but it is sweet \u0026 above all things comforting to hear his praises from those among whom he lately dwelled! Your name sounds like a household word- so often has it fallen from his dear lips. Indeed I feel as if I know all his roommates, \u0026 could call them Brothers. Most anxious were we to have them come and see us. We have received such evidence of their generous hearted tender thoughtfulness that we long to express in words our gratitude. I should have answered all their letters received with much pleasure, but yours is the first which bears a \"Post Mark\". Will you not extend for us, to his friends, from whom we have received letters- \"W. Overton Harris\" \"Jn S. Wise\" \"Ed\"ward Harvie Smith Jr.\" \"E. Berkley\" our sincere thanks \u0026 say to each that we would be most happy to return our gratitude in person, \u0026 to none would give such a warm welcome to our home \u0026 hearts, as the friends of our darling Brother! Now that you all have vacation we would be glad to have a visit from you, a sad but pleasant","Hd Qrs Arty Corps V.D.\nAug 3d 1864","My Darling Mother\nI have anticipated the pleasure of sending you a letter for some time but being so continually on the wing have been deprived of doing so. To day being my birthday have concluded to write and I hope I shall not be molested by any couriers riding up with orders to move until my letter is finished.","I have written Mollie so often giving her all the news (which of course you get through her) that there is but little left me to day to make up a letter. Still I know my Darling Mother will be glad to get my letter though it may be a very dull one. And then too I am aware of my inability to write a letter which will compare with those you are mow deprived of by the death of that Darling \u0026 Christian child. Still my Dear Mother, that feeling shall not deter me from writing and I trust to God that in the deprivation you have sustained in those sweet \u0026 loving letters, mine may serve to cheer you, and assure you have a son whose love is as great as a child's could be, although he may be incompetent to control words to express that love. I know my Darling Mother how you miss those sweet letters from that dear child, and feel how very incompetent I am to send you such messages of love as he always sent, still feeling assured of bearing you all the love a dutiful son can bear I commence this letter (knowing as I have before marked) it will be properly appreciated while at the same time hoping it may serve to cheer you \u0026 assure you that you have those dear ones to live for who love you very dearly \u0026 for whose sake you should cheer up, and not grieve for that lost one taken from this world of sin \u0026 trouble to dwell with his God on high.","I was much distressed my dear Mother to hear you were suffering so much with your old complaint, dysphasia, and hope ere this reaches you you will have been entirely relieved, have you any of the Alleghany water left and do you continue to drink it. Mollie writes me she is making you take bitters regularly which she thinks benefits you. You must continue to take your tonic and not think of the spirit you consume. \nNo doubt your trip to the village benefitted you a good deal, a change is a great thing sometimes. You should ride every evening.","I wrote Mollie yesterday and just after sending of my letter received hers of the 24th by Bester's boy. He also brought my over cape which I was glad to get. I wrote Aunt Lucy long letter and left it at Martinsburg to be mailed when the Yankees get possession. We are now encamped at a place called Bunkers Hill but don't think we shall remain here very long. Here comes Genl. Early's courier, wonder what order he brings.","Just what I expected, the order is to cook two days rations and be ready to move at day light tomorrow. This will not however interfere with my letter writing to day. I have no idea which way we will move but every body seems to think up the Valley. I hope it may be so for I am always better satisfied when moving towards the dear ones at home. Why has brother never written how he managed to remain at home. I don't know to this day in what position he is in the service still. I hear he is still at home. I shall be truly glad to know that he is permanently stationed there. We were all very much rejoiced at Hood's victory but fear it was only temporary. If he can whip Sherman in front of Atlanta his army will be destroyed. We have a rumor here to day (Coming from Baltimore paper Sun by some of the Citizens at Charlestown) that Genl. Lee has given Grant another terrible whipping. I trust it will prove true and that it will force Grant to get away from Richmond. Our army here is recuperating considerably and is as strong now as when it first started. All the stragglers lost on the long march around have been gathered up.","Was very glad to hear you had a fine rain in Orange. It will do some good although much more may be needed. We have had lowering clouds here for several days but no rain and the people are almost in despair. They will make no corn at all. I hope Mr. Shaw will make more than he thinks. We can get no vegetables in this country. I sent Lewis fifteen miles yesterday and he returned with one pound of butter and one doz eggs. Mollie writes me that all the children had the whooping cough. I hope they will all get through it easily. I was glad to hear you enjoyed the cheese so much. You must not let the others have too much of it but keep it for your own use. What sort of an article did the tea turn out. Good I hope. So Tom wants to wait until after the war to get married. If he does he will not get Vic. He can I think make arrangements now that would put him in a position to marry at once. I am going to write him a few lines to day. Mollie writes me Mrs. Fry objects. Why is this. How does Aunt Octavia and uncle [?] like it. They should be delighted. My horse hurt her foot about a week ago so I have been in the ambulance while on the march. She is well again, but I fear she is too young for service. She is a splendid animal \u0026 if I could get another to ride wound send her to Mr. Shaw for light service. What is the matter with [Ross?] Hear he is at home sick. I suppose Mollie calls on Aunt Martha \u0026 uncle Jaq. very often. Tell her I expect to hear of a dreadful intimacy between herself \u0026 the former. Early's campaign up here is looked upon as a failure by every one. He is fit to command nothing but a division [that] under General Lee. I heard Mrs. Gordon was at Winchester but hardly believe it. If she is there she has seen very little of the Genl. as I know he had not left his command to visit her. I feel too sorry for poor Jane Carter. Has she gone south, poor soul. I hope she will fine with her husband's relatives a kind \u0026 good home. Doubtless he will leave her well off as he was considered rich. Well my Darling Mother, I must bring my letter to a close as I must write several others to day. Give my love to all and kiss the children for me and believe me ever My Dearest Mother\nYour fond \u0026 devoted son\nRobt\n24 to day. Feel quite aged.","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n11 Jany 1865","My Darling Mother\nI have been intending to write to you for several days but have been kept from doing so in consequence of having a great deal of writing to do for the office. [Shook] being absent on a 15 day furlough I have to do all his work during his absence and we have had more to do since his departure than for 6 months previous. I rec'd a letter from brother several days since dated the 1th Dec. and would send it to you to read but it is merely a business letter and he writes no one must read it. He was still stationed at a battery some distance from the city but expected in a short time to receive through Judge Campbell an appointment as Ordnance Sgt placed on duty there. I hope sincerely he may not be disappointed. He writes me he has made very little money since I left him and that his expenses are very heavy. When he gets back to town he hopes to be able to make something. He writes me Sallie and the little ones are very well and that Willie is the prettiest child in the city of Mobile. The baby he says has hair like Chandler. I am sorry for this, Mr. Chandler is fast declining and he says he will not live but a short time longer. Mr. John Battle was there and he thought he was giving away every day. I was truly sorry to hear this as we were led to believe he was better, at the time he wrote this. Was great excitement in the city caused by the approach of the enemy. Said the bells were ringing \u0026 things were in a mess generally. He congratulated himself that he was out of the excitement being over at his battery in the bay.","Mollie wrote you of her safe arrival the day after she got here and told you how nicely she was fixed and now I regret to tell you after all out trouble to get fixed etc. that Genl. Long had concluded to move his Hd Qrs to Staunton so we will have to look out quarters there. He took command to day and will move the office in a few days. Col. Carter's command will be here so he will remain here. Dr. [Straith] has gone to Staunton to see what can be done in the way of accommodations but I feel certain we will not be as comfortably or agreeably fixed as we would eventually have been here. I shall hate very much to part with Col. Carter and not be with Mrs. C as she would be such a pleasant person for Mollie to be with. I wish Genl. Long would let the Dr. \u0026 myself remain down here. I have done a good deal of work for nothing. Hereafter will do nothing until every thing is definitely settled. The Genl. inquired particularly after you all. He is looking very well but I don't think well by any means. This is a miserable neighborhood, the meanest people I ever saw and the greatest [extortionists]. I wish the Yankees would come here and take every thing they have got.","Now that Mollie is away from you and you will not have the benefit of my letters to her I intend to write you regularly. Mollie will I know keep you all posted besides. How I wish we could have been stationed near Orange, that we could have seen more of you all during the winter. Never mind I am entitled to a furlough which I will take after a while and spend it with you all. Mollie seems very happy being with me and I am too happy at having her. Matilda does first rate and I am too thankful that you allowed us to have her. Mollie could not have done without a maid. Mollie rec'd Fan's note by Botts yesterday. He went on up to Staunton. She has some nice brooms to send Fan.","With much love to all\nYour devoted son\nRobert\nMollie sends love to all.\nThis was written in a hurry","Hd Qrs Arty V.D.\n16 Jany 1865","My Dear Mother\nI wrote you a short letter last week since which we have heard nothing from Orange. Mollie wrote you I had been up to Staunton to procure rooms as Genl. Long had moved his HdQuarters to that place and would of course require my presence there. I am happy to state that after much trouble I yesterday succeeded in getting board with Mrs. Harman a widow lady and on very moderate terms. We will be delightfully fixed when we get settled. We will move up tonight and take possession. Hope after getting settled this time we will not have to move again as it gives much trouble. We will be some two or three squares from Mrs. Long and a little farther from the Dr. I regret exceedingly breaking up our arrangements here as we would have been all together. We will too lose Mrs. Carters pleasant company which we are both very sorry for. Col. Carter will remain down here and of course Mrs. Carter will prefer being with him although the Col. is much in favor of her going to Staunton as she would have no society here at all.","Mollie wishes her bonnet box with bonnet sent up by first good opportunity or by express if it can be done. She says the key is on her bunch of keys in her large black trunk. She will require her bonnet to wear to church. I am exceed[ing]ly glad we will be where I can attend church regularly as I have been debarred of the pleasure for some time. Tell Fan I saw Mrs. Long on Saturday and she inquired after all. She seems a very fine woman and is delighted at having us in Staunton. Tell  Champe that Dr. [McGuire] is the finest dressed man in Staunton. All of old Early's staff seem to be having a very gay time. Dr. Straith went to the wedding and came home disgusted of course. Says he spent the entire night in getting out of other people's way. They had a fine [supper] the Dr. has heard nothing more from his wife but is looking for her every day. I hope sister wrote and explained to Cousin Eliza my dispatch. I sent it at the Dr.'s request. He thinking his wife might have reached that place. Corbin Welford is going to Culpepper to look for her in a few days. The weather had been very fine for the last week and I hope will continue so. No doubt the bright sun has persuaded you just to peek your head out of the door. Matilda is still much pleased. I will keep a good watch over her in Staunton and try and return her improved as Mollie will learn her to be very patient. Has Vic heard anything from Tom recently. Willie was here today and says they have heard nothing from him for months. Hope Vic put an end to Hardy's coming to see him. His independence in staying so long at uncle E's beat anything I ever heard of. Mollie would have written today but has been busy packing. She will write as soon as we get to Staunton. Tell Champe she might write us often.","Mollie joins me in much love to all. Tell Sister I will write her very soon.","As ever your fond \u0026 affect.\nSon\nRobert"],"prefercite_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eJaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863-1865. MS 0083. VMI Archives, Virginia Military Institute, Lexington, Virginia.\u003c/p\u003e  "],"prefercite_tesim":["Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers, 1863-1865. MS 0083. VMI Archives, Virginia Military Institute, Lexington, Virginia."],"relatedmaterial_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eMany of these letters, as well as material from other sources and background information, appear in the book \"Letters of a New Market Cadet\", edited by John G. Barrett and Robert K. Turner, Jr. (Chapel Hill, University of North Carolina Press, 1961).\u003c/p\u003e  "],"relatedmaterial_heading_ssm":["Related Materials"],"relatedmaterial_tesim":["Many of these letters, as well as material from other sources and background information, appear in the book \"Letters of a New Market Cadet\", edited by John G. Barrett and Robert K. Turner, Jr. (Chapel Hill, University of North Carolina Press, 1961)."],"scopecontent_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eThe Jaqueline Beverly Stanard papers (approximately 20 items) consist of letters from Cadet Stanard to his family (dated 1863 to 1864), a telegram concerning Stanard's body, letters from his brother Robert to their mother (dated 1865), and two essays written at VMI.\u003c/p\u003e  ","\u003cp\u003eWritten from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards ice skating on the frozen river, attending church, academics, and demerits.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from VMI, Lexington, Virginia to his sister. 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Letter regards to Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death, family matters, and news of the Civil War.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Fishersville, Virginia. Letter regards family matters and troop movements.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Head Quarters Army V.D. Letter regards traveling to Staunton, Virginia and family matters.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters and financials.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death at the Battle of New Market.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWritten from Christiansburg, Virginia. 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Letter regards ice skating on the frozen river, attending church, academics, and demerits.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia to his sister. Letter regards family health matters and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards financials, family matters, and daily life at VMI.","Letter written from \"Camp Jackson.\" Letter regards a trip to Staunton, Virginia, the Corps of Cadets leaving VMI to reinforce Stonewall Jackson, and family matters.","Letter regards family matters and daily life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards cadet life, family matters, and a desire to fight in the war.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances and daily life at VMI.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards march to Camp Staunton, Virginia and family matters.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, Christmas dinner, cadet life, and finances.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards ice skating, George Washington's birthday, finances, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards receipt of a package, family matters, \"greening\" of a cadet, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards winter weather, cadet life, fortifications of VMI, and a desire to enter the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters, a desire to join the Army, and cadet life.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards finances, potential for battle, and a request to resign and join the Army.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards return to VMI, family matters, cadet life, and suspension of academic duties to honor the anniversary Stonewall Jackson's death.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards orders from General Breckenridge to march to Staunton, news of the Civil War, and life at camp.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and the location of his body.","Written from Harrisonburg, Virginia. Telegraph regards the death of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard.","Two essays written for an assignment at VMI.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on life.","Composition for an assignment at VMI that discusses thoughts on war.","Stanard family letters written after the death of Cadet Jaqueline Beverly Stanard and envelopes addressed to family members.","Four letters. One letter fragment (dated July 28, 1864) is from Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sister to VMI Cadet Louis C. Wise and mentions the death of her brother. Three letters (dated 1864-1865) are written from Stanard's brother Robert to their mother.","Written from Orange County, Virginia by one of Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's sisters. Letter regards the death of her brother.","Written from Bunker Hill, Virginia. Letter regards to Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death, family matters, and news of the Civil War.","Written from Fishersville, Virginia. Letter regards family matters and troop movements.","Written from Head Quarters Army V.D. Letter regards traveling to Staunton, Virginia and family matters.","Written from VMI, Lexington, Virginia. Letter regards family matters and financials.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Telegraph regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death at the Battle of New Market.","Written from Staunton, Virginia. Letter regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death.","Written from Christiansburg, Virginia. Letter regards Jaqueline Beverly Stanard's death and family matters."],"userestrict_html_tesm":["\u003cp\u003eManuscript collections in the VMI Archives are made available for educational and research use. The VMI Archives should be cited as the source. 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It looked like a flock of black birds was on it. I never saw boys seem to enjoy themselves more. Could play [bandy], fox \u0026amp; goose and many other games to afford us amusement. Sandie P. \u0026amp; Sisters \u0026amp; some other ladies were down to see us. Sandy seemed to be a very awkward skater and would get some pretty falls sometimes which added to my fun. I think he is stuck up quite much. I haven't spoken to him yet. I attended Church this morning. Saw his wife there, do not think she is pretty. The [G]  has only preached for us once since he came here, but gave us an excellent sermon then. I suppose in this Peach has reached Orange \u0026amp; [camp]. He called to see me one evening and only remained about half an hour, promised he would come again the day after and said I must have a letter for him to take home for me, but he never made his appearance. I stayed from church hoping to see him \u0026amp; show him the VMI sights. He was staying out in the country about three miles. Wanted me to go with him but could not do so. I never saw a boy so changed in my life. Had a little beard and then he was dressed in real soldier style. I don't think I should have known him had I seen him in a crowd. He said himself Geo. M had been having a good time out in the country for 18 days. Really glad they have gotten furloughs for they have both been good soldiers and deserve them. Hope they may be able to reach home. Mr. M seemed somewhat taken with poor Lewis Williams old flame Miss Darden. Wilson Newman called to see me a few days ago. And going from his looks, I think the army must agree with him. Am glad our Orange boys are all so pleasantly stationed. Mother tell Champ to write what has become of [Mr. G]. I feel so sorry for him. Doubtless in this you have received my report and have been worried about the way I have wasted my time \u0026amp; gotten demerits etc. in the last six months. Myself as well as many others have done but little studying. We have lost about one and a half months going out of these plagued marches and still Old Spex hasn't made a single allowance in the examination and I would not be surprised if there are not 150 cadets shipped soon for being unjustly unjustly found deficient, some over 18, and others for demerits. 15 were shipped yesterday, one of my roommates goes [__] tomorrow, for demerits. Spex a grand old scoundrel coins money by this as most of them have made their deposits which is $600. I think you must not be surprised to see me at any time as my number of demerits is past one hundred, though most of them I got for over staying furlough, and may yet be removed. I shall write to brother in a day or two for money to pay what I owe to Old Spex. Mother to give you an idea what sort of person Gen. S. is after our return from our last march, the government sent up 300 pairs of shoes for the Cadets as presents or to pay for our own that we wore out and now Gen. S. will not let a Cadet have a pair if he has gotten shoes from the Institute within the last 6 month, and if a Cadet is shipped before he can get them, they fall in Spex's hands, who furnishes all his darkeys with a good pair. I shall try hard to get mine, tho' don't expect to wear them, they are course army shoes worth at the present prices 30 or 40 dollars. I have a pair I bought before I went on the march that will do me, so I shall keep mine (if I get them) for Henry, unless he is well supplied. Mother you recollect the box I was so concerned about, it made it to us, after being on the way only 19 days. Although the things were rather old \u0026amp; stale, yet everything went good even the turkey. I tell you we were not a long time emptying the box. We were all very agreeably surprised yesterday by the receipt of another box for one of our roommates. It contained a splendid ham, two elegant rich cakes  and any quantity of little molasses cakes, sausages, molasses, apples, etc. I never enjoyed anything more. I certainly did justice to it myself. I hope Mr. L has laid in a good supply of provisions. How does Eliza do now. Hope she may not give you all troubles. I can imagine I see the difference in her cooking \u0026amp; aunt Phoebe's, and hear you complain. Well Mother you see I am 'bout run out for something to write about so I guess I had better stop altogether. You must excuse led pencil, I wrote with, is because I wanted to write fast (which the bad writing \u0026amp; mistakes will bear evidence of) in order to finish it without being interrupted by any roll call. It seems to me I now commence a letter but what I am called of by the tap of the drum to attend some call. It is really worrying. Well Mother, I shall prepare myself to receive a good scholding [sic] from you soon. You must not be too hard upon me, [phrase unclear] made to stay here for my own good, but at the same time greatly against my will. And now with love to all and a due portion for your darling self,\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever yr affect\u003cbr\u003e\nSon J. B. S.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nFebruary the 20th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Sister,\u003cbr\u003e\nHaving honored all the family with a letter, except your sweet self, Have determined to drop you a few lines (Tonight since I have no lessons to get.) to show you that you have not been forgotten. The letter I wrote Champe, you were justly entitled to, but as she wrote me such a long letter first, and I had to answer, thought had better do it at once. So you must not think anything of the step I took. I received dear sisters letter yesterday. And you cannot imagine what pleasure it gave me to read it and particularly that part in which it spoke of my darling mother, being so much improved in health. God grant that it may continue to do so, is my sincere prayer. It makes me feel like a new person almost, when I think about it. And Oh! If I could just be there to see her enjoy it. What I would not give? And just to think I have only been here one month today, and have five more long weary ones to spend here. It is awful to think about. But at the end of that time, I must have a furlough. In spite of everything. The boys all laugh at the idea of my expecting even to get one but I guess they will laugh out of the other side of their mouths, In July, when they see me going home. If I staid here I would have to go in Camp and drill, but I think I will get enough of it before them. You would laugh to see me going through double quick step. I look like a frog in the act of jumping. I see I will have to lay my letter aside until tomorrow when I endeavor to finish it though it will not leave here before Monday. Saturday. Have been down today to see them at Mrs. B[ull]'s. Capt. B[ull] has returned from Richmond. Came by G[ordons]ville. Wish he had run on down to Orange, might have sent my things by him. Phil Hiden is trying to get a furlough to go down to Charlottesville to see his brother James married. (To take place on Friday night I believe) If he succeeds, he will come on to Orange, so that will be a good opportunity to send my box. Says he will bring it. I also want my pants that (dark brown) Bob gave me sent. Repair them if they need it, before you send them. The surprise party to the Maj.'s was grand. If I had been there I should have made the girls get before. So that I might be sure they would not fall or get in the mud again. There is so much gold lace, and brass buttons in Orange now that a poor private stands no chance. The girls hardly glance at one, I guess. While I am writing they are drawing a cannon out on the parade ground to test it. I am going out there to see it fired. Bum! She goes; and the boys tremble \u0026amp; run. I stand my ground. The gun proves a good one. Scott \u0026amp; myself went up town today to get some thing to eat. Succeeded in getting some pies. Tomorrow is the 22nd and Gen. Smith told Capt. Bull if he could get the turkeys, he might give us a big dinner, but as he cannot get them, we will have the same old fare, Beef \u0026amp; Bread. I am in hopes there will be a suspension of Studdies until tuesday. (Private) Sister asked if I ever saw the little Madisons. Am sorry to say I have not, And moreover I don't expect to, from what I can hear. Don't say anything about this? I heard from good authority that the children were not allowed to wear socks, until that one \n(the youngest) had its feet frost-bitten. I feel sorry for the little darlings. Mrs. M is master. And every one easily perceives it. Let no one see this but the family? I have seen Mrs. Newman at Church, have never spoken to her, will go up with Scott soon to see her. There is no episcopal preacher here, but they expect to call Henry A. Wise, Jr. hope they may. Have very good music at the Presbyterian church. Sister Mollie certainly is good about writing so often, and her letters are so interesting and amusing. You all must continue to send them over whenever you get them. I intend to write to her soon. It is time for brother to be answering my letter. I think Mr. C. has acted quite strangely. It is too provoking. Tell Mother boiling over does no good. She had better remain quiet. And Mr. S[haw] is in Lynchburg. I wish I could run down to see him. Suppose it was business that took him there. Hope the army have not pressed any of his corn. He must be much incommoded in his farming by not being at Berry Hill. Sunday the 22nd. Ground covered in snow nearly a foot deep and still falling fast. What awful weather we have had in the last month for our army. They must suffer. I never saw such a country as this in my life. And every boy agrees with me. It is either raining or snowing all the time. Write me word what Mrs. R. brought. Wish she had brought my shoes \u0026amp; knife. And Willy [Fry] has gone to be married. What will take place next. Expect Peach (poor fellow) would liked to have accompanyed him. He is fortunate in being out of the army now. Oh! Fan. How I would like to see you all. I sometimes think that it will be impossible for me to stay away from my dear home and those for whom my love is so great, until July. How is Miss Summer. Give my love to her and tell her I think of her often. Well dear Sister I have written you quite a long letter. You must make due excuses for this miserable ink and writing. Kiss dear little Mary for me and tell her she must not forget Uncle Bev. Be a good girl and tell her when he I[sic] come home I will bring her some good. Give oceans of love to Mr. S[haw] and all the family, and accept for yourself a true brothers love.\u003cbr\u003e\nHoping you are all well I bid you Goodbye!\u003cbr\u003e\nBeverly\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nApril the 14th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI received your letter a few days ago also the cloth. Hiden was on the way a week, or more. Which has been the reason why you have not heard from me sooner. I wrote home last Friday as usual but I wrote it in such a hurry and did not even read it over. I really felt ashamed to send it. Know I spelt a word wrong did you notice it? I know better. Well Mother Gen. Smith has at last gotten cloth, and as I had never had a suit my name was put down for one. I have had my jacket made at last so I now have or will have two suits which will do me until July. I don't know whether to have the cloth you sent me made into a pair of pants or sell it. If I have it made up I can save my new suit. I will send you some money by first opportunity. Need not get me any more cloth. How sad the death of poor Hugh Atkins, he was so imprudent. I suppose old Mrs. A is almost frantic, and it will have such a bad effect on Julia. Champe mentioned in her letter Miss Ellen B had gone deranged and been taken to the asylum. Where did she stay? I disremember her. Old Mrs. B has been sick for a week or more I suppose that must have been the cause of it. Be sure an[sic] write me word in your next. I was down to see them yesterday. I suppose your have commenced gardening, such pretty weather for it. It seems strange that I am not at it. Hope you are well enough to go out and superintend. As you are so devoted to it and can't help it. I am not surprised to hear about sister Mollie. She wrote to me and said she had fattened. In my answer I asked her \"Could it be that Ala air was purer than Va. and agreed with her better, Hardly!\" I am glad and then again I am sorry. I don't know why some of them out there do not write to me. Her letter is the only one I have received. I will not write to them until they do. I hope you have written to brother and given him a good scolding about that sugar. He deserves one. Does Ras T. intend to go South to live? Every body in Orange must be buying and selling. I suppose it is to invest their money which they have made by speculating. You will have a near neighbor now, Cousin H. \u0026amp; I think I should rather live at his old place than Mr. R. by far. I wrote you about making me collars did you ever get the letter. My cap must be black. When is Mary Taliaferro coming back, and so they ever hear from her. Give my love to all at Uncle E's. Suppose Annie is uneasy about her Johnny as the fight has begun. Myself and some of the other Cadets went fishing Saturday caught a few fish and a live ground hog which we had a good deal of fun out. Have to get up now at five, then drill for an hour also in the evening. I do not mind it so much now as it is rather more pleasant. We have abandoned the old drill and begun a new one (Hardie) which I much prefer. Mrs. Newman is in Orange, wish now I had gone to see her. How is Phil \u0026amp; wife getting along. Suppose they have not moved to Piedmont. Is there a prospect of much fruit at Berry Hill this season. Won't I miss Sisters cherries. I guess she feels lonesome without you all. Don't the children enjoy being at B.H. I expect they stay there all the time. How I would like to have a game of play with them. I expect Mary Beverly will be as wild as a buck soon. Kiss her for me and tell her to write to me. Mrs. C proceedings are shameful. Hope you may get everything back. Everything is so dull here that I have nothing to write interesting. They give us ham now occasionally. I send you a pattern of another collar, you may make some like it. Has Mr. Shaw enclosed his new plantation. Give my love to Miss Summer, tell her to write to me. I do not hear from home as often as I desire. How are the Spring gardens and are they as intimate since the dog quarrel. With much love to all and kisses around to the children I must bid you goodbye.\u003cbr\u003e\nAs ever your affect. Son\u003cbr\u003e\nBeverly\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eSend me Charlie Taliaferro direction. There is a Cadet who wants to write him. Excuse this miserable scrawl. What has become of Theodore G. Did he say anything about Taylor.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCamp Jackson Aug 28th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother,\u003cbr\u003e\nNo doubt you have been wondering what has become of your darling boy and the reason why he had not written before. Well dear Mother I will give you a few of my reasons which I hope will prove satisfactory. In the first place, after reaching Staunton and trotting around some time in search of Mr. G whom I succeeded in finding at last, and it then being too late for me to procure a seat on the stage. Mr. G begged me so very hard to remain over with him until the next day that I at last concluded to do so, knowing that one day longer would make no difference. I left Staunton about 4 ½ Wednesday morning and after a very pleasant trip (Having met with 3 or 4 Cadets returning) reached my old prison house at 1 p.m. and to my surprise found the Corps had left the evening before to reinforce Jackson. I then began to regret and censor myself very much for stopping over in Staun- but about the time we were ready, one of the Officers came in and said the Yankees had fallen back and that the Corps was then on the way back to the Institute after having marched to Staunton Goshen. We then thought after that information that it would be a piece of folly in us to start to meet them in coming back. I felt quite lonesome there being only a few Rats left as a guard. I staid down with Capt. B and made myself at home. He seemed very glad at having me back. And yesterday evening they all returned, broken down, sore footed and quite mad that they were not permitted to go on and engage the enemy. Jackson was very anxious expecially[sic] for the company of artillery to come on and join him, but Old Spex had not the authority to take the Corps out of the County, but had to fight them any when in Rockbridge in defense of the Institute. I am not delighted that I did not get here in time since it has proven such a useless \u0026amp; fatiguing march. I was on guard last night tho' not compelled, only did so to relieve some of the broken down who would have had to have gone on. I could not help contrasting \u0026amp; feeling the difference between my bed last night \u0026amp; the one I have been enjoying for the last month. Just imagine me in the guard quarters on the hard floor and in among a parcel of rats, minks, chickens, lice, etc. and then with my accoutrements all on, I tell you what taking everything into consideration I did not have my pleasant time, but it is all over now, and I hope it may not happen again. I am all OK. We will move into barracks next Monday or Tuesday when I will have a much easier time. I have not seen Old Spex yet to give him the letter. I expect he will be for court marshaling me. I was much worried at having to leave them all so hurriedly at the Village the morning I left. The plagued men at the provost office were the cause of it, they were so very slow. I only had time to kiss them \u0026amp; tell them all goodbye. Was Annie married on the next morning, I hope not since I could not see it. Tell Sister M to make up some excuse to give Mrs [Miss?] [H?] for not coming to see her again. I suppose every thing still remains quiet and there is no chance of the army leaving you. Has Miss E \u0026amp; Co. come to board with you yet. You all must write and give me all the news. I have no time to ask questions. I want this to be mailed this eve and it is near time for it to close. I had an elegant time in Staunton which I suppose Bird had written before this. Church did not get me the pillow after all. Get it from him and send it by S_ Hiden, also that knap sack Sam G. gave. You recollect I guess a new one. Tell Felix he had better sell me his cadet overcoat. Well dear mother I have not time to write more but will take time \u0026amp; write a more satisfactory letter soon. Excuse all mistakes \u0026amp; bad writing. Show it to no one but burn it. Give my love all inquiring friends. Tell McGuire I desire his letters. With love to all friends I must now bid you goodbye. Kiss the children and Old Sal if she is with you. Write soon \u0026amp; often to your affect.\u003cbr\u003e\nboy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eSend me the Buffingtons letters if you get any. Their brother is here. Will tell you about him in my next.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003e...one of my favorites, give her my love. Champe so you ever hear from Mr. G now. Poor fellow! I expect he is dying out in N.C. by degrees with the [blues]. Let me hear something from him in your next. You know how I love him. Who are you engaged to at present? I fear you are gaining yourself the name of flirt. I hope not tho. I suppose it is because you have so many extravagant admirers, and not wishing to get married you are necessarily compelled to send some up the spout. I am really glad you are not like most of the girls at present, crazy to get married, for I should hate like all the world to give you up. You recollect I dreampt last summer that you were married and how I told you it distressed me. As my prospects for being a married man are exceedingly doubtful, I think I shall have to consent to the proposition you made some time ago that we should both remain single. Do you not remember it? You say you believe Victoria Is really going to write her fate with Capt. Hardy's. I am sorry for it myself for I never fancied him much. Hasn't she had better offers? She certainly is a changeable girl. Does Uncle E like the \"Capt\" or is he opposed to the match? I suppose they are daily looking for Mary from Baltimore. I guess she will have lots to tell. How I would like to be at home to hear her \u0026amp; Sister Mollie talk. If Bob \u0026amp; M. have arrived tell them I will write them both soon. Did Sister go down to R. as she expected or did the Yankees raid frighten her out of the notion? Champe in several of my letters from home they have mentioned Gen. Pizzini's[?] name. Who is he? I have never seen anything about him in the newspapers. You say the young man who took my bundle \u0026amp; letters home did not call. I did not expect he would, as he is very bashful. He is a very good boy, but one of the ugliest boys you ever saw. He does not intend returning here. Resigned to enter the army. Well dear Sister I I have written you quite a long letter so must stop and mail it. You must excuse all mistakes and bad writing. The boys are discussing the probability of the Corps being ordered out (although rumors circulated here in barracks) etc. and making so much fuss that I scarcely know what I am writing. And now I must bid you adieu. With love to all the family and hoping to have the exquisite pleasure of reading one of your usual interesting letters again soon.\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever\u003cbr\u003e\nYr aft Br\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nDecember the 1st 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Sister,\u003cbr\u003e\nReally everything is so dull and I write so often that I am puzzled to know how to commence this letter. I don't think I owe you an apology for my long silence. For whenever I write home to any one member of the family, I intend, and I suppose my letters are read by you all. So none need complain. Mother you know deserves most letters, as she is so good about writing to me, and then such long and interesting letters. I am always overjoyed when I see her handwriting. I received her last written on the 27th and you cannot imagine how much I have been worried to think you all would be left in the enemies lines and that I should be cut off from all communication with you. But I am as yet ignorant of whether this has been done. I have commenced this letter with the hope that it may go direct and that you are still spared from the outrage of the enemy. Can it be that Gen. Lee intends falling back again around Richmond? I think it looks very much like it if they are moving commissary stores from Gordonsville. But I suppose before this is done, there will be a second Chancellorsville battle, therefore I will not despair until I hear the result. I am very much afraid that Lee has weakened his army so much by sending aid to Braggs (who it seems is doing nothing but allowing his men to be captured \u0026amp; falling back) that he will eventually be compelled to fall back to Richmond. When this is done I suppose we will be ordered out. We are rather better equipped now than we were when we went on out last cavalry expedition to Covington. I think if we do leave here, I will go with Dr. McGuire whom Mother says will give me a place. I ought to be there in the army now fighting for my home. Changing the subject, I attended the tableaux given last Friday night by the ladies for the benefit of the poor soldier, although I was dead broke at the time, thought as I had never been to anything of the sort here, and then it was my duty, borrowed the money to go. Some of the scenes were very pretty, but the smallness of the room and the immence[sic] crowd destroyed all the pleasure of being present. Capt. B the only person you know, acted the part of the \"Irish Volunteer\" It would be useless in me to attempt to describe the scenes, dress and etc.  Will send you a programme and you can form an idea for yourself of what they ought to have been, at least how they looked. I don't think it could have been as grand as those given by the ladies of Old Orange as the material was wanting. They realized I understand $600. Leela P. did not act. I don't think she can be very popular. By the by I forgot to tell Champe, that she told a friend of mine that she was one of the wildest girls she ever saw and was wearing Gen. J's ring. Tell C. she had better beware her reputation will be quite broad. I have never spoken to her since I came back. Tell Mother I got the $20. Hope that she has seen Willie's and if he does not intent coming back soon will send me the money to pay for my overcoat \u0026amp; shoes. How I envy you all, eating fresh meat and sausages. Do you think I hadn't forgotten there was such a thing. I hope you all have gotten your pork and lower than the market price which is frightful. Mr. Shaw is a fortunate man in having any left. So poor Lil is gone at last. I suppose there was a universal weeping. $800 I think was a very good price. What has Mr. C. put where it is. Did Mr. S. go to Gen Lee? Willis is not coming back. Has sent his resignation. Did he give Mr. S the shot I sent. I have drawn a sketch of Charleston \u0026amp; vicinity from one I have seen. Will send home for you all to see soon. The drum has just beat for dress parade so I must close. Remember me to all enquiring friends, and now for each and every member of the family give oceans of love and accept for yourself \u0026amp; hubby and little darling a due portion.\u003cbr\u003e\nWrite soon, goodbye\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eV.M.I. Dec. 19th 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI guess you have been wondering what in the world had become of me that I did not write. Well we were ordered out on last Tuesday very unexpectedly to march directly to Goshen and there wait orders from Gen. Imboden. I have not time to give you an account of our march now as we have to leave here in the morning at 5 to go in the direction of Buchanan or Salem after Averell  [\"Averil\" in original] and having marched 13 miles today [page torn] a miserable frozen ground feel as if I could [page torn] a little sleep on my old mattress after taking it out long. Oh! I tell you I can stand Army Service. We were exposed one day and night to the most disagreeable weather I ever saw. Rain fell in perfect torrents freezing as it would fall. We intended to have gone on from here after a rest of 2 hours but as there were a good many boys shoeless and others with sore feet we concluded to stay over. We take 3 days rations (which is very little) I received your letter written on the 13 with the $100 but haven't heard or gotten Mr. S with the $70. Has he written and did he [?] rebels. I hope it may not be lost as I am deep in debt. I took dinner with Miss Louise B. today. She promised to write to you for me if I went on. I hope this letter may reach you safely and relieve your mind somewhat. You must not worry yourself. I am perfectly well \u0026amp; hardy, ready to give that [page torn] \"Avril\" a  [_ing]. I hope to gracious we may catch the scoundrel and his men. I will not write more at present. Will do so as soon as I return again. So now must bid you all good night with love \u0026amp; kisses to the family and little ones I am as ever your darling boy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nDecember 23rd 1863\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI wrote you a few days ago, on my return from our Goshen tramp and promised I would write again so soon as I reached here once more. Well dear Mother we reached our journeys end Monday evening and nar'e Yankee did we kill or see after marching us all over this plagued mountainous country and ruining our feet we being badly shod at the time. But thank gracious, there were none seriously hurt by the trip, and now since they have had a little rest would be willing to start out on another, provided they were carried in some other direction than that of Goshen \u0026amp; Covington, for both of these routs every boy seems disgusted with. And it is a enough to despair anyone for you look upon nothing but huge mountains of rocks the whole way. Once in every ten miles by accident we would pass an old dilapidated looking building. I believe I mentioned in my other letter what a wet time we had of it while at Camp Staunton near Goshen. Although we were so near drowned, yet there was no grumbling, quite the contrary the boys were hollering \u0026amp; singing the whole time. I wish you could have heard us when a train came up to Goshen whistling \u0026amp; the bell ringing. I believe every boy joined in a thundering shout which reached throughout the surrounding mountains. It reminded us all so much of home \u0026amp; especially those who had been here so long without having a furlough that I do believe if the Yankees had been near and we been ordered to keep quiet we could not have resisted the temptation to give vent to our joy at such a pleasant sound. When we left here we thought we were going to Staunton. I took some collars along in case we should, and when I heard this train I could not but help thinking it was coming to take us there and I had made up my mind if we were got that near home I would work my [?] so as to go the whole hog. But alas! There was no such good luck for poor me. I was doomed to be disappointed. The train only came to bring a bearer of dispatches. We laid in our mud puddles until evening when the tap of the drum bid us prepare for marching. There were all sorts of rumors a float before we left camp, some said the Yankees were near Lex. and we had to march there that night a distance of 22 miles. Others said we were going to Covin. but we were all surprised when Col. Ship [Shipp] marched us up to Cool Sulphur Springs to quarter us in the cabins there for the night. Before we reached there we had to wade through mud \u0026amp; water a foot deep for near ten miles. We managed to build us up a little fire and dry our blankets. There was a still house at this place and every boy got enough to drink to make him sleep and to keep him from taking cold. In fact the majority of the boys were quite merry. I took a little swig Though not enough to make me feel the effects of it. Stanard Buffington had his canteen full and was looking all about for me. Expect if he had found me I should have been tipsy also for I did not think it any [harm] that night. Buffington is a splendid boy. On the next morning we set out for Lex. it had ceased raining and we had a beautiful day before us for marching, but the roads were so bad and the streams we had to pass over so swollen that we did not go more than 12 miles to Wilson Spring before we stopped over again for the night, and slept in some old darkey cabins. Although it was very [quite struck out] cold I had a very good night's rest. While were here Col. Ship received a dispatch from Old Spex (who said in his order before we left he would [?]over [?]) who was then at Lex enjoying the pleasures of home comforts) ordering us hurry back as quick as possible. We had to go in the direction of Buchanan. So we left next morning early \u0026amp; reach here at 11 ½ although the roads were so bad we marched 4 ¼ miles in one hour. We had orders after reached here. Mother I send with my coat a pair of pants for Henry. I wore them on the last march you will observe that they have seen hard times after mending the seat they will be made a good pair pants by having them turned. I send also a shirt which I could find no owner for and it is too large for me. You can dispose of it as you like. What do you think of the bill in reference to currency. I hope it may prove of some good for money seems to be worthless. Confederate I meant. Suppose Emma Chapman will be married soon. I would like to be present to get some of the good things. Of course they will have a big wedding. Is cousin Vic going down South to see Annie. I heard she was. I was down at Capt. Bull's yesterday. He read me a letter he had just gotten from Mary. You have no idea what a good letter she writes. It would really surprise you to read one. I hope she may pay them a visit here this spring. I would like to see her. Mrs. Powers has gotten back. I promised to kill her some birds, so if it does not rain, shall go out tomorrow. The weather has moderated a good deal today and I am truly glad of it for it was so very cold two or three days ago that I like to have frozen. Well dear Mother, I have written you quite a long letter, and I think all the news, so I must again bid you goodbye or good night rather.\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eP.S. Make some of the family write me soon \u0026amp; often. You will find in my coat a rough sketch of Charleston \u0026amp; Vicinity which I drew for amusement. It has been laying up in my drawer so long the plagued mice destroyed it and commenced eating the edges.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nJanuary the 3rd 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nTaking into consideration the many letters which you have honored me with lately, I think I would be doing my self great injustice if I were to allow a longer period to pass by without dropping you a few lines. I think my last letter was written in the year 1863 and now it is 64. Will you not forgive my seeming negligence. I received your long and interesting letter written on the 27th on the morning of the New Year. I therefore reckon it as among my numerous presents and as being one most valued. I was glad to see from your letter that Christmas had passed so handsomely and pleasantly. The dinner you spoke of was really a \"beautiful\" one, but I am confident when I give you a bill of fare of the one which I had the pleasure of masticating you will not for one moment hesitate in saying mine was still more beautiful. First, we had cold loaf bread (not enough by 16 loaves) also warm corn bread. Second cold beef. For dessert, molasses, water, \u0026amp; c. \u0026amp;c. Oh! Indeed I fear if I were to go on and enumerate the rest I would not finish this letter soon. So leave it for you to form an idea. You all must have very kind friends to furnish you with so many nice things. You had a lot of big [?] to dine with you. My mouth runs water whenever I think about it. Why couldn't I have been there! Christmas week was the dullest to me I ever spent. Only one day suspension. Few boys tight, owing to the scarcity \u0026amp; high price of Liquor. I slept most all the time to rid myself of the monotony. Occasionally I would walk up in Lex. and get something to eat. I have looked forward before Xmas with much pleasure to the arrival of two boxes belonging to my roommates which were to have come by the packet boat, but it has not as yet made its appearance, and judging from the looks of the river which I can plainly see from my window, and which is entirely frozen over, that it will not do so for some time to come. We have almost despaired. The first thing we would all say in the morning, and the last I believe at night would be, wonder if the boat has come! I think we spent at least 2/3 of our time in the day standing looking in vain down the river. Isn't it too bad I intended to feast for once. There were a great many boys who were as much interested and disappointed as we were. Well Mother, changing the subject, let me give you an account how nicely I was fooled yesterday, and at the same time right much disappointed. While sitting down in my room thinking over what I should do during the day. One of my roommates (Jonny Wise) came blustering in an handed me a bundle accompanied by a letter directed as follows Cadet Stanard, politeness of Miss Bull. You well know what thought first struck me, I opened it and read it and supposing the girls must be down at Capt. B.'s commenced in great hurry to get on what the boys here term a \"big dike\" after I had finished dressing, and been told two or three times by my roommates that I would certainly captivate those young ladies, I started down to Capt. B. and upon entering the parlor asked Miss Louise where were the girls. The girls, what girls! I think told her, she seemed surprised, and said she had not a word from them. I then took it for granted they must certainly be up in Lexington, some where. So started in search of them. In passing by the Hospital I saw Dr. Madison who had just come the evening before from Petersburg and who told me at least asked me if I had gotten the bundle \u0026amp; letter. He then told me why they did not come on, and that his little girls had gone on to Staunton that morning on the Stage. You can well imagine my feelings. I thought it strange that they should have selected such an awful cold spell to come in. It was really the coldest weather I ever felt and I was on guard too. Hope they have postponed their visit until Spring. I got the money sent and let me thank yourself and my dear sisters for their nice presents. I am willing to wager any thing that I am the only boy who has received such. Tell Fan \u0026amp; Champ I will I will write them both soon. So Gen. J is still flying around Old C. Wonder if she can't prevail on him to give me a place on his staff. I am much obliged to you for sending my shirt \u0026amp; brush. I was in want of both so they come at an acceptable time. I hope dear Mother you will not think I am extravagant because I write so often for money. I will put down on paper how I have disposed of most of it and I know you will not think me so. I attended church this morning. The Methodist had to go there with my Company but deserted \u0026amp; went to the Episcopal. Saw Sandy P \u0026amp; bride, but did not speak to him. Lula had a beau so looked pleased. I fear Mr. Shaw's letter is lost for good. There are some grand rascals in this corps. I will go over this week and find out what that notice meant. The deposit for the next five months I think will be near $650. What has become of poor Mr. Gassaway? Let me know. I hope C. will not engage herself to anyone again unless she intends marrying them. I rather fear she is inclined to flirt. I am truly sorry that Aunt Phoebe will leave you. Know you all will see for more trouble the coming year. With Eliza as a cook she is so often sick. I delivered your message to Miss Louise B. She acted on a tableaux a few nights ago. I did not attend, it was so cold. Did you ever get your money back from the man who bought Lil? Sister Mollie said in her letter I was her debtor. I think she is mistaken. They all owe me letters. As for Monsieur Haywood I have despaired of hearing from him again. This is the beginning of the 8th page of my letter. When I began I did not think I could fill four. But I am 'bout run out now for news to write. Suppose Cousin Mollie G. is with you. Give her a buss for me. I wish I was there to do it myself. It is getting late so I must bring my letter to a close, though will not be able to mail it until tomorrow evening. Hope I will continue to hear from home as often as I have the last week. Give my love to Uncle E's family. Remember me to all the girls. Write again soon, and now with oceans of love to each and every member of our family. Kisses to the little ones and for yourself accept that which is one from a true \u0026amp; devoted son.\u003cbr\u003e\nJ.B.S.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nFeb. the 21st 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI wrote you a long letter some days ago and promised I believe to write again the last of the weeks. Therefore in accordance with my promise I shall endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines. Since my last letter nothing much of interest has transpired to disturb the monotony of the V.M.I. soldier boys life or daily routine of exercises save the freezing up of the river, which has afforded us a little fun skating. Yesterday being Saturday, it did not interfere with our duties or studies, so all could go that wished. I went down to the river in the morning myself, though not with the intention of skating, as I had a sore toe and then I was minus a pair of skates mine being broken, but the ice was so beautiful that I could not resist the temptation, so borrowed a pair from one of the boys and spent the rest of the morning on the ice. It was really elegant fun, could go down the river as far as you wished. There were also a great many ladies on the ice, who seemed evidently to think there was more fun in falling down than standing up, but unfortunately in the height of their enjoyment, one of them [frisky] fell rather too hard and almost broke her nose. Poor girl, I guess it will spoil her beauty spot and I know will teach her a lesson how to run on ice again. The fall of this unfortunate lady, of course, intimidated and somewhat marred the pleasure of the remainder of the party. My friend Miss L.P. was among the no. and was looking as rosy as usual. Tomorrow being the anniversary of the birthday of the father of our Country, and in order to show due respect to his memory, there will be suspension of academic duties, but owing to the scarcity of powder, will not be able, as is customary to fire a salute. I went up in Lexington yesterday and looked around for the combs you wrote for. Got you these which I hope may suit. The best I could find, and rather high, but you know every thing is now. Though I could have gotten the two large ones for two dollars less if I had only known it in time. The following is what I gave for the three black, $3.75, one of the horn $5.00 the other $6.00, making in all $14.75. Would'nt this frighten you in peace times? I will send my [tal-er], and the combs also some matches which I bought thinking you might want them, by Cadet Harrison who leaves tomorrow for Orange to see his brother who is in a battery stationed near Morton's. I hope the things may reach you safely. Do you think the Yankees will get Mobile? I would not be surprised to hear of its fall any day. Suppose Mollie \u0026amp; Sallie have moved out of the City as the ladies have all been advised to leave. I think it so strange Haywood don't answer my letter. I wrote him a month ago and he knows my deposit is due at this time. Mr. Norton our Episcopal preacher lectures every Sunday eve during [Lent?] and principally for the benefit of the Cadets, and as it is near time I shall have to close my letter as I want to attend. May add a post script tonight. Goodby with love to all\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever\u003cbr\u003e\nyour darling boy,\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nMarch the 13th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Sister\u003cbr\u003e\nQuite a long time has elapsed since a letter has passed directly between you and myself and I am still in doubt as to which of us is the debtor. But nevertheless, I shall wave all ceremony and endeavor to drop you a few and I fear very uninteresting lines for I honor you home folks so often with my letters that there must be a good deal of sameness in them. This remembering that this is one of the dullest \u0026amp; meanest places in Christendom that is in my estimation and also of a great many of my fellow Cadets. But I shall not waist[sic] my time by heaping abuse upon Lexington and the V.M.I. You are well aware of my hatred for them both. Before going farther, allow me dear Sister to give vent to my feelings by expressing my grateful thanks for the nice box of eatables which you sent me. I can assure you I have enjoyed them no little and done justice to the box as well as my roommates, who said that it was the best that had been received in No. 38 (my room) and I think we have gotten four since the first of January. We played fearful havoc with the turkey pies and cakes. Nothing now remains I am sorry to say, but my ham which I hope to enjoy for some days yet as it was such a fine one. We only eat this as a snack. Mr. S surely must believe they came out of that small box. I invited or had besides my roommates (five in number) three of four of my friends (S.B. among the no.) to help me eat and there was plenty for all, not withstanding the tremendous appetites of the Cadets are noted for. Fan, where did you get a turkey from?  I did not think there was such a thing left in the county of Orange. Why did you not keep it, also the ham. I had much rather you should have done so, for I know how scarce such things are with you since you have had the army among you so long. You ought not to have deprived yourself of it. I can manage to make out with the beef they give me here, although it makes me sick about once a month. The candy sent was perfectly elegant. I never enjoyed anything more in my life. I would not care if you would send me a small package of that whenever an opportunity presents itself. If not two[sic] much trouble. I have been feasting right much lately on robbin pies. One of my roommates \u0026amp; myself went out hunting last Saturday week, killed 19 birds. I gave Mrs. Bull six and get the Judge to cook the rest for me. I believe near half of the boys in the Corps were out yesterday, but all had bad luck, frightened every bird for ten miles around. I was wise for once, and did not go. I went up in Lexington yesterday to see young McCown, who brought my box up for me. I shall send this by him as he says he will go by Berry Hill Tuesday. He also takes a little bundle for cousin Sarah Bull, which you will please send her. It is from Mrs. Powers to her husband. Tell Mother when she writes again to send me some stamps. I cannot get them here. Fan, how do you suppose I spent yesterday evening? Why I saw a poor mink court marshalled by the boys (only greening him) for deserting his post, where they had stationed him the night before. After speaking on both sides the jury retired and soon reentered the hall. The sentence was read by the judge. The prisoner found guilty and had to be shot in one hour. The whole court was so much affected at this sentence that the judge had to tell them they must not give way in that moment to their grief. The prisoner was then told that he would only have one hour to live and asked if he had anything to say of if he did not want to write a letter home. He arose and endeavored to make an appeal to the commander the plea of ignorance and a promise to do better in future, but the poor fellow was so frightened that his speech made but little impression upon the court. He was then told to retire into the ante chamber where he could write his last letter, which he did and such a one you never saw. He told his sister when he kissed her and told her goodbye he never thought he would disgrace the family in that way. After finishing his letter he returned in the court room and was so much distressed \u0026amp; frightened that his lawyer again made an earnest appeal in his behalf and begged that they would grant him a reprieve for ten days, so that he might be better prepared to meet his fate. This was granted by the jury, but subject to the approval of Old Spex. The Sergt. Of the guard was then ordered to post 2 sharp shooters at each corner of barracks so as to prevent the prisoner from talking to anyone or attempting to make his escape. He took the proceedings of the court over to the Genl. who told him we were only greening him. When he returned and told us what Old Spex said, every boy roared out laughing. Our fun was then ended, the poor boy relived from his misery. He actually thought he was going to be shot sure 'nough. These are the kind of Cadets which are being admitted in the V.M.I. now. Do you blame us for having a little fun some times? Old Spex says we can substitute greening in the place of bucking for the new cadets. I was sorry to hear Tom Fry was wounded, hope he may recover. Will Mrs. F. go out to see him? Well I suppose Bob \u0026amp; Mollie are with you by this. What would I not give to be with you all. The receipt or arrival of my box and the thought of their living with you has made me awful homesick. I never was more so. I saw Dr. McGuire's mother at church this morning. She is a very sweet looking old lady. Say to Mother I believe I will wait for the new currency. I send the letter Mother mentioned. Now dear Sister I have written you a much longer letter than I expected to write when I first commenced and as it is getting late \u0026amp; I want to take this up town I shall have to bring it to a close. I have been writing in a great hurry which you can plainly see, so you must excuse this miserable scrawl. The paper sent was very acceptable. You see I have made use of it soon. Give my love to all the family and now for your darling self \u0026amp; husband accept a due portion. Kisses without number to Mary, Bev, and a kind remembrance to all enquiring friends.\u003cbr\u003e\nI remain your affect. brother\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eP.S. Write soon \u0026amp; tell the other members of the family to do the same.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nMarch the 22nd 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nIt had now been ten or twelve days since I had a line from home. I now write to demand an explination for such treatment. Upon the receipt of my box I wrote Sister Fan a long letter thanking her \u0026amp; c. Prior to that time I wrote Champe and I certainly expected by this time to have a few lines (at least) from one of them as they well know how anxious I was to hear from Bob \u0026amp; Mollie whom I suppose are with you at present. My letter to Fan was sent by Young McCown, who brought my box. I suppose he is reliable. Is the son of a Saddler in Lexington. Well Mother I guess you will wonder why it is, that I am writing with a lead pencil. The reason is first this, we are upon the eve of freezing up. It has been one week since we had a particle of heat (there not being a stick of wood at the V.M.I.) You know what a change has taken place in the weather. Today it is snowing hard, and a cold wind blowing, and still we are having the same duties to attend to, both academic \u0026amp; military. It is outrageous for the boys can't study a bit. I wish you could step in and take a peep at us. It got so cold we could not stand it any longer. So we call the roommates and went out and made a raid on Old Spex laths and have built us up some sort of a fire and are all gathered around like a gang of chickens under its mothers wing. If the officers of the day should by chance visit our room and catch us we would get a hard report and a few demerits. Peach came by here on last Saturday morning to see me, has just returned from Ark. Martin and one of his friends were taken prisoners. The day he stopped over to see me, Ex. Gov. Letcher made a very fine speech, also Judge Brockenbrough. So we went up and heard them. Both were very encouraging and thought the war would not last a year longer. In the evening I walked out in the country with him to get his horse. I came back, but he staid[sic] with one of his company friends until yesterday when he called to see me again on his way to Orange. I guess he will get home before this letter and tell you all you would like to hear about me and about his trip, so I will leave it for him to do. Mother you think I didn't sit down and write Cousin Vic a long letter a few days ago. Felt so interested about her. Hope she will condescend to reply to it. Suppose Bob had gone to his command ere this. What is his rank, and what is that of Gen. Long? Gen. Smith got a letter a few days ago from some gentleman over towards Hot Springs, who had, I believe, been in Gen. Averil's Camp and says Averil is preparing to make a raid in this direction. He advised Spex to fortify all the mountain passes, which he is going to do. Major Williamson \u0026amp; two of the Cadets left this morning to make a survey. I suppose we will have to go the last of the week to first of next. We will have the fortification to build ourselves. Is this what I was sent here for, to shovel with the spade \u0026amp; dig with the hoe for the protection of Rockbridge Negroes? This is the reason in which our studies are to be interfered with of[f] \u0026amp; on this Spring \u0026amp; Summer and I think you had just as well give your consent at once to my resigning and entering the Army. I want to have some of the glory of the [trenches] in the year 64 attached to my name, and this war can't last much longer it is certain, and it will be my only chance. Are you not willing to have it said you had a son in this war? I was down at Mrs. Bulls the other night, spent a very pleasant evening. The Capt's duck was there. He (the Capt.) is one of my best friends, and is very kind to me as well as the other members of the family.\n[This part written in the margins of pages 2 and 3] \nAs is so cold I shall have to stop writing, with the hope of getting a letter, certain this eve. I shall write again the last of the week. Hope you are all well. How is Mollie looking? Write me a long letter soon giving me all the news. With much love to all the family, yourself amongst them. Goodby, Your darling boy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nApril the 8th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy dear Sister\u003cbr\u003e\nI hope you will not deem me indifferent as to writing or to yourself. I have been intending writing for some time, but you were away and I took it for granted that my letter would be more acceptable upon your return. And then another consideration, the other members of our family have been quite good in writing me so often and of course I had to give them the preference, though had you been there I should have waved all ceremony and dropped you a few lines at any rate, for I suppose my letters generally go the rounds. Even though they do not bear inspection: I received one from Sister Mollie this morning inclosing Aunt Lucy's. I suppose they will soon begin to look for Mary. How I wish for Aunt L. would accompany her. She writes so affectionately and seems so anxious to see all her relatives and friends. She says she wants to come over to see something of the War. Do you not think she could be gratified? The sad changes wrought in Old Orange by it alone would be enough to shock and sadden her heart. I hope Monsieur Taylor may get his due in the coming campaign. I would like to be the one to greet him with a bullet. Don't you think he deserves such, though he seems sorry he ever thus acted. Will Willie T. postpone his marriage now until Mary's arrival? He ought for she will be dreadfully disappointed if he does not. Please say to Cousin Vic I am anxiously looking for an answer to my letter. Suppose you saw Willie Buffington while in Richmond. Eugie writes me she expects to go down soon to attend Cousin Martha S. marriage. Eugie is a sweet girl and is one of the best correspondents I ever had. Why don't some of you write her. She always inquires about some of this family when she writes. I promised I would give Champe a scolding (I generally spell this word wrong. Did you ever notice it?) for being so neglectful but I think mine have ceased to be of any virtue, so will merely remind her of the fact. Suppose she is occupied all the time with her many beaus but this is not sufficient excuse. Ask her if Gen. Pizzini has any vacant place that she can secure for me, if so she must do it, for I do not intend to remain here after this month. Just think I am a plagued conscript. If I can't get some place I am stout and hardy enough to rough it as a private. Do you not candidly think I ought to be in the Army. I am over 18. I think I have been very obedient in remaining here as long as I have, and only done so because I hated to go contrary to the wish of a fond and devoted Mother. I think Mother might very willingly give her consent now that the prospect of the war ending soon is very great. Write me your views on the subject. I got a long letter some time ago from Sister S. brother Hay added a post script of a few lines (2) and said he would write one in a few days which I suppose will be a few months. He has neglected to send my deposit until this time (after the first of Apr) when he will I suppose have to loose right much money, owing to the change in currency. He should not be so negligent especially when money matters are concerned. Glad to hear Bob is so well satisfied and likes the service so well. It will be the making of him, I mean his health, don't you agree with me? Hope he has some rank and is in the line of promotion. Know he will climb high in the intimation of his superiors. He must make himself the worthy representative of the Stanard family. I suppose his being separated from his darling Mol goes rather hard with him, but he must learn to stand it like a true soldier. I guess he will think this is great advice. Mollie writes they are quite worried about her sugar and liquors not having been heard from. It will indeed be quite a serious affair if they never turn up or come to hand. Was sorry to hear of the loss of your cow. What do you so for milk? It is something we never may our eyes on here. Our fare is not good by any means, been feeding us off [Stanard purposefully omits word here] beef. (I don't like to use the word) for some time, and I hardly ever get enough bread to eat. It is a hard matter though to satisfy our appetites we take so much exercise, drilling, \u0026amp; c. and then our meals are so regular. I believe I have really grown a little since last Summer, and know I have fattened, weigh 137 lbs. Tried on some of my summer clothes a few nights ago out of curiosity. You know they were full large for me then. Now my jacket won't meet around me, and my pants require a little sugar or molasses on my shoes to induce them to come down a little. Sister did you ever see anything like the snow and rain we have been having for the last week or ten days. The clouds really seem weakened from exhaustion, but after two days of spring weather, they seem to have been replenished as it were, and from the present appearances, out doors, now I am inclined to think they are preparing to take us by storm. I wrote before how we suffered during the cold weather for the want of fire. It was the same this last spell, had to have suspension and let us lay in our beds to keep from freezing. Old Spex was well prepared to meet his own individual comfort. Plenty of the best coal that could be started in peace times. We were not at all indignant at his having suspension. I believe the majority of the boys preferred it and the cold weather to fire. Very natural feeling for school boys. One if my roommates has just come in and told me the mail would be taken up in a few minutes. So I shall have to bring my letter to a close. I did intend giving you an account of a review of the Corps by Gen. Rossum. Will do so in my next. I guess I have already tired you with such a long letter. I have not time to read it over and make the necessary corrections, so please excuse all mistakes. Give my best love to all the family, and for yourself \u0026amp; baby and the little ones. Accept that which is due from a fond and devoted brother.\u003cbr\u003e\nJ.B.S.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eV.M.I. April the 24th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nYour long and interesting letter has been received and I have been intending for the last two or three days to answer it, but something has always interfered and prevented my good intentions. You say that you had begun to get uneasy at my silence, for fear I might be sick. Why I wrote two or three letters home but a very short time ago. I can't imagine what became of them. I seems to me that I am always writing home but very seldom get letters from there myself. You all are not as good about writing as you ought to be. I am not alluding to you but to the other members of the family. I have not as yet heard a word from Hay and the $9.00. Am going to drop him a few lines this evening. I am dead broke at present, wish the check would hurry up and make its appearance. Had to borrow some money the other night to go up town and get some thing to eat. They are starving us out now. Don't give us half enough bread, miserable rye coffee without sugar or milk (and it has caused an eruption to break out on a good many of the Cadets, I believe it is a prison) and for the last two weeks they have been giving us nothing but rotten beef. I declare it is perfectly awful. Old Spex has some 50 or 60 barrels of it put away and will keep feeing us on it. An old scamp, he has about ten or eleven barrels of molasses and won't give us any. All the cadets are grumbling and asking him for it. I am glad to hear Bob has improved so much and is so well please with his place. Didn't I tell you he would be. Hope he is up near [home] now. Mother you ask me why I don't call Mollie Sister when I write. I was not aware before that I failed to do so. It was thoughtlessness on my part I can assure her and not for the want of love that I did not make use of sister instead of Mollie. Why I am sure my letters to her have always been very affectionate. I hope she will banish all idea that I meant anything by my manner of writing. Well Mother every body (or Cadet at least) has been right much excited today to join in the coming battle. You need not be surprised if I am one, if they raise a company I shall join. Remember I will be 19 on the 27th of this month and ought to be ashamed of myself to be here. When you are advised to keep me here as long as possible, people don't know my age, and of course they would not tell you they thought I ought to be in the army. They are going to take us in service I expect in July out in the mountains here. But I prefer being with Lee. Mother I don't want to desert or be shipped from here against your wish, therefore I beg that you will write me permission to resign, and I can then use my own discretion whether I will or not. If you give your consent, mention that it is concerned with family matters (except name) that prevents your sending me here longer. Mother I hope you will not let what I have written distress you. You should be more firm and patriotic and want me to be in the army, but this is an unnatural feeling for an affectionate Mother like yourself. When is the big fight to come off. Is there any chance of its taking place in Orange. I think the Yankees are going to get the worst whipping that they have ever gotten, and it will almost wind up the war. If Lee whips them, he ought to follow up his victory and drive them as far North as he can, the same time burning all their cities. Well dear Mother I have written you quite a long letter, and one I have no doubt you will be sorry to see. The mail will be taken up in a short while, so I shall have to bring my letter to a close. Wish I had something interesting to write about, and now darling Mother with love to all the family and oceans to your sweet self I must bid you good evening. Hoping what I have written will not cause you trouble and that I will soon hear from you\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever your\u003cbr\u003e\nown darling boy\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI am in want of draws.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eVirginia Military Institute\u003cbr\u003e\nMay the 9th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nHere I am, no longer a freeman, but a prisoner within the lofty walls of the V.M.I. I reached here safely on Friday evening and it has been a source of regret to me ever since, that I should have been goose enough to leave when I did. And have to leave my trunk behind. So much for not taking the advice of a wise man (Mr. Chapman). Doubtless they told you at the village about my being left by the train. I did not care myself but I was afraid poor brother would swear himself to death about it was the only reason which actuated me to promptness in acquiring some means of conveyance to take me to Gordonsville, and after all I did not get there in time to see him, but unfortunately in time for the Staunton train. Plague on it! I wish it had left before I got there. I should certainly have returned after getting there and finding the Richmond train gone, had I not feared that I would be greeted by a scolding from some member of the family. Yes, I expect all of you would have pitched into me. Even Mr. C. for driving his horse so far and not listening to him on the first place. Just think, if I had remained I could have seen some of the Yankee prisoners, and heard something of the result of the fight. My trunk has not reached me yet. I hope it may not be lost. I would like to see the person that I would leave it behind for again. I wrote to Nat Catlette about it this morning. I hope Mr. Chapman wrote when he sent my trunk up. He seemed very much amused at me when I found it was left. I didn't blame him, for I imagine I was quite a laughable object about that time. I was so worried I came very near letting an ugly word escape my mouth, I wonder if I didn't. I went to see some young ladies while I was in Staunton, staid until half past eleven had no idea it was so late. Met with one of the most interesting and agreeable and pretty young ladies I have seen since the War. A Miss Gregory, refugee from Alexandria. She is the one Madame [?] at one time, said Vandergrift was engaged to. I was sorry to see that Col. Brown was killed. Suppose Brig. Gen Stanard \u0026amp; Long win in the fight. The stage has come in this evening but bring no news, this is generally the way. Tell brother William is he hasn't too much to do I wish he would keep me posted as to the movement of our army. I received his letter, thank him for attending to my trunk for me. Tell Sister Mary she ought to have been at home that morning and not down at the depot. She urged me to go to Goville [Gordonsville] anyhow. Hope Mr. Shaw didn't think anything of the manner in which I told him goodbye I was in a big hurry about that time. Tomorrow there will be a suspension of academic duties in order to raise the flag sent from Europe, over the grave of out lamented leader Jackson. Well Mother it has been very warm all day, and this evening I had to attend drill for two hours. Wound up with 2 charges 100 yards across the parade on on pretend breastworks. It was very exciting in the first charge I was the first to mount the dreaded works. In the second the 3rd man, but as I was so fat and excited, I had to leave ranks at Dress Parade from a violent headache and fainty feeling. But I have rested and feel all right and ready for another now. The drum is beating for tattoo so I must close. I only wrote to let you know I had arrived safely. Please write soon. I am anxious to hear the result of the battle, who of our friends were killed. Good night, with much love to all,\u003cbr\u003e\nI am as ever yr darling boy\u003cbr\u003e\nBev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eP.S. Excuse this miserable scrawl.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eStaunton May the 12th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nNo doubt a letter written from this place will take you greatly by surprise. Well to relieve your anxiety I will tell you before going further and keep you from uneasiness. On Tuesday night an order came from Gen. Breckenridge calling us immediately to Staunton. In obedience to his orders we fixed up and left on Wednesday Morning at half past 8, marched 18 miles by half past 2. when we camped. The roads were very good but were quite dusty and then it was very warm. This morning we left camp under quite different circumstances, it having rained during the night and has continued to do so all day. The roads were awful perfect loblolly all the way and we had to wade through like hogs. We came 18 miles from 5 to 12 however and are tonight encamped one mile out of town. I have run the blockade and come in to take tea with Cary Taylor, and that I might write this letter. Am I not good? I have a strong notion of staying in until 2 tonight with him so as to dry of[f] for I have been like a wet mouse all day. So disagreeable in camp. We will leave in the morning early and expect to have to march to Harrisonburg (down the Valley) a distance of 26 miles. The Yankees are reported coming up the Valley with a force of 9000 strong. Our Corps will run Gen. B. up to 5000 maybe more. I hope we may be able to lick them out. I have suffered more with my feet this march (so far) than I ever did on all the others together. I hope to get me a more comfortable pair of shoes when this will be remedied. I got my trunk the evening before I left all safe. It was in the nick of time and my biscuit and ham for my rations. If you want to write to me direct your letter to me at this place Care of Edmond M. Taylor, Staunton, he will send them to me. I expect we will be down out this time for some weeks. I told you that you had better let me join Lee at once that this could be the way, but you must not make yourself uneasy about me. I will take care of myself. One of my messmates from this place is going to fill my haversack with something better than what we draw so I wont suffer for some days at any rate, though I hope not at all. Well darling Mother I have written enough I suppose to relieve your mind as to our destination so I must stop and go in the parlor. Some young ladies there. You will have a hard time trying to make this out I shan't undertake it. Saw Fedic T. this evening. Give my love to all [acquaintance] \u0026amp; friends. Hope Bob come out all right and all the Berry Hill friends \u0026amp; visitors. I shall write when ever I have an opportunity. And now dear Mother that I may be spared to see you all again, and that you may continue in good health will be the nightly prayer of Your darling Boy Bev.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eThe Southern Telegraph Companies.\u003cbr\u003e\nReceived at Orange CH, May 16, 1864\u003cbr\u003e\nFrom Staunton. To W. H. Chapman\u003cbr\u003e\nCadet Stanards body is at New Market I presume.\u003cbr\u003e\nS. Yates\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eTelegram Fragment.\u003cbr\u003e\nReceived at Orange C.H. May 16 [1864]\u003cbr\u003e\nBy telegraph from Harrisonburg.\u003cbr\u003e\nB. Stanard was k[illed]\u003cbr\u003e\nwill be sent to\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eLife\u003cbr\u003e\nLife has beautifully and appropriately been compared to an Ocean, whose surges when the storm sweeps over its surface, bear a striking resemblance to that portion of our life in which troubles and cares beset us, and whose smooth surface when there is nothing to disturb its accustomed tranquility, bears a simile to that portion of our existence in which the busy scenes of this life are laid aside and which has been fitly called the \"sunset\" of life, often the billows of the ocean, when the pitiless storm sweeps over its surface with unrelenting fury rise to such a height that it is with great difficulty that vessels can ride triumphantly on them and bid defiance to their efforts as it were to bury them beneath their briny folds. Numerous are the instances in which vessels have sprung a leak in spite of all the efforts of the sailors to prevent it, have sunk to the bottom of the sea where so many have found an unwelcome and watery. On the other hand when there is nothing to disturb its peaceful waters, and when the sun, unobstructed by clouds from the view is reflected on its polished breast, vessels sail with security to their destined ports whence to discharge their freight. Such is a simile of our existence when the troubles and cares of this life agitate it and also when our cares and troubles are forgotten. Often during life when misfortune seems determined to claim us for her own and when cares beset us at every step, it takes all the moral courage we can summon to our aid to enable us to triumph over them, and at last [reach] the harbors of happiness. The latter scene is like old age, the \"Sunset\" of life, when the busy pursuits of life are laid aside and when you have determined to trust your frail bark no longer to the stormy sea, but float quietly down, a stormless sea too that harbor which is called, \"The End of Life\" Well has the poet exclaimed \"Thou, too, art a sailor, and time is the sea, And life the frail vessel that upholdeth thee.\"\u003cbr\u003e\nRespectfully submitted\u003cbr\u003e\nBy\u003cbr\u003e\nCadet B. Stanard\u003cbr\u003e\nTo\u003cbr\u003e\nDr. Madison\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWar\u003cbr\u003e\nOf all the punishments which Divine Providence sees fit to inflict upon a sinful nation, none so severe as that of war, which is now being so frightfully carried on throughout this once peaceful and prosperous republic. Although I am well aware, that this is a subject on which better pens than mine have exhausted their eloquence, yet I think, especially at a time like this, it is one, on which we may profitably reflect.\nFrom the Statesman to the school boy, Every one is occupied with this absorbing topic. \nThe preacher from the pulpit thunders into our ears threats of the increased wrath of God, already visited upon us in this cruel war. The poor man shudders at the thought of the coming winter, and curses the hard times and high prices. All alike seem to think it an unmitigated evil. But it would be far better for us to trust in the old saying, \"Look on the bright side,\" and I think that if we would allow the exercise of a little reason, we may bring ourselves to believe that there is a bright side to this picture. I do believe that it is a punishment, but that as a loving father corrects his erring son, so it is send for our own good. Let us but suppose there were no such punishments for mankind, and what would this world of ours be? We may but turn to the pages of history, and selecting a few from the many examples before us, find a sad response to this question. Look at Rome! For hundreds of years enemies without and fierce dissentions within, had humbled her proud eagles, and at length she stands without a rival, none dare call her enemy. But prosperity has accomplished that which her enemies have in vain assayed and the \"City of Seven Hills\" lies prostrate at the feet of her own vices. A handful of barbarians have devastated her fair provinces and beautiful cities, and Rome is no more. Look to England. Twice she has been intensely overrun and ground under the feet of Roman and Norman invaders. And behold the fruit of suffering. England the mistress of the seas! But a speck on the map of the world she has possessions on which the sun never sets. And lastly, we have a striking striking example in our own once peaceful land. After a comparatively short contest, she has enjoyed blessings totally unprecedented in the history of a nation of free government, the most beautiful country in the world, and a large territory, nothing seemed wanting to fill up the measures of her happiness. But what were its effects? A Government rotten to its very core, and an effeminate people, divided into little factions. The smiles of prosperous fortune has accomplished that which our enemies tried in vain and War, the only specific for a nations diseases, has come upon us.\nLet us bear it like men, and remember that terrible as it is there are evils far worse.\u003cbr\u003e\nRespectfully submitted\u003cbr\u003e\nBy\u003cbr\u003e\nCadet Stanard\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003e\"Berry Hill\"\u003cbr\u003e\nOrange Ct Ho\u003cbr\u003e\nJuly 28th 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eCadet L.C. Wise\u003cbr\u003e\nI scarcely know how to thank my dear young friend for his thoughtful kindness, \u0026amp; beautiful tribute to the memory of our dear one, now sleeping under the shadows of his own home! Tis true my dear friend no earthly consolation can be given to sooth entirely the heart sorrow we are all compelled to bear, but it is sweet \u0026amp; above all things comforting to hear his praises from those among whom he lately dwelled! Your name sounds like a household word- so often has it fallen from his dear lips. Indeed I feel as if I know all his roommates, \u0026amp; could call them Brothers. Most anxious were we to have them come and see us. We have received such evidence of their generous hearted tender thoughtfulness that we long to express in words our gratitude. I should have answered all their letters received with much pleasure, but yours is the first which bears a \"Post Mark\". Will you not extend for us, to his friends, from whom we have received letters- \"W. Overton Harris\" \"Jn S. Wise\" \"Ed\"ward Harvie Smith Jr.\" \"E. Berkley\" our sincere thanks \u0026amp; say to each that we would be most happy to return our gratitude in person, \u0026amp; to none would give such a warm welcome to our home \u0026amp; hearts, as the friends of our darling Brother! Now that you all have vacation we would be glad to have a visit from you, a sad but pleasant \u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eHd Qrs Arty Corps V.D.\u003cbr\u003e\nAug 3d 1864\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI have anticipated the pleasure of sending you a letter for some time but being so continually on the wing have been deprived of doing so. To day being my birthday have concluded to write and I hope I shall not be molested by any couriers riding up with orders to move until my letter is finished.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI have written Mollie so often giving her all the news (which of course you get through her) that there is but little left me to day to make up a letter. Still I know my Darling Mother will be glad to get my letter though it may be a very dull one. And then too I am aware of my inability to write a letter which will compare with those you are mow deprived of by the death of that Darling \u0026amp; Christian child. Still my Dear Mother, that feeling shall not deter me from writing and I trust to God that in the deprivation you have sustained in those sweet \u0026amp; loving letters, mine may serve to cheer you, and assure you have a son whose love is as great as a child's could be, although he may be incompetent to control words to express that love. I know my Darling Mother how you miss those sweet letters from that dear child, and feel how very incompetent I am to send you such messages of love as he always sent, still feeling assured of bearing you all the love a dutiful son can bear I commence this letter (knowing as I have before marked) it will be properly appreciated while at the same time hoping it may serve to cheer you \u0026amp; assure you that you have those dear ones to live for who love you very dearly \u0026amp; for whose sake you should cheer up, and not grieve for that lost one taken from this world of sin \u0026amp; trouble to dwell with his God on high.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI was much distressed my dear Mother to hear you were suffering so much with your old complaint, dysphasia, and hope ere this reaches you you will have been entirely relieved, have you any of the Alleghany water left and do you continue to drink it. Mollie writes me she is making you take bitters regularly which she thinks benefits you. You must continue to take your tonic and not think of the spirit you consume. \nNo doubt your trip to the village benefitted you a good deal, a change is a great thing sometimes. You should ride every evening.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eI wrote Mollie yesterday and just after sending of my letter received hers of the 24th by Bester's boy. He also brought my over cape which I was glad to get. I wrote Aunt Lucy long letter and left it at Martinsburg to be mailed when the Yankees get possession. We are now encamped at a place called Bunkers Hill but don't think we shall remain here very long. Here comes Genl. Early's courier, wonder what order he brings.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eJust what I expected, the order is to cook two days rations and be ready to move at day light tomorrow. This will not however interfere with my letter writing to day. I have no idea which way we will move but every body seems to think up the Valley. I hope it may be so for I am always better satisfied when moving towards the dear ones at home. Why has brother never written how he managed to remain at home. I don't know to this day in what position he is in the service still. I hear he is still at home. I shall be truly glad to know that he is permanently stationed there. We were all very much rejoiced at Hood's victory but fear it was only temporary. If he can whip Sherman in front of Atlanta his army will be destroyed. We have a rumor here to day (Coming from Baltimore paper Sun by some of the Citizens at Charlestown) that Genl. Lee has given Grant another terrible whipping. I trust it will prove true and that it will force Grant to get away from Richmond. Our army here is recuperating considerably and is as strong now as when it first started. All the stragglers lost on the long march around have been gathered up.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWas very glad to hear you had a fine rain in Orange. It will do some good although much more may be needed. We have had lowering clouds here for several days but no rain and the people are almost in despair. They will make no corn at all. I hope Mr. Shaw will make more than he thinks. We can get no vegetables in this country. I sent Lewis fifteen miles yesterday and he returned with one pound of butter and one doz eggs. Mollie writes me that all the children had the whooping cough. I hope they will all get through it easily. I was glad to hear you enjoyed the cheese so much. You must not let the others have too much of it but keep it for your own use. What sort of an article did the tea turn out. Good I hope. So Tom wants to wait until after the war to get married. If he does he will not get Vic. He can I think make arrangements now that would put him in a position to marry at once. I am going to write him a few lines to day. Mollie writes me Mrs. Fry objects. Why is this. How does Aunt Octavia and uncle [?] like it. They should be delighted. My horse hurt her foot about a week ago so I have been in the ambulance while on the march. She is well again, but I fear she is too young for service. She is a splendid animal \u0026amp; if I could get another to ride wound send her to Mr. Shaw for light service. What is the matter with [Ross?] Hear he is at home sick. I suppose Mollie calls on Aunt Martha \u0026amp; uncle Jaq. very often. Tell her I expect to hear of a dreadful intimacy between herself \u0026amp; the former. Early's campaign up here is looked upon as a failure by every one. He is fit to command nothing but a division [that] under General Lee. I heard Mrs. Gordon was at Winchester but hardly believe it. If she is there she has seen very little of the Genl. as I know he had not left his command to visit her. I feel too sorry for poor Jane Carter. Has she gone south, poor soul. I hope she will fine with her husband's relatives a kind \u0026amp; good home. Doubtless he will leave her well off as he was considered rich. Well my Darling Mother, I must bring my letter to a close as I must write several others to day. Give my love to all and kiss the children for me and believe me ever My Dearest Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nYour fond \u0026amp; devoted son\u003cbr\u003e\nRobt\u003cbr\u003e\n24 to day. Feel quite aged.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eHd Qrs Arty V.D.\u003cbr\u003e\n11 Jany 1865\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Darling Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI have been intending to write to you for several days but have been kept from doing so in consequence of having a great deal of writing to do for the office. [Shook] being absent on a 15 day furlough I have to do all his work during his absence and we have had more to do since his departure than for 6 months previous. I rec'd a letter from brother several days since dated the 1th Dec. and would send it to you to read but it is merely a business letter and he writes no one must read it. He was still stationed at a battery some distance from the city but expected in a short time to receive through Judge Campbell an appointment as Ordnance Sgt placed on duty there. I hope sincerely he may not be disappointed. He writes me he has made very little money since I left him and that his expenses are very heavy. When he gets back to town he hopes to be able to make something. He writes me Sallie and the little ones are very well and that Willie is the prettiest child in the city of Mobile. The baby he says has hair like Chandler. I am sorry for this, Mr. Chandler is fast declining and he says he will not live but a short time longer. Mr. John Battle was there and he thought he was giving away every day. I was truly sorry to hear this as we were led to believe he was better, at the time he wrote this. Was great excitement in the city caused by the approach of the enemy. Said the bells were ringing \u0026amp; things were in a mess generally. He congratulated himself that he was out of the excitement being over at his battery in the bay.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMollie wrote you of her safe arrival the day after she got here and told you how nicely she was fixed and now I regret to tell you after all out trouble to get fixed etc. that Genl. Long had concluded to move his Hd Qrs to Staunton so we will have to look out quarters there. He took command to day and will move the office in a few days. Col. Carter's command will be here so he will remain here. Dr. [Straith] has gone to Staunton to see what can be done in the way of accommodations but I feel certain we will not be as comfortably or agreeably fixed as we would eventually have been here. I shall hate very much to part with Col. Carter and not be with Mrs. C as she would be such a pleasant person for Mollie to be with. I wish Genl. Long would let the Dr. \u0026amp; myself remain down here. I have done a good deal of work for nothing. Hereafter will do nothing until every thing is definitely settled. The Genl. inquired particularly after you all. He is looking very well but I don't think well by any means. This is a miserable neighborhood, the meanest people I ever saw and the greatest [extortionists]. I wish the Yankees would come here and take every thing they have got.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eNow that Mollie is away from you and you will not have the benefit of my letters to her I intend to write you regularly. Mollie will I know keep you all posted besides. How I wish we could have been stationed near Orange, that we could have seen more of you all during the winter. Never mind I am entitled to a furlough which I will take after a while and spend it with you all. Mollie seems very happy being with me and I am too happy at having her. Matilda does first rate and I am too thankful that you allowed us to have her. Mollie could not have done without a maid. Mollie rec'd Fan's note by Botts yesterday. He went on up to Staunton. She has some nice brooms to send Fan.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eWith much love to all\u003cbr\u003e\nYour devoted son\u003cbr\u003e\nRobert\u003cbr\u003e\nMollie sends love to all.\u003cbr\u003e\nThis was written in a hurry\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eHd Qrs Arty V.D.\u003cbr\u003e\n16 Jany 1865\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMy Dear Mother\u003cbr\u003e\nI wrote you a short letter last week since which we have heard nothing from Orange. Mollie wrote you I had been up to Staunton to procure rooms as Genl. Long had moved his HdQuarters to that place and would of course require my presence there. I am happy to state that after much trouble I yesterday succeeded in getting board with Mrs. Harman a widow lady and on very moderate terms. We will be delightfully fixed when we get settled. We will move up tonight and take possession. Hope after getting settled this time we will not have to move again as it gives much trouble. We will be some two or three squares from Mrs. Long and a little farther from the Dr. I regret exceedingly breaking up our arrangements here as we would have been all together. We will too lose Mrs. Carters pleasant company which we are both very sorry for. Col. Carter will remain down here and of course Mrs. Carter will prefer being with him although the Col. is much in favor of her going to Staunton as she would have no society here at all.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMollie wishes her bonnet box with bonnet sent up by first good opportunity or by express if it can be done. She says the key is on her bunch of keys in her large black trunk. She will require her bonnet to wear to church. I am exceed[ing]ly glad we will be where I can attend church regularly as I have been debarred of the pleasure for some time. Tell Fan I saw Mrs. Long on Saturday and she inquired after all. She seems a very fine woman and is delighted at having us in Staunton. Tell  Champe that Dr. [McGuire] is the finest dressed man in Staunton. All of old Early's staff seem to be having a very gay time. Dr. Straith went to the wedding and came home disgusted of course. Says he spent the entire night in getting out of other people's way. They had a fine [supper] the Dr. has heard nothing more from his wife but is looking for her every day. I hope sister wrote and explained to Cousin Eliza my dispatch. I sent it at the Dr.'s request. He thinking his wife might have reached that place. Corbin Welford is going to Culpepper to look for her in a few days. The weather had been very fine for the last week and I hope will continue so. No doubt the bright sun has persuaded you just to peek your head out of the door. Matilda is still much pleased. I will keep a good watch over her in Staunton and try and return her improved as Mollie will learn her to be very patient. Has Vic heard anything from Tom recently. Willie was here today and says they have heard nothing from him for months. Hope Vic put an end to Hardy's coming to see him. His independence in staying so long at uncle E's beat anything I ever heard of. Mollie would have written today but has been busy packing. She will write as soon as we get to Staunton. Tell Champe she might write us often.\u003c/p\u003e","\u003cp\u003eMollie joins me in much love to all. 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